WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:06.210 hello i just wanted to make a video 00:00:04.170 --> 00:00:08.400 mm I'm starting to remember some things 00:00:06.210 --> 00:00:11.639 that happened to me while I was being 00:00:08.400 --> 00:00:15.299 targeted back in march of $YEAR 2016 00:00:11.639 --> 00:00:19.529 somebody mentioned that its all-electric 00:00:15.299 --> 00:00:22.980 like cellphones and satellites which I 00:00:19.529 --> 00:00:25.948 totally agree with I know what's going 00:00:22.980 --> 00:00:31.948 on and I know how they mess with your 00:00:25.949 --> 00:00:37.350 brain and can try to make you think that 00:00:31.949 --> 00:00:41.670 what exactly what she said 00:00:37.350 --> 00:00:48.210 just read through my comments i wanted 00:00:41.670 --> 00:00:54.440 to remember a time where in March 2016 00:00:48.210 --> 00:00:57.710 they did 00:00:54.440 --> 00:00:58.849 they did mess with my electronics so I 00:00:57.710 --> 00:01:01.550 wouldn't have any evidence of that 00:00:58.850 --> 00:01:03.800 happening so at the time the voices were 00:01:01.550 --> 00:01:04.878 really in my house and loud and all 00:01:03.800 --> 00:01:07.490 around me 00:01:04.879 --> 00:01:11.299 my my camera was shut off it wasn't 00:01:07.490 --> 00:01:13.759 working this camera right here 00:01:11.299 --> 00:01:15.770 it came up like air her and I wouldn't 00:01:13.759 --> 00:01:19.729 let me do anything with it but it works 00:01:15.770 --> 00:01:22.729 now so that was one thing they shut down 00:01:19.729 --> 00:01:25.280 so I wouldn't have any evidence but it 00:01:22.729 --> 00:01:28.429 it came back on so I can get evidence of 00:01:25.280 --> 00:01:31.490 the abuse my cell phone wasn't working 00:01:28.429 --> 00:01:33.259 at all it was bitching and all kinds of 00:01:31.490 --> 00:01:35.720 stuff was going on with it so I never 00:01:33.259 --> 00:01:37.940 even I thought it was broke so I it then 00:01:35.720 --> 00:01:40.369 have my cellphone be used to get any 00:01:37.940 --> 00:01:45.920 evidence or anything like that 00:01:40.369 --> 00:01:47.990 they shut down my car one . shut off my 00:01:45.920 --> 00:01:51.200 electric to my house somebody actually 00:01:47.990 --> 00:01:55.429 flip the switch and shut it off that I 00:01:51.200 --> 00:01:58.399 had to go outside and turn it back on 00:01:55.429 --> 00:02:01.759 so somebody physically was there and 00:01:58.399 --> 00:02:04.160 shut it off and I heard them do it 00:02:01.759 --> 00:02:06.110 I could hear everything if you just pay 00:02:04.160 --> 00:02:09.679 attention to what's going on around you 00:02:06.110 --> 00:02:11.629 you can you know even here their motives 00:02:09.679 --> 00:02:12.739 you can hear their intentions you can 00:02:11.629 --> 00:02:15.980 hear what they're going to do before 00:02:12.739 --> 00:02:18.890 they do it so you have a chance of 00:02:15.980 --> 00:02:19.619 always being you know steps ahead of 00:02:18.890 --> 00:02:27.238 them 00:02:19.620 --> 00:02:31.890 they turn 18 so they did turn off my 00:02:27.239 --> 00:02:36.840 electricity on the Box somebody was on 00:02:31.890 --> 00:02:39.629 my property and did that and myself and 00:02:36.840 --> 00:02:43.590 which is a knife air and wasn't working 00:02:39.629 --> 00:02:47.489 i would keep getting weird texts from 00:02:43.590 --> 00:02:50.190 people that were wear it with 00:02:47.489 --> 00:02:51.690 synchronicity to the max like I would 00:02:50.190 --> 00:02:54.150 keep getting messages from people 00:02:51.690 --> 00:02:55.620 talking about exactly what I was going 00:02:54.150 --> 00:02:56.819 through it but now they have no 00:02:55.620 --> 00:02:59.690 recollection 00:02:56.819 --> 00:03:02.990 it's like I feel like people must have 00:02:59.690 --> 00:03:04.890 been disassociating and they can't 00:03:02.990 --> 00:03:07.500 remember talking about it and telling me 00:03:04.890 --> 00:03:09.540 exactly what I needed to hear like I 00:03:07.500 --> 00:03:11.990 would get text messages from my mom for 00:03:09.540 --> 00:03:16.780 exactly what I needed to hear at the 00:03:11.990 --> 00:03:18.149 time she told me up one time and cried 00:03:16.790 --> 00:03:20.340 your eyes out and said thank you for 00:03:18.150 --> 00:03:22.500 spirit because i was talking about the 00:03:20.340 --> 00:03:27.900 Holy Spirit now I have the Holy Spirit 00:03:22.500 --> 00:03:29.459 and she said thanks for spirit and she 00:03:27.900 --> 00:03:31.739 was crying really hard and just said 00:03:29.459 --> 00:03:35.260 you're welcome you know i was talking 00:03:31.739 --> 00:03:38.830 about the exact same thing 00:03:35.260 --> 00:03:40.840 I was I would just keep getting I got 00:03:38.830 --> 00:03:43.930 phone calls from an ex boss that was 00:03:40.840 --> 00:03:48.790 abusive her voice kept coming through on 00:03:43.930 --> 00:03:52.810 the house phone and my cell phone and so 00:03:48.790 --> 00:03:57.430 a lady that targeted me to begin with in 00:03:52.810 --> 00:04:00.159 2012 that was hearing her voice she was 00:03:57.430 --> 00:04:02.170 calling my house and my cell phone 00:04:00.159 --> 00:04:05.409 mm I don't want to talk to her of course 00:04:02.170 --> 00:04:08.559 because all the all that she put me 00:04:05.409 --> 00:04:10.480 through a job and I wouldn't doubt if 00:04:08.560 --> 00:04:11.290 she was the one that labeled me a 00:04:10.480 --> 00:04:12.730 terrorist 00:04:11.290 --> 00:04:14.769 you know what I mean to get back at me 00:04:12.730 --> 00:04:16.389 for quitting because i wasn't going to 00:04:14.769 --> 00:04:18.370 put up with the abuse i wouldn't doubt 00:04:16.389 --> 00:04:20.978 if she had some access to the targeted 00:04:18.370 --> 00:04:23.770 individual list and put me on it when 00:04:20.978 --> 00:04:27.820 she's just a nut case that needs help in 00:04:23.770 --> 00:04:29.740 that fashion and I could I just know she 00:04:27.820 --> 00:04:31.449 called my house and talk to my mom 00:04:29.740 --> 00:04:33.400 because I would I heard them have 00:04:31.449 --> 00:04:36.460 conversations I was right here 00:04:33.400 --> 00:04:38.229 I was right here right listening to them 00:04:36.460 --> 00:04:41.490 having conversations like she was 00:04:38.229 --> 00:04:43.449 infiltrating my house through my phone 00:04:41.500 --> 00:04:44.979 talking to my mom like you don't mess 00:04:43.449 --> 00:04:47.500 with my family you don't try to 00:04:44.979 --> 00:04:49.960 infiltrate my family to tear our family 00:04:47.500 --> 00:04:51.760 apart and she was causing all kinds of 00:04:49.960 --> 00:04:53.770 drama making my mom feel bad about 00:04:51.760 --> 00:04:57.250 herself just like she did with me that's 00:04:53.770 --> 00:05:00.130 all she does and my ask my mom about it 00:04:57.250 --> 00:05:03.160 later and she has no recollection of it 00:05:00.130 --> 00:05:05.409 as if it never even happened but I was 00:05:03.160 --> 00:05:08.600 here and that's enough proof for me that 00:05:05.410 --> 00:05:10.700 it happened 00:05:08.600 --> 00:05:13.100 so I just feel bad for the people that 00:05:10.700 --> 00:05:16.190 are you close to me and you know 00:05:13.100 --> 00:05:22.100 sympathizing with me and being targeted 00:05:16.190 --> 00:05:24.350 themselves bodies malicious people and 00:05:22.100 --> 00:05:26.510 then they must have this associated to 00:05:24.350 --> 00:05:30.620 not have any memory of it not have 00:05:26.510 --> 00:05:32.990 memory of everything so you know it must 00:05:30.620 --> 00:05:34.910 not affected me as much but I can 00:05:32.990 --> 00:05:37.160 understand how it could affect my mom 00:05:34.910 --> 00:05:38.930 because I used to work for the Lady and 00:05:37.160 --> 00:05:42.500 that's all she could do was try to tear 00:05:38.930 --> 00:05:45.800 you down and she was textbook you know 00:05:42.500 --> 00:05:47.390 targeted material targeted perpetrator 00:05:45.800 --> 00:05:48.890 material and I already dealt with it 00:05:47.390 --> 00:05:50.390 once and I think that's why I was so 00:05:48.890 --> 00:05:52.610 good at you know fighting at the 00:05:50.390 --> 00:05:54.349 fighting it's so hard because i already 00:05:52.610 --> 00:05:57.500 had to fight it before with people 00:05:54.350 --> 00:05:58.400 face-to-face so whenever these voices 00:05:57.500 --> 00:06:00.440 started coming and it was people I 00:05:58.400 --> 00:06:03.679 didn't know and strangers it was easy 00:06:00.440 --> 00:06:08.600 because i was able to fight it in person 00:06:03.680 --> 00:06:11.150 with people so yeah they messed with my 00:06:08.600 --> 00:06:13.160 fair and I even and I even heard 00:06:11.150 --> 00:06:15.560 President Obama call my house and he 00:06:13.160 --> 00:06:17.840 said hello hello hello 00:06:15.560 --> 00:06:19.970 and then she and then the perpetrator 00:06:17.840 --> 00:06:21.320 the lady I used to work for that was 00:06:19.970 --> 00:06:23.630 talking to my mom on the phone and my 00:06:21.320 --> 00:06:27.290 mom doesn't remember she was she chimed 00:06:23.630 --> 00:06:29.930 in and goes hello hello hello and then I 00:06:27.290 --> 00:06:31.820 didn't I was anti phone like I would 00:06:29.930 --> 00:06:33.920 just hurt i would purposely stay away 00:06:31.820 --> 00:06:35.900 from phones if you're being targeted and 00:06:33.920 --> 00:06:37.730 so you can fight better because you 00:06:35.900 --> 00:06:40.100 don't want any outside distractions or 00:06:37.730 --> 00:06:41.960 any outside influence you want this to 00:06:40.100 --> 00:06:44.240 come for you and your fight 00:06:41.960 --> 00:06:45.950 it's like you know you want to be able 00:06:44.240 --> 00:06:48.500 to pat yourself on the back later and 00:06:45.950 --> 00:06:51.500 say good job for fighting you didn't 00:06:48.500 --> 00:06:55.550 need to call the president you know but 00:06:51.500 --> 00:06:57.889 it's I don't know it's kind of like I 00:06:55.550 --> 00:06:59.780 made I made the best out of it was like 00:06:57.889 --> 00:07:01.759 oh that's cool president called my house 00:06:59.780 --> 00:07:04.340 but it may have just been technology at 00:07:01.759 --> 00:07:06.199 the same time but what I'm saying is the 00:07:04.340 --> 00:07:09.979 lady that used to work for is the 00:07:06.199 --> 00:07:12.289 perpetrator who was somehow getting into 00:07:09.979 --> 00:07:15.860 my phone line I guess I gave her my home 00:07:12.289 --> 00:07:19.520 number as my emergency contact on over 00:07:15.860 --> 00:07:23.750 honor application so that's how she has 00:07:19.520 --> 00:07:25.758 that number and somehow somehow she was 00:07:23.750 --> 00:07:28.819 able to intercept phone call with my mom 00:07:25.759 --> 00:07:31.190 the phone call that my mom was crying 00:07:28.819 --> 00:07:34.310 and said thank you for spirit the last 00:07:31.190 --> 00:07:37.550 voice I heard was the perpetrators not 00:07:34.310 --> 00:07:39.319 moans so she somehow intercepted that 00:07:37.550 --> 00:07:41.180 phone call and it's all about and that's 00:07:39.319 --> 00:07:44.240 all they do is intercept intercept 00:07:41.180 --> 00:07:46.879 intercept and you know everybody hates 00:07:44.240 --> 00:07:49.310 interceptions that was the cause of you 00:07:46.879 --> 00:07:53.300 know the atomic bomb on hiroshima 00:07:49.310 --> 00:07:55.400 because you know other country was 00:07:53.300 --> 00:07:58.340 intercepting messages and attacked us 00:07:55.400 --> 00:08:00.138 and that's what's going on you know 00:07:58.340 --> 00:08:04.219 they're intercepting our personals 00:08:00.139 --> 00:08:06.199 messages or phone messages are every all 00:08:04.219 --> 00:08:08.200 our messages to like I don't know what 00:08:06.199 --> 00:08:12.160 they want credit for it 00:08:08.200 --> 00:08:13.628 or they want to sabotage some more but I 00:08:12.160 --> 00:08:16.300 just I always knew when they were 00:08:13.629 --> 00:08:20.560 intercepting and I did I wasn't even 00:08:16.300 --> 00:08:22.960 going I wasn't going to use the phone . 00:08:20.560 --> 00:08:24.669 as long as interception was going on I 00:08:22.960 --> 00:08:25.780 don't mind using the family i don't i 00:08:24.669 --> 00:08:28.210 want a paper trail 00:08:25.780 --> 00:08:30.849 I want all my I don't care anybody reads 00:08:28.210 --> 00:08:34.328 all my text messages everything on my 00:08:30.849 --> 00:08:36.370 phone I want people to see everything 00:08:34.330 --> 00:08:38.349 like that if they are looking you know 00:08:36.370 --> 00:08:42.100 what I mean because i have nothing to 00:08:38.349 --> 00:08:44.260 hide . and i always want that paper 00:08:42.100 --> 00:08:46.450 trail to where I can look back and be 00:08:44.260 --> 00:08:49.630 like no this is what happens instead of 00:08:46.450 --> 00:08:51.339 people lying about everything so like 00:08:49.630 --> 00:08:53.500 just stayed away from phones because 00:08:51.339 --> 00:08:55.450 they were while the interceptions we're 00:08:53.500 --> 00:08:59.320 going on because i wasn't going to put 00:08:55.450 --> 00:09:02.500 up with it . but it's kind of funny how 00:08:59.320 --> 00:09:05.470 i did get text messages from all kinds 00:09:02.500 --> 00:09:08.110 of you know not you know a couple people 00:09:05.470 --> 00:09:14.640 and it was exactly what I needed to hear 00:09:08.110 --> 00:09:16.740 exactly so you know 00:09:14.640 --> 00:09:19.200 it was just magical at the same time 00:09:16.740 --> 00:09:24.240 like I felt like I had help from 00:09:19.200 --> 00:09:26.160 invisible forces and we do we do have 00:09:24.240 --> 00:09:29.100 those things to help us 00:09:26.160 --> 00:09:37.170 I've already made a video about that 00:09:29.100 --> 00:09:39.900 because you know it's just out here 00:09:37.170 --> 00:09:42.420 that's funny like everything is just so 00:09:39.900 --> 00:09:45.840 funny 00:09:42.420 --> 00:09:48.270 yeah I want that paper trail i want i 00:09:45.840 --> 00:09:51.360 don't i don't care if I have to look 00:09:48.270 --> 00:09:52.740 back at facebook Messenger and and have 00:09:51.360 --> 00:09:56.130 a paper trail of everything i ever 00:09:52.740 --> 00:09:59.100 talked about my whole life with people i 00:09:56.130 --> 00:10:02.700 just don't care if anybody actually i 00:09:59.100 --> 00:10:09.769 would love for my information to be used 00:10:02.700 --> 00:10:15.980 it as evidence to help us you know but 00:10:09.769 --> 00:10:19.850 I just have and it's just it's fucked up 00:10:15.980 --> 00:10:29.500 it all is fucked up in and smiling now 00:10:19.850 --> 00:10:32.440 because I overcame and 00:10:29.500 --> 00:10:36.430 I know that we as humans are much 00:10:32.440 --> 00:10:40.600 stronger than any technology 00:10:36.430 --> 00:10:42.219 I don't know why 00:10:40.600 --> 00:10:45.459 somehow I was stronger than all the 00:10:42.220 --> 00:10:47.920 technology and they tried to put my mind 00:10:45.459 --> 00:10:50.680 in a computer to use for their own 00:10:47.920 --> 00:10:52.930 satisfaction which was you know 00:10:50.680 --> 00:10:58.239 something that made me terribly 00:10:52.930 --> 00:11:02.859 anti-that and I could hear their system 00:10:58.240 --> 00:11:05.920 with my mind at the same time and what 00:11:02.860 --> 00:11:07.899 they are using it for so I had backstage 00:11:05.920 --> 00:11:11.110 passes to what was going on 00:11:07.899 --> 00:11:16.600 pretty much so I could fight which was 00:11:11.110 --> 00:11:20.140 nifty because in the end my mind was 00:11:16.600 --> 00:11:23.619 used in technology in which my mind 00:11:20.140 --> 00:11:26.649 shows me and shut it down shut it down 00:11:23.620 --> 00:11:29.110 and came back to me my mind didn't want 00:11:26.649 --> 00:11:31.660 to be my mind even in technology didn't 00:11:29.110 --> 00:11:32.500 want to be used for their purposes and 00:11:31.660 --> 00:11:35.620 that's the truth 00:11:32.500 --> 00:11:38.829 I heard it all go down somehow i was 00:11:35.620 --> 00:11:41.740 blessed with the backstage pass to hear 00:11:38.829 --> 00:11:43.930 what was going on with everything and 00:11:41.740 --> 00:11:46.149 how they are taking arm they want to 00:11:43.930 --> 00:11:48.579 label us with mental illness and call a 00:11:46.149 --> 00:11:50.829 psychotic and target us and make our 00:11:48.579 --> 00:11:54.339 lives hell but they want our minds and 00:11:50.829 --> 00:11:57.520 technology to use it's because they know 00:11:54.339 --> 00:12:02.140 what they did get them to put life in 00:11:57.520 --> 00:12:05.410 prison so I just I just cleaned it up 00:12:02.140 --> 00:12:07.990 the best stock hood and convince my mind 00:12:05.410 --> 00:12:10.449 that I was the best thing for it so it's 00:12:07.990 --> 00:12:13.390 not being used in technology anymore it 00:12:10.450 --> 00:12:17.800 was kind of just like you know a big 00:12:13.390 --> 00:12:19.449 victory over some people stealing minds 00:12:17.800 --> 00:12:21.819 and that's what they do and they make 00:12:19.449 --> 00:12:24.400 money off of it they make lots of money 00:12:21.820 --> 00:12:26.529 i know i have at least a billion dollars 00:12:24.400 --> 00:12:28.300 with my name on it out there but i'll 00:12:26.529 --> 00:12:29.680 never see it because people just don't 00:12:28.300 --> 00:12:33.279 have it in them to do the right thing 00:12:29.680 --> 00:12:35.620 you know if I'm really if they wanted my 00:12:33.279 --> 00:12:39.250 mind so much to make money off of it 00:12:35.620 --> 00:12:46.270 then that should do to me . for us all 00:12:39.250 --> 00:12:48.220 of us that's happening to em that's the 00:12:46.270 --> 00:12:51.459 god-honest truth all these comments and 00:12:48.220 --> 00:12:56.200 that you're leaving me on my videos are 00:12:51.459 --> 00:13:01.989 all accurate from what I found out along 00:12:56.200 --> 00:13:03.790 the way so yeah just it's not just a 00:13:01.990 --> 00:13:06.160 coincidence your electronics aren't 00:13:03.790 --> 00:13:09.790 working at a time when you need them 00:13:06.160 --> 00:13:11.199 it's not a coincidence it's not a 00:13:09.790 --> 00:13:13.990 coincidence that people from the past 00:13:11.199 --> 00:13:17.200 that believed you and targeted you are 00:13:13.990 --> 00:13:18.370 popping up and still playing their 00:13:17.200 --> 00:13:20.680 stupid games 00:13:18.370 --> 00:13:22.300 it's just none of it's a coincidence not 00:13:20.680 --> 00:13:24.400 a coincidence and somebody sends you a 00:13:22.300 --> 00:13:26.439 text exactly what you need to hear at 00:13:24.400 --> 00:13:29.529 the time it's called synchronicity and 00:13:26.440 --> 00:13:32.500 getting signs that's what God does he he 00:13:29.529 --> 00:13:35.820 speaks through signs who God's not a 00:13:32.500 --> 00:13:37.980 voice like these people 00:13:35.820 --> 00:13:41.700 it's all signs and you just have to be 00:13:37.980 --> 00:13:44.280 self-aware you have to pretty much I was 00:13:41.700 --> 00:13:46.920 prepared for this from day one because I 00:13:44.280 --> 00:13:50.459 did the work i did the work in the past 00:13:46.920 --> 00:13:52.530 I would isolate myself on purpose so 00:13:50.460 --> 00:13:55.980 that i can learn everything about myself 00:13:52.530 --> 00:13:57.890 so by the time i was targeted they would 00:13:55.980 --> 00:13:59.370 have nothing on me because i would 00:13:57.900 --> 00:14:02.700 already know every detail about myself 00:13:59.370 --> 00:14:03.660 that no one could trample on and no one 00:14:02.700 --> 00:14:07.920 can turn me into something that I wasn't 00:14:03.660 --> 00:14:12.390 I did the work i did this work 00:14:07.920 --> 00:14:16.620 spiritually physically I just I did the 00:14:12.390 --> 00:14:18.540 work it took years said by the time that 00:14:16.620 --> 00:14:20.340 they really started targeting me with 00:14:18.540 --> 00:14:23.430 technology and everything I guess I was 00:14:20.340 --> 00:14:26.340 just too strong like spirituality wins 00:14:23.430 --> 00:14:29.910 over technology it's pretty sad people 00:14:26.340 --> 00:14:31.470 sell themselves out 22 technology when 00:14:29.910 --> 00:14:34.860 there's all kinds of natural ways you 00:14:31.470 --> 00:14:36.420 can become better people but you know 00:14:34.860 --> 00:14:39.270 and they use the technology as weapons 00:14:36.420 --> 00:14:41.760 instead of you know all this technology 00:14:39.270 --> 00:14:45.150 and that's what you use it for to hurt 00:14:41.760 --> 00:14:47.670 people like innocent innocent civilians 00:14:45.150 --> 00:14:49.920 that could could contribute really well 00:14:47.670 --> 00:14:51.360 to society but you choose to label as 00:14:49.920 --> 00:14:54.270 mentally ill and won't give us 00:14:51.360 --> 00:14:58.620 disability and you know we kind of try 00:14:54.270 --> 00:15:01.800 to ruin our lives and there's always 00:14:58.620 --> 00:15:03.810 there's always symptoms that come after 00:15:01.800 --> 00:15:07.740 like i did get in trouble with the law 00:15:03.810 --> 00:15:11.400 but the law who brutalized me they took 00:15:07.740 --> 00:15:11.850 me as a mentally-ill schizophrenic and 00:15:11.400 --> 00:15:14.640 beat me 00:15:11.850 --> 00:15:17.670 I've seen him do it to talk about kelly 00:15:14.640 --> 00:15:19.260 thomas you know look that up and what 00:15:17.670 --> 00:15:21.329 they did to him that's what they want us 00:15:19.260 --> 00:15:24.480 to do they want to pick they want to 00:15:21.330 --> 00:15:26.700 hope helpless you know and they could 00:15:24.480 --> 00:15:28.980 beat us and get away with it but I found 00:15:26.700 --> 00:15:32.280 out in cali Thomas's case the police 00:15:28.980 --> 00:15:33.900 that killed him brutalizing him you know 00:15:32.280 --> 00:15:34.760 were charged with murder and that's 00:15:33.900 --> 00:15:37.910 awesome 00:15:34.760 --> 00:15:43.430 thank you fucking system for working for 00:15:37.910 --> 00:15:47.180 once and and I got in trouble with the 00:15:43.430 --> 00:15:49.819 law because you know i am human and it 00:15:47.180 --> 00:15:52.400 was just 11 breaking point that i had 00:15:49.820 --> 00:15:54.590 and there the cops were so just be very 00:15:52.400 --> 00:15:56.990 careful like if you're bound to break 00:15:54.590 --> 00:15:59.390 which you will just make sure you're 00:15:56.990 --> 00:16:01.190 just keep it to yourself 00:15:59.390 --> 00:16:06.470 don't go try to like run to a friend's 00:16:01.190 --> 00:16:10.100 house or anything because they don't 00:16:06.470 --> 00:16:12.440 know they just I mean I think the bigger 00:16:10.100 --> 00:16:14.900 issue here is not me getting in trouble 00:16:12.440 --> 00:16:16.550 but the bigger issue is the fact that 00:16:14.900 --> 00:16:19.760 they thought they could beat me behind 00:16:16.550 --> 00:16:21.859 closed doors and I go to court and 00:16:19.760 --> 00:16:24.200 december so we'll see how it goes i mean 00:16:21.860 --> 00:16:27.500 it sucks I kinda want to make a t-shirt 00:16:24.200 --> 00:16:30.440 with pictures of all my bruises and you 00:16:27.500 --> 00:16:32.210 know list all the evidence and just kind 00:16:30.440 --> 00:16:34.730 of want and so it and you know just show 00:16:32.210 --> 00:16:36.470 up in court but with that t-shirt so 00:16:34.730 --> 00:16:39.500 that the police that beat me that 00:16:36.470 --> 00:16:42.380 they're there you know can see the 00:16:39.500 --> 00:16:45.440 damage that they call as one cooperative 00:16:42.380 --> 00:16:49.310 young lady and I was a cut 00:16:45.440 --> 00:16:52.100 I mean they instantly started treating 00:16:49.310 --> 00:16:54.170 me like shit and I you know after being 00:16:52.100 --> 00:16:56.390 targeted and treated like shit for so 00:16:54.170 --> 00:16:59.120 long I'm bound to say something smart 00:16:56.390 --> 00:17:02.210 aleck like I feel sorry for your wife 00:16:59.120 --> 00:17:04.990 because you're you beat me and now you 00:17:02.210 --> 00:17:06.560 know and I wonder if your wife knows 00:17:04.990 --> 00:17:07.458 that you're you are an abuser I feel 00:17:06.560 --> 00:17:11.419 sorry for her 00:17:07.459 --> 00:17:13.400 like I said that big deal i mean people 00:17:11.420 --> 00:17:14.209 say stuff like that all the time to your 00:17:13.400 --> 00:17:15.888 face and you can't go hittin people 00:17:14.209 --> 00:17:17.720 because you have problems you have 00:17:15.890 --> 00:17:19.699 emotional problems 00:17:17.720 --> 00:17:22.310 do you understand that you need to get 00:17:19.699 --> 00:17:26.540 help for that if you find it appropriate 00:17:22.310 --> 00:17:28.879 to hit people behind closed door when 00:17:26.540 --> 00:17:31.310 they're chained up and helpless that is 00:17:28.880 --> 00:17:33.680 cruel and unusual tortures punishment 00:17:31.310 --> 00:17:35.270 that it's not a punishment is just abuse 00:17:33.680 --> 00:17:38.330 behind closed doors 00:17:35.270 --> 00:17:39.470 police brutality which people always 00:17:38.330 --> 00:17:42.770 stand up for 00:17:39.470 --> 00:17:44.390 like in huge groups and march and make a 00:17:42.770 --> 00:17:46.908 big deal out of it because it is a big 00:17:44.390 --> 00:17:48.530 deal you know you can't get I mean I 00:17:46.909 --> 00:17:53.300 want to cry right now thinking about 00:17:48.530 --> 00:17:57.260 what they did to me but they forgot that 00:17:53.300 --> 00:17:57.980 God knows you know God knows they hurt 00:17:57.260 --> 00:18:01.879 me 00:17:57.980 --> 00:18:03.950 all in all ways cooperative just because 00:18:01.880 --> 00:18:08.210 I say something that's true 00:18:03.950 --> 00:18:10.159 does not warns me being hit just like 00:18:08.210 --> 00:18:13.580 with my abuser that strangled me with a 00:18:10.159 --> 00:18:14.510 sheet you you're allowed to say I you 00:18:13.580 --> 00:18:18.439 know I didn't even say anything 00:18:14.510 --> 00:18:21.770 provoking you know I tested it 00:18:18.440 --> 00:18:24.799 I said you know stay silent the whole 00:18:21.770 --> 00:18:26.600 time and see how they treat you and 00:18:24.799 --> 00:18:28.280 still the same whether you speak you 00:18:26.600 --> 00:18:33.139 don't speak they're just going to do it 00:18:28.280 --> 00:18:34.850 because their animals . their barbaric I 00:18:33.140 --> 00:18:37.850 don't know what made them think that 00:18:34.850 --> 00:18:41.840 it's okay to issue cool and a new 00:18:37.850 --> 00:18:44.840 unusual punishment and just because they 00:18:41.840 --> 00:18:47.539 think you're mentally ill and obviously 00:18:44.840 --> 00:18:52.980 I'm not but I'm enjoying these 00:18:47.539 --> 00:18:57.300 antidepressants but 00:18:52.980 --> 00:19:01.710 you know that's for my own i don't know 00:18:57.300 --> 00:19:06.600 i always had an existential crises well 00:19:01.710 --> 00:19:09.690 who wouldn't in this world but it's so 00:19:06.600 --> 00:19:14.580 fucking funny like the whole process has 00:19:09.690 --> 00:19:18.299 led me here to being happy but I still 00:19:14.580 --> 00:19:20.700 have to you know help people and it'd be 00:19:18.299 --> 00:19:24.389 really nice if we could get a lot of 00:19:20.700 --> 00:19:27.418 help but i have to go to fucking court 00:19:24.390 --> 00:19:32.760 and I should wear the t-shirt with all 00:19:27.419 --> 00:19:36.540 my bruises I just they're never gonna 00:19:32.760 --> 00:19:39.960 live it down because I know the cycle 00:19:36.540 --> 00:19:43.770 and an abuser is an abuser they will be 00:19:39.960 --> 00:19:49.140 miserable and nothing will ever you know 00:19:43.770 --> 00:19:50.940 work out for them so it's just like it's 00:19:49.140 --> 00:19:55.800 a win-win situation as long as you're a 00:19:50.940 --> 00:20:00.320 good person that's all i have to say see 00:19:55.800 --> 00:20:00.320 ya