WEBVTT 00:00:19.608 --> 00:00:23.082 (Piano music) 00:02:10.120 --> 00:02:13.507 (Applause) 00:02:18.213 --> 00:02:20.071 Thank you. 00:02:21.271 --> 00:02:23.251 (Spanish) Hello. 00:02:23.668 --> 00:02:25.884 I don't speak Spanish. 00:02:26.600 --> 00:02:29.018 (English) Typical English guy, I'm sorry. 00:02:30.990 --> 00:02:32.256 We musicians, 00:02:33.330 --> 00:02:34.956 we always get asked to play. 00:02:34.956 --> 00:02:38.766 They say, "Will you come and do a talk?". And I say, "Yes, I'd love to, thanks". NOTE Paragraph 00:02:38.766 --> 00:02:42.008 And they say, "Of course we'll bring a piano so you can play too." 00:02:43.028 --> 00:02:45.739 I often think, well, what if Gordon Ramsay 00:02:45.739 --> 00:02:47.673 was coming here to talk about something? 00:02:47.673 --> 00:02:49.772 They wouldn't bring an oven onstage and say, 00:02:49.772 --> 00:02:52.312 "Cook us a fucking cake or something", would they? 00:02:52.312 --> 00:02:53.238 (Laughter) 00:02:53.238 --> 00:02:55.578 But that's fine, I love playing. 00:02:56.311 --> 00:02:59.584 It's sad, but it's true but this thing... 00:02:59.584 --> 00:03:02.007 is kind of my best friend. (Laughter) 00:03:04.331 --> 00:03:06.405 A lot of you will know that piece, 00:03:06.405 --> 00:03:08.600 I imagine, that I just played. 00:03:09.469 --> 00:03:12.275 And some of you might know that it was written by Bach 00:03:13.051 --> 00:03:14.913 and maybe a few of you will know 00:03:14.913 --> 00:03:16.855 that it's his first prelude 00:03:16.855 --> 00:03:18.788 for piano in C major. 00:03:20.313 --> 00:03:22.110 But I'm going to say something now 00:03:22.110 --> 00:03:24.294 that I think most of you won't know. 00:03:25.887 --> 00:03:29.438 And this whole conference is about trust, isn't it? 00:03:29.838 --> 00:03:31.782 And I'm the anti-trust guy. 00:03:31.782 --> 00:03:33.272 I don't trust a fucking thing. 00:03:33.272 --> 00:03:35.474 I don't trust anyone, I don't trust anything. 00:03:35.474 --> 00:03:37.101 But I do trust music 00:03:37.101 --> 00:03:39.990 and I want you to trust me when I tell you this: 00:03:41.758 --> 00:03:44.303 There is not a single person 00:03:44.532 --> 00:03:48.321 in this room today or watching this online 00:03:48.621 --> 00:03:51.346 who would not be able to play that piece of music 00:03:52.176 --> 00:03:53.726 within a few weeks. 00:03:54.236 --> 00:03:56.568 Even if you've never touched a piano before 00:03:57.308 --> 00:03:59.793 so long as you've got two hands and ten fingers 00:04:00.185 --> 00:04:02.014 you would be able to play that piece 00:04:02.014 --> 00:04:03.928 in five or six weeks. 00:04:05.831 --> 00:04:08.275 I've just written a book that explains how to do it. 00:04:08.275 --> 00:04:10.765 It shows you how to read music, how to practice... 00:04:11.032 --> 00:04:12.818 You don't even need a proper piano, 00:04:12.818 --> 00:04:15.938 you can get a cheap electric keyboard and you can still do it. 00:04:16.957 --> 00:04:19.237 I just realised it's been 3 minutes into my talk 00:04:19.237 --> 00:04:21.035 and I've already plugged the book. 00:04:21.035 --> 00:04:23.335 I'm really sorry. I'm not going to do that again. 00:04:23.335 --> 00:04:25.180 But the point is that music 00:04:25.180 --> 00:04:27.577 that piece is, what - 90 seconds long? 00:04:27.577 --> 00:04:30.180 2 minutes? 32 bars. 00:04:30.737 --> 00:04:33.044 It was written 300 years ago. 00:04:34.352 --> 00:04:36.686 And yet, within it, 00:04:36.686 --> 00:04:39.121 it contains the entire universe. 00:04:40.285 --> 00:04:41.549 It's magical thing. 00:04:41.549 --> 00:04:44.365 I can't think of anything else 00:04:44.607 --> 00:04:46.363 in the world in which we live 00:04:46.363 --> 00:04:49.169 that it is as universal as music. 00:04:50.809 --> 00:04:53.185 Possibly football? 00:04:53.185 --> 00:04:54.304 (Laughter) 00:04:54.304 --> 00:04:57.310 Not English football because we're shit. 00:04:57.310 --> 00:04:59.338 Spanish football definitely. 00:05:00.928 --> 00:05:03.310 But music is extraordinary, 00:05:03.969 --> 00:05:05.774 Ian foster said, 00:05:05.774 --> 00:05:08.494 "Classical music is the deepest of the arts 00:05:08.494 --> 00:05:10.794 and it goes deep beneath the arts." 00:05:11.762 --> 00:05:14.457 And it's one of those things that it's like a language 00:05:14.927 --> 00:05:17.823 that we don't know that we're all fluent in. 00:05:18.093 --> 00:05:20.384 It's amazing and so learning an instrument 00:05:20.384 --> 00:05:22.351 even listening to music 00:05:22.628 --> 00:05:25.246 is something that I think we need more of 00:05:25.246 --> 00:05:27.218 in the world in which we live today. 00:05:27.338 --> 00:05:29.391 Because that world in which we live today, 00:05:29.751 --> 00:05:33.450 it seems to worship extroverts 00:05:35.838 --> 00:05:39.697 and we see introverts as kind of freaks, to be honest. 00:05:39.987 --> 00:05:42.077 I think it should be the other way around. 00:05:42.350 --> 00:05:46.412 Everything we do today is predicated on the idea 00:05:47.531 --> 00:05:50.707 that looking outside of ourselves is the right thing to do. 00:05:51.801 --> 00:05:55.280 You know we post selfies on Instagram, 00:05:56.292 --> 00:05:59.412 we are funny or argumentative on Twitter, 00:05:59.412 --> 00:06:01.839 we poke people on Facebook, we swipe on Tinder, 00:06:01.839 --> 00:06:03.654 we buy shit we don't need from Amazon, 00:06:03.654 --> 00:06:05.371 we eat junk food, 00:06:05.371 --> 00:06:08.676 we do so many things looking outside 00:06:08.676 --> 00:06:11.275 to try and make what's happening inside 00:06:11.275 --> 00:06:13.178 feel just a little bit better. 00:06:13.968 --> 00:06:16.502 And weirdly, we've got it the wrong way around. 00:06:19.502 --> 00:06:21.036 Two weeks ago I was in Madrid 00:06:21.036 --> 00:06:22.489 and I was doing a concert here 00:06:22.489 --> 00:06:26.062 and in the concert I was playing a piece of Beethoven. 00:06:26.433 --> 00:06:29.523 In the morning of the concert I walk down to the Prado museum. 00:06:29.703 --> 00:06:31.380 Oh my God what a place! 00:06:31.910 --> 00:06:34.631 And I went to see the Goya paintings. 00:06:34.881 --> 00:06:37.920 He did a series of paintings called "The black paintings." 00:06:39.460 --> 00:06:40.898 And I did that because 00:06:40.898 --> 00:06:43.954 Goya and Beethoven have a lot of similarities. 00:06:45.094 --> 00:06:50.086 I guess most importantly they went deaf at the same time, both of them. 00:06:50.326 --> 00:06:51.881 They were depressed. 00:06:52.661 --> 00:06:53.848 Goya was homeless, 00:06:53.848 --> 00:06:57.184 he spent time living under a bridge not far from here in Madrid. 00:06:57.534 --> 00:06:59.428 Beethoven was arrested once 00:06:59.428 --> 00:07:01.966 because the police thought he was a tramp, 00:07:01.966 --> 00:07:03.619 that he was homeless. 00:07:04.476 --> 00:07:07.404 But the real reason they're so connected is that, 00:07:08.568 --> 00:07:11.048 they looked inside of themselves 00:07:11.528 --> 00:07:15.170 to express what was going on in the outside world. 00:07:15.790 --> 00:07:19.831 Goya painted the ugly truth that people needed to see. 00:07:20.671 --> 00:07:24.371 Beethoven ripped up the rule book and he composed music 00:07:24.371 --> 00:07:28.047 that really for the first time in musical history 00:07:28.308 --> 00:07:32.558 was about feelings, it was about interiority, looking inside. 00:07:32.558 --> 00:07:35.000 It wan't about the glory of God, 00:07:36.271 --> 00:07:39.118 making the people paying him happy 00:07:39.408 --> 00:07:41.591 it was about feelings. 00:07:41.811 --> 00:07:43.268 And the truth is, 00:07:44.858 --> 00:07:47.235 all of us today, myself included 00:07:48.255 --> 00:07:50.091 we have forgotten 00:07:50.324 --> 00:07:52.312 how to shut the fuck up. 00:07:52.312 --> 00:07:54.472 (Laughter) 00:07:54.472 --> 00:07:57.496 And just sit and be still and just be. 00:07:58.948 --> 00:08:01.361 Things are so fast we've forgotten how to listen, 00:08:01.401 --> 00:08:03.601 how to really listen and hear. 00:08:04.941 --> 00:08:07.174 If I say to my girlfriend, 00:08:07.904 --> 00:08:09.429 "Darling, what's wrong?" 00:08:10.359 --> 00:08:12.116 and she looks at me and she says, 00:08:12.118 --> 00:08:14.053 "Nothing, I'm absolutely fine." 00:08:15.363 --> 00:08:17.493 It's not just me, right? That happens to all. 00:08:17.493 --> 00:08:18.659 (Laughter) 00:08:18.659 --> 00:08:20.733 I know then, whatever I say, I'm in trouble. 00:08:20.913 --> 00:08:22.682 There's nothing I can say to that. 00:08:22.682 --> 00:08:24.515 If I say to her, "Baby, what's wrong?" 00:08:24.685 --> 00:08:26.359 And she looks at me and she says, 00:08:26.359 --> 00:08:29.695 "You know, this morning when you said that thing it really upset me." 00:08:30.335 --> 00:08:32.299 Suddenly everything is different. 00:08:33.859 --> 00:08:35.239 And we have somewhere to go, 00:08:35.249 --> 00:08:37.619 we have communication, and dialogue and honesty. 00:08:38.105 --> 00:08:41.489 And I often wonder what would happen if we were all a bit more honest 00:08:41.758 --> 00:08:44.068 about what was going on in the inside. 00:08:45.528 --> 00:08:49.119 It's an extraordinary thing to be able to do, it's a brave thing to do. 00:08:49.219 --> 00:08:50.960 Would the world be a better place? 00:08:51.140 --> 00:08:52.377 I don't know. 00:08:52.626 --> 00:08:55.089 Would it be a more trustworthy place? 00:08:55.193 --> 00:08:56.520 Absolutely. 00:08:56.608 --> 00:08:58.402 There's no doubt in my mind. 00:09:00.337 --> 00:09:03.089 Like I said, I find it very difficult to trust. 00:09:04.561 --> 00:09:05.731 Some of you here know 00:09:05.731 --> 00:09:08.685 I had a quite challenging childhood and upbringing. 00:09:08.995 --> 00:09:10.475 Lots of us have, of course. 00:09:10.475 --> 00:09:13.225 We all go through trauma in one way or another. 00:09:15.225 --> 00:09:17.004 And I actually wrote a book about it, 00:09:17.004 --> 00:09:19.151 that some of you have been kind enough to buy 00:09:19.151 --> 00:09:22.098 and some of you have even read it which is very kind of you, 00:09:23.612 --> 00:09:25.048 and that book is - 00:09:25.672 --> 00:09:28.601 It's really a love letter to music but it also talks about - 00:09:28.601 --> 00:09:31.763 it's basically a book about child rape and classical music. 00:09:32.053 --> 00:09:33.709 So it's a comedy. (Laughter) 00:09:35.612 --> 00:09:37.053 My publishers were so happy, 00:09:37.053 --> 00:09:39.222 "Yes this will be in supermarkets everywhere, 00:09:39.222 --> 00:09:41.294 everyone wants to know about that stuff." 00:09:41.972 --> 00:09:44.781 But the truth is, the reason I bring it up 00:09:44.781 --> 00:09:46.262 it's a love letter to music 00:09:46.262 --> 00:09:48.168 because music is the one thing 00:09:48.368 --> 00:09:50.060 that when bad things were happening 00:09:50.062 --> 00:09:51.491 it literally saved my life. 00:09:51.491 --> 00:09:54.121 Even today when shit is going wrong 00:09:54.701 --> 00:09:57.046 I listen to music and everything changes. 00:09:57.486 --> 00:10:03.009 You know they say that the soul resides at that junction point 00:10:03.181 --> 00:10:06.181 between our inner and our outer worlds. 00:10:06.181 --> 00:10:11.547 That small space between dreams and fantasy and reality. 00:10:12.617 --> 00:10:15.600 And my happiest moments 00:10:15.600 --> 00:10:17.933 are when I get back to that place 00:10:17.933 --> 00:10:19.943 even if it's only for a short time 00:10:19.943 --> 00:10:21.617 that's where Bach and Beethoven - 00:10:21.617 --> 00:10:24.619 that's the space they inhabited and they created from. 00:10:25.309 --> 00:10:28.185 And I want to mention a word, I'm really sorry for mentioning it 00:10:28.185 --> 00:10:29.247 the M word: 00:10:29.247 --> 00:10:30.992 Mindfulness. 00:10:31.587 --> 00:10:32.962 Mindfulness. 00:10:33.292 --> 00:10:35.826 I'm sorry, you know, I often thought mindfulnes meant 00:10:35.836 --> 00:10:39.964 you kind of hire a fleet of commando monks with shaved heads 00:10:39.964 --> 00:10:41.663 and you climb up a mountain 00:10:41.663 --> 00:10:45.707 and you "om" for three weeks, while fasting. 00:10:48.958 --> 00:10:51.159 Bach invented mindfulness. 00:10:52.417 --> 00:10:56.276 Playing the piano, listening to music listening, really listening... 00:10:56.656 --> 00:10:58.063 is mindfulness. 00:11:00.333 --> 00:11:02.246 It's where the magic happens. 00:11:04.379 --> 00:11:06.799 I'm not a religious man at all. 00:11:08.086 --> 00:11:09.385 But I've got a lot of faith 00:11:09.385 --> 00:11:11.305 I've got a lot of faith but no religion. 00:11:11.305 --> 00:11:13.825 But there is no greater proof 00:11:14.655 --> 00:11:16.743 for the existence of God 00:11:17.988 --> 00:11:21.588 than Bach, Beethoven, Prokofiev, 00:11:22.750 --> 00:11:25.203 Chopin, Liszt, Brahms, Rachmaninoff, 00:11:25.203 --> 00:11:27.074 Shostakovich, Stravinsky, Schubert, 00:11:27.074 --> 00:11:28.494 Schumann, Ravel, Debussy, 00:11:28.494 --> 00:11:30.076 Scriabin, Bartók, Hummel, 00:11:30.076 --> 00:11:31.175 Haydn, Mozart - 00:11:31.175 --> 00:11:32.723 Mozart, fucking hell! 00:11:32.723 --> 00:11:33.909 Him on his own! 00:11:33.909 --> 00:11:35.760 (Laughter) Oh my God! 00:11:36.500 --> 00:11:40.060 And that is a much, much, much stronger list of things 00:11:40.060 --> 00:11:42.897 to help us connect to that part of ourselves than 00:11:43.308 --> 00:11:45.270 Trimipramine, Fluoxetine, 00:11:45.270 --> 00:11:48.237 Citalopram, Olanzapine, Lithium, 00:11:48.237 --> 00:11:50.542 any one of the dozens of medications and drugs 00:11:50.542 --> 00:11:52.661 that I've taken over the years. 00:11:53.631 --> 00:11:56.025 And of course medication is important 00:11:56.025 --> 00:11:58.528 it kept me alive for a bit. 00:11:59.128 --> 00:12:01.179 But music is where the real magic happens. 00:12:01.179 --> 00:12:02.868 Much more than drugs, 00:12:03.110 --> 00:12:05.051 much more than self-help books, 00:12:05.051 --> 00:12:06.906 I fucking hate self-help books! 00:12:07.082 --> 00:12:08.988 They're awful things! 00:12:09.177 --> 00:12:11.225 These books you buy... 00:12:11.515 --> 00:12:13.873 and the premise behind everyone of them 00:12:13.873 --> 00:12:16.961 is that you have all completely fucked up your life. 00:12:17.471 --> 00:12:20.229 You've done everything wrong for decades, 00:12:21.455 --> 00:12:24.719 you're a complete failure as a human being. 00:12:26.293 --> 00:12:28.165 But if you read this book, 00:12:28.385 --> 00:12:31.143 I'll convince you to buy the next book I write, 00:12:31.143 --> 00:12:33.096 that will say the same thing. 00:12:33.194 --> 00:12:34.509 And... (Laughter) 00:12:35.077 --> 00:12:37.243 We don't need it because the truth is, 00:12:37.243 --> 00:12:39.213 the absolute fundamental truth, 00:12:39.213 --> 00:12:41.285 is that every single one of you 00:12:41.285 --> 00:12:42.615 is a fucking miracle. 00:12:42.645 --> 00:12:45.024 You're perfect just the way you are. 00:12:45.914 --> 00:12:49.357 And the way to get in touch with that part of us 00:12:50.622 --> 00:12:56.845 is to listen and to connect and to celebrate this idea of interiority. 00:12:58.779 --> 00:13:02.101 And music, the saddest thing is that we know how powerful it is, 00:13:02.438 --> 00:13:04.607 we all know the impact it has. 00:13:04.607 --> 00:13:06.250 And yet progressive governments 00:13:06.252 --> 00:13:07.322 all around the world 00:13:07.322 --> 00:13:10.195 have absolutely massacred music education. 00:13:10.505 --> 00:13:13.531 It's not just in England, although England is appalling. 00:13:14.044 --> 00:13:17.073 I was in the House of Lords three days ago, 00:13:17.073 --> 00:13:19.889 speaking to a big group of people all about music education. 00:13:19.889 --> 00:13:21.389 And I'll tell you something, 00:13:21.389 --> 00:13:23.666 non of them have a fucking clue of what to do. 00:13:23.666 --> 00:13:25.289 They just haven't got a clue, 00:13:25.289 --> 00:13:28.739 they don't listen, they can't listen they don't know how to fix it. 00:13:28.748 --> 00:13:31.334 And the truth is unless you have money today, 00:13:31.716 --> 00:13:34.493 your kids aren't going to learn music. 00:13:34.693 --> 00:13:36.740 They aren't going to know who Bach is, 00:13:36.740 --> 00:13:38.548 they're not going to know that piece. 00:13:38.548 --> 00:13:41.608 And so it falls on us as people who are creative 00:13:41.608 --> 00:13:43.214 and who love music, 00:13:43.244 --> 00:13:46.404 and who were lucky enough to be able to listen and explore music, 00:13:46.404 --> 00:13:47.508 to share that message. 00:13:47.508 --> 00:13:49.202 I think it's so important. 00:13:50.032 --> 00:13:51.926 One of the things I really want to do 00:13:51.926 --> 00:13:54.855 is to form, to build, to develope an app - 00:13:55.320 --> 00:13:57.015 because we need more apps, 00:13:57.015 --> 00:13:59.901 there are not enough of them. (Laughter) 00:14:01.261 --> 00:14:03.447 And this app will celebrate interiority 00:14:03.447 --> 00:14:06.127 and what it will do is it will provide you everyday 00:14:06.826 --> 00:14:08.502 with a piece of classical music. 00:14:08.502 --> 00:14:10.792 I hate the phrase 'classical music', by the way 00:14:10.792 --> 00:14:14.050 I'm sorry I keep mentioning it but there is no other phrase, does it? 00:14:14.050 --> 00:14:14.931 The problem is 00:14:14.931 --> 00:14:17.315 classical musicians and the people in the industry 00:14:17.315 --> 00:14:18.677 they are such assholes. 00:14:18.677 --> 00:14:20.631 They keep classical music up here 00:14:20.631 --> 00:14:21.817 in a little box 00:14:21.817 --> 00:14:22.826 just for them 00:14:22.826 --> 00:14:24.764 and just for a certain kind of audience 00:14:24.764 --> 00:14:28.203 who are well-dressed and educated and wealthy and they can understand it 00:14:28.206 --> 00:14:30.049 and it's such bullshit. 00:14:30.049 --> 00:14:32.192 If anyone can suggest a better phrase 00:14:32.192 --> 00:14:33.236 for classical music 00:14:33.236 --> 00:14:34.509 please let me know. 00:14:34.644 --> 00:14:37.559 I did that on Twitter and people were saying things like 00:14:37.559 --> 00:14:38.978 mind music 00:14:38.978 --> 00:14:40.581 or old music 00:14:40.581 --> 00:14:41.581 or shit music. 00:14:41.581 --> 00:14:42.859 (Laughter) 00:14:42.859 --> 00:14:44.763 But I like inner music. 00:14:45.585 --> 00:14:47.390 But everyday what will happen 00:14:47.390 --> 00:14:49.757 is that you'll will find this app, 00:14:49.757 --> 00:14:52.262 it will send you a piece of music, 00:14:52.262 --> 00:14:53.999 it will go hopefully into classrooms 00:14:53.999 --> 00:14:55.674 in front of children 00:14:55.674 --> 00:14:59.418 and you will send to people you love, you miss, you're thinking about, 00:14:59.938 --> 00:15:01.996 you'll send them a little piece of music, 00:15:01.996 --> 00:15:05.153 and you will listen to it yourself and just for 5 minutes a day, 00:15:05.153 --> 00:15:06.352 you will switch off 00:15:06.352 --> 00:15:09.341 and reconnect with that interior part of yourself, 00:15:09.341 --> 00:15:11.537 and see what the impact is. 00:15:13.117 --> 00:15:15.362 So I'd like to do a little experiment now, 00:15:15.362 --> 00:15:16.901 to kind of end. 00:15:16.901 --> 00:15:19.441 I'd like imagine that I've given you all 00:15:19.441 --> 00:15:20.987 a free iPhone 7. (Laughter) 00:15:23.629 --> 00:15:25.922 I've given you all this app on your smartphones 00:15:25.922 --> 00:15:28.599 and you pull out your smartphones and you open up the app 00:15:28.599 --> 00:15:30.634 and now I want us to go really quiet. 00:15:35.467 --> 00:15:38.468 It doesn't matter you can't see me now, this is about listening. 00:15:39.653 --> 00:15:43.411 I want us to learn how to listen again, to reconnect to that part of ourselves 00:15:43.421 --> 00:15:47.045 I'm going to play you a piece of music by a composer called Gluck. 00:15:47.385 --> 00:15:48.526 It's really a love song. 00:15:48.666 --> 00:15:52.908 And when I'm playing it I want you to close your eyes and trust 00:15:53.088 --> 00:15:55.148 what's going to happen to you. 00:15:55.148 --> 00:15:57.623 Trust, listen to your heart beating 00:15:57.623 --> 00:15:59.452 feel what a miracle you are 00:15:59.452 --> 00:16:01.689 trust this music will tunnel into you 00:16:01.728 --> 00:16:07.057 and take you to a place that is safe and extraordinary and powerful. 00:16:08.902 --> 00:16:11.041 And I hope that everyday, 00:16:11.041 --> 00:16:13.334 you will find 5 minutes 00:16:13.644 --> 00:16:16.930 just to connect with something, some kind of inner beauty. 00:16:16.930 --> 00:16:19.938 And if it's not learning an instrument or listening to music 00:16:19.938 --> 00:16:22.572 it can be painting, or drawing, or cooking, or dancing, 00:16:22.574 --> 00:16:24.495 or writing, or photography, 00:16:24.495 --> 00:16:26.602 or any one of a thousand creative things 00:16:26.602 --> 00:16:29.389 that are a vital antidote 00:16:29.389 --> 00:16:32.862 to the the fucked up, crazy full on world in which we live. 00:16:33.519 --> 00:16:36.248 And to me that kind of inner beauty, 00:16:36.917 --> 00:16:38.975 it sounds a lot like this. 00:16:51.820 --> 00:16:54.230 (Piano music) 00:21:15.087 --> 00:21:17.763 (Music ends) 00:21:19.860 --> 00:21:23.288 (Applause)