0:00:00.797,0:00:03.380 - What kicked it off this time? 0:00:04.458,0:00:08.375 - I lost my job and I,[br]I tried to ask my, my... 0:00:13.437,0:00:15.687 - Yeah, you asked your[br]father about seeing me. 0:00:15.687,0:00:18.270 What happened, what did he say? 0:00:19.405,0:00:20.894 Sybil? 0:00:20.894,0:00:23.144 (whimpers) 0:00:26.312,0:00:28.187 - The people, the people, the people. 0:00:28.187,0:00:30.228 The people, they're everywhere. 0:00:30.228,0:00:32.631 They're, they're, they'e,[br]they're everywhere. 0:00:32.631,0:00:34.416 No, you keep them away from me. 0:00:34.416,0:00:37.331 I will, I will, I will[br]do it, I will do it. 0:00:37.331,0:00:38.164 (sobs) 0:00:38.164,0:00:40.914 He doesn't care, he doesn't care. 0:00:42.540,0:00:43.373 - Sybil? 0:00:44.224,0:00:46.883 - I hate Sybil, I hate her. 0:00:46.883,0:00:48.146 - Who are you? 0:00:48.146,0:00:51.231 - I can do anything. I[br]can do anything I want to. 0:00:51.231,0:00:52.688 I can do anything. 0:00:52.688,0:00:55.142 I can walk on the furniture[br]if I take my shoes off 0:00:55.142,0:00:57.095 like that and like that and like that. 0:00:57.095,0:00:58.703 And I can walk on the chair, 0:00:58.703,0:01:01.219 like that and like that and[br]like that and you can't stop me. 0:01:01.219,0:01:02.621 - I promise you.[br]- You can't stop me. 0:01:02.621,0:01:04.654 - I wouldn't stop you, I won't stop you. 0:01:04.654,0:01:05.489 Tell me, tell me, it's all right. 0:01:05.489,0:01:06.322 (cries) 0:01:06.322,0:01:07.155 It's all right. 0:01:07.155,0:01:09.611 - Oh, it hurts me.[br]- What hurts, what hurts you? 0:01:09.611,0:01:10.928 Where does it hurt?[br]- I have to get out. 0:01:10.928,0:01:12.975 I have to get out.[br]- No, wait a minute. 0:01:12.975,0:01:13.808 No, no.[br]- I have to break the glass. 0:01:13.808,0:01:16.790 - No, we don't, don't break glass. 0:01:16.790,0:01:19.088 - You won't let me out and you[br]won't let me have any peace 0:01:19.088,0:01:20.284 and you leave me alone and it hurts, 0:01:20.284,0:01:21.738 and you don't leave me alone, it hurts. 0:01:21.738,0:01:24.383 - Who are you talking to, who am I? 0:01:24.383,0:01:25.831 - Oh, please, I have to get out. 0:01:25.831,0:01:27.187 - Who hurt you?[br]- Get out. 0:01:27.187,0:01:28.834 I have to get out.[br]- We'll just go downstairs, 0:01:28.834,0:01:30.903 we'll get in the taxi and[br]then you'll be out, alright? 0:01:30.903,0:01:32.624 - No, no, no, she's there. 0:01:32.624,0:01:33.769 When she's there, the people are there. 0:01:33.769,0:01:34.700 - Who's there?[br]- The people. 0:01:34.700,0:01:36.061 - Who is there?[br]- I don't wanna see them. 0:01:36.061,0:01:37.528 I don't wanna feel them,[br]I don't wanna know. 0:01:37.528,0:01:38.361 - Where is Sybil? 0:01:38.361,0:01:39.642 - I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know. 0:01:39.642,0:01:40.595 - Where is Sybil, tell me. 0:01:40.595,0:01:42.515 - I have to get out, I[br]have to feel the glass. 0:01:42.515,0:01:43.348 I have to feel the glass. 0:01:43.348,0:01:45.410 - No, no, no, no, no, no. 0:01:45.410,0:01:46.243 - [Sybil] I have to feel the- 0:01:46.243,0:01:47.631 - Don't break it. 0:01:47.631,0:01:49.793 - I see the knob. 0:01:49.793,0:01:52.154 I see the knob on the white house. 0:01:52.154,0:01:54.044 On the white house, I see the knob. 0:01:54.044,0:01:56.813 And the shades are pulled down. 0:01:56.813,0:02:00.266 I live right there, I live[br]right there, right there. 0:02:00.266,0:02:03.842 201 West 4th Street,[br]Willow Corners, Wisconsin. 0:02:03.842,0:02:07.722 I live right there,[br]right there, right there. 0:02:07.722,0:02:11.472 (unsettling classical music) 0:02:13.998,0:02:16.094 My name's Peggy. 0:02:16.094,0:02:18.968 (unsettling classical music) 0:02:18.968,0:02:20.969 And you're my Dr. Wilbur. 0:02:20.969,0:02:24.886 (unsettling classical music ) 0:02:29.254,0:02:30.798 - Hello Sybil. 0:02:30.798,0:02:34.437 (speaking in French) 0:02:34.437,0:02:36.187 Ah, what's your name? 0:02:37.286,0:02:39.733 - Oh, I'm sorry, you[br]don't recognize my voice. 0:02:39.733,0:02:42.822 I'm Vicky, Victoria, Sybil's friend. 0:02:42.822,0:02:45.509 Victoria Antoinette Scharleau. 0:02:45.509,0:02:46.908 'Allo.[br]- 'Allo. 0:02:46.908,0:02:48.444 - Good to see you.[br]- Uh huh. 0:02:48.444,0:02:50.954 (speaking in French) 0:02:50.954,0:02:52.811 - Well, come, come right in. 0:02:52.811,0:02:55.017 - Merci, merci. (chuckles) 0:02:55.017,0:02:56.410 Oh. 0:02:56.410,0:02:59.859 (speaking in French) 0:02:59.859,0:03:01.192 - Oh, thank you. 0:03:04.298,0:03:06.256 (speaking in French) 0:03:06.256,0:03:09.423 (speaking in French) 0:03:10.697,0:03:13.319 (speaking in French) 0:03:13.319,0:03:17.146 (speaking in French) 0:03:17.146,0:03:18.317 (chuckles) 0:03:18.317,0:03:20.507 (clicks) 0:03:20.507,0:03:22.862 - I don't blame you for not remembering. 0:03:22.862,0:03:25.085 It was months and months[br]ago since I called you 0:03:25.085,0:03:28.168 from that dreary little Harlem hotel. 0:03:29.133,0:03:31.550 - But tell me, where's Sybil? 0:03:35.907,0:03:38.229 - Sybil is a bit embarrassed about 0:03:38.229,0:03:40.324 the financial arrangements 0:03:40.324,0:03:45.324 since you've been seeing[br]her in your practice privy, 0:03:45.357,0:03:49.107 she doesn't know how[br]she will ever repay you. 0:03:50.058,0:03:53.048 - She'll repay me when[br]she gets herself together. 0:03:53.048,0:03:54.503 (chuckles) 0:03:54.503,0:03:55.887 If you'll excuse the pun. 0:03:55.887,0:03:58.137 (chuckles) 0:04:01.639,0:04:03.085 Yes? 0:04:03.085,0:04:07.155 - I wouldn't hurt anyone[br]either, not by word nor deed. 0:04:07.155,0:04:09.690 I don't even like to[br]hurt someone's feelings. 0:04:09.690,0:04:14.248 Do you know if someone[br]calls me Sybil by mistake, 0:04:14.248,0:04:15.398 do you know what I do? 0:04:15.398,0:04:18.016 I look in their face and I say, 'Yes?' 0:04:18.016,0:04:20.976 'Yes, oui, oui, you're speaking to me?' 0:04:20.976,0:04:24.646 Because it hurts to be[br]embarrassed, you know? 0:04:24.646,0:04:25.479 - Mm-hm. 0:04:27.408,0:04:31.741 Marcia became so fearful[br]she dissociated into Peggy, 0:04:32.784,0:04:35.703 who wanted to escape with me to Amsterdam 0:04:35.703,0:04:40.191 to get away from what[br]she called 'the people'. 0:04:40.191,0:04:41.439 I look at all the faces, 0:04:41.439,0:04:45.996 furious terrified Peggy,[br]sepulchral little Marcia, 0:04:45.996,0:04:50.329 Vicky with her social ease[br]and uninterrupted memory, 0:04:51.588,0:04:56.312 and Sybil and I wonder[br]what there was back there 0:04:56.312,0:04:59.742 that could have caused such a shattering. 0:04:59.742,0:05:01.958 What could have forced her[br]to thrust onto creatures 0:05:01.958,0:05:04.294 she doesn't even know exist? 0:05:04.294,0:05:08.184 All those capacities in[br]herself she must deny. 0:05:08.184,0:05:10.959 And why is it so vital that she deny them? 0:05:10.959,0:05:14.626 What was the torment?[br]Who was the tormentor? 0:05:17.631,0:05:19.909 - [Sybil] Sybil can't say yes. 0:05:19.909,0:05:22.973 Vanessa, you go, you like music. 0:05:22.973,0:05:24.990 You may go Vanessa. 0:05:24.990,0:05:25.823 - Richard? 0:05:27.755,0:05:28.588 Richard? 0:05:30.570,0:05:31.403 - Richard. 0:05:36.087,0:05:37.170 Richard? Hey! 0:05:43.482,0:05:44.701 I'm okay, well, look, 0:05:44.701,0:05:46.532 I'm not any good at jumping over fences, 0:05:46.532,0:05:48.364 so where do you live? 0:05:48.364,0:05:51.729 - The gray house apartment, 5C. 0:05:51.729,0:05:52.562 - Okay. 0:06:03.921,0:06:07.671 (unsettling classical music) 0:06:29.787,0:06:32.841 Now, don't let appearances deceive you. 0:06:32.841,0:06:34.143 I am really not company. 0:06:34.143,0:06:35.856 You know what I am? 0:06:35.856,0:06:38.425 I'm a princess who's been[br]asleep for a thousand years 0:06:38.425,0:06:41.074 in a forest called Simmer[br]Down and you know why? 0:06:41.074,0:06:43.481 That's because a wicked[br]witch put an evil spell 0:06:43.481,0:06:45.286 on my ice cream on the[br]very day I was born, 0:06:45.286,0:06:47.027 and if a prince doesn't come along soon 0:06:47.027,0:06:48.076 and break the spell with a kiss, 0:06:48.076,0:06:50.411 I guess I have to go on forever[br]looking like Sybil Dibble 0:06:50.411,0:06:52.937 and I wouldn't wish that[br]on a dragon, would you? 0:06:52.937,0:06:54.185 (yawns) 0:06:54.185,0:06:56.352 Oh, I'm getting so sleepy. 0:06:57.749,0:06:59.832 (snores) 0:07:01.101,0:07:02.866 - I see you blinking. 0:07:02.866,0:07:04.864 - That's because princesses[br]always blink in their sleep. 0:07:04.864,0:07:06.798 They have to stay alert[br]for the palace revolution 0:07:06.798,0:07:08.817 which is liable to take[br]place at any moment. 0:07:08.817,0:07:10.048 (snores) 0:07:10.048,0:07:12.753 - [Boy] If you wake up,[br]I'll show you my toys. 0:07:12.753,0:07:14.744 - There's only one way. 0:07:14.744,0:07:17.073 (snores) 0:07:17.073,0:07:18.554 (kisses) 0:07:18.554,0:07:20.971 - Okay, enchantment's broken. 0:07:24.421,0:07:25.648 (sighs) 0:07:25.648,0:07:28.289 Say goodnight to Sybil. 0:07:28.289,0:07:31.456 - That's not Sybil, Sybil stayed home! 0:07:32.341,0:07:34.841 (plays piano) 0:07:38.145,0:07:39.311 - Isn't that nice?[br]- Mm-hm. 0:07:39.311,0:07:41.896 - Sometimes he plays songs[br]that are happy and gay. 0:07:41.896,0:07:44.392 One time he played 'With[br]a Song in my Heart', 0:07:44.392,0:07:45.761 you know that one? 0:07:45.761,0:07:47.280 It goes--[br]- 'I was...' 0:07:47.280,0:07:48.130 - Yeah, right. 0:07:48.130,0:07:51.516 ♪ I always knew I'd live life through ♪ 0:07:51.516,0:07:55.561 ♪ With a song in my heart for-- ♪ 0:07:55.561,0:07:56.394 (laughs) 0:07:56.394,0:07:57.632 One time we went to the park, you know, 0:07:57.632,0:07:58.718 because we were gonna play catch 0:07:58.718,0:08:00.928 and then one of the boys came[br]out, he wanted to play catch, 0:08:00.928,0:08:03.242 and Richard thought it was[br]me so he went over to Mike 0:08:03.242,0:08:05.100 and he kissed him right[br]smack dab on the lips. 0:08:05.100,0:08:07.065 He went 'mwa' and I went 'blegh'! 0:08:07.065,0:08:11.565 - Wait a minute, you mean[br]some of the others are boys? 0:08:14.689,0:08:17.218 - I wasn't supposed to tell you that. 0:08:17.218,0:08:19.901 Now Vicky's gonna be mad at me. 0:08:19.901,0:08:22.698 - Vanessa, I don't understand. 0:08:22.698,0:08:24.493 - It hurts. 0:08:24.493,0:08:27.192 When Richard kisses Sybil, it hurts. 0:08:27.192,0:08:30.290 Why is that? Why does love hurt? 0:08:30.290,0:08:33.243 (plays piano) 0:08:33.243,0:08:35.851 - Love doesn't hurt, sweetie, love heals. 0:08:35.851,0:08:38.351 (plays piano) 0:08:39.323,0:08:41.842 - It smelled like disinfectant. 0:08:41.842,0:08:45.209 - What smells like disinfectant? 0:08:45.209,0:08:47.959 - The hands in the green kitchen. 0:08:49.568,0:08:53.585 Like that stuff you made Sybil[br]smell that time, remember? 0:08:53.585,0:08:54.418 - Mm-hm. 0:08:57.730,0:08:59.698 - I just love you to death. 0:08:59.698,0:09:01.885 Bushel and a peck, a hug around the neck. 0:09:01.885,0:09:03.466 Now you just come on over here, 0:09:03.466,0:09:04.946 lemme give you a hug, honey. 0:09:04.946,0:09:07.930 That's a girl, don't hang back like that. 0:09:07.930,0:09:10.291 No, ain't that fun? 0:09:10.291,0:09:12.266 Tickle, tickle, tickle, tickle, tickle? 0:09:12.266,0:09:15.516 Tickle, tickle, tickle, tickle, tickle? 0:09:16.358,0:09:18.901 Then there'd be a big pinch. 0:09:18.901,0:09:20.271 (plays piano glissando) 0:09:20.271,0:09:22.599 But I wasn't hurt by love[br]because I came later. 0:09:22.599,0:09:24.102 Besides that, it was[br]quick as grease lightning 0:09:24.102,0:09:26.023 and I could always get away. 0:09:26.023,0:09:30.673 Sybil had a dream she could[br]play, but I can really play. 0:09:30.673,0:09:31.506 (plays piano) 0:09:31.506,0:09:34.423 ♪ Da da da dreamer ♪ 0:09:36.146,0:09:38.584 You have 'Easter Bonnet'! 0:09:38.584,0:09:39.417 (gasps) 0:09:39.417,0:09:40.495 I love 'Easter Bonnet'! 0:09:40.495,0:09:42.578 Play it for me, will you? 0:09:45.353,0:09:46.678 Do it. 0:09:46.678,0:09:49.178 (hums melody) 0:09:51.386,0:09:54.219 Okay, I'm ready. Okay, wait, wait. 0:09:55.740,0:09:57.034 Start again. 0:09:57.034,0:09:57.987 (plays piano) 0:09:57.987,0:10:00.428 ♪ In your Easter bonnet ♪ 0:10:00.428,0:10:04.395 ♪ With all the frills upon it ♪ 0:10:04.395,0:10:09.395 ♪ I'll be the grandest[br]fellow in the Easter parade ♪ 0:10:11.123,0:10:13.203 (hums melody) 0:10:13.203,0:10:16.125 ♪ I'll be all in clover ♪ 0:10:16.125,0:10:20.285 ♪ And when they look me over ♪ 0:10:20.285,0:10:25.285 ♪ I'll be the proudest[br]fellow in the Easter parade ♪ 0:10:27.746,0:10:30.961 ♪ On the avenue, ha ha ha ha ♪ 0:10:30.961,0:10:34.628 ♪ Fifth avenue, ha ha ha ha ♪ 0:10:35.587,0:10:37.587 (cries) 0:10:45.014,0:10:47.591 - Vanessa, what's the matter, sweetie? 0:10:47.591,0:10:49.091 - I'm not Vanessa. 0:10:50.949,0:10:53.332 - Sorry, Peggy, but[br]you popped out so fast. 0:10:53.332,0:10:54.676 What's the matter, sweetie? 0:10:54.676,0:10:56.940 - It was my idea and she stole it. 0:10:56.940,0:11:00.549 I wanted to sing 'Easter[br]Bonnet' really really bad. 0:11:00.549,0:11:03.586 - Oh, you can sing 'Easter Bonnet'. 0:11:03.586,0:11:05.630 - I don't want to, I want to dance. 0:11:05.630,0:11:07.173 - Well, fine. 0:11:07.173,0:11:09.180 - And I want you to watch me. 0:11:09.180,0:11:11.520 - Alright, alright, I'm all eyes, alright? 0:11:11.520,0:11:12.853 - Okay, alright. 0:11:14.796,0:11:18.962 And this will be my stage then[br]and you're gonna watch me. 0:11:18.962,0:11:19.879 Okay, okay. 0:11:23.175,0:11:26.133 ♪ Heaven, I'm in heaven ♪ 0:11:26.133,0:11:31.042 ♪ And my heart beats so[br]that I can hardly speak ♪ 0:11:31.042,0:11:34.959 ♪ And I seem to find happiness ♪ 0:11:41.419,0:11:44.086 I don't find happiness anywhere. 0:11:46.436,0:11:49.976 - We'll find it, Peggy, it[br]just got lost some place. 0:11:49.976,0:11:52.311 - Paper's valuable, paper is valuable. 0:11:52.311,0:11:54.430 Yes, it is, yes, it is. 0:11:54.430,0:11:56.847 It's valuable, it's valuable. 0:11:58.893,0:12:02.143 You can see now, you can see. 0:12:02.143,0:12:06.798 The people, you can see the[br]people now, you can see them. 0:12:06.798,0:12:08.798 (cries) 0:12:10.828,0:12:11.828 You can see. 0:12:12.708,0:12:14.708 (cries) 0:12:16.847,0:12:17.680 Oh! 0:12:19.605,0:12:22.067 - It's alright. It's alright. 0:12:22.067,0:12:24.900 - Oh God, I gotta get out of here. 0:12:26.275,0:12:28.358 I gotta get out of there. 0:12:30.066,0:12:32.626 You have to stop me from doing this. 0:12:32.626,0:12:34.626 Who does those drawings? 0:12:36.696,0:12:40.196 - You do. But you do them as other people. 0:12:41.513,0:12:43.087 Do you understand? 0:12:43.087,0:12:44.565 You do them as other parts of yourself. 0:12:44.565,0:12:45.398 - No, I don't. 0:12:45.398,0:12:46.418 - You're still children.[br]- No, I don't. 0:12:46.418,0:12:48.439 - It's true.[br]- No, it's not. 0:12:48.439,0:12:50.540 - Sybil, you have got to[br]understand, it's true. 0:12:50.540,0:12:51.715 - This is not possible. 0:12:51.715,0:12:53.363 They all have names and they come here 0:12:53.363,0:12:55.516 and they protect you, they[br]keep your appointments, 0:12:55.516,0:12:57.140 and they're the ones who[br]pour out this information 0:12:57.140,0:12:58.581 that you're afraid to face.[br]- Oh no. 0:12:58.581,0:12:59.852 - You've got to understand that. 0:12:59.852,0:13:00.844 - No, it's not true! 0:13:00.844,0:13:01.677 - It's true! 0:13:01.677,0:13:03.139 - It's not true. No, it's not. 0:13:03.139,0:13:04.639 No, it's not true. 0:13:06.564,0:13:07.814 - Sybil. Sybil. 0:13:09.836,0:13:12.924 Everything you care about[br]survives in those parts of you 0:13:12.924,0:13:15.324 that your mother wasn't able to reach. 0:13:15.324,0:13:20.055 Your music, your painting,[br]even your ability to love. 0:13:20.055,0:13:21.249 They survived there. 0:13:21.249,0:13:25.082 (classical piano music plays) 0:13:35.293,0:13:37.318 That's Vanessa. 0:13:37.318,0:13:41.022 And she's got all your[br]music for safekeeping. 0:13:41.022,0:13:44.855 (classical piano music plays) 0:13:49.219,0:13:50.219 - That's me? 0:13:54.873,0:13:56.538 Playing Mozart? 0:13:56.538,0:13:57.371 - Mm-hm. 0:13:59.057,0:14:02.980 And you play Sibelius too.[br]You played 'Finlandia'! 0:14:02.980,0:14:05.500 (clicks) 0:14:05.500,0:14:07.893 (recording of Sybil speaking plays) 0:14:07.893,0:14:09.995 - Oh! That's my mother's voice. 0:14:09.995,0:14:14.952 That's my mother's voice,[br]that's my mother's voice. 0:14:14.952,0:14:16.845 - Sweetie, that's not your mother's voice. 0:14:16.845,0:14:19.095 That's you imitating your-- 0:14:20.142,0:14:20.975 Sybil? 0:14:22.234,0:14:23.067 Sybil? 0:14:28.532,0:14:32.199 (dramatic orchestral music) 0:14:34.744,0:14:38.161 What the hell did that monster do to you? 0:14:39.677,0:14:42.594 What happened in the green kitchen?