WEBVTT 00:00:22.309 --> 00:00:27.309 Every film is unique, but this film begins in a very mysterious way. 00:00:32.750 --> 00:00:39.649 Thousands of dollars appeared in my bank account with no strings attached, no demands or conditions. 00:00:40.549 --> 00:00:47.491 Weeks later a letter explained that someone I'd never met would like me to visit a teacher: Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh 00:00:47.658 --> 00:00:51.225 and his spiritual community in Poona, India; 00:00:51.457 --> 00:00:54.924 and if I chose to go, I might also take a camera and some film. 00:00:56.791 --> 00:01:00.091 And I was told that the money came from someone who lived very simply 00:01:00.533 --> 00:01:03.298 and yet it sent me all that they have. 00:01:04.998 --> 00:01:07.998 No contract could have been more compelling. 00:01:10.066 --> 00:01:12.233 But, why me? 00:01:35.582 --> 00:01:38.450 I wondered what this Bhagwan had to teach? 00:01:39.817 --> 00:01:43.219 I knew about the famous master teachers of history 00:01:43.382 --> 00:01:46.420 but this Bhagwan was alive, my contemporary. 00:01:49.557 --> 00:01:51.789 What is the power of such a teacher? 00:01:51.757 --> 00:01:55.819 A person whose life transforms other people's lives. 00:01:59.324 --> 00:02:02.469 I wasn't a religious seeker. 00:02:03.200 --> 00:02:09.030 I pursued accomplishment, and love, pleasures of the mind and body. 00:02:10.099 --> 00:02:13.200 And like most people, I had experienced brief moments 00:02:13.365 --> 00:02:18.379 when I felt especially alive, in tune with everything. 00:02:19.675 --> 00:02:24.340 sometimes those moments came with creative breakthrough or with a woman I loved 00:02:25.342 --> 00:02:31.180 sometimes those moments came up while jogging, dancing, playing music or simply watching a sunset. 00:02:32.016 --> 00:02:36.350 I experienced something special, something beyond the words, 00:02:39.683 --> 00:02:43.050 and with that feeling came a sense of being a part of everything, 00:02:44.925 --> 00:02:48.189 being absolutely whole. 00:02:50.457 --> 00:02:52.276 I valued those times. 00:02:53.055 --> 00:02:56.388 These were the spiritual moments in my life. 00:02:59.657 --> 00:03:02.500 I wondered, were the great teachers 00:03:02.598 --> 00:03:05.169 people who never came back from those peak moments?, 00:03:05.799 --> 00:03:08.330 the reason to share with others. 00:03:09.366 --> 00:03:19.440 I had my usual doubts, but I wanted to see for myself, just who is this Bhagwan Rajneesh and what's going on over the India. 00:03:22.641 --> 00:04:18.941 * Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh (Osho)'s disciples during the first stage of a meditation session called: Chaotic Meditation. * 00:04:20.274 --> 00:04:22.939 This is a meditation. 00:04:23.574 --> 00:04:29.310 First heavy breathing and then crazy screaming, now this jumping and chanting. 00:04:29.473 --> 00:04:32.579 It's called "Chaotic Meditation". 00:04:32.749 --> 00:04:35.379 I'd been cramped in a airplane seat for 24 hours, 00:04:35.615 --> 00:04:37.620 I needed to unwind. 00:04:37.548 --> 00:04:42.449 These people encouraged me to blow off my head of steam, and let go of some of the madness. 00:04:42.949 --> 00:04:47.889 They do every morning before dawn, to clear their minds. 00:05:00.090 --> 00:05:28.390 * Second stage of meditation: they stop and remain in alertness, watching, feeling, listening. * 00:05:30.391 --> 00:06:40.991 * Third stage of meditation: with loving and grateful attitude, they celebrate meditatively, dancing experience. * 00:06:45.048 --> 00:06:48.290 Bhagwan is known as an enlightened teacher. 00:06:49.024 --> 00:06:51.790 He has over hundred books in print 00:06:51.924 --> 00:06:56.590 but he doesn't write them, they're just transcribed form his daily discourses. 00:06:59.124 --> 00:07:02.030 Every morning he speaks for ninety minutes. 00:07:03.932 --> 00:07:07.660 Those teachings attract highly educated people from the west. 00:07:07.932 --> 00:07:12.600 He said that the real value of being with him has nothing to do with words. 00:07:13.732 --> 00:07:16.410 "I am a drunkard. 00:07:18.207 --> 00:07:20.910 You may believe it or not, 00:07:22.339 --> 00:07:24.539 but I am a drunkard. 00:07:25.174 --> 00:07:27.940 You can look into my eyes 00:07:30.206 --> 00:07:32.849 and you can see it. 00:07:33.480 --> 00:07:34.920 Religion 00:07:35.980 --> 00:07:39.449 is a sort of intoxication. 00:07:40.948 --> 00:07:44.420 This has to be understood 00:07:45.548 --> 00:07:49.189 because without a deep intoxication, 00:07:49.389 --> 00:07:52.259 your life will never have any meaning. 00:07:53.233 --> 00:07:57.489 It will remain a superficial prose 00:07:58.357 --> 00:08:01.360 and will never become a poetry. 00:08:02.799 --> 00:08:06.629 You will walk but you will never be able to dance, 00:08:08.465 --> 00:08:13.100 and unless you dance you have missed. 00:08:14.732 --> 00:08:19.340 Unless you dance with such abundance, 00:08:20.639 --> 00:08:23.709 with such forgetfulness 00:08:25.206 --> 00:08:27.270 that you disappear in it, 00:08:28.040 --> 00:08:30.110 that the dancer is lost, 00:08:30.773 --> 00:08:33.250 and only the dance remains... 00:08:33.882 --> 00:08:36.650 that the dancer is lost, 00:08:36.882 --> 00:08:39.620 and only the dance remains... 00:08:39.814 --> 00:08:41.620 only the dance remains... 00:08:43.015 --> 00:08:45.150 only the dance remains... 00:08:45.281 --> 00:08:50.519 that the dancer is lost, and only the dance remains... 00:08:51.589 --> 00:08:54.219 that the dancer is lost, 00:08:54.356 --> 00:08:56.589 and only the dance remains... 00:08:56.923 --> 00:09:00.059 And only then will you be able to know 00:09:00.124 --> 00:09:03.560 what life is." 00:09:22.072 --> 00:09:23.340 For Bhagwan 00:09:23.407 --> 00:09:26.070 what life is can't be figured out. 00:09:26.273 --> 00:09:29.240 The endless thoughts and patterns of the mind 00:09:29.306 --> 00:09:31.849 may be what's in the way. 00:09:32.114 --> 00:09:35.649 Shaking and dancing can silence the mind. 00:09:36.413 --> 00:09:45.990 Movement meditations are not rituals but techniques, that help people experience their life directly. 00:09:48.190 --> 00:09:53.489 The clamor of words and even clever commentary can be suspended. 00:10:28.906 --> 00:10:36.019 "I remember: Once Alexander the Great asked Diogenes, 00:10:37.714 --> 00:10:41.749 You are so learned, you know so much. 00:10:43.748 --> 00:10:46.580 Can’t you tell me something about God, 00:10:46.956 --> 00:10:48.920 what God is? 00:10:49.721 --> 00:10:54.990 Diogenes said, The moment you asked me, I thought that I knew. 00:10:58.855 --> 00:11:06.230 But the more I tried to catch hold of it, the more it became elusive. 00:11:07.798 --> 00:11:09.660 The more I thought about it, 00:11:10.998 --> 00:11:13.530 the farther away it was, 00:11:16.973 --> 00:11:21.409 and the only thing I can say to you, 00:11:21.672 --> 00:11:25.570 is that those who think they know God, they know not.” 00:11:28.739 --> 00:11:32.809 "God can be known only when you are not... 00:11:34.847 --> 00:11:36.910 (when you are not, 00:11:38.280 --> 00:11:40.509 (when you are not... 00:11:41.880 --> 00:11:44.649 when you are not) 00:12:19.438 --> 00:12:22.939 God can be known only when you are not... 00:12:25.072 --> 00:12:28.570 when your ego is lost." 00:12:42.181 --> 00:12:46.650 I guess I was raised with a strong ego, to have pride of my accomplishments, 00:12:47.394 --> 00:12:50.120 to respect the victories of great men, 00:12:50.121 --> 00:12:53.421 to believe the human being is with superior mind and ego 00:12:53.421 --> 00:12:55.759 had conquered nature. 00:12:55.950 --> 00:13:00.620 But these Indians showed me a more gentle, humble, respect for nature. 00:13:02.297 --> 00:13:04.660 Anointing cows looks peculiar to me, 00:13:05.163 --> 00:13:08.159 but this gesture celebrates the nobility of all life. 00:13:10.797 --> 00:13:12.660 It was the Indian visitors 00:13:12.705 --> 00:13:14.500 who blessed these cows given to Bhagwan. 00:13:15.663 --> 00:13:20.909 It was his birthday and thousands had gathered from many distant parts of the world. 00:13:21.306 --> 00:13:26.210 At this morning's meditation, they were mostly westerners and today's lecture was in English. 00:13:26.672 --> 00:13:31.370 But this afternoon belongs to the Indians, and their love of ritual and celebration. 00:13:32.579 --> 00:13:34.580 They turned everything into a dance. 00:14:07.430 --> 00:14:12.160 Bhagwan's mother and father arrived and joined in a many Indian ceremonies. 00:14:38.514 --> 00:14:40.210 Everything was so different from home. 00:14:41.681 --> 00:14:43.310 But what an opportunity 00:14:43.846 --> 00:14:46.449 to travel beyond my usual attitudes and judgements, 00:14:46.614 --> 00:14:49.220 to just be here, with fresh eyes! 00:15:17.308 --> 00:15:18.614 "Look! 00:15:19.673 --> 00:15:23.350 I love human beings, but not humanity. 00:15:25.112 --> 00:15:27.362 Humanity does not exist. 00:15:29.133 --> 00:15:32.548 Only concrete human beings exist - 00:15:34.319 --> 00:15:36.926 someone here, someone there, 00:15:37.811 --> 00:15:40.111 but it is always someone. 00:15:41.975 --> 00:15:47.530 Humanity is an empty word. 00:15:48.712 --> 00:15:52.978 And just like that is Christ. Jesus exists, 00:15:54.211 --> 00:15:57.711 sometimes in Gautam the Buddha, 00:15:58.411 --> 00:16:02.511 sometimes in Mohammed the prophet, 00:16:03.712 --> 00:16:09.894 sometimes in Krishna the fluteplayer - 00:16:11.435 --> 00:16:14.677 somewhere here, somewhere there, 00:16:15.010 --> 00:16:18.792 but it is always a concrete phenomenon. 00:16:20.399 --> 00:16:24.310 Christ is abstract. 00:16:26.616 --> 00:16:30.393 It exists only in the books of philosophy and theology; 00:16:31.362 --> 00:16:34.477 Christ has never walked on the earth. 00:16:35.447 --> 00:16:38.221 Or, we can say it another way: 00:16:38.555 --> 00:16:42.932 Christ is the son of God, Jesus the son of man. 00:16:43.602 --> 00:16:47.042 Let me talk about Jesus the son of man, 00:16:48.555 --> 00:16:51.432 because only the son of man is real, 00:16:51.730 --> 00:16:54.671 and only the son of man can grow 00:16:56.376 --> 00:16:59.851 and become the son of God. 00:17:01.156 --> 00:17:03.731 Only man can grow and become God; 00:17:04.471 --> 00:17:07.012 because man is the seed, the source; 00:17:07.611 --> 00:17:10.352 God is the flowering. 00:17:11.090 --> 00:17:14.231 God does not exist anywhere. 00:17:17.975 --> 00:17:21.621 When you flower, God comes into existence - 00:17:21.893 --> 00:17:24.701 it comes into existence and disappears... 00:17:25.068 --> 00:17:27.442 it comes into existence and disappears. 00:17:27.711 --> 00:17:30.651 When Buddha was here, God existed. 00:17:32.288 --> 00:17:35.141 When Jesus was here, God existed. 00:17:37.776 --> 00:17:40.612 When Jesus disappears, God disappears - 00:17:41.012 --> 00:17:45.361 just as when a flower disappears, it disappears. 00:17:46.733 --> 00:17:51.181 God is not somewhere, always existing. 00:17:52.590 --> 00:17:56.002 Whenever a man realizes his essence, 00:17:56.512 --> 00:17:59.412 whenever a man really exists, 00:17:59.611 --> 00:18:03.512 whenever a man exists in totality, 00:18:03.820 --> 00:18:06.401 God exists in those rare moments. 00:18:06.800 --> 00:18:10.981 So when you come and ask me, 'Where is God?' I cannot show you. 00:18:12.818 --> 00:18:17.662 Unless you prove him into your own being, 00:18:18.667 --> 00:18:20.671 he will not be there. 00:18:22.217 --> 00:18:25.832 Until you become him he is not. 00:18:28.167 --> 00:18:32.382 Everybody has to realize him 00:18:32.679 --> 00:18:36.961 in his own innermost shrine, in his own being. 00:18:37.264 --> 00:18:39.731 You carry him as a seed. 00:18:40.205 --> 00:18:42.442 It is up to you 00:18:43.715 --> 00:18:47.521 to allow it to grow and become a great tree." 00:18:49.330 --> 00:18:50.572 "Jesus 00:18:51.034 --> 00:18:54.352 is a revolution in the world of religion. 00:18:54.385 --> 00:18:58.192 He is the first poor man who declared, 00:18:59.098 --> 00:19:01.572 'I am the son of God' - 00:19:02.272 --> 00:19:06.012 that even a poor man who has nothing to renounce, can renounce, 00:19:06.412 --> 00:19:08.262 because the real renunciation 00:19:08.228 --> 00:19:10.932 is not of wealth, but of the ego. 00:19:11.570 --> 00:19:14.812 The real renunciation is not of wealth, 00:19:15.012 --> 00:19:17.521 let me repeat it, but of the ego. 00:19:18.689 --> 00:19:22.302 It is not a question of renouncing what you have, 00:19:22.466 --> 00:19:26.451 it is a question of renouncing what you are. 00:19:28.757 --> 00:19:31.401 You can have much 00:19:32.535 --> 00:19:35.012 and you can renounce that. 00:19:35.242 --> 00:19:38.282 But if the ego continues 00:19:38.569 --> 00:19:40.692 you remain ordinary, 00:19:41.365 --> 00:19:43.072 you remain superficial." 00:19:47.716 --> 00:19:51.062 Groups like this allow people who have been meditating alone 00:19:51.112 --> 00:19:54.672 to experiment, to experience themselves in relationship to others. 00:19:55.711 --> 00:19:57.711 Bhagwan does not encourage people 00:19:57.845 --> 00:20:02.292 to repress their desires, nor does he allow them to lose touch with their frustrations. 00:20:02.911 --> 00:20:05.231 Rather, he teaches people how to use their bodies, 00:20:05.512 --> 00:20:08.512 to go beyond the mind, with expressions of love. 00:20:11.492 --> 00:20:13.712 "Once you start meditating, 00:20:14.012 --> 00:20:16.281 a very fragile quality, 00:20:16.312 --> 00:20:20.461 a very delicate quality of consciousness is born in you. 00:20:22.021 --> 00:20:25.122 A flower of the unknown starts opening - 00:20:25.512 --> 00:20:27.031 it is delicate. 00:20:27.845 --> 00:20:30.022 And whenever you go into the crowd 00:20:30.351 --> 00:20:33.191 you lose something. 00:21:16.348 --> 00:21:18.301 Whenever you move with others, 00:21:19.041 --> 00:21:21.781 they push you off center. 00:21:22.478 --> 00:21:26.692 You don't find yourself in it, you simply miss the other. 00:21:27.762 --> 00:21:31.302 Your aloneness becomes sad. 00:21:31.766 --> 00:21:35.062 Your 'aloneness' is not 'aloneness', 00:21:35.211 --> 00:21:37.521 it is a 'loneliness'. 00:21:38.338 --> 00:21:41.522 'Loneliness' is when you desire 00:21:42.262 --> 00:21:44.161 others; 00:21:44.312 --> 00:21:48.532 'aloneness' is when you enjoy yourself. 00:21:54.612 --> 00:21:56.911 The crowd pulls you down, 00:21:57.661 --> 00:22:00.072 it has a gravitation of its own. 00:22:00.651 --> 00:22:03.692 You are infected by it. 00:22:34.831 --> 00:22:37.411 Whenever you come back home from the crowd, 00:22:37.612 --> 00:22:39.752 you come lesser than you had gone. 00:22:40.512 --> 00:22:43.112 Something has been lost. 00:22:43.512 --> 00:22:46.372 You need to be alone with yourself, 00:22:48.276 --> 00:22:51.112 so that you become together again, 00:22:52.526 --> 00:22:56.612 so that you again become centered, 00:22:56.891 --> 00:22:58.562 rooted. 00:22:58.911 --> 00:23:05.362 You need a higher altitude to purify yourself. 00:23:06.899 --> 00:23:09.221 So whenever you go to pray, 00:23:09.778 --> 00:23:12.242 don't start saying something. 00:23:12.773 --> 00:23:15.602 God already knows what you are going to say. 00:23:16.024 --> 00:23:18.372 And what can you say, what do you have to say? 00:23:19.437 --> 00:23:22.312 It will be all nonsense, 00:23:23.571 --> 00:23:27.402 It will all be nothing but 00:23:27.762 --> 00:23:29.442 desires, 00:23:29.512 --> 00:23:30.862 demands, 00:23:31.117 --> 00:23:33.092 and deep down, complaints. 00:23:35.250 --> 00:23:37.622 And there is no need to say anything, 00:23:39.412 --> 00:23:41.521 you can just be silent. 00:23:43.656 --> 00:23:46.882 A prayer is not talking, 00:23:47.811 --> 00:23:49.571 it is listening. 00:23:49.844 --> 00:23:55.591 You can miss the point - if you start thinking about God, then you are not alone. 00:23:56.334 --> 00:23:58.452 If you start talking to God, 00:23:58.958 --> 00:24:01.972 then in your imagination you have created the other. 00:24:02.255 --> 00:24:05.412 And then your God is doing nothing; 00:24:05.506 --> 00:24:07.312 he is just a projection. 00:24:08.686 --> 00:24:12.241 And in that projection you will find all 00:24:12.494 --> 00:24:14.301 the others that you have ever known: 00:24:14.515 --> 00:24:20.641 your father will be there - whenever you say to God, 'Father,' your father will be there, 00:24:22.689 --> 00:24:24.521 a part of you projected. 00:24:24.895 --> 00:24:28.352 Or you say, 'Mother,' your mother will be there. 00:24:28.958 --> 00:24:31.612 All words 00:24:31.911 --> 00:24:33.791 are your words, 00:24:34.670 --> 00:24:38.521 so whatsoever you say will be your projection. 00:24:38.943 --> 00:24:42.612 A prayer is not to say anything. 00:24:42.890 --> 00:24:46.702 It is to be simply silent, open, 00:24:47.185 --> 00:24:52.291 ready to listen - it is a listening. 00:24:52.665 --> 00:24:55.262 And there is no need to believe in God 00:24:55.545 --> 00:24:57.872 because that too is a projection. 00:24:57.891 --> 00:25:02.301 The only need is to be alone, to be capable of being alone - 00:25:03.231 --> 00:25:05.012 and immediately, you are with God. 00:25:05.066 --> 00:25:08.132 Whenever you are alone, you are with God. 00:25:09.104 --> 00:25:12.771 To say 'with God' is not exactly right 00:25:13.424 --> 00:25:17.651 because that shows that you are here and God is there. 00:25:18.253 --> 00:25:20.252 It would be better to say that 00:25:20.512 --> 00:25:23.962 whenever you are alone, God is, and you are not, 00:25:24.267 --> 00:25:27.421 and there is prayer. 00:25:28.122 --> 00:25:30.862 Prayer is a fragrance 00:25:32.165 --> 00:25:36.382 that arises whenever you are ready to be alone. 00:25:36.512 --> 00:25:39.521 Whenever you are not afraid to be alone, 00:25:39.726 --> 00:25:40.662 it arises. 00:25:41.698 --> 00:25:43.562 Something opens within you 00:25:43.561 --> 00:25:45.411 like a lotus, 00:25:46.311 --> 00:25:50.311 and that lotus is in tune with the whole around you. 00:25:50.989 --> 00:25:52.401 You dissolve, 00:25:52.935 --> 00:25:55.041 you meet and merge, 00:25:55.112 --> 00:25:57.112 boundaries disappear. 00:25:57.748 --> 00:25:59.992 You are no more an island, 00:26:00.012 --> 00:26:02.462 you have become part of the continent. 00:26:02.997 --> 00:26:05.502 God is, you are not. 00:26:07.515 --> 00:26:10.052 God is, and you are not. 00:26:10.757 --> 00:26:11.962 (and you are not... 00:26:12.512 --> 00:26:13.771 you are not)." 00:26:22.340 --> 00:26:25.571 So many thoughts are triggered by what I see! 00:26:26.406 --> 00:26:29.112 My mind prefers to be busy with those thoughts. 00:26:30.685 --> 00:26:32.722 Rarely will it dissolve into silence 00:26:32.925 --> 00:26:35.862 or allow me to see things as if for the first time. 00:26:38.210 --> 00:26:42.791 Extreme physical activity had often enabled me to forget what was on my mind 00:26:43.092 --> 00:26:45.332 so I tried this 'Chaotic Meditation'. 00:26:46.811 --> 00:26:49.512 I found I had to wear a blindfold, 00:26:49.742 --> 00:26:53.832 otherwise, with a glimpse of something, my mind would begin talking to itself, 00:26:54.362 --> 00:26:58.572 and usually that constant chatter overwhelmed what was really happening. 00:27:02.517 --> 00:27:04.191 How rarely do we look at something 00:27:04.489 --> 00:27:05.531 and experience it 00:27:06.630 --> 00:27:08.812 without labeling or comparing, 00:27:09.911 --> 00:27:11.711 without attitude or judgment? 00:27:13.411 --> 00:27:15.372 Can we let our minds go? 00:30:47.106 --> 00:30:50.176 I've got lost in the rhythms dancing at parties, 00:30:50.743 --> 00:30:53.646 and I've screamed my head off with others at sporting events, 00:30:54.314 --> 00:30:57.484 but the release was always limited to those brief moments. 00:30:59.951 --> 00:31:02.073 Bhagwan teaches awareness by letting go, 00:31:03.240 --> 00:31:06.010 he takes people when they've surrendered to that spontaneity, 00:31:06.611 --> 00:31:09.347 he takes them deep into that openness, 00:31:09.680 --> 00:31:11.115 that vulnerability, 00:31:11.549 --> 00:31:13.017 that freedom from their minds. 00:31:13.188 --> 00:31:15.519 and fills them with the love of who they are. 00:31:15.986 --> 00:31:17.205 And then he connects that love 00:31:17.406 --> 00:31:19.508 to the universe. 00:31:23.811 --> 00:31:29.117 People come to me and say, "Everything has become beautifully silent: 00:31:29.317 --> 00:31:32.019 meditation is growing, 00:31:32.153 --> 00:31:34.307 the anger has disappeared, 00:31:35.742 --> 00:31:40.481 the sex has become a faraway thing, 00:31:40.846 --> 00:31:43.381 as if it never belonged to me. 00:31:44.251 --> 00:31:45.652 But 00:31:46.118 --> 00:31:47.522 is it all true?, 00:31:47.853 --> 00:31:50.042 or am I simply imagining?" 00:31:54.011 --> 00:31:55.981 They come to me and they say, 00:31:57.180 --> 00:32:00.122 "We talk to our friends and they say, 00:32:00.152 --> 00:32:00.882 'Beware. 00:32:01.067 --> 00:32:03.322 This man has hypnotised you'." 00:32:12.081 --> 00:32:14.911 It is their experience 00:32:15.817 --> 00:32:17.951 that they have become silent, 00:32:18.203 --> 00:32:20.742 that the anger has disappeared, 00:32:21.742 --> 00:32:27.182 that the sex has become less and less a boss, 00:32:27.780 --> 00:32:30.051 more and more a servant, 00:32:30.784 --> 00:32:34.871 and it is up to them - they can fire the servant any day, 00:32:38.175 --> 00:32:41.141 and there is not even a union 00:32:42.012 --> 00:32:45.111 to protest and fight against them! 00:32:48.418 --> 00:32:50.742 But they become suspicious 00:32:51.940 --> 00:32:53.611 - a doubt arises: 00:32:54.109 --> 00:32:55.982 "Am I imagining? 00:32:56.563 --> 00:32:59.082 Am I hypnotised? 00:32:59.948 --> 00:33:02.402 Am I dreaming all this?" 00:33:02.672 --> 00:33:06.841 They cannot believe even when the experiences are happening to them. 00:33:06.971 --> 00:33:10.471 How can they believe that it has happened to somebody else? 00:33:12.748 --> 00:33:16.281 If you could believe it right now, the world disappears 00:33:16.463 --> 00:33:18.552 and only God is. 00:33:19.152 --> 00:33:22.672 Because the world is not more than a dream. 00:33:24.108 --> 00:33:27.011 With doubt, the dream continues; 00:33:27.077 --> 00:33:29.281 with trust, suddenly 00:33:29.814 --> 00:33:31.852 you are awake. 00:33:35.420 --> 00:33:38.212 Be not afraid - at least, be not afraid. 00:33:38.340 --> 00:33:39.872 If you cannot dance, 00:33:40.576 --> 00:33:42.082 if you cannot celebrate, 00:33:43.279 --> 00:33:44.682 if you cannot sing a song, 00:33:45.815 --> 00:33:46.952 then at least, 00:33:47.783 --> 00:33:49.321 be not afraid; 00:33:49.619 --> 00:33:51.122 be of good cheer. 00:33:53.807 --> 00:33:55.341 Be of good cheer. 00:33:55.642 --> 00:33:57.982 Be happy! I have come to you. 00:33:58.911 --> 00:34:00.721 And you are crying out for fear! 00:34:01.928 --> 00:34:03.372 Dance! 00:34:03.471 --> 00:34:05.772 Celebrate! 00:34:09.173 --> 00:34:10.971 You should move in it 00:34:12.944 --> 00:34:18.182 without any fear of consequences and without any expectations. 00:34:19.150 --> 00:34:22.872 You should take a jump, you should dare. 00:35:03.881 --> 00:35:09.341 On the evening of his birthday, thousands of visitors had a brief opportunity to be with Bhagwan, 00:35:09.638 --> 00:35:13.042 he had tought them not to blindly worship holly people, instead 00:35:13.376 --> 00:35:16.012 he encourge them to really express their feelings, 00:35:16.311 --> 00:35:19.362 and many treated him with great respect and deep gratitude. 00:35:24.020 --> 00:35:25.242 By many other reasons, 00:35:25.538 --> 00:35:27.571 he would be meeting with an intimate group of people, 00:35:28.275 --> 00:35:31.682 responding to their individual questions and acomplishments, 00:35:33.480 --> 00:35:37.281 "Bhagwan - this is all very interesing, but I am full of questions, 00:35:37.884 --> 00:35:39.851 what is the meaning of all this? 00:35:40.321 --> 00:35:41.942 what do you want?" 00:35:42.506 --> 00:35:44.371 - All nonsense questions. 00:35:45.244 --> 00:35:47.232 Come to the basic question, 00:35:48.112 --> 00:35:52.081 the most fundamental question: Who am I? 00:35:55.654 --> 00:35:56.972 Who? 00:36:01.511 --> 00:36:05.911 You are god, you are Brahma, 00:36:07.117 --> 00:36:11.222 you are pure consciousness, you are The ultimate truth, 00:36:12.105 --> 00:36:13.771 the eternal soul, 00:36:14.975 --> 00:36:17.311 the deathless being. 00:36:20.715 --> 00:36:22.712 Those answers 00:36:24.117 --> 00:36:27.671 can destroy your very search. 00:36:29.975 --> 00:36:34.281 A seeker has to be aware of ready-made answers. 00:36:34.780 --> 00:36:38.182 They are available; from every side they are being supplied to you. 00:36:41.052 --> 00:36:43.341 Remain with the question. 00:36:45.809 --> 00:36:48.612 Don′t do anything, 00:36:49.311 --> 00:36:51.811 and don′t go anywhere; 00:36:54.417 --> 00:36:59.442 and don′t start believing in any answer. 00:37:00.073 --> 00:37:02.571 Remain with the question. 00:37:03.377 --> 00:37:07.411 That is one of the most difficult things to do 00:37:08.383 --> 00:37:11.222 - to remain with a question, 00:37:11.619 --> 00:37:14.142 and not to seek the answer; 00:37:15.139 --> 00:37:17.541 because the mind is very cunning, 00:37:17.943 --> 00:37:22.212 it can supply a false answer. 00:37:23.915 --> 00:37:26.251 It can console you; 00:37:26.985 --> 00:37:30.101 it can give you something to cling to; 00:37:32.242 --> 00:37:36.881 and then the question is not answered 00:37:37.347 --> 00:37:39.012 but suppressed. 00:37:40.316 --> 00:37:44.091 Then you go on believing in the answer, 00:37:44.972 --> 00:37:48.371 and the question remains deep down 00:37:48.943 --> 00:37:51.482 in your unconsciousness 00:37:52.379 --> 00:37:54.651 like a wound. 00:37:55.016 --> 00:37:58.052 The healing has not happened. 00:38:00.086 --> 00:38:02.671 If you remain with the question, 00:38:04.210 --> 00:38:07.482 I′m not saying that you will receive the answer, 00:38:07.713 --> 00:38:11.412 Nobody has ever received any answer. 00:38:13.184 --> 00:38:16.071 If you remain with the question, 00:38:18.574 --> 00:38:21.511 by and by the question disappears. 00:38:21.778 --> 00:38:23.751 Not that the answer is received; 00:38:24.747 --> 00:38:26.551 there is no answer. 00:38:28.451 --> 00:38:31.842 There cannot be, because life is a mystery. 00:38:32.940 --> 00:38:35.372 It is not a puzzle, 00:38:35.944 --> 00:38:37.682 it cannot be solved, 00:38:38.213 --> 00:38:40.212 it is a mystery. 00:42:23.798 --> 00:42:25.571 My mind is still full of questions, 00:42:26.405 --> 00:42:28.611 but my camera has led me into experience 00:42:29.147 --> 00:42:30.052 with intuition 00:42:30.550 --> 00:42:31.992 and feeling. 00:42:33.994 --> 00:42:36.842 Filming has become a movement to awareness, 00:42:38.111 --> 00:42:40.822 It's become my meditation. 00:42:49.675 --> 00:42:50.952 ¡Beautiful! 00:42:51.720 --> 00:42:54.231 - that′s how it should be - 00:42:55.531 --> 00:42:57.642 Mind is the questioner. 00:42:59.476 --> 00:43:01.812 When there is no questioning, 00:43:02.584 --> 00:43:05.161 the mind has also disappeared 00:43:05.435 --> 00:43:07.371 - pure consciousness - 00:43:07.871 --> 00:43:11.311 just the sky without any clouds, 00:43:12.316 --> 00:43:15.591 the flame without any smoke: 00:43:17.698 --> 00:43:19.742 That′s what God is, 00:43:20.774 --> 00:43:22.922 that′s what a Buddha is, 00:43:23.186 --> 00:43:25.221 that′s what a Christ is. 00:43:28.133 --> 00:43:30.371 God is not the answer. 00:43:32.446 --> 00:43:36.572 God is the state of being where the question has disappeared. 00:43:37.398 --> 00:43:40.002 God is the state of no-mind. 00:43:40.373 --> 00:43:42.441 Remain with the question. 00:43:42.880 --> 00:43:45.852 I am here to help you to remain with the question, 00:43:46.020 --> 00:43:48.561 I am not going to give you any answer, 00:43:48.829 --> 00:43:51.332 you already have too many. 00:43:53.516 --> 00:43:56.592 I am not going to burden you any more. 00:43:57.626 --> 00:44:02.641 I am to teach you how to unlearn the answers that you have learned, 00:44:02.774 --> 00:44:06.681 so that the question becomes crystal pure; 00:44:07.321 --> 00:44:10.371 so the question becomes authentic and yours; 00:44:10.803 --> 00:44:14.852 so the question arises from your innermost being. 00:44:15.949 --> 00:44:18.491 Not that you have to verbalize it. 00:44:20.228 --> 00:44:22.901 Let it be like your breathing; 00:44:23.411 --> 00:44:24.752 Let it be there, 00:44:25.048 --> 00:44:26.752 silent. 00:44:29.159 --> 00:44:35.142 One day, if you have lived enough with the question, 00:44:36.880 --> 00:44:39.191 it starts disappearing. 00:44:39.426 --> 00:44:40.901 It evaporates, 00:44:41.699 --> 00:44:45.772 just as when the morning comes and the sun rises, 00:44:45.945 --> 00:44:49.282 and the dewdrops start disappearing. 00:44:49.688 --> 00:44:52.531 When the consciousness has become a fire, 00:44:53.365 --> 00:44:55.542 an intense light, 00:44:57.349 --> 00:45:00.721 the question starts disappearing. 00:45:01.127 --> 00:45:03.502 You cannot say who you are, 00:45:05.103 --> 00:45:05.911 but you know. 00:45:07.010 --> 00:45:08.551 You can dance it; 00:45:08.781 --> 00:45:10.522 you cannot answer it. 00:45:10.825 --> 00:45:12.091 You can smile it; 00:45:12.563 --> 00:45:14.301 you cannot answer it. 00:45:17.711 --> 00:45:21.192 You will live it, but you cannot answer it. 00:46:30.642 --> 00:46:33.611 Before I travel from San Francisco to Poona, 00:46:33.717 --> 00:46:37.331 I thought I understood the relationship between myself and my camera, 00:46:37.495 --> 00:46:38.832 and what I photograph. 00:46:40.135 --> 00:46:43.621 Now I know that that relationship can be much more subtle, 00:46:44.019 --> 00:46:45.751 mysterious, intimate, 00:46:45.824 --> 00:46:48.062 than I had ever let it be before. 00:46:49.868 --> 00:46:52.341 To be with a master teacher is an adventure, 00:46:52.776 --> 00:46:53.982 a challenge. 00:46:54.413 --> 00:46:59.332 I had to be willing to let go of all those habits and attitudes that had defined me. 00:47:00.637 --> 00:47:03.982 I had to be willing to let go of all those habits and attitudes that had defined me 00:47:06.187 --> 00:47:08.592 My questions have not been answered 00:47:08.627 --> 00:47:11.532 and my mind is only sometimes silent. 00:47:12.637 --> 00:47:17.221 But for the first time, the mysteries of life can be a joy. 00:47:22.170 --> 00:47:25.282 Between East and West the filmmaker is lost, 00:47:25.913 --> 00:47:28.151 and only the film remains.