[Script Info]
Title: 
[Events]
Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text
Dialogue: 0,0:00:00.00,0:00:02.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,How many times did I cry?
Dialogue: 0,0:00:03.50,0:00:05.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,At Terrace House.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:06.86,0:00:09.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would have never imagined \Nwhen I moved in.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:10.80,0:00:12.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When I first moved in.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:12.80,0:00:16.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[COSTCO SUBS PRESENTS]
Dialogue: 0,0:00:16.89,0:00:20.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Interview with a member who's leaving]
Dialogue: 0,0:00:21.66,0:00:25.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Even though it's only been \Nthree and a half months of my entire life,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:25.99,0:00:27.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I made a lot of discoveries.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:27.95,0:00:29.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I found out things about myself...
Dialogue: 0,0:00:30.58,0:00:32.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,About the way people perceive me,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:32.37,0:00:37.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I also learned the proper way to talk\Nfor someone who's going to turn 30 soon.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:38.08,0:00:42.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I will never forget these \Nthree and a half months.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:43.28,0:00:45.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[ABOUT SOTA KONO]\NSota...
Dialogue: 0,0:00:46.24,0:00:47.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Talking to him was...
Dialogue: 0,0:00:48.66,0:00:50.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,boring I guess.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:50.60,0:00:54.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He'd talk a lot about himself.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:54.15,0:00:57.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Well, maybe he just wasn't \Nreally interested in me.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:57.96,0:00:59.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He didn't ask me anything...
Dialogue: 0,0:01:00.55,0:01:03.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,... and just ended up only \Ntalking about himself.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:03.54,0:01:06.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You just couldn't have a \Nreal conversation like that.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:06.63,0:01:08.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,After I declined to go look \Nfor glasses with him...
Dialogue: 0,0:01:09.31,0:01:13.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,... we didn't talk much anymore.\NUntil he left the house.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:13.47,0:01:18.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Actually, he was pretty cold to me\Nafter I'd rejected him like that.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:18.34,0:01:20.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I feel sorry for that.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:20.41,0:01:23.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The way I rejected him \Nmay have been a bit harsh.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:24.33,0:01:26.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[FIRST TIME TALKING TO THE OTHER GIRLS]\NIt may have looked like
Dialogue: 0,0:01:26.52,0:01:28.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it was two against one.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:28.14,0:01:30.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But we were just simply\Ntrying to tell Maya
Dialogue: 0,0:01:30.56,0:01:34.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,about the common sense\Nof going about daily life.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:34.65,0:01:37.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Since she's not living on her own, \Nbut with five others.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:37.86,0:01:40.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Being considerate towards\Nthe rest of the house and such...
Dialogue: 0,0:01:40.35,0:01:45.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I just wanted her to understand\Nthese kind of things.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:45.81,0:01:48.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Well, it's not like it was my \Nplace to lecture her.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:48.98,0:01:55.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Maya and Kaito had been together a lot, \Nhanging out in the TV room and such,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:55.74,0:02:00.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and Aio and Sota were \Nstaying up late at night.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:01.04,0:02:06.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They were up until morning. But Yui \Nand I wanted to go to bed early.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:07.14,0:02:10.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Our bed time just happened to be the same.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:11.10,0:02:15.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Maybe this is why they thought \Nwe were together a lot.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:15.64,0:02:20.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,At that time, it felt more like \Nit was four against two.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:21.12,0:02:23.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[THE SOCK INCIDENT]\NI remember it very clearly.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:25.60,0:02:30.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For about four days after we had\Nthat talk, my spirit was broken.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:30.53,0:02:34.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I just felt attacked.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:35.07,0:02:36.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was frightening.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:38.23,0:02:39.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I felt scared.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:39.83,0:02:41.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And sad.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:42.18,0:02:43.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It hurt.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:44.41,0:02:45.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was frustrated.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:46.49,0:02:48.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For me, it's like...
Dialogue: 0,0:02:50.46,0:02:54.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm 28 years old, but I'm not \Nthe big sister-type, I never was.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:54.10,0:02:56.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't have that kind\Nof personality at all.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:58.43,0:03:02.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Even though everybody was young, \Nthey were probably more mature than me.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:02.51,0:03:04.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, I guess...
Dialogue: 0,0:03:04.36,0:03:07.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They used to tease me a lot.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:07.07,0:03:09.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's not like I'm easy to make fun of,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:09.61,0:03:14.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I guess I'm easily teased.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:14.93,0:03:17.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So about that incident...
Dialogue: 0,0:03:17.68,0:03:20.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I honestly didn't say it like that.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:21.07,0:03:25.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And it wasn't like I didn't \Ngive Maya socks, either.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:25.16,0:03:27.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I gave them both socks.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:27.87,0:03:29.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I guess...
Dialogue: 0,0:03:29.39,0:03:33.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We were all at fault in that \Nsituation, all three of us girls.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:34.08,0:03:37.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When I think about it, I shouldn't \Nhave gotten anyone socks.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:37.00,0:03:40.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To either of them. I didn't know it \Nwould cause an incident like this.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:40.57,0:03:42.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was supposed to be a thank-you gift...
Dialogue: 0,0:03:42.62,0:03:47.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I bought them socks as a souvenir \Nof sorts, to say thanks.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:48.72,0:03:51.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I was like... Why?
Dialogue: 0,0:03:52.09,0:03:56.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,At that time, I was too scared \Nto say anything.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:57.10,0:04:02.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Especially of Maya, since she thought \NI'd said that I only trust Yui and Aio.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:03.11,0:04:06.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I thought at the time,\Nit wouldn't matter what I say anyway.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:08.95,0:04:13.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I suppose while I was \Naway for a week,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:13.00,0:04:17.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Aio, Yui and Maya were probably \Ntalking about me that whole time.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:18.97,0:04:21.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[AFTER THE SOCK INCIDENT]\NAfter that incident...
Dialogue: 0,0:04:22.38,0:04:24.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Well, honestly...
Dialogue: 0,0:04:25.03,0:04:27.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I just felt empty.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:27.76,0:04:29.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I...
Dialogue: 0,0:04:29.96,0:04:31.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Actually,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:31.63,0:04:37.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I wanted to talk to the others \Nabout Masao and my feelings for him.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:38.02,0:04:40.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I probably would've wanted \Nto tell them about all that.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:41.16,0:04:43.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But I didn't even want to do that anymore.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:44.63,0:04:47.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I was responsible\Nfor that situation, too.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:47.43,0:04:48.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was just...
Dialogue: 0,0:04:49.66,0:04:53.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,such a shame.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:53.44,0:04:56.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[ABOUT MASAO WADA]\NI guess it was after that incident,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:57.12,0:05:02.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that Masao came to me in the morning.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:02.22,0:05:06.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I just naturally... Maybe because I\Nwas so relieved to see him,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:06.80,0:05:08.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the tears just started to flow.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:09.53,0:05:11.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We went to have soba,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:11.17,0:05:14.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and he listened to me \Nabout the incident.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:14.50,0:05:17.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And you know, Masao just...
Dialogue: 0,0:05:17.42,0:05:19.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He reacted like a grown-up, so to speak...
Dialogue: 0,0:05:19.47,0:05:23.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He helped me, and gave me\Nthe emotional support I needed.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:23.40,0:05:27.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was glad that Masao was there for me.\NI felt that from the bottom of my heart.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:28.65,0:05:34.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If he wasn't there, I don't think I would've\Nbeen able to stay at Terrace House any longer.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:34.29,0:05:36.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's how bad it was.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:37.42,0:05:40.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm really glad he was there for me.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:40.16,0:05:43.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When we went glass-making,\Nfor example,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:43.27,0:05:47.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we were concentrating on making glasses,\Nand I guess he was being kind to me,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:47.21,0:05:48.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but we didn't have to talk.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:48.50,0:05:52.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I thought maybe that's the reason\Nhe asked me to go glass-making with him.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:53.85,0:05:58.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's when I realized how kind he is.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:59.02,0:06:01.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When he told me not to worry,\NI just was like...
Dialogue: 0,0:06:03.23,0:06:04.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't know how to put it.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:04.98,0:06:05.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yeah.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:05.97,0:06:08.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was like I was suddenly released.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:08.41,0:06:13.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Those words he said were \Nmagic words to me.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:15.29,0:06:18.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[ABOUT MASAO'S FEELINGS]\NI thought and thought, and thought some more...
Dialogue: 0,0:06:19.52,0:06:23.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Well, in the end, I wasn't able \Nto return his affections.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:23.20,0:06:27.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've seriously never had to think so much\Nabout whether I have romantic feelings.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:28.02,0:06:33.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Usually, it would be a clear no \Nif I wasn't interested.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:33.99,0:06:36.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I'd turn down that person.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:36.30,0:06:38.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But his feelings for me were so deep...
Dialogue: 0,0:06:40.10,0:06:44.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He was always serious and \Ntrying to do his best.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:44.74,0:06:51.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I thought I'd have to be serious, too,\Nand just be honest with him.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:51.60,0:06:53.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's how I felt.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:53.49,0:06:57.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He did all those things for me,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:57.36,0:07:00.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I couldn't do anything for him.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:01.13,0:07:04.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The reason I was able to feel like this...
Dialogue: 0,0:07:04.26,0:07:06.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That I was able to face all of that
Dialogue: 0,0:07:06.36,0:07:08.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was his support for me.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:08.48,0:07:10.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He supported me when I was hurting.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:12.32,0:07:15.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I felt relief whenever I saw him.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:15.87,0:07:20.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I cried so much in front of Masao...\NWell, I'm crying now, too.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:20.18,0:07:24.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The tears just started to flow because \Nof all the things I was feeling.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:24.57,0:07:26.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Even though he's such \Na good person...
Dialogue: 0,0:07:26.87,0:07:28.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Even though he...
Dialogue: 0,0:07:30.62,0:07:33.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Even though he did so many things \Nfor me I didn't deserve,
Dialogue: 0,0:07:33.70,0:07:37.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I couldn't return his affections.\NAnd I just feel so sorry for that.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:37.89,0:07:40.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I feel really sorry.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:43.34,0:07:46.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[LEAVING TERRACE HOUSE]\NI didn't fall in love with anyone,
Dialogue: 0,0:07:46.25,0:07:49.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I think I was being proactive \Nin a lot of different ways.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:49.47,0:07:51.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Even with regards to Maya and Yui,
Dialogue: 0,0:07:52.40,0:07:55.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,normally, I would've just given up.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:56.01,0:07:58.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But since we had to continue \Nliving together,
Dialogue: 0,0:07:58.40,0:08:00.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I just sort of...
Dialogue: 0,0:08:00.78,0:08:03.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Well, not right after the incident,
Dialogue: 0,0:08:03.32,0:08:08.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I tried to get through it\Nstep by step.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:08.94,0:08:11.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Also, apart from romantic relationships,
Dialogue: 0,0:08:12.30,0:08:18.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think I learned a lot about how to talk \Nto others and how to convey my thoughts.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:18.03,0:08:24.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm sure I would've never learned these things\Nif I hadn't lived in Terrace House.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:24.20,0:08:27.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I have no regrets in joining \NTerrace House. I really don't.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:29.05,0:08:33.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Translated and Timed by MrsChap]\N[Reviewed by koma and goob]