WEBVTT 00:00:15.180 --> 00:00:19.862 A few days after the 1985 earthquake in Mexico City, 00:00:20.417 --> 00:00:24.308 while I was among the boxes of basic goods and foods 00:00:24.332 --> 00:00:26.228 from all over the world, 00:00:26.252 --> 00:00:29.943 and while we were preparing these bags with provisions 00:00:29.967 --> 00:00:32.046 that would later be given out, 00:00:32.070 --> 00:00:33.820 I chose to emigrate. 00:00:34.140 --> 00:00:36.328 I didn't require a lot: 00:00:36.352 --> 00:00:40.008 A place to hide from bad luck 00:00:40.032 --> 00:00:41.652 out of my daughters' reach. 00:00:43.497 --> 00:00:46.389 I thought of migration as a solution 00:00:46.413 --> 00:00:47.993 not a problem. 00:00:49.419 --> 00:00:52.222 6 years went by before I could leave 00:00:52.620 --> 00:00:54.847 this much loved but terrible city 00:00:54.871 --> 00:00:57.131 the Federal District, Mexico City. 00:00:59.431 --> 00:01:02.388 It wasn't terrible just for the tremors, well by then, 00:01:02.412 --> 00:01:04.587 it was already the worst place for assault, 00:01:04.611 --> 00:01:06.381 for car theft, 00:01:07.181 --> 00:01:09.858 express kidnapping made it's debut 00:01:09.882 --> 00:01:11.592 and I needed to escape. 00:01:13.599 --> 00:01:16.375 Leaving meant leaving this all behind, 00:01:16.399 --> 00:01:18.769 but also leaving everything. 00:01:22.029 --> 00:01:23.332 When we arrived in Cancun, 00:01:23.356 --> 00:01:25.096 my husband's family, 00:01:25.533 --> 00:01:28.829 a beautiful family, happy, supportive, 00:01:28.853 --> 00:01:30.809 offered us a house 00:01:30.833 --> 00:01:33.259 in the neighbourhood Vicente Lombardo Toledano 00:01:33.283 --> 00:01:34.788 and we settled in there. 00:01:34.812 --> 00:01:37.469 I don't remember why but, now that I think back, 00:01:37.493 --> 00:01:39.753 I feel like it rained all the time. 00:01:41.402 --> 00:01:42.998 My Mexico City daughters and I 00:01:43.022 --> 00:01:45.968 felt like we were in the tropics and we went out 00:01:45.992 --> 00:01:49.698 to play in the puddles and gather up the turkeys 00:01:50.163 --> 00:01:51.689 until we realised 00:01:51.713 --> 00:01:53.839 that the rain water was mixing 00:01:53.863 --> 00:01:55.763 with sewage water. 00:01:59.329 --> 00:02:01.679 I sold shawls in the hotel district. 00:02:02.607 --> 00:02:04.823 When I saw the sewing machine, 00:02:04.847 --> 00:02:09.243 this beautiful thing my elderly mother had given to me with her furniture, 00:02:09.267 --> 00:02:11.493 it came out in the move, 00:02:11.517 --> 00:02:14.043 as I thought it would be great as decoration 00:02:14.067 --> 00:02:15.743 in my new house in Cancun. 00:02:15.767 --> 00:02:18.467 I went from civil engineer to seamstress. 00:02:19.682 --> 00:02:21.170 A little after that, 00:02:21.194 --> 00:02:22.980 they needed a maths teacher 00:02:23.004 --> 00:02:24.643 and well, there I was, 00:02:24.667 --> 00:02:27.287 a little bit closer to what I knew how to do 00:02:27.778 --> 00:02:29.404 and not just to what I had learned 00:02:29.428 --> 00:02:31.204 but what my father had taught me, 00:02:31.228 --> 00:02:34.018 because he had always been a maths teacher. 00:02:35.343 --> 00:02:39.239 Shortly after that they needed a construction teacher 00:02:39.263 --> 00:02:41.269 and, of course there I came even closer 00:02:41.293 --> 00:02:44.015 to my profession. 00:02:44.775 --> 00:02:49.085 So I quit drawing out shawls in material 00:02:49.786 --> 00:02:53.086 to sit down once again to drawing out on the drafting table. 00:02:54.180 --> 00:02:59.078 The friendships that we were building during this period told us invariably, 00:02:59.102 --> 00:03:02.597 "No, Cancun no longer has the sea of opportunities, 00:03:02.621 --> 00:03:04.737 that came before the hurricane." 00:03:04.761 --> 00:03:06.457 Those were opportunities! 00:03:06.481 --> 00:03:09.041 I thought to myself, "No, of course not, 00:03:09.729 --> 00:03:11.365 the opportunities are here, 00:03:11.389 --> 00:03:14.629 here we will build opportunities." 00:03:15.368 --> 00:03:19.708 I realised that the word emigrant applies to anything that arrived after me 00:03:20.708 --> 00:03:23.941 and that the characteristics of this condition 00:03:23.965 --> 00:03:26.095 to which I belong, 00:03:26.880 --> 00:03:30.320 are resistance, persistence. 00:03:31.946 --> 00:03:33.626 I didn't come to hurt anyone. 00:03:35.088 --> 00:03:37.914 Already being in the academic field 00:03:37.938 --> 00:03:39.584 knowing a bit of maths, 00:03:39.608 --> 00:03:43.164 statistics and being in the middle, 00:03:43.188 --> 00:03:46.090 I was offered to form an association -- 00:03:46.114 --> 00:03:48.320 the Social and Domestic Violence Association -- 00:03:48.344 --> 00:03:49.542 from the ground up. 00:03:49.566 --> 00:03:51.300 This didn't exist in the country, 00:03:51.324 --> 00:03:52.770 and a little later on, 00:03:52.794 --> 00:03:55.164 coordinate the local Urban Association. 00:03:57.673 --> 00:03:59.889 This allowed me to sort of integrate 00:03:59.913 --> 00:04:01.249 two parts of my life, 00:04:01.273 --> 00:04:04.379 one was theoretical work, the academic work, 00:04:04.403 --> 00:04:06.119 research, numbers, 00:04:06.143 --> 00:04:07.809 big databases, 00:04:07.833 --> 00:04:09.999 and the other that I didn't want to give up, 00:04:10.023 --> 00:04:13.840 was my ability, my longing, 00:04:13.864 --> 00:04:15.860 to meet people. 00:04:15.884 --> 00:04:17.820 Not just to see their faces, 00:04:17.844 --> 00:04:19.892 but to offer my own. 00:04:19.916 --> 00:04:21.103 And being in this place, 00:04:21.127 --> 00:04:23.813 already allowed me to integrate 00:04:23.837 --> 00:04:26.056 what is my true calling. 00:04:28.119 --> 00:04:30.630 That has allowed me to get to know people 00:04:30.654 --> 00:04:33.571 there's lot of figures too, but also meet people. 00:04:33.595 --> 00:04:34.825 For example, Eliza. 00:04:35.920 --> 00:04:38.570 Eliza comes from Las Margaritas, Chiapas, 00:04:39.543 --> 00:04:41.053 she has two sons. 00:04:42.304 --> 00:04:45.368 Her dream, what she calls happiness 00:04:45.392 --> 00:04:47.498 is for them to go to primary school, 00:04:47.522 --> 00:04:51.398 all clean, well groomed, well fed, 00:04:51.422 --> 00:04:53.932 doing homework, following the rules; 00:04:55.106 --> 00:04:57.466 this for her is happiness. 00:04:58.247 --> 00:04:59.957 She won't let them be like her. 00:05:00.687 --> 00:05:03.107 Eliza told me how when she was younger 00:05:03.774 --> 00:05:06.714 she received an average of three men a night 00:05:07.689 --> 00:05:09.635 and now that she is older, 00:05:09.659 --> 00:05:11.259 the average has risen to six. 00:05:13.709 --> 00:05:16.285 She is scared because 00:05:16.309 --> 00:05:17.909 she thinks she has HIV. 00:05:21.233 --> 00:05:25.153 When I ask her if she has sat and thought 00:05:26.444 --> 00:05:29.964 about the possible transmission to all these men 00:05:30.610 --> 00:05:33.930 and them in turn to all their other partners, 00:05:34.644 --> 00:05:36.934 she turned to me quickly and said 00:05:37.914 --> 00:05:40.370 that she was also worried about her sons 00:05:40.394 --> 00:05:42.114 and due to her possible absence, 00:05:42.751 --> 00:05:44.981 she has to worry for a whole army. 00:05:46.657 --> 00:05:48.807 She didn't come to hurt anyone. 00:05:49.950 --> 00:05:54.116 And in this way, she is like Geovanna, who tells me off when I say 00:05:54.140 --> 00:05:56.210 "Hey, Yoana,"... she says, "Geovanna." 00:05:57.135 --> 00:05:59.561 Geovanna decided to get pregnant 00:05:59.585 --> 00:06:01.405 when she was 14 years old. 00:06:02.067 --> 00:06:06.319 It was the only way she could leave the house of her biological father 00:06:06.343 --> 00:06:07.959 who abused her 00:06:07.983 --> 00:06:10.753 and what hurt her most, was her mother's silence. 00:06:11.427 --> 00:06:14.013 As she had raised her three younger brothers 00:06:14.037 --> 00:06:15.799 it didn't seem like a big deal to her 00:06:15.823 --> 00:06:19.543 make her own and raise it. 00:06:21.185 --> 00:06:23.025 She knew that she needed a man, as she 00:06:23.582 --> 00:06:25.418 needed someone to provide for her 00:06:25.442 --> 00:06:26.738 and give her a house. 00:06:26.762 --> 00:06:28.162 She didn't finish school, 00:06:29.306 --> 00:06:31.396 she assumed nobody would give her a job. 00:06:35.811 --> 00:06:38.137 She has two sons and a daughter, 00:06:38.161 --> 00:06:40.657 each of them is a failed attempt 00:06:40.681 --> 00:06:42.781 at keeping a man. 00:06:43.305 --> 00:06:44.865 This is why she came to Tabasco, 00:06:47.359 --> 00:06:48.775 because she has faith 00:06:48.799 --> 00:06:50.299 in what she will find there, 00:06:50.957 --> 00:06:52.353 that they will register them, 00:06:52.377 --> 00:06:54.687 they will say her name, as she says it, 00:06:55.264 --> 00:06:57.004 they will give her a house, 00:06:58.146 --> 00:07:03.686 they will give her something to eat and so, she will be 00:07:03.710 --> 00:07:05.870 very happy here in Cancun. 00:07:06.326 --> 00:07:08.262 She has no idea that 00:07:08.286 --> 00:07:10.846 that could hurt anyone. 00:07:15.875 --> 00:07:20.285 Being in the Association, seeing these stories 00:07:20.805 --> 00:07:22.555 analyzing the figures. 00:07:24.455 --> 00:07:29.161 Finding myself, not with statistics, 00:07:29.185 --> 00:07:31.965 of point zero, zero, zero but with people, 00:07:33.095 --> 00:07:36.185 has allowed me, in any case, 00:07:38.421 --> 00:07:41.627 to make like a map, 00:07:41.651 --> 00:07:44.711 like a representation of the city. 00:07:45.273 --> 00:07:46.993 What is there in the city? 00:07:47.750 --> 00:07:51.190 What opportunities does the city offer to these women? 00:07:53.350 --> 00:07:55.076 What decisions can they take? 00:07:55.100 --> 00:07:57.346 Because I have real trouble thinking 00:07:57.370 --> 00:07:59.400 that they made these decisions 00:07:59.895 --> 00:08:03.131 faced with a wide range of possibilities. 00:08:03.155 --> 00:08:07.316 But what possibilities does the city really offer? 00:08:07.340 --> 00:08:12.613 The people that can't be of use to a city's services are unreported. 00:08:12.983 --> 00:08:17.123 The sons of Geovanna are unregistered, 00:08:18.027 --> 00:08:20.809 they have no medical card, they can't be vaccinated 00:08:20.833 --> 00:08:22.869 they can't go to school, 00:08:22.893 --> 00:08:25.633 they have no identity, they are unreported. 00:08:26.372 --> 00:08:29.268 These people that have no drinking water at home, 00:08:29.292 --> 00:08:31.405 these entire neighbourhoods that 00:08:31.429 --> 00:08:33.615 have to turn off the light, so that on nights 00:08:33.639 --> 00:08:36.509 with this heat, they can have a tiny fan, 00:08:37.177 --> 00:08:40.126 are unreported in the public services. 00:08:44.586 --> 00:08:47.772 To enter the city, 00:08:47.796 --> 00:08:49.412 to become part of the city, 00:08:49.436 --> 00:08:51.892 to get to know how the city moves, 00:08:51.916 --> 00:08:54.092 what there is, what there is not, how to get, 00:08:54.116 --> 00:08:58.136 how to make use of such services, and know where each thing is, 00:08:58.160 --> 00:08:59.886 a support network is needed. 00:08:59.910 --> 00:09:03.420 I had my family, but it's not like that for everyone. 00:09:04.643 --> 00:09:08.909 A support network tells you where everything in the city is. 00:09:08.933 --> 00:09:12.227 It also gives you signs of hope. 00:09:12.982 --> 00:09:16.868 A support network gives you a sense of security 00:09:16.892 --> 00:09:18.578 so that you don't fall down, 00:09:18.602 --> 00:09:21.702 but if you do fall, the hit will not be fatal. 00:09:23.418 --> 00:09:25.477 Who does this here in Cancun? 00:09:25.501 --> 00:09:29.308 Well, there is an organisation called Huellas de Pan, 00:09:29.332 --> 00:09:33.087 which gives food to girls and boys whose parents can't afford to. 00:09:33.111 --> 00:09:34.506 And not just children, 00:09:34.530 --> 00:09:38.316 if an adult today, like many, 00:09:38.712 --> 00:09:42.562 like many times, wakes up with nothing to eat 00:09:42.586 --> 00:09:46.477 they can go to Huellas de Pan, where they will find a delicious meal. 00:09:47.263 --> 00:09:49.771 The organisation Hands for Support and Life 00:09:49.795 --> 00:09:51.802 is defined as -- 00:09:51.826 --> 00:09:53.616 they say that each step they take, 00:09:55.038 --> 00:09:57.594 they find an abandoned youngster 00:09:57.618 --> 00:10:01.950 and then they lead them to comfort spaces, 00:10:01.974 --> 00:10:04.030 like helping them to complete high school, 00:10:04.054 --> 00:10:06.187 become part of a team, 00:10:06.211 --> 00:10:11.041 walk away from addictions. 00:10:11.921 --> 00:10:15.547 These organisations 00:10:15.571 --> 00:10:18.331 set signs, teach, 00:10:19.675 --> 00:10:22.845 like the Cancun Choir, 00:10:23.405 --> 00:10:24.921 Plant for the Planet, 00:10:24.945 --> 00:10:27.685 and many other organisations and programs, 00:10:28.547 --> 00:10:31.863 such as Communitary Bond from the Caribbean University 00:10:31.887 --> 00:10:34.183 that not only cares for today's urgent need 00:10:34.207 --> 00:10:36.273 to have food to eat, 00:10:36.297 --> 00:10:38.987 but also the urgent need 00:10:39.952 --> 00:10:41.422 to play an instrument, 00:10:42.268 --> 00:10:44.654 to learn how to read to express ideas, 00:10:44.678 --> 00:10:46.804 how to write to express ideas, 00:10:46.828 --> 00:10:48.938 to express themselves with their bodies. 00:10:50.694 --> 00:10:52.837 Yes, what we do at the Observatory 00:10:52.861 --> 00:10:59.637 is to decode figures, analyze large databases, 00:10:59.661 --> 00:11:03.053 make representations of the city. 00:11:03.077 --> 00:11:04.903 Who does what? Who needs what? 00:11:04.927 --> 00:11:06.503 Where is which service? 00:11:06.527 --> 00:11:09.393 How do phenomena move around the city? 00:11:09.417 --> 00:11:11.887 But when I see those representations 00:11:14.486 --> 00:11:17.155 I feel part of them, 00:11:17.179 --> 00:11:22.159 I feel I'm an actor in that representation 00:11:23.946 --> 00:11:27.356 but to do it, to truly act out 00:11:28.329 --> 00:11:31.269 I have discovered I must re-found myself, 00:11:31.893 --> 00:11:34.963 I need to re-found my relationships. 00:11:36.448 --> 00:11:38.428 How do you achieve this? 00:11:40.352 --> 00:11:45.322 I take the subsidiarity principle or the first Christians. 00:11:47.920 --> 00:11:51.010 The principle of subsidiarity states 00:11:51.557 --> 00:11:55.890 that everything one could do on their own, 00:11:55.914 --> 00:11:58.333 with their own strength 00:11:58.357 --> 00:12:01.307 must not be transferred to another sphere. 00:12:02.414 --> 00:12:04.590 The principle of subsidiarity, 00:12:04.614 --> 00:12:07.884 help me to remember them, evoke them, 00:12:08.358 --> 00:12:09.894 was created by the Christians 00:12:09.918 --> 00:12:13.968 from the catacombs, chased, 00:12:14.546 --> 00:12:18.642 poor, unattached families, impoverished, 00:12:18.666 --> 00:12:21.832 they had their leader cruelly killed 00:12:21.856 --> 00:12:23.662 and what they did was take action 00:12:23.686 --> 00:12:27.002 within that small space they could, 00:12:27.026 --> 00:12:29.656 within the small space remaining 00:12:31.688 --> 00:12:35.305 and they took action to solve the problems they were facing, 00:12:35.329 --> 00:12:38.303 what needed to be done in that moment. 00:12:38.327 --> 00:12:41.693 They had to do it because letting others do it 00:12:41.717 --> 00:12:43.617 would have been suicidal. 00:12:44.603 --> 00:12:47.519 And it was working together 00:12:47.543 --> 00:12:50.615 with what they had, that is, 00:12:50.639 --> 00:12:54.914 with willingness, with intelligence, with their heart, 00:12:54.938 --> 00:12:56.808 that they re-founded themselves. 00:12:58.359 --> 00:13:00.385 This is migrating to me. 00:13:00.409 --> 00:13:02.939 It is leaving behind all you know, 00:13:03.626 --> 00:13:06.216 carrying out a re-founding process 00:13:07.129 --> 00:13:09.401 using your compassion, 00:13:09.425 --> 00:13:14.465 the ability to feel with others. 00:13:15.752 --> 00:13:18.652 "I am an immigrant, and wish to continue being one. 00:13:19.716 --> 00:13:23.716 Let's not leave that immigrant category, 00:13:27.009 --> 00:13:28.813 because the strength, 00:13:30.742 --> 00:13:32.954 the insistence 00:13:33.455 --> 00:13:36.095 the ability to persevere, 00:13:36.868 --> 00:13:39.994 the physical endurance, the emotional strength, 00:13:40.018 --> 00:13:43.724 the mental strength are the tools 00:13:43.748 --> 00:13:46.228 that make way to hope 00:13:46.831 --> 00:13:49.686 for others, 00:13:49.710 --> 00:13:51.654 for us 00:13:55.519 --> 00:13:58.519 (Applause)