It’s something unusual in our society.
For this reason, you worry a bit.
Because you had made the decision
and if something wrong happens
the responsibility is yours.
But I have to say that I had so clear from the beginning
that was the best option for the two
I couldn’t understand other way.
I wanted a respected birth, for the baby and me.
I wanted he born when he was ready.
didn’t want a scheduled delivery or caesareans sections
that were not absolutely necessary.
And respected at me because I wanted it to be natural
with its processes without interventions
and above all it was very intimate.
So, more personal than your house
is difficult to get in a hospital, it’s cold.
Because I thought about my baby and I had the feeling
that being nine months floating in the water.
I thought it would be less traumatic
passage from water to water and then put him on my chest.
Not as much as from water to cold and dry place.
For a time I thought… Why did I get into this?
Why I have not gone to the hospital
as everyone and I have an epidural?
Because there are moment of severe pain.
But I would not change it for anything in the world.
It was the best decision of my life.