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Ashley fucking Madison exist.[br]How ridiculous is that?

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That's a site where [br]married people can go

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and look for other people[br]that are willing to have affairs.

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Ashley Madison is bullshit![br]Okay? It's bullshit.

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If you're in a marriage and you[br]don't want to do it? Then leave!

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Don't put someone through that.[br]Why? Why not just be real?

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You know when you breakup with someone[br]and you have memories in that city?

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You don't want to be in that city[br]because then your heartbreak

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is just hard to heal the wound[br]when you're in it.

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I was depressed.

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I was sad.

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And I ended up staying up all night[br]being messed up and heartbroken.

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You can't really rest.

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So, I woke up late and went down[br]for the session and looked like hell.

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My eyes were puffy.

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It was just rough, man.

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It's so ironic to have people[br]vibing with it

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and supporting the music [br]from such a dark moment.

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God has a sense of humor,[br]you know.

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I was there. I didn't dip.[br]I was real life rider.

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Even when bad shit went down[br]I didn't go nowhere.

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In retrospect it feels like you shouldn't[br]be asking someone to change.

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To be honest with you.

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If someone was [br]asking you to change

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something that's fundamental[br]to your character,

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how would you feel?

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Would you feel like, “Ok I'm going to[br]conform so you can love me,”

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or would you feel like, [br]"Go find someone else.

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There's gotta be[br]someone out there

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that's going to see the beauty[br]in me that you don't see."

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I wish I was a asshole like you [br]so that my skin wouldn't hurt so bad

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when you did it to me.

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And if someone is[br]putting you through it

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and they're immune to [br]how much it's hurting you

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and they're immune to [br]how much you're crying,

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that's usually because they've[br]never fucking been through it.

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Or usually because it's never[br]been done to them.

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So you want to be [br]the one to teach them,

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but it's not our job to be[br]someone else's karma

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I will fuck the world!

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I will fuck their friends.

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I would put it on Facebook.

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I would do all of that.

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If I was a asshole, [br]but I'm not a asshole.

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When you break up with someone[br]and then they leave your life

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all you're really left[br]with is that wound.

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And if you miss someone enough[br]and all you have is that wound left

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sometimes you don't want[br]that wound to close up.

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I'm the one that's real.

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You're going to lose me and you don't[br]even realize how much of a rider I am?

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You don't realize how honest I am?

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Bye.

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You ever had those apologies[br]where someone's like,

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"Alright I'm sorry,"[br]and then they want to move on?

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They might be sincere in wanting[br]to heal the problem and move on,

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but for the future it's kind of like putting[br]a Band-Aid on something that's rotting.

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You need to understand.

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And understanding is like putting[br]alcohol on it and making sure.

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Yeah! Fuck yeah[br]it's true, man!

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That helped me[br]get over it too.

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It was nice to know that so many [br]people were ready to be replacements.

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I got a lot of messages which is [br]beautiful to get feedback from people,

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but messages from[br]girls that were like,

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"I'm going through it [br]and these are the words

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that I don't know how to express.[br]I don't know how to say it."

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Man there was this one girl that[br]she hit me and she was like,

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"I was in the car with my boyfriend[br]and I stayed with him

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after he cheated and it was [br]a big thing to go through."

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And they were [br]driving in the car

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and this song came on[br]and she goes, “He started crying.”

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I was like,[br]“Oh man, that's sweet.”

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That's so sweet that that[br]caused empathy in him

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that I wish I could have evoked[br]in someone else before.

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You know?

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And that's helping her situation[br]and helping her get through it.

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It's dope!