WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:08.284 Good morning, dear Sangha, 00:00:10.311 --> 00:00:11.765 most respected Thay. 00:00:12.728 --> 00:00:17.461 Dear Sangha, today is the 22nd of September 00:00:18.058 --> 00:00:21.838 in the year 2019, and we are in the 00:00:21.967 --> 00:00:25.574 Assembly of Stars Meditation Hall, in the Lower Hamlet, 00:00:26.232 --> 00:00:28.111 on our day of mindfulness. 00:00:28.798 --> 00:00:33.020 And we shall begin by listening to three sounds of the bell. 00:00:33.415 --> 00:00:35.808 You can enjoy the sound of the rain, 00:00:36.360 --> 00:00:40.503 and the feeling of your breath in your body. 00:00:44.548 --> 00:00:46.233 [The bell is awoken.] 00:00:49.336 --> 00:00:55.151 [The bell is invited.] 00:01:18.731 --> 00:01:24.881 [The bell is invited.] 00:01:45.920 --> 00:01:52.517 [The bell is invited.] 00:02:25.825 --> 00:02:28.337 Dear Sangha, about 30 years ago, 00:02:28.979 --> 00:02:32.952 we were having a picnic with Thay in the Upper Hamlet. 00:02:33.973 --> 00:02:37.672 And we were sitting where there used to be a forest, 00:02:37.682 --> 00:02:44.454 but now there is the monk's residence. 00:02:46.655 --> 00:02:48.626 Well, not exactly a forest. 00:02:48.626 --> 00:02:51.676 Green grass with some trees. 00:02:53.032 --> 00:02:54.911 And it was a beautiful day. 00:02:55.169 --> 00:02:58.909 And we put our hammocks between the trees 00:02:59.426 --> 00:03:01.292 after we had the picnic. 00:03:02.300 --> 00:03:05.535 And we lay down to have a siesta. 00:03:06.547 --> 00:03:10.418 And then it started to rain very hard. 00:03:12.345 --> 00:03:16.708 So we had to go back to the nearest building for shelter. 00:03:17.310 --> 00:03:23.798 And the nearest building was the stone house, which had a veranda. 00:03:25.032 --> 00:03:26.863 And we sat on the veranda. 00:03:27.594 --> 00:03:31.517 And Thay said, "Chan Duc, write a song about the rain." 00:03:36.063 --> 00:03:37.483 I don't know, 00:03:40.631 --> 00:03:54.278 The rain is falling oo, so softly, 00:03:55.113 --> 00:04:04.834 washing every leaf of every tree, 00:04:06.844 --> 00:04:11.825 washing every care. 00:04:12.751 --> 00:04:21.736 Namo 'valokiteshvaraya, 00:04:22.911 --> 00:04:32.341 Namo 'valokiteshvaraya. 00:04:33.954 --> 00:04:46.624 The rain is falling, oo so-o strongly, 00:04:47.644 --> 00:04:57.093 reaching every root of every tree. 00:04:58.078 --> 00:05:06.040 Reaching every root of affliction. 00:05:07.018 --> 00:05:15.769 Namo 'valokiteshvaraya, 00:05:17.083 --> 00:05:26.173 Namo 'valokiteshvaraya. 00:05:28.164 --> 00:05:40.484 The rain is falling o-o so-o loudly, 00:05:41.239 --> 00:05:53.379 playing the music of joy for 10,000's of beings. 00:05:54.022 --> 00:06:02.752 Namo 'valokiteshvaraya, 00:06:03.554 --> 00:06:12.154 Namo 'valokiteshvaraya. 00:06:13.966 --> 00:06:15.585 So, dear Sangha, 00:06:15.585 --> 00:06:23.715 in this song we can see that the climate outside of us 00:06:24.230 --> 00:06:29.671 and the emotions and mental formations inside of us 00:06:30.416 --> 00:06:33.311 are not two separate things. 00:06:33.792 --> 00:06:37.932 When we see the rain wash the leaf of the tree, 00:06:38.419 --> 00:06:43.439 we also feel that our worry is washed away. 00:06:44.969 --> 00:06:48.019 Because we are children of the Earth. 00:06:48.411 --> 00:06:50.271 We are the Earth. 00:06:50.669 --> 00:06:53.257 So whatever happens to the Earth, 00:06:53.715 --> 00:06:57.190 it also happens to us. 00:06:57.735 --> 00:07:01.845 And that is an insight that we've had for a very long time. 00:07:02.273 --> 00:07:07.553 We didn't have to wait for climate change to have that insight. 00:07:08.362 --> 00:07:11.452 But before climate change took place, 00:07:11.881 --> 00:07:15.881 people had forgotten that they were the Earth. 00:07:16.262 --> 00:07:20.452 And therefore they didn't take care of the Earth. 00:07:20.858 --> 00:07:25.418 And at the same time, they didn't take care of themselves. 00:07:26.511 --> 00:07:29.171 But now we have that opportunity, 00:07:29.930 --> 00:07:32.590 to see that we are the Earth. 00:07:32.970 --> 00:07:36.970 And that means that every time we take care of ourself, 00:07:37.424 --> 00:07:39.565 we take care of the Earth. 00:07:40.010 --> 00:07:42.970 And every time we take care of the Earth, 00:07:43.907 --> 00:07:46.357 we take care of ourself. 00:07:46.951 --> 00:07:50.951 And when I say "ourself", I really mean 00:07:50.951 --> 00:07:52.591 "ourselves". 00:08:00.892 --> 00:08:03.562 I really mean "ourselves", 00:08:03.901 --> 00:08:09.361 because we are not separate from each other. 00:08:10.076 --> 00:08:14.716 If I take care of myself, I'm taking care of you, 00:08:16.037 --> 00:08:18.117 my fellow human being. 00:08:18.635 --> 00:08:20.618 And I'm taking care of you, 00:08:22.077 --> 00:08:23.787 animal species, 00:08:25.118 --> 00:08:31.777 the plant species, and the mineral species. 00:08:34.503 --> 00:08:39.473 We are very lucky in a way to be living in this time. 00:08:40.736 --> 00:08:45.036 Because it's a time of urgency. 00:08:46.810 --> 00:08:52.349 And it's a time that forces us to look deeply 00:08:52.649 --> 00:08:55.349 at our relationship with the Earth, 00:08:55.755 --> 00:08:58.465 and our relationship with each other. 00:08:59.475 --> 00:09:03.675 And if we did not have the threat that we might not be here very long, 00:09:05.017 --> 00:09:08.167 we might be lazy to make that effort. 00:09:10.017 --> 00:09:14.487 That is one human characteristic, is a little bit lazy. 00:09:15.577 --> 00:09:20.007 And the Buddha said that we are fortunate to be born human beings, 00:09:20.143 --> 00:09:23.117 because if we are born a god, 00:09:23.692 --> 00:09:26.412 then maybe everything is going our way, 00:09:26.412 --> 00:09:30.669 and we feel very happy, and everything is OK, 00:09:32.042 --> 00:09:36.322 and so we don't really get down to the practice. 00:09:36.559 --> 00:09:38.359 But when we're a human being, 00:09:39.210 --> 00:09:40.946 there is quite a bit of ... 00:09:41.444 --> 00:09:42.966 things are not OK, 00:09:43.454 --> 00:09:45.504 and quite a bit of suffering, 00:09:45.883 --> 00:09:51.793 and so that is an impulse for us to practice. 00:09:57.141 --> 00:10:01.481 So today we have to talk about the Bodhicitta. 00:10:03.046 --> 00:10:09.821 Bodhicitta is sometimes translated as the Mind of Love. 00:10:11.259 --> 00:10:17.859 Sometimes translated as the Mind of Awakening. 00:10:21.256 --> 00:10:26.878 And we have the same word "bodhi" in the word Bodhisattva. 00:10:29.659 --> 00:10:32.256 And "citta" means our mind, 00:10:32.256 --> 00:10:36.413 and "bodhi" means awakening. 00:10:37.500 --> 00:10:40.734 It's the same root as the word for Buddha. 00:10:41.214 --> 00:10:45.854 If you are Russian, then you know that the word for "wake up" 00:10:46.139 --> 00:10:50.036 is also from the same root, "Budta". 00:10:54.276 --> 00:10:56.797 So we need to wake up. 00:10:57.937 --> 00:11:01.176 Homo sapiens needs to wake up. 00:11:02.170 --> 00:11:04.330 And become homo... 00:11:05.667 --> 00:11:09.087 I can't remember the Latin word for being awake. 00:11:09.347 --> 00:11:14.517 Vigila, vigilatus or something, vigilatus? 00:11:15.447 --> 00:11:19.447 We need to become "man awake" 00:11:19.493 --> 00:11:22.223 rather than homo sapiens, 00:11:22.958 --> 00:11:25.816 a name we gave to ourselves. 00:11:26.041 --> 00:11:30.041 I don't know whether we gave it to ourselves very correctly. 00:11:30.467 --> 00:11:32.687 "Sapiens" means "wise", 00:11:32.687 --> 00:11:36.214 but I don't know if we're always so wise. 00:11:38.300 --> 00:11:40.540 But enough of this kind of wisdom, 00:11:40.540 --> 00:11:44.840 we need to go forward and become awake. 00:11:46.016 --> 00:11:50.466 And we are lucky, because we have the teachings of mindfulness. 00:11:51.424 --> 00:11:55.424 And mindfulness is what keeps us awake, 00:11:55.937 --> 00:11:57.697 makes us awake. 00:12:06.427 --> 00:12:14.252 A bodhisattva means "a being who is waking up," 00:12:15.530 --> 00:12:21.610 or "a being who is helping other beings to wake up." 00:12:22.888 --> 00:12:26.888 And now as a species we have an opportunity 00:12:26.888 --> 00:12:29.398 to practice waking up. 00:12:30.734 --> 00:12:33.194 And every generation, 00:12:33.194 --> 00:12:40.827 every era of the human species has been here, on planet Earth, 00:12:41.774 --> 00:12:48.444 there have been things that we've needed to wake up to. 00:12:50.304 --> 00:12:53.203 And now the thing that we need to wake up to 00:12:54.281 --> 00:12:56.991 is that we've done a lot of damage, 00:12:57.811 --> 00:13:02.211 we're still doing a lot of damage as a human species. 00:13:03.644 --> 00:13:09.304 Geologists call our age the Anthropocene, 00:13:11.240 --> 00:13:14.070 the age that is made by, 00:13:14.070 --> 00:13:18.070 the geology is made by the humans. 00:13:18.493 --> 00:13:24.013 It's not made by natural processes in the Earth anymore. 00:13:25.467 --> 00:13:30.237 If you take a look at the Earth, you will find many chicken bones in it. 00:13:31.427 --> 00:13:37.377 And those chicken bones, they come from human beings eating too many chickens. 00:13:38.347 --> 00:13:41.727 So as human beings, 00:13:41.727 --> 00:13:48.081 we are making Mother Earth what she is becoming. 00:13:49.362 --> 00:13:52.952 And we are children of Mother Earth. 00:13:53.639 --> 00:13:55.779 So we want to wake up. 00:13:56.163 --> 00:14:00.403 And we want to wake up to the fact that we inter-are. 00:14:01.171 --> 00:14:06.591 We are interconnected with everything on the Earth. 00:14:07.720 --> 00:14:10.680 And what better opportunity 00:14:11.259 --> 00:14:13.916 than when you are eating a meal. 00:14:14.798 --> 00:14:17.192 Eating in mindfulness, 00:14:17.843 --> 00:14:21.498 relating to the food that you are eating. 00:14:24.177 --> 00:14:27.802 When I was young, when I was a teenager, 00:14:30.730 --> 00:14:32.660 in my early twenties, 00:14:33.268 --> 00:14:37.488 I suffered from something called anorexia nervosa. 00:14:38.938 --> 00:14:41.258 This meant that I didn't eat. 00:14:41.737 --> 00:14:43.923 I didn't want to eat anything. 00:14:45.961 --> 00:14:50.701 And it's very damaging for my body. 00:14:51.349 --> 00:14:54.872 And it's also damaging for my mind. 00:14:57.531 --> 00:15:04.871 And it planted seeds in my body and my mind which harm myself. 00:15:05.705 --> 00:15:08.185 And so I realize that at that time, 00:15:08.185 --> 00:15:12.465 I was also harming my Mother Earth. 00:15:13.102 --> 00:15:18.562 I was also harming my genetic mother and father, 00:15:19.047 --> 00:15:22.090 who had to worry a lot about me. 00:15:24.280 --> 00:15:28.620 But at the time, I was not aware of what I was doing. 00:15:29.752 --> 00:15:34.162 I did not have the bodhicitta, the mind that was awake. 00:15:34.771 --> 00:15:39.661 I was not the waking up Bodhisattva. 00:15:40.429 --> 00:15:44.501 It took me some time to realize what I was doing. 00:15:45.972 --> 00:15:53.962 And eating in mindfulness is what can restore, 00:15:54.817 --> 00:15:59.647 what restores my right relationship with what I am eating. 00:16:02.138 --> 00:16:07.897 So I am very grateful for the practice of mindful eating. 00:16:09.147 --> 00:16:12.057 And when I put something in my mouth. 00:16:12.559 --> 00:16:15.970 I put a spoon of millet in my mouth. 00:16:16.769 --> 00:16:21.019 I feel closely connected to the whole universe. 00:16:21.601 --> 00:16:27.421 I feel connected to the sun, to the stars, 00:16:28.797 --> 00:16:31.437 and to the Earth under my feet, 00:16:31.915 --> 00:16:34.645 and the atmosphere around me, 00:16:34.706 --> 00:16:38.217 which contains the clouds and the rain. 00:16:38.561 --> 00:16:43.731 And I feel all these things are coming together to nourish me. 00:16:44.506 --> 00:16:47.910 And my heart is filled with gratitude. 00:16:49.264 --> 00:16:52.514 And I know that as a child of the Earth, 00:16:53.253 --> 00:16:58.283 I am being nourished by the Earth. 00:17:00.174 --> 00:17:02.877 And as I eat in mindfulness, 00:17:03.403 --> 00:17:08.473 I am also aware of where the food comes from. 00:17:09.889 --> 00:17:13.472 And if the food that I am eating 00:17:14.595 --> 00:17:22.255 is contributing to global carbon footprint. 00:17:23.315 --> 00:17:29.775 So I have to be aware of where, how far away the food has come from. 00:17:30.279 --> 00:17:34.969 what kind of transport the food used to come to me. 00:17:37.767 --> 00:17:41.204 And I still see that when I eat, 00:17:41.658 --> 00:17:46.278 there is some carbon footprint in what I eat. 00:17:47.312 --> 00:17:51.542 But that does not take away my joy of eating, 00:17:51.922 --> 00:17:58.354 because although I want to minimize the carbon footprint of what I eat, 00:17:59.366 --> 00:18:08.426 at the same I know that the most important thing is my relationship to Mother Earth, 00:18:10.847 --> 00:18:12.817 to the atmosphere. 00:18:13.226 --> 00:18:16.432 And when I feel that deep gratitude in me, 00:18:17.161 --> 00:18:21.169 and that deep aspiration to take care of the Earth, 00:18:21.536 --> 00:18:23.677 as I take care of myself. 00:18:24.066 --> 00:18:28.626 I know that I am doing the very best that I can. 00:18:32.091 --> 00:18:35.669 So we said that bodhicitta means, 00:18:36.462 --> 00:18:40.642 literally it means the mind of awakening. 00:18:41.717 --> 00:18:49.181 But Thay has translated this into English as the mind of love. 00:18:50.370 --> 00:18:55.750 As if awakening and love are not two separate things. 00:18:57.076 --> 00:19:05.198 And we know also that understanding and love are not two separate things. 00:19:06.399 --> 00:19:09.164 So when I sit and I eat a meal, 00:19:10.359 --> 00:19:16.157 I am also aware of my brothers, my sisters 00:19:16.347 --> 00:19:21.927 who are eating with me, because they also are the Earth. 00:19:22.777 --> 00:19:25.697 They also are children of the Earth. 00:19:26.477 --> 00:19:30.727 And if I cannot understand them and love them, 00:19:31.155 --> 00:19:36.869 then I cannot understand and love the Earth either. 00:19:37.978 --> 00:19:42.198 So a meal time is not just being grateful for the food, 00:19:44.073 --> 00:19:49.883 feeling love for Mother Earth and the universe that has produced the food, 00:19:50.820 --> 00:19:56.140 but it's also feeling grateful to our brothers and sisters who are with us, 00:19:56.875 --> 00:20:01.801 and feeling love for our brothers and sisters who are with us. 00:20:07.096 --> 00:20:11.326 During the day, I keep alive 00:20:12.566 --> 00:20:14.387 with my mindfulness 00:20:15.054 --> 00:20:17.838 and with the use of the gathas, 00:20:18.654 --> 00:20:23.064 my awareness of Mother Earth. 00:20:24.709 --> 00:20:28.929 When I wash my hands, I wash my hands 00:20:29.456 --> 00:20:35.743 that all may have hands blessed to save this planet Earth. 00:20:36.803 --> 00:20:39.530 And I know that when I wash my hands, 00:20:39.951 --> 00:20:42.555 I want to be 100% there, 00:20:43.400 --> 00:20:45.900 because I am in touch with the water, 00:20:46.728 --> 00:20:51.338 and the water is such a precious gift 00:20:51.989 --> 00:20:54.329 of the Earth and the sky. 00:20:56.576 --> 00:21:02.800 And we know that sources of clean water 00:21:03.440 --> 00:21:06.447 in the Earth are drying up. 00:21:07.161 --> 00:21:09.932 The aquifers are drying up. 00:21:10.415 --> 00:21:16.115 Those great underground rivers that used to be there, are no longer there. 00:21:17.648 --> 00:21:23.026 And so clean water is a precious, precious gift. 00:21:23.811 --> 00:21:27.281 And so I want to do my best not to waste it. 00:21:28.431 --> 00:21:31.321 Even though it's very difficult sometimes 00:21:31.321 --> 00:21:35.768 to adjust the tap so that too much water doesn't come out, 00:21:36.196 --> 00:21:41.319 it is a joy for me to be able to adjust it 00:21:41.319 --> 00:21:47.013 so that just the right amount of water that I need comes out. 00:21:47.818 --> 00:21:50.703 And I can catch that water in a bowl. 00:21:51.621 --> 00:21:55.206 I don't have to let it keep flowing. 00:21:55.206 --> 00:21:59.426 And then I can take the water from the bowl and wash my face. 00:22:00.831 --> 00:22:04.081 So these things are not an effort. 00:22:04.081 --> 00:22:07.282 It doesn't take an effort to do that. 00:22:07.768 --> 00:22:10.773 I do not have to force myself to do this. 00:22:11.537 --> 00:22:15.907 Because I am the Earth, 00:22:16.515 --> 00:22:18.316 and the Earth is me. 00:22:18.703 --> 00:22:20.693 And when I take care of the Earth, 00:22:20.693 --> 00:22:22.807 I take care of the water, 00:22:23.418 --> 00:22:27.212 I am taking care of me. 00:22:30.985 --> 00:22:35.285 And there are so many things that we do during the day 00:22:35.772 --> 00:22:39.473 which can keep us in our relationship, 00:22:39.768 --> 00:22:42.608 our right relationship with the Earth 00:22:43.210 --> 00:22:45.626 And of course, the most important one 00:22:46.378 --> 00:22:49.169 is walking on the Earth, 00:22:50.058 --> 00:22:55.605 On Friday, 00:22:57.089 --> 00:22:59.851 some of us had an opportunity 00:23:00.869 --> 00:23:06.875 to walk on the Earth, for maybe two hours. 00:23:08.715 --> 00:23:13.015 And we really had to concentrate, or at least, I did. 00:23:14.166 --> 00:23:17.446 Because there was a lot of noise going on around, 00:23:18.032 --> 00:23:21.605 and if I wasn't careful, I would lose my concentration. 00:23:22.592 --> 00:23:25.742 So I had to use the gatha, I used the gatha 00:23:27.026 --> 00:23:30.448 "I am home, I have arrived, 00:23:30.914 --> 00:23:33.649 in the here, in the now. 00:23:34.376 --> 00:23:37.788 I am solid, I am free. 00:23:38.589 --> 00:23:44.394 In the ultimate, the realm of no birth and no death, I dwell." 00:23:45.516 --> 00:23:50.106 And practice that solidly. 00:23:51.035 --> 00:23:55.265 And the next morning when I woke up, I was still practicing it. 00:23:55.823 --> 00:24:03.400 Because two hours is quite a long time to practise one gatha. 00:24:05.206 --> 00:24:10.109 But this gatha is very important for us, 00:24:10.109 --> 00:24:12.956 who are taking care of the earth. 00:24:14.198 --> 00:24:16.696 First of all we see the earth as our home. 00:24:19.188 --> 00:24:27.609 Secondly, we see that we have arrived where we are. 00:24:29.270 --> 00:24:31.608 This is a teaching of Plum Village, 00:24:32.671 --> 00:24:35.733 the three times inter-are. 00:24:36.927 --> 00:24:41.196 The past, the present and the future. 00:24:42.098 --> 00:24:45.076 They're not three separate realities. 00:24:46.557 --> 00:24:49.123 Some schools of Buddhism say, 00:24:49.637 --> 00:24:55.266 the past, the present and the future exist as separate realities. 00:24:55.957 --> 00:24:59.114 Some say there's only the present moment. 00:25:00.168 --> 00:25:06.783 Thay, in Plum Village, has taught us that the three times inter-are. 00:25:07.479 --> 00:25:10.811 So when I have arrived in the present moment, 00:25:11.899 --> 00:25:15.637 it doesn't mean to say that the past is not there, 00:25:16.433 --> 00:25:19.078 or the future is not there. 00:25:20.351 --> 00:25:24.437 The best way I can take care of the future 00:25:25.461 --> 00:25:29.395 is to take care of the present moment. 00:25:30.251 --> 00:25:37.341 The present moment is what it is because of the past moment. 00:25:39.920 --> 00:25:43.986 So I have arrived is important. 00:25:44.659 --> 00:25:48.670 It's important to keep myself in the present moment, 00:25:49.294 --> 00:25:52.028 in order to take care of the future. 00:25:53.281 --> 00:25:56.591 That doesn't mean to say that I close my eyes, 00:25:57.437 --> 00:26:02.192 that I'm not awake to what could happen in the future 00:26:03.441 --> 00:26:06.859 The reason I know what could happen in the future 00:26:07.429 --> 00:26:10.692 is because I know what's happening in the present. 00:26:12.449 --> 00:26:19.354 Of course we care very much about keeping to 1.5 degrees 00:26:23.605 --> 00:26:26.261 and we know the ways we can do this, 00:26:26.525 --> 00:26:28.456 we are aware of all that. 00:26:30.394 --> 00:26:34.471 But we have to practise to keep ourselves solid, 00:26:35.503 --> 00:26:38.603 to keep ourselves free in the present moment. 00:26:39.205 --> 00:26:41.036 Otherwise we will burn out 00:26:41.548 --> 00:26:45.024 and we'll not be able to do the things we want to do 00:26:45.550 --> 00:26:47.544 in order to get everyone to help, 00:26:48.285 --> 00:26:49.506 to help the earth. 00:26:52.282 --> 00:26:54.637 So when you become a monk or a nun, 00:26:55.434 --> 00:27:00.148 it is said you become a monk or a nun because of the Bodhicitta, 00:27:00.825 --> 00:27:03.031 because of the mind of awakening, 00:27:03.492 --> 00:27:05.882 because of the mind of love 00:27:06.389 --> 00:27:09.830 which is there, for all of us, in the store consciousness. 00:27:10.758 --> 00:27:15.508 When you shave your head, the first time and every time after, 00:27:16.253 --> 00:27:17.653 you say a poem. 00:27:20.078 --> 00:27:21.187 [speaking vietnamese] 00:27:23.543 --> 00:27:26.852 Shedding my hair completely, 00:27:27.641 --> 00:27:30.506 I make the great vow today 00:27:32.674 --> 00:27:39.570 that all people will transform their afflictions 00:27:41.218 --> 00:27:48.898 and all species will go to the other shore. 00:27:54.799 --> 00:28:00.379 [speaks vietnamese] 00:28:00.877 --> 00:28:02.357 for the world, yes. 00:28:02.500 --> 00:28:06.646 And we can take the world and all its species to the other shore. 00:28:07.857 --> 00:28:11.857 That is a very strong vow. 00:28:13.368 --> 00:28:17.698 When you vow deeply like that on the day when you shave your head 00:28:18.450 --> 00:28:25.280 you're realizing that you are not separate from all species. 00:28:25.829 --> 00:28:29.442 You're not separate from all human beings 00:28:30.644 --> 00:28:37.949 and your suffering and their suffering are not two separate things. 00:28:39.000 --> 00:28:40.919 And so you come into the monastery 00:28:41.380 --> 00:28:47.015 in order to be able to first of all transform your own afflictions 00:28:47.568 --> 00:28:51.427 and then you see that transforming your own afflictions 00:28:52.222 --> 00:28:54.403 is helping other people to do it. 00:28:54.976 --> 00:28:56.633 You don't have to make an effort 00:28:57.302 --> 00:29:00.553 to help other people to transform their afflictions. 00:29:01.211 --> 00:29:05.779 When you transform, they only quite naturally will do that. 00:29:07.334 --> 00:29:09.102 And that is the Bodhicitta. 00:29:09.679 --> 00:29:12.554 The other gatha that you will read, 00:29:13.369 --> 00:29:16.768 when you receive your robe: 00:29:19.654 --> 00:29:23.972 How beautiful is the robe of a monk or a nun, 00:29:24.856 --> 00:29:27.435 it's a field of all good seeds. 00:29:28.120 --> 00:29:31.199 I bow my head to receive it today, 00:29:32.231 --> 00:29:37.549 and I vow to wear it life after life. 00:29:39.969 --> 00:29:41.471 I used to think that. 00:29:44.200 --> 00:29:49.787 Now I'm 70. I don't think I'll live much longer. 00:29:50.674 --> 00:29:55.653 So maybe I will avoid all the climate change 00:29:58.859 --> 00:30:03.379 But then I saw that is wrong feeling. It is wrong view. 00:30:04.392 --> 00:30:12.139 It is the view of nihilation that I will cease to exist. 00:30:12.491 --> 00:30:15.229 I won't have to go through climate change. 00:30:15.597 --> 00:30:20.743 Yesterday I saw a poster, on Friday, that said 00:30:22.340 --> 00:30:29.292 You will die from old age, but we will die from climate change. 00:30:30.454 --> 00:30:32.369 That is written by a young person. 00:30:34.281 --> 00:30:36.331 I used to think like that too. 00:30:37.202 --> 00:30:39.338 But I don't think like that anymore. 00:30:40.207 --> 00:30:42.009 I know that I will continue. 00:30:42.444 --> 00:30:44.177 I know that I will be there. 00:30:45.581 --> 00:30:51.520 In maybe a slightly different form to go through climate change. 00:30:52.758 --> 00:30:58.537 So I vow to wear my robe life after life. 00:30:59.044 --> 00:31:00.737 Not just for this lifetime, 00:31:01.319 --> 00:31:05.646 because I know that my practise as a solid practitioner 00:31:06.181 --> 00:31:09.749 will be needed in future lifetimes also. 00:31:11.077 --> 00:31:15.478 So these two gathas, in a way, they represent the Bodhicitta. 00:31:17.447 --> 00:31:21.719 I remember when I was young, I was a lay person, 00:31:23.504 --> 00:31:30.656 I wanted to go and do something to help the world. 00:31:32.126 --> 00:31:33.916 And that is Bodhicitta. 00:31:35.102 --> 00:31:37.332 We don't think about our own comfort. 00:31:38.831 --> 00:31:41.993 We think about doing something to really help. 00:31:42.766 --> 00:31:45.878 I wanted there to be peace in the world. 00:31:46.211 --> 00:31:49.410 I didn't want there to be nuclear armaments 00:31:50.678 --> 00:31:54.121 and that morning I got up. 00:31:55.726 --> 00:32:00.086 I told myself I'm not going to sleep in the house anymore. 00:32:00.719 --> 00:32:02.793 I'm going to sleep outside. 00:32:04.644 --> 00:32:08.853 So that night I slept outside, and it was freezing. 00:32:09.715 --> 00:32:11.783 The temperature was below zero. 00:32:12.289 --> 00:32:16.133 But I slept in my sleeping bag, it wasn't too bad. 00:32:16.273 --> 00:32:19.051 And then in my sleeping bag it was about freezing. 00:32:20.048 --> 00:32:24.216 With my sleeping bag and a pair of rubber boots, 00:32:25.555 --> 00:32:27.758 I said, "I'm going to Greenham Common." 00:32:28.263 --> 00:32:29.732 And then I felt so free, 00:32:30.132 --> 00:32:33.649 I felt like a bird that was let outside of its cage. 00:32:35.490 --> 00:32:38.952 Then I walked and I walked, until my feet couldn't walk anymore. 00:32:41.421 --> 00:32:43.957 I felt that wonderful sense of freedom. 00:32:45.575 --> 00:32:47.903 You have the whole world before you. 00:32:48.338 --> 00:32:53.306 and you have your aspiration to do something for the world, 00:32:54.053 --> 00:32:57.353 because the world is not you. 00:32:58.416 --> 00:32:59.609 The world is you. 00:33:02.539 --> 00:33:05.576 You do something for the world, you do it for yourself. 00:33:14.205 --> 00:33:20.968 ♪ Breathe and you know that you are alive, ♪ 00:33:21.801 --> 00:33:29.068 ♪ breathe and you know that what is helping you ♪ 00:33:30.093 --> 00:33:37.148 ♪ Breathe and you know that you are the world ♪ 00:33:37.998 --> 00:33:45.300 ♪ breathe and you know that the flower is breathing too. ♪ 00:33:46.386 --> 00:33:53.947 ♪ Breathe for yourself and you breathe for the world ♪ 00:33:54.963 --> 00:34:02.474 ♪ breathe in compassion and breathe out joy. ♪ 00:34:03.026 --> 00:34:04.532 So that is... 00:34:07.108 --> 00:34:12.318 One of the wrong views in Buddhism is, I am the world and the world is me. 00:34:13.945 --> 00:34:17.030 That wrong view is a little bit in that song. 00:34:18.260 --> 00:34:21.129 But when I say that I am the world, 00:34:21.870 --> 00:34:24.419 I mean I inter-am with the world. 00:34:27.295 --> 00:34:30.096 The world is not a separate self-entity. 00:34:30.707 --> 00:34:33.798 I am not a separate self-entity. 00:34:39.207 --> 00:34:42.035 Becoming a nun is a little bit like that, 00:34:43.364 --> 00:34:48.919 is having a deep aspiration to do something, 00:34:49.645 --> 00:34:51.395 to do something for the world. 00:34:52.614 --> 00:34:56.784 You just get up and you go and you do that. 00:34:58.671 --> 00:35:01.618 You don't worry too much about your comfort. 00:35:08.609 --> 00:35:12.645 Awareness of impermanence 00:35:13.635 --> 00:35:20.827 is also an important contribution to our Bodhicitta. 00:35:23.250 --> 00:35:27.929 We all know that there are two kinds of impermanence. 00:35:29.234 --> 00:35:33.837 There's the kind of impermanence that is happening at every second, 00:35:33.837 --> 00:35:35.415 every instant. 00:35:36.203 --> 00:35:41.155 You are not the same person as when you came into this hall. 00:35:42.258 --> 00:35:44.771 Cells have died in your body 00:35:45.408 --> 00:35:48.002 and new cells have been born. 00:35:48.801 --> 00:35:51.388 The feelings you had when you came in 00:35:52.104 --> 00:35:54.854 are different from the feelings you have now. 00:35:55.477 --> 00:35:59.718 And your perceptions are different, your mental formations are different. 00:36:00.023 --> 00:36:02.321 Your consciousness is different. 00:36:02.891 --> 00:36:09.679 So it's that instant impermanence, happening at every instant is one kind, 00:36:10.815 --> 00:36:17.869 and then there's the impermanence when some major change happens in your life. 00:36:20.068 --> 00:36:23.908 You are no longer a child, you are a teenager. 00:36:23.908 --> 00:36:26.812 You're no longer middle-aged, you're old. 00:36:29.307 --> 00:36:33.061 Your death certificate is signed. 00:36:33.932 --> 00:36:38.691 Those kind of things we call 'the cyclical impermanence'. 00:36:40.414 --> 00:36:43.247 Maybe 65 million years ago, 00:36:44.631 --> 00:36:46.640 when, we don't quite know why, 00:36:46.808 --> 00:36:51.164 but maybe a meteorite hit our dear mother earth, 00:36:52.091 --> 00:36:57.555 then three quarters of the species on earth went extinct, 00:36:58.067 --> 00:37:01.071 and that was a cyclical impermanence. 00:37:02.410 --> 00:37:07.539 And now we're also facing a cyclical impermanence. 00:37:08.894 --> 00:37:14.865 The end of the human species may be the end of life on earth, 00:37:14.965 --> 00:37:18.981 at least temporarily the end of life on earth, 00:37:19.608 --> 00:37:24.815 until earth recovers enough to be able for life to come about again. 00:37:25.329 --> 00:37:28.839 Because the sun will be there for billions of years more 00:37:29.461 --> 00:37:31.299 to support life on earth. 00:37:32.306 --> 00:37:34.947 So even if we destroy everything now, 00:37:37.484 --> 00:37:40.271 maybe a rebirth in the future. 00:37:42.598 --> 00:37:44.867 So this cyclical impermanence, 00:37:45.091 --> 00:37:48.692 this awareness of impermanence is so important. 00:37:49.568 --> 00:37:52.542 We have this gatha which we use when we're angry. 00:37:57.424 --> 00:38:01.055 Being angry I know I'm angry 00:38:01.775 --> 00:38:04.818 in the historical dimension. 00:38:05.717 --> 00:38:07.680 I close my eyes. 00:38:08.537 --> 00:38:11.280 It's very important to close your eyes. 00:38:11.591 --> 00:38:14.713 Don't look at the person who's making you angry, 00:38:15.025 --> 00:38:17.909 it'll only water the seed of anger in you. 00:38:18.797 --> 00:38:22.306 I close my eyes and look deeply. 00:38:23.670 --> 00:38:27.798 300 years from now, where will you be? 00:38:28.440 --> 00:38:29.894 And where shall I be? 00:38:30.898 --> 00:38:34.488 Then we remind ourselves that I am impermanent, 00:38:34.889 --> 00:38:37.304 I'm not going to be here much longer. 00:38:37.687 --> 00:38:41.747 You're impermanent. You're not going to be here much longer. 00:38:41.959 --> 00:38:44.371 If we can remind ourselves of that, 00:38:44.820 --> 00:38:49.490 all we want to do is take the other person in our arms and say, 00:38:50.201 --> 00:38:53.084 we're so grateful that you're still there. 00:38:54.651 --> 00:39:02.391 When I was staying in Israel, in Palestine, one time, 00:39:03.520 --> 00:39:06.769 the people there that I was staying with, told me: 00:39:07.058 --> 00:39:10.344 "every day when my partner goes to work, 00:39:10.972 --> 00:39:17.170 I don't know if I'll see him or her in the evening. 00:39:17.637 --> 00:39:23.670 And so, we relish each moment of having breakfast together. 00:39:26.188 --> 00:39:33.418 We hug each other before going to work, we know that it may be the last time. 00:39:34.169 --> 00:39:36.360 So it's a very deep hug. 00:39:37.690 --> 00:39:42.980 When you hug somebody deeply, and you breathe in and you breathe out, 00:39:43.545 --> 00:39:45.252 you just follow your breathing, 00:39:46.435 --> 00:39:52.664 and then you'll recognize how wonderful this person is warm, this person is alive, 00:39:53.468 --> 00:39:57.793 and you also recognize, it won't always be like that. 00:39:58.668 --> 00:40:03.251 I won't always be warm and alive, nor will the other. 00:40:03.565 --> 00:40:08.040 And when you recognize that, you see how important this moment is. 00:40:08.359 --> 00:40:13.059 This moment is the most important momentof our life. 00:40:13.949 --> 00:40:18.277 And you enjoy it deeply, and you enjoy it fully. 00:40:18.926 --> 00:40:25.553 and you may do as Blake did and see eternity in an hour, 00:40:25.869 --> 00:40:31.999 well not in an hour, eternity in a second, in a minute. 00:40:34.314 --> 00:40:39.276 So it's the same when I contemplate on the impermanence of Mother Earth. 00:40:41.435 --> 00:40:47.129 It makes me want to enjoy every moment on mother Earth. 00:40:48.015 --> 00:40:51.491 I want to enjoy all the beauties of nature, 00:40:52.374 --> 00:40:57.125 everything that's wonderful on the earth, I want to enjoy it deeply, 00:40:57.859 --> 00:41:01.063 because I don't know how long it will be there for. 00:41:02.287 --> 00:41:05.338 So in a way, I'm grateful for that not-knowing. 00:41:06.827 --> 00:41:11.874 I think the dinosaurs didn't know that a meteorite was going to hit the planet 00:41:12.803 --> 00:41:15.094 and they were going to become extinct. 00:41:15.603 --> 00:41:19.522 So they didn't have the chance to enjoy every moment. 00:41:20.936 --> 00:41:23.432 We do have a bit of time, 00:41:24.817 --> 00:41:28.221 we're in a bit of a different situation from the dinosaurs, 00:41:29.093 --> 00:41:31.602 which means we can enjoy every moment. 00:41:32.478 --> 00:41:35.558 And enjoying our relationship with the earth, 00:41:35.827 --> 00:41:38.260 enjoying what's beautiful on the earth. 00:41:38.652 --> 00:41:41.658 We don't have to make an effort to conserve it. 00:41:43.068 --> 00:41:45.400 We just do it out of love. 00:41:46.559 --> 00:41:50.728 In Thay's book Love letters to the earth 00:41:51.233 --> 00:41:55.233 Thay tells us he's in love with the earth. 00:41:55.871 --> 00:41:59.029 Every time before Thay goes outside for a walk, 00:41:59.255 --> 00:42:02.814 Thay tells himself, "Oh, I'm going to meet my loved one. 00:42:03.355 --> 00:42:06.812 I'm going to see all these beautiful and wonderful things." 00:42:08.134 --> 00:42:12.225 And Thay said that if we can have a relationship 00:42:13.618 --> 00:42:15.901 of falling in love with the earth, 00:42:16.798 --> 00:42:21.773 that's the best thing we can do to take care of the earth. 00:42:24.816 --> 00:42:26.971 If we don't have that relationship, 00:42:28.050 --> 00:42:32.195 it's possible that we'll not be able to take care of the earth. 00:42:33.778 --> 00:42:38.921 Some of us really become burned out trying to take care of the earth. 00:42:39.863 --> 00:42:44.639 Some of us put a lot of pressure on ourselves to do things, 00:42:45.294 --> 00:42:47.323 to keep taking care of the earth. 00:42:48.546 --> 00:42:50.951 But we forgot about ourselves, 00:42:50.951 --> 00:42:53.921 we forgot to take care of ourselves. 00:42:55.537 --> 00:42:58.765 We forgot we are a child of the earth. 00:43:02.052 --> 00:43:09.811 So, just to be able to do nothing is also a way of taking care of the earth. 00:43:10.792 --> 00:43:14.933 To sit peacefully on the earth, restore your self, 00:43:15.421 --> 00:43:17.096 to rest and do nothing. 00:43:19.205 --> 00:43:23.277 You may say you're not doing anything to take care of the earth, but you are. 00:43:24.172 --> 00:43:29.571 With every breath that restores you, you are helping the earth. 00:43:36.168 --> 00:43:37.728 [The bell is awoken.] 00:43:39.275 --> 00:43:44.667 [The bell is invited.] 00:44:50.490 --> 00:44:54.771 This morning, when we were practising the guided meditation 00:44:54.771 --> 00:44:57.937 before the Dharma talk, 00:44:58.652 --> 00:45:03.192 when we got to the tongue I thought we were going to be aware 00:45:03.192 --> 00:45:07.473 of the taste of the rain on our tongue. 00:45:10.319 --> 00:45:13.050 So I was practising that in advance of it. 00:45:46.273 --> 00:45:48.491 So when we talk about Bodhicitta, 00:45:50.626 --> 00:45:53.351 we could talk about 'my' Bodhicitta, 00:45:55.750 --> 00:46:00.508 but I think it might be not right to talk about 'my' Bodhicitta. 00:46:02.418 --> 00:46:07.027 Because Bodhicitta is a seed in consciousness. 00:46:08.444 --> 00:46:11.404 It's a seed in the collective consciousness, 00:46:12.677 --> 00:46:16.040 not just in my consciousness. 00:46:17.978 --> 00:46:22.384 And it's been handed down from my ancestors, 00:46:27.206 --> 00:46:28.618 my mother, my father, 00:46:30.307 --> 00:46:34.447 even though they may not have known it, they also have the Bodhicitta. 00:46:39.145 --> 00:46:46.365 So when you practise the meditation on your mother and your father, 00:46:47.610 --> 00:46:49.517 as five year old children, 00:46:51.810 --> 00:46:56.320 you don't just see only that your mother and father suffered 00:46:57.186 --> 00:46:58.835 as five year old children, 00:46:59.413 --> 00:47:01.840 although it's very important to see that, 00:47:02.459 --> 00:47:06.479 so that you can give rise to compassion for your mother and father, 00:47:07.464 --> 00:47:14.244 but you also see that your parents, as five year old children, 00:47:14.673 --> 00:47:16.337 have the Bodhicitta, 00:47:16.662 --> 00:47:18.367 have the mind of love, 00:47:19.937 --> 00:47:24.785 and therefore they have the capacity to transform their suffering, 00:47:25.472 --> 00:47:28.544 and they've handed that capacity on to you. 00:47:31.173 --> 00:47:32.664 You look at the children, 00:47:33.747 --> 00:47:41.225 you can see that intuitively they know how to offer love to others. 00:47:42.546 --> 00:47:44.516 Sometimes, in Christianity, 00:47:44.516 --> 00:47:51.694 you say that you have to be a child in order to enter the Kingdom of God. 00:47:53.345 --> 00:48:00.310 Every day we want to walk on the earth as if we're walking in the kingdom of God, 00:48:00.668 --> 00:48:04.175 as if we're walking in the Pure Land. 00:48:05.067 --> 00:48:09.207 I used to think the Earth was not a perfect place. 00:48:10.179 --> 00:48:14.179 There would be somewhere better, there must be somewhere better. 00:48:15.296 --> 00:48:17.703 Somewhere you can go to when you die. 00:48:18.782 --> 00:48:21.082 But then I recognized that... 00:48:24.102 --> 00:48:27.092 everything I need is here on earth, 00:48:27.763 --> 00:48:31.763 and when I die, I just want to go back to the earth. 00:48:34.910 --> 00:48:39.106 And if I'm not able to go back to the earth when I'm alive, 00:48:39.656 --> 00:48:43.656 it will be very difficult to go back to the earth when I die. 00:48:45.327 --> 00:48:49.327 So every day I want to practise going back to the earth 00:48:49.548 --> 00:48:55.880 and seeing the earth as paradise, seeing the earth as the kingdom of God. 00:48:58.893 --> 00:49:05.779 Because it's said that the pure land is not something outside of you. 00:49:06.684 --> 00:49:10.684 The pure land arises in our mind. 00:49:22.087 --> 00:49:30.537 I feel very grateful to people who take the risk of being arrested 00:49:32.503 --> 00:49:39.483 by demonstrating, by doing non-violent resistance. 00:49:41.426 --> 00:49:44.046 I see that their Bodhicitta is strong. 00:49:47.363 --> 00:49:50.409 But I also feel concern. 00:49:53.470 --> 00:49:58.700 I think Mahatma Gandhi knew very well how to take care of himself 00:50:00.355 --> 00:50:03.464 and he could keep the mind of love alive. 00:50:04.702 --> 00:50:06.605 If we have love in our heart, 00:50:07.505 --> 00:50:09.610 if we have compassion in our heart, 00:50:10.401 --> 00:50:12.839 it's what protects us most of all. 00:50:14.185 --> 00:50:20.633 So even when we're being arrested, we can feel compassion and love, 00:50:21.436 --> 00:50:22.827 and that's important, 00:50:23.808 --> 00:50:32.457 because if there's someone who puts himself at risk of being arrested 00:50:33.402 --> 00:50:39.508 because they want to do something good for the world, 00:50:43.073 --> 00:50:45.062 but they don't feel love in their heart, 00:50:46.548 --> 00:50:47.974 they don't feel compassion, 00:50:51.841 --> 00:50:52.751 then... 00:50:56.016 --> 00:51:02.269 .. they're not doing the thing that would be most helpful for the world. 00:52:46.744 --> 00:52:53.698 One time, the Buddha taught a very famous discourse. 00:52:54.100 --> 00:52:58.163 It's called Kesaputtiya sutra, 00:52:58.900 --> 00:53:02.616 and some people call it the Kalama sutra 00:53:57.553 --> 00:54:02.679 The Buddha taught this sutra to young people. 00:54:04.126 --> 00:54:09.907 They were very confused because Kesaputtiya is a town 00:54:10.999 --> 00:54:17.089 that many, many religious teachers liked to go to. 00:54:17.990 --> 00:54:20.860 So the Kalama, young people, 00:54:20.860 --> 00:54:25.732 had the chance to listen to so many Dharma talks. 00:54:26.895 --> 00:54:30.516 Maybe they had as many Dharma talks as we do here. 00:54:31.291 --> 00:54:37.261 But one thing about here is that mostly we Dharma teachers agree with each other. 00:54:38.665 --> 00:54:43.055 If every week we say the opposite of what the person had said before, 00:54:43.533 --> 00:54:48.313 then you would be in the same kind of confusion as the Kalamas were. 00:54:50.506 --> 00:54:53.906 So some people would come and they would say, 00:54:55.498 --> 00:55:00.068 "Whether you do a good thing or a bad thing, that doesn't matter. 00:55:01.340 --> 00:55:08.320 Because there's no such thing as karmic retribution." 00:55:30.615 --> 00:55:32.695 There's no karmic retribution. 00:55:32.695 --> 00:55:36.559 Karmic retribution means that you do something good, 00:55:36.914 --> 00:55:41.214 you will have merits and you will enjoy some kind of merit. 00:55:43.137 --> 00:55:47.647 You do something bad and you have demerit and you will suffer. 00:55:48.647 --> 00:55:51.672 So that's what's meant by Karmic retribution. 00:55:53.337 --> 00:55:56.224 Then other teachers would come along and they'd say, 00:55:56.226 --> 00:55:59.914 if you do something bad, then when you'll die, you'll go to hell. 00:56:00.367 --> 00:56:04.877 If you do something good, when you'll die, you'll be reborn as a god or a human. 00:56:06.774 --> 00:56:13.574 So the Kalama were very confused and said: "Oh, the Buddha is coming! 00:56:14.132 --> 00:56:20.892 The Buddha is enlightened. The Buddha can remove our confusion." 00:56:25.926 --> 00:56:29.070 So when the Buddha came, they asked: 00:56:29.611 --> 00:56:35.481 "So many teachers come and they all tell us they're teaching the truth, 00:56:36.002 --> 00:56:39.912 but their truths, they contradict each other. 00:56:40.371 --> 00:56:43.848 So we're very confused. Can you help?" 00:56:44.170 --> 00:56:45.290 And the Buddha said: 00:56:46.622 --> 00:56:52.941 "You're right to be confused, it's very confusing. I understand that. 00:56:55.795 --> 00:57:03.105 But before you believe something, you have to experience it for yourself. 00:57:04.130 --> 00:57:08.680 If you do something and you feel well, 00:57:08.680 --> 00:57:11.896 and you see that others around you feel well, 00:57:12.535 --> 00:57:16.765 then you may know that that is beneficial. 00:57:17.260 --> 00:57:20.730 If you do something and you don't feel good, and others don't, 00:57:21.072 --> 00:57:23.032 you know that that's not beneficial. 00:57:24.560 --> 00:57:27.710 But that's not quite enough. 00:57:28.444 --> 00:57:34.013 Because like I said, when I was young, I had anorexia nervosa. 00:57:35.264 --> 00:57:39.844 It's not good for me, it's not good for other people. 00:57:40.602 --> 00:57:42.829 But at that time, I wasn't aware. 00:57:45.202 --> 00:57:50.552 So I needed some good, kind spiritual friend to come along 00:57:50.552 --> 00:57:55.283 and try to help me see the root of this, 00:57:55.283 --> 00:57:58.830 and try and help me to transform it. 00:57:59.947 --> 00:58:02.611 So in the sutra the Buddha also says, 00:58:04.213 --> 00:58:09.023 "Is this something that the wise ones would approve of? 00:58:09.443 --> 00:58:12.000 Your good spiritual friends would approve of? 00:58:12.327 --> 00:58:16.345 That's also a question you have to ask yourself. 00:58:24.955 --> 00:58:30.758 And then the Buddha tells us, 00:58:31.523 --> 00:58:34.043 tells the Kalamas, 00:58:36.923 --> 00:58:42.563 You can develop the mind of love, the Bodhicitta. 00:58:43.690 --> 00:58:47.519 If your heart has no enmity in it, 00:58:49.785 --> 00:58:54.005 you can be sure... 00:58:59.436 --> 00:59:06.476 ... that you have peace and joy in the present moment. 00:59:21.058 --> 00:59:27.068 WHEN THERE IS THE MIND OF LOVE 00:59:43.337 --> 00:59:50.777 THERE IS HAPPINESS HERE AND NOW 01:00:03.561 --> 01:00:09.851 and if there's such a thing as merit, 01:00:10.542 --> 01:00:16.542 then there will be happiness from that deed in the future. 01:00:17.378 --> 01:00:23.625 The Buddha didn't want to say that you will be happy in the future. 01:00:24.291 --> 01:00:28.190 You will have merit and that will make you happy in the future, 01:00:29.106 --> 01:00:31.476 because if the Buddha taught like that, 01:00:32.391 --> 01:00:34.923 it would mean there was a separate self, 01:00:35.812 --> 01:00:39.510 there's a separate me who's doing good now, 01:00:39.785 --> 01:00:45.228 and that same separate me will have happiness in the future. 01:00:45.741 --> 01:00:47.959 And that's not the teaching of the Buddha. 01:00:48.347 --> 01:00:53.310 It is the teaching of eternalism, the opposite of annihilation. 01:00:57.560 --> 01:01:03.796 So we know that when there's the mind of love, there's happiness here and now. 01:01:04.760 --> 01:01:09.278 If we understand and have seen for ourselves 01:01:10.176 --> 01:01:15.934 that the future inter-is with the present, 01:01:16.079 --> 01:01:20.638 then we can say that basing on this mind of love now, 01:01:21.278 --> 01:01:23.995 there's mind of love in the future. 01:01:24.338 --> 01:01:26.848 You don't have to say 'my' mind of love, 01:01:28.829 --> 01:01:31.150 or bring 'me' happiness in the future. 01:01:38.268 --> 01:01:42.899 So when we are allowing ourselves to be arrested, 01:01:44.343 --> 01:01:51.683 we are living outside, like at Greenham, no tent, 01:01:57.235 --> 01:02:01.720 is mind of love there, or are we always fighting? 01:02:02.548 --> 01:02:05.775 Are we always thinking about the enemy? 01:02:07.108 --> 01:02:14.645 And seeing ourselves as separate from the guards who are guarding the missiles, 01:02:16.373 --> 01:02:17.830 as our enemy? 01:02:21.029 --> 01:02:22.870 One time I was in a local sangha somewhere, 01:02:22.974 --> 01:02:24.547 I went to lead a retreat, 01:02:25.766 --> 01:02:28.962 I said, "I was in Greenham Common, 01:02:29.472 --> 01:02:32.488 in 1981 or something," 01:02:35.374 --> 01:02:37.958 and he said, "I was there too!" 01:02:38.586 --> 01:02:40.618 but he said, "I was on the other side. 01:02:41.807 --> 01:02:44.993 I was one of the soldiers on the other side." 01:02:49.379 --> 01:02:52.428 Then we both found ourselves in the same sangha. 01:03:01.218 --> 01:03:05.700 So we need to keep this mind of love alive 01:03:06.767 --> 01:03:14.058 and if we feel that our mind of love is no longer alive enough, 01:03:15.397 --> 01:03:17.617 it's only understandable. 01:03:17.926 --> 01:03:22.417 Sometimes a situation is so hard, 01:03:23.450 --> 01:03:26.528 that it's difficult to keep the mind of love alive 01:03:27.096 --> 01:03:29.933 So there's nothing wrong with that, it's natural. 01:03:30.623 --> 01:03:33.379 But the important thing is to recognize, 01:03:34.221 --> 01:03:37.959 'mind of love is not there and I need to withdraw. 01:03:38.587 --> 01:03:40.639 I need to do something different,' 01:03:41.756 --> 01:03:45.756 rather than just resisting all the time, 01:03:46.794 --> 01:03:48.442 non-violent resistance, 01:03:49.011 --> 01:03:54.263 I have to do something like planting trees which will nourish me more, 01:03:55.760 --> 01:03:57.952 and help the mind of love to come back. 01:03:59.730 --> 01:04:02.690 So sometimes I see, this is a little bit a danger 01:04:02.905 --> 01:04:10.734 forof people who, for decades, are in some kind of resistance. 01:04:14.182 --> 01:04:19.193 I'm very grateful to them, but we have to remember the mind of love. 01:04:24.705 --> 01:04:29.315 So that is the first reassurance. 01:04:30.315 --> 01:04:35.900 We know that when there's the mind of love there's peace and happiness here and now. 01:04:39.022 --> 01:04:40.922 That peace and happiness is... 01:04:42.104 --> 01:04:45.673 If we see that the three times interare, 01:04:46.216 --> 01:04:49.869 we can see that it's also in the future. 01:04:50.588 --> 01:04:52.758 So the second is, 01:05:09.913 --> 01:05:16.373 WHEN THE THREE TIMES INTERARE, 01:05:22.694 --> 01:05:32.184 THERE'S HAPPINESS IN THE FUTURE 01:05:56.156 --> 01:05:58.783 [The third one:] 01:06:03.311 --> 01:06:08.994 WHEN THERE IS ENMITY, 01:06:13.174 --> 01:06:19.578 THERE IS SUFFERING HERE AND NOW 01:06:35.204 --> 01:06:36.710 [The fourth one:] 01:06:43.448 --> 01:06:49.926 SINCE THE THREE TIMES INTERARE, 01:06:57.163 --> 01:07:05.485 THERE'S SUFFERING IN THE FUTURE 01:07:16.127 --> 01:07:17.716 But the Buddha said, 01:07:18.542 --> 01:07:22.730 "You don't have to believe that the three times interare. 01:07:23.432 --> 01:07:25.984 It's something that you have to experience, 01:07:25.984 --> 01:07:28.158 not something you believe. 01:07:28.634 --> 01:07:32.120 So if you don't experience that, and you say, 01:07:33.967 --> 01:07:35.812 you can forget about the future, 01:07:37.821 --> 01:07:42.497 all the same, you can know that these are the most important things, 01:07:42.907 --> 01:07:44.934 the number one and the number three. 01:07:49.759 --> 01:07:55.252 But don't think that suffering is something bad. 01:07:59.310 --> 01:08:02.409 Don't think that we need to get rid of suffering. 01:08:03.964 --> 01:08:05.905 We talk about the Bodhicitta, 01:08:07.339 --> 01:08:12.867 and in the Buddhist teachings of the Mahayana 01:08:13.744 --> 01:08:23.049 it says clearly that the afflictions, the klesha, the suffering IS the Bodhi. 01:08:24.749 --> 01:08:25.798 The klesha, 01:08:44.947 --> 01:08:48.165 the awakening IS the affliction. 01:08:48.596 --> 01:08:49.818 IS the suffering. 01:08:52.883 --> 01:08:56.125 So it means that the enmity that you feel, 01:08:57.626 --> 01:09:09.027 it can be the ground for the Bodhi, for the awakening, 01:09:10.033 --> 01:09:13.943 because in Buddhism we don't want to make two camps. 01:09:15.413 --> 01:09:21.229 We don't want to make a camp of the good and a camp of the evil. 01:09:22.791 --> 01:09:24.751 Thay used to say that. 01:09:26.145 --> 01:09:27.941 In the past, Thay said: 01:09:30.798 --> 01:09:33.003 "Do not make man your enemy. 01:09:35.605 --> 01:09:41.368 Your enemy is greed, hatred, confusion, 01:09:42.374 --> 01:09:45.785 but one day Thay said he didn't want to say that anymore. 01:09:48.384 --> 01:09:53.320 Greed, hatred and confusion are no longer your enemy. 01:09:55.546 --> 01:10:01.964 They are the mud out of which the lotus can bloom. 01:10:13.788 --> 01:10:16.259 But we have enough mud already, 01:10:17.730 --> 01:10:19.914 so we don't want to make any more. 01:10:21.715 --> 01:10:29.517 We have enough suffering for us to give rise to awakening, 01:10:30.062 --> 01:10:32.862 we don't need to make any more. 01:10:35.460 --> 01:10:42.269 So we want to try and avoid making more suffering, if we can. 01:10:43.588 --> 01:10:46.611 We just want to use the suffering that's already there, 01:10:47.101 --> 01:10:50.725 in order to help us to wake up, to be awake. 01:11:15.140 --> 01:11:18.005 I don't know if you can think of a name 01:11:21.163 --> 01:11:24.268 for the species that we want to become. 01:11:27.318 --> 01:11:30.453 Thay suggested that we talk about Homo Conscious, 01:11:34.749 --> 01:11:36.230 the aware man. 01:11:38.629 --> 01:11:43.081 If we can talk about interbeing, the interbeing man, 01:11:43.365 --> 01:11:44.857 I think it will be nice. 01:11:49.293 --> 01:11:53.901 In Budhism we have the Vajracchedikā sutra, 01:11:55.622 --> 01:11:58.434 the diamond that cuts through illusion. 01:12:02.628 --> 01:12:06.794 In that sutra it talks about four kinds of wrong perception 01:12:09.117 --> 01:12:13.629 which are very linked to the awakening that we need to have now, 01:12:14.965 --> 01:12:19.141 and the first wrong perception is that I am a separate self. 01:12:22.042 --> 01:12:23.849 The second wrong perception is, 01:12:24.046 --> 01:12:31.771 the human species is separate from the other species. 01:12:33.311 --> 01:12:36.771 The third wrong perception is that the living species, 01:12:37.045 --> 01:12:39.161 those of us who can move around, 01:12:40.409 --> 01:12:43.717 are separate from the non-living species. 01:12:46.235 --> 01:12:52.642 The animals are different from the plants and the minerals, are separate. 01:12:53.520 --> 01:12:59.271 And the last wrong perception is that we have a life-span. 01:12:59.650 --> 01:13:01.508 Our life is limited, 01:13:02.775 --> 01:13:05.845 we have a birthday and a deathday, 01:13:06.144 --> 01:13:10.374 and we only live between our birthday and our deathday. 01:13:11.089 --> 01:13:13.803 You only need to go into the forest 01:13:14.240 --> 01:13:16.951 and look at the leaves under your feet 01:13:17.436 --> 01:13:19.924 and you'll know there's no such thing as 01:13:20.933 --> 01:13:25.113 'birth separate from death'. 01:13:25.611 --> 01:13:30.191 Everything is in a wonderful cycle of transformation. 01:13:31.889 --> 01:13:35.498 The leaf doesn't go anywhere when it falls from the tree. 01:13:35.772 --> 01:13:37.659 It goes back to the earth, 01:13:38.039 --> 01:13:42.529 it becomes the nourishment for the young leaf that's born on the tree. 01:13:42.942 --> 01:13:45.828 And actually while the leaf was on the tree, 01:13:46.452 --> 01:13:52.032 it was already nourishing the tree. 01:13:52.784 --> 01:13:56.196 So the leaf was going into the tree while it was alive, 01:13:56.704 --> 01:14:00.479 and when that leaf is on the ground, it also goes into the tree. 01:14:01.457 --> 01:14:04.447 So the leaf has no beginning and no end. 01:14:04.812 --> 01:14:07.733 If we can see ourselves as leaves, 01:14:09.486 --> 01:14:12.860 nourishing the earth while we are alive on the earth, 01:14:13.515 --> 01:14:19.625 and going back to the earth when we have our death certificate, 01:14:20.560 --> 01:14:23.348 in order to nourish new life on the earth, 01:14:23.890 --> 01:14:25.972 then we have no more fear. 01:14:30.180 --> 01:14:32.717 As someone who has no more fear, 01:14:35.232 --> 01:14:39.442 we are really able to be useful and beneficial to the world. 01:14:44.394 --> 01:14:51.806 So, part of the Bodhicitta is that deep desire that we all have 01:14:53.331 --> 01:14:57.325 to realize the truth of no birth and no death 01:14:58.119 --> 01:15:00.412 that can take us beyond fear. 01:15:01.400 --> 01:15:04.467 That is not just something for a monk or a nun to do, 01:15:05.316 --> 01:15:08.043 that's something that all of us, the fourfold sangha, 01:15:11.400 --> 01:15:14.527 need to have the time to do. 01:15:15.208 --> 01:15:17.893 Because as a monk or a nun we can be busy. 01:15:19.521 --> 01:15:21.224 We can have many projects, 01:15:22.544 --> 01:15:24.828 things we want to do to help the world, 01:15:24.828 --> 01:15:27.182 they may sound very good but we're busy, 01:15:27.741 --> 01:15:32.929 we don't have the time to come back to ourselves and stop, and look deeply. 01:15:33.626 --> 01:15:37.439 A lay-person is the same, you can be very busy going to work, 01:15:38.748 --> 01:15:44.564 bringing up your family, you don't have the time to stop and look deeply 01:15:44.871 --> 01:15:48.444 into the matter of no birth and no death. 01:15:52.208 --> 01:15:55.840 But a monk or a nun, a lay-man or a lay-woman, 01:15:57.748 --> 01:16:00.649 we can give ourselves, we can organize our life, 01:16:01.257 --> 01:16:04.928 so that we have time to look deeply into impermanence, 01:16:06.629 --> 01:16:12.748 To look deeply into impermanence doesn't mean to be caught in impermanence, 01:16:13.491 --> 01:16:17.570 because impermanence can become a view that you are caught in. 01:16:20.397 --> 01:16:22.939 Then you think that impermanence is something bad. 01:16:24.509 --> 01:16:28.416 But in fact, impermanence doesn't mean there isn't a continuation. 01:16:29.888 --> 01:16:33.091 Things change their form into a different form, 01:16:33.904 --> 01:16:36.060 and there's always continuation. 01:16:36.982 --> 01:16:40.712 The rain we listen to now is the continuation of the cloud. 01:16:58.185 --> 01:17:04.565 In Buddhism, in China, 01:17:04.565 --> 01:17:07.175 they used to say there's two kinds of awakening. 01:17:08.418 --> 01:17:13.803 There's the sudden enlightenment, and there's the gradual enlightenment. 01:17:17.703 --> 01:17:21.356 I don't understand the Plum Village teachings in that way. 01:17:23.789 --> 01:17:27.696 We can have little enlightenments every day that come to us 01:17:28.375 --> 01:17:33.411 when we practise mindful walking and mindful breathing. 01:17:35.347 --> 01:17:38.234 We can become enlightened a little bit every day. 01:17:39.570 --> 01:17:42.162 We don't have to wait for a sudden enlightenment, 01:17:43.907 --> 01:17:50.106 and we don't have to think that at the end of a long, gradual enlightenment 01:17:50.106 --> 01:17:51.939 we'll become enlightened. 01:17:53.114 --> 01:17:57.673 Because the Bodhi, the enlightenment, is present in each of us, 01:17:58.610 --> 01:18:04.489 with our own practise of dwelling in the present moment 01:18:06.299 --> 01:18:09.481 mindfulness of walking, mindfulness of breathing, 01:18:10.116 --> 01:18:15.421 that enlightenment is always inside and can always come up. 01:18:16.531 --> 01:18:20.400 With mindfulness and concentration that can always be inside. 01:18:23.129 --> 01:18:26.575 So we shouldn't miss the opportunity of guided meditation, 01:18:30.173 --> 01:18:31.825 walking meditation, 01:18:36.656 --> 01:18:39.909 That is our aspiration, 01:18:40.673 --> 01:18:47.257 always to remain fresh, not to grow tired of the practise, 01:18:47.930 --> 01:18:50.019 not to find the practise boring. 01:18:52.738 --> 01:18:57.657 That feeling of boredom, of being tired of the practise, come from our own mind. 01:18:59.537 --> 01:19:01.929 We need to open our mind a little bit more 01:19:02.959 --> 01:19:06.174 in order to be able to give ourselves the opportunity 01:19:06.174 --> 01:19:10.693 to use the Dharma door such as being given to us, 01:19:11.431 --> 01:19:13.371 in order to help us have insight, 01:19:13.922 --> 01:19:17.922 that insight will bring us encouragement, 01:19:18.517 --> 01:19:21.807 and help us to continue a long time on the path. 01:19:23.689 --> 01:19:26.780 Of course we can always renew our practise. 01:19:29.062 --> 01:19:32.455 we can always have new ideas about how to practise 01:19:36.415 --> 01:19:39.172 We need to be creative in our practise. 01:19:39.898 --> 01:19:41.499 If you use a knife, 01:19:42.854 --> 01:19:46.854 cutting carrots every day, it will get blunt after a while. 01:19:47.497 --> 01:19:49.388 Then you need to sharpen it again. 01:19:49.979 --> 01:19:52.237 If you just keep using the blunt knife 01:19:53.143 --> 01:19:55.877 that's like just keeping the outer form, 01:19:56.450 --> 01:19:58.884 but you don't have the content anymore. 01:19:59.817 --> 01:20:02.251 As long as the practise has the content 01:20:02.946 --> 01:20:04.526 and it's not the outer form, 01:20:04.798 --> 01:20:09.005 it will always nourish you and nourish others as well. 01:20:19.663 --> 01:20:21.943 So dear friends, thank you for listening. 01:20:22.729 --> 01:20:24.956 We now hear three sounds of the bell. 01:20:32.320 --> 01:20:33.864 [the bell is awoken] 01:20:36.649 --> 01:20:41.763 [the bell is invited] 01:21:07.945 --> 01:21:13.776 [the bell is invited] 01:21:37.724 --> 01:21:45.563 [the bell is invited]