1 00:00:08,319 --> 00:00:10,215 Thank you very much! 2 00:00:10,215 --> 00:00:15,218 So, I've learned a lot of lessons as an investigative reporter, 3 00:00:15,218 --> 00:00:18,049 and I thought we'd just get right into it. 4 00:00:18,049 --> 00:00:22,003 Lesson number one: you could get somebody killed. 5 00:00:22,003 --> 00:00:23,707 (Laughter) 6 00:00:23,707 --> 00:00:27,093 I've reported on organized crime for a long time over the years 7 00:00:27,093 --> 00:00:31,955 and in 1980 in particular, I covered organized crime in Chicago, 8 00:00:31,955 --> 00:00:38,758 and a multi-millionaire mob bookmaker by the name of William "B .J." Jahoda. 9 00:00:38,758 --> 00:00:40,797 He worked for the Cicero crew. 10 00:00:40,797 --> 00:00:45,473 We in Chicago know that back in the day, that means it was Al Capone's territory. 11 00:00:45,513 --> 00:00:47,719 He worked for a mob. 12 00:00:48,942 --> 00:00:51,251 What do we say about Rocky Infelice? 13 00:00:51,276 --> 00:00:53,108 A really bad guy. 14 00:00:53,155 --> 00:00:56,633 It was one of the cruelest, toughest, meanest crews 15 00:00:56,633 --> 00:01:00,545 and Rocky Infelice was someone to be reckoned with. 16 00:01:00,545 --> 00:01:03,796 "B" is what we called Jahoda, what everybody called Jahoda. 17 00:01:03,796 --> 00:01:08,491 He was a formal newspaper guy, he was a brilliant word-smith. 18 00:01:08,523 --> 00:01:12,850 He was an operator, he could do the numbers in his head. 19 00:01:12,850 --> 00:01:19,255 And he could keep books, and count odds and could figure it out. 20 00:01:19,255 --> 00:01:22,378 But it was also, at the heart of it, a decent man. 21 00:01:22,378 --> 00:01:25,704 Over many profitable years, Rocky get very testy, 22 00:01:25,704 --> 00:01:28,021 because they were renegade bookmakers in Chicago. 23 00:01:28,061 --> 00:01:31,339 They were independent guys, they weren't kicking over to the Outfit, 24 00:01:31,339 --> 00:01:33,002 and that was a bad thing. 25 00:01:33,002 --> 00:01:36,964 Rocky ordered Jahoda to go pick some of those guys up 26 00:01:36,964 --> 00:01:41,135 on some ruse or another and then, drop them off. 27 00:01:41,135 --> 00:01:45,044 "Drop them off" said Rocky, "and don't look back!" 28 00:01:45,044 --> 00:01:49,959 Well, one of those bookmakers was slaughtered in B.J.'s own kitchen. 29 00:01:49,959 --> 00:01:51,715 It was a bloody mess. 30 00:01:51,715 --> 00:01:57,497 He couldn't take it anymore and in 1989, he agreed to be wired up by the feds 31 00:01:57,497 --> 00:02:01,289 to take down Rocky and his crew, and believe me, this was a first, 32 00:02:01,289 --> 00:02:03,025 this never happened in Chicago. 33 00:02:03,048 --> 00:02:07,170 Nobody penetrated the Chicago Outfit and the whole street crew, 34 00:02:07,170 --> 00:02:10,965 but Bill Jahoda did, and at great peril. 35 00:02:10,965 --> 00:02:14,100 The first time he put on a wireless microphone, 36 00:02:14,100 --> 00:02:17,371 he thought it would be some little tiny transistor radio. 37 00:02:17,371 --> 00:02:22,374 It was the size of a pack of cigarettes and they put it in the small of his back. 38 00:02:22,374 --> 00:02:24,413 He said it was like a brick. 39 00:02:24,413 --> 00:02:27,505 He said when he went into his first undercover meeting, 40 00:02:27,530 --> 00:02:30,386 he felt like a San Diego chicken in a funeral parlor, 41 00:02:30,411 --> 00:02:31,955 he thought everybody knew. 42 00:02:32,582 --> 00:02:37,321 After six weeks of unbelievable testimony in Federal Court, 43 00:02:37,321 --> 00:02:40,988 including that most memorable moment I sat through, 44 00:02:41,013 --> 00:02:43,168 when even the judge laughed, 45 00:02:43,168 --> 00:02:47,215 because B was describing Rose Laws, a famous Chicago madam, 46 00:02:47,215 --> 00:02:51,977 and how she would provide "her girls" to the boys in Rocky's crew. 47 00:02:52,012 --> 00:02:54,758 Jahoda called it "horizontal refreshment." 48 00:02:54,783 --> 00:02:56,501 (Laughter) 49 00:02:56,567 --> 00:03:00,035 B.J. Jahoda took down the whole street crew. 50 00:03:00,067 --> 00:03:05,548 Rocky went to prison, B went into hiding, into witness protection. 51 00:03:05,548 --> 00:03:09,379 And he decided to give me his first TV interview. 52 00:03:09,379 --> 00:03:11,302 We were terrified. 53 00:03:11,327 --> 00:03:13,220 The Mob wanted to kill him. 54 00:03:13,250 --> 00:03:15,678 We had to be careful about the meeting place. 55 00:03:15,710 --> 00:03:19,951 We decided on a hotel in Wisconsin, outside the northern district of Illinois. 56 00:03:19,951 --> 00:03:22,181 But you know, we don't travel light. 57 00:03:22,206 --> 00:03:26,017 So we had 2 camera crews, 3 producers, me, 58 00:03:26,017 --> 00:03:30,810 and if somebody watched the Channel 5 news, they could spot me. 59 00:03:30,850 --> 00:03:34,514 We were terrified that we were going to get him killed, 60 00:03:34,514 --> 00:03:38,334 and I think B was pretty worried about it too. 61 00:03:38,334 --> 00:03:40,127 We didn't get him killed, thank God! 62 00:03:40,167 --> 00:03:42,556 And in the interview, I've got to tell you, 63 00:03:42,581 --> 00:03:44,708 it was just something! 64 00:03:44,828 --> 00:03:50,052 Because people called him a rat, we called the story "Diary of a Rat." 65 00:03:50,052 --> 00:03:52,631 B. J. Jahoda did his civic duty, 66 00:03:52,663 --> 00:03:55,798 and stopped helping people get killed, 67 00:03:55,823 --> 00:03:57,155 but it was pretty tough. 68 00:03:57,186 --> 00:04:00,706 And when the interview was almost over, I said: 69 00:04:00,706 --> 00:04:04,642 "Do you still everyday fear for your life?" 70 00:04:04,642 --> 00:04:06,977 And he said: "Let me just put it to you this way." 71 00:04:07,002 --> 00:04:11,468 "They'd start the party by scooping out my eyeballs with a teaspoon." 72 00:04:11,986 --> 00:04:16,724 Lesson two: somebody may want to kill you. 73 00:04:16,724 --> 00:04:21,343 My next door neighbour called one morning frantically and said: 74 00:04:21,380 --> 00:04:24,824 "Who are the guys in your backyard with the weapons under their arms?" 75 00:04:24,824 --> 00:04:26,205 (Laughter) 76 00:04:26,574 --> 00:04:31,384 It was a long story, but it begins with a guy named Jeff Fort. 77 00:04:31,384 --> 00:04:33,391 Fort is in federal prison now, 78 00:04:33,416 --> 00:04:36,019 he's been in and out for these many years. 79 00:04:36,019 --> 00:04:38,629 But even to this day, he remains 80 00:04:38,629 --> 00:04:43,062 one of Chicago's most feared and most notorious gang leaders. 81 00:04:43,087 --> 00:04:44,992 He was a child of the Great Migration. 82 00:04:45,016 --> 00:04:48,801 He came up from Aberdeen, Mississippi, 83 00:04:48,833 --> 00:04:53,072 in the 50s, to Woodlawn on the South Side of Chicago. 84 00:04:53,072 --> 00:04:55,366 And it was odd, because he was skinny, 85 00:04:55,391 --> 00:04:58,136 semi-literate at best, 86 00:04:58,160 --> 00:04:59,418 but he was magical. 87 00:04:59,443 --> 00:05:00,746 He was a leader. 88 00:05:00,771 --> 00:05:04,675 He led thousands of followers in the 60s and 70s, 89 00:05:04,731 --> 00:05:07,072 and they called him "Angel." 90 00:05:07,287 --> 00:05:10,827 And in the Lyndon Johnson War on Poverty's years, 91 00:05:10,827 --> 00:05:14,126 Jeff Fort got some of that federal money, about a million dollars, 92 00:05:14,126 --> 00:05:18,867 that went to community organizations and people with natural leadership. 93 00:05:19,296 --> 00:05:23,399 And he scammed the government, stole the money, went to federal prison. 94 00:05:24,496 --> 00:05:27,813 But smart enough to realize in federal prison 95 00:05:27,838 --> 00:05:33,568 that religious organizations experience a level of constitutional protection. 96 00:05:33,599 --> 00:05:37,472 So he went: "Aha! I will form a religion, not a gang!" 97 00:05:37,527 --> 00:05:43,009 It came to be known as the El Rukns, a Muslim religious organization. 98 00:05:43,009 --> 00:05:47,231 And out of prison Jeff came back to the streets of Chicago 99 00:05:47,256 --> 00:05:49,289 with his El Rukns. 100 00:05:49,289 --> 00:05:54,796 The Rukns were not just deadly, they were small, they were secretive. 101 00:05:54,821 --> 00:06:00,163 And the government had a hell of time penetrating them and tried for many years. 102 00:06:00,432 --> 00:06:03,995 Jeff quickly went back to prison on a different charge, 103 00:06:03,995 --> 00:06:05,909 it was was a drug charge. 104 00:06:05,945 --> 00:06:09,913 And besides being a religious leader, he was very good on a pay phone. 105 00:06:10,008 --> 00:06:13,603 And so, from the pay phone in another joint, 106 00:06:13,642 --> 00:06:17,492 for 3500 hours of wire taps, the feds were listening in, 107 00:06:17,525 --> 00:06:22,112 as he instructed his followers to make a deal with Muammar Gaddafi. 108 00:06:22,137 --> 00:06:23,399 And they go to Libya. 109 00:06:23,424 --> 00:06:27,035 Because they are Muslims and will get to know Gaddafi. 110 00:06:27,053 --> 00:06:30,743 And for 2.5 million dollars, Jeff's group promises 111 00:06:30,768 --> 00:06:34,538 promises that they will commit acts of domestic terrorism 112 00:06:34,563 --> 00:06:37,172 and shoot airliners out of the sky. 113 00:06:37,230 --> 00:06:40,452 And the feds got him. 114 00:06:40,477 --> 00:06:43,532 And he was in terrible trouble in that trial. 115 00:06:43,557 --> 00:06:46,381 In the meantime, I'm doing a documentary on him, 116 00:06:46,381 --> 00:06:47,769 it's called "Angel of Fear." 117 00:06:47,801 --> 00:06:49,179 And the phone rings at home, 118 00:06:49,204 --> 00:06:51,347 and it's an El Rukn hitman named Billy Doyle 119 00:06:51,358 --> 00:06:53,656 and El Rukn hitmen don't call reporters at home, 120 00:06:53,681 --> 00:06:56,316 so I knew I was in trouble. 121 00:06:56,876 --> 00:07:00,268 I called NBC, I called the feds and I called the police. 122 00:07:00,268 --> 00:07:02,791 I didn't want to call anybody, because as a reporter, 123 00:07:02,816 --> 00:07:04,196 you belong to nobody's club. 124 00:07:04,244 --> 00:07:06,244 NBC sent in security, 125 00:07:06,269 --> 00:07:09,243 the feds and police were watching the house. 126 00:07:09,243 --> 00:07:12,496 The security system that was installed came with a panic button 127 00:07:12,512 --> 00:07:15,092 that looks like a garage door opener, 128 00:07:15,117 --> 00:07:16,930 and if you punch it with your finger, 129 00:07:16,966 --> 00:07:20,108 it creates a class-one emergency and cops come to your house. 130 00:07:20,140 --> 00:07:23,584 One morning, I am in the tub, with my six month old son, 131 00:07:23,609 --> 00:07:26,706 and my two-year-old comes into the bathroom and goes: "Look, mom!" 132 00:07:27,203 --> 00:07:28,203 (Laughter) 133 00:07:28,228 --> 00:07:31,179 I knew I had 30 seconds 134 00:07:31,204 --> 00:07:35,267 to either take my mascara out from under my eyes or put on a robe, 135 00:07:35,307 --> 00:07:39,603 because in 30 seconds the cops were at the door, the doorbell was ringing. 136 00:07:39,603 --> 00:07:43,777 When I opened the door, there were two men in firing position, 137 00:07:43,777 --> 00:07:48,745 they had run through the wet cement next door, 138 00:07:48,770 --> 00:07:51,968 where they were relaying sidewalks, cement was on their shoes... 139 00:07:51,992 --> 00:07:55,563 And I said: "I'm so sorry! I'm so sorry! I really am sorry!" 140 00:07:55,603 --> 00:07:58,087 Next day, I called Jeff's lawyer, and I said: 141 00:07:58,126 --> 00:08:00,690 "Tell him he made a really bad mistake in doing this." 142 00:08:00,714 --> 00:08:02,872 The lawyer said: "Jeff says he's sorry." 143 00:08:03,452 --> 00:08:05,793 But I knew I had to say sorry to somebody else. 144 00:08:05,848 --> 00:08:07,269 Early the next morning, 145 00:08:07,294 --> 00:08:11,530 I packed up the kids, baby on my back, Josh next to me. 146 00:08:11,531 --> 00:08:15,533 We get a cab, we go to Dunkin' Donuts, get 12 dozen donuts, 147 00:08:15,533 --> 00:08:17,826 put them in the cab, drive to the 18th district. 148 00:08:17,866 --> 00:08:21,707 A hooker and a drunk hold open the door as they've been let out of the tank. 149 00:08:21,731 --> 00:08:25,506 We go into the 18th district I put Josh up on the desk, 150 00:08:25,516 --> 00:08:28,889 and I said: "Josh, tell the sergeant that we are sorry." 151 00:08:28,914 --> 00:08:30,016 (Laughter) 152 00:08:30,048 --> 00:08:32,746 And the cop, who had an Irish brogue, of course, 153 00:08:32,772 --> 00:08:34,945 goes "Oh ma'am, don't be so hard on the boy!" 154 00:08:34,945 --> 00:08:36,039 (Laughter) 155 00:08:36,221 --> 00:08:38,673 Lesson number three: prepare to be unpopular. 156 00:08:38,712 --> 00:08:42,238 Over the years, we've done stories on the most popular people in our midst. 157 00:08:42,253 --> 00:08:45,508 That would include Michael Jordan at the pinnacle of his career, 158 00:08:45,657 --> 00:08:49,928 Barrack Obama at the beginning of his historic ascendancy to the presidency. 159 00:08:49,928 --> 00:08:53,166 And we are currently at The Sun-Times engaged in yet another story 160 00:08:53,191 --> 00:08:54,943 about the nephew of the Daley clan 161 00:08:54,968 --> 00:08:57,127 and whether he got special consideration 162 00:08:57,175 --> 00:09:00,421 in an altercation resulting in the death of a young man in 2004 163 00:09:00,463 --> 00:09:02,190 for which he had not been charged. 164 00:09:02,690 --> 00:09:06,158 All three of those stories have generated great controversy for us. 165 00:09:06,197 --> 00:09:11,255 Jordan's charity was designed really as a public relations thing for him; 166 00:09:11,255 --> 00:09:15,742 giving money to the needy was only a tiny percentage of it. 167 00:09:15,742 --> 00:09:19,204 Obama had a well-connected fundraiser named Tony Rezko 168 00:09:19,204 --> 00:09:21,954 whom he didn't want talk about during that first campaign, 169 00:09:21,979 --> 00:09:23,521 and we did. 170 00:09:23,568 --> 00:09:27,552 It took 18 months to persuade him to come to our editorial board and explain it. 171 00:09:28,957 --> 00:09:34,378 There's been a special prosecutor appointed in the case of the Daley nephew 172 00:09:34,378 --> 00:09:36,624 and the young man who died, David Koschman. 173 00:09:36,664 --> 00:09:40,140 There has been push-back on all of these stories, 174 00:09:40,164 --> 00:09:43,518 from all kinds of people, but we did the stories anyway, 175 00:09:43,518 --> 00:09:47,656 because it is a privilege to be a reporter. 176 00:09:48,337 --> 00:09:51,756 In exchange for that privilege, I always tell journalism students, 177 00:09:51,756 --> 00:09:54,457 that you give up some of your normal rights as a citizen. 178 00:09:54,491 --> 00:09:57,387 Which means you don't belong to a political party, 179 00:09:57,443 --> 00:09:59,657 you don't belong to a special interest group, 180 00:09:59,673 --> 00:10:02,776 and sometimes, you don't get invited very many places to dinner, 181 00:10:02,830 --> 00:10:04,739 because people don't want talk to you. 182 00:10:04,739 --> 00:10:05,939 And you know what? 183 00:10:06,338 --> 00:10:07,338 That's OK. 184 00:10:08,386 --> 00:10:09,846 Lesson number [four]: 185 00:10:09,871 --> 00:10:12,433 prepare to get more credit than you deserve. 186 00:10:12,449 --> 00:10:16,346 In 1997, I quit my job at NBC 187 00:10:16,371 --> 00:10:18,641 and so did my co-anchor, Ron Magers. 188 00:10:18,672 --> 00:10:22,744 At that time, NBC was under quite a different management, they're gone now. 189 00:10:23,079 --> 00:10:26,603 But they had decided to jazz up our newscast, 190 00:10:26,603 --> 00:10:30,511 and they believed that doing that would be best accomplished 191 00:10:30,511 --> 00:10:32,665 by hiring Jerry Springer as a commentator 192 00:10:32,681 --> 00:10:34,951 whom we would introduce on the 10 o'clock news. 193 00:10:34,975 --> 00:10:40,927 Ron and I felt it would forever wreck the integrity and credibility we'd built. 194 00:10:43,181 --> 00:10:45,967 We protested that it would be a mistake. 195 00:10:45,992 --> 00:10:48,539 We lost, they won. 196 00:10:48,564 --> 00:10:49,810 We quit. 197 00:10:49,826 --> 00:10:51,239 Our audience went on revolt, 198 00:10:51,264 --> 00:10:54,015 called in so many calls, they melted down the switchboard. 199 00:10:54,057 --> 00:10:55,819 ten thousand calls came in, and voom. 200 00:10:55,819 --> 00:10:57,604 Ron and I got a lot of attention. 201 00:10:57,620 --> 00:11:00,473 National new stories were done about us, 202 00:11:00,510 --> 00:11:03,204 we're given credit, praise and all that. 203 00:11:03,204 --> 00:11:05,410 The fact of the matter 204 00:11:05,435 --> 00:11:08,838 is that people quit their jobs every day on principle. 205 00:11:09,444 --> 00:11:12,000 I got 2000 letters, easily, 206 00:11:12,025 --> 00:11:15,039 one of them from the wife of a DCFS, 207 00:11:15,040 --> 00:11:17,452 Department of Children and Family Services worker, 208 00:11:17,468 --> 00:11:22,595 a guy who refused to relocate battered children in a shelter in Chicago 209 00:11:22,595 --> 00:11:26,198 because he believed they would be sexually prayed upon there. 210 00:11:26,198 --> 00:11:27,428 He was fired. 211 00:11:28,185 --> 00:11:31,986 I went to the grocery store one day, and the butcher there, his name was Bruno, 212 00:11:32,011 --> 00:11:35,154 told me how he, the sole support of a wife and kids, 213 00:11:35,201 --> 00:11:38,343 refused, at another store he worked at, to short-weigh meat, 214 00:11:38,367 --> 00:11:42,161 put his thumb on the scale. 215 00:11:42,797 --> 00:11:44,582 And he was fired. 216 00:11:45,376 --> 00:11:49,645 The social worker and the butcher didn't got all that press that we got, 217 00:11:49,645 --> 00:11:52,645 didn't get the attention, nobody wrote a story about them. 218 00:11:52,699 --> 00:11:57,850 And they took risks that were far greater than we did, 219 00:11:57,850 --> 00:12:02,183 for rewards that were far less than Ron and I experienced. 220 00:12:02,867 --> 00:12:07,556 The day after I quit NBC, there was a letter left for me at home. 221 00:12:07,556 --> 00:12:10,869 No post mark, no real return address. 222 00:12:10,869 --> 00:12:14,161 It was from B.J. Jahoda, who picked it up on the news. 223 00:12:14,185 --> 00:12:18,448 He was somewhere in witness protection, and the letter read: 224 00:12:18,448 --> 00:12:23,948 "Dear Doll, sometimes, we just have to walk away. Love, B." 225 00:12:25,882 --> 00:12:28,597 Lesson five... 226 00:12:28,622 --> 00:12:33,352 be prepared for what you cannot prepare for. 227 00:12:34,444 --> 00:12:39,698 There's a sense of mission for most of us in my business, a sense or purpose. 228 00:12:39,698 --> 00:12:44,938 Like an emergency room nurse that runs in when something happens, 229 00:12:44,938 --> 00:12:49,132 or a firefighter who hears the fire call and goes. 230 00:12:50,267 --> 00:12:52,925 It's not just because you're supposed to do it, 231 00:12:52,949 --> 00:12:54,331 because you trained to do it. 232 00:12:54,355 --> 00:12:58,228 It's because you want to do it, because you believe in doing it. 233 00:12:58,284 --> 00:13:01,228 On 9/11, I was in New York, 234 00:13:01,253 --> 00:13:03,540 working for "60 Minutes," and "60 Minutes II." 235 00:13:03,564 --> 00:13:06,052 Like a classic Midwesterner, I'm in there way early, 236 00:13:06,084 --> 00:13:07,774 because New Yorkers come in later. 237 00:13:07,838 --> 00:13:11,830 And there are monitors, of course, everywhere in those places. 238 00:13:11,861 --> 00:13:13,821 And there are only of couple of us there, 239 00:13:13,845 --> 00:13:16,448 and someone screamed out "Oh my God!" 240 00:13:16,471 --> 00:13:20,408 as they saw on TV the first plane hit the first tower. 241 00:13:21,364 --> 00:13:26,631 I'd been a reporter long enough to know when something big happens, 242 00:13:26,631 --> 00:13:30,079 you get there, you get there as fast as you can, 243 00:13:30,079 --> 00:13:32,504 because police lines will close around it 244 00:13:32,544 --> 00:13:37,329 and you won't get close enough to see as much as you need to see. 245 00:13:37,353 --> 00:13:41,622 I headed down to the WTC armed with my trusty phone. 246 00:13:42,292 --> 00:13:44,511 By that time, the second tower had been hit. 247 00:13:44,543 --> 00:13:50,591 And I'm on the West Side highway, as thousands are streaming this way, 248 00:13:50,591 --> 00:13:53,011 I remember one of them said: "Stop, turn around!" 249 00:13:53,035 --> 00:13:56,868 In this crazy sense of invincibility you have when you do the work you do, 250 00:13:56,915 --> 00:14:00,613 I said: "CBS news, don't worry!" 251 00:14:00,613 --> 00:14:01,613 (Laughter) 252 00:14:01,676 --> 00:14:03,644 And I kept going. 253 00:14:03,676 --> 00:14:05,723 I assumed my cell phone would work, 254 00:14:05,771 --> 00:14:12,691 but thousands of cell phones frantically calling jammed every system. 255 00:14:13,023 --> 00:14:18,285 I was on the West Side highway when I saw the first tower 256 00:14:18,310 --> 00:14:19,531 fall to the ground. 257 00:14:21,236 --> 00:14:22,720 And I kept going. 258 00:14:22,743 --> 00:14:28,392 I got around by West street and there is ash on the ground 259 00:14:28,392 --> 00:14:30,944 and there are firefighters, and I showed them my ID, 260 00:14:30,976 --> 00:14:33,047 and one of the firefighters said: 261 00:14:33,126 --> 00:14:36,556 "Just walk down the middle of the road, because there is falling stuff." 262 00:14:36,581 --> 00:14:38,885 And there were stretchers, but nobody was on them 263 00:14:38,941 --> 00:14:40,425 and paramedics were waiting. 264 00:14:40,425 --> 00:14:46,083 And that's when, as I'm walking down, I feel the ground rumble. 265 00:14:46,128 --> 00:14:51,398 And the firefighter ahead of me turns around, screams "Run!" 266 00:14:51,398 --> 00:14:54,715 I could see a fireball come out of the base of the building, 267 00:14:54,755 --> 00:14:57,144 probably the ignition of jet fuel, 268 00:14:57,169 --> 00:15:00,153 as the building began to collapse. 269 00:15:00,184 --> 00:15:02,461 But you don't have time to look at those things. 270 00:15:02,486 --> 00:15:03,891 I turned, I fell, 271 00:15:03,916 --> 00:15:07,599 he grabbed me by my waist, threw me on my feet. 272 00:15:08,288 --> 00:15:11,974 And we ran, and he had the foresight 273 00:15:11,999 --> 00:15:15,911 to spot another building that had a marble overhang, 274 00:15:15,951 --> 00:15:21,070 and he slammed me against it, and he covered my body with his. 275 00:15:21,111 --> 00:15:25,642 I could feel his heart banging against my backbone, 276 00:15:25,658 --> 00:15:28,277 because it was pounding so hard. 277 00:15:29,838 --> 00:15:33,861 The morning light had turned completely black in a second. 278 00:15:33,901 --> 00:15:36,353 There were particles everywhere. 279 00:15:36,774 --> 00:15:39,767 You know, there were particles of people, 280 00:15:39,792 --> 00:15:43,869 and desks, and buildings, 281 00:15:43,870 --> 00:15:47,291 and pens and things, and we couldn't see. 282 00:15:47,339 --> 00:15:51,246 Couldn't see your hand in front of your face, because it was so black. 283 00:15:51,270 --> 00:15:54,523 I thought to myself, this is really how firefighters die. 284 00:15:54,587 --> 00:15:58,761 It isn't the flames, it is the smoke, because you can't breathe. 285 00:15:58,785 --> 00:16:03,348 The firefighter, once we felt that the building was down, 286 00:16:03,388 --> 00:16:07,292 handed me off to a New York City police officer, 287 00:16:07,317 --> 00:16:11,645 who literally, held my hand, as we put our hands over our faces 288 00:16:12,026 --> 00:16:16,287 to try to keep going, try to find more and more light, to find our way out. 289 00:16:17,090 --> 00:16:21,915 I didn't think to ask the firefighter's name. 290 00:16:21,978 --> 00:16:26,073 I did not ask the firefighter to tell me who he was. 291 00:16:26,144 --> 00:16:29,421 And that haunts me to this day. 292 00:16:30,064 --> 00:16:34,103 What kind of reporter was I, you know, that I didn't think to get his name! 293 00:16:34,119 --> 00:16:35,809 I got everybody else's after that. 294 00:16:35,834 --> 00:16:37,207 I got the police officer's, 295 00:16:37,231 --> 00:16:39,945 I got the people who put the oxygen on me. 296 00:16:39,969 --> 00:16:44,579 I got some paramedics who got me half way down the street. 297 00:16:44,604 --> 00:16:46,995 I got the name of the bus driver 298 00:16:46,995 --> 00:16:52,866 who let me hijack his bus to take me to the CBS broadcast center. 299 00:16:53,757 --> 00:16:56,558 Just not the firefighter's name, not his. 300 00:16:56,630 --> 00:16:58,304 I don't know if he survived. 301 00:16:58,360 --> 00:17:03,344 He turned back, and went back to the site of the second fall. 302 00:17:03,407 --> 00:17:06,295 I've looked for him, I've written letters to authorities, 303 00:17:06,351 --> 00:17:09,779 I've told this story like this often in hopes that someday, somewhere, 304 00:17:09,803 --> 00:17:11,430 someone will know who he is. 305 00:17:12,742 --> 00:17:16,036 I got on the set, at CBS, sat down next to Dan Rather, 306 00:17:16,060 --> 00:17:20,640 covered in dust, and I reported what I'd seen. 307 00:17:22,309 --> 00:17:25,299 The biggest lesson I have learned of all, 308 00:17:25,332 --> 00:17:29,284 every story, every day, every year that I do this... 309 00:17:30,157 --> 00:17:34,173 Is that it is a privilege to be a reporter. 310 00:17:34,570 --> 00:17:35,888 To do this work. 311 00:17:36,610 --> 00:17:37,793 Thank you very much. 312 00:17:37,818 --> 00:17:39,292 (Applause)