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Dialogue: 0,0:00:22.42,0:00:25.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I keep looking at it, I have to go back and start working again.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:31.90,0:00:36.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What I'm looking for is resolution. I have it one day and I don't have it the next day.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:36.82,0:00:43.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's why being an artist is so great because you can get that kind of satisfaction.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:43.60,0:00:49.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The thing that has been hard about these paintings, is I don't know how I'm gonna get them resolved.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:52.32,0:00:56.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I thought, when I did the drawings for this painting, I was very excited.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:56.92,0:01:00.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They looked really great to me. And then I blew it up,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:00.67,0:01:09.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And the guys who make these forms for me put it together, made it, and it came back to the studio.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:09.22,0:01:13.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And, you know, the minute I saw it, I just didn't see how it was gonna go together at all.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:13.66,0:01:17.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Even before I touched it. Just the way the forms were working.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:17.41,0:01:19.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"What was I thinking of! This is gonna be horrible."
Dialogue: 0,0:01:19.94,0:01:24.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And it was really, really a long journey with this painting.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:25.40,0:01:26.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The colors I thought I thought I was going to use, none of them worked in the beginning.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:26.36,0:01:26.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But that's nothing new.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:26.94,0:01:27.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The whole painting was painful.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Usually, what happens is when I start to really hate it, it starts to go someplace.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's almost as though you have to get down into that place where
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You absolutely hate it and want to rip it off the wall and throw it out,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To start getting into it. It's very strange.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For instance, that particular blue-pie shape with the spinal column going through it,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I wanted something through the center, it needed something in the middle,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That was going off-center in the form. I had a zig-zaggy line for a while.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For a while, I liked it, and then I came in one day, and I said, "No."
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The spinal column ended up being a kind of way to get through the shape into the next shape.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The resolution has to happen without anybody seeing it, not even me.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But I know that it's there. I feel that it's there.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There's a moment when I start to feel it with this painting. And I don't think I can describe it
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But I feel that with it because I can stop it.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When I look at it, instead of being this battle, this conflict that I have to pull together,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can look at it peacefully.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Man] Lift for the blocks. Come on Steve, put the block man.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Man] No, not on the chicken head.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When it feels right, it is such a natural thing, when you realize that something really is completed.