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Dialogue: 0,0:00:00.00,0:00:26.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\i1}rc3 prerol sound{\i0}
Dialogue: 0,0:00:26.85,0:00:29.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Herald: Oh, oh, this is Whabl. I will\Nstart with an English introduction and
Dialogue: 0,0:00:29.20,0:00:33.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,followed up with the German one. Welcome\Nto the "Kate Sheppad turning in her
Dialogue: 0,0:00:33.23,0:00:37.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,grave"- talk here at the Haecksen Stream\Nduring the next 20 minutes. The mother,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:37.83,0:00:42.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,musician and geek catalyst will take we\Ntalk about sexism in the professional and
Dialogue: 0,0:00:42.04,0:00:46.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,personal life in the 21st century. During\Nthe talks, she will mentioned violence and
Dialogue: 0,0:00:46.56,0:00:51.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,pornography, but without any expert\Nimages. After the talk, you can join us in
Dialogue: 0,0:00:51.36,0:00:53.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the Q&A, which is hosted on the Big Blue\Nbutton. Herzlich Willkommen zum nächsten
Dialogue: 0,0:00:53.83,0:00:55.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Talk "Kate Shepard must be turning in her\Ngrave". In den nächsten 20 Minuten die
Dialogue: 0,0:00:55.83,0:00:56.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mutter, Musikerin und Katalyst wird über\NSexism im professionellen und persönlichem
Dialogue: 0,0:00:56.83,0:00:59.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Leben, Gewalt, Pornographie sprechen im\N21. Jahrhundert. Während des Talks wird
Dialogue: 0,0:00:59.83,0:01:01.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Gewalt und Pornografie erwähnt, ohne\Nexpliziten Bildern. Nach dem Talk seid ihr
Dialogue: 0,0:01:01.83,0:01:03.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,herrzlich eingeladen zu Q&A der Haecksen\Nzu BigBlueButton zu kommen. Viel Spaß!
Dialogue: 0,0:01:03.83,0:01:05.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\i1}Eine Frau Spricht.{\i0} Kate Shepard must be\Nturning in her grave. aNixon, sponsoring
Dialogue: 0,0:01:05.83,0:01:06.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,incidents in which our music isn't on our\Nlist was sexist, Muslim, 5.10, wolfish
Dialogue: 0,0:01:06.83,0:01:08.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mumford does. I don't want to see one\Nthat's even just talk, said Gabbidon.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:08.83,0:01:15.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Pornography, having skipped over a kind of\Nexplicit bidder. That's him. Talk. Angela
Dialogue: 0,0:01:15.45,0:01:18.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Consumption and Hexham Big Two weapons\NPierce Parsons. Kate Sheppard would be
Dialogue: 0,0:01:18.24,0:01:23.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,turning in her grave. This is the\Npresentation by me. In October of this
Dialogue: 0,0:01:23.55,0:01:29.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,year at the ripe age of forty four, I\Nstarted to study IT. I am going to become
Dialogue: 0,0:01:29.03,0:01:34.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a Fachinformatikerin, specializing in\Nsystem administration or, as the Germans
Dialogue: 0,0:01:34.53,0:01:39.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,call it, physi. It's a big deal for me\Nbecause I haven't got any completed
Dialogue: 0,0:01:39.72,0:01:45.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,qualifications yet exit from my university\Nentrance. I was ineligible to become a
Dialogue: 0,0:01:45.68,0:01:55.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,baker, but I'm really glad that I took a\Nleap and started learning IT instead. I
Dialogue: 0,0:01:55.73,0:01:59.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was privileged enough to get a\NBildungsgutschein. I had to go to
Dialogue: 0,0:01:59.09,0:02:04.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Amazon.com over the summer and do German\Nand math and logic tests, which were good
Dialogue: 0,0:02:04.72,0:02:10.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,enough to convince that I can tour to let\Nme do the course. And because of corona,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:10.33,0:02:16.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it's entirely online. I don't even have to\Nleave the house to get an education. It's
Dialogue: 0,0:02:16.12,0:02:19.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,just perfect right now. I feel so\Nprivileged. First of all, to be able to
Dialogue: 0,0:02:19.80,0:02:24.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,retrain as an older student as it is. But\Nsecondly, I don't have to go out into the
Dialogue: 0,0:02:24.53,0:02:29.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,world every day in the middle of a\Npandemic. It's perfect! So I had zero
Dialogue: 0,0:02:29.95,0:02:34.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,strategy or even a proper strong will\Nabout learning when I was 18 and went to
Dialogue: 0,0:02:34.86,0:02:40.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,university during my uncompleted music\Nstudies. I took a 101 introduction to
Dialogue: 0,0:02:40.88,0:02:45.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,computer science, but it was clear after\Nthe first two lectures that I should have
Dialogue: 0,0:02:45.58,0:02:49.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,taken the one or two instead, which was\Nthe basic course for the actual degree
Dialogue: 0,0:02:49.67,0:02:56.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,path. I was this close. But although we\Nwere shown the basic hardware after that,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:56.16,0:03:01.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,this is five months of Microsoft Office,\Nsadly. And by the time I realized I was
Dialogue: 0,0:03:01.80,0:03:06.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,two behind on the material to be able to\Nswitch to the other course, but I always
Dialogue: 0,0:03:06.78,0:03:11.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,had an interest in computers. The first\Nfrom figuring out how I could use my dad's
Dialogue: 0,0:03:11.44,0:03:16.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,old work dos work computer as a word\Nprocessor, copying basic programs out of a
Dialogue: 0,0:03:16.48,0:03:23.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,book onto a C64, or nervously trying out\Nthe single Apple computer at the tiny two
Dialogue: 0,0:03:23.57,0:03:29.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,classroom country school I went to. I come\Nfrom New Zealand, which is famous for
Dialogue: 0,0:03:29.83,0:03:36.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,being actually paradise. I get asked about\Nonce a week. What are you doing here?
Dialogue: 0,0:03:36.31,0:03:42.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,These days, I like to answer. I really\Nlike corona. Yeah, that's not a lot going
Dialogue: 0,0:03:42.50,0:03:47.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,on in New Zealand, though, is a bit too\Nfinite for my personal tastes. I did this
Dialogue: 0,0:03:47.79,0:03:52.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,weird mess when I left, which was based\Nupon increasing the amount of possible
Dialogue: 0,0:03:52.42,0:03:59.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,things that could happen to me. I mean,\Nhow could I resist? But the challenges of
Dialogue: 0,0:03:59.36,0:04:04.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,concentrated, detailed learning and my\Nmiddle age, I feel it's necessary and very
Dialogue: 0,0:04:04.13,0:04:10.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,helpful to call on some girl bosses and\Nstrong role models. I have a very daunting
Dialogue: 0,0:04:10.16,0:04:14.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,mission ahead of me, and I don't have time\Nfor doubt or distraction, especially with
Dialogue: 0,0:04:14.93,0:04:19.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,its five year old kid to care for as well.\NWill tell me that I look fat at the drop
Dialogue: 0,0:04:19.32,0:04:25.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of a hat. There are some amazing women who\Nhave come out of New Zealand, for example,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:25.92,0:04:31.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,on the left, you have Jane Batten, who\Nmade long-distance solo airplane journeys.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:31.35,0:04:36.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And on the right, this incredible woman as\NNancy White, who was a New Zealander, a
Dialogue: 0,0:04:36.35,0:04:42.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nurse and a journalist who went joined the\NFrench Foreign Legion in World War Two.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:42.54,0:04:47.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She got the codename the White Mouse, and\Nshe once killed an SS officer with her
Dialogue: 0,0:04:47.54,0:04:52.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,bare hands. She had a five million franc\Nprice on her head and was the most
Dialogue: 0,0:04:52.01,0:04:59.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,decorated allied woman of World War Two.\NAnd this is Kate shippers who wasn't
Dialogue: 0,0:04:59.57,0:05:03.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,actually born in New Zealand, she was born\Nin the UK, but her work is credited with
Dialogue: 0,0:05:03.65,0:05:08.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,being the catalyst for New Zealand being\Nthe first country on the entire planet to
Dialogue: 0,0:05:08.24,0:05:14.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,give women the vote in 1893, who work also\Nhad a profound influence on other
Dialogue: 0,0:05:14.60,0:05:19.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,countries, also making this improvement.\NHere she is featured currently on New
Dialogue: 0,0:05:19.31,0:05:26.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zealand's $10 bill and this is my great\Ngreat grandmother, Jemima. Born in New
Dialogue: 0,0:05:26.27,0:05:31.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zealand in 1860, and she was one of the\Nfirst woman in the world who was able to
Dialogue: 0,0:05:31.09,0:05:38.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,vote. There's another hero who appeared\Nlike a headmistress, the kind of angel to
Dialogue: 0,0:05:38.54,0:05:44.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,me and my youth. Helen Clark delivered a\Nfiery speech at my school final assembly.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:44.16,0:05:48.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She was the second ever serving prime\Nminister of New Zealand, but the first one
Dialogue: 0,0:05:48.57,0:05:54.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,who is actually a less elected to the post\Nand the first one who is actually nice. At
Dialogue: 0,0:05:54.44,0:05:57.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the time she spoke at my school, she'd\Nalready been deputy prime minister for a
Dialogue: 0,0:05:57.45,0:06:03.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,few years and would go on later very soon\Nto become New Zealand's first elected
Dialogue: 0,0:06:03.02,0:06:09.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,female prime minister. Helen recently only\Nnarrowly missed out on becoming secretary
Dialogue: 0,0:06:09.07,0:06:14.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,general of the United Nations. Yeah,\NJacinta gets a lot of credit, but yeah,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:14.20,0:06:19.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Helen was there before. She told us in the\Nspeech that most of us would end up going
Dialogue: 0,0:06:19.48,0:06:24.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,overseas and that when we did that, we\Nshould be the best possible ambassadors
Dialogue: 0,0:06:24.52,0:06:28.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for our little country that we could\Npossibly be. A friend of mine told me
Dialogue: 0,0:06:28.62,0:06:33.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,snappily several years later that in fact,\Nwe should be telling the world that New
Dialogue: 0,0:06:33.15,0:06:36.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zealand is full of drug addicts and\Nprostitutes so that people stop going
Dialogue: 0,0:06:36.59,0:06:41.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,there for the holidays all the time. So\Nit's actually rife with homelessness,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:41.65,0:06:46.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,crime and meth. So maybe go check out\NAustralia instead. But her speech and
Dialogue: 0,0:06:46.96,0:06:53.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,still a curiosity and me and I thought,\NWell, I want to be one of the ones that
Dialogue: 0,0:06:53.05,0:06:59.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,goes. So coming alone from this more\Nexperimental nation in 2000, the birth of
Dialogue: 0,0:06:59.69,0:07:05.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the 20th century. As far as my feet can\Ntake me to the airport, to the beast that
Dialogue: 0,0:07:05.71,0:07:09.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is Europe, I was ready for my eyes and all\Nof my senses to be open wide to this
Dialogue: 0,0:07:09.75,0:07:14.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,incredible continent. That was a source of\Nphilosophy and ideas and science and
Dialogue: 0,0:07:14.63,0:07:19.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,developments. But it seems to be a bit\Npreoccupied with itself trying to decide
Dialogue: 0,0:07:19.83,0:07:24.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,if people with darker skin were actually\Nhumans as well, let alone the fact that
Dialogue: 0,0:07:24.15,0:07:30.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you can't get a decent coffee until about\N10 a.m. in the morning, which is worth.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:30.49,0:07:37.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Which is worth a 20 minute talk in itself.\NThere's definitely some issues that come
Dialogue: 0,0:07:37.56,0:07:44.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,from being a cumbersome burdens dinosaur\Nof a nation. 20 years later and somehow we
Dialogue: 0,0:07:44.09,0:07:48.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,have a universe with fax machine, fax\Nmachines and toxic Telegram groups exist
Dialogue: 0,0:07:48.74,0:07:54.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,at the same point in time. It's certainly\Na sharp contrast to the tiny, fast moving,
Dialogue: 0,0:07:54.88,0:08:02.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,tricky, isolated remote little island in\Nthe South Pacific that I herald from. So
Dialogue: 0,0:08:02.15,0:08:05.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,as I mentioned, New Zealand owes status as\Nthe first country to give women the vote
Dialogue: 0,0:08:05.59,0:08:10.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and a great part to the work of the\Nsuffragette Kate Sheppard. And I think
Dialogue: 0,0:08:10.59,0:08:13.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that had a lot to do with the fact that it\Nwas a small country with a tiny
Dialogue: 0,0:08:13.05,0:08:18.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,population, and that's just simply makes\Nit easier to change things. It was also
Dialogue: 0,0:08:18.31,0:08:22.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,fueled heavily by the wishes of woman's\Nprohibit alcohol, which invariably comes
Dialogue: 0,0:08:22.57,0:08:27.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with violence, which is rife in a colony\Nof much less penetrant social pressures,
Dialogue: 0,0:08:27.93,0:08:34.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,much more isolation and dodgy home brew\Nthan in their homelands. You didn't have
Dialogue: 0,0:08:34.26,0:08:39.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to convince and convert so many people in\NNew Zealand as you had to in Germany. And
Dialogue: 0,0:08:39.18,0:08:41.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in addition to that, you also didn't have\Nto change so many laws because there
Dialogue: 0,0:08:41.86,0:08:48.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,weren't that many laws. Germany always\Nfeels to me like this big, friendly but
Dialogue: 0,0:08:48.18,0:08:53.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,cumbersome bureaucratic dinosaur. But in\Nthe late eighteen hundreds in New Zealand,
Dialogue: 0,0:08:53.60,0:08:57.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,white people only been there for about 50\Nyears. So I think this enables the whole
Dialogue: 0,0:08:57.60,0:09:02.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,process to be streamlined. Opponents\Nlabeled the movement as a leap in the
Dialogue: 0,0:09:02.23,0:09:09.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,dark, but in reality it was a giant leap\Ninto the light. Germany wasn't that far
Dialogue: 0,0:09:09.14,0:09:14.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,behind at this stage. Women had the vote\Nhere by 1919 and directly at the same
Dialogue: 0,0:09:14.68,0:09:20.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,time. Women were also able to be elected\Nto office, which is fantastic. And
Dialogue: 0,0:09:20.70,0:09:24.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,obviously some things happened after that,\Nwhich slowed the whole thing down a bit.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:24.64,0:09:28.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But something I keep hearing again since\NI've been living in this country is, oh
Dialogue: 0,0:09:28.74,0:09:33.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,yeah. But in the 70s, it was still the law\Nhere that women weren't allowed to have
Dialogue: 0,0:09:33.01,0:09:37.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,their own bank accounts without their\Nhusbands signing off on it. So look how
Dialogue: 0,0:09:37.40,0:09:43.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,well we've done considering there, but\Nthis feels to me like an excuse. This is
Dialogue: 0,0:09:43.03,0:09:48.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,50 years ago now, and there's been plenty\Nof time to accelerate this stuff, to kick
Dialogue: 0,0:09:48.60,0:09:54.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,up some kind of quantum feminism to make\Nup for lost cars. If only Germany put as
Dialogue: 0,0:09:54.54,0:10:02.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,much energy into equality as it did and to\Nbuilding car engines. So despite these
Dialogue: 0,0:10:02.01,0:10:06.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,excuses, despite hearing repeatedly from\Nfriends of mine who were living more
Dialogue: 0,0:10:06.05,0:10:11.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,mainstream lives than me, that this glass\Nceiling is dare to be put out by us from
Dialogue: 0,0:10:11.03,0:10:15.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,underneath so that mostly men can look\Ndown through it with a nice, clear view.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:15.92,0:10:21.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Regardless of knowing all of this in my\Nbrain, I was still pretty shocked when I
Dialogue: 0,0:10:21.35,0:10:27.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,started studying IT in 2021 to find out\Nwhether I was on a course with only one
Dialogue: 0,0:10:27.62,0:10:33.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,other woman and with twenty five guys,\Nespecially them with an almost too long in
Dialogue: 0,0:10:33.42,0:10:37.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,particular that there will be a higher\Npercentage of woman. It would be really
Dialogue: 0,0:10:37.67,0:10:41.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nice if Germany could speed it up just a\Nlittle bit and the equality area, because
Dialogue: 0,0:10:41.40,0:10:46.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,this is a field where a lot more women\Nshould be and it's so interesting, so
Dialogue: 0,0:10:46.24,0:10:50.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,broad. When you look at on paper, there is\Nno reason why it should be a male
Dialogue: 0,0:10:50.39,0:10:55.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,dominated industry. It's not a physically\Ndemanding job, and the fact that you can
Dialogue: 0,0:10:55.32,0:10:59.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,work from home makes it perfect. For\Nexample, single parents, women with
Dialogue: 0,0:10:59.58,0:11:05.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,younger children who want to be home when\Nthey expect from school, like I do. I just
Dialogue: 0,0:11:05.58,0:11:10.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,think there's so much more potential than\Njust being a digital sausage fest. I
Dialogue: 0,0:11:10.28,0:11:16.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,really think this country has got enough\Nsausages. I do also realize that I can
Dialogue: 0,0:11:16.51,0:11:21.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,only see this from my particular\Nperspective, for my particular experiences
Dialogue: 0,0:11:21.61,0:11:27.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and my individual blundering romp through\Nthis world and probably the IT profession
Dialogue: 0,0:11:27.10,0:11:31.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in New Zealand is just as behind. No\Nshade, everyone. But I'm just wondering
Dialogue: 0,0:11:31.86,0:11:38.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,how come it's not better than it is? I\Nkeep getting told how brave I am for doing
Dialogue: 0,0:11:38.15,0:11:43.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,this, which feels infuriating. It doesn't\Nfeel like it should be brave. It feels
Dialogue: 0,0:11:43.84,0:11:47.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like it should be really normal to do what\NI'm doing, but instead a sincere take a
Dialogue: 0,0:11:47.74,0:11:52.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,big heaving pair of virtual balls to drive\Ndove into an industry that women have been
Dialogue: 0,0:11:52.55,0:11:57.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,successful in since the beginning. I'm\Npretty much starting from scratch and it's
Dialogue: 0,0:11:57.16,0:12:02.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,overwhelming and it's so much. I've worked\Na office job for about 40 hours a week,
Dialogue: 0,0:12:02.72,0:12:09.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,learning from home on Zoom the entire\Ntime. Something quite different. So I will
Dialogue: 0,0:12:09.54,0:12:13.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,see how this progresses, and I just relish\Nthe determination that I feel at the
Dialogue: 0,0:12:13.01,0:12:20.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,moment, and I hope that I can sustain it\Nfor the next 19 months. And I mean, I'm
Dialogue: 0,0:12:20.37,0:12:26.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,late to the party no matter what happens.\NBut hey, season three of last. Some of the
Dialogue: 0,0:12:26.66,0:12:32.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,best characters hadn't even shown up yet.\NSo for now, I'm trying to study every day,
Dialogue: 0,0:12:32.29,0:12:38.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,at least a little bit after class and in\Nthe weekends, and I'm sure so short,
Dialogue: 0,0:12:38.74,0:12:42.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,overwhelmed with so much information right\Nnow that I hope that as long as I
Dialogue: 0,0:12:42.49,0:12:49.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,consistently keep putting more time than\NI'm required to, I'll be OK. Regardless of
Dialogue: 0,0:12:49.04,0:12:53.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,how much English there is in IT, it is\Nstill a massive challenge to study in a
Dialogue: 0,0:12:53.92,0:12:58.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,foreign language. I try and Ubertreibe\Ndas. Just a little bit all the time and
Dialogue: 0,0:12:58.08,0:13:04.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,read another few pages, look at a few\NYouTube videos or listen to a podcast. It
Dialogue: 0,0:13:04.33,0:13:07.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is complicated somewhat by the fact that\Nthe proofing system has just been
Dialogue: 0,0:13:07.72,0:13:13.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,dramatically overhauled by the car instead\Nof a MultiChoice exam for this
Dialogue: 0,0:13:13.06,0:13:17.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,zwischenprüfung. Apparently, it's now more\Nsimilar to how the end exams used to be,
Dialogue: 0,0:13:17.11,0:13:22.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and nobody has even set a final exam in\Nthis new structure yet. It's pretty
Dialogue: 0,0:13:22.44,0:13:27.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,terrifying. Our tests in between seem to\Nbe creepily easy considering what is
Dialogue: 0,0:13:27.83,0:13:33.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,coming. But all I do, I just figure in my\Nsituation, my job didn't fire what I need
Dialogue: 0,0:13:33.35,0:13:38.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to know. And if I can do that, I'm halfway\Nthere. I feel like I'm collecting
Dialogue: 0,0:13:38.24,0:13:42.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,knowledge on a big scale and I know there\Nis more to come. So I'm trying to get the
Dialogue: 0,0:13:42.49,0:13:49.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,basics down as firmly as I can, which\Nincludes figuring out a way to be clear
Dialogue: 0,0:13:49.33,0:13:56.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and the stingless universe that I mean\Nvillain or faulen. Am I talking Denglish
Dialogue: 0,0:13:56.63,0:14:05.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or am I talking, gentlemen? So Phil, I\Njust confuses me constantly because I
Dialogue: 0,0:14:05.14,0:14:09.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,don't don't even know what I'm supposed to\Nbe saying. But a classmate of mine made a
Dialogue: 0,0:14:09.23,0:14:14.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,good call to sign it and then on an\Nabbreviated form every time to avoid
Dialogue: 0,0:14:14.39,0:14:19.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,confusion. So I'm just going to go with\Nthat. So I've dropped a few of my habits
Dialogue: 0,0:14:19.45,0:14:24.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to make space to study. I don't play drums\Nas much as I was before. I stopped writing
Dialogue: 0,0:14:24.45,0:14:29.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,songs for now, but I've started jogging in\Nthe mornings and I still play bass guitar
Dialogue: 0,0:14:29.26,0:14:34.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in a punk band in Nepal on the weekends.\NBut corona is just the best time to be
Dialogue: 0,0:14:34.27,0:14:38.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,studying because I'm missing out on\Nnothing. I can stay home most of the
Dialogue: 0,0:14:38.72,0:14:44.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,weekend and just alternate cleaning and\Ncooking and learning all the time. My
Dialogue: 0,0:14:44.30,0:14:48.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,mental health is also a huge priority for\Nme, especially with COVID staying
Dialogue: 0,0:14:48.02,0:14:52.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,positive. And when these little nagging\Nthoughts come up, just be like, I don't
Dialogue: 0,0:14:52.65,0:14:56.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,have time for this now. Maybe another\Ntime, but it's the little things that make
Dialogue: 0,0:14:56.66,0:15:01.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the difference in the end, and my body's\Njust as important as my mind. I need to
Dialogue: 0,0:15:01.66,0:15:06.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,stay primed for exponential knowledge and\Ntake and to not take the teenager's bad
Dialogue: 0,0:15:06.49,0:15:12.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,moods personally. I want to say a little\Nsomething about social media because it
Dialogue: 0,0:15:12.61,0:15:18.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,has been on my mind. I don't like being\Nconfronted with any sexual content when
Dialogue: 0,0:15:18.30,0:15:21.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm trying to learn. I don't want to see\Nit jiggling bottom when I'm trying to
Dialogue: 0,0:15:21.81,0:15:27.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,digest my abendbrot. But it's jarring just\Nbecause of its appropriateness, let alone
Dialogue: 0,0:15:27.65,0:15:32.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the content itself. There was some really\Ndodgy stuff in a WhatsApp group. I wanted
Dialogue: 0,0:15:32.100,0:15:39.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to say something, but it's really not easy\Nto do. I sort of thought about it and
Dialogue: 0,0:15:39.21,0:15:44.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,almost decided to just leave the group\Nrather than to mention it. I was really
Dialogue: 0,0:15:44.06,0:15:51.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,grateful when somebody said something\Nabout it. Shout out Fan 2021, your jam.
Dialogue: 0,0:15:51.93,0:15:59.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And since then, it's been noticeably a lot\Nbetter. But so here and there, some on the
Dialogue: 0,0:15:59.54,0:16:04.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,border stuff gets shared. I mean, my\Nsocial media contact with the people in my
Dialogue: 0,0:16:04.85,0:16:10.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,class is to further my knowledge, to and\Nunterstützt my learning process not to
Dialogue: 0,0:16:10.72,0:16:14.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,look at bums. I do not want to be\Nconfronted with reproductive biology when
Dialogue: 0,0:16:14.86,0:16:19.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm just checking the time. Maybe, maybe I\Nshould start posting a recipe every time
Dialogue: 0,0:16:19.88,0:16:26.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,somebody posted something. Or maybe like I\Nshould say something about every single
Dialogue: 0,0:16:26.71,0:16:34.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,time I should write. But it's so hard. I\Ndon't want to be the one coming in and
Dialogue: 0,0:16:34.37,0:16:40.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,saying, blah blah blah. I don't care. I'm\Nnot only a woman, I'm also old, so I'm
Dialogue: 0,0:16:40.50,0:16:45.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,really trying to not send off this grandma\Nvibes. I don't want to be the camp mother.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:45.58,0:16:50.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I want to be right there in the thick of\Nthe scrum. I've got a thick skin, and I
Dialogue: 0,0:16:50.15,0:16:54.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,realize that not every woman is confident\Nenough to travel the world with no money
Dialogue: 0,0:16:54.51,0:16:59.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to make bands and found clubs and\Nmagazines that survive a divorce without
Dialogue: 0,0:16:59.11,0:17:04.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,getting a single tattoo. Some major\Nachievement, by the way, so I see it as a
Dialogue: 0,0:17:04.70,0:17:08.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,moral responsibility to see this through\Nto get this qualification, even if it
Dialogue: 0,0:17:08.76,0:17:15.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,doesn't inspire a single other person,\Npossibly my 12 year old. But that kind of
Dialogue: 0,0:17:15.29,0:17:19.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,just depends on the way that the wind is\Nblowing, and the irony of doing all of
Dialogue: 0,0:17:19.05,0:17:25.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,this out of my kitchen has not escaped me.\NMaybe I can change a few perspectives in
Dialogue: 0,0:17:25.24,0:17:33.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the process. I am here and very loud. I'm\Ngoing to ask all the questions and I'm
Dialogue: 0,0:17:33.27,0:17:38.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,going, Stay to the end. I need to achieve\Nthis because of the woman before me who
Dialogue: 0,0:17:38.47,0:17:46.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,sacrificed so much. It's ridiculous that I\Nwasn't born onto an even playing field in
Dialogue: 0,0:17:46.45,0:17:52.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the 1970s, but I'm jumping every day as\Nhard as I possibly can. These trailblazers
Dialogue: 0,0:17:52.68,0:17:56.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,who busted their asses to get us the right\Nto be able to vote democratically will be
Dialogue: 0,0:17:56.30,0:18:01.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,shaking their heads. I think about Kate\NSheppard and try and leap into the light
Dialogue: 0,0:18:01.69,0:18:06.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,on every possible occasion. I want to show\Nmy kid that you can do anything when you
Dialogue: 0,0:18:06.32,0:18:11.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,really want to. But first, I need to get\Nthis network stuff down. I woke up half
Dialogue: 0,0:18:11.11,0:18:15.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,dreaming about protocol abbreviations last\Nweekend, so I think I'm on the right
Dialogue: 0,0:18:15.75,0:18:24.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,track. If you want to follow me on\NTwitter, my name is @diebestimmerin. I
Dialogue: 0,0:18:24.39,0:18:27.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,can't believe that it wasn't taken but\Nwasn't taken a few years ago when I
Dialogue: 0,0:18:27.60,0:18:35.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,grabbed it, when Twitter wasn't as popular\Nas it is now. So I post a lot of sarcastic
Dialogue: 0,0:18:35.81,0:18:41.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,remarks about learning IT sang at home\Nduring corona. And as you can see, some of
Dialogue: 0,0:18:41.81,0:18:49.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the mind bending, dangling atrocities that\NI happened to come across. That's it for
Dialogue: 0,0:18:49.09,0:18:54.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,me today. I want to give a shout out to my\Nwonderful classmates who are watching.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:54.92,0:18:59.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Thank you for your support. You're great.\NAnd thanks everybody for sticking around.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:59.31,0:19:02.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Let me know if you have any questions.\NCheers.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:02.73,0:19:08.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Herald: But then you do for the great\Ntalk. Is this comes less? Let's discuss
Dialogue: 0,0:19:08.41,0:19:12.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,some further points and join us for the\NQ&A. It will be held in the awesome Ada
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