WEBVTT 00:00:11.889 --> 00:00:14.139 An-My Lê: I think I had very conflicted ideas about 00:00:14.139 --> 00:00:15.092 the military. 00:00:18.040 --> 00:00:19.760 It was something that drew me 00:00:19.760 --> 00:00:22.260 but at the same time it was something that was repellent 00:00:22.260 --> 00:00:25.775 because of you know what had happened in Vietnam. 00:00:27.249 --> 00:00:30.913 I'm completely fascinated by the military structure. 00:00:31.430 --> 00:00:36.886 So the idea of studying the preparation of war became very interesting. 00:01:00.329 --> 00:01:04.839 I think on my own I, I don't think I would ever gain access to the military 00:01:05.758 --> 00:01:07.020 and learn about all these things. 00:01:07.020 --> 00:01:09.122 And so the camera is a pretext. 00:01:50.333 --> 00:01:51.642 My camera's wood. 00:01:51.642 --> 00:01:53.259 It's an old Deardorff. 00:01:53.929 --> 00:01:57.000 It's a substantial and cumbersome camera. 00:01:57.976 --> 00:02:01.869 Because it's so cumbersome it makes me make a particular type of picture. 00:02:01.869 --> 00:02:05.620 I think it forces me to resolve questions. 00:02:05.620 --> 00:02:09.379 So for example, photographing military exercises, 00:02:10.260 --> 00:02:14.750 I'm interested in what I have to go through to make it work. 00:02:14.750 --> 00:02:17.801 And I think it forces me to make a particular type of picture. 00:02:28.417 --> 00:02:31.049 Without really being conscious about it, 00:02:31.049 --> 00:02:36.507 I think I've always tried to understand what is the meaning of war 00:02:36.813 --> 00:02:42.440 and what does it really mean to live through times of turbulence like that, 00:02:42.440 --> 00:02:45.823 and I think a lot of those questions sort of fuel my work. 00:02:48.120 --> 00:02:50.150 When I first made the pictures in Vietnam, 00:02:50.150 --> 00:02:53.395 I was not at all ready to even deal with the war. 00:02:55.998 --> 00:02:58.769 War was part of life for us. 00:02:59.554 --> 00:03:04.050 And I've gone to school as a seven year-old and arriving 00:03:04.050 --> 00:03:07.629 and finding the front gate of my school in smoke, 00:03:07.629 --> 00:03:11.700 because a mortar had just fallen there you know at 5:30 in the morning. 00:03:12.159 --> 00:03:15.900 So it...it's something that we take with a stride. 00:03:15.900 --> 00:03:20.500 I think it was affecting our parents a lot more. 00:03:21.649 --> 00:03:23.050 As soon as I got to Vietnam, 00:03:23.050 --> 00:03:28.629 I realized that I was not so interested in the specific psychology of each person, 00:03:29.682 --> 00:03:32.049 but I was more interested in the activities, 00:03:32.049 --> 00:03:36.579 what they do and how that activity is splayed onto the landscape. 00:03:42.360 --> 00:03:45.730 It's that beauty that I wanted to embrace in my work. 00:03:46.381 --> 00:03:48.970 For me, being able to go back to Vietnam and make those pictures 00:03:48.970 --> 00:03:54.215 was a way to reconnect with a homeland or this idea of what a homeland is. 00:03:56.134 --> 00:04:02.094 You know when you live in exile, things like smell and memories, 00:04:02.649 --> 00:04:05.120 stories you hear from your childhood, 00:04:05.120 --> 00:04:07.871 all those things take on such importance, 00:04:08.560 --> 00:04:11.077 things that really connect you to the land. 00:04:12.455 --> 00:04:14.260 And unfortunately pictures don't smell, 00:04:14.260 --> 00:04:17.801 but if I could do that you know it would be about smells as well. 00:05:08.490 --> 00:05:10.970 I think each body of work grows out of the next one 00:05:10.970 --> 00:05:13.965 because I think you resolve something and then you feel ready, 00:05:14.960 --> 00:05:17.699 to move on, to tackle another issue. 00:05:17.699 --> 00:05:24.430 And certainly, after Vietnam it was obvious that I had not tackled the issue of war. 00:05:24.430 --> 00:05:28.594 Working with the re-enactors just became such an opportunity. 00:05:30.221 --> 00:05:31.280 John Pilson: The first time she went down, 00:05:31.280 --> 00:05:33.410 she went down by herself and I guess I was not.... 00:05:33.410 --> 00:05:35.971 That was...that was one time, on all the things she's done, 00:05:35.971 --> 00:05:38.667 that was like the one time I didn't.... 00:05:39.490 --> 00:05:41.120 I was just concerned, you know, 00:05:41.120 --> 00:05:42.990 cause she didn't know anything about these guys 00:05:42.990 --> 00:05:44.931 and she found them on the Internet. 00:05:44.931 --> 00:05:49.830 And the whole idea of she's going down to go out into the woods for a weekend with a bunch… 00:05:49.830 --> 00:05:53.390 bunch of, kind of paramilitary guys. 00:05:55.687 --> 00:05:58.130 An-My Lê: Working with the re-enactors was very difficult 00:05:58.130 --> 00:06:01.590 because they had their own activity 00:06:01.590 --> 00:06:04.270 and I needed to interrupt them, 00:06:04.270 --> 00:06:06.140 to set up my own pictures. 00:06:07.289 --> 00:06:10.900 And at one point there was this issue of well, 00:06:10.900 --> 00:06:13.560 should I completely direct them? 00:06:13.560 --> 00:06:14.560 Should I hire them? 00:06:14.560 --> 00:06:16.013 Should I hire actors? 00:06:16.740 --> 00:06:18.550 And uh, I'm...I'm really glad that I, 00:06:18.550 --> 00:06:23.580 I didn't because I think not having complete control was… 00:06:23.580 --> 00:06:25.060 was very interesting. 00:06:25.060 --> 00:06:28.433 I think it created these moments of uncertainty. 00:06:38.310 --> 00:06:41.240 Black and white was always my choice 00:06:41.240 --> 00:06:44.532 because of my interest in the drawings of things. 00:06:46.370 --> 00:06:49.240 In this picture for example, you know, 00:06:49.240 --> 00:06:53.990 it was the drawing of the branches coming down, the drawing of the creek. 00:06:53.990 --> 00:06:56.146 We added the smoke. 00:06:56.146 --> 00:07:02.870 Uhm, you know this one Special Force guy or re-enactor hiding behind this. 00:07:03.463 --> 00:07:07.530 So it was very clear in my mind what the drawing of the landscape would be. 00:07:07.530 --> 00:07:13.000 In color it's not so clear I think in terms of space 00:07:13.000 --> 00:07:18.106 and then it would be about the space that's in between the green and uh, 00:07:18.795 --> 00:07:19.780 the actual ridge here. 00:07:19.780 --> 00:07:23.120 I think in black and white I would have thought of... 00:07:23.120 --> 00:07:25.870 I think I would have made a slightly different picture. 00:07:25.870 --> 00:07:27.435 I'm not sure how to explain it. 00:07:30.000 --> 00:07:34.090 I think this was a black and white picture that I made in color, 00:07:34.090 --> 00:07:39.110 because I was interested in all the lines here and the, 00:07:39.110 --> 00:07:41.539 the ladder effect here of the ridge. 00:07:41.960 --> 00:07:48.330 And I think it was only afterwards that I noticed how beautiful the gradation of greens 00:07:48.330 --> 00:07:49.440 was 00:07:49.440 --> 00:07:50.968 from the bottom to the top. 00:07:52.940 --> 00:07:55.000 I think of myself as a landscape photographer. 00:07:56.659 --> 00:08:01.810 I think my main goal is to try to photograph landscape in such a way 00:08:01.810 --> 00:08:06.214 so that history could be suggested through the landscape, 00:08:06.520 --> 00:08:11.134 whether industrial history or my personal history. 00:08:37.492 --> 00:08:43.087 I try to stay away from light that's too dramatic. 00:08:43.087 --> 00:08:47.830 And I try not to use light too much as some kind of dramatic counterpoint. 00:08:51.774 --> 00:08:58.865 I think I'd rather have something else--at that element of drama. 00:09:16.262 --> 00:09:20.440 And I was very distraught when the war started in March of 2003 00:09:20.440 --> 00:09:23.279 and I felt my heart going out for the soldiers, 00:09:23.279 --> 00:09:26.570 the young men and women who were being sent to Iraq. 00:09:27.910 --> 00:09:30.827 My immediate impulse was to go to Iraq. 00:09:31.210 --> 00:09:33.390 And when that did not work out 00:09:33.390 --> 00:09:39.360 and I saw pictures of marines training in Twenty-nine Palms, I thought, 00:09:39.360 --> 00:09:43.250 well Twenty-nine Palms could be a stand-in for Iraq. 00:09:43.250 --> 00:09:44.269 And why not. 00:09:45.820 --> 00:09:49.752 When I'm working with the military, I still think of landscape. 00:09:51.130 --> 00:09:55.890 Scale is also important to me because it shows how insignificant we are 00:09:55.890 --> 00:09:57.190 and especially with the military, 00:09:57.190 --> 00:10:00.720 no matter how advanced, how hard we work, 00:10:00.720 --> 00:10:03.440 it's still about transporting, you know, 00:10:03.440 --> 00:10:09.785 all of these incredible new tanks across vast landscapes. 00:10:11.661 --> 00:10:13.720 That's what you're up against and… 00:10:13.720 --> 00:10:16.251 and it's about really trying to capture that. 00:10:19.410 --> 00:10:23.630 And it's about also really trying to make sense of it 00:10:23.630 --> 00:10:27.138 and that's why it's important to have an activity. 00:10:30.469 --> 00:10:38.519 And I think I immediately realized that the kind of work that I make is not the standard, 00:10:38.519 --> 00:10:40.700 traditional, political work. 00:10:40.700 --> 00:10:42.778 You know it's not agitprop. 00:10:48.866 --> 00:10:51.879 And I think war is very complicated, it's not black and white. 00:10:54.770 --> 00:10:59.387 But at the same time, what it is meant to do is...is just horrible. 00:11:08.720 --> 00:11:13.644 And I think that's why the work seems ambiguous and it's...it's meant to be. 00:12:42.365 --> 00:12:50.660 I am not categorically against war, but I think we need to, you know, 00:12:50.660 --> 00:12:52.802 try to avoid it as much as possible.