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Tangu wakati huo mnamo Machi, hadi sasa,
maisha yangu hayajawahi kuwa sawa.

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Nimepona kabisa na nimetolewa.

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Hakuna shinikizo la damu tena.

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Hakuna ugonjwa tena. Hakuna tena maumivu ya kichwa.
Hakuna kizunguzungu tena.

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Ndoto mbaya na mashambulizi -
yote yalikoma!

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Simwoni huyo mume wa kiroho tena.

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Dada yetu wa Afrika Kusini tuombe.

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Katika jina kuu la Yesu Kristo,
toka sasa hivi!

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Ewe pepo mchafu, chochote ulichoweka ndani yake, toka kwa jina la Yesu!

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Roho nyuma ya uraibu huo -
nje sasa hivi!

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Toka sasa hivi,
katika jina la Yesu Kristo!

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Itapike kwa jina la Yesu.

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Sababu ya mateso hayo, sababu
ya uraibu huo - sasa hivi!

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Asante, Yesu.

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Dada yetu, hongera. Uko huru!

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Mpe Mungu utukufu kwa uhuru wako.
Wewe ni huru. Asante, Yesu.

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Jina langu ni Esther. Ninatoka Afrika Kusini.

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Niliwasiliana na God's Heart TV nikiwa na
tatizo la uraibu wa ugoro.

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Uraibu huu ulianza nikiwa bado shuleni. Sasa nina karibu miaka 60.

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Nilijaribu mara nyingi sana kuacha peke yangu.

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Nilienda kwa waganga na dawa
nilizopata kutoka kwa waganga

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kukomesha au kuondoa hamu haikusaidia.

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Na sijui kama kila mtu
anajua kuhusu hili - ni tumbaku

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na nikotini katika kitu hicho ni mbaya sana.

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Inaendelea na kuendelea. Unaweza kuacha kwa leo na kesho utarudi tena.

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Sikuweza kulala usiku. Ningepata
mashambulizi mabaya, ndoto mbaya kila wakati.

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Nilishambuliwa na mume wa kiroho
na afya yangu haikuwa nzuri pia.

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Nilienda kwa waganga kwa sababu nilikuwa na shinikizo la damu na vifundo vya miguu vilivyovimba.

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Kwa hiyo, nilikuwa nimepewa dawa -
lakini bila mafanikio.

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Kazini, ningekuwa nikipigana na watu kwa sababu ya hasira iliyoniletea.

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Na utendaji wangu kazini haukuwa mzuri.

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Fedha zangu zilikuwa mbaya sana hivi kwamba
sikuweza hata kulipa bili yoyote.

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Kwa hivyo iliendelea hivyo hadi
nikawasiliana na TV ya Moyo wa Mungu

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kupata uingiliaji wa Mungu katika maisha yangu.

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Ilikuwa mwanzoni mwa mwaka wa Machi nilipopokea maombi kutoka kwa Kaka Chris.

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Nilihisi mkono wa Mungu ukinigusa kwa sababu nilitapika vitu vyenye sumu.

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Na moyoni mwangu kulikuwa na furaha hii niliyokuwa nayo - kwamba nimetolewa. Mungu amenitendea!

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Niko huru kutokana na uraibu huu
na Yesu ameniweka huru.

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Na tangu wakati huo mnamo Machi, hadi sasa, maisha yangu hayajawahi kuwa sawa.

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Nimepona kabisa na nimetolewa.

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Hakuna shinikizo la damu tena.

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Hata dawa walizonipa
niliacha kuzitumia.

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Hakuna ugonjwa tena. Hakuna tena maumivu ya kichwa.
Hakuna kizunguzungu tena.

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Asubuhi nilipoamka, nilihisi kizunguzungu na uzito ndani lakini sivyo tena.

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Ndoto hizo zote, ndoto mbaya
na mashambulizi - yote yalikoma!

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Simwoni huyo mume wa kiroho tena.

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Je, una hamu yoyote ya kuchukua
ugoro (tumbaku)?

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Hapana. Kwa kweli nilijifunza kwamba
katika Neno la Mungu linasema,

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tunapopokea maombi ya wokovu,
inatubidi kubadili namna tunavyofikiri.

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Kwa hiyo, kubadili jinsi ninavyofikiri na kukaa katika Neno la Mungu kumenisaidia sana.

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Kwa sababu ikiwa hautabadilisha
jinsi unavyofikiri,

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basi unaweza kurudi nyuma
kwa kile ulichokuwa nacho.

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Lakini kwa kubadilisha namna unavyofikiri na kumkubali Mungu katika Neno lake, inakuwa 'rahisi'.

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Ninachotaka kushauri kwa yeyote
aliye na hali kama hiyo -

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usikae kimya juu yake;
usiwe na aibu juu yake.

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Kwa sababu Mungu haoni haya.
Yeye si kwenda kusema hapana.

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Neno la Mungu linasema katika Zaburi 66:

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'Kama singeungama dhambi yangu,
Mungu asingenisikia.'

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Huo ndio ushauri ninaotaka kukupa.

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Inatubidi kusema hivyo kwa Mungu, kusema,
'Mungu, nina hali fulani.'

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Hatupaswi kuogopa au kuwa na haya kumwambia Mungu kuhusu shida tunayokabili.

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Na Mungu ni mwema.