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很多時你會發現我的畫作

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有一個形狀像陰道

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但仔細觀察

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它也能是陰莖及睪丸

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我不知道你用多少時間觀察

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我的工作是表達內心的欲望

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我的身體感受著渴望

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感受著快樂

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它很敏感、有需要的

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又骯髒，但富於表達

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我的身體正孕育生命

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但這不是社會必須

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把女人或懷孕的身軀放在我身上

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我正經歷其他人也感受到的快樂及痛苦

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我把這些放在工作上

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["Loie Hollowell 的超自然身體"]

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己經過了九個月

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我的家有了小朋友Juniper

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她現在六個月大

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我在一個小區生孩子

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然後返回工作室

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周圍一些東西已改變

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我記得大約七或八歲時

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我爸爸送我一個工作室

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是一個儲存室

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他幫我準備一些畫架

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及畫布

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我清楚清得那位置

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我的房間在父母的中間

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擁有自己房間是一個轉變

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我經常專注於繪畫和油畫

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因爸爸很早就為我準備那地方

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顏色及光線在我作品中是主角

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當我回顧過去的畫作

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有種很強烈的光暗對比

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由光至暗形成的空間

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我生長於充滿光與空間藝術家的加州

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Robert Irwin及他美麗的光碟

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有這條線在之間

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經歷純粹的燈光

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純粹的空間

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純粹的情感

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即使是很黑暗的題材

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或是難以形容的主題

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經常會有搜獵

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並尋找充滿光線的經歷

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我懷孕時快三十歲時

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我那時不想有小孩

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所以我墮胎

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有計劃成為父母是很美好的事

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這段關係帶來的情感及影響

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很強烈

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我希望找出如何以油畫表達它

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我開始描繪自己的陰道及卯巢

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嘗試表逹墮胎的經歷

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我知道能以抽象方式

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如顏色、結構

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材質

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表達情感

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我開始在畫作中

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深入創作立體的空間

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我現在在處理

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虛幻及真實的空間

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虛溝影子及燈光

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與真實燈光及影子的對比

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以前使用這滾子沒有足夠的涂層

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所以你會看見這些滾邊

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最近Alicia塗上很多層

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這是我現在的感覺

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當合上眼睛會感到

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持久順滑的觸感

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就是這種感覺

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這是多麼的美好

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我喜歡畫畫的原因

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現實中它雖是雕塑

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但會隨著背景空間

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而改變

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當政府推出留在家中的規定

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我的人生出現轉捩點

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那時我快要生小孩

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所以我帶很多顏料及畫紙回家

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在家中開始畫畫

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我嘗試呈現

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我第二次生女兒的情形

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進入那空間

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並開始經歷痛楚

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就好像你的腦袋在想瘋狂的事

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所以我畫了腦袋的空間

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肚子內的空間

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宮頸的入口

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