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在我的许多画作中

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你可能会看到阴道的形状，

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但是再仔细一点看，会发现它也像是

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阴茎和睾丸。

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我也不知道你想在画作中加入多少这样的内容。

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我的作品表达了我的核心感官体验。

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我是一个身体，体验着欲望，

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体验着愉悦感。

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它喜欢感官享受，对此有许多的需求，

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它充满色情，也极具表现力。

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我是一个怀孕的身体，

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但这个女人和怀孕的身体

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不一定是社会向我描绘的那样。

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我体验着任何人都可能体验到的
愉悦和痛苦，

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这就是我要在作品中描绘的。

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“Loie Hollowell的卓越的身体”

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这是九个月之后，

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我已经在家里生了孩子，
她叫 Juniper，

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现在六个月大了。

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我是在疫情中生产的。

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现在我回到了画室。

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世界上已然发生了一些变化。

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我记得大约在七、八岁时

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爸爸给了我一个属于我自己的画室。

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那是一个壁橱。

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他在里面给我搭建好了一切，
有一个小画架，

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还有新画布。

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我能很清晰地回忆起那个空间。

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能够在爸爸的画室和妈妈的画室旁边
有一间我自己的画室，

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这对我来说是一件很有影响力的事件。

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我一直专注于绘画，

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就是因为他在我那么年幼的时候
就给了我那样的空间。

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色彩和光
是我绘画中的主要角色。

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回看我这些年来的画作，

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总能看到这种特别强烈的
明暗对比---

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由亮到暗地，形成空间感。

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我在加州长大，深受周围那些
“光与空间运动”艺术家们的影响。

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比如Robert Irwin和他创作的美丽的圆盘，

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圆盘中有这样的线条。

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体验纯粹的光线，

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纯粹的空间，

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纯粹的情绪。

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我总在搜寻，

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寻找那种光线充溢的体验，

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即便作品的主题是晦暗的，

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或者主题是难以描述的。

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