It's this moment, isn't it?
I'm looking at you,
and you do look like a great bunch.
I've sitting there looking at you in the last five minutes,
and I'm just feel great in this room.
You look friendly enough,
so thank you!
(laughter)
You are looking a bit unsure.
You know what, it's going to be fine.
And I can see a really brainy TED faces there.
There's gonna be a few brilliant new ideas.
But it is this moment,
this moment,
while our worlds are colliding right now.
You are looking at me, and I am looking at you,
and it hits my brain with feeling of a ramdon.
Accellarating molecule you might say.
Different people deal with this moment differently.
Some of us go,
"Hey, there are people cope with...
they cope with this moment with confident.
It's totally fine.
And there are other people who are not so confident,
and it stop them speaking at this moment.
Make them feel anxious,
make them feel like they may not up to it.
And that is not the case.
Acctually, all of us have our confidence within.
What I want to talk about today
is the idea that we can find more confidence within us,
if we know where to look.
Where to look?
We look within,
under the bone.
That's where we are going next.
And the reason that I want to talk about this is because
many years ago,
I stood in front of a audience,
this big, bigger,
that's central hall.
It's house aparnament,
which is big, messive space.
I was super excited about that moment,
because that I knew that
it was my big moment
that I ... voice coach
I was going to be able to speak
When I stepped up in front of that audience,
what happened was everything that could possibly go wrong.
And it did.
I went too fast.
I lost my words.
It felt like such a horrible experience.
And just as I thought it couldn't get any worse,
the microphone broke.
And I looked out across the room,
and I said in my big voice coach voice --
it wasn't this much wind I have to say --
(laughter)
And I said in my big voice coach voice,
"Can you hear me in the back?"
And someone said,
"Speak up!"
And I just felt this feeling of absolute shame
that feeling of audience looking at you
and feeling of judgement,
feeling ripples us
And I left that venue,
and I thought to myself that never again
That didn't work because I'm here.
I also thought that I'm going to do it differently next time,
I'm going to make sure that next time
that I stand up to speak that it feels good.
Where will I have to go was within.