1 00:00:02,441 --> 00:00:08,143 'First I'll tell about the robbery our parents committed, then about the murders which happened later. 2 00:00:08,143 --> 00:00:12,856 The robbery is the more important part since it served to set my and my sisters lives on the 3 00:00:12,856 --> 00:00:19,109 courses they eventually followed, nothing would make complete sense without that being told first. 4 00:00:19,109 --> 00:00:25,315 Our parents were the least likely two people in the world to rob a bank, they weren't strange people, 5 00:00:25,315 --> 00:00:30,518 not obviously criminals, no-one would have thought they were destined to end up the way they did. 6 00:00:30,518 --> 00:00:36,110 They were just regular, although, of course, that kind of thinking became null and void 7 00:00:36,110 --> 00:00:39,063 the moment they did rob a bank'. 8 00:00:39,833 --> 00:00:46,687 I always have liked beginnings that were grabbers, I always liked beginnings that would, you know, 9 00:00:46,687 --> 00:00:51,392 throw down the gauntlet for the reader. The only problem with a beginning like that is that 10 00:00:51,392 --> 00:00:56,139 then you've got to have a second act, and sometimes if you don't have a second act, 11 00:00:56,139 --> 00:01:01,900 if you can't follow up a really good beginning like that with something equally gripping then you might as 12 00:01:01,900 --> 00:01:06,733 well not have it, because you've just basically created a trap for yourself and sprung it so, 13 00:01:06,733 --> 00:01:12,669 no I just um...I always... I think when I wrote it I knew it was OK. 14 00:01:12,669 --> 00:01:17,943 I thought it was just a sort of typical old fashioned narrative hook, and, you know, 15 00:01:17,943 --> 00:01:22,775 you're going to have a murder down the line here, you're gonna have a bank being robbed 16 00:01:22,775 --> 00:01:25,159 by my parents, so I thought it was good. 17 00:01:26,360 --> 00:01:34,106 It's an American family of 4 people, 2 children, twin boy/girl, mother/father, and the father has been 18 00:01:34,106 --> 00:01:38,821 in the air force since World War II, and the book takes place in 1960. 19 00:01:38,821 --> 00:01:45,694 Eventually after staying in the air force, he gets out of the air force, and then doesn't really 20 00:01:45,694 --> 00:01:50,531 know what to do with himself, he's been in the military his whole life, and they live in a little town in 21 00:01:50,531 --> 00:01:56,270 Great Falls Montana, where none of them has ever lived before, and he just happened to be stationed 22 00:01:56,270 --> 00:01:58,227 there in the air force. 23 00:01:58,227 --> 00:02:09,945 And he hatches upon a scheme to sell stolen beef to the railroad, to sell to the dining cart customers on the railroad. 24 00:02:09,945 --> 00:02:17,939 And he very quickly runs amiss and runs afoul of the Indians who he basically goes into business with to 25 00:02:17,939 --> 00:02:24,606 kill the beef and deliver it to him, and he finds that he owes them $2,000, which is in 1960 26 00:02:24,606 --> 00:02:33,191 a considerable sum of money, for half a beef that is somehow or other gone rancid before they can sell it. 27 00:02:33,191 --> 00:02:39,104 And so in a fit of sort of chaotic lunacy rather than just leaving town in the middle of night, or 28 00:02:39,104 --> 00:02:44,470 borrowing the money, because he had no contacts in the town, no collateral, he didn't own anything, 29 00:02:44,470 --> 00:02:48,223 he determines he will rob a bank and get the money that way. 30 00:02:48,223 --> 00:02:52,223 And that sets in motion, the book actually. 31 00:02:52,223 --> 00:02:57,834 And what happens to him and his wife, who is his colleague in this bank robbery, is that they 32 00:02:57,834 --> 00:03:03,183 are immediately caught, and once they are immediately caught, then the children are left alone, 33 00:03:03,183 --> 00:03:05,511 and the children fend for themselves. 34 00:03:06,142 --> 00:03:13,772 I mean I invented that, so I don't really know what relation it bears to most peoples' normal thinking. 35 00:03:13,772 --> 00:03:21,582 I did discover when I was trying to make plausible to myself the idea that 2 people who didn't 36 00:03:21,582 --> 00:03:26,363 have to rob a bank would rob a bank, that anybody who robs a bank who's not already a hardened, 37 00:03:26,363 --> 00:03:32,505 criminal, who's not John Dillenger or Pretty Boy Floyd, anybody who's a normal person who robs a bank 38 00:03:32,505 --> 00:03:39,787 is crazy, because they're going to get caught immediately, so all manner of assumptions about 39 00:03:39,787 --> 00:03:45,518 how you do it and how you get away with it and what happens to you afterwards, are complete lunacy, 40 00:03:45,518 --> 00:03:51,068 because none of those things is going to be true, because as Dell says, without wanting to 41 00:03:51,068 --> 00:03:58,107 quote my own book as though Dell was a creature I didn't write, but he says when you think you're 42 00:03:58,107 --> 00:04:02,904 going to get away with robbing a bank you forget one thing and that is that you're the only 43 00:04:02,904 --> 00:04:09,185 person in town who's robbed a bank, and so you're going to stand out no matter what. 44 00:04:09,185 --> 00:04:14,938 Somehow or another you're not going to be, you've given up your hold on normal, yeah. 45 00:04:14,938 --> 00:04:22,067 For some reason or other that was very vivid to me that you will have the discretion of all of your 46 00:04:22,067 --> 00:04:31,657 normal life up to a point, and I think Dell describes it as being on a boat which is getting farther and 47 00:04:31,657 --> 00:04:38,424 farther away from shore, or you're in a lighter than air balloon that rises higher and higher very quickly 48 00:04:38,424 --> 00:04:43,820 away from the surface of the earth. For a long time you could just let go and be there, 49 00:04:43,820 --> 00:04:49,965 or for a long time you could swim back to shore and be safe, but all at once, imperceptibly, 50 00:04:49,965 --> 00:04:55,896 you can't any more, and then your life is totally not a life you ever understood. 51 00:04:55,896 --> 00:05:00,979 In the first book, I was just thinking about this, in the first book I ever wrote there was an image which 52 00:05:00,979 --> 00:05:09,901 I just collected out of the culture about putting a frog into a pan of water at room temperature, 53 00:05:09,901 --> 00:05:17,067 and little by little by little by little heating the water up and the frog sitting there perfectly fine 54 00:05:17,067 --> 00:05:22,464 when all of a sudden he's not perfectly fine and all of a sudden he's no longer viable, 55 00:05:22,464 --> 00:05:27,829 and that's, there's something about that odd change from what is totally normal to what is totally 56 00:05:27,829 --> 00:05:34,868 abhorrent and felonious, it appeals to me, maybe that's just one of the strange perversities involved in 57 00:05:34,868 --> 00:05:43,185 being a novelist I don't know. I don't know. You know Thoreau says that a writer is a man 58 00:05:43,185 --> 00:05:47,540 who having nothing to do finds something to do. 59 00:05:48,648 --> 00:05:57,765 I think it's all about being loved, I mean as a child I was loved, and one of the things that my wife 60 00:05:57,765 --> 00:06:08,527 always says to me, she says you know I grew up in a household of divorce and she says love was always 61 00:06:08,527 --> 00:06:17,025 conditional, she says, in regarding me, she says with you love is unconditional because I love her 62 00:06:17,025 --> 00:06:24,358 unconditionally, and that's because I just think that's the way life should be, and I'm far from perfect, 63 00:06:24,358 --> 00:06:32,025 but on that one issue I do understand that to create a sense of reliable normality that the person who 64 00:06:32,025 --> 00:06:38,470 loves you loves you, and will always love you, is your due in life. 65 00:06:39,855 --> 00:06:47,032 And again I'm speculating about a book that I wrote, OK?, so there's a certain fortuity to that, 66 00:06:47,032 --> 00:06:54,466 but I think that's because those two children, Dell and his sister, were loved as children, 67 00:06:54,466 --> 00:07:03,482 that they were most impressionably persuaded that normal was normal, that life had its normal 68 00:07:03,482 --> 00:07:12,020 parameters around it, and that no amount of eccentricity and no amount of shocking behaviour by 69 00:07:12,020 --> 00:07:19,606 their parents quite disturbed that sense of normal so that they were pitched off, at least in Dell's case, 70 00:07:19,606 --> 00:07:26,629 his sister may be differently, so that they were pitched off into the chaos that no normalcy would describe. 71 00:07:26,629 --> 00:07:34,014 I always say that if the devil always was in your life wearing a read suit, with a tail and horns, 72 00:07:34,014 --> 00:07:36,185 you wouldn't get anywhere close to him. 73 00:07:36,185 --> 00:07:43,178 But the fact of the matter is the devil often comes with certain appeals, it's also true just in dramatic 74 00:07:43,178 --> 00:07:50,021 terms, that drama is interesting when the villain says something that's true. 75 00:07:50,021 --> 00:07:55,857 So to create a persuasive villain, to create somebody who has the power that evil must have, 76 00:07:55,857 --> 00:08:02,432 because if evil was just dispensable none of us would run afoul of it, but to create a character who has a 77 00:08:02,432 --> 00:08:09,011 sort of tempting evil to him he has to be able to make sense, he has to be able to have affection, 78 00:08:09,011 --> 00:08:15,884 he can't just be the antithesis of all that is good, he has to be tinctured by something that's appealing. 79 00:08:17,023 --> 00:08:22,844 Maybe none of us is a character at all, I mean I don't believe in character anyway, I don't believe 80 00:08:22,844 --> 00:08:30,770 that any of us has a sort of a kernel, hard, essential core, that we are basically as human beings, 81 00:08:30,770 --> 00:08:41,342 and certainly as literary creations, we are a combination of imputed memory, wishes in will, fears, 82 00:08:41,342 --> 00:08:48,356 desires, all kinds of things that just kind of get laid on, laid on, laid on, and laid on, and that because 83 00:08:48,356 --> 00:08:57,607 that is a such a vertiginous kind of human condition, we ascribe to people to have cores, 84 00:08:57,607 --> 00:09:06,440 to make that vertiginous seem less scary, so Dell is that way, but one of the things he does to establish 85 00:09:06,440 --> 00:09:14,737 his own sense of persuasiveness to himself is that he tells this story, and his ability to intercalate 86 00:09:14,737 --> 00:09:23,909 good with bad, violent with normal, love with not love, is a measure of his gaining dominion over it, 87 00:09:23,909 --> 00:09:35,022 into the extent that he can gain dominion over it then he once more performs an act which would conclude that he has a character. 88 00:09:35,022 --> 00:09:43,761 And I think we don't. It's a kind of, it's not an heretical idea, it may be a slightly nihilistic idea. 89 00:09:47,023 --> 00:09:52,987 Growing up in the south was lucky in one way because I grew up down the street from Udor Welthy 90 00:09:52,987 --> 00:10:00,693 and not far from Wayne Falkoner, and the idea that being a writer was a possibility, was ingrained in everybody, 91 00:10:00,693 --> 00:10:04,685 writing literature was just in the air in Mississippi. 92 00:10:04,685 --> 00:10:10,040 That was probably the only good thing about Mississippi, and everything else was bigoted and 93 00:10:10,040 --> 00:10:17,685 racially tense, and unfair, and absurd, and it made most of us who were white kids growing up in 94 00:10:17,685 --> 00:10:20,853 Mississippi basically kind of absurd creatures. 95 00:10:20,853 --> 00:10:26,467 So what I wanted to do to escape that sense of burden, a burden visited on me simply by the 96 00:10:26,467 --> 00:10:30,689 accident of my birth, was to get away. 97 00:10:30,689 --> 00:10:36,351 And one of the things I found out when I got away was that the south had been perpetrating a great 98 00:10:36,351 --> 00:10:40,014 lie upon me, many lies actually. 99 00:10:40,014 --> 00:10:46,267 One big lie was that the south was unique, that the south was in fact a very special place 100 00:10:46,267 --> 00:10:51,857 in the middle of an otherwise nondescript land country which was America. 101 00:10:51,857 --> 00:10:56,226 And what I found was that America was equally interesting irrespective of where you went, 102 00:10:56,226 --> 00:11:02,909 and that the values, if you had particularly good values, which is to say that you didn't want to harm 103 00:11:02,909 --> 00:11:07,349 other people, you didn't want to be prejudiced against other races, that you wanted to treat people 104 00:11:07,349 --> 00:11:15,850 equally, that those kinds of morays and values worked everywhere, that the language in America 105 00:11:15,850 --> 00:11:22,432 was English, that the currency was the dollar, that the President was the President, 106 00:11:22,432 --> 00:11:28,104 So America was a much more, for me, approachable, and I won't say it was homogenous because it 107 00:11:28,104 --> 00:11:33,377 really isn't homogeneous at least not superficially, but America was a much more approachable, 108 00:11:33,377 --> 00:11:39,690 knowable place, even for a southerner than I had been led to believe it was. 109 00:11:39,690 --> 00:11:44,499 You know, you sort of think southerners only know the south, southern writers only write about the 110 00:11:44,499 --> 00:11:49,183 south, southern writers only write for other southerners, what southern writers know only 111 00:11:49,183 --> 00:11:54,190 other southerners can know, all baloney, it's all bullshit, complete bullshit, so I just decided to 112 00:11:54,190 --> 00:11:56,937 dedicate my life to proving that that was bullshit. 113 00:11:56,937 --> 00:12:02,622 It was worth doing because those preoccupations and those presumptions and those lies were very 114 00:12:02,622 --> 00:12:07,912 confining, intellectually confining, morally confining, spatially confining, all those things you don't really 115 00:12:07,912 --> 00:12:13,668 need in a country as vast as ours. You want to go, you want to see. 116 00:12:14,622 --> 00:12:22,264 Canada is hugely appealing to me for a lot of reasons, one is I always feel better when I go there, 117 00:12:22,264 --> 00:12:27,904 and I'm not quite sure why, I feel restored, I feel I'm in a more tolerant place. 118 00:12:27,904 --> 00:12:33,678 There's also something about Canada which is mysterious, and that is that it is retinally 119 00:12:33,678 --> 00:12:43,431 similar to America, but that once you pass across the 49th parallel and into Canada you realise 120 00:12:43,431 --> 00:12:48,822 that you are in a totally different place from where you were before. 121 00:12:48,822 --> 00:12:58,460 And that combination of retinal similarity and profound difference is to me mystifying and interesting, 122 00:12:58,460 --> 00:13:03,853 and I can't explain it, this book is not about explaining that but it is about putting that fact 123 00:13:03,853 --> 00:13:12,263 in play and seeing what can be said on the strength of that peculiar kind of nexus. 124 00:13:12,263 --> 00:13:17,552 Similarity encased in mystery, mystery encased in similarity. 125 00:13:17,552 --> 00:13:23,986 You don't need a book to go out there and feel what it feels like, and smell the surf. 126 00:13:23,986 --> 00:13:29,313 I just appropriate the language of the place and from the language of the place, which is chiefly what 127 00:13:29,313 --> 00:13:39,067 I'm interested in, I kind of use, I sort of co-opt the reader to in his or her minds eye envision the place, 128 00:13:39,067 --> 00:13:43,932 where these words are appropriate, so saskatchewan. I would want to write about 129 00:13:43,932 --> 00:13:50,315 saskatchewan only so that I could put the word saskatchewan on the page as many times as possible. 130 00:13:50,315 --> 00:13:56,596 Because I think that's exciting, but when I put it on the page then that gives me an opportunity to 131 00:13:56,596 --> 00:14:04,543 use other language to create descriptions and create word pictures which will help make more plausible 132 00:14:04,543 --> 00:14:07,138 what the characters are doing in the foreground. 133 00:14:07,138 --> 00:14:11,986 So it's a kind of a, you know one thing, on the one hand it's just language, it's just words, 134 00:14:11,986 --> 00:14:17,584 on the other hand, once you have the words well you might as well describe what those words mean to 135 00:14:17,584 --> 00:14:24,011 most people's experience, and you do that again so you can make what the characters do be plausible. 136 00:14:24,011 --> 00:14:31,180 And chiefly I think for me the language is pleasurable to the reader. I mean a reader finds it pleasurable 137 00:14:31,180 --> 00:14:36,600 to read a description and think she or he can identify that out of life. 138 00:14:36,600 --> 00:14:42,350 But they also take pleasure in the fact of seeing that it's made of all of these words which can be put 139 00:14:42,350 --> 00:14:48,097 together in such a felicitous way as to become almost but not quite invisible. 140 00:14:48,097 --> 00:14:54,514 So the complexity of that kind of dual medium experience is very pleasurable for a reader, 141 00:14:54,514 --> 00:15:02,462 and it's something that we all as people who live on the earth are better if we know, we're better if 142 00:15:02,462 --> 00:15:08,930 we know, we're better if we know that we look out a window and we see the surf but we also see the 143 00:15:08,930 --> 00:15:14,259 window, we also see the droplets on the window. 144 00:15:14,259 --> 00:15:23,446 It's in an attempt to make lived experience be more valuable, to be more morally good, and to be alert to it. 145 00:15:25,462 --> 00:15:30,767 I have changed as a reader because when I was young I didn't know what I was reading, 146 00:15:30,767 --> 00:15:36,384 I was just reading books that I was taking on faith, that people said were great books, such as 147 00:15:36,384 --> 00:15:44,228 'Absolum Absolum', for instance, I just dived into books like diving into the surf, and whatever 148 00:15:44,228 --> 00:15:51,904 stuck to me stuck to me, without my sense of knowing necessarily what that good stuff would be. 149 00:15:51,904 --> 00:16:00,295 Now I think I'm much more discerning as a reader, so that I know what the good stuff is when it's 150 00:16:00,295 --> 00:16:08,459 happening to me, but I couldn't have done that without that act of faith which is to dive in without a clue, 151 00:16:08,459 --> 00:16:17,138 I mean I was reading the beginning of Arm Parnok's book about Istanbul yesterday, 152 00:16:17,138 --> 00:16:27,263 and he just starts it off profoundly, you would think that he would give himself a little grace note or two, 153 00:16:27,263 --> 00:16:35,873 but he starts off profoundly and I just thought wow, wow that's, and I sat down and I put the book 154 00:16:35,873 --> 00:16:41,763 down and I wrote about five pages in my notebook because it immediately triggered something in me 155 00:16:41,763 --> 00:16:46,665 that had not been, I had not been able to trigger in my own brain for twenty years, 156 00:16:46,665 --> 00:16:52,463 so I know when I'm being acted on, and I think that's another thing that I know that I maybe wouldn't 157 00:16:52,463 --> 00:16:59,276 have known when I was young, that books act on you, and that books are fabrications, 158 00:16:59,276 --> 00:17:05,348 and that readers know they are being acted on, and readers like being acted on if they can feel like 159 00:17:05,348 --> 00:17:08,683 they're acted on to great profit. 160 00:17:08,683 --> 00:17:14,846 It isn't as though a book has to become invisible, or that its machinations and its allures have to be 161 00:17:14,846 --> 00:17:23,600 subliminal, they can be, and I learned this from writings like Bohais and the Latin Americans, 162 00:17:23,600 --> 00:17:30,463 readers are perfectly willing to be overtly acted on as long as they can feel like it's in some good behalf, 163 00:17:30,463 --> 00:17:34,089 and I know that in my own work, and I know that in my reading. 164 00:17:34,089 --> 00:17:40,065 My definition of literature comes from F.R.Leavis, which is that literature is the supreme means 165 00:17:40,065 --> 00:17:46,549 by which we renew our sensuous and emotional life, and by that means learning new awareness, 166 00:17:46,549 --> 00:17:50,758 so I'm always reading to learn a new awareness, I'm always reading to have my sensuous and 167 00:17:50,758 --> 00:17:59,854 emotional life renewed, so that's very crucial to me, because umm well, when I was a young boy 168 00:17:59,854 --> 00:18:05,927 life was not enough, I had to go to some other place to make life be enough. 169 00:18:05,927 --> 00:18:11,551 But the other thing, the other side of that duality, that dichotomous sense, 170 00:18:11,551 --> 00:18:18,970 is that literature is made by regular people, literature is made by....living in her house on Pinehurst street, 171 00:18:18,970 --> 00:18:27,091 and thinking her daily thoughts, and suddenly realising she has something she can write down, 172 00:18:27,091 --> 00:18:33,910 it's...as Picasso said you know, all art is local, and by that he didn't mean that it took place in 173 00:18:33,910 --> 00:18:40,591 somebody's village, he meant that it took place in someone's local heart, with simple thoughts 174 00:18:40,591 --> 00:18:45,929 and simple expectations, and simple perceptions, and out of those simple perceptions through the 175 00:18:45,929 --> 00:18:53,598 very hartalymbic that is a work of art becomes something staggeringly wonderful, 176 00:18:53,598 --> 00:18:59,008 and that to me is irresistible about art, that is starts small. 177 00:18:59,008 --> 00:19:03,008 You know I just backed into being a writer, I had failed at everything else, I'd been in the 178 00:19:03,008 --> 00:19:11,659 marine corps, I'd been to law school, I'd failed at staying in the south, I'd taught school 179 00:19:11,659 --> 00:19:14,538 a year and hadn't liked it. 180 00:19:14,538 --> 00:19:21,305 Nothing I had tried had opened a path for me that was followable. 181 00:19:21,305 --> 00:19:25,682 So I was just sitting around my mother's house one day in Little Rock Arkansas, 182 00:19:25,682 --> 00:19:31,426 January 1968, and she looked at me with a very....I always think about the Scream, the Munch painting 183 00:19:31,426 --> 00:19:36,928 you know, she said to me Richard, what are you going to do with yourself son?, and I said, for 184 00:19:36,928 --> 00:19:40,427 reasons that I could probably not replicate, I said I think I'm going to try to be a writer, 185 00:19:40,427 --> 00:19:45,118 and she just looked at me, because she actually read books, I think she thought I've never heard such a 186 00:19:45,118 --> 00:19:50,711 thing in my life, but...I don't know why I said it,if I had said something else I would have probably done 187 00:19:50,711 --> 00:19:54,059 something else but it just so happened fortuitously that I said I wanted to try to be a writer, 188 00:19:54,059 --> 00:20:00,062 if I said I'm going to go work for a bank she would have been happy, but I didn't say that, 189 00:20:00,062 --> 00:20:06,421 you know...why...that interests me that you think about a man like me who has had a life as a writer 190 00:20:06,421 --> 00:20:12,908 for forty plus years, started out really with just a random remark that I made to my mother 191 00:20:12,908 --> 00:20:21,981 on a cold January day in 1968. You know there was not a drum roll, trumpets didn't play, and then when 192 00:20:21,981 --> 00:20:29,117 I said within a week to the girl who was going to be my wife, I said I think I'm going to move to 193 00:20:29,117 --> 00:20:35,234 New York and move in with you, and then I'm going to stay home and try to write, she said to me 194 00:20:35,234 --> 00:20:42,285 "Oh that's a wonderful idea she said, let's do that", who could resist that? 195 00:20:43,224 --> 00:20:46,339 You don't have to be an American to write the great American novel, 196 00:20:46,339 --> 00:20:53,221 you don't have to be an American to write .... to be the curator of the great American museum. 197 00:20:53,221 --> 00:21:01,743 Anybody can do that, the only thing I don't like about curatorial imagery is that it seems to 198 00:21:01,743 --> 00:21:13,673 be applied to things that are already there, whereas for me literature is a lively negotiation with the ongoing. 199 00:21:13,673 --> 00:21:18,807 I don't know the difference between being 68 and 28, so I don't know the difference between 200 00:21:18,807 --> 00:21:25,004 sitting down to write a story now from sitting down and writing a story when I was 28. 201 00:21:25,004 --> 00:21:26,630 Seems the same. 202 00:21:26,630 --> 00:21:32,923 But I just thing that young writers have to be readers, and they have to know that there doing, 203 00:21:32,923 --> 00:21:38,137 when they sit down at their desk every morning at age 25, with no experience and no hope 204 00:21:38,137 --> 00:21:44,562 for success, they have to realise that they are doing what Chekov did, because that's what 205 00:21:44,562 --> 00:21:49,678 Chekov did when he was 25, and he became Checkov, so you have to think to yourself, 206 00:21:49,678 --> 00:21:56,096 there is no difference between what I'm doing and what Hardy did, or what Chekov did, 207 00:21:56,096 --> 00:22:01,379 or what George Elliot did, or what Neuhamsin did, it's all the same. 208 00:22:01,379 --> 00:22:07,618 It's all, no matter how pokey and local it is, it's all shooting for the stars.