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"特寫紐約市"

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大伙們，謝謝你們來

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你們一直這段旅途中陪著我

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對我來說真的很重要

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我這一生‧‧‧‧‧‧

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''喬丹·卡斯特爾--畫家''

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[女士][br]還是要恭喜妳！

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[卡司特爾][br]謝謝

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比起外向的人，我認為自己更像個內向的人

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我可以不停創作

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就像腎上腺素開始發作

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我也有能力表現得十分外向

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所以我也試圖在全球尋找與我志同道合的朋友

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通常都會是某人站在某一邊

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這感覺有點像所謂的「正念」

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要求我們凡事需緩緩

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來好好感受與別人相處的當下

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["喬丹·卡斯特爾感受當下"]

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我時常注意到

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他人不易感知到的事物

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[路易][br]我記得就像昨天一樣

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那是個如此平靜、充滿活力的一晚

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感覺好像用畫的方式描繪──

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氣氛[br]就像粉紅氛圍的夏日

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我們就是在125號街上遇見喬丹

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這是我的榮幸今日能在這裡

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成為見證此景的一份子

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我愛她

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[昆汀][br]我好像一個超級巨星 [笑聲]

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Yo!我害羞得一直臉紅! [笑聲]

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我真的害羞得一直臉紅

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[贊恩][br]我在溜這條狗，對吧？

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我們見面之後我坐了下來，然後擺了這個姿勢

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[男人][br]這個地方是在美國吧？

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[贊恩][br]對，哈林區

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[哈林區第125號街]

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[路易][br]最近過得如何？

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我可以介紹你去Megastar Brand store嗎？

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我們有所有款式

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你有連帽衫

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我們有長袖T恤

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關於黑人權力的所有東西

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我們有各式各樣的東西──

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女士過得還行嗎？

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我可以介紹你去Megastar Brand store嗎？

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[女士][br]也許下次吧寶貝

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[路易][br]好哦，照顧自己哦

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[卡司特爾][br]我一個人馳走在夜晚時

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路易和A-Thug正在整理他們的東西

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所以當我正在拍照取景時

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路易在某個時間點問道,[br]"發生什麼事了？"

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"你是藝術家?[br]一個攝影師?"

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"什麼原因讓你到哈林區取材?"

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然後我對他說, "喔，其實我是一個畫家啦,"

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"我正在做一個系列作品.

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他們就說, "哦好！"

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"我們很樂意參與！"

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他們在最一開始就有有滿滿的活力了

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--你們把這個變成張照片了[br]我沒有生氣.

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[笑聲][br]--當你有台相機的時候就發揮它的用處啊！

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我拍攝某人最真實的時刻便是

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一瞬的剎那

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我始終陪伴他們身邊

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但我跟他們度過許多親密的時光

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最初，只有我一人在工作室

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在頃刻間，重新接觸我對某人的感受

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在我的腦海中，我足足一個人坐在這一小時

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尋找個可以鑽研我最親密的感受與想法的地方

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處理我周圍的世界

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而這就是我在繪畫時做的事

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我花了太多的時間「看」

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並提前決定顏色

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極細心地攪拌它們

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所以當我到達這個境界時

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我能夠發揮一定的自信心

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用我的方式去重新連結即接發生的事

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你知道，如果你直接坐在某人的前面

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你是為了生活而工作的啊

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「相機」也因此成為我與訪問者的橋樑

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它給了我時間[br]讓我三思而後行

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那個時間點與 A-Thug和路易

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我不知道我是否注意到了座位上的黑色汙點

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I'm quite sure I didn't[br]as I'm taking the pictures.

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But it's only in retrospect,

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as I took time to really study the environment[br]that they had created,

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that I was like, "Whoa!"

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"There are really prominent things [br]happening here."

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His shirt saying,[br]"T.H.U.G., the hate you gave us,"

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I also didn't notice until I started making[br]the painting.

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I think that's a very powerful statement,

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to wear it on your chest like a shield

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that communities of color often have to create

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in order to protect and honor ourselves.

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[LOUIE][br]I get the best feeling when I come outside

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and somebody's wearing one of my t-shirts,

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one of my hats.

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Right here is a little bear I done drew out,

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animated it with the little graphic design.

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So, I've got to produce.

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Like, making art into[br]wearable clothing right now.

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Young Style Designs.

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It's wearable art right here, though.

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Jordan, her work is on showcase.

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You've got to go inside of an establishment.

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I'm more of a street hustler,

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I get it out right on the[br]cement concrete block.

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She left a little event in my life,[br]like a nice little milestone.

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Just dropped down and did something nice.

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[CASTEEL][br]I have somehow found a way

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to weasel myself into a one-percent opportunity[br]within the art market

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that has proven, on so many levels,

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that room for me[br]is few and far between,

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as a young African-American woman

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in a space that is primarily run by older[br]White men.

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The history of this country is complicated.

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The history of how art has moved through institutions,

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and been valued, is complicated.

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With access comes responsibility.

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With visibility comes responsibility.

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[ZEN][br]There are very few spaces where

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Black men are being represented

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outside of criminality and entertainment.

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People probably pass the subjects in this[br]work everyday,

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without acknowledging anything about them.

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There is a value in just being.