1 00:00:02,380 --> 00:00:04,860 ["New York Close Up"] 2 00:00:13,120 --> 00:00:14,580 --Thanks for coming, you guys. 3 00:00:14,580 --> 00:00:16,400 --You've been in this whole journey with me 4 00:00:16,400 --> 00:00:17,580 --and it means a lot. 5 00:00:17,580 --> 00:00:18,680 --My whole lifeā€¦ 6 00:00:18,700 --> 00:00:20,240 ["Jordan Casteel--Artist"] 7 00:00:21,860 --> 00:00:22,800 [WOMAN] --Congratulations, though! 8 00:00:22,800 --> 00:00:24,000 [CASTEEL] --Thank you. 9 00:00:24,160 --> 00:00:27,740 I consider myself to be more of an introvert than an extrovert. 10 00:00:27,749 --> 00:00:29,050 I can flip on-- 11 00:00:29,050 --> 00:00:30,789 like, adrenaline can kick in 12 00:00:30,789 --> 00:00:35,320 and I'm able to perform extroversion really well. 13 00:00:36,340 --> 00:00:41,180 And so I often try to find my kindred spirits in the world, 14 00:00:41,180 --> 00:00:45,420 and usually it's somebody who's, kind of, standing off to the side. 15 00:00:46,940 --> 00:00:48,840 There's a certain amount of mindfulness 16 00:00:48,840 --> 00:00:51,490 that it requires to slow down enough 17 00:00:51,490 --> 00:00:56,700 to really feel what it is to be present with someone in a moment. 18 00:00:58,400 --> 00:01:02,700 ["Jordan Casteel Stays in the Moment"] 19 00:01:07,700 --> 00:01:11,120 I've always had an inclination towards seeing people who 20 00:01:11,120 --> 00:01:13,980 might be easily unseen. 21 00:01:17,180 --> 00:01:18,880 [LOUIE] I remember it like it was yesterday. 22 00:01:18,880 --> 00:01:20,380 It was a real calm, vivrant night. 23 00:01:21,980 --> 00:01:23,640 It feels like the way it's painted-- 24 00:01:23,640 --> 00:01:25,420 it was a vibe... like pink, summer... 25 00:01:26,440 --> 00:01:28,900 125th Street, where we ran into Jordan. 26 00:01:29,500 --> 00:01:31,200 I'm so proud to be here today, 27 00:01:32,020 --> 00:01:34,500 to be a part of this and be the face of it right now. 28 00:01:35,120 --> 00:01:36,020 I love her. 29 00:01:40,360 --> 00:01:42,160 [QUENTIN] I feel like a superstar. [LAUGHS] 30 00:01:47,320 --> 00:01:49,440 Yo, I can't stop blushing! [LAUGHS] 31 00:01:49,920 --> 00:01:51,200 I can't stop blushing. 32 00:01:52,560 --> 00:01:54,420 [ZEN] I was walking the dogs, right? 33 00:01:55,640 --> 00:01:59,340 And we met and I sat and posed for the photo. 34 00:01:59,360 --> 00:02:00,860 [MAN] It was here in New York right? 35 00:02:00,860 --> 00:02:02,020 [ZEN] Yeah, Harlem. 36 00:02:09,840 --> 00:02:12,240 [125th Street, Harlem] 37 00:02:14,780 --> 00:02:15,700 [LOUIE] How you doing? 38 00:02:15,700 --> 00:02:17,160 Can I introduce you to Megastar Brand store? 39 00:02:17,160 --> 00:02:18,160 We got it all. 40 00:02:18,200 --> 00:02:18,940 You get hoodies. 41 00:02:18,980 --> 00:02:19,940 We got long sleeve tees. 42 00:02:19,940 --> 00:02:21,380 Black Power everything. 43 00:02:21,640 --> 00:02:22,800 We got all kinds of... 44 00:02:25,200 --> 00:02:26,340 How you doing miss? 45 00:02:26,340 --> 00:02:27,800 Can I introduce you to Megastar Brand store? 46 00:02:27,800 --> 00:02:29,040 [WOMAN] Maybe next time, baby. 47 00:02:29,040 --> 00:02:30,610 [LOUIE] All right, take care. 48 00:02:32,860 --> 00:02:34,920 [CASTEEL] I was walking around, shooting at night 49 00:02:34,920 --> 00:02:39,070 and Louie and A-Thug were packing up their stuff. 50 00:02:39,070 --> 00:02:40,830 So while I was taking the pictures, 51 00:02:40,830 --> 00:02:44,160 at some point, Louie asked, "What's going on here?" 52 00:02:44,160 --> 00:02:46,220 "Are you an artist? A photographer?" 53 00:02:46,220 --> 00:02:47,720 "What brings you to Harlem?" 54 00:02:47,720 --> 00:02:49,920 And I was like, "Oh, I'm actually a painter," 55 00:02:49,920 --> 00:02:52,100 "I'm doing this project," blah blah blah. 56 00:02:52,100 --> 00:02:54,200 And they were like, "Oh, yeah!" 57 00:02:54,200 --> 00:02:55,700 "We'd love to participate!" 58 00:02:56,180 --> 00:02:58,640 They had phenomenal energy from the beginning. 59 00:02:58,640 --> 00:03:00,780 --Y'all turned this into a photo shoot. I ain't mad at it. 60 00:03:00,780 --> 00:03:03,320 [LAUGHS] --Make use of it while you got the camera! 61 00:03:03,700 --> 00:03:07,100 The actual moment of me photographing someone 62 00:03:07,100 --> 00:03:09,160 is that speedy moment. 63 00:03:09,160 --> 00:03:10,960 I'm in and out with them. 64 00:03:11,700 --> 00:03:16,500 But I get to spend the most intimate time, initially, 65 00:03:16,960 --> 00:03:19,780 by myself in the studio, 66 00:03:19,780 --> 00:03:24,300 re-engaging with what I felt from someone in an instant. 67 00:03:34,500 --> 00:03:39,560 I sit in here literally for hours alone, in my own head-- 68 00:03:39,570 --> 00:03:46,270 to have the space to really delve into my most intimate thoughts and feelings, 69 00:03:46,270 --> 00:03:49,040 and to process the world around me, 70 00:03:49,040 --> 00:03:51,320 which is what I do when I'm painting. 71 00:03:52,360 --> 00:03:54,360 I spend a lot of time just looking 72 00:03:54,370 --> 00:03:57,130 and deciding colors in advance, 73 00:03:57,130 --> 00:03:59,090 and then mixing them meticulously 74 00:03:59,090 --> 00:04:00,980 so that when I get to this point 75 00:04:00,980 --> 00:04:04,960 I'm able to exert a certain amount of confidence. 76 00:04:05,720 --> 00:04:10,400 My way of trying to reconnect with the immediacy that happens 77 00:04:10,400 --> 00:04:13,690 if you're sitting in front of somebody, you know? 78 00:04:13,690 --> 00:04:15,140 That you're working from life. 79 00:04:17,350 --> 00:04:22,720 The camera, it's really become a liaison between me and the sitter. 80 00:04:22,720 --> 00:04:27,680 It gives me time to slow down before I go fast. 81 00:04:27,680 --> 00:04:30,260 In that moment with A-Thug and Louie, 82 00:04:30,260 --> 00:04:33,540 I don't know if I noticed that "melanin" shirt sitting on the table. 83 00:04:33,540 --> 00:04:36,190 I'm quite sure I didn't as I'm taking the pictures. 84 00:04:36,190 --> 00:04:37,420 But it's only in retrospect, 85 00:04:37,420 --> 00:04:40,860 as I took time to really study the environment that they had created, 86 00:04:40,860 --> 00:04:42,080 that I was like, "Whoa!" 87 00:04:42,080 --> 00:04:46,040 "There are really prominent things happening here." 88 00:04:48,780 --> 00:04:51,660 His shirt saying, "T.H.U.G., the hate you gave us," 89 00:04:51,660 --> 00:04:55,560 I also didn't notice until I started making the painting. 90 00:04:56,080 --> 00:04:58,700 I think that's a very powerful statement, 91 00:04:58,700 --> 00:05:01,490 to wear it on your chest like a shield 92 00:05:01,490 --> 00:05:04,500 that communities of color often have to create 93 00:05:04,500 --> 00:05:07,020 in order to protect and honor ourselves. 94 00:05:09,520 --> 00:05:11,620 [LOUIE] I get the best feeling when I come outside 95 00:05:11,620 --> 00:05:13,800 and somebody's wearing one of my t-shirts, 96 00:05:13,800 --> 00:05:14,800 one of my hats. 97 00:05:15,080 --> 00:05:17,260 Right here is a little bear I done drew out, 98 00:05:17,260 --> 00:05:20,360 animated it with the little graphic design. 99 00:05:20,980 --> 00:05:22,600 So, I've got to produce. 100 00:05:22,610 --> 00:05:25,520 Like, making art into wearable clothing right now. 101 00:05:25,520 --> 00:05:27,000 Young Style Designs. 102 00:05:27,000 --> 00:05:28,820 It's wearable art right here, though. 103 00:05:31,680 --> 00:05:33,740 Jordan, her work is on showcase. 104 00:05:33,960 --> 00:05:36,940 You've got to go inside of an establishment. 105 00:05:36,940 --> 00:05:38,660 I'm more of a street hustler, 106 00:05:38,660 --> 00:05:41,560 I get it out right on the cement concrete block. 107 00:05:42,400 --> 00:05:46,740 She left a little event in my life, like a nice little milestone. 108 00:05:46,740 --> 00:05:50,220 Just dropped down and did something nice. 109 00:05:52,860 --> 00:05:55,500 [CASTEEL] I have somehow found a way 110 00:05:55,500 --> 00:06:01,540 to weasel myself into a one-percent opportunity within the art market 111 00:06:01,550 --> 00:06:03,060 that has proven, on so many levels, 112 00:06:03,060 --> 00:06:06,200 that room for me is few and far between, 113 00:06:06,200 --> 00:06:09,040 as a young African-American woman 114 00:06:09,040 --> 00:06:14,520 in a space that is primarily run by older White men. 115 00:06:16,090 --> 00:06:20,320 The history of this country is complicated. 116 00:06:20,320 --> 00:06:25,130 The history of how art has moved through institutions, 117 00:06:25,130 --> 00:06:27,200 and been valued, is complicated. 118 00:06:27,600 --> 00:06:30,000 With access comes responsibility. 119 00:06:30,640 --> 00:06:32,860 With visibility comes responsibility. 120 00:06:34,780 --> 00:06:37,920 [ZEN] There are very few spaces where 121 00:06:37,930 --> 00:06:40,520 Black men are being represented 122 00:06:40,520 --> 00:06:43,700 outside of criminality and entertainment. 123 00:06:44,760 --> 00:06:49,440 People probably pass the subjects in this work everyday, 124 00:06:50,380 --> 00:06:52,960 without acknowledging anything about them. 125 00:06:54,140 --> 00:06:56,920 There is a value in just being.