[Script Info] Title: [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,0:00:00.00,0:00:04.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,NARRATOR: Howie Mandel is battling a crippling disorder. Dialogue: 0,0:00:04.28,0:00:08.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Obsessive-compulsive disorder nearly cost him his career Dialogue: 0,0:00:08.40,0:00:11.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and made him shave his hair. Dialogue: 0,0:00:11.18,0:00:15.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,HOWIE MANDEL: OCD are these intrusive thoughts that keep coming in Dialogue: 0,0:00:15.18,0:00:17.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so much that you have no control, and you can't stop. Dialogue: 0,0:00:17.76,0:00:20.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Those thoughts are so strong that it stops your life. Dialogue: 0,0:00:20.76,0:00:25.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,NARRATOR: For Howie, his fear of germs has been a living nightmare, Dialogue: 0,0:00:25.18,0:00:28.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,not just for him but for his loved ones as well. Dialogue: 0,0:00:28.98,0:00:31.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,HOWIE MANDEL: In my mind, this is a Petri dish. Dialogue: 0,0:00:31.52,0:00:33.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Otherwise, I would spend a day as I have in the past Dialogue: 0,0:00:33.80,0:00:35.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in my life in a men's room, Dialogue: 0,0:00:35.94,0:00:39.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,rubbing and scrubbing and scalding. Dialogue: 0,0:00:39.06,0:00:42.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,NARRATOR: His phobia nearly made him an absent father. Dialogue: 0,0:00:42.95,0:00:48.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was so bad he couldn't bear touching his own children's hands. Dialogue: 0,0:00:48.13,0:00:50.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,HOWIE MANDEL'S WIFE: The kids, when they're crawling on the floor, Dialogue: 0,0:00:50.51,0:00:52.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,everything, it was so hard for him. Dialogue: 0,0:00:52.56,0:00:54.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,NARRATOR: When his kids were growing up, Dialogue: 0,0:00:54.20,0:00:57.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,he had a second house built in their backyard. Dialogue: 0,0:00:57.34,0:01:02.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mandel would go here to escape the germs of his own family. Dialogue: 0,0:01:02.44,0:01:06.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He managed to keep his obsession hidden from colleagues and fans. Dialogue: 0,0:01:06.88,0:01:11.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,His way of greeting his audience with a fist bump became his trademark. Dialogue: 0,0:01:11.90,0:01:13.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Until one day, Dialogue: 0,0:01:13.35,0:01:17.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when he spilled his secret to Howard Stern by accident. Dialogue: 0,0:01:17.40,0:01:19.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,HOWIE MANDEL: I was incredibly embarrassed, Dialogue: 0,0:01:19.18,0:01:21.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I thought I had humiliated my family. Dialogue: 0,0:01:21.60,0:01:23.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I thought that this is going to be the end of my career because Dialogue: 0,0:01:23.95,0:01:26.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,people are going to know that I do have mental health issues. Dialogue: 0,0:01:26.26,0:01:28.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,NARRATOR: After this shocking revelation, Dialogue: 0,0:01:28.30,0:01:32.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the comedian shared how OCD nearly ended his career. Dialogue: 0,0:01:32.28,0:01:34.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,HOWIE MANDEL: There were many times when I wanted to back out. Dialogue: 0,0:01:34.84,0:01:38.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm not somebody who sits down with strangers as I sit here. Dialogue: 0,0:01:38.90,0:01:40.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,NARRATOR: He even wrote a book called Dialogue: 0,0:01:40.87,0:01:43.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Here's the Deal, Don't Touch Me, Dialogue: 0,0:01:43.44,0:01:46.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,which set him free from his fears and Dialogue: 0,0:01:46.24,0:01:50.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,inspired millions of people who also battle OCD. Dialogue: 0,0:01:50.60,0:01:54.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yet Howie's fight is far from over. Dialogue: 0,0:01:54.18,0:01:58.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He is still in therapy and on medication for the anxiety Dialogue: 0,0:01:58.24,0:02:00.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that goes along with this disorder. Dialogue: 0,0:02:00.77,0:02:04.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Therapies also would save Charlize Theron Dialogue: 0,0:02:04.08,0:02:07.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,from becoming her own worst enemy. Dialogue: 0,0:02:07.02,0:02:08.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For this actress, Dialogue: 0,0:02:08.38,0:02:12.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it's not germs but messy cabinets that steal her sleep. Dialogue: 0,0:02:12.99,0:02:15.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"I will lie in my bed and not be able to sleep Dialogue: 0,0:02:15.63,0:02:17.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because I'll say to myself, Dialogue: 0,0:02:17.10,0:02:19.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think I saw something in that cabinet Dialogue: 0,0:02:19.59,0:02:21.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that just shouldn't be there." Dialogue: 0,0:02:21.72,0:02:24.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Charlize faced the hardest challenge ever Dialogue: 0,0:02:24.39,0:02:26.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when she became a mom. Dialogue: 0,0:02:26.26,0:02:29.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She was used to a neat and tidy house, Dialogue: 0,0:02:29.26,0:02:32.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,yet motherhood made her life chaotic. Dialogue: 0,0:02:32.38,0:02:35.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Whenever her kids leave the house in a mess, Dialogue: 0,0:02:35.20,0:02:37.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it causes her agony. Dialogue: 0,0:02:37.62,0:02:39.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,CHARLIZE THERON: There's a lot of times Dialogue: 0,0:02:39.09,0:02:40.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,where I'm walking through my house Dialogue: 0,0:02:40.17,0:02:41.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,thinking I'm going senile Dialogue: 0,0:02:41.46,0:02:43.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because I have a little OCD thing, Dialogue: 0,0:02:43.02,0:02:45.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I'm, like, where is this glare coming from? Dialogue: 0,0:02:45.75,0:02:48.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,NARRATOR: Charlize got her life back together Dialogue: 0,0:02:48.14,0:02:50.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with the help of a therapist. Dialogue: 0,0:02:50.16,0:02:53.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Her children also lightened her load. Dialogue: 0,0:02:53.32,0:02:55.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,CHARLIZE THERON: I've gotten a little bit better. Dialogue: 0,0:02:55.14,0:02:57.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My kids definitely helped me be less anxious Dialogue: 0,0:02:57.95,0:02:59.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,about a lot of that stuff. Dialogue: 0,0:02:59.44,0:03:01.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,NARRATOR: Her condition could have harmed her career, Dialogue: 0,0:03:01.98,0:03:04.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but instead, it gave her an edge. Dialogue: 0,0:03:04.44,0:03:08.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She channeled her OCD into many of her biggest roles, Dialogue: 0,0:03:08.75,0:03:12.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like in Atomic Blonde, Mad Max, and Monster. Dialogue: 0,0:03:12.80,0:03:16.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,David Beckham's OCD took another shape. Dialogue: 0,0:03:16.60,0:03:20.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He says he needs to have everything in a straight line, Dialogue: 0,0:03:20.31,0:03:22.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or everything has to be in pairs. Dialogue: 0,0:03:22.68,0:03:26.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He's literally obsessed with symmetry. Dialogue: 0,0:03:26.08,0:03:28.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When David walks to the fridge, Dialogue: 0,0:03:28.08,0:03:31.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,simply getting a drink can quickly become an ordeal. Dialogue: 0,0:03:31.64,0:03:36.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,His drink labels must be lined up in a certain way. Dialogue: 0,0:03:36.30,0:03:41.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,DAVID BECKHAM: If there's two bottles of water and two bottles of Coke Dialogue: 0,0:03:41.29,0:03:43.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and two bottles of Sprite, Dialogue: 0,0:03:43.42,0:03:45.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,if there's an extra can, Dialogue: 0,0:03:45.10,0:03:48.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,then I'd take it out and put it in the cupboard and hide it. Dialogue: 0,0:03:48.23,0:03:52.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,NARRATOR: David's disorder made him buy three fridges, Dialogue: 0,0:03:52.03,0:03:54.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,one for drinks, one for salads, Dialogue: 0,0:03:54.76,0:03:57.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and one for other food. Dialogue: 0,0:03:57.10,0:04:00.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Of course, all three perfectly organized. Dialogue: 0,0:04:00.71,0:04:03.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Beckham also admitted that he's addicted to Dialogue: 0,0:04:03.94,0:04:08.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,rearranging hotel rooms to make everything perfect. Dialogue: 0,0:04:08.42,0:04:10.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like other OCD sufferers, Dialogue: 0,0:04:10.69,0:04:14.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,David didn't want his diagnosis to influence his career, Dialogue: 0,0:04:14.87,0:04:17.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so he only opened up about it later. Dialogue: 0,0:04:17.95,0:04:20.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,His Manchester United teammates Dialogue: 0,0:04:20.56,0:04:23.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,used this information to annoy him. Dialogue: 0,0:04:23.44,0:04:27.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They reordered his clothes and other stuff in hotel rooms, Dialogue: 0,0:04:27.32,0:04:29.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and it drove him mad. Dialogue: 0,0:04:29.51,0:04:31.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Although Beckham wished and tried Dialogue: 0,0:04:31.93,0:04:35.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to stop his obsessive behavior, he couldn't. Dialogue: 0,0:04:35.64,0:04:40.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Of course, his habits also complicate the lives of his family, Dialogue: 0,0:04:40.47,0:04:42.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but with their love and support, Dialogue: 0,0:04:42.86,0:04:45.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,David leads a pretty normal life. Dialogue: 0,0:04:45.45,0:04:47.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mandel, Theron, and Beckham Dialogue: 0,0:04:47.61,0:04:50.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,are all living their own brand of nightmare, Dialogue: 0,0:04:50.91,0:04:55.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but all three of them had the courage to break the silence. Dialogue: 0,0:04:55.59,0:05:00.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So don't forget, whatever battle you're in, you're not alone. Dialogue: 0,0:05:00.82,0:05:05.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Face your fears. Speak your truth.