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Translation & Subtitles: thoseguiltyeyes | scandal-heaven.com[br]⠀[br]Hello! RINA here.

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Today's video is one where I'll be chatting at home for the first time in forever.

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Hasn't it been a really long time?

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Lately I've been filming vlogs of stuff I do when I go out,

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so it makes me feel that it's been a really long time since I've done this.

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It feels kind of weird.

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I asked people to send in stuff like what's been bothering them lately,

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what they've been thinking about,

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or any large or small problems.

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I'll be selecting a few of those and talking about them.

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A lot of them overlapped.

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Like, there were a lot who were thinking the same thing,

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or worrying about the same thing.

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There were also a lot of things that I could relate to.

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It made me think that everyone really does think the same kind of things.

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I'll talk and answer them leisurely as we think together.

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(Before that...)

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A lot of my viewers are around the same age as me.

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I'll be turning 32 in August,

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and mostly everyone is around that age.

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I felt that the problems unique to my generation

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and that the way you think changes with each generation.

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I was like, "Yeah, I guess [people my age] do think of things like that now."

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At any rate, I'll start reading from the first screenshot I took.

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"This is my third year in the workforce. Every day is like a routine, and it seems like every year there's less and less fun things to do."

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Right?

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Like...

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You have to go to work every day and come home.

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I've always been in the music scene,

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and I think it's a job that involves meeting new people

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and doing things in new places relatively often.

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If you look at it roughly, the process is very similar.

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We make new music, promote it, tour,

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tour while making new music,

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and record that music after touring.

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It's a very luxurious way of life,

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but I totally understand [situations like the question asker].

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So, if you ask people around you how to keep things fresh,

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I think there will come a time when it will be a little difficult.

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So I think the only way to do that is to learn something new,

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or find something you like to do,

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or study something new as an adult.

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In that sense, sometimes you have no choice but to become someone new.

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For me, how I should edit a video is different from what I'd do with music.

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I'm not saying that right now it feels really fresh,

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but when I went to French school,

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it really felt like I was off to a new start.

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Also, as I mentioned in my video about this,

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I've been doing Pilates to work out and refresh myself.

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Recently, every day--it's really a recent thing--

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I've been trying to spend an hour a day

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studying something that has nothing to do with my lifestyle or work.

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Maybe do something like that.

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I think you have to get things going on your own.

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It's impossible to prepare a fresh environment every day.

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Yeah, it takes time,

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but in the end, I think the only thing you can do

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is to make a new move on your own.

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On to the next question.

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"II haven't had any feelings of love for a man for more than 5 years now."

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I see.

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It's like, "What does it mean to love, anyway?"

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Love, huh.

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The power of love is incredible.

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It can make you do anything.

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The moment you fall in love with someone,

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or the period of time,

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is really a great thing.

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But sometimes I think that if I could make myself happy,

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I would really be invincible.

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Someone might think I'm really lonely,

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but I try to be myself and have fun on my own.

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At any rate, I think I try to be the kind of person

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who can have fun by myself.

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I'm sure I'm not doing it very well, though.

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If you're having a good time and you're feeling fulfilled,

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maybe there's someone you'd like to be with

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or someone you'd be attracted to.

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If you're mentally open like that,

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you might have a better chance of meeting someone.

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But as you get older,

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it feels like you're less likely to have people that you like.

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Or rather, the number lessens.

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There's more and more to consider.

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So it'd be nice if you could make yourself as happy as possible

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and have good encounters and feelings of love

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appear somewhere along the way, wouldn't it?

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I totally get you.

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I totally understand this situation.

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"I often wonder how I and my family will live in the future. I'm filled with anxiety."

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Family, huh...

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Yeah...

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I'm the eldest out of five kids.

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My mom was a single mother.

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I also played the father role in the family.

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That's why I do a lot of thinking.

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Like wondering how we can all be happy in the end.

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Since I love my job, there are times when I'm like,

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"I need to work hard and earn money."

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That's not the only thing, though.

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There are definitely times when I feel anxious

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because my family is one I have to support properly.

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Since this person might not have the same circumstances as me,

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they may be feeling a different kind of anxiety.

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But I definitely feel that way sometimes, too.

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I hope we can keep the band going for as long and healthy as possible,

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but I wonder how I would be able live my life

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if something difficult happened to me, such as my health declining.

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It's no good if I can't look after my family.

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What I should do at that time...

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This is not a negative thing in terms of the band at all,

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but something I think about calmly as a human being.

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Sometimes it's hard to find the answer,

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and I get anxious and scared.

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But in the end, I feel like I have no choice but to do what's in front of me.

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But I totally get that about family.

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It's because you care about them so much that you're worried.

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I understand.

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I also play the father figure in financial situations.

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I've been paying for my sisters' tuitions all this time.

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I pay all the rent and living expenses at my parents' house.

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Sometimes I feel like it's hard to talk about money with others.

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I think that instability there would have a huge impact on one's mental health.

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For me too...

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But there's no choice but to work hard, ultimately.

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There's no choice but for me to do it.

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I think that's why I've been able to stay motivated and try all kinds of things.

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Sometimes I wonder if I'd be able to work this hard if it was just for me.

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Sometimes it can be an anxiety factor.

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I think that knowing there's something you need to look after can be motivating.

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"Human relations and communication in the workplace are difficult, aren't they?"

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They are difficult.

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In my case...

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The band's been together since we were young.

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We have a very special bond.

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So it's a very difficult relationship to explain in words.

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But each one of us is an individual person,

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and although we're friends who have been playing music together as a band for a long time,

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we are also different from each other.

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I think it's good to be involved

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while maintaining a good sense of distance and emotional space.

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That's why we've been able to support each other

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and be a band for such a long time.

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In that way...

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I think I've been adjusting and thinking about it a lot more since we've grown up.

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But the relationship between us is a bit too special,

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so this may not be helpful to others.

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Also, we have close relationships to those at our management office and record label.

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I think that's the main thing about interpersonal relationships at work in my case.

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But that might also be a special case.

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I think it depends on the office,

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but in our case, we are very close, like a family.

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At this time, I really want to separate and cherish my private life, in a good way,

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so, honestly, I think there are more things we don't mention or talk about than before.

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Not that there's anything wrong with it.

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That's why I think our relationships keep changing.

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You yourself change as well.

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It would be good if we could all communicate what we need to convey,

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maintain a good distance,

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and build relationships at work while protecting ourselves.

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I've never really experienced what it's like to have a boss and subordinates like in a company,

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so I might not understand all that properly.

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I don't think I know anything about it.

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I can imagine it, but I'm sure there are things you won't understand unless you're there experiencing it,

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so I don't think I can say anything adequate.

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I'm sure it must be hard.

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It's really commendable. It really is.

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I think that's impressive.

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We speak really casually to the head of our office.

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That's what it's like [where we are].

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That's how close we are.

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But that doesn't happen very often, I'm sure.

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That's why there are so many things that I can't even imagine.

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But there's a part of me that believes that if you really convey something properly,

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it will get through to everyone.

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It'd be nice to be involved without it being too difficult.

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Here's a cute question.

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"I'm going to Tokyo Disneyland for the first time in forever. I'm so unsure what to eat at the park."

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That's so cute.

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So tranquil.

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Disney's great.

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I also went recently with a friend.

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It might have been a while ago, actually.

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It was fun.

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I always have to have a churro.

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It's delicious.

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Please have fun!

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They might have already gone.

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"I get emotional easily and regret it later."

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I get you.

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I totally get you.

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Because you value something and have passion for it...

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Your words become strong, fast, and sharp.

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Because, you know...

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I don't think it's possible to be emotional without passion.

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You know you'll regret it,

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and you'll probably hate yourself for being that way.

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I think it's great to be able to change things in creative ways,

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but I think it's really great to have something you're passionate about,

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something you can put your heart and soul into,

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to the point where it's something really emotional for you.

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I'm totally the same way.

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I'm totally like that when I talk about the band.

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Yeah.

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There are times when I wonder why I said something the way I did,

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or how I could have communicated it better.

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That's why sometimes I try talking about that topic one more time.

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Yeah.

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There are many times when you can't apologize properly.

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Those times are when you reaffirm that you are passionate about it.

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It's been a long time.

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But yeah, in that way...

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I think it's great when there are things that you can really get emotionally attached to.

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So I think it would be good if we could talk about the things we want to change,

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even if it's just a little bit at a time,

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or about the things we think we did wrong that we can make up for later,

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even if it's after the fact.

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I'm sure there will be times when they'll understand,

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and you'll feel better, too.

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"I'm tired of comparing my life with my friends all the time."

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Looking at social media, right?

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You subsciously compare things.

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Isn't that the same for everyone?

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If there are accounts that make you feel bad when you see their posts,

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I think it's fine if you mute them.

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In regards to social media, that is.

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I wonder if there are times when they do comparisons during conversations.

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Because everything in your life is something you've experienced yourself,

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I think there are times when you feel like there are no improvements in your life.

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I feel like there are so many cases where someone's life is insanely special from someone else's perspective.

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You're like, "That's not what my life's like."

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I'm sure there's a lot of things you don't realize,

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like the parts that other people envy and think are amazing.

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In fact, I think it might happen in your own life too.

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"I'm a 24-year-old woman. I'm going out with someone 12 years older than me, and it's hard to keep up because my money sense differs."

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Maybe you should talk to them about this.

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You're dating, after all.

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It's better that the two of you talk about it.

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For the long run, as well.

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I think it'd be a good idea to honestly discuss what you had written to me.

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"I'm going overseas for a year soon for work, and I'm wondering if I should go out with someone I like right now."

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You mean it'd end up being a long-distance relationship, right?

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I think it's fine to go out with them.

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Surprisingly, a year goes by so quickly.

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They could go overseas if they want.

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You can call each other and stay in touch.

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Maybe I'm the type of person who doesn't think of distance as a problem.

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I think it's a good thing when two people like and are attracted to each other.

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It might not be easy to see each other,

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but what about when you are living in the same country?

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However, I think there's a possibility it'll become a special time that you can say afterwards was a good time.

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I think it's really cool when women work hard for a year overseas like this.

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Ah, I got one of these questions.

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"Now that I'm at the age where I have friends who are getting married or living together, I feel anxious even though I've never been in a relationship."

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Yeah.

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Almost all of the questions I got are like this.

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When I ask for questions, most of them are like this.

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There's really no way to solve this.

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Everyone is different, so there's no need to worry.

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But it is true that when you think about your body and such,

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it's natural that you feel like you're counting backwards, especially for women.

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I'm sure there will be a lot of things to think about, like whether you'd have a baby or not.

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I get it.

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I'm wondering what's going to happen to me too, really.

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With that in mind...

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But there's always so much to do in front of me.

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Just because I take a break doesn't mean I'm getting married.

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I've been in my band for a long time.

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Yeah, I don't know anymore.

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But my married friends say that it's really all about timing.

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A lot of people say they never thought it would be like this,

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and I also think that's how it must be.

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So, to rewind a bit,

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I'm the type of person who thinks it's better to have a foundation where I'm fine even if I'm all alone.

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I'd like to be able to live a normal and happy life on my own,

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and then go out with someone or not, get married or not.

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It's like we'll have new kind of fun when we're together.

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That's what I feel right now.

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That's what I'm feeling now.

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But I get you.

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Isn't it the same for everyone?

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So don't think you're the only one.

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Make yourself happy by thinking that you're not in any particular hurry.

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It doesn't have to be fun all the time.

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I think it would be nice to have that, to be able to live somehow in a good way.

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Marriage is not the ultimate goal.

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And then there's a whole new mess of hard work.