WEBVTT 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Translation & Subtitles: thoseguiltyeyes | scandal-heaven.com ⠀ Hello! RINA here. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Today's video is one where I'll be chatting at home for the first time in forever. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Hasn't it been a really long time? 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Lately I've been filming vlogs of stuff I do when I go out, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 so it makes me feel that it's been a really long time since I've done this. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 It feels kind of weird. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I asked people to send in stuff like what's been bothering them lately, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 what they've been thinking about, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 or any large or small problems. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I'll be selecting a few of those and talking about them. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 A lot of them overlapped. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Like, there were a lot who were thinking the same thing, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 or worrying about the same thing. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 There were also a lot of things that I could relate to. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 It made me think that everyone really does think the same kind of things. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I'll talk and answer them leisurely as we think together. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 (Before that...) 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 A lot of my viewers are around the same age as me. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I'll be turning 32 in August, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 and mostly everyone is around that age. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I felt that the problems unique to my generation 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 and that the way you think changes with each generation. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I was like, "Yeah, I guess [people my age] do think of things like that now." 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 At any rate, I'll start reading from the first screenshot I took. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 "This is my third year in the workforce. Every day is like a routine, and it seems like every year there's less and less fun things to do." 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Right? 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Like... 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 You have to go to work every day and come home. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I've always been in the music scene, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 and I think it's a job that involves meeting new people 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 and doing things in new places relatively often. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 If you look at it roughly, the process is very similar. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 We make new music, promote it, tour, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 tour while making new music, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 and record that music after touring. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 It's a very luxurious way of life, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 but I totally understand [situations like the question asker]. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 So, if you ask people around you how to keep things fresh, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I think there will come a time when it will be a little difficult. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 So I think the only way to do that is to learn something new, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 or find something you like to do, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 or study something new as an adult. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 In that sense, sometimes you have no choice but to become someone new. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 For me, how I should edit a video is different from what I'd do with music. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I'm not saying that right now it feels really fresh, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 but when I went to French school, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 it really felt like I was off to a new start. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Also, as I mentioned in my video about this, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I've been doing Pilates to work out and refresh myself. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Recently, every day--it's really a recent thing-- 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I've been trying to spend an hour a day 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 studying something that has nothing to do with my lifestyle or work. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Maybe do something like that. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I think you have to get things going on your own. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 It's impossible to prepare a fresh environment every day. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Yeah, it takes time, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 but in the end, I think the only thing you can do 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 is to make a new move on your own. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 On to the next question. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 "II haven't had any feelings of love for a man for more than 5 years now." 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I see. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 It's like, "What does it mean to love, anyway?" 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Love, huh. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 The power of love is incredible. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 It can make you do anything. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 The moment you fall in love with someone, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 or the period of time, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 is really a great thing. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 But sometimes I think that if I could make myself happy, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I would really be invincible. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Someone might think I'm really lonely, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 but I try to be myself and have fun on my own. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 At any rate, I think I try to be the kind of person 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 who can have fun by myself. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I'm sure I'm not doing it very well, though. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 If you're having a good time and you're feeling fulfilled, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 maybe there's someone you'd like to be with 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 or someone you'd be attracted to. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 If you're mentally open like that, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 you might have a better chance of meeting someone. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 But as you get older, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 it feels like you're less likely to have people that you like. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Or rather, the number lessens. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 There's more and more to consider. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 So it'd be nice if you could make yourself as happy as possible 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 and have good encounters and feelings of love 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 appear somewhere along the way, wouldn't it? 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I totally get you. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I totally understand this situation. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 "I often wonder how I and my family will live in the future. I'm filled with anxiety." 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Family, huh... 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Yeah... 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I'm the eldest out of five kids. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 My mom was a single mother. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I also played the father role in the family. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 That's why I do a lot of thinking. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Like wondering how we can all be happy in the end. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Since I love my job, there are times when I'm like, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 "I need to work hard and earn money." 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 That's not the only thing, though. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 There are definitely times when I feel anxious 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 because my family is one I have to support properly. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Since this person might not have the same circumstances as me, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 they may be feeling a different kind of anxiety. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 But I definitely feel that way sometimes, too. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I hope we can keep the band going for as long and healthy as possible, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 but I wonder how I would be able live my life 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 if something difficult happened to me, such as my health declining. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 It's no good if I can't look after my family. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 What I should do at that time... 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 This is not a negative thing in terms of the band at all, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 but something I think about calmly as a human being. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Sometimes it's hard to find the answer, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 and I get anxious and scared. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 But in the end, I feel like I have no choice but to do what's in front of me. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 But I totally get that about family. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 It's because you care about them so much that you're worried. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I understand. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I also play the father figure in financial situations. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I've been paying for my sisters' tuitions all this time. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I pay all the rent and living expenses at my parents' house. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Sometimes I feel like it's hard to talk about money with others. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I think that instability there would have a huge impact on one's mental health. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 For me too... 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 But there's no choice but to work hard, ultimately. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 There's no choice but for me to do it. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I think that's why I've been able to stay motivated and try all kinds of things. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Sometimes I wonder if I'd be able to work this hard if it was just for me. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Sometimes it can be an anxiety factor. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I think that knowing there's something you need to look after can be motivating. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 "Human relations and communication in the workplace are difficult, aren't they?" 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 They are difficult. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 In my case... 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 The band's been together since we were young. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 We have a very special bond. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 So it's a very difficult relationship to explain in words. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 But each one of us is an individual person, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 and although we're friends who have been playing music together as a band for a long time, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 we are also different from each other. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I think it's good to be involved 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 while maintaining a good sense of distance and emotional space. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 That's why we've been able to support each other 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 and be a band for such a long time. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 In that way... 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I think I've been adjusting and thinking about it a lot more since we've grown up. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 But the relationship between us is a bit too special, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 so this may not be helpful to others. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Also, we have close relationships to those at our management office and record label. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I think that's the main thing about interpersonal relationships at work in my case. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 But that might also be a special case. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I think it depends on the office, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 but in our case, we are very close, like a family. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 At this time, I really want to separate and cherish my private life, in a good way, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 so, honestly, I think there are more things we don't mention or talk about than before. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Not that there's anything wrong with it. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 That's why I think our relationships keep changing. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 You yourself change as well. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 It would be good if we could all communicate what we need to convey, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 maintain a good distance, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 and build relationships at work while protecting ourselves. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I've never really experienced what it's like to have a boss and subordinates like in a company, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 so I might not understand all that properly. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I don't think I know anything about it. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I can imagine it, but I'm sure there are things you won't understand unless you're there experiencing it, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 so I don't think I can say anything adequate. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I'm sure it must be hard. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 It's really commendable. It really is. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I think that's impressive. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 We speak really casually to the head of our office. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 That's what it's like [where we are]. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 That's how close we are. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 But that doesn't happen very often, I'm sure. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 That's why there are so many things that I can't even imagine. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 But there's a part of me that believes that if you really convey something properly, 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 it will get through to everyone. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 It'd be nice to be involved without it being too difficult. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Here's a cute question. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 "I'm going to Tokyo Disneyland for the first time in forever. I'm so unsure what to eat at the park." 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 That's so cute. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 So tranquil. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Disney's great. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I also went recently with a friend. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 It might have been a while ago, actually. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 It was fun. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I always have to have a churro. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 It's delicious. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 Please have fun! 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 They might have already gone. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 "I get emotional easily and regret it later." 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I get you. 99:59:59.999 --> 99:59:59.999 I totally get you.