[Script Info] Title: [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Translation & Subtitles: thoseguiltyeyes | scandal-heaven.com\N⠀\NHello! RINA here. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Today's video is one where I'll be chatting at home for the first time in forever. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Hasn't it been a really long time? Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lately I've been filming vlogs of stuff I do when I go out, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so it makes me feel that it's been a really long time since I've done this. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It feels kind of weird. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I asked people to send in stuff like what's been bothering them lately, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,what they've been thinking about, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or any large or small problems. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'll be selecting a few of those and talking about them. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,A lot of them overlapped. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like, there were a lot who were thinking the same thing, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or worrying about the same thing. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There were also a lot of things that I could relate to. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It made me think that everyone really does think the same kind of things. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'll talk and answer them leisurely as we think together. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Before that...) Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,A lot of my viewers are around the same age as me. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'll be turning 32 in August, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and mostly everyone is around that age. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I felt that the problems unique to my generation Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and that the way you think changes with each generation. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was like, "Yeah, I guess [people my age] do think of things like that now." Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,At any rate, I'll start reading from the first screenshot I took. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"This is my third year in the workforce. Every day is like a routine, and it seems like every year there's less and less fun things to do." Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Right? Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like... Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You have to go to work every day and come home. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've always been in the music scene, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I think it's a job that involves meeting new people Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and doing things in new places relatively often. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If you look at it roughly, the process is very similar. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We make new music, promote it, tour, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,tour while making new music, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and record that music after touring. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's a very luxurious way of life, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I totally understand [situations like the question asker]. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, if you ask people around you how to keep things fresh, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think there will come a time when it will be a little difficult. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I think the only way to do that is to learn something new, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or find something you like to do, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or study something new as an adult. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In that sense, sometimes you have no choice but to become someone new. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For me, how I should edit a video is different from what I'd do with music. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm not saying that right now it feels really fresh, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but when I went to French school, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it really felt like I was off to a new start. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Also, as I mentioned in my video about this, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've been doing Pilates to work out and refresh myself. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Recently, every day--it's really a recent thing-- Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've been trying to spend an hour a day Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,studying something that has nothing to do with my lifestyle or work. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Maybe do something like that. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think you have to get things going on your own. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's impossible to prepare a fresh environment every day. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yeah, it takes time, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but in the end, I think the only thing you can do Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is to make a new move on your own. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,On to the next question. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"II haven't had any feelings of love for a man for more than 5 years now." Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I see. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's like, "What does it mean to love, anyway?" Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Love, huh. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The power of love is incredible. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It can make you do anything. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The moment you fall in love with someone, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or the period of time, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is really a great thing. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But sometimes I think that if I could make myself happy, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would really be invincible. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Someone might think I'm really lonely, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I try to be myself and have fun on my own. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,At any rate, I think I try to be the kind of person Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,who can have fun by myself. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm sure I'm not doing it very well, though. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If you're having a good time and you're feeling fulfilled, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,maybe there's someone you'd like to be with Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or someone you'd be attracted to. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If you're mentally open like that, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you might have a better chance of meeting someone. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But as you get older, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it feels like you're less likely to have people that you like. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Or rather, the number lessens. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There's more and more to consider. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So it'd be nice if you could make yourself as happy as possible Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and have good encounters and feelings of love Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,appear somewhere along the way, wouldn't it? Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I totally get you. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I totally understand this situation. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"I often wonder how I and my family will live in the future. I'm filled with anxiety." Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Family, huh... Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yeah... Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm the eldest out of five kids. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My mom was a single mother. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I also played the father role in the family. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's why I do a lot of thinking. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like wondering how we can all be happy in the end. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Since I love my job, there are times when I'm like, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"I need to work hard and earn money." Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's not the only thing, though. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There are definitely times when I feel anxious Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because my family is one I have to support properly. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Since this person might not have the same circumstances as me, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they may be feeling a different kind of anxiety. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But I definitely feel that way sometimes, too. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I hope we can keep the band going for as long and healthy as possible, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I wonder how I would be able live my life Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,if something difficult happened to me, such as my health declining. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's no good if I can't look after my family. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What I should do at that time... Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This is not a negative thing in terms of the band at all, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but something I think about calmly as a human being. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sometimes it's hard to find the answer, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I get anxious and scared. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But in the end, I feel like I have no choice but to do what's in front of me. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But I totally get that about family. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's because you care about them so much that you're worried. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I understand. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I also play the father figure in financial situations. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've been paying for my sisters' tuitions all this time. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I pay all the rent and living expenses at my parents' house. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sometimes I feel like it's hard to talk about money with others. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think that instability there would have a huge impact on one's mental health. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For me too... Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But there's no choice but to work hard, ultimately. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There's no choice but for me to do it. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think that's why I've been able to stay motivated and try all kinds of things. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sometimes I wonder if I'd be able to work this hard if it was just for me. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sometimes it can be an anxiety factor. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think that knowing there's something you need to look after can be motivating. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Human relations and communication in the workplace are difficult, aren't they?" Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They are difficult. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In my case... Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The band's been together since we were young. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We have a very special bond. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So it's a very difficult relationship to explain in words. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But each one of us is an individual person, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and although we're friends who have been playing music together as a band for a long time, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we are also different from each other. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think it's good to be involved Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,while maintaining a good sense of distance and emotional space. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's why we've been able to support each other Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and be a band for such a long time. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In that way... Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think I've been adjusting and thinking about it a lot more since we've grown up. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But the relationship between us is a bit too special, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so this may not be helpful to others. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Also, we have close relationships to those at our management office and record label. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think that's the main thing about interpersonal relationships at work in my case. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But that might also be a special case. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think it depends on the office, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but in our case, we are very close, like a family. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,At this time, I really want to separate and cherish my private life, in a good way, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so, honestly, I think there are more things we don't mention or talk about than before. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Not that there's anything wrong with it. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's why I think our relationships keep changing. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You yourself change as well. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It would be good if we could all communicate what we need to convey, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,maintain a good distance, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and build relationships at work while protecting ourselves. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've never really experienced what it's like to have a boss and subordinates like in a company, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so I might not understand all that properly. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't think I know anything about it. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can imagine it, but I'm sure there are things you won't understand unless you're there experiencing it, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so I don't think I can say anything adequate. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm sure it must be hard. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's really commendable. It really is. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think that's impressive. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We speak really casually to the head of our office. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's what it's like [where we are]. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's how close we are. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But that doesn't happen very often, I'm sure. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's why there are so many things that I can't even imagine. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But there's a part of me that believes that if you really convey something properly, Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it will get through to everyone. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It'd be nice to be involved without it being too difficult. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Here's a cute question. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"I'm going to Tokyo Disneyland for the first time in forever. I'm so unsure what to eat at the park." Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's so cute. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So tranquil. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Disney's great. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I also went recently with a friend. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It might have been a while ago, actually. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was fun. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I always have to have a churro. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's delicious. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Please have fun! Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They might have already gone. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"I get emotional easily and regret it later." Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I get you. Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I totally get you.