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Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Translation & Subtitles: thoseguiltyeyes | scandal-heaven.com\N⠀\NHello! RINA here.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Today's video is one where I'll be chatting at home for the first time in forever.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Hasn't it been a really long time?
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lately I've been filming vlogs of stuff I do when I go out,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so it makes me feel that it's been a really long time since I've done this.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It feels kind of weird.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I asked people to send in stuff like what's been bothering them lately,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,what they've been thinking about,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or any large or small problems.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'll be selecting a few of those and talking about them.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,A lot of them overlapped.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like, there were a lot who were thinking the same thing,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or worrying about the same thing.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There were also a lot of things that I could relate to.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It made me think that everyone really does think the same kind of things.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'll talk and answer them leisurely as we think together.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Before that...)
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,A lot of my viewers are around the same age as me.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'll be turning 32 in August,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and mostly everyone is around that age.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I felt that the problems unique to my generation
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and that the way you think changes with each generation.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was like, "Yeah, I guess [people my age] do think of things like that now."
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,At any rate, I'll start reading from the first screenshot I took.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"This is my third year in the workforce. Every day is like a routine, and it seems like every year there's less and less fun things to do."
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Right?
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like...
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You have to go to work every day and come home.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've always been in the music scene,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I think it's a job that involves meeting new people
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and doing things in new places relatively often.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If you look at it roughly, the process is very similar.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We make new music, promote it, tour,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,tour while making new music,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and record that music after touring.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's a very luxurious way of life,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I totally understand [situations like the question asker].
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, if you ask people around you how to keep things fresh,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think there will come a time when it will be a little difficult.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I think the only way to do that is to learn something new,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or find something you like to do,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or study something new as an adult.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In that sense, sometimes you have no choice but to become someone new.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For me, how I should edit a video is different from what I'd do with music.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm not saying that right now it feels really fresh,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but when I went to French school,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it really felt like I was off to a new start.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Also, as I mentioned in my video about this,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've been doing Pilates to work out and refresh myself.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Recently, every day--it's really a recent thing--
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've been trying to spend an hour a day
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,studying something that has nothing to do with my lifestyle or work.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Maybe do something like that.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think you have to get things going on your own.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's impossible to prepare a fresh environment every day.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yeah, it takes time,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but in the end, I think the only thing you can do
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is to make a new move on your own.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,On to the next question.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"II haven't had any feelings of love for a man for more than 5 years now."
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I see.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's like, "What does it mean to love, anyway?"
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Love, huh.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The power of love is incredible.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It can make you do anything.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The moment you fall in love with someone,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or the period of time,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is really a great thing.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But sometimes I think that if I could make myself happy,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would really be invincible.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Someone might think I'm really lonely,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I try to be myself and have fun on my own.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,At any rate, I think I try to be the kind of person
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,who can have fun by myself.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm sure I'm not doing it very well, though.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If you're having a good time and you're feeling fulfilled,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,maybe there's someone you'd like to be with
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or someone you'd be attracted to.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If you're mentally open like that,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you might have a better chance of meeting someone.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But as you get older,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it feels like you're less likely to have people that you like.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Or rather, the number lessens.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There's more and more to consider.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So it'd be nice if you could make yourself as happy as possible
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and have good encounters and feelings of love
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,appear somewhere along the way, wouldn't it?
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I totally get you.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I totally understand this situation.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"I often wonder how I and my family will live in the future. I'm filled with anxiety."
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Family, huh...
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yeah...
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm the eldest out of five kids.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My mom was a single mother.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I also played the father role in the family.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's why I do a lot of thinking.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like wondering how we can all be happy in the end.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Since I love my job, there are times when I'm like,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"I need to work hard and earn money."
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's not the only thing, though.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There are definitely times when I feel anxious
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because my family is one I have to support properly.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Since this person might not have the same circumstances as me,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they may be feeling a different kind of anxiety.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But I definitely feel that way sometimes, too.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I hope we can keep the band going for as long and healthy as possible,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I wonder how I would be able live my life
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,if something difficult happened to me, such as my health declining.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's no good if I can't look after my family.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What I should do at that time...
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This is not a negative thing in terms of the band at all,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but something I think about calmly as a human being.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sometimes it's hard to find the answer,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I get anxious and scared.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But in the end, I feel like I have no choice but to do what's in front of me.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But I totally get that about family.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's because you care about them so much that you're worried.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I understand.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I also play the father figure in financial situations.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've been paying for my sisters' tuitions all this time.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I pay all the rent and living expenses at my parents' house.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sometimes I feel like it's hard to talk about money with others.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think that instability there would have a huge impact on one's mental health.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For me too...
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But there's no choice but to work hard, ultimately.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There's no choice but for me to do it.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think that's why I've been able to stay motivated and try all kinds of things.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sometimes I wonder if I'd be able to work this hard if it was just for me.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sometimes it can be an anxiety factor.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think that knowing there's something you need to look after can be motivating.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Human relations and communication in the workplace are difficult, aren't they?"
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They are difficult.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In my case...
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The band's been together since we were young.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We have a very special bond.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So it's a very difficult relationship to explain in words.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But each one of us is an individual person,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and although we're friends who have been playing music together as a band for a long time,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we are also different from each other.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think it's good to be involved
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,while maintaining a good sense of distance and emotional space.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's why we've been able to support each other
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and be a band for such a long time.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In that way...
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think I've been adjusting and thinking about it a lot more since we've grown up.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But the relationship between us is a bit too special,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so this may not be helpful to others.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Also, we have close relationships to those at our management office and record label.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think that's the main thing about interpersonal relationships at work in my case.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But that might also be a special case.
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think it depends on the office,
Dialogue: 0,9:59:59.99,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but in our case, we are very close, like a family.