WEBVTT 00:00:12.920 --> 00:00:16.200 Company Esmik Ice Entertainment Presents 00:00:22.640 --> 00:00:25.870 Norwegian Wood 00:00:59.880 --> 00:01:01.760 Here, give it to me. 00:01:28.840 --> 00:01:31.830 Naoko and Kidzuki were together almost since birth. 00:01:34.440 --> 00:01:39.590 And I was Kidzuki's best friend So we were almost always together 00:02:44.320 --> 00:02:47.280 I lost... I'll have to pay 00:04:50.600 --> 00:04:53.070 After Kidzuki's death 00:04:53.560 --> 00:04:56.630 ...I decided to move away from this city Somewhere, where I didn't know anyone 00:04:56.880 --> 00:05:00.030 And forget about everything that happened. 00:05:23.880 --> 00:05:26.790 The myth of Andromah tells 00:05:27.040 --> 00:05:32.880 about an unbreakable love and the resulting reaction of its tragic consequences. 00:05:36.000 --> 00:05:38.640 University of Baseda is protesting, because today, there is nothing more important than the liquidation 00:05:38.760 --> 00:05:41.590 Of American bases on Okinawa And the end of the Vietnam war! 00:05:41.960 --> 00:05:45.160 We call to end the lecture and give us time for political discussions! 00:05:45.440 --> 00:05:47.720 We've collected too many problems That are more serious than Greek tragedies 00:05:48.000 --> 00:05:50.800 I don't think, that there are problems in the world more serious than those in Greek tragedies. 00:05:51.000 --> 00:05:52.070 But do as you will. 00:05:54.440 --> 00:05:58.910 After I moved to Tokyo, I for some time got heavily into reading books. 00:05:59.760 --> 00:06:06.520 Life stopped and became empty like the field of pages before my eyes. 00:06:14.760 --> 00:06:16.590 That will be ten thousand yen. 00:06:26.480 --> 00:06:30.390 Vatanabe! It's already 6:30! 00:06:32.200 --> 00:06:35.950 Instead of sitting with your books until morning go to sleep earlier. 00:06:36.120 --> 00:06:38.190 And when the sun comes up, you could exercise with me. 00:06:49.200 --> 00:06:50.350 Nagasava! 00:06:52.000 --> 00:06:54.470 Is it true that you fucked already 100 girls? 00:06:54.960 --> 00:06:56.310 Garbage 00:06:57.040 --> 00:06:59.080 Maybe, 70, but no more. 00:06:59.200 --> 00:07:01.080 I just want one right now. 00:07:02.800 --> 00:07:05.110 Next time, you'll come with me. 00:07:08.280 --> 00:07:10.270 No issue Everything will work out for you. 00:07:12.000 --> 00:07:14.640 Nagasava with a strange way, pulled me in. 00:07:14.880 --> 00:07:17.470 A refined nature, which is impossible to catch with anything 00:07:22.040 --> 00:07:23.680 Sorry, 00:07:28.520 --> 00:07:30.240 Life is short. 00:07:31.760 --> 00:07:35.390 There's no sense in wasting time on books in a sense of time is absent. 00:07:40.240 --> 00:07:41.470 What do you say, let's drink? 00:07:41.680 --> 00:07:44.150 This guy managed to be a sharp esthet 00:07:44.320 --> 00:07:46.910 And at the same time a pervert 00:09:18.640 --> 00:09:20.920 I... Sat over there, and... 00:09:24.080 --> 00:09:25.960 What are you doing in Tokyo? 00:09:29.480 --> 00:09:31.040 What am I doing? 00:09:36.320 --> 00:09:38.200 How about we take a walk... 00:09:42.480 --> 00:09:44.070 Is everything okay? 00:09:46.600 --> 00:09:48.240 You're quiet. 00:09:49.560 --> 00:09:51.870 I don't know how to talk a lot... Sorry. 00:09:53.920 --> 00:09:56.200 That's alright, I'm also not a talker. 00:10:50.640 --> 00:10:52.200 Where are we? 00:10:54.880 --> 00:10:58.480 Same place we came from. We circled around. 00:11:04.880 --> 00:11:06.760 You're tough! 00:11:08.320 --> 00:11:09.960 Surprised? 00:11:10.080 --> 00:11:10.670 Yea. 00:11:12.920 --> 00:11:16.200 Can I call you Say, this Saturday. 00:11:16.600 --> 00:11:17.870 Of course! 00:11:27.840 --> 00:11:29.960 Give student's defiance! 00:11:32.960 --> 00:11:35.240 Yankee, get out of Okinawa! 00:11:36.440 --> 00:11:39.030 Shame on war in Vietnam! 00:11:39.720 --> 00:11:42.310 Away with the contract of security! 00:11:43.040 --> 00:11:44.760 Away, away away! 00:12:19.600 --> 00:12:25.230 Every Sunday we met and Walked where our eyes looked 00:12:25.480 --> 00:12:29.520 Like we performed some kind of a ritual of calming of our souls 00:12:31.520 --> 00:12:34.800 And we still didn't talk about the past. 00:12:35.760 --> 00:12:39.230 The name Kidzuki was never mentioned in our conversations. 00:13:56.680 --> 00:13:58.000 You can look now. 00:13:58.160 --> 00:13:59.510 Now you can. 00:14:01.240 --> 00:14:02.590 How pretty! 00:14:04.360 --> 00:14:05.870 Can I blow it out? 00:14:06.120 --> 00:14:08.110 Oh, sorry! I'll be one second... 00:14:17.480 --> 00:14:18.710 - Blow - Go! 00:14:25.400 --> 00:14:26.720 This is for you. 00:14:27.720 --> 00:14:28.790 - For me? - Yes. 00:14:30.240 --> 00:14:31.310 Thanks. 00:14:32.040 --> 00:14:33.360 It's nothing. 00:14:33.880 --> 00:14:35.520 - Can I open it? - Of course. 00:15:01.080 --> 00:15:03.470 What a dumb birthday 00:15:03.640 --> 00:15:08.590 It's so stupid, when you turn 20 And you're not ready for it at all. 00:15:11.160 --> 00:15:14.360 You know, it's so strange Like someone is pushing you from the back. 00:15:15.480 --> 00:15:17.550 I still have 7 months. 00:15:18.000 --> 00:15:19.750 I'll try to get ready. 00:15:20.080 --> 00:15:21.960 Lucky! You're still 19.. 00:15:25.480 --> 00:15:31.350 To me, it seems, people should get stuck between 18 and 19. 00:15:35.600 --> 00:15:38.030 18 ends, you turn 19 00:15:40.600 --> 00:15:42.990 19 ends, you become 18 again. 00:15:46.760 --> 00:15:48.560 If only you could do that... 00:15:55.000 --> 00:15:59.840 If that was possible, it'd be so... easy. 00:19:16.120 --> 00:19:17.470 What is this, first time? 00:20:34.040 --> 00:20:37.270 That means, you never slept with Kidzuki? Why? 00:21:18.000 --> 00:21:19.230 Sorry... 00:21:21.440 --> 00:21:23.320 I shouldn't have asked. 00:22:33.240 --> 00:22:35.880 Sorry, but... I have to leave 00:22:40.480 --> 00:22:42.360 You'll still call 00:23:27.400 --> 00:23:32.160 When the owner of the apartment told me, that Naoko moved, I was stunned 00:23:34.080 --> 00:23:38.360 Then I wrote her a long letter to her address in Kobe 00:23:38.600 --> 00:23:42.200 hoping that it'd get routed to her wherever she was 00:23:44.640 --> 00:23:52.150 "Maybe, I shouldn't have treated you like that on your birthday 00:23:53.040 --> 00:23:59.670 Never in my life I felt anything like that 00:24:11.120 --> 00:24:13.000 Answer me. 00:24:14.160 --> 00:24:20.600 I want to know, did I hurt you? 00:25:07.360 --> 00:25:08.630 Vatanabe! 00:25:10.720 --> 00:25:12.600 Cut your nose hairs. 00:25:12.880 --> 00:25:14.760 You look horrible 00:25:16.160 --> 00:25:18.360 You know, we're late! 00:25:18.600 --> 00:25:20.240 I know, so what? 00:25:20.640 --> 00:25:22.680 Hurry! 00:25:27.240 --> 00:25:31.920 Hazumi knew, that Nagasava did nothing other than sleep with whomever 00:25:32.320 --> 00:25:36.200 But never complained about it 00:25:36.600 --> 00:25:41.200 She truly loved him and didn't give him any conditions 00:25:47.240 --> 00:25:50.120 So? Want to find some girls for the night? 00:25:54.400 --> 00:25:56.150 Come on, let's party 100%. 00:26:02.160 --> 00:26:03.560 What's with you? 00:26:05.400 --> 00:26:06.550 Are you serious? 00:26:07.800 --> 00:26:11.240 Seriously. From all the body parts the elbow feels the least. 00:26:11.440 --> 00:26:13.030 Hm.. interesting. 00:26:14.840 --> 00:26:15.910 Aha. 00:26:58.240 --> 00:27:01.920 "Wait, some day we'll meet again" 00:27:23.120 --> 00:27:26.430 Sorry, that I didn't answer for so long 00:27:26.800 --> 00:27:30.320 I needed time, before I could write to you 00:27:30.480 --> 00:27:32.710 Though I am still not ready to see you. 00:27:34.520 --> 00:27:40.550 I came back to my parents from Tokyo and there went to a hospital 00:27:44.960 --> 00:27:52.800 The doctor says that in the mountains by Kyoto there is a good sanitarium for me 00:27:54.520 --> 00:27:58.150 I'm thinking of going there for some time... 00:28:00.760 --> 00:28:06.360 I'm very grateful that you were close to me. 00:28:09.280 --> 00:28:12.960 Don't worry, you didn't hurt me. 00:28:14.560 --> 00:28:16.760 I hurt myself. 00:28:17.560 --> 00:28:18.990 I know". 00:28:48.200 --> 00:28:50.430 You are Vatanabe, right? 00:28:51.400 --> 00:28:52.630 Yes, why? 00:28:53.360 --> 00:28:56.560 Can I sit here? Or are you waiting for someone? 00:28:56.640 --> 00:28:58.520 I'm not waiting for anyone.. Sit... 00:29:12.400 --> 00:29:14.280 We've met before. 00:29:14.520 --> 00:29:15.920 Evripid. 00:29:16.280 --> 00:29:18.160 We had an entire semester Don't remember? 00:29:28.360 --> 00:29:31.590 Oh yea! Except before the break your hair was to your shoulders, right? 00:29:33.200 --> 00:29:35.080 Yea, but this summer I decided... 00:29:40.440 --> 00:29:42.270 Turn sideways. 00:29:45.560 --> 00:29:47.440 That looks really good on you. 00:29:48.320 --> 00:29:50.830 - Do you really think so? - Yes. 00:29:56.520 --> 00:30:00.350 Listen... Do you lie often in life? 00:30:01.320 --> 00:30:03.880 I try to do it as little as possible. 00:30:13.680 --> 00:30:15.560 Where did you get that tan? 00:30:15.800 --> 00:30:19.840 I traveled on foot for two weeks in a row. 00:30:20.840 --> 00:30:22.270 - By yourself? - Yup. 00:30:24.360 --> 00:30:26.240 Do you always travel by yourself? 00:30:27.240 --> 00:30:28.590 Yes... always. 00:30:28.920 --> 00:30:30.270 So you like being alone? 00:30:31.000 --> 00:30:33.510 Who likes that; being alone? 00:30:33.800 --> 00:30:35.870 I just try not to make friends by force. 00:30:36.200 --> 00:30:38.510 So that I'm not disappointed later. 00:30:39.200 --> 00:30:43.800 You should definitely write about that in your autobiography. 00:30:45.560 --> 00:30:47.280 Are you making fun? 00:30:50.240 --> 00:30:52.990 I just really like the way you think. 00:30:53.240 --> 00:30:54.990 My name is Midori. 00:30:58.880 --> 00:31:01.520 Why do you need dark sunglasses? 00:31:01.760 --> 00:31:03.640 My eyes are tired today. 00:31:03.920 --> 00:31:05.110 I didn't get enough sleep. 00:31:05.400 --> 00:31:06.550 And this too... 00:31:07.000 --> 00:31:09.390 Sorry that I couldn't come last time. 00:31:10.720 --> 00:31:12.600 Did you wait long? 00:31:12.840 --> 00:31:15.990 It's nothing. I have plenty of free time. 00:31:16.440 --> 00:31:18.000 Really? 00:31:19.000 --> 00:31:21.750 I'm ready to share it with you, so that you can get sleep. 00:31:22.240 --> 00:31:24.120 You're so nice. 00:31:33.840 --> 00:31:35.270 Yes! Open! 00:31:36.280 --> 00:31:37.630 Can I? 00:31:39.320 --> 00:31:40.990 Come in. 00:31:41.560 --> 00:31:44.030 - Hi. This is for you. - Thanks... 00:31:47.240 --> 00:31:49.120 I'll go put the water on. 00:31:50.680 --> 00:31:52.560 Isn't it too early? 00:31:53.560 --> 00:31:55.120 No, of course not. 00:31:56.520 --> 00:31:59.160 Is there a bookshelf on your first floor? 00:31:59.280 --> 00:32:03.030 Yea. For almost a thousand years. 00:32:16.560 --> 00:32:20.390 I'm so happy that you like my cooking. 00:32:20.800 --> 00:32:22.280 Very tasty, honestly. 00:32:22.480 --> 00:32:24.990 Tell me honestly, you didn't expect that? 00:32:25.240 --> 00:32:30.270 Based on how I look, I'd make a horrible chef. 00:32:31.000 --> 00:32:33.120 Where are your relatives? Did they go somewhere? 00:32:34.080 --> 00:32:35.960 My mom is in a grave. 00:32:37.120 --> 00:32:41.750 Sister went with her husband to ride around in a car, my dad... 00:32:43.360 --> 00:32:46.030 He went to Uruguay last July. 00:32:46.160 --> 00:32:47.310 Uruguay? 00:32:51.280 --> 00:32:53.790 His old military friend bought in Uruguay some fertile land. 00:32:53.960 --> 00:32:57.190 My dad suddenly decided that he could start a new life there. 00:32:57.400 --> 00:32:59.230 Got on a plane and flew to Uruguay 00:33:00.240 --> 00:33:01.560 Wow.. 00:33:04.600 --> 00:33:07.350 After mom's death he lived in constant shock. 00:33:09.920 --> 00:33:11.430 Before he left he said: 00:33:12.280 --> 00:33:14.320 ´It's too hard for me now, 00:33:16.200 --> 00:33:19.560 I would have rather lost both of you, than one of herª. 00:33:21.400 --> 00:33:22.960 No way!? 00:33:23.720 --> 00:33:26.920 We were so dumbfounded we couldn't even answer. 00:33:27.280 --> 00:33:33.390 But still, it's great when two people love each other so strongly, no? 00:33:35.160 --> 00:33:36.800 And there were no more news from him? 00:33:39.200 --> 00:33:41.840 Only sometimes he sent a postcard in march 00:33:42.000 --> 00:33:44.510 He didn't write anything interesting in it. 00:33:44.800 --> 00:33:46.680 On the postcard - some dumb donkey 00:33:46.920 --> 00:33:49.230 I guess he went completely insane. 00:34:02.160 --> 00:34:10.480 I used to often think, what would happen to me if all of a sudden I lost my parents 00:34:10.639 --> 00:34:14.350 But now, that it happened I feel nothing. 00:34:14.520 --> 00:34:17.429 No grief, no feeling hurt, no feeling that I was abandoned 00:34:17.600 --> 00:34:19.750 Do you think they didn't really love you? 00:34:19.960 --> 00:34:21.310 Not truly. 00:34:22.000 --> 00:34:25.469 But I would like to, at least once feel true love. 00:34:26.639 --> 00:34:28.630 What's true love for you? 00:34:34.679 --> 00:34:38.670 For example, I tell you "I want a tartalet with strawberries" 00:34:39.159 --> 00:34:41.719 You drop everything, run, buy it 00:34:41.719 --> 00:34:45.159 Then run back, breathing heavily and give it to me. 00:34:45.600 --> 00:34:49.750 And then I'll say "I don't want it anymore" 00:34:50.000 --> 00:34:52.719 And you'll throw that damn tartalet through the window 00:34:53.560 --> 00:34:55.440 That, that's what I call true love. 00:34:55.600 --> 00:34:59.830 To me, it doesn't seem like it has anything to do with real love 00:35:02.320 --> 00:35:05.310 It does! I want for this person to answer me 00:35:05.760 --> 00:35:08.190 "I get it, Midori, sorry, my fault 00:35:08.680 --> 00:35:11.640 I'm a total ass, a blockhead a dog without feelings 00:35:12.080 --> 00:35:15.150 I'm going to bring you something else. What do you want? 00:35:15.400 --> 00:35:18.040 Chocolate mousse? OR maybe cheesecake? 00:35:18.280 --> 00:35:19.760 And then? 00:35:20.520 --> 00:35:22.400 Then I will love him. 00:35:35.400 --> 00:35:36.830 Tired? 00:35:39.240 --> 00:35:40.880 That's not the issue. 00:35:42.200 --> 00:35:45.990 It's just that it's been a long time that I let myself relax, like now... 00:36:32.080 --> 00:36:33.960 Actually... I am seeing someone. 00:36:38.400 --> 00:36:40.280 For some reason, I thought so. 00:36:47.280 --> 00:36:49.870 - Do you have someone you love? - Yes. 00:36:57.000 --> 00:36:58.150 es. 00:38:39.240 --> 00:38:43.950 "Doctor tells me I have to begin socializing with people from the world outside 00:38:44.760 --> 00:38:47.560 But I don't remember from it any faces, but yours 00:39:01.600 --> 00:39:07.040 I also have to explain something to you 00:39:07.200 --> 00:39:10.640 It won't be possible to escape it anyway 00:39:11.240 --> 00:39:14.870 It's been four months since I've been here 00:39:15.280 --> 00:39:19.160 And this whole time I thought a lot about you. 00:39:25.280 --> 00:39:28.350 I feel the warmth, which you feel towards me 00:39:28.680 --> 00:39:30.750 and I'm really, really happy about it. 00:39:31.600 --> 00:39:34.830 know, if I somehow wronged you - 00:39:35.120 --> 00:39:40.240 it's not only your pain, it lives in me too". 00:39:42.240 --> 00:39:44.800 Walk straight and don't turn. 00:39:44.960 --> 00:39:47.350 Isida-sensei will meet you herself 00:39:47.600 --> 00:39:49.270 I understand. Thanks 00:40:16.360 --> 00:40:20.040 You - Vatanabe? You can call me Reiko 00:40:20.600 --> 00:40:23.320 Very glad. So, you're Naoko's doctor? 00:40:23.720 --> 00:40:25.550 Doctor? What makes you think I'm a doctor. 00:40:25.920 --> 00:40:28.990 I was told I'd be met by a sensei. 00:40:29.600 --> 00:40:31.080 Oh... I see. 00:40:31.360 --> 00:40:35.590 I teach music here so everyone calls me "sensei" 00:40:35.760 --> 00:40:40.440 But really, I'm one of the patients here 00:40:40.840 --> 00:40:42.720 I've been here seven years already. 00:40:52.000 --> 00:40:53.400 Can I come in? 00:40:53.640 --> 00:40:54.710 Please do 00:41:05.240 --> 00:41:07.120 It's cozy in here 00:41:07.520 --> 00:41:10.800 In my dorm there's only ceiling and a window 00:41:11.200 --> 00:41:14.350 Really? Will you be sleeping here? 00:41:14.920 --> 00:41:16.190 Of course! 00:41:16.440 --> 00:41:18.590 Me and Naoko still have to work in the garden. 00:41:18.760 --> 00:41:20.640 Will you wait for us here, okay? 00:41:21.320 --> 00:41:23.550 Yes, of course. I'll study some German. 00:41:24.000 --> 00:41:26.390 Got an exam next week. 00:41:28.440 --> 00:41:29.630 Oh and.. 00:41:29.760 --> 00:41:34.440 You can't stay here with Naoko by herself. It's forbidden. 00:41:34.800 --> 00:41:38.400 There's always going to be some guarding you it will be me. 00:41:38.800 --> 00:41:42.190 You'll have to get used to it. 00:41:42.760 --> 00:41:44.110 Ok. 00:41:46.520 --> 00:41:48.400 - So, I'm going. - See you soon. 00:42:08.840 --> 00:42:10.350 Cute! 00:42:10.640 --> 00:42:12.710 Yes. Great peaches! 00:42:15.240 --> 00:42:18.870 I wanted to say it was cute how you give the peaches 00:42:19.040 --> 00:42:20.230 What now? 00:42:35.480 --> 00:42:36.960 You asleep? 00:42:44.440 --> 00:42:45.920 Nah... So, how are you? 00:42:49.680 --> 00:42:51.960 We don't have much time. 00:42:52.760 --> 00:42:56.910 Really, I'm not allowed to be here but I snuck in. 00:42:58.640 --> 00:42:59.870 Listen... 00:43:00.680 --> 00:43:02.560 My hair is really horrible now, yea? 00:43:03.680 --> 00:43:06.110 Not at all, what are you talking about? 00:43:09.440 --> 00:43:11.320 Very beautiful hair. 00:43:12.840 --> 00:43:16.280 My mom said they were horrible. 00:43:23.400 --> 00:43:26.470 I wanted to see you so much. 00:43:29.000 --> 00:43:31.360 Not even to tell you something 00:43:33.640 --> 00:43:37.320 Just to see your face get used to it. 00:43:41.360 --> 00:43:43.240 How long have you been here 00:44:07.440 --> 00:44:11.990 Thanks for coming I'm very glad 00:44:14.600 --> 00:44:21.520 But if it's hard for you here don't be shy, tell me honestly, how it is 00:44:23.440 --> 00:44:25.830 I won't be mad 00:44:29.400 --> 00:44:31.230 If anything - be honest 00:44:47.640 --> 00:44:49.520 I have to go. 00:47:05.640 --> 00:47:08.390 Vatanabe... Sorry, could you go and take a walk? 00:50:50.840 --> 00:50:52.270 You don't love me 00:50:56.320 --> 00:50:57.510 Love you. 00:51:01.440 --> 00:51:02.710 A lot 00:52:43.200 --> 00:52:45.630 Wake up, we need to talk 00:53:15.720 --> 00:53:18.110 You asked me, why I never slept with Kidzuki 00:53:18.600 --> 00:53:20.720 Are you still interested in that? 00:53:22.680 --> 00:53:27.150 - It'd probably be better if I know - I think so to. 00:53:30.000 --> 00:53:32.910 The dead, after all won't come back 00:53:33.160 --> 00:53:35.910 And we have to, somehow keep living 00:53:41.720 --> 00:53:43.600 I wanted to sleep with Kidzuki 00:53:45.000 --> 00:53:46.880 And he really wanted it too. 00:53:47.480 --> 00:53:51.630 But no matter what we did, nothing worked 00:53:52.040 --> 00:53:53.360 It didn't work, and that's it! 00:53:53.640 --> 00:53:56.870 I don't know, why And I can't understand now. 00:53:58.680 --> 00:53:59.910 I loved him. 00:54:01.800 --> 00:54:03.680 But nothing worked. 00:54:06.200 --> 00:54:08.790 I was really dry, couldn't open my legs 00:54:11.800 --> 00:54:13.470 It hurt so much. 00:54:15.880 --> 00:54:17.680 What we didn't try... 00:54:20.120 --> 00:54:22.000 All pointless, so I 00:54:25.560 --> 00:54:29.270 just caressed him, how I could - with my fingers, with my lips 00:54:34.320 --> 00:54:36.520 I don't want to, I don't want to talk about it 00:54:36.800 --> 00:54:38.760 But there's nothing I can do 00:54:41.440 --> 00:54:48.230 I have to talk about it, because by myself I can't figure it all out 00:54:52.520 --> 00:54:59.440 After all, when I slept with you I was really excited, you remember 00:54:59.840 --> 00:55:00.800 Yes. 00:55:04.160 --> 00:55:06.630 That evening of my birthday 00:55:06.840 --> 00:55:10.520 I was wound up as soon as I saw you 00:55:11.880 --> 00:55:14.470 wanted for you to grab me 00:55:14.680 --> 00:55:19.480 tore off my dress, caressed me... 00:55:19.480 --> 00:55:23.270 Never in my life have I felt that. 00:55:26.800 --> 00:55:27.990 Why? 00:55:30.680 --> 00:55:31.910 Why? 00:55:33.200 --> 00:55:35.400 Why is all this happening with me? 00:55:38.200 --> 00:55:39.520 I did... 00:55:41.840 --> 00:55:43.720 I loved Kidzuki! 00:55:46.680 --> 00:55:50.280 Are you trying to say you didn't love him? 00:55:51.520 --> 00:55:52.640 Sorry! 00:55:54.000 --> 00:55:55.880 Just know one thing: 00:55:58.280 --> 00:56:02.190 Me and Kidzuki had a very unique relationship 00:56:08.480 --> 00:56:13.000 Me and him were always together from when we three years old 00:56:15.200 --> 00:56:19.160 We talked about everything always understood one another 00:56:21.040 --> 00:56:22.950 We grew up together like that. 00:56:24.920 --> 00:56:28.710 And kissed first time in sixth grade. 00:56:31.680 --> 00:56:33.160 It was all so great. 00:56:37.360 --> 00:56:39.790 And when I got my first period 00:56:40.080 --> 00:56:42.960 I ran to him cried on his shoulder 00:56:44.240 --> 00:56:46.120 We were so close. 00:56:50.520 --> 00:56:52.510 And after he died 00:56:58.440 --> 00:57:03.280 I stopped understanding, how it is possible to be with someone 00:57:07.000 --> 00:57:09.230 And what it is - love... 00:58:07.400 --> 00:58:08.550 naoko! 00:58:27.160 --> 00:58:30.520 Come on, admit it, what did you two do? 00:58:33.320 --> 00:58:37.360 This time, in the woods, and you came back completely naked... 00:58:41.920 --> 00:58:43.800 I can't tell you that... 00:58:50.280 --> 00:58:53.110 We tried, but nothing worked out for us. 00:58:56.320 --> 00:58:58.200 What do you mean? 00:59:00.160 --> 00:59:03.040 Vatanabe was so huge that he didn't fit inside me 00:59:08.880 --> 00:59:11.600 It's been 7 years that I slept with anyone. 00:59:11.760 --> 00:59:14.350 And I was tight inside 00:59:20.360 --> 00:59:21.240 A? 00:59:24.840 --> 00:59:29.150 Reiko had a dream right before you came 00:59:31.760 --> 00:59:33.480 Was I in your dream? 00:59:33.720 --> 00:59:36.840 No, not you Some unknown man. 00:59:41.960 --> 00:59:45.000 Don't forget, we all aren't really normal here 00:59:47.200 --> 00:59:48.470 Yea.. 01:00:31.160 --> 01:00:33.150 Do you want me? 01:00:35.520 --> 01:00:36.750 Yes, of course. 01:00:38.160 --> 01:00:39.720 Are you ready to wait? 01:00:42.920 --> 01:00:44.240 Of course I'm ready. 01:00:47.440 --> 01:00:51.190 It's just that before it happens I won't to pick myself up. 01:00:52.360 --> 01:00:54.240 Will you be able to wait? 01:00:56.320 --> 01:00:57.720 Of course I'll wait. 01:01:00.160 --> 01:01:01.910 Is it really hard? 01:01:03.920 --> 01:01:05.400 What, my boot? 01:01:05.800 --> 01:01:07.280 Stupid.. 01:01:10.440 --> 01:01:14.480 If you're talking about my erection, then yes, of course. 01:01:16.160 --> 01:01:19.950 Maybe you can stop saying "yes, of course" all the time? 01:01:20.200 --> 01:01:21.710 Okay. I won't. 01:01:24.320 --> 01:01:25.720 It must be difficult? 01:01:28.200 --> 01:01:29.320 What? 01:01:29.760 --> 01:01:31.640 When it gets hard? 01:01:33.800 --> 01:01:34.710 A? 01:01:37.440 --> 01:01:39.320 I want to say - does it torture you? 01:01:41.280 --> 01:01:42.840 Sometimes, yes. 01:01:47.840 --> 01:01:49.720 Want me to help? 01:01:54.720 --> 01:01:56.600 - With your hand? - Yes. 01:02:28.680 --> 01:02:29.950 How warm! 01:02:35.120 --> 01:02:37.000 You're good. 01:02:42.680 --> 01:02:44.430 Be a good boy, be quiet... 01:03:40.200 --> 01:03:42.350 - How long have you been here? - The entire way. 01:03:49.040 --> 01:03:50.790 Why are you so powered off? 01:03:55.680 --> 01:03:58.430 Just tired from traveling. 01:04:16.640 --> 01:04:19.440 Hey, Vatanabe! Do you know what I want right now? 01:04:21.480 --> 01:04:23.550 I can't even imagine. 01:04:26.200 --> 01:04:29.030 I want to lay down on a huge comfortable bed. 01:04:30.880 --> 01:04:33.840 So that you were close and undressed me. 01:04:34.840 --> 01:04:36.400 Very slowly, and gently.. 01:04:41.160 --> 01:04:47.870 So relaxing, that I turn off then come back and scream! 01:04:48.440 --> 01:04:51.000 ´Stop, Vatanabe! 01:04:51.120 --> 01:04:53.550 Stop I like you a lot 01:04:53.760 --> 01:04:57.720 But I'm seeing someone else. I'm asking you, don't!" 01:04:58.200 --> 01:05:01.720 But you're not stopping and you take out of your pants your aggregate. 01:05:02.080 --> 01:05:04.200 So huge, and hard... 01:05:06.520 --> 01:05:08.400 So, you want that right now? 01:05:10.600 --> 01:05:12.030 Oh yes. 01:05:25.800 --> 01:05:29.030 Say, do all the guys, that live here masturbate? 01:05:29.400 --> 01:05:31.440 Probably, could you speak quieter? 01:05:33.160 --> 01:05:35.040 When they do it, do they think about girls? 01:05:35.280 --> 01:05:37.160 I doubt that anyone masturbates 01:05:37.320 --> 01:05:39.830 While thinking of budgets or the Suez canal 01:05:40.800 --> 01:05:42.920 Have you ever thought like that about me? 01:05:43.480 --> 01:05:44.830 Hey! Tell me! 01:05:46.680 --> 01:05:49.560 When you're not in lectures do you spend your time here? 01:05:49.760 --> 01:05:50.670 Yea. 01:05:50.960 --> 01:05:53.320 And then you look really tired. 01:05:53.520 --> 01:05:54.590 Really? 01:05:55.080 --> 01:05:56.040 Why? 01:06:01.320 --> 01:06:03.630 Dad! It's me, Midori how do you feel? 01:06:08.960 --> 01:06:10.600 Dad! It's me, Midori 01:06:10.840 --> 01:06:12.480 how do you feel? 01:06:15.680 --> 01:06:18.350 Dad, I have to speak to the nurse. 01:06:18.560 --> 01:06:20.950 I'll be back soon, okay? 01:06:24.400 --> 01:06:26.630 - Can you stay with him for a little? - Yes, of course. 01:07:46.760 --> 01:07:47.950 Hello? 01:07:49.760 --> 01:07:51.430 My dad died. 01:07:59.360 --> 01:08:00.920 Can I help? 01:08:02.120 --> 01:08:04.000 I don't need anything... 01:08:07.800 --> 01:08:10.000 Thanks. I just wanted you to know. 01:08:21.960 --> 01:08:23.439 You don't have to come. 01:08:25.080 --> 01:08:26.670 I hate funerals. 01:08:28.040 --> 01:08:29.870 And I don't want you there. 01:08:33.000 --> 01:08:34.399 Okay.. I understand. 01:08:51.920 --> 01:08:54.510 Will you take me to see a porno-film? 01:08:58.080 --> 01:08:59.430 Yes, of course. 01:09:01.680 --> 01:09:03.560 The most perverse one. 01:09:06.319 --> 01:09:08.200 I'll find something. 01:09:14.560 --> 01:09:16.840 I'd rather my dad went to Uruguay. 01:09:19.840 --> 01:09:21.319 That's true. 01:09:24.439 --> 01:09:27.109 Would you go there to visit me? 01:09:28.600 --> 01:09:29.870 Yes, of course. 01:09:36.680 --> 01:09:39.270 We would make a bunch of healthy kids. 01:09:40.600 --> 01:09:42.510 That doesn't sound bad... 01:09:44.720 --> 01:09:46.439 You're so sweet, Vatanabe. 01:09:49.640 --> 01:09:51.069 I'll call you. 01:09:52.120 --> 01:09:53.270 Good. 01:11:18.760 --> 01:11:20.640 What's with your hand? 01:11:20.920 --> 01:11:22.800 I cut it at work. 01:11:23.080 --> 01:11:24.200 Uh-uh... 01:11:30.440 --> 01:11:31.710 So, I passed. 01:11:33.680 --> 01:11:35.400 Exams to MID? 01:11:38.040 --> 01:11:39.710 Congratulations! 01:11:41.520 --> 01:11:43.560 Are you leaving Japan? 01:11:43.920 --> 01:11:45.800 First year of study is here. 01:11:46.640 --> 01:11:49.310 And then some time overseas. 01:11:50.640 --> 01:11:52.840 What are your plans about Hazumi? 01:11:53.000 --> 01:11:55.070 So many years overseas. 01:11:56.200 --> 01:11:57.840 What will happen to her? 01:11:59.200 --> 01:12:01.270 That's her problem, not mine. 01:12:04.000 --> 01:12:05.670 What do you mean? 01:12:38.800 --> 01:12:40.230 Well, basically 01:12:41.280 --> 01:12:44.990 I'm not going to marry anyone and she knows that. 01:12:52.800 --> 01:12:56.000 If she wants to marry someone she can do that. 01:12:56.480 --> 01:13:02.480 If she wants to wait - she can wait for me, that's the deal. 01:13:10.840 --> 01:13:12.990 - You think I'm shit? - Yes. 01:13:21.760 --> 01:13:24.270 Next time I'll come with her you can talk to her. 01:13:25.280 --> 01:13:27.870 You'll see, you'll like her! 01:13:28.160 --> 01:13:31.910 It's pointless. I'm too poor for girls from your college. 01:13:32.240 --> 01:13:35.840 Don't be stupid. This girl is really easygoing and not pretentious. 01:13:36.520 --> 01:13:40.750 In the student cafeteria they make three different lunches: A, B, or C 01:13:41.040 --> 01:13:44.270 Lunch A costs 120 yen Lunch B - 100 yen, lunch C - 80 yen. 01:13:44.440 --> 01:13:50.040 When I eat lunch A, everyone looks at me like an enemy of the people. 01:13:50.320 --> 01:13:52.200 Do you think we'd find a common tongue? 01:13:52.360 --> 01:13:54.240 Yea, just talk to her once, can't be too hard. 01:13:54.320 --> 01:13:55.990 You don't have to fuck her the first time. 01:13:56.120 --> 01:13:57.550 What are you talking about! 01:13:57.840 --> 01:14:01.720 You can't do that with her at all! She's still a girl. 01:14:01.880 --> 01:14:07.830 Vatanabe already has a girl he loves. He just doesn't like to talk about it. 01:14:08.080 --> 01:14:09.400 Is that so? 01:14:10.320 --> 01:14:12.310 Yes... But I'm not hiding it at all. 01:14:12.560 --> 01:14:16.550 It's just a difficult situation. It's not easy to explain it all. 01:14:18.160 --> 01:14:21.840 Too bad.. I was really hoping to make a double date. 01:14:21.960 --> 01:14:24.110 So that you could get drunk and swap partners? 01:14:24.320 --> 01:14:25.990 What nonsense you're saying! 01:14:26.160 --> 01:14:27.910 No nonsense. Say, Vatanabe! 01:14:29.800 --> 01:14:32.600 One time me and him swapped girls. 01:14:39.600 --> 01:14:41.720 Vatanabe? Is that true? 01:14:43.640 --> 01:14:44.990 Come on, tell her... 01:14:49.280 --> 01:14:53.560 I want to hear this story. it's so interesting. 01:14:56.760 --> 01:14:58.960 We were really drunk... 01:15:00.360 --> 01:15:05.800 It's not an issue. I'm not accusing you of anything. I just.. want to hear this story. 01:15:14.600 --> 01:15:19.800 One time we got drunk in some bar In sibuya and met two girls. 01:15:22.080 --> 01:15:25.790 They were freshmen at some college they were drunk too 01:15:25.960 --> 01:15:29.480 So, we all went to the nearest hotel and slept together. 01:15:30.000 --> 01:15:32.990 Nagasava's room number and mine turned out to be near each other. 01:15:34.760 --> 01:15:41.870 During the night he knocked on my door and offered to exchange girls. 01:15:42.520 --> 01:15:45.830 So I went to his room and he stayed in mine. 01:15:53.120 --> 01:15:54.520 It was fun. 01:15:57.240 --> 01:15:58.880 Yea... It was nothing special. 01:16:00.280 --> 01:16:02.160 Why did you do it? 01:16:02.640 --> 01:16:04.280 I talked him into it. 01:16:04.440 --> 01:16:07.000 I'm asking Vatanabe. 01:16:09.600 --> 01:16:11.670 Why did you want that? 01:16:14.160 --> 01:16:18.040 Sometimes you really want to sleep with a girl... 01:16:20.520 --> 01:16:22.400 Listen, Vatanabe... 01:16:34.480 --> 01:16:37.200 I don't know all your circumstances, but... 01:16:38.920 --> 01:16:41.830 It doesn't seem like your type of fun. 01:16:44.880 --> 01:16:48.840 You're not that kind of person. Do you agree? 01:16:50.440 --> 01:16:52.270 Sometimes I think so to. 01:16:54.720 --> 01:16:57.550 So? Why don't you stop 01:16:57.800 --> 01:17:00.160 See, in full, the picture is like this. 01:17:00.440 --> 01:17:03.480 Vatanabe is in love with a girl 01:17:03.600 --> 01:17:06.320 But because of some reasons they can't fuck. 01:17:06.480 --> 01:17:09.440 She sees as just sex and fulfills her instinct on the side 01:17:09.680 --> 01:17:13.470 But if you really love her can't you wait, Vatanabe? 01:17:13.720 --> 01:17:15.200 You're probably right. 01:17:18.720 --> 01:17:20.200 It's just a game. 01:17:23.360 --> 01:17:26.480 No one lies No one is hurt or insulted... 01:17:26.640 --> 01:17:27.990 I'm insulted. 01:17:29.840 --> 01:17:31.720 Why am I never enough for you? 01:17:31.960 --> 01:17:33.790 You're enough for me... 01:17:50.560 --> 01:17:53.790 Tell me, what are you thinking about me and Nagasava? 01:17:55.440 --> 01:17:58.190 Whatever I think doesn't change anything. 01:18:01.320 --> 01:18:06.310 Stop Just say, what you are thinking, that's it. 01:18:11.600 --> 01:18:13.640 If I was you, I'd dump him. 01:18:16.680 --> 01:18:21.070 Nagasava isn't someone who dreams to be happy 01:18:21.360 --> 01:18:24.320 Or to make someone happy 01:18:27.600 --> 01:18:31.750 You, Hazumi, you could find happiness with practically anyone. 01:18:32.080 --> 01:18:36.840 Why are you killing yourself on someone like him? 01:18:41.760 --> 01:18:43.910 It's impossible to explain things like that. 01:18:44.160 --> 01:18:49.950 They just happen and there's nothing you can do. 01:18:55.400 --> 01:18:58.040 - You love him so strongly? - I love him. 01:19:03.880 --> 01:19:05.760 That must be so great. 01:19:09.480 --> 01:19:12.280 To love someone so surely, without the smallest doubt. 01:19:13.320 --> 01:19:18.630 Two years after Nagasava went to Germany Hazumi married. 01:19:19.400 --> 01:19:23.950 And two years later she opened the veins on her wrist and died. 01:20:05.440 --> 01:20:07.590 - Sorry for yesterday. - It's nothing. 01:20:10.080 --> 01:20:11.480 I made up with Hazumi 01:20:13.200 --> 01:20:14.760 Not surprised 01:20:20.280 --> 01:20:23.560 She said you advised her to dump her 01:20:24.600 --> 01:20:27.190 Just like you wanted, no? 01:20:28.480 --> 01:20:30.360 Vatanabe! Phone call for you. 01:20:31.080 --> 01:20:32.560 Sorry, I'll be back. 01:20:35.400 --> 01:20:36.720 Welcome 01:20:38.800 --> 01:20:41.160 Sorry, I got held up. What are you drinking 01:20:41.320 --> 01:20:42.750 "Tom Collins". 01:20:43.920 --> 01:20:45.400 Whiskey and soda. 01:20:46.080 --> 01:20:48.800 - Something happened? - I cut myself a little bit at work. 01:20:50.200 --> 01:20:52.350 - Where did you go? - To Nara and Aomori. 01:20:55.960 --> 01:20:58.920 What's it like at home? Did you get tired with the funerals? 01:20:59.880 --> 01:21:01.760 Not really.. Me and my sister are used to that. 01:21:02.760 --> 01:21:07.200 We decided to do what we're supposed to and then, go where we want to. 01:21:07.640 --> 01:21:11.550 I decided to visit my boyfriend in Nara so he could fuck me. 01:21:12.000 --> 01:21:14.200 And? Was it successful? 01:21:16.240 --> 01:21:18.120 No, we didn't fuck once. 01:21:19.000 --> 01:21:22.680 We barely got into the hotel and I started my period... 01:21:23.000 --> 01:21:25.880 Why are you laughing! It was a week earlier than it's supposed to! 01:21:26.040 --> 01:21:27.710 All that's left is to cry! 01:21:27.880 --> 01:21:29.550 Your whiskey, please. 01:21:29.920 --> 01:21:32.670 Both of us were so bursting.. We almost exploded 01:21:33.320 --> 01:21:36.840 In the end, we fought a lot and I haven't seen him since. 01:21:38.000 --> 01:21:40.960 Came back to Tokyo, hung around a couple of days doing nothing, and went to Aomori 01:21:41.400 --> 01:21:45.680 - You've never been to Aomori? - Never 01:21:48.000 --> 01:21:52.920 So, the entire way traveling by myself 01:21:53.120 --> 01:21:58.110 I thought about you and dreamed that you were there 01:22:00.480 --> 01:22:01.910 Why? 01:22:05.120 --> 01:22:07.350 "Why"? What do you mean "why"? 01:22:07.920 --> 01:22:11.150 Why did you think about me? 01:22:12.680 --> 01:22:15.430 Because I like you, you fool! 01:22:15.680 --> 01:22:18.510 What other reasons can there be? 01:22:19.640 --> 01:22:24.560 You have a guy why think about me? 01:22:28.640 --> 01:22:30.790 Stop saying mean things... 01:22:37.440 --> 01:22:41.350 Listen, Vatanabe, Guess what I want right now 01:22:42.520 --> 01:22:46.880 I beg you. Don't forget where we are! 01:22:53.960 --> 01:22:56.520 I didn't even dream that you would answer like that 01:23:21.600 --> 01:23:23.720 Midori! Come to the phone! 01:23:25.240 --> 01:23:26.390 Forget it! 01:23:48.960 --> 01:23:51.520 You have someone in Tokyo. 01:23:53.680 --> 01:23:54.870 No. 01:23:58.360 --> 01:24:01.160 If you get someone Tell me right away, okay? 01:24:01.360 --> 01:24:02.710 Yes, of course. 01:24:09.760 --> 01:24:10.910 Ooh. Look at that. 01:24:38.040 --> 01:24:43.640 "Reiko is still not eating just smokes cigarette after cigarette 01:24:45.120 --> 01:24:49.800 Fall is ending, there is almost no work left in the garden 01:24:50.480 --> 01:24:54.550 Just birds and rabbits are playing around, like always 01:24:54.800 --> 01:24:59.160 We pick mushrooms and chestnuts every day 01:25:02.120 --> 01:25:09.280 We cook them with rice it is so tasty, never get tired of it! 01:25:17.840 --> 01:25:24.310 the news from the big world confuse me I can't figure them out. 01:25:24.600 --> 01:25:32.190 But your letters somehow always relax me. 01:25:34.320 --> 01:25:36.990 Interesting, no? Why is that? 01:25:59.120 --> 01:26:03.640 Judging by your letters Midori is a very interesting girl 01:26:03.960 --> 01:26:06.470 I have this feeling that she really likes you 01:26:33.640 --> 01:26:35.520 Happy birthday to you. 01:26:37.440 --> 01:26:41.430 I pray that your 20th year will bring you you happiness. 01:26:44.560 --> 01:26:48.920 It looks like my 20th year will end not very happily 01:26:50.920 --> 01:26:55.470 I'll be very happy if you could be happy for me too 01:26:56.840 --> 01:27:01.070 This scarf me and Reiko knitted together 01:27:02.520 --> 01:27:06.830 The good part - Reiko, the bad part - mine. 01:27:40.320 --> 01:27:44.710 Will you come see me when the first snow falls?" 01:28:51.200 --> 01:28:52.350 No! 01:28:54.640 --> 01:28:55.870 I can't... 01:28:57.520 --> 01:28:58.920 Don't.. I'm asking you. 01:29:39.680 --> 01:29:41.590 Why did I give myself up to you 01:29:45.840 --> 01:29:50.550 You have to live your life and not get involved with people like, isn't that so? 01:29:59.800 --> 01:30:01.600 No.. you're wrong. 01:30:03.680 --> 01:30:05.560 I don't think so at all. 01:30:11.880 --> 01:30:15.510 Maybe, you're just lying to yourself? 01:30:22.840 --> 01:30:24.910 Dump me. 01:30:27.800 --> 01:30:31.710 Do that, which you should have done on the day of me turning 20 01:30:33.640 --> 01:30:35.070 Don't touch me! 01:30:35.480 --> 01:30:36.880 Pervert! 01:30:37.400 --> 01:30:39.280 - Get your hands! - Naoko! Calm down! 01:30:40.520 --> 01:30:43.240 Get out! Leave! Don't touch me! 01:30:44.040 --> 01:30:45.920 Calm down! I'm asking you! 01:30:46.240 --> 01:30:48.310 It hurts me that you exist in this world! 01:30:48.800 --> 01:30:51.440 Why can't you understand that? 01:30:51.960 --> 01:30:53.360 Calm down! 01:31:07.560 --> 01:31:08.600 Why?! 01:31:50.400 --> 01:31:54.150 I'm thinking of leaving the dorm and rent an apartment 01:31:55.360 --> 01:31:59.670 I'd find a better job find a way to make ends meet 01:31:59.960 --> 01:32:03.160 Would you want to live there with me? 01:32:03.440 --> 01:32:04.590 Thanks... 01:32:07.040 --> 01:32:10.110 I'm so happy that you're offering that to me. 01:32:14.680 --> 01:32:18.280 In a place like this, it's better not to stay too long. 01:32:21.800 --> 01:32:23.280 Think about it good 01:32:24.280 --> 01:32:28.270 One way or another, I'm going to move out, as soon as possible 01:32:29.680 --> 01:32:34.230 And you can join me when you want 01:32:37.720 --> 01:32:39.440 Why can't I get turned on? 01:32:43.320 --> 01:32:45.230 That happened only once. 01:32:47.640 --> 01:32:49.280 Why? 01:32:52.120 --> 01:32:57.110 It's just psychology... With time everything will work like it needs to. 01:32:57.280 --> 01:32:58.790 You don't have anything to worry about. 01:33:08.560 --> 01:33:11.710 What if.. I will never be able to get turned don? 01:33:14.280 --> 01:33:16.840 And until the end of my life can't sleep with you? 01:33:21.400 --> 01:33:24.070 Will you still love me? 01:33:29.640 --> 01:33:31.920 I am by nature a big optimist! 01:34:57.600 --> 01:35:01.230 Once I move to my apartment I'll immediately come to you 01:35:03.040 --> 01:35:04.920 Think about what I said, okay? 01:35:17.560 --> 01:35:18.830 Ok, bye... 01:36:42.800 --> 01:36:45.470 I thought I'd get out of here before you... 01:36:51.280 --> 01:36:53.870 Do you want a good advice? for the future. 01:36:54.680 --> 01:36:55.640 Let's hear it... 01:36:57.160 --> 01:36:58.720 Never feel sorry for yourself. 01:36:59.600 --> 01:37:02.750 Only degenerates feel bad for themselves. 01:37:04.240 --> 01:37:05.430 I'll remember that. 01:37:09.520 --> 01:37:13.910 "It must have been hard for you to wait for Naoko's answer... 01:37:14.160 --> 01:37:18.520 But for Naoko too, this month ended up being really hard 01:37:19.360 --> 01:37:22.430 She once against started hearing voice 01:37:23.800 --> 01:37:27.590 It's hard for her to hold a normal conversation 01:37:27.880 --> 01:37:31.510 She doesn't want you to see her in this shape..." 01:37:49.400 --> 01:37:51.280 Listen... I have something to talk to you about. 01:37:54.080 --> 01:37:55.960 I have an important meeting. 01:37:58.440 --> 01:38:01.400 It won't take a long time A couple of minutes will be enough 01:38:02.480 --> 01:38:04.790 And I don't want to talk to you Sorry, of course. 01:38:15.400 --> 01:38:20.160 "I'll tell you truthfully, controlling naoko is getting harder 01:38:21.600 --> 01:38:25.200 I can't leave her alone for even a minute 01:38:25.480 --> 01:38:29.080 The voices in her head are getting louder 01:38:29.520 --> 01:38:32.990 She shut off from the world and went deep inside herself" 01:38:36.320 --> 01:38:37.390 Kidzuki? 01:38:55.160 --> 01:38:56.230 Kidzuki? 01:38:57.200 --> 01:38:58.240 Naoko! 01:39:04.960 --> 01:39:06.110 You know, Kidzuki... 01:39:08.280 --> 01:39:10.590 Unlike you, I chose life 01:39:12.000 --> 01:39:16.600 And I'll try to live it decently as much as I can 01:39:17.560 --> 01:39:20.150 I can imagine, how hard it was for you 01:39:21.400 --> 01:39:23.760 But you too, imagine, how it was for me 01:39:24.160 --> 01:39:27.440 when you died, leaving Naoko basically in my arms 01:39:28.120 --> 01:39:30.630 And I decided to never leave her... 01:39:33.360 --> 01:39:35.240 Because I love her. 01:39:36.240 --> 01:39:38.830 But now I'll be even stronger 01:39:39.840 --> 01:39:43.910 Because for me, unlike you it's time to grow up 01:40:33.800 --> 01:40:35.150 Let's go? 01:40:56.800 --> 01:41:01.160 After we met in the bar I talked to him 01:41:01.760 --> 01:41:03.640 And we broke up 01:41:11.800 --> 01:41:13.360 I love you a lot. 01:41:15.920 --> 01:41:17.800 With all my heart 01:41:19.840 --> 01:41:22.670 But I can't do anything right now 01:41:25.160 --> 01:41:27.040 - Because of her? - Yes 01:41:37.120 --> 01:41:38.950 Tell me... Did you sleep with her? 01:41:41.680 --> 01:41:43.560 Just once. Last year. 01:41:48.600 --> 01:41:51.070 And since then we haven't been seeing each other 01:41:51.480 --> 01:41:55.390 We met two more times. But there was nothing between us. 01:41:59.400 --> 01:42:00.720 Why? 01:42:03.600 --> 01:42:05.590 Does she not like you? 01:42:11.160 --> 01:42:15.390 I can't talk about it It's a difficult situation. 01:42:17.400 --> 01:42:22.870 One thing, that I know, is this thing it's responsibility for people 01:42:23.280 --> 01:42:25.160 And you can't just brush it off 01:42:27.000 --> 01:42:29.430 Even if, let's say I didn't love her 01:42:34.200 --> 01:42:36.080 Even if, it happens she doesn't love you? 01:42:43.640 --> 01:42:44.960 I need time. 01:42:48.240 --> 01:42:51.990 Forgive me... But this is all, that I'm asking right now 01:43:08.480 --> 01:43:09.990 Okay. 01:43:12.520 --> 01:43:15.110 I'll be waiting for you. 01:43:17.040 --> 01:43:18.920 Because I trust you. 01:43:28.320 --> 01:43:31.390 But when you come to me pick only me, do you promise? 01:43:33.240 --> 01:43:36.600 When you hug me - hug only me, okay? 01:43:39.920 --> 01:43:41.800 Do you know, what I mean? 01:43:44.800 --> 01:43:46.550 I understand you good. 01:43:55.200 --> 01:44:00.830 You can do what you want to me never hurt me, okay? 01:44:03.760 --> 01:44:09.710 I've collected too much pain 01:44:13.080 --> 01:44:15.470 I just want happiness. 01:44:25.280 --> 01:44:26.790 Hug me? 01:45:22.520 --> 01:45:23.840 Naoko died. 01:48:31.760 --> 01:48:36.880 Nothing can heal us from losing a loved person. 01:48:38.960 --> 01:48:44.110 Not truth, not sincerity, not strength, not kindness 01:48:48.440 --> 01:48:54.070 All that we can, is to live while hugging this tragedy 01:48:54.480 --> 01:49:02.160 And learn that, no other new loss will be any less painful 01:50:32.280 --> 01:50:35.990 So, this is where you were planning to live with Naoko? 01:50:36.360 --> 01:50:38.240 Sorry, I have to take a shower. 01:52:08.000 --> 01:52:12.280 I want for you to always remember me. 01:52:13.280 --> 01:52:20.310 For you to never forget that I was by your side 01:52:24.040 --> 01:52:25.190 Promise 01:52:32.600 --> 01:52:34.000 Promise. 01:52:34.320 --> 01:52:36.710 I'll never forget you 01:53:03.600 --> 01:53:06.270 What are you planning to do? 01:53:10.120 --> 01:53:12.030 I'll go to Asahikava 01:53:13.600 --> 01:53:18.040 My classmate started a music school there 01:53:22.360 --> 01:53:26.800 And you don't want to meet with husband and daughter? 01:53:39.640 --> 01:53:41.120 Listen, Vatanabe. 01:53:42.160 --> 01:53:43.200 A? 01:53:47.360 --> 01:53:50.910 What do you think do people fall in love in Asahikava? 01:53:56.840 --> 01:53:58.640 Of course, don't even doubt it. 01:53:58.720 --> 01:54:00.600 You'll definitely meet a decent person there. 01:54:03.240 --> 01:54:05.470 It's important that you fall in love. 01:54:14.960 --> 01:54:16.840 I have a request for you will you do it? 01:54:20.000 --> 01:54:21.230 Yes, of course. 01:54:32.160 --> 01:54:33.880 Sleep with me! 01:54:37.920 --> 01:54:39.190 Are you serious? 01:54:44.800 --> 01:54:46.440 Yes, I think, it needs to be like that. 01:54:53.760 --> 01:54:55.400 I'll go take a shower. 01:55:56.520 --> 01:55:58.190 Do you really want it? 01:57:47.320 --> 01:57:51.070 Finally, I returned to myself what I lost 7 years ago 01:57:51.880 --> 01:57:53.070 Thank you. 01:59:01.720 --> 01:59:05.790 You don't have to walk me to the station I'll find my way 01:59:06.480 --> 01:59:07.960 I want to. 01:59:11.680 --> 01:59:13.560 Really, it's not worth it. Let's separate here. 01:59:14.960 --> 01:59:18.590 Asahikava is a good city I'll visit you. 01:59:22.000 --> 01:59:26.470 Be happy. For me and for naoko. 01:59:56.880 --> 01:59:58.760 - Hello? - Midori, it's me. 02:00:07.920 --> 02:00:09.150 Midori... 02:00:11.560 --> 02:00:13.680 I want to see you and talk to you. 02:00:22.120 --> 02:00:25.430 I want to start everything with you from the beginning 02:00:36.080 --> 02:00:38.640 Except you, in life there's nothing left to want 02:00:53.760 --> 02:00:55.030 I love you... 02:01:05.920 --> 02:01:07.150 Where are you? 02:01:10.560 --> 02:01:11.520 What? 02:01:13.480 --> 02:01:14.800 Where are you right now? 02:01:18.920 --> 02:01:20.480 Where am I right now? 02:01:27.040 --> 02:01:31.880 Every new time of year I'm farther from my corpses 02:01:34.040 --> 02:01:35.920 Kidzuki is still 17 02:01:36.920 --> 02:01:38.800 Naoko - 21... 02:01:39.960 --> 02:01:41.360 And that's forever