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Company Esmik Ice Entertainment [br]Presents

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Norwegian Wood

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Here, give it to me.

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Naoko and Kidzuki were together[br]almost since birth.

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And I was Kidzuki's best friend[br]So we were almost always together

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I lost... I'll have to pay

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After Kidzuki's death

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...I decided to move away from this city[br]Somewhere, where I didn't know anyone

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And forget about everything that happened.

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The myth of Andromah tells

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about an unbreakable love and the resulting[br]reaction of its tragic consequences.

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University of Baseda is protesting, because[br]today, there is nothing more important than the liquidation

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Of American bases on Okinawa[br]And the end of the Vietnam war!

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We call to end the lecture and give[br]us time for political discussions!

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We've collected too many problems[br]That are more serious than Greek tragedies

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I don't think, that there are problems in the world[br]more serious than those in Greek tragedies.

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But do as you will.

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After I moved to Tokyo, I for some time[br]got heavily into reading books.

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Life stopped and became empty[br]like the field of pages before my eyes.

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That will be ten thousand yen.

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Vatanabe! It's already 6:30!

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Instead of sitting with your books until morning[br]go to sleep earlier.

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And when the sun comes up, you could exercise with me.

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Nagasava!

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Is it true that you fucked[br]already 100 girls?

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Garbage

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Maybe, 70, but no more.

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I just want one right now.

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Next time, you'll come with me.

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No issue[br]Everything will work out for you.

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Nagasava with a strange[br]way, pulled me in.

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A refined nature, which[br]is impossible to catch with anything

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Sorry,

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Life is short.

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There's no sense in wasting time on books[br]in a sense of time is absent.

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What do you say, let's drink?

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This guy managed to be[br]a sharp esthet

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And at the same time a pervert

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I... Sat over there, and...

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What are you doing in Tokyo?

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What am I doing?

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How about we take a walk...

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Is everything okay?

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You're quiet.

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I don't know how to talk a lot...[br]Sorry.

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That's alright, I'm also not a talker.

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Where are we?

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Same place we came from.[br]We circled around.

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You're tough!

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Surprised?

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Yea.

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Can I call you[br]Say, this Saturday.

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Of course!

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Give student's defiance!

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Yankee, get out of Okinawa!

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Shame on war in Vietnam!

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Away with the contract of security!

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Away, away away!

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Every Sunday we met and[br]Walked where our eyes looked

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Like we performed some kind of a [br]ritual of calming of our souls

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And we still didn't talk about the past.

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The name Kidzuki was never[br]mentioned in our conversations.

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You can look now.

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Now you can.

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How pretty!

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Can I blow it out?

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Oh, sorry! I'll be one second...

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- Blow[br]- Go!

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This is for you.

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- For me?[br]- Yes.

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Thanks.

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It's nothing.

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- Can I open it?[br]- Of course.

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What a dumb birthday

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It's so stupid, when you turn 20[br]And you're not ready for it at all.

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You know, it's so strange[br]Like someone is pushing you from the back.

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I still have 7 months.

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I'll try to get ready.

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Lucky! You're still 19..

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To me, it seems, people should[br]get stuck between 18 and 19.

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18 ends, you turn 19

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19 ends, you become 18 again.

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If only you could do that...

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If that was possible,[br]it'd be so... easy.

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What is this, first time?

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That means, you never slept with Kidzuki?[br]Why?

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Sorry...

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I shouldn't have asked.

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Sorry, but... I have to leave

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You'll still call

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When the owner of the apartment told me, that[br]Naoko moved, I was stunned

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Then I wrote her a long letter[br]to her address in Kobe

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hoping that it'd get routed to her[br]wherever she was

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"Maybe, I shouldn't have treated you[br]like that on your birthday

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Never in my life I felt[br]anything like that

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Answer me.

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I want to know, did I hurt you?

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Vatanabe!

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Cut your nose hairs.

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You look horrible

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You know, we're late!

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I know, so what?

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Hurry!

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Hazumi knew, that Nagasava did nothing[br]other than sleep with whomever

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But never complained about it

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She truly loved him and didn't[br]give him any conditions

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So? Want to find some girls[br]for the night?

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Come on, let's party 100%.

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What's with you?

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Are you serious?

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Seriously. From all the body parts[br]the elbow feels the least.

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Hm.. interesting.

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Aha.

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"Wait, some day[br]we'll meet again"

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Sorry, that I didn't answer for so long

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I needed time, before I could[br]write to you

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Though I am still not ready[br]to see you.

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I came back to my parents from Tokyo[br]and there went to a hospital

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The doctor says that in the mountains by Kyoto[br]there is a good sanitarium for me

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I'm thinking of going there[br]for some time...

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I'm very grateful that you [br]were close to me.

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Don't worry, you didn't hurt me.

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I hurt myself.

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I know".

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You are Vatanabe, right?

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Yes, why?

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Can I sit here?[br]Or are you waiting for someone?

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I'm not waiting for anyone.. Sit...

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We've met before.

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Evripid.

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We had an entire semester[br]Don't remember?

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Oh yea! Except before the break[br]your hair was to your shoulders, right?

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Yea, but this summer I decided...

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Turn sideways.

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That looks really good on you.

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- Do you really think so?[br]- Yes.

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Listen... Do you lie often[br]in life?

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I try to do it as little as possible.

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Where did you get that tan?

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I traveled on foot for two[br]weeks in a row.

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- By yourself?[br]- Yup.

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Do you always travel by yourself?

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Yes... always.

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So you like being alone?

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Who likes that; being alone?

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I just try not to make friends[br]by force.

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So that I'm not disappointed later.

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You should definitely write about that[br]in your autobiography.

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Are you making fun?

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I just really like[br]the way you think.

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My name is Midori.

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Why do you need dark sunglasses?

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My eyes are tired today.

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I didn't get enough sleep.

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And this too...

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Sorry that I couldn't come[br]last time.

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Did you wait long?

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It's nothing. I have plenty[br]of free time.

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Really?

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I'm ready to share it with you,[br]so that you can get sleep.

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You're so nice.

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Yes! Open!

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Can I?

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Come in.

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- Hi. This is for you.[br]- Thanks...

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I'll go put the water on.

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Isn't it too early?

0:31:53.560,0:31:55.120
No, of course not.

0:31:56.520,0:31:59.160
Is there a bookshelf[br]on your first floor?

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Yea. For almost a thousand years.

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I'm so happy that[br]you like my cooking.

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Very tasty, honestly.

0:32:22.480,0:32:24.990
Tell me honestly, you didn't expect that?

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Based on how I look,[br]I'd make a horrible chef.

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Where are your relatives? Did they go somewhere?

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My mom is in a grave.

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Sister went with her husband[br]to ride around in a car, my dad...

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He went to Uruguay last July.

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Uruguay?

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His old military friend bought[br]in Uruguay some fertile land.

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My dad suddenly decided[br]that he could start a new life there.

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Got on a plane and flew to Uruguay

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Wow..

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After mom's death[br]he lived in constant shock.

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Before he left he said:

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´It's too hard for me now,

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I would have rather lost[br]both of you, than one of herª.

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No way!?

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We were so dumbfounded[br]we couldn't even answer.

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But still, it's great when two people[br]love each other so strongly, no?

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And there were no more news from him?

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Only sometimes[br]he sent a postcard in march

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He didn't write anything interesting in it.

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On the postcard - some dumb donkey

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I guess he went completely insane.

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I used to often think, what would happen to me[br]if all of a sudden I lost my parents

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But now, that it happened[br]I feel nothing.

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No grief, no feeling hurt, no[br]feeling that I was abandoned

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Do you think they didn't really love you?

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Not truly.

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But I would like to, at least once[br]feel true love.

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What's true love for you?

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For example, I tell you[br]"I want a tartalet with strawberries"

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You drop everything, run, buy it

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Then run back, breathing heavily[br]and give it to me.

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And then I'll say[br]"I don't want it anymore"

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And you'll throw that damn[br]tartalet through the window

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That, that's what I call true love.

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To me, it doesn't seem like it has anything[br]to do with real love

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It does! I want for this person[br]to answer me

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"I get it, Midori, sorry, my fault

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I'm a total ass, a blockhead[br]a dog without feelings

0:35:12.080,0:35:15.150
I'm going to bring you something else.[br]What do you want?

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Chocolate mousse?[br]OR maybe cheesecake?

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And then?

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Then I will love him.

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Tired?

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That's not the issue.

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It's just that it's been a long time[br]that I let myself relax, like now...

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Actually... I am seeing someone.

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For some reason, I thought so.

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- Do you have someone you love?[br]- Yes.

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es.

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"Doctor tells me I have to begin[br]socializing with people from the world outside

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But I don't remember from it [br]any faces, but yours

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I also have to explain something to you

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It won't be possible[br]to escape it anyway

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It's been four months since I've been here

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And this whole time[br]I thought a lot about you.

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I feel the warmth, which you[br]feel towards me

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and I'm really, really happy about it.

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know, if I somehow wronged you -

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it's not only your pain,[br]it lives in me too".

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Walk straight and don't turn.

0:39:44.960,0:39:47.350
Isida-sensei will meet you herself

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I understand. Thanks

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You - Vatanabe? You can call me[br]Reiko

0:40:20.600,0:40:23.320
Very glad. So, you're Naoko's doctor?

0:40:23.720,0:40:25.550
Doctor? What makes you think I'm a doctor.

0:40:25.920,0:40:28.990
I was told I'd be met by a sensei.

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Oh... I see.

0:40:31.360,0:40:35.590
I teach music here[br]so everyone calls me "sensei"

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But really, I'm one of the patients here

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I've been here seven years already.

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Can I come in?

0:40:53.640,0:40:54.710
Please do

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It's cozy in here

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In my dorm there's only ceiling[br]and a window

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Really?[br]Will you be sleeping here?

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Of course!

0:41:16.440,0:41:18.590
Me and Naoko still[br]have to work in the garden.

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Will you wait for us here, okay?

0:41:21.320,0:41:23.550
Yes, of course. I'll study some German.

0:41:24.000,0:41:26.390
Got an exam next week.

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Oh and..

0:41:29.760,0:41:34.440
You can't stay here with Naoko[br]by herself. It's forbidden.

0:41:34.800,0:41:38.400
There's always going to be some guarding you[br]it will be me.

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You'll have to get used to it.

0:41:42.760,0:41:44.110
Ok.

0:41:46.520,0:41:48.400
- So, I'm going.[br]- See you soon.

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Cute!

0:42:10.640,0:42:12.710
Yes. Great peaches!

0:42:15.240,0:42:18.870
I wanted to say it was cute[br]how you give the peaches

0:42:19.040,0:42:20.230
What now?

0:42:35.480,0:42:36.960
You asleep?

0:42:44.440,0:42:45.920
Nah... So, how are you?

0:42:49.680,0:42:51.960
We don't have much time.

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Really, I'm not allowed to be here[br]but I snuck in.

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Listen...

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My hair is really horrible now, yea?

0:43:03.680,0:43:06.110
Not at all, what are you talking about?

0:43:09.440,0:43:11.320
Very beautiful hair.

0:43:12.840,0:43:16.280
My mom said they were horrible.

0:43:23.400,0:43:26.470
I wanted to see you so much.

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Not even to tell you something

0:43:33.640,0:43:37.320
Just to see your face[br]get used to it.

0:43:41.360,0:43:43.240
How long have you been here

0:44:07.440,0:44:11.990
Thanks for coming[br]I'm very glad

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But if it's hard for you here[br]don't be shy, tell me honestly, how it is

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I won't be mad

0:44:29.400,0:44:31.230
If anything - be honest

0:44:47.640,0:44:49.520
I have to go.

0:47:05.640,0:47:08.390
Vatanabe... Sorry, could you go[br]and take a walk?

0:50:50.840,0:50:52.270
You don't love me

0:50:56.320,0:50:57.510
Love you.

0:51:01.440,0:51:02.710
A lot

0:52:43.200,0:52:45.630
Wake up, we need to talk

0:53:15.720,0:53:18.110
You asked me, why I never slept[br]with Kidzuki

0:53:18.600,0:53:20.720
Are you still interested in that?

0:53:22.680,0:53:27.150
- It'd probably be better if I know[br]- I think so to.

0:53:30.000,0:53:32.910
The dead, after all[br]won't come back

0:53:33.160,0:53:35.910
And we have to, somehow keep living

0:53:41.720,0:53:43.600
I wanted to sleep with Kidzuki

0:53:45.000,0:53:46.880
And he really wanted it too.

0:53:47.480,0:53:51.630
But no matter what we did,[br]nothing worked

0:53:52.040,0:53:53.360
It didn't work, and that's it!

0:53:53.640,0:53:56.870
I don't know, why[br]And I can't understand now.

0:53:58.680,0:53:59.910
I loved him.

0:54:01.800,0:54:03.680
But nothing worked.

0:54:06.200,0:54:08.790
I was really dry,[br]couldn't open my legs

0:54:11.800,0:54:13.470
It hurt so much.

0:54:15.880,0:54:17.680
What we didn't try...

0:54:20.120,0:54:22.000
All pointless, so I

0:54:25.560,0:54:29.270
just caressed him, how I could -[br]with my fingers, with my lips

0:54:34.320,0:54:36.520
I don't want to, I don't want to talk about it

0:54:36.800,0:54:38.760
But there's nothing I can do

0:54:41.440,0:54:48.230
I have to talk about it, because[br]by myself I can't figure it all out

0:54:52.520,0:54:59.440
After all, when I slept with you[br]I was really excited, you remember

0:54:59.840,0:55:00.800
Yes.

0:55:04.160,0:55:06.630
That evening of my birthday

0:55:06.840,0:55:10.520
I was wound up as soon as I saw you

0:55:11.880,0:55:14.470
wanted for you to grab me

0:55:14.680,0:55:19.480
tore off my dress, caressed me...

0:55:19.480,0:55:23.270
Never in my life[br]have I felt that.

0:55:26.800,0:55:27.990
Why?

0:55:30.680,0:55:31.910
Why?

0:55:33.200,0:55:35.400
Why is all this happening with me?

0:55:38.200,0:55:39.520
I did...

0:55:41.840,0:55:43.720
I loved Kidzuki!

0:55:46.680,0:55:50.280
Are you trying to say[br]you didn't love him?

0:55:51.520,0:55:52.640
Sorry!

0:55:54.000,0:55:55.880
Just know one thing:

0:55:58.280,0:56:02.190
Me and Kidzuki had[br]a very unique relationship

0:56:08.480,0:56:13.000
Me and him were always together[br]from when we three years old

0:56:15.200,0:56:19.160
We talked about everything[br]always understood one another

0:56:21.040,0:56:22.950
We grew up together like that.

0:56:24.920,0:56:28.710
And kissed[br]first time in sixth grade.

0:56:31.680,0:56:33.160
It was all so great.

0:56:37.360,0:56:39.790
And when I got my first period

0:56:40.080,0:56:42.960
I ran to him[br]cried on his shoulder

0:56:44.240,0:56:46.120
We were so close.

0:56:50.520,0:56:52.510
And after he died

0:56:58.440,0:57:03.280
I stopped understanding, how[br]it is possible to be with someone

0:57:07.000,0:57:09.230
And what it is - love...

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naoko!

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Come on, admit it, what[br]did you two do?

0:58:33.320,0:58:37.360
This time, in the woods, and [br]you came back completely naked...

0:58:41.920,0:58:43.800
I can't tell you that...

0:58:50.280,0:58:53.110
We tried,[br]but nothing worked out for us.

0:58:56.320,0:58:58.200
What do you mean?

0:59:00.160,0:59:03.040
Vatanabe was so huge[br]that he didn't fit inside me

0:59:08.880,0:59:11.600
It's been 7 years[br]that I slept with anyone.

0:59:11.760,0:59:14.350
And I was tight inside

0:59:20.360,0:59:21.240
A?

0:59:24.840,0:59:29.150
Reiko had a dream[br]right before you came

0:59:31.760,0:59:33.480
Was I in your dream?

0:59:33.720,0:59:36.840
No, not you[br]Some unknown man.

0:59:41.960,0:59:45.000
Don't forget, we all[br]aren't really normal here

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Yea..

1:00:31.160,1:00:33.150
Do you want me?

1:00:35.520,1:00:36.750
Yes, of course.

1:00:38.160,1:00:39.720
Are you ready to wait?

1:00:42.920,1:00:44.240
Of course I'm ready.

1:00:47.440,1:00:51.190
It's just that before it happens[br]I won't to pick myself up.

1:00:52.360,1:00:54.240
Will you be able to wait?

1:00:56.320,1:00:57.720
Of course I'll wait.

1:01:00.160,1:01:01.910
Is it really hard?

1:01:03.920,1:01:05.400
What, my boot?

1:01:05.800,1:01:07.280
Stupid..

1:01:10.440,1:01:14.480
If you're talking about my erection, then yes, of course.

1:01:16.160,1:01:19.950
Maybe you can stop saying[br]"yes, of course" all the time?

1:01:20.200,1:01:21.710
Okay. I won't.

1:01:24.320,1:01:25.720
It must be difficult?

1:01:28.200,1:01:29.320
What?

1:01:29.760,1:01:31.640
When it gets hard?

1:01:33.800,1:01:34.710
A?

1:01:37.440,1:01:39.320
I want to say -[br]does it torture you?

1:01:41.280,1:01:42.840
Sometimes, yes.

1:01:47.840,1:01:49.720
Want me to help?

1:01:54.720,1:01:56.600
- With your hand?[br]- Yes.

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How warm!

1:02:35.120,1:02:37.000
You're good.

1:02:42.680,1:02:44.430
Be a good boy, be quiet...

1:03:40.200,1:03:42.350
- How long have you been here?[br]- The entire way.

1:03:49.040,1:03:50.790
Why are you so powered off?

1:03:55.680,1:03:58.430
Just tired from traveling.

1:04:16.640,1:04:19.440
Hey, Vatanabe![br]Do you know what I want right now?

1:04:21.480,1:04:23.550
I can't even imagine.

1:04:26.200,1:04:29.030
I want to lay down[br]on a huge comfortable bed.

1:04:30.880,1:04:33.840
So that you were close and undressed me.

1:04:34.840,1:04:36.400
Very slowly, and gently..

1:04:41.160,1:04:47.870
So relaxing, that I turn off[br]then come back and scream!

1:04:48.440,1:04:51.000
´Stop, Vatanabe!

1:04:51.120,1:04:53.550
Stop[br]I like you a lot

1:04:53.760,1:04:57.720
But I'm seeing someone else.[br]I'm asking you, don't!"

1:04:58.200,1:05:01.720
But you're not stopping and[br]you take out of your pants your aggregate.

1:05:02.080,1:05:04.200
So huge, and hard...

1:05:06.520,1:05:08.400
So, you want that right now?

1:05:10.600,1:05:12.030
Oh yes.

1:05:25.800,1:05:29.030
Say, do all the guys, that live here[br]masturbate?

1:05:29.400,1:05:31.440
Probably, could you [br]speak quieter?

1:05:33.160,1:05:35.040
When they do it, do they think[br]about girls?

1:05:35.280,1:05:37.160
I doubt that anyone masturbates

1:05:37.320,1:05:39.830
While thinking of budgets[br]or the Suez canal

1:05:40.800,1:05:42.920
Have you ever thought like that about me?

1:05:43.480,1:05:44.830
Hey! Tell me!

1:05:46.680,1:05:49.560
When you're not in lectures[br]do you spend your time here?

1:05:49.760,1:05:50.670
Yea.

1:05:50.960,1:05:53.320
And then you look[br]really tired.

1:05:53.520,1:05:54.590
Really?

1:05:55.080,1:05:56.040
Why?

1:06:01.320,1:06:03.630
Dad! It's me, Midori[br]how do you feel?

1:06:08.960,1:06:10.600
Dad! It's me, Midori

1:06:10.840,1:06:12.480
how do you feel?

1:06:15.680,1:06:18.350
Dad, I have to speak to the nurse.

1:06:18.560,1:06:20.950
I'll be back soon, okay?

1:06:24.400,1:06:26.630
- Can you stay with him for a little?[br]- Yes, of course.

1:07:46.760,1:07:47.950
Hello?

1:07:49.760,1:07:51.430
My dad died.

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Can I help?

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I don't need anything...

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Thanks. I just wanted[br]you to know.

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You don't have to come.

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I hate funerals.

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And I don't want you there.

1:08:33.000,1:08:34.399
Okay.. I understand.

1:08:51.920,1:08:54.510
Will you take me to see a porno-film?

1:08:58.080,1:08:59.430
Yes, of course.

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The most perverse one.

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I'll find something.

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I'd rather my dad went to Uruguay.

1:09:19.840,1:09:21.319
That's true.

1:09:24.439,1:09:27.109
Would you go there[br]to visit me?

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Yes, of course.

1:09:36.680,1:09:39.270
We would make[br]a bunch of healthy kids.

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That doesn't sound bad...

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You're so sweet, Vatanabe.

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I'll call you.

1:09:52.120,1:09:53.270
Good.

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What's with your hand?

1:11:20.920,1:11:22.800
I cut it at work.

1:11:23.080,1:11:24.200
Uh-uh...

1:11:30.440,1:11:31.710
So, I passed.

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Exams to MID?

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Congratulations!

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Are you leaving Japan?

1:11:43.920,1:11:45.800
First year of study is here.

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And then some time[br]overseas.

1:11:50.640,1:11:52.840
What are your plans about Hazumi?

1:11:53.000,1:11:55.070
So many years overseas.

1:11:56.200,1:11:57.840
What will happen to her?

1:11:59.200,1:12:01.270
That's her problem, not mine.

1:12:04.000,1:12:05.670
What do you mean?

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Well, basically

1:12:41.280,1:12:44.990
I'm not going to marry anyone[br]and she knows that.

1:12:52.800,1:12:56.000
If she wants to marry someone[br]she can do that.

1:12:56.480,1:13:02.480
If she wants to wait -[br]she can wait for me, that's the deal.

1:13:10.840,1:13:12.990
- You think I'm shit?[br]- Yes.

1:13:21.760,1:13:24.270
Next time I'll come with her[br]you can talk to her.

1:13:25.280,1:13:27.870
You'll see, you'll like her!

1:13:28.160,1:13:31.910
It's pointless. I'm too poor[br]for girls from your college.

1:13:32.240,1:13:35.840
Don't be stupid.[br]This girl is really easygoing and not pretentious.

1:13:36.520,1:13:40.750
In the student cafeteria[br]they make three different lunches: A, B, or C

1:13:41.040,1:13:44.270
Lunch A costs 120 yen[br]Lunch B - 100 yen, lunch C - 80 yen.

1:13:44.440,1:13:50.040
When I eat lunch A, everyone looks at me[br]like an enemy of the people.

1:13:50.320,1:13:52.200
Do you think we'd find[br]a common tongue?

1:13:52.360,1:13:54.240
Yea, just talk to her[br]once, can't be too hard.

1:13:54.320,1:13:55.990
You don't have to fuck her the first time.

1:13:56.120,1:13:57.550
What are you talking about!

1:13:57.840,1:14:01.720
You can't do that with her at all![br]She's still a girl.

1:14:01.880,1:14:07.830
Vatanabe already has a girl he loves.[br]He just doesn't like to talk about it.

1:14:08.080,1:14:09.400
Is that so?

1:14:10.320,1:14:12.310
Yes... But I'm not hiding it at all.

1:14:12.560,1:14:16.550
It's just a difficult situation.[br]It's not easy to explain it all.

1:14:18.160,1:14:21.840
Too bad.. I was really hoping[br]to make a double date.

1:14:21.960,1:14:24.110
So that you could get drunk[br]and swap partners?

1:14:24.320,1:14:25.990
What nonsense you're saying!

1:14:26.160,1:14:27.910
No nonsense. Say, Vatanabe!

1:14:29.800,1:14:32.600
One time me and him[br]swapped girls.

1:14:39.600,1:14:41.720
Vatanabe? Is that true?

1:14:43.640,1:14:44.990
Come on, tell her...

1:14:49.280,1:14:53.560
I want to hear this story.[br]it's so interesting.

1:14:56.760,1:14:58.960
We were really drunk...

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It's not an issue. I'm not accusing you of anything.[br]I just.. want to hear this story.

1:15:14.600,1:15:19.800
One time we got drunk in some bar[br]In sibuya and met two girls.

1:15:22.080,1:15:25.790
They were freshmen at some college[br]they were drunk too

1:15:25.960,1:15:29.480
So, we all went to the nearest hotel[br]and slept together.

1:15:30.000,1:15:32.990
Nagasava's room number and mine[br]turned out to be near each other.

1:15:34.760,1:15:41.870
During the night he knocked on my door[br]and offered to exchange girls.

1:15:42.520,1:15:45.830
So I went to his room[br]and he stayed in mine.

1:15:53.120,1:15:54.520
It was fun.

1:15:57.240,1:15:58.880
Yea... It was nothing special.

1:16:00.280,1:16:02.160
Why did you do it?

1:16:02.640,1:16:04.280
I talked him into it.

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I'm asking Vatanabe.

1:16:09.600,1:16:11.670
Why did you want that?

1:16:14.160,1:16:18.040
Sometimes you really want to[br]sleep with a girl...

1:16:20.520,1:16:22.400
Listen, Vatanabe...

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I don't know all your[br]circumstances, but...

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It doesn't seem like your type of fun.

1:16:44.880,1:16:48.840
You're not that kind of person.[br]Do you agree?

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Sometimes I think so to.

1:16:54.720,1:16:57.550
So? Why don't you stop

1:16:57.800,1:17:00.160
See, in full, the picture is like this.

1:17:00.440,1:17:03.480
Vatanabe is in love with a girl

1:17:03.600,1:17:06.320
But because of some reasons[br]they can't fuck.

1:17:06.480,1:17:09.440
She sees as just sex[br]and fulfills her instinct on the side

1:17:09.680,1:17:13.470
But if you really love her[br]can't you wait, Vatanabe?

1:17:13.720,1:17:15.200
You're probably right.

1:17:18.720,1:17:20.200
It's just a game.

1:17:23.360,1:17:26.480
No one lies[br]No one is hurt or insulted...

1:17:26.640,1:17:27.990
I'm insulted.

1:17:29.840,1:17:31.720
Why am I never enough for you?

1:17:31.960,1:17:33.790
You're enough for me...

1:17:50.560,1:17:53.790
Tell me, what are you thinking[br]about me and Nagasava?

1:17:55.440,1:17:58.190
Whatever I think[br]doesn't change anything.

1:18:01.320,1:18:06.310
Stop[br]Just say, what you are thinking, that's it.

1:18:11.600,1:18:13.640
If I was you, I'd dump him.

1:18:16.680,1:18:21.070
Nagasava isn't someone[br]who dreams to be happy

1:18:21.360,1:18:24.320
Or to make someone happy

1:18:27.600,1:18:31.750
You, Hazumi, you could find happiness[br]with practically anyone.

1:18:32.080,1:18:36.840
Why are you killing yourself[br]on someone like him?

1:18:41.760,1:18:43.910
It's impossible to explain things like that.

1:18:44.160,1:18:49.950
They just happen[br]and there's nothing you can do.

1:18:55.400,1:18:58.040
- You love him so strongly?[br]- I love him.

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That must be so great.

1:19:09.480,1:19:12.280
To love someone so surely,[br]without the smallest doubt.

1:19:13.320,1:19:18.630
Two years after Nagasava went to Germany[br]Hazumi married.

1:19:19.400,1:19:23.950
And two years later she opened the veins[br]on her wrist and died.

1:20:05.440,1:20:07.590
- Sorry for yesterday.[br]- It's nothing.

1:20:10.080,1:20:11.480
I made up with Hazumi

1:20:13.200,1:20:14.760
Not surprised

1:20:20.280,1:20:23.560
She said you advised her[br]to dump her

1:20:24.600,1:20:27.190
Just like you wanted, no?

1:20:28.480,1:20:30.360
Vatanabe! Phone call for you.

1:20:31.080,1:20:32.560
Sorry, I'll be back.

1:20:35.400,1:20:36.720
Welcome

1:20:38.800,1:20:41.160
Sorry, I got held up. What are you drinking

1:20:41.320,1:20:42.750
"Tom Collins".

1:20:43.920,1:20:45.400
Whiskey and soda.

1:20:46.080,1:20:48.800
- Something happened?[br]- I cut myself a little bit at work.

1:20:50.200,1:20:52.350
- Where did you go?[br]- To Nara and Aomori.

1:20:55.960,1:20:58.920
What's it like at home?[br]Did you get tired with the funerals?

1:20:59.880,1:21:01.760
Not really.. Me and my sister[br]are used to that.

1:21:02.760,1:21:07.200
We decided to do what we're supposed to[br]and then, go where we want to.

1:21:07.640,1:21:11.550
I decided to visit my boyfriend in Nara[br]so he could fuck me.

1:21:12.000,1:21:14.200
And? Was it successful?

1:21:16.240,1:21:18.120
No, we didn't fuck once.

1:21:19.000,1:21:22.680
We barely got into the hotel[br]and I started my period...

1:21:23.000,1:21:25.880
Why are you laughing! It was a week[br]earlier than it's supposed to!

1:21:26.040,1:21:27.710
All that's left is to cry!

1:21:27.880,1:21:29.550
Your whiskey, please.

1:21:29.920,1:21:32.670
Both of us were so bursting..[br]We almost exploded

1:21:33.320,1:21:36.840
In the end, we fought a lot[br]and I haven't seen him since.

1:21:38.000,1:21:40.960
Came back to Tokyo, hung around a couple of days[br]doing nothing, and went to Aomori

1:21:41.400,1:21:45.680
- You've never been to Aomori?[br]- Never

1:21:48.000,1:21:52.920
So, the entire way[br]traveling by myself

1:21:53.120,1:21:58.110
I thought about you[br]and dreamed that you were there

1:22:00.480,1:22:01.910
Why?

1:22:05.120,1:22:07.350
"Why"? What do you mean "why"?

1:22:07.920,1:22:11.150
Why did you think about me?

1:22:12.680,1:22:15.430
Because I like you, you fool!

1:22:15.680,1:22:18.510
What other reasons can there be?

1:22:19.640,1:22:24.560
You have a guy[br]why think about me?

1:22:28.640,1:22:30.790
Stop saying mean things...

1:22:37.440,1:22:41.350
Listen, Vatanabe,[br]Guess what I want right now

1:22:42.520,1:22:46.880
I beg you.[br]Don't forget where we are!

1:22:53.960,1:22:56.520
I didn't even dream that you would answer like that

1:23:21.600,1:23:23.720
Midori! Come to the phone!

1:23:25.240,1:23:26.390
Forget it!

1:23:48.960,1:23:51.520
You have someone in Tokyo.

1:23:53.680,1:23:54.870
No.

1:23:58.360,1:24:01.160
If you get someone[br]Tell me right away, okay?

1:24:01.360,1:24:02.710
Yes, of course.

1:24:09.760,1:24:10.910
Ooh. Look at that.

1:24:38.040,1:24:43.640
"Reiko is still not eating[br]just smokes cigarette after cigarette

1:24:45.120,1:24:49.800
Fall is ending, there is almost[br]no work left in the garden

1:24:50.480,1:24:54.550
Just birds and rabbits[br]are playing around, like always

1:24:54.800,1:24:59.160
We pick mushrooms and chestnuts[br]every day

1:25:02.120,1:25:09.280
We cook them with rice[br]it is so tasty, never get tired of it!

1:25:17.840,1:25:24.310
the news from the big world confuse me[br]I can't figure them out.

1:25:24.600,1:25:32.190
But your letters[br]somehow always relax me.

1:25:34.320,1:25:36.990
Interesting, no?[br]Why is that?

1:25:59.120,1:26:03.640
Judging by your letters[br]Midori is a very interesting girl

1:26:03.960,1:26:06.470
I have this feeling[br]that she really likes you

1:26:33.640,1:26:35.520
Happy birthday to you.

1:26:37.440,1:26:41.430
I pray that your 20th year[br]will bring you you happiness.

1:26:44.560,1:26:48.920
It looks like my 20th year[br]will end not very happily

1:26:50.920,1:26:55.470
I'll be very happy if you could[br]be happy for me too

1:26:56.840,1:27:01.070
This scarf me and Reiko[br]knitted together

1:27:02.520,1:27:06.830
The good part - Reiko,[br]the bad part - mine.

1:27:40.320,1:27:44.710
Will you come see me[br]when the first snow falls?"

1:28:51.200,1:28:52.350
No!

1:28:54.640,1:28:55.870
I can't...

1:28:57.520,1:28:58.920
Don't.. I'm asking you.

1:29:39.680,1:29:41.590
Why did I give myself up to you

1:29:45.840,1:29:50.550
You have to live your life[br]and not get involved with people like, isn't that so?

1:29:59.800,1:30:01.600
No.. you're wrong.

1:30:03.680,1:30:05.560
I don't think so at all.

1:30:11.880,1:30:15.510
Maybe, you're just[br]lying to yourself?

1:30:22.840,1:30:24.910
Dump me.

1:30:27.800,1:30:31.710
Do that, which you should have done[br]on the day of me turning 20

1:30:33.640,1:30:35.070
Don't touch me!

1:30:35.480,1:30:36.880
Pervert!

1:30:37.400,1:30:39.280
- Get your hands![br]- Naoko! Calm down!

1:30:40.520,1:30:43.240
Get out! Leave! Don't touch me!

1:30:44.040,1:30:45.920
Calm down! I'm asking you!

1:30:46.240,1:30:48.310
It hurts me[br]that you exist in this world!

1:30:48.800,1:30:51.440
Why can't you understand that?

1:30:51.960,1:30:53.360
Calm down!

1:31:07.560,1:31:08.600
Why?!

1:31:50.400,1:31:54.150
I'm thinking of leaving the dorm[br]and rent an apartment

1:31:55.360,1:31:59.670
I'd find a better job[br]find a way to make ends meet

1:31:59.960,1:32:03.160
Would you want to live there[br]with me?

1:32:03.440,1:32:04.590
Thanks...

1:32:07.040,1:32:10.110
I'm so happy[br]that you're offering that to me.

1:32:14.680,1:32:18.280
In a place like this, it's better not to[br]stay too long.

1:32:21.800,1:32:23.280
Think about it good

1:32:24.280,1:32:28.270
One way or another, I'm going to[br]move out, as soon as possible

1:32:29.680,1:32:34.230
And you can join me[br]when you want

1:32:37.720,1:32:39.440
Why can't I get turned on?

1:32:43.320,1:32:45.230
That happened only once.

1:32:47.640,1:32:49.280
Why?

1:32:52.120,1:32:57.110
It's just psychology...[br]With time everything will work like it needs to.

1:32:57.280,1:32:58.790
You don't have anything to worry about.

1:33:08.560,1:33:11.710
What if..[br]I will never be able to get turned don?

1:33:14.280,1:33:16.840
And until the end of my life[br]can't sleep with you?

1:33:21.400,1:33:24.070
Will you still love me?

1:33:29.640,1:33:31.920
I am by nature[br]a big optimist!

1:34:57.600,1:35:01.230
Once I move to my apartment[br]I'll immediately come to you

1:35:03.040,1:35:04.920
Think about what I said, okay?

1:35:17.560,1:35:18.830
Ok, bye...

1:36:42.800,1:36:45.470
I thought I'd get out of here[br]before you...

1:36:51.280,1:36:53.870
Do you want a good advice? for the future.

1:36:54.680,1:36:55.640
Let's hear it...

1:36:57.160,1:36:58.720
Never feel sorry for yourself.

1:36:59.600,1:37:02.750
Only degenerates feel bad for themselves.

1:37:04.240,1:37:05.430
I'll remember that.

1:37:09.520,1:37:13.910
"It must have been hard for you[br]to wait for Naoko's answer...

1:37:14.160,1:37:18.520
But for Naoko too, this month[br]ended up being really hard

1:37:19.360,1:37:22.430
She once against started hearing voice

1:37:23.800,1:37:27.590
It's hard for her to hold[br]a normal conversation

1:37:27.880,1:37:31.510
She doesn't want you to see[br]her in this shape..."

1:37:49.400,1:37:51.280
Listen...[br]I have something to talk to you about.

1:37:54.080,1:37:55.960
I have an important meeting.

1:37:58.440,1:38:01.400
It won't take a long time[br]A couple of minutes will be enough

1:38:02.480,1:38:04.790
And I don't want to talk to you[br]Sorry, of course.

1:38:15.400,1:38:20.160
"I'll tell you truthfully, controlling[br]naoko is getting harder

1:38:21.600,1:38:25.200
I can't leave her alone[br]for even a minute

1:38:25.480,1:38:29.080
The voices in her head are getting louder

1:38:29.520,1:38:32.990
She shut off from the world[br]and went deep inside herself"

1:38:36.320,1:38:37.390
Kidzuki?

1:38:55.160,1:38:56.230
Kidzuki?

1:38:57.200,1:38:58.240
Naoko!

1:39:04.960,1:39:06.110
You know, Kidzuki...

1:39:08.280,1:39:10.590
Unlike you, I chose life

1:39:12.000,1:39:16.600
And I'll try to live it decently[br]as much as I can

1:39:17.560,1:39:20.150
I can imagine, how hard it was for you

1:39:21.400,1:39:23.760
But you too, imagine, how it was for me

1:39:24.160,1:39:27.440
when you died, leaving Naoko[br]basically in my arms

1:39:28.120,1:39:30.630
And I decided to never leave her...

1:39:33.360,1:39:35.240
Because I love her.

1:39:36.240,1:39:38.830
But now I'll be even stronger

1:39:39.840,1:39:43.910
Because for me, unlike you[br]it's time to grow up

1:40:33.800,1:40:35.150
Let's go?

1:40:56.800,1:41:01.160
After we met in the bar[br]I talked to him

1:41:01.760,1:41:03.640
And we broke up

1:41:11.800,1:41:13.360
I love you a lot.

1:41:15.920,1:41:17.800
With all my heart

1:41:19.840,1:41:22.670
But I can't do anything[br]right now

1:41:25.160,1:41:27.040
- Because of her?[br]- Yes

1:41:37.120,1:41:38.950
Tell me... Did you sleep with her?

1:41:41.680,1:41:43.560
Just once. [br]Last year.

1:41:48.600,1:41:51.070
And since then we haven't been seeing each other

1:41:51.480,1:41:55.390
We met two more times.[br]But there was nothing between us.

1:41:59.400,1:42:00.720
Why?

1:42:03.600,1:42:05.590
Does she not like you?

1:42:11.160,1:42:15.390
I can't talk about it[br]It's a difficult situation.

1:42:17.400,1:42:22.870
One thing, that I know, is this thing[br]it's responsibility for people

1:42:23.280,1:42:25.160
And you can't just brush it off

1:42:27.000,1:42:29.430
Even if, let's say[br]I didn't love her

1:42:34.200,1:42:36.080
Even if, it happens[br]she doesn't love you?

1:42:43.640,1:42:44.960
I need time.

1:42:48.240,1:42:51.990
Forgive me...[br]But this is all, that I'm asking right now

1:43:08.480,1:43:09.990
Okay.

1:43:12.520,1:43:15.110
I'll be waiting for you.

1:43:17.040,1:43:18.920
Because I trust you.

1:43:28.320,1:43:31.390
But when you come to me[br]pick only me, do you promise?

1:43:33.240,1:43:36.600
When you hug me -[br]hug only me, okay?

1:43:39.920,1:43:41.800
Do you know, what I mean?

1:43:44.800,1:43:46.550
I understand you good.

1:43:55.200,1:44:00.830
You can do what you want to me[br]never hurt me, okay?

1:44:03.760,1:44:09.710
I've collected too much pain

1:44:13.080,1:44:15.470
I just want happiness.

1:44:25.280,1:44:26.790
Hug me?

1:45:22.520,1:45:23.840
Naoko died.

1:48:31.760,1:48:36.880
Nothing can heal us[br]from losing a loved person.

1:48:38.960,1:48:44.110
Not truth, not sincerity,[br]not strength, not kindness

1:48:48.440,1:48:54.070
All that we can, is to live[br]while hugging this tragedy

1:48:54.480,1:49:02.160
And learn that, no other new [br]loss will be any less painful

1:50:32.280,1:50:35.990
So, this is where[br]you were planning to live with Naoko?

1:50:36.360,1:50:38.240
Sorry, I have to take a shower.

1:52:08.000,1:52:12.280
I want for you to always remember me.

1:52:13.280,1:52:20.310
For you to never forget[br]that I was by your side

1:52:24.040,1:52:25.190
Promise

1:52:32.600,1:52:34.000
Promise.

1:52:34.320,1:52:36.710
I'll never forget you

1:53:03.600,1:53:06.270
What are you planning to do?

1:53:10.120,1:53:12.030
I'll go to Asahikava

1:53:13.600,1:53:18.040
My classmate[br]started a music school there

1:53:22.360,1:53:26.800
And you don't want to meet with[br]husband and daughter?

1:53:39.640,1:53:41.120
Listen, Vatanabe.

1:53:42.160,1:53:43.200
A?

1:53:47.360,1:53:50.910
What do you think[br]do people fall in love in Asahikava?

1:53:56.840,1:53:58.640
Of course, don't even doubt it.

1:53:58.720,1:54:00.600
You'll definitely meet a decent [br]person there.

1:54:03.240,1:54:05.470
It's important that you fall in love.

1:54:14.960,1:54:16.840
I have a request for you[br]will you do it?

1:54:20.000,1:54:21.230
Yes, of course.

1:54:32.160,1:54:33.880
Sleep with me!

1:54:37.920,1:54:39.190
Are you serious?

1:54:44.800,1:54:46.440
Yes, I think, it needs to be like that.

1:54:53.760,1:54:55.400
I'll go take a shower.

1:55:56.520,1:55:58.190
Do you really want it?

1:57:47.320,1:57:51.070
Finally, I returned to myself[br]what I lost 7 years ago

1:57:51.880,1:57:53.070
Thank you.

1:59:01.720,1:59:05.790
You don't have to walk me to the station[br]I'll find my way

1:59:06.480,1:59:07.960
I want to.

1:59:11.680,1:59:13.560
Really, it's not worth it.[br]Let's separate here.

1:59:14.960,1:59:18.590
Asahikava is a good city[br]I'll visit you.

1:59:22.000,1:59:26.470
Be happy. For me and for naoko.

1:59:56.880,1:59:58.760
- Hello?[br]- Midori, it's me.

2:00:07.920,2:00:09.150
Midori...

2:00:11.560,2:00:13.680
I want to see you and talk to you.

2:00:22.120,2:00:25.430
I want to start everything[br]with you from the beginning

2:00:36.080,2:00:38.640
Except you, in life[br]there's nothing left to want

2:00:53.760,2:00:55.030
I love you...

2:01:05.920,2:01:07.150
Where are you?

2:01:10.560,2:01:11.520
What?

2:01:13.480,2:01:14.800
Where are you right now?

2:01:18.920,2:01:20.480
Where am I right now?

2:01:27.040,2:01:31.880
Every new time of year [br]I'm farther from my corpses

2:01:34.040,2:01:35.920
Kidzuki is still 17

2:01:36.920,2:01:38.800
Naoko - 21...

2:01:39.960,2:01:41.360
And that's forever