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Dialogue: 0,0:00:06.99,0:00:10.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Do you know when you ask a child what \Nher future will be like
Dialogue: 0,0:00:10.05,0:00:14.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and she answers that she wants \Nto have super powers or just be big?
Dialogue: 0,0:00:14.36,0:00:18.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If you asked the younger me what my \Nlife would be like by the age of 16
Dialogue: 0,0:00:18.83,0:00:21.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would probably answer that\NI'll be taller than my father
Dialogue: 0,0:00:21.84,0:00:24.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,have a lot of friends, \Nwalk alone in the city,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:24.06,0:00:28.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,be completely independent \Nand have a long, long hair.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:28.72,0:00:32.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I always had a lot of imagination \Nand I always loved to read.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:32.76,0:00:35.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Translating the letters into images \Nand sound,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:35.38,0:00:37.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,though everything was religiously silent,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:37.75,0:00:43.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was a way for a kid, human and muggle, \Nto become special.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:43.54,0:00:45.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,All stories made me really believe that
Dialogue: 0,0:00:45.47,0:00:50.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the material normal life wasn’t the only \None and that magic existed.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:50.28,0:00:54.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,By a certain age I started to see black,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:54.48,0:00:57.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my vision would start to get dark \Non the peripheral area,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:57.23,0:01:00.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,until everything became black \Nand I would get a little dizzy,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:00.67,0:01:02.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but my imagination was so fertile,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:02.29,0:01:05.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that I thought it was something magical\Nthat was happening to me
Dialogue: 0,0:01:05.29,0:01:09.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or that I was getting secret information \Nfrom the universe.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:09.39,0:01:11.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I always wanted to be special
Dialogue: 0,0:01:11.11,0:01:14.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but while I was growing up\NI had to deal with the fact that
Dialogue: 0,0:01:14.32,0:01:17.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the magic world was getting each day\Nmore distant from me.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:17.45,0:01:19.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would get inside the closet in my house
Dialogue: 0,0:01:19.40,0:01:22.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I thought that if I really forgot \Nabout the panel at the back,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:22.56,0:01:25.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it would disintegrate and I would be\Nable to reach Nárnia.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:25.87,0:01:29.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But I didn't discover a magic \Nwardrobe at 8,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:29.77,0:01:32.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I didn't receive my Hogwarts \Nletter at 11,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:32.68,0:01:35.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and a satyr didn't tell me I was a \Ndemigod by 12.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:35.76,0:01:42.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So my last hope was that Gandalf would \Ntake me on adventure by the age of 50.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:42.72,0:01:48.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But, on the mean time, by the age of 13,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:48.22,0:01:50.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I suddenly became someone special,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:50.70,0:01:54.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,though it really wasn’t\Nthe way I ask it for.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:54.64,0:01:57.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Actually the universe wasn't giving \Nme secret information,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:57.90,0:02:01.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but it was dragging me into a black hole.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:01.18,0:02:06.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,By the day of September 23rd, of 2015, \Nat 7:35 in the morning,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:06.53,0:02:09.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I got late to my old school, as always,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:09.48,0:02:14.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because the city bus took too much \Ntime to get to my house, as always.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:14.26,0:02:16.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I walked in class and fell.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:16.85,0:02:20.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In the middle of the class, \Nin front of everyone.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:20.09,0:02:23.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn’t see a backpack \Nthat was on the floor.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:23.10,0:02:27.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I got to my seat and I realized I couldn’t\Nsee the letters on the chalkboard.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:27.86,0:02:30.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I couldn’t read.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:30.14,0:02:34.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I called my mom and later that day \NI went to the hospital,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:34.43,0:02:38.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,thinking about how cool it would be \Nto have a nice pair of glasses.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:38.10,0:02:44.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But I didn’t get them, I didn’t even \Nleave the hospital that day.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:44.90,0:02:47.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was diagnosed with hydrocephalus,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:47.87,0:02:51.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,not a very creative word that means \Nyou have too much liquid in your brain,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:51.82,0:02:53.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I’ll tell you a spoiler,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:53.48,0:02:57.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in my case it was because a glioma was \Nformed in the passage
Dialogue: 0,0:02:57.13,0:02:59.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,between the first and third ventricle,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:59.47,0:03:01.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,on the base of my head.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:01.26,0:03:03.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This wouldn’t let the liquid \Nin my brain flow,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:03.61,0:03:06.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it would get in and couldn’t leave,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:06.17,0:03:08.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,what made my intracranial \Npressure very high
Dialogue: 0,0:03:08.28,0:03:11.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and it was damaging my optical nerves.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:11.36,0:03:14.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But the doctors didn’t realize that.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:14.08,0:03:19.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I underwent one surgery, then another, \Nthen another and another.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:19.33,0:03:23.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was in a spiral, a cycle that every time\Nme and my parents were starting to get up,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:23.58,0:03:26.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,life would hit us and we would fall,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:26.06,0:03:27.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and again and again.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:27.63,0:03:32.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My world turned upside down and\Nwe were all anesthetized by the situation.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:32.18,0:03:36.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My magic thoughts were suddenly replaced \Nby a cascade of saints and entities,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:36.25,0:03:39.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that were just as immaterial \Nas my hope on Gandalf.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:39.32,0:03:43.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The problem was that the doctor felt \Ncertain he knew what was wrong with me.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:43.53,0:03:46.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But since my problem was caused by a\Ncompletely different thing,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:46.88,0:03:48.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,too much liquid was drained
Dialogue: 0,0:03:48.36,0:03:51.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so they transformed my problem \Nfrom high intracranial pressure
Dialogue: 0,0:03:51.62,0:03:53.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to extremely low pressure.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:53.55,0:03:58.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In 8 months, I underwent 4 surgeries \Nwith this procedure
Dialogue: 0,0:03:58.10,0:04:02.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and 3 other ones to try to fix \Nthe mess this doctor made.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:02.70,0:04:05.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But the damage was done.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:05.67,0:04:08.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Then I could finally come back to school,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:08.49,0:04:10.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I wasn’t the same anymore.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:10.48,0:04:15.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Life continued for normal people and \NI had lost many of the classic events
Dialogue: 0,0:04:15.34,0:04:19.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and teenage crisis which, honestly, \NI don’t miss.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:21.54,0:04:23.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I basically spent one year sleeping,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:23.34,0:04:26.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because since literature was taken away\Nfrom me
Dialogue: 0,0:04:26.30,0:04:30.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,this was the only way to sink in another\Nreality in the moment I most needed.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:30.60,0:04:34.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But hey, I’m here today.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:34.28,0:04:39.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There's a sentence that says:\NI fell in a hole, came out as a giant.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:39.05,0:04:40.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That’s really how I feel,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:40.54,0:04:44.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because every time something hard happens\Nto you, there’s a force,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:44.88,0:04:47.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,even if it’s almost unnoticeable,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:47.62,0:04:49.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that will bring you up again,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:49.82,0:04:52.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and this time you will be much wiser.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:52.94,0:04:56.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can concentrate and have much \Nmore focus on one thing now.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:56.69,0:05:00.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And eating, that's a completely \Ndifferent experience.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:00.69,0:05:02.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Everytime I eat “bolinho de chuva”
Dialogue: 0,0:05:02.86,0:05:04.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,raindrop cakes
Dialogue: 0,0:05:04.93,0:05:08.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I’m immediately transported to a good and\Nsafe place where there are clouds of sugar
Dialogue: 0,0:05:08.95,0:05:10.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and cinnamon.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:10.79,0:05:13.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And also, when I hear or play music
Dialogue: 0,0:05:13.50,0:05:17.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that’s a way to escape from the \Ndifficulties I pass in my life.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:17.50,0:05:20.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And now I can remember complete Bob\NDylan’s lyrics,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:20.11,0:05:22.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,which is quite crazy.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:22.94,0:05:26.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My imagination is more intense than ever
Dialogue: 0,0:05:26.08,0:05:29.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because now I use it as one of the \Nmost important senses.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:29.51,0:05:32.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It’s the one who allows me to \Nbuild a completely new world
Dialogue: 0,0:05:32.65,0:05:36.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,based on what I have seen and on other\Nsensorial channels.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:36.29,0:05:39.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have to use imagination as a creative \Nand logical instrument
Dialogue: 0,0:05:39.68,0:05:44.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to survive in this reality that relies \Ntoo much on visual stimulation.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:44.89,0:05:50.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I can do that because there’s a \Ndifference between looking and seeing
Dialogue: 0,0:05:50.07,0:05:53.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,as there is between hearing and listening.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:53.24,0:05:58.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Seeing and listening aren't about an \Naccurate capacity of your senses,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:58.69,0:06:00.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but they mean sensibility,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:00.37,0:06:03.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to understand things and have empathy\Nwith others,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:03.42,0:06:07.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so for this I think I can see better now\Nthan before.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:07.18,0:06:13.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For an example, I can see you’re \Npaying attention.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:13.26,0:06:19.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In Greek mythology, the most\Nfamous seer, Tiresias, was blind,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:19.28,0:06:25.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because he wasn’t fooled with the traps of\Nappearance and the visual world, you see?
Dialogue: 0,0:06:25.63,0:06:28.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I’m definitely not the 16 year old person \NI thought I would be,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:28.95,0:06:31.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I don’t have the life \NI thought I would,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:31.13,0:06:33.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but if you ask me, would I want to go \Nback in time
Dialogue: 0,0:06:33.81,0:06:35.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and prevent this all from happening,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:35.99,0:06:39.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I learnt so much that I don’t want to \Nmiss who I am now, the answer's no.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:39.62,0:06:41.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Thank you.