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(musik pelan)

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(panggilan telepon)

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[Salman Toor, Seniman]

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(musik pelan)

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[Zamrud Hijau Salman Toor]

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(Telepon berdering)

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- Halo.

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[Ayah]
-Halo, apa kabarmu, nak?

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[Toor]
- Semuanya baik!

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- Ada apa denganmu?

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Bukankah sudah kukatakan,

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Lukisan kecil ini akan ada di museum.

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dan digantung di sebelah
lukisan bersejarah

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abad ke-17 dari Belanda.

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Tempat itu disebut museum Frick.

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Bagiku, ini hal terbaik

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yang mungkin saja akan terjadi. (tawa)

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Tidak sepenuhnya terbayangkan,

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seperti dua tahun yang lalu.

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Jadi, aku sangat bahagia.

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(musik pelan)

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Kebanyakan lukisan ini 
dibuat berdasarkan ingatan

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atau fantasi dari ingatan 
saat bertumbuh

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di tempat yang konservatif.

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[Lahore, Pakistan, 1990]

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(Anak-anak bernyanyi)

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Bertumbuh sebagai lelaki feminim
dalam budaya yang menentang sesama jenis,

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Senang rasanya menempatkan
hal itu di sebelah

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lukisan-lukisan yang begitu bebas ini.

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(musik pelan)

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Faktanya, hal ini semacam

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Aku berfokus pada ide
bahwa semua kebebasan

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yang kita yakini disini

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ternyata cukup rentan.

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(musik pelan)

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Saat aku pindah kesini pada 2002,

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itu adalah perubahan..... dalam hidupku

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karena aku belum pernah
ke Amerika sebelumnya.

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Aku langsung mendaftar
di kampus setempat.

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Bagiku, ini terasa ajaib karena
semua orang memiliki rambut panjang.

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Tidak masalah menjadi gay.

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Aku belajar sejarah seni Eropa

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untuk pertama kali.

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(gesekan kertas)

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Lukisan ini penting bagiku

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dan aku belum melihatnya
begitu lama.

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Jadi, ini semacam,.....

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Tetapi,

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Ini serampangan dan bahkan
tidak memiliki bayangan.

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(orang-orang tertawa)

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[Orang, balik layar]
-Tidak ada bayangan.

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[Toor]
- Ya, tanpa bayangan.

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(musik menggebu)

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Aku melukis pada tahun 2019.

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Aku sudah memikirkannya

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dan tahu yang akan kukerjakan

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Seperti adegan larut malam di apartemen

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bersama tiga pria yang sedang bersantai.

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(musik menggebu)

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lukisannya hijau dan aku senang
dengan warnanya.

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(musik menggebu)

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Ada sesuatu yang mempesona
tentang warna hijau zamrud

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dan sesuatu yang gelap dan mengundang.

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(musik menggebu)

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Aku hanya ingin menjelajahi
warna itu sementara ini.

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(musik menggebu)

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Ini hal khusus yang aku kerjakan,

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Aku menganggap mereka
sebagai "fag puddles."

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