WEBVTT 00:00:01.100 --> 00:00:02.940 [Ridgewood--Queens] 00:00:07.040 --> 00:00:08.720 ["New York Close Up"] 00:00:11.680 --> 00:00:14.880 ["Jamian Juliano-Villani Kreće na posao"] 00:00:17.160 --> 00:00:18.600 To je jednostavna rutina: 00:00:18.600 --> 00:00:19.580 ulazim, 00:00:19.920 --> 00:00:21.100 podgrijem kavu, 00:00:21.109 --> 00:00:23.369 sjednem za kompjuter, pogledam stvari 00:00:23.369 --> 00:00:24.580 očistim svoje kistove, 00:00:26.080 --> 00:00:28.000 i onda krenem na posao. 00:00:35.880 --> 00:00:40.320 Nisam imala slobodnog vremena otkad sam započela, što je ludo. 00:00:50.320 --> 00:00:53.180 Jednom kada imate rokove, to je kao predstojeća osuda na propast, 00:00:53.180 --> 00:00:54.300 Kao svodnik! 00:00:54.690 --> 00:00:56.960 Kao da stalno dugujete nekome nešto. 00:00:56.960 --> 00:00:59.180 Stres ubija kreativnost. 00:01:04.640 --> 00:01:07.740 Ako napravite lošu sliku a vaš je posao da ste umjetnik 00:01:07.750 --> 00:01:09.500 to je nešto najgore. 00:01:09.500 --> 00:01:10.500 To je sramotno. 00:01:10.500 --> 00:01:13.560 Kao da imaš čokoladu po cijelom licu ili tako nešto-- 00:01:13.560 --> 00:01:15.740 i ideš na neku gala večeru. 00:01:17.340 --> 00:01:19.580 Ti si dobar onoliko koliko je tvoja zadnja slika-- 00:01:20.200 --> 00:01:21.200 što je loše-- 00:01:21.660 --> 00:01:23.800 ali, znate, to je neka vrsta istine. 00:01:32.320 --> 00:01:34.320 Odrastala sam usred ničega, u New Jerseyu. 00:01:34.320 --> 00:01:38.120 i samo sam željela otići iz New Jerseya i odmah doći u New York. 00:01:40.140 --> 00:01:44.540 Činilo se da je New York mjesto gdje su svi umjetnici odlazili postati umjetnici. 00:01:44.549 --> 00:01:45.549 ["Painters Painting"] 00:01:45.549 --> 00:01:47.090 Gledala sam "Painters Painting"-- 00:01:47.090 --> 00:01:49.649 Stella i Rauschenberg i bla bla bla, 00:01:49.649 --> 00:01:51.329 i svi su oni, znate, u New Yorku-- 00:01:51.329 --> 00:01:53.020 i sjede na ljestvama, prekriveni bojom. 00:01:53.020 --> 00:01:55.340 Za mene kao tinejdžerku, to je bilo čudesno. 00:01:55.860 --> 00:01:56.780 "To je..." 00:01:57.360 --> 00:01:58.720 "To je to!" Razumijete? 00:01:59.140 --> 00:02:00.460 Sada to manje idealiziram 00:02:00.460 --> 00:02:05.250 jer dolazak u New York i sam ulazak u umjetnički svijet-- 00:02:05.250 --> 00:02:06.240 to je ludo! 00:02:07.200 --> 00:02:10.259 Imala sam mali milijun loših poslova. 00:02:10.259 --> 00:02:12.020 Konobarica u noćnoj smjeni. 00:02:12.020 --> 00:02:13.380 Radila sam u društvenom domu. 00:02:13.380 --> 00:02:14.580 Podučavala gimnastiku. 00:02:14.580 --> 00:02:15.810 Učiteljica u vrtiću. 00:02:15.810 --> 00:02:20.900 Uređivala knjige za marinca koji je bio opsjednut brodovima. 00:02:21.660 --> 00:02:24.790 Putovala sam na posao i nazad od posla u restoranu u New Jerseyu. 00:02:24.790 --> 00:02:27.200 pa sam mogla dobiti svoj prvi stan u New Yorku. 00:02:27.690 --> 00:02:29.440 Zapravo sam slikala na krevetu, 00:02:29.450 --> 00:02:31.460 i bila budna svaku noć kako bi slikala. 00:02:31.460 --> 00:02:33.660 Polako sam dobila malo veću sobu-- 00:02:34.100 --> 00:02:35.520 i onda sam dobila malo veću sobu. 00:02:36.860 --> 00:02:39.630 Prije tri godine, dobila sam moj prvi pravi studio ikada. 00:02:39.630 --> 00:02:42.000 To je bilo kao Božić, svaki dan. 00:02:48.000 --> 00:02:48.760 --Užasno. 00:02:54.340 --> 00:02:55.640 Slike su, mislim... 00:02:56.180 --> 00:02:57.060 One su nezgodne. 00:02:59.600 --> 00:03:02.300 Trebaš ih napraviti boljima, napraviti čudnijma, 00:03:02.300 --> 00:03:04.240 napraviti ih pametnijima, napraviti ih glupljima. 00:03:12.160 --> 00:03:15.280 Samo naslikaš snjegovića u pustinji... 00:03:16.380 --> 00:03:17.740 To je to? Zbilja? 00:03:17.740 --> 00:03:19.380 Kao da nema drugog koraka, znate? 00:03:19.380 --> 00:03:21.020 Je li to kao kratak vic? 00:03:23.000 --> 00:03:26.900 Imam smisao za humor i vrlo lak način pristupa nečemu. 00:03:26.900 --> 00:03:28.030 Upravo izmisliš vic, 00:03:28.030 --> 00:03:30.480 i onda od tamo kako možeš to izjednačiti, 00:03:30.480 --> 00:03:32.380 psihološko ili osobno? 00:03:33.020 --> 00:03:35.700 To je kao ping pong naprijed i natrag, naprijed i natrag, 00:03:35.710 --> 00:03:38.630 dok nisu samo sve te stvari koje idu ovako 00:03:38.630 --> 00:03:39.880 negirajući sebe. 00:03:41.280 --> 00:03:43.560 Donijela sam mnogo čudnih odluka baš ovdje 00:03:43.560 --> 00:03:44.901 usred noći. 00:03:44.901 --> 00:03:47.120 Ali puno od toga je razgovor s drugim ljudima. 00:03:47.700 --> 00:03:50.060 Ako imaš sve te drugačije glasove koji ulaze, 00:03:50.060 --> 00:03:52.720 manje je od podučavanja jedan na jedan. 00:03:54.100 --> 00:03:56.520 [Ajay Kurian, Umjetnik] 00:03:58.760 --> 00:04:00.880 Preko puta hodnika je Ajay 00:04:03.120 --> 00:04:04.440 koji je izvanredan umjetnik. 00:04:04.440 --> 00:04:08.200 00:04:08.580 --> 00:04:10.780 00:04:10.780 --> 00:04:12.800 00:04:12.800 --> 00:04:18.340 00:04:18.340 --> 00:04:20.600 00:04:21.580 --> 00:04:23.020 00:04:24.600 --> 00:04:25.660 00:04:25.660 --> 00:04:26.720 00:04:26.800 --> 00:04:27.960 00:04:28.940 --> 00:04:29.720 00:04:29.780 --> 00:04:30.360 00:04:31.620 --> 00:04:32.620 00:04:32.620 --> 00:04:34.100 00:04:34.100 --> 00:04:35.830 00:04:35.830 --> 00:04:37.180 00:04:37.180 --> 00:04:37.940 00:04:37.940 --> 00:04:38.720 00:04:42.020 --> 00:04:42.760 00:04:44.520 --> 00:04:45.920 00:04:45.920 --> 00:04:47.840 00:04:47.840 --> 00:04:49.120 00:04:49.120 --> 00:04:50.120 00:04:50.840 --> 00:04:53.360 00:04:53.360 --> 00:04:55.220 00:05:01.280 --> 00:05:02.310 00:05:03.080 --> 00:05:05.693 00:05:05.700 --> 00:05:06.920 00:05:07.350 --> 00:05:09.000 00:05:09.010 --> 00:05:10.290 00:05:10.290 --> 00:05:12.540 00:05:16.080 --> 00:05:18.900 00:05:18.900 --> 00:05:20.700 00:05:20.700 --> 00:05:22.160 00:05:22.160 --> 00:05:23.800 00:05:23.800 --> 00:05:27.030 00:05:27.030 --> 00:05:28.930 00:05:28.930 --> 00:05:31.440 00:05:33.040 --> 00:05:34.580 00:05:34.580 --> 00:05:38.320 00:05:38.320 --> 00:05:40.780 00:05:43.220 --> 00:05:44.640 00:05:44.650 --> 00:05:46.760 00:05:46.760 --> 00:05:48.260 00:05:48.260 --> 00:05:49.380 00:05:50.260 --> 00:05:51.760