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Dialogue: 0,0:00:01.10,0:00:02.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Ridgewood--Queens]
Dialogue: 0,0:00:07.04,0:00:08.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,["New York Close Up"]
Dialogue: 0,0:00:11.68,0:00:14.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,["Jamian Juliano-Villani Kreće na posao"]
Dialogue: 0,0:00:17.16,0:00:18.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To je jednostavna rutina:
Dialogue: 0,0:00:18.60,0:00:19.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ulazim,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:19.92,0:00:21.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,podgrijem kavu,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:21.11,0:00:23.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,sjednem za kompjuter, pogledam stvari
Dialogue: 0,0:00:23.37,0:00:24.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,očistim svoje kistove,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:26.08,0:00:28.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i onda krenem na posao.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:35.88,0:00:40.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nisam imala slobodnog vremena otkad \Nsam započela, što je ludo.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:50.32,0:00:53.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Jednom kada imate rokove,\Nto je kao predstojeća osuda na propast
Dialogue: 0,0:00:53.18,0:00:54.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kao svodnik!
Dialogue: 0,0:00:54.69,0:00:56.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kao da stalno dugujete nekome nešto.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:56.96,0:00:59.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Stres ubija kreativnost.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:04.64,0:01:07.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ako napravite lošu sliku\Na vaš je posao umjetnik
Dialogue: 0,0:01:07.75,0:01:09.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to je nešto najgore.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:09.50,0:01:10.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To je sramotno.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:10.50,0:01:13.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kao da imaš čokoladu po cijelom licu\Nili tako nešto--
Dialogue: 0,0:01:13.56,0:01:15.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i ideš na neku gala večeru.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:17.34,0:01:19.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ti si dobar onoliko koliko\Nje tvoja zadnja slika--
Dialogue: 0,0:01:20.20,0:01:21.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,što je loše--
Dialogue: 0,0:01:21.66,0:01:23.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ali, znate, to je neki oblik istine.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:32.32,0:01:34.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Odrastala sam usred ničega,\Nu New Jerseyu.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:34.32,0:01:38.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i samo sam željela otići iz New Jerseya\Ni odmah doći u New York.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:40.14,0:01:44.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Činilo se da je New York mjesto gdje su\Nsvi umjetnici odlazili postati umjetnici.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:44.55,0:01:45.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,["Painters Painting"]\N
Dialogue: 0,0:01:45.55,0:01:47.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Gledala sam "Painters Painting"--
Dialogue: 0,0:01:47.09,0:01:49.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Stella i Rauschenberg\Ni bla bla bla,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:49.65,0:01:51.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i svi su oni, znate, u New Yorku--
Dialogue: 0,0:01:51.33,0:01:53.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i sjede na ljestvama, prekriveni bojom.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:53.02,0:01:55.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Za mene kao tinejđerku, to je bilo\Nčudesno.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:55.86,0:01:56.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"To je..."
Dialogue: 0,0:01:57.36,0:01:58.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"To je to!"\NRazumijete?
Dialogue: 0,0:01:59.14,0:02:00.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sada to manje idealiziram
Dialogue: 0,0:02:00.46,0:02:05.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jer dolazak u New York\Ni sam ulazak u umjetnički svijet--
Dialogue: 0,0:02:05.25,0:02:06.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to je ludo!
Dialogue: 0,0:02:07.20,0:02:10.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Imala sam mali milijun loših poslova.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:10.26,0:02:12.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Konobarica u noćnoj smjeni.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:12.02,0:02:13.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Radila sam u društvenom domu.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:13.38,0:02:14.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Podučavala gimnastiku.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:14.58,0:02:15.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Učiteljica u vrtiću.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:15.81,0:02:20.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Uređivala knjige za marinca\Nkoji je bio opsjednut brodovima.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:21.66,0:02:24.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Putovala sam na posao i nazad\Nod posla u restoranu u New Jerseyu.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:24.79,0:02:27.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,pa sam mogla dobiti svoj prvi \Nstan u New Yorku.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:27.69,0:02:29.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zapravo sam slikala na krevetu
Dialogue: 0,0:02:29.45,0:02:31.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i bila budna svaku noć kako bi slikala.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:31.46,0:02:33.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Polako sam dobila malo veću sobu--
Dialogue: 0,0:02:34.10,0:02:35.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i onda sam dobila malo veću sobu.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:36.86,0:02:39.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Prije tri godine, dobila sam\Nmoj prvi pravi studio ikada.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:39.63,0:02:42.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To je bilo kao Božić, svaki dan.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:48.00,0:02:48.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,--Užasno.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:54.34,0:02:55.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Slike su, mislim...
Dialogue: 0,0:02:56.18,0:02:57.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,One su nezgodne,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:59.60,0:03:02.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Trebaš ih napraviti boljima,\Nnapraviti čudnijma
Dialogue: 0,0:03:02.30,0:03:04.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,napraviti ih pametnijima,\Nnapraviti ih glupljima.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:12.16,0:03:15.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Samo naslikaš snjegovića\Nu pustinji...
Dialogue: 0,0:03:16.38,0:03:17.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To je to? Zbilja?
Dialogue: 0,0:03:17.74,0:03:19.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kao da nema drugog koraka, \Nznate?
Dialogue: 0,0:03:19.38,0:03:21.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Je li to kao kratak vic?
Dialogue: 0,0:03:23.00,0:03:26.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Imam smisao za humor\Ni vrlo lak način pristupa nečemu.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:26.90,0:03:28.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Upravo sam izmislila vic,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:28.03,0:03:30.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i onda od tamo\Nkako možeš to izjednačiti,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:30.48,0:03:32.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da bude \Npsihološko ili osobno?
Dialogue: 0,0:03:33.02,0:03:35.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To je kao ping pong\Nnaprijed i natrag, naprijed i natrag,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:35.71,0:03:38.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,dok nisu samo\Nsve te stvari koje idu ovako
Dialogue: 0,0:03:38.63,0:03:39.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,negirajući sebe.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:41.28,0:03:43.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Donijela sam mnogo čudnih odluka\Nbaš ovdje
Dialogue: 0,0:03:43.56,0:03:44.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,usred noći.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:44.90,0:03:47.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ali puno od toga je razgovor s \Ndrugim ljudima.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:47.70,0:03:50.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ako imaš sve te drugačije glasove\Nkoji ulaze,
Dialogue: 0,0:03:50.06,0:03:52.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,manje je od pradavanja jedne osobe.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:54.10,0:03:56.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Ajay Kurian, Umjetnik]
Dialogue: 0,0:03:58.76,0:04:00.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Preko puta hodnika je Ajay,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:03.12,0:04:04.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,koji je izvanredan umjetnik
Dialogue: 0,0:04:04.44,0:04:08.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Spasio me toliko puta
Dialogue: 0,0:04:08.58,0:04:10.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Uh, can you give me a minute\Nand we could like, um..."
Dialogue: 0,0:04:10.78,0:04:12.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"You could just give me moral support please? Thanks."
Dialogue: 0,0:04:12.80,0:04:18.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,--I'm thinking like a very very, super light,\Npale teal kind of colors.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:18.34,0:04:20.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,--Blue, or very very pale purple.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:21.58,0:04:23.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,--Purple is probably better?
Dialogue: 0,0:04:24.60,0:04:25.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,--Like cool purple.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:25.66,0:04:26.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[KURIAN]\N--Like lavender, or?
Dialogue: 0,0:04:26.80,0:04:27.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[JULIANO-VILLANI]\N--Cool ass purple.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:28.94,0:04:29.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[KURIAN]\N--I could see that.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:29.78,0:04:30.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[JULIANO-VILLANI]\N--Right.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:31.62,0:04:32.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,--Or like a...
Dialogue: 0,0:04:32.62,0:04:34.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[KURIAN]\N--Is that a vase or a mirror?
Dialogue: 0,0:04:34.10,0:04:35.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[JULIANO-VILLANI]\N--Who the fuck knows?
Dialogue: 0,0:04:35.83,0:04:37.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,--It will be a mirror.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:37.18,0:04:37.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[KURIAN]\N--Okay.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:37.94,0:04:38.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[JULIANO-VILLANI]\N--Hmm...
Dialogue: 0,0:04:42.02,0:04:42.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,--Fuck.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:44.52,0:04:45.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,One of my friends was telling me,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:45.92,0:04:47.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Just put some crap in there,\Nno one can tell."
Dialogue: 0,0:04:47.84,0:04:49.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was like, "Thanks, jerk!"
Dialogue: 0,0:04:49.12,0:04:50.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Inhales sharply]
Dialogue: 0,0:04:50.84,0:04:53.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But I can definitely tell.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:53.36,0:04:55.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because these are supposed to be confident.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:01.28,0:05:02.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I just turned 30.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:03.08,0:05:05.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I mean, I chainsmoke--\Nlike, you know, a pack and a half a day.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:05.70,0:05:06.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I drink a lot.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:07.35,0:05:09.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My sleeping habits are terrible.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:09.01,0:05:10.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I eat garbage.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:10.29,0:05:12.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This is just a vessel,\Nyou know what I mean?
Dialogue: 0,0:05:16.08,0:05:18.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The past couple of years, I had so much stamina
Dialogue: 0,0:05:18.90,0:05:20.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and just kept on working and pumping.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:20.70,0:05:22.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And now, it's like, when it actually matters,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:22.16,0:05:23.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I got to make sure I still have it.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:23.80,0:05:27.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think the main pressure is\Nmaintaining integrity
Dialogue: 0,0:05:27.03,0:05:28.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and making work that you feel good about--
Dialogue: 0,0:05:28.93,0:05:31.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,even under pressure,\Nwhich is really difficult.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:33.04,0:05:34.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I really want to push the paintings--
Dialogue: 0,0:05:34.58,0:05:38.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I don't know how yet,\Nbut hopefully I'll figure it out
Dialogue: 0,0:05:38.32,0:05:40.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and make them something\Nthat they aren't yet.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:43.22,0:05:44.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I know I'm going to make some, like,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:44.65,0:05:46.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,embarrassing, bad sculptures\Nor videos or something.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:46.76,0:05:48.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But, like, fuck it,\NI got to do it,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:48.26,0:05:49.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,now is the time--
Dialogue: 0,0:05:50.26,0:05:51.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,while I have the energy.