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Dialogue: 0,0:00:05.39,0:00:10.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Music]
Dialogue: 0,0:00:10.83,0:00:12.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Zach can't stop writing lyrics.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:12.67,0:00:15.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There are so many songs he wants to leave behind.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:15.48,0:00:18.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,With only months to live, his song called "Clouds"
Dialogue: 0,0:00:18.81,0:00:19.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,was born.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:19.61,0:00:22.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♫ I fell down, down, down into this dark
Dialogue: 0,0:00:22.80,0:00:23.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and lonely hole.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:24.55,0:00:26.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♫ There was no one there to care
Dialogue: 0,0:00:26.59,0:00:29.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,about me anymore. ♫
Dialogue: 0,0:00:35.52,0:00:42.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Zach] I think every teenager out there feels invincible and they'll, never admit it.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:42.15,0:00:44.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's the not the kind of invincible like Superman.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:44.61,0:00:46.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's the kind of invincible like,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:46.07,0:00:47.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:47.46,0:00:49.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"I'll see you in five months."
Dialogue: 0,0:00:50.53,0:00:51.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I thought I was invincible.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:51.86,0:00:54.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was ready for college, pretty much.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:54.12,0:00:56.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I was planning out way ahead,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:59.39,0:01:02.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and it turns out sometimes you can't do that.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:04.83,0:01:06.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My name is Zach Sobiech.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:06.64,0:01:09.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm 17-years-old, and I have osteosarcoma.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:09.85,0:01:14.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've been told I have a few months to live, but I still have a lot of work to do.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:14.68,0:01:16.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I want everyone to know.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:16.68,0:01:19.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You don't have to find out you're dying to start living.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:19.98,0:01:26.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:26.16,0:01:39.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Music]
Dialogue: 0,0:01:39.97,0:01:45.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You know, most people live kind of in the middle -- in between like a dream come true and you're dying.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:45.33,0:01:48.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And it's -- it is a very comfortable place to live.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:48.63,0:01:53.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm living on the two extreme ends; so you have really, really good days
Dialogue: 0,0:01:53.19,0:01:55.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and you have really, really bad days.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:00.09,0:02:05.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Laura] Zach has always been incredibly empathetic and compassionate.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:05.82,0:02:12.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,At this basketball game I was kind of laughing about how one of the players had kind of a funny run.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:12.70,0:02:15.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And he goes, "Yeah, but he's really good at --"
Dialogue: 0,0:02:15.69,0:02:17.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then he listed all these things.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:17.58,0:02:18.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I thought, "Awww."
Dialogue: 0,0:02:18.79,0:02:24.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He's just always looking for the good in people, and I think he's taught all of us that's how it's done.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:24.82,0:02:30.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Ally] I would say that Zach is a testament to the fact that things are okay
Dialogue: 0,0:02:30.44,0:02:33.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when you believe in something greater than yourself and the world.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:33.79,0:02:38.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> You can be with Zach and just by sitting there with him, feel better.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:38.18,0:02:40.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He's got -- I don't know how to describe it.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:40.65,0:02:43.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He's got this aura about him.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:43.43,0:02:48.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Zach] What makes you happy is seeing someone else smile because you put it there.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:48.10,0:02:51.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's what awesome about living in this world.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:51.12,0:02:53.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's that you can help people.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:53.06,0:02:55.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:55.19,0:03:00.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I like the structure of our family with two guys, two girls for the kids and mom and dad
Dialogue: 0,0:03:00.88,0:03:03.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because it kind of evens everything out.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:03.77,0:03:06.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Laura] Grace has always been his baby.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:06.88,0:03:08.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Grace] Zach is like the other half of me.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:08.93,0:03:15.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,All we need is to be there like in the same room with each other, and that's enough for us.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:16.68,0:03:19.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm thinking about my life without Zach.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:19.02,0:03:20.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's really hard to think about it.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:20.28,0:03:24.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like, I really get, like sick to my stomach when I think about that.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:25.76,0:03:30.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Laura] Zach had been going through the eighth grade, and he and his sister decided to go for a run.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:30.73,0:03:34.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And he came back from the run and he told me, "Mom, my left hip hurts."
Dialogue: 0,0:03:36.40,0:03:43.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, we went in for an MRI and at this point still I'm thinking cancer was still not on my radar at all.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:45.49,0:03:47.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Zach] They went in and found out that it was cancer.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:47.96,0:03:49.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was osteosarcoma.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:49.93,0:03:53.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And it was so unbelievable, honestly.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:53.85,0:03:57.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Grace] I was upstairs in the kitchen,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:03.91,0:04:07.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I just went upstairs and I cried.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:15.46,0:04:21.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I just said that I've got to live life like, well, Zach's going to die tomorrow.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:22.99,0:04:27.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Zach] My mom walked in on me once, and I was laying on the ground because I didn't want to
Dialogue: 0,0:04:27.22,0:04:29.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,associate my bed with being sick.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:30.48,0:04:36.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Laura] Five days after he finished chemotherapy, he had his routine CT scan of his chest,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:36.39,0:04:39.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and they found tumors in both lungs.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:39.18,0:04:41.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She told us six months to a year.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:42.22,0:04:43.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Zach] I just didn't understand that.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:43.80,0:04:47.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like, it didn't make any sense to me.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:47.87,0:04:50.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Laura] We did have an option of surgery,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:50.85,0:04:54.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but that would mean they would have to take his left leg and half of his pelvis,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:54.77,0:04:56.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and he wouldn't even be able to sit up.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:56.58,0:05:02.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's when we got to the point where we have to make decisions about quality of life.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:02.71,0:05:07.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Zach] With the hospital it's the most sterile place in the world,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:07.64,0:05:10.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but you just do not feel clean there at all.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:10.80,0:05:18.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And it was tough being there because you just -- you felt totally disconnected.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:18.35,0:05:21.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Laura] He decided, "I don't want to be in the hospital all the time."
Dialogue: 0,0:05:21.94,0:05:27.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"I want to be out with friends. I don't want to feel sick, and I want to be home."
Dialogue: 0,0:05:30.02,0:05:33.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> In a house like this where we have six people and four kids,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:33.74,0:05:38.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,part of time time I enjoy Zach is just when we are alone -- just sittin' there.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:38.76,0:05:39.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We could be watching a movie.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:39.74,0:05:42.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We could be talking cars or whatever.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:42.75,0:05:48.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Zach likes to dream big, so he kind of got into cars and car magazines and stuff
Dialogue: 0,0:05:48.79,0:05:51.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and that was one thing he would do in the hospital.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:51.61,0:05:52.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> I would sort through the cars and would be like,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:52.80,0:05:57.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,OK, which one is the least expensive but has the highest performance?
Dialogue: 0,0:05:57.34,0:06:01.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nissan GTR is like, oh, it's perfect.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:01.92,0:06:05.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've dreamt of that car for years.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:07.35,0:06:13.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> So, we have a little tiny surprise for you.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:13.24,0:06:14.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> I don't like surprises.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:14.50,0:06:16.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Oh, I think you're gonna like this one.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:17.90,0:06:18.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> What is it?
Dialogue: 0,0:06:20.46,0:06:22.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Holy crap!
Dialogue: 0,0:06:24.01,0:06:25.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Are you serious?
Dialogue: 0,0:06:25.64,0:06:27.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> You get to drive it for a week.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:27.100,0:06:29.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Laughing]
Dialogue: 0,0:06:30.46,0:06:31.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Grace] You're driving me places.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:31.92,0:06:33.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Zach] Oh, my god.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:33.76,0:06:35.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Hey, Zach, what's up?
Dialogue: 0,0:06:35.48,0:06:36.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You like that?
Dialogue: 0,0:06:36.26,0:06:36.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Yeah!
Dialogue: 0,0:06:36.88,0:06:38.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> It's pretty impressive, huh?
Dialogue: 0,0:06:39.34,0:06:41.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The look on his face was so cool.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:41.34,0:06:43.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And when Zach lights up, it makes everyone happy.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:43.85,0:06:48.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Zach] It's like being dunked in cold water and not being able to breathe but in a really good way.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:48.23,0:06:59.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Music]
Dialogue: 0,0:06:59.53,0:07:00.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> It wasn't the car.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:00.78,0:07:09.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was the experience the car created and the joy that Zach receives from driving it.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:09.71,0:07:13.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And the joy I receive from being with Zach when he got to drive it.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:13.13,0:07:17.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Zach] Being able to experience these things things it helps a lot.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:17.42,0:07:24.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because you can either sit in your basement and wait, or you can get out there and do
Dialogue: 0,0:07:24.08,0:07:25.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,some crazy stuff.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:25.36,0:07:27.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Music]
Dialogue: 0,0:07:27.31,0:07:31.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> When we found the cancer in his pelvis, I said, you know, maybe you should start writing
Dialogue: 0,0:07:31.78,0:07:32.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,some letters.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:33.46,0:07:41.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Zach] Music is a way I can express myself without having to burden everyone else.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:41.40,0:07:45.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Laura] I was cleaning up downstairs, and there was a lot of paper laying around
Dialogue: 0,0:07:45.61,0:07:50.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with different scribblings on it and I picked one up and I read it and it was "Clouds."
Dialogue: 0,0:07:50.41,0:07:51.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,
Dialogue: 0,0:07:51.45,0:07:56.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Music]
Dialogue: 0,0:07:56.26,0:08:01.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Sammy and Zach have been dear friends for many, many years.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:01.15,0:08:03.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They're song writers together.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:03.60,0:08:05.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's how they communicate with each other.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:06.65,0:08:11.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Sammy] Our musical thing has like -- it's like really become something,
Dialogue: 0,0:08:11.46,0:08:12.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and it's become a part of us.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:14.11,0:08:20.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There's going to be nobody like him to do it with again and, like, that's going to be really hard.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:21.07,0:08:25.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Zach] I find that with my situation it is unchartered ground at the other end.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:25.83,0:08:31.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have closure, and she won't have closure.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:32.33,0:08:38.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Sammy] There are very, very, very few people I love as much as I love Zach.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:38.10,0:08:43.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Guitar music]
Dialogue: 0,0:08:43.72,0:08:49.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Zach] My closure is being able to get my feelings into these songs,
Dialogue: 0,0:08:49.08,0:08:56.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so they can have something to remember me by or, you know, lean on when I was gone.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:57.26,0:09:00.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> For me it's Zach's way of saying, "I'm okay."
Dialogue: 0,0:09:06.67,0:09:08.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Saying good-bye.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:09.76,0:09:16.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I'm just so grateful that it's there because I'm gonna need it later.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:16.77,0:09:23.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Sam] His music is kind of like a record of his like how much he cares for us.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:23.97,0:09:27.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Grace] There's a little song that we wrote me: "For my Grace."
Dialogue: 0,0:09:27.89,0:09:31.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, I'll keep that always with me constantly.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:31.87,0:09:34.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Guitar music]
Dialogue: 0,0:09:34.76,0:09:36.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Yeah, we'll stop there.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:36.04,0:09:37.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Okay.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:38.59,0:09:39.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I love you.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:39.48,0:09:41.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Aww, I love you too, Grace.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:42.00,0:09:44.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,See that's like the first time ever.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:44.32,0:09:45.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Is it really?
Dialogue: 0,0:09:45.10,0:09:46.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Pretty much.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:48.58,0:09:50.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yeah, she's pretty cool.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:53.03,0:09:58.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think with my diagnosis we've become a better and stronger family.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:58.84,0:10:01.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We all love each other just that much more.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:01.42,0:10:05.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because when you go through stuff like that, you go through it together.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:07.43,0:10:09.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> You have to stick together as a family.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:09.72,0:10:11.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I mean that's imperative.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:11.64,0:10:15.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because, you know, we've been there ever since Zach was first diagnosed.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:15.31,0:10:16.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We've been there as a family.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:16.52,0:10:20.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We are all together, and we have to make it through as a family together.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:20.77,0:10:23.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Ally] How I remember my brother?
Dialogue: 0,0:10:23.59,0:10:24.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Happy.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:24.76,0:10:25.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Always smiling.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:25.94,0:10:29.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Always limping around with his funny little walk.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:29.67,0:10:32.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's as simple as it is -- happy, I guess.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:34.25,0:10:41.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> My friends -- I don't know if they've accepted, you know, me being terminal or not.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:41.04,0:10:46.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They know that if they just treat me the same everything will be fine, honestly.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:47.09,0:10:52.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> He someone you can trust is going to smiling the next day despite his condition.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:53.92,0:10:56.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> He is kind of just like a light in this school.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:56.35,0:11:00.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If I have a bad day, it's not actually really a bad day if I am complaining about something.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:00.27,0:11:02.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's all about perspective, I think.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:03.42,0:11:07.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> He will always live on in my life because of the values he's taught me, the memories we've had.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:08.90,0:11:11.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They are so ingrained in who I am as a person.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:14.86,0:11:18.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Amy -- she's a smart girl.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:18.50,0:11:22.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We knew he was terminal when they started dating, and she knew that.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:22.75,0:11:26.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She sat down with her mom and talked through it and what they decided was,
Dialogue: 0,0:11:26.40,0:11:29.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Would you date him if he didn't have cancer?" and she said, "Yeah."
Dialogue: 0,0:11:29.71,0:11:33.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She's really helped him through some hard times.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:34.93,0:11:40.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> One of our first dates was -- we planned a picnic, you know, just in a park somewhere.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:40.39,0:11:43.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> I knew he had, um -- he was going in for scans that day.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:43.82,0:11:49.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> We get the results back and my doctor walks in and she's pretty quiet and she looks pretty serious.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:49.07,0:11:50.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And it's like, well, it can't be that bad.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:50.45,0:11:51.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I mean, come on.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:51.64,0:11:55.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And she goes, "So, you've got a collapsed lung."
Dialogue: 0,0:11:55.19,0:11:56.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm like, "Oh, okay."
Dialogue: 0,0:11:56.100,0:12:02.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> I broke down crying because it was like the first time that it was real that he had cancer
Dialogue: 0,0:12:02.13,0:12:05.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because before it was, everything seemed normal.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:05.13,0:12:07.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> I was like, can I at least go to the picnic and then come back and have surgery?
Dialogue: 0,0:12:07.80,0:12:10.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And they were like, "No, we need to do this now."
Dialogue: 0,0:12:10.22,0:12:16.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> He was so devastated because all he cared about was getting to that date.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:16.40,0:12:22.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Yeah, I was pretty angry that I had to miss the picnic because who doesn't like a good picnic?
Dialogue: 0,0:12:22.31,0:12:24.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I mean, ya' know? It's awesome.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:25.02,0:12:26.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Stupid lung.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:28.31,0:12:30.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Music]
Dialogue: 0,0:12:30.60,0:12:31.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Good morning!
Dialogue: 0,0:12:31.75,0:12:32.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Good morning.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:33.49,0:12:34.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Why are you all dressed up?
Dialogue: 0,0:12:34.57,0:12:36.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Oh, yeah, it's for school.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:36.84,0:12:38.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> For what?
Dialogue: 0,0:12:39.51,0:12:41.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> We're not going to school today.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:43.39,0:12:44.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Where are we going?
Dialogue: 0,0:12:44.44,0:12:45.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> I'll tell you.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:46.75,0:12:48.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> I want to know where we're going.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:48.84,0:12:53.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Just - no. Start driving and I'll tell you.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:54.64,0:13:00.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♫ And now we demonstrated it to the cops. And all the things we said. We were self-assured. \N
Dialogue: 0,0:13:02.84,0:13:07.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♫ Cause it's a long road to wisdom, but it's a short one to being ignored.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:10.28,0:13:23.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♫ Be in my eyes. Be in my heart. Be in my eyes ai yai yai. And be in my heart. \N
Dialogue: 0,0:13:26.38,0:13:28.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♫ So now I think that I could love you back. ♫\N
Dialogue: 0,0:13:28.43,0:13:32.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> I almost burst into tears just because it was so perfect --
Dialogue: 0,0:13:32.54,0:13:38.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a picnic basket of cold pizza which pretty much defines our relationship right there.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:40.46,0:13:46.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♫ It takes a man to live. It takes a woman to make him compromise. ♫\N
Dialogue: 0,0:13:48.82,0:13:52.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Amy] We know what we both would want in our future.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:52.07,0:13:55.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We know that we love each other just the same amount.
Dialogue: 0,0:13:57.36,0:14:05.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Well, we've talked about getting married and having kids and our jobs.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:05.71,0:14:08.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We do that a lot when we have bad days.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:08.54,0:14:14.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, like, when we start to cry, that's when we'll sit down and just plan it all out.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:14.51,0:14:16.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> We'd have four -- three or four kids.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:16.80,0:14:18.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We haven't decided yet.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:18.09,0:14:21.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But I kind of want four because you can have two boys and two girls then.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:21.76,0:14:25.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because that's what we have in our family, and it worked out pretty well.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:25.26,0:14:32.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's one of those things that, you know, it's like your ultimate dream kind of thing.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:34.94,0:14:39.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Most people just ignore it, or most people think, "Ah, it'll never happen."
Dialogue: 0,0:14:39.12,0:14:42.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And, you know, mine, obviously, probably won't.
Dialogue: 0,0:14:46.20,0:14:56.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Um, I think the moment I'm most scared about is leaving the hospital after he's gone
Dialogue: 0,0:14:56.42,0:15:03.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and knowing that he's not coming with and having to walk out of there.
Dialogue: 0,0:15:04.77,0:15:09.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> I will actually love her to death -- till my death.
Dialogue: 0,0:15:09.65,0:15:12.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But, yeah, it's -- that's the thing.
Dialogue: 0,0:15:12.40,0:15:18.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's like, "why not get married" because, you know, til death do us part and I'm dying
Dialogue: 0,0:15:18.92,0:15:20.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so we better get on this.
Dialogue: 0,0:15:20.31,0:15:21.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That kind of thing.
Dialogue: 0,0:15:22.22,0:15:26.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But, yeah, I do love her to death; and I will forever.
Dialogue: 0,0:15:27.65,0:15:39.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Music playing]
Dialogue: 0,0:15:39.43,0:15:41.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Do you know a dance to this?
Dialogue: 0,0:15:41.19,0:15:42.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No?
Dialogue: 0,0:15:42.88,0:15:45.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> You can walk down the isle to this.
Dialogue: 0,0:15:46.89,0:15:48.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Okay, Sobiech family.
Dialogue: 0,0:15:48.20,0:15:50.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Everyone come downstairs.
Dialogue: 0,0:15:51.35,0:15:55.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, I'm Justin, and I'm the director, and we are here making a little documentary
Dialogue: 0,0:15:55.73,0:15:58.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,about your amazing family member.
Dialogue: 0,0:15:58.88,0:16:07.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I came here and I was expecting to meet a great kid who had a cool YouTube video and was inspiring,
Dialogue: 0,0:16:07.75,0:16:13.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I was not expecting to meet a 17-year-old that would change my life.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:13.17,0:16:17.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, when I first contacted your mom, I told her I wanted to make a music video for you,
Dialogue: 0,0:16:17.88,0:16:19.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,which we just, unfortunately, could't do.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:19.78,0:16:25.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But what I was able to do was reach out to a few people, and I just told them your story.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:26.43,0:16:30.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I told them I wanted to do something for you because you've done so much for us.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:30.48,0:16:33.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What resulted was something very special.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:33.10,0:16:34.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I just want you to know,
Dialogue: 0,0:16:34.43,0:16:38.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,this stuff is not happening because you're dying.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:38.23,0:16:41.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is really because of the way you are living.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:41.68,0:16:43.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I just want you to know that.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:46.07,0:16:50.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> [Bryan Cranston] Zach, such a beautiful song. This is for you.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:50.20,0:16:55.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Music - Clouds]
Dialogue: 0,0:16:55.38,0:16:56.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Look at that.
Dialogue: 0,0:16:56.34,0:16:59.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Laughing]
Dialogue: 0,0:16:59.34,0:17:04.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♫ Well I fell down, down, down into this dark and lonely hole. ♫\N\N
Dialogue: 0,0:17:04.72,0:17:08.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> You can just tell that they all loved Zach's story and admire him so much
Dialogue: 0,0:17:08.62,0:17:10.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and it was amazing to see.
Dialogue: 0,0:17:10.89,0:17:12.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> He was in awe.
Dialogue: 0,0:17:12.39,0:17:15.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like, he could't believe it, and none of us could.
Dialogue: 0,0:17:15.99,0:17:24.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♫ You were sitting there holding a rope. And we'll go up, up, up, but I'll fly a little higher.
Dialogue: 0,0:17:24.40,0:17:28.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,♫ It won't be long now, it won't be long now. ♫
Dialogue: 0,0:17:28.54,0:17:30.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> The most bizarre thing I think I've ever seen.
Dialogue: 0,0:17:30.95,0:17:32.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Craziest feeling in the world.
Dialogue: 0,0:17:35.79,0:17:40.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Seeing everybody who loves him at the end -- it made me cry.
Dialogue: 0,0:17:40.09,0:17:41.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> It really makes me want to keep on going.
Dialogue: 0,0:17:41.78,0:17:44.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,
Dialogue: 0,0:17:44.73,0:17:53.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Music]
Dialogue: 0,0:17:53.81,0:17:56.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Aww, Grace.
Dialogue: 0,0:17:56.90,0:18:06.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Grace you've been my best friend for 14 years, and we've done so much together.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:08.03,0:18:12.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's going to be tough goin', but you got to keep being strong.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:13.79,0:18:16.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You got to kick some butt on the basketball court too.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:18.34,0:18:20.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You take them to the championship.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:21.67,0:18:28.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sam, oh, you've been the best big brother anyone could ever ask for.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:29.92,0:18:32.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You've given me so much knowledge.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:34.04,0:18:39.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You've helped me through so much and I think it's important that you know that I love you
Dialogue: 0,0:18:39.92,0:18:46.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because being guys I don't think we say it too much but I do love you so much.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:49.62,0:18:55.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ally, squeeze from the back of the toothpaste bottle.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:55.92,0:18:57.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Laughing]
Dialogue: 0,0:18:59.73,0:19:08.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm going to miss you so much because you've always kept me strong in my faith and everything.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:13.68,0:19:19.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mom and Dad, you are the best parents that anyone could ever ask for.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:19.47,0:19:28.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I could only wish I could have kids and raise them like you raised me because you did one hell of a job.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:30.91,0:19:35.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You're the best parents anyone could ever ask for, and I love both of you so much.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:37.97,0:19:40.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And thank you for being my parents.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:41.51,0:19:45.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Guitar music]
Dialogue: 0,0:19:45.34,0:19:49.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Life is just really beautiful moments one right after the other.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:49.55,0:19:52.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,All of these experiences are super, super cool.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:52.70,0:19:58.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,All of them are giving me just a little bit more closure on everything and kind of accepting everything
Dialogue: 0,0:19:58.12,0:19:59.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a little bit more.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:59.56,0:20:00.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,
Dialogue: 0,0:20:00.65,0:20:31.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Music]
Dialogue: 0,0:20:31.38,0:20:38.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> He's shown me that it's not all about the grades you get or how cool you are in high school.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:38.77,0:20:43.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's about doing what makes you happy and no matter when you are going to go to live life
Dialogue: 0,0:20:43.60,0:20:45.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to the fullest every day.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:46.27,0:20:48.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> It's really simple, actually.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:48.15,0:20:51.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's just try and make people happy.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:51.96,0:20:53.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Maybe you have learn it when it's time.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:53.03,0:20:56.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Maybe you have to learn it the hard way, but as long as you learn it you're going to make
Dialogue: 0,0:20:56.80,0:20:58.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the world a better place.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:58.99,0:21:03.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> I think that's actually one of the blessings of cancer is that you kind of come out of denial.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:03.82,0:21:09.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And so in doing that things are better.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:09.30,0:21:12.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That life is richer.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:12.08,0:21:15.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Everything means more.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:15.80,0:21:20.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Beauty is more beautiful.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:20.14,0:21:22.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He's a beutiful person.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:22.99,0:21:26.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I'm am so happy to have been Zach Sobiech's mom.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:28.89,0:21:33.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,>> Death is just another thing on the agenda kind of.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:33.57,0:21:35.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yeah, it's scary, but the only reason it's scary because you don't know
Dialogue: 0,0:21:35.84,0:21:40.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,what's next or if there is a next.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:40.05,0:21:43.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, it's kind of like sitting in the dark.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:43.29,0:21:48.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So, you can choose to be freaking out in the dark and thinking, okay what's out there?
Dialogue: 0,0:21:48.84,0:21:55.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Or you can just relax and fall asleep and just be happy and content with everything.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:58.22,0:22:07.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I want to be remembered as a kid who went down fighting and didn't really lose.
Dialogue: 0,0:22:10.98,0:22:14.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,