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Dialogue: 0,0:00:05.42,0:00:06.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,大家好
Dialogue: 0,0:00:07.62,0:00:08.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,多謝
Dialogue: 0,0:00:08.98,0:00:10.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[ Jennifer Brea 對聲音敏感
Dialogue: 0,0:00:10.70,0:00:13.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,現場觀眾用美式手語歡迎 ]
Dialogue: 0,0:00:13.87,0:00:17.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,呢個係五年前嘅我
Dialogue: 0,0:00:17.75,0:00:19.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,當時我係哈佛嘅博士生
Dialogue: 0,0:00:19.78,0:00:21.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,鍾意旅行
Dialogue: 0,0:00:22.47,0:00:25.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,啱啱同我生命中最愛嘅人訂婚
Dialogue: 0,0:00:27.07,0:00:31.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,嗰陣我28歲，同大部份人一樣
Dialogue: 0,0:00:31.07,0:00:33.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,覺得自己好健康、百毒不侵
Dialogue: 0,0:00:34.48,0:00:38.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,有一日，我發燒燒到華氏 104.7 度
Dialogue: 0,0:00:38.76,0:00:40.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,其實我應該要去睇醫生
Dialogue: 0,0:00:40.83,0:00:43.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,不過，我一生中未患過病
Dialogue: 0,0:00:43.42,0:00:45.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,而且我知，一般如果你受病毒感染
Dialogue: 0,0:00:45.80,0:00:48.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,你留喺屋企，煲啲雞湯
Dialogue: 0,0:00:48.95,0:00:51.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,幾日之內就會好返
Dialogue: 0,0:00:52.50,0:00:54.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,但係，呢次無好返
Dialogue: 0,0:00:55.56,0:00:57.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,發燒之後
Dialogue: 0,0:00:57.12,0:01:00.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,三個星期都頭暈，無辦法出門口
Dialogue: 0,0:01:01.47,0:01:03.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我行路會撞落門框度
Dialogue: 0,0:01:04.34,0:01:07.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我要扶住墻先可以行去浴室
Dialogue: 0,0:01:08.61,0:01:11.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,嗰年春天，我病完又病
Dialogue: 0,0:01:11.82,0:01:13.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,每一次我去睇醫生
Dialogue: 0,0:01:13.68,0:01:16.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,佢都話絕對無問題
Dialogue: 0,0:01:17.53,0:01:19.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,佢手上嘅化驗報告
Dialogue: 0,0:01:19.18,0:01:21.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,都話我好正常
Dialogue: 0,0:01:21.88,0:01:23.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我所有嘅癥狀
Dialogue: 0,0:01:23.87,0:01:25.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我都可以形容
Dialogue: 0,0:01:25.82,0:01:27.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,但無人睇到
Dialogue: 0,0:01:29.37,0:01:30.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我知聽起嚟好傻
Dialogue: 0,0:01:30.62,0:01:33.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,但係你點都會搵個原因畀自己
Dialogue: 0,0:01:33.91,0:01:37.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我以為可能係老化
Dialogue: 0,0:01:38.11,0:01:41.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,或者呢個就係年過 25 嘅情況
Dialogue: 0,0:01:41.69,0:01:43.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,（笑聲）
Dialogue: 0,0:01:44.81,0:01:46.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,跟住，神經癥狀開始出現
Dialogue: 0,0:01:47.59,0:01:51.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,有時，我發現我畫唔到圓形嘅右邊
Dialogue: 0,0:01:52.32,0:01:55.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,有時我會講唔到嘢，甚至郁唔到
Dialogue: 0,0:01:58.33,0:02:00.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我睇過所有專科
Dialogue: 0,0:02:00.09,0:02:04.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,傳染病科、皮膚科、內分泌科、心臟科
Dialogue: 0,0:02:04.94,0:02:06.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我甚至睇埋精神科
Dialogue: 0,0:02:07.68,0:02:10.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,精神科醫生話︰「你好明顯病咗，
Dialogue: 0,0:02:10.95,0:02:13.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,但同精神科無關。
Dialogue: 0,0:02:14.04,0:02:16.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我希望其他醫生搵到係咩事。」
Dialogue: 0,0:02:18.09,0:02:22.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,第二日，神經科醫生診斷出\N我患咗轉化症
Dialogue: 0,0:02:22.84,0:02:24.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,佢話所有癥狀——
Dialogue: 0,0:02:25.26,0:02:28.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,發燒、喉嚨痛、鼻竇炎
Dialogue: 0,0:02:28.92,0:02:32.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,所有腸胃、神經同心臟癥狀——
Dialogue: 0,0:02:32.72,0:02:36.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,都因為某啲我唔記得嘅情緒創傷引起
Dialogue: 0,0:02:38.07,0:02:40.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,佢話啲病癥都係真嘅
Dialogue: 0,0:02:40.55,0:02:42.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,但都冇生理原因解釋
Dialogue: 0,0:02:44.53,0:02:47.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我曾經受訓做社會科學家
Dialogue: 0,0:02:47.16,0:02:50.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我讀過統計學、概率論
Dialogue: 0,0:02:50.42,0:02:52.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,數學模型、實驗設計
Dialogue: 0,0:02:55.06,0:02:59.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,雖然我唔可以否定神經科醫生嘅診斷
Dialogue: 0,0:02:59.60,0:03:01.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,但我又覺得醫生嘅診斷唔係真嘅
Dialogue: 0,0:03:01.22,0:03:04.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,但知識話畀我聽事實多數違反直覺
Dialogue: 0,0:03:05.36,0:03:07.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,事實好容易被自己想相信嘅嘢矇蔽
Dialogue: 0,0:03:08.51,0:03:11.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,所以我諗可能佢係啱嘅
Dialogue: 0,0:03:13.60,0:03:16.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,嗰日，我做咗個小實驗
Dialogue: 0,0:03:16.92,0:03:20.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我喺診所行咗兩英里返屋企
Dialogue: 0,0:03:21.23,0:03:25.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我對腳有種好奇怪、好似觸電嘅痛
Dialogue: 0,0:03:26.48,0:03:28.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,沿途，我仔細咁諗
Dialogue: 0,0:03:28.10,0:03:32.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我嘅心理點樣令呢一切發生
Dialogue: 0,0:03:33.32,0:03:35.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,當我行入門口
Dialogue: 0,0:03:35.22,0:03:36.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我跌低咗
Dialogue: 0,0:03:36.84,0:03:39.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,個腦同脊髓好似火燒咁
Dialogue: 0,0:03:40.70,0:03:44.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,條頸僵硬到下巴掂唔到胸口
Dialogue: 0,0:03:45.32,0:03:47.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,同埋，無論幾細嘅聲都好——
Dialogue: 0,0:03:47.10,0:03:48.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,就算床單摩擦
Dialogue: 0,0:03:48.96,0:03:51.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,老公赤腳喺隔離房行嘅聲音——
Dialogue: 0,0:03:51.74,0:03:53.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,都會令我有難以忍受嘅痛楚
Dialogue: 0,0:03:55.83,0:03:58.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,跟住兩年嘅大部分時間\N我都喺床上度過
Dialogue: 0,0:03:59.24,0:04:01.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,點解我嘅醫生會錯得咁離譜？
Dialogue: 0,0:04:02.94,0:04:05.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我覺得我患咗一種罕見嘅病
Dialogue: 0,0:04:05.14,0:04:07.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,連醫生都未見過嘅病
Dialogue: 0,0:04:07.93,0:04:09.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,之後我上網
Dialogue: 0,0:04:09.14,0:04:11.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,搵到嚟自世界各地成千上萬嘅人
Dialogue: 0,0:04:11.98,0:04:13.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,原來都有同樣嘅癥狀
Dialogue: 0,0:04:14.09,0:04:15.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,同樣需要隔離
Dialogue: 0,0:04:15.68,0:04:17.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,同樣覺得難以置信
Dialogue: 0,0:04:17.85,0:04:19.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,有啲人仲可以工作
Dialogue: 0,0:04:19.16,0:04:21.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,但夜晚同周未都一定要留喺床上
Dialogue: 0,0:04:21.67,0:04:23.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,只係為咗下星期一可以返工
Dialogue: 0,0:04:24.36,0:04:26.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,至於其他人
Dialogue: 0,0:04:26.47,0:04:28.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,有啲病得好嚴重
Dialogue: 0,0:04:28.23,0:04:30.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,要喺完全黑暗嘅環境下生活
Dialogue: 0,0:04:30.56,0:04:33.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,無辦法忍受人聲
Dialogue: 0,0:04:33.96,0:04:35.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,或者伴侶嘅觸摸
Dialogue: 0,0:04:37.47,0:04:41.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我被診斷患上肌痛性腦脊髓炎
Dialogue: 0,0:04:42.55,0:04:46.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,即係你可能聽過嘅「慢性疲勞症候群」
Dialogue: 0,0:04:46.99,0:04:47.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,幾十年嚟
Dialogue: 0,0:04:48.02,0:04:56.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,呢個名就代表住\N一種可以嚴重成咁嘅疾病
Dialogue: 0,0:04:57.47,0:04:58.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,一樣我哋都有共同病徵就係
Dialogue: 0,0:04:59.02,0:05:02.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,當我哋耗盡全力，無論體力上定精神上
Dialogue: 0,0:05:03.30,0:05:05.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,就要付出代價，好大代價
Dialogue: 0,0:05:05.81,0:05:07.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,就好似如果我老公去跑步
Dialogue: 0,0:05:07.26,0:05:09.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,佢可能會喉嚨痛幾日
Dialogue: 0,0:05:09.32,0:05:11.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,或者如果我行過半個街口
Dialogue: 0,0:05:11.16,0:05:13.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,大概就要瞓喺床度一個星期一樣
Dialogue: 0,0:05:13.32,0:05:16.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,呢個可以話係完美嘅軟禁
Dialogue: 0,0:05:16.26,0:05:19.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我識得跳唔到舞嘅芭蕾舞家
Dialogue: 0,0:05:19.03,0:05:21.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,計唔到數嘅會計師
Dialogue: 0,0:05:21.23,0:05:23.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,永遠都做唔成醫生嘅醫科生
Dialogue: 0,0:05:24.42,0:05:26.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,你曾經係咩唔重要
Dialogue: 0,0:05:27.06,0:05:28.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,因為你都無辦法繼續做
Dialogue: 0,0:05:29.48,0:05:31.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,過咗四年
Dialogue: 0,0:05:31.39,0:05:37.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我仲未恢復到當日\N由診所行返屋企前咁健康
Dialogue: 0,0:05:38.68,0:05:41.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,據估計，全球大概有 \N1,500 到 3,000 萬人患咗呢種病
Dialogue: 0,0:05:43.60,0:05:46.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,喺我嘅國家，美國\N就有一百萬人患咗呢種病
Dialogue: 0,0:05:46.89,0:05:50.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,大約係患上多發性硬化嘅兩倍
Dialogue: 0,0:05:51.80,0:05:53.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,病人可以生存到幾十年
Dialogue: 0,0:05:53.05,0:05:54.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,但佢哋嘅活動能力就好似
Dialogue: 0,0:05:54.82,0:05:56.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,患咗充血性心力衰竭咁
Dialogue: 0,0:05:56.92,0:06:00.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,有 25% 嘅病人要留喺屋企或者喺床上
Dialogue: 0,0:06:00.93,0:06:04.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,75% 至 85% 甚至唔可以做兼職
Dialogue: 0,0:06:05.38,0:06:07.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,事實上，醫生唔會醫我哋
Dialogue: 0,0:06:08.06,0:06:10.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,科學家唔會研究我哋
Dialogue: 0,0:06:11.12,0:06:16.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,點解呢種咁普遍同埋慘嘅病\N會被醫學界遺忘？
Dialogue: 0,0:06:19.26,0:06:21.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,當我嘅醫生診斷出我患咗轉化症
Dialogue: 0,0:06:21.81,0:06:22.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,佢指向緊
Dialogue: 0,0:06:22.93,0:06:26.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,一啲有 2,500 年歷史\N有關女性身體嘅諗法
Dialogue: 0,0:06:27.22,0:06:28.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,古羅馬醫生蓋倫認為
Dialogue: 0,0:06:28.97,0:06:34.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,歇斯底里症嘅成因係性渴求\N尤其係熱情嘅女性
Dialogue: 0,0:06:35.14,0:06:37.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,蓋倫認為子宮會變乾
Dialogue: 0,0:06:37.91,0:06:40.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,並且喺身體遊走搵水份
Dialogue: 0,0:06:40.10,0:06:42.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,擠壓內臟——
Dialogue: 0,0:06:42.28,0:06:43.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,無錯——
Dialogue: 0,0:06:44.65,0:06:47.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,引致極端情緒
Dialogue: 0,0:06:47.37,0:06:49.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,甚至頭暈同癱瘓
Dialogue: 0,0:06:50.72,0:06:53.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,當時嘅療法係結婚同生仔
Dialogue: 0,0:06:54.90,0:06:59.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,呢種諗法維持到 1880 年代
Dialogue: 0,0:06:59.48,0:07:03.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,當時嘅神經病學家\N嘗試更新歇斯底里症嘅理論
Dialogue: 0,0:07:03.77,0:07:05.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,佛洛伊德發展咗一個理論
Dialogue: 0,0:07:05.44,0:07:10.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,佢話︰當明意識處理唔到\N一啲太痛苦嘅記憶或者情緒
Dialogue: 0,0:07:10.22,0:07:12.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,潛意識就會產生生理徵狀
Dialogue: 0,0:07:12.64,0:07:15.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,將情緒轉化為生理徵狀
Dialogue: 0,0:07:17.46,0:07:19.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,即係，依架男性都會患歇斯底里症
Dialogue: 0,0:07:19.68,0:07:22.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,但當然女性比較容易受影響
Dialogue: 0,0:07:23.45,0:07:27.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,當我開始睇返我呢個病嘅歷史
Dialogue: 0,0:07:27.09,0:07:30.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我好驚訝呢啲舊諗法仍然深入民心
Dialogue: 0,0:07:31.01,0:07:33.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,1934 年喺洛杉磯縣綜合醫院
Dialogue: 0,0:07:33.65,0:07:38.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,198 個醫生、護士同醫院員工\N病得好嚴重
Dialogue: 0,0:07:38.59,0:07:42.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,佢哋肌肉衰弱，頸同背脊僵硬，又發燒
Dialogue: 0,0:07:43.02,0:07:46.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,同我當初病一樣
Dialogue: 0,0:07:46.93,0:07:49.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,醫生以為係變種嘅小兒麻痹症
Dialogue: 0,0:07:50.13,0:07:51.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,自從嗰次之後
Dialogue: 0,0:07:51.78,0:07:56.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,全球錄得超過 70 次\N好相似嘅後感染性疾病個案
Dialogue: 0,0:07:57.42,0:08:00.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,所有爆發傾向影響女性
Dialogue: 0,0:08:01.48,0:08:05.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,當時醫生搵唔到病因
Dialogue: 0,0:08:05.43,0:08:08.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,於是認為係大規模嘅歇斯底里症爆發
Dialogue: 0,0:08:09.12,0:08:12.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,點解呢個諗法可以保持咁耐？
Dialogue: 0,0:08:13.57,0:08:15.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我真係覺得同性別歧視有關
Dialogue: 0,0:08:15.39,0:08:18.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,但係我諗醫生係想幫手
Dialogue: 0,0:08:18.85,0:08:20.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,佢哋想知答案
Dialogue: 0,0:08:20.65,0:08:25.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,但呢個講法至少可以畀醫生醫人
Dialogue: 0,0:08:25.56,0:08:28.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,畀醫生去解釋一啲解釋唔到嘅疾病
Dialogue: 0,0:08:29.08,0:08:31.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,問題係，咁樣會帶嚟真正嘅傷害
Dialogue: 0,0:08:32.38,0:08:35.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,1950 年代\N一個叫 Eliot Slater 嘅精神科醫生
Dialogue: 0,0:08:36.00,0:08:40.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,研究咗 85 個\N被診斷出患上歇斯底里症嘅病人
Dialogue: 0,0:08:40.78,0:08:44.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,9 年之後，12 個死咗，30 個殘障
Dialogue: 0,0:08:44.79,0:08:46.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,好多人有診斷唔到嘅病
Dialogue: 0,0:08:46.78,0:08:50.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,好似多發性硬化、癲癇、腦腫瘤
Dialogue: 0,0:08:51.26,0:08:52.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,喺 1980 年
Dialogue: 0,0:08:52.56,0:08:55.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,歇斯底里症正式改名為「轉化症」
Dialogue: 0,0:08:55.56,0:08:58.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,神經科醫生喺 2012 年幫我診症嘅時候
Dialogue: 0,0:08:58.91,0:09:01.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,佢完全跟隨緊佛洛伊德嘅說話
Dialogue: 0,0:09:01.55,0:09:02.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,今時今日
Dialogue: 0,0:09:02.73,0:09:07.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,女性被診斷呢個病嘅機會\N比男性多 2-10 倍
Dialogue: 0,0:09:08.49,0:09:14.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,問題係歇斯底里理論或者心理病理論\N係永遠無辦法證實
Dialogue: 0,0:09:14.58,0:09:17.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,個理論本身係無證據
Dialogue: 0,0:09:18.19,0:09:19.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,以肌痛性腦脊髓炎為例，你會發現
Dialogue: 0,0:09:19.59,0:09:23.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,心理學嘅解釋窒礙生物學嘅研究
Dialogue: 0,0:09:23.62,0:09:27.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,喺全球，肌痛性腦脊髓炎\N係其中一個研究資助最少嘅病
Dialogue: 0,0:09:27.32,0:09:31.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,喺美國，每年喺每個愛滋病人身上
Dialogue: 0,0:09:31.81,0:09:34.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,用咗大概 2,500 美金
Dialogue: 0,0:09:34.81,0:09:37.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,多發性硬化症病人就 250 美金
Dialogue: 0,0:09:38.10,0:09:41.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,而肌痛性腦脊髓炎病人就只用 5 美金
Dialogue: 0,0:09:42.12,0:09:44.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,呢件事唔係突然間嚟
Dialogue: 0,0:09:44.23,0:09:45.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我唔只係唔好彩
Dialogue: 0,0:09:46.49,0:09:49.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,無視我呢個病係一個決定
Dialogue: 0,0:09:49.61,0:09:53.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,係由應該要保護我哋嘅機構\N做嘅一個決定
Dialogue: 0,0:09:55.54,0:09:58.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我哋唔知點解有時肌痛性腦脊髓炎\N喺家族入面發生
Dialogue: 0,0:09:58.44,0:10:00.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,唔知點解你幾乎每次感染
Dialogue: 0,0:10:00.92,0:10:03.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,腸道病毒、人類疱疹病毒第四型\N以至到 Q 型流感嘅時候
Dialogue: 0,0:10:03.09,0:10:05.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,肌痛性腦脊髓炎就會病發
Dialogue: 0,0:10:05.12,0:10:08.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,又或者點解佢影響女性\N比男性多兩至三倍
Dialogue: 0,0:10:09.06,0:10:11.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,呢啲嘢比我嘅病重要得多
Dialogue: 0,0:10:12.36,0:10:13.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,當初我病嘅時候
Dialogue: 0,0:10:13.56,0:10:15.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,舊朋友都有樂意幫我
Dialogue: 0,0:10:16.18,0:10:19.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,之後我發覺自己\N同一班就嚟 30 歲嘅女士一樣
Dialogue: 0,0:10:19.32,0:10:20.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,身體面臨崩潰
Dialogue: 0,0:10:22.01,0:10:24.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,最得人驚嘅係到底我哋面對緊嘅麻煩
Dialogue: 0,0:10:24.54,0:10:26.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,有幾多係被認真咁對待
Dialogue: 0,0:10:26.58,0:10:30.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我知道有個女士\N患咗一種自身免疫結締組織病
Dialogue: 0,0:10:30.68,0:10:33.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,好多年都係話問題喺佢個頭度
Dialogue: 0,0:10:33.42,0:10:35.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,由發病到診斷
Dialogue: 0,0:10:35.95,0:10:38.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,佢條食道完完全全被破壞
Dialogue: 0,0:10:38.40,0:10:40.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,佢無辦法再食嘢
Dialogue: 0,0:10:40.67,0:10:43.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,另一個患咗卵巢癌嘅女士
Dialogue: 0,0:10:43.34,0:10:46.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,好多年都係話佢只係提早咗更年期
Dialogue: 0,0:10:47.19,0:10:48.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我有一個大學朋友
Dialogue: 0,0:10:48.78,0:10:52.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,佢腦腫瘤曾經被誤診為焦慮症
Dialogue: 0,0:10:54.22,0:10:55.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,呢個就係令我擔心嘅原因︰
Dialogue: 0,0:10:57.12,0:10:58.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,自從 1950 年代開始
Dialogue: 0,0:10:58.85,0:11:02.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,患自身免疫病嘅比例增加三倍
Dialogue: 0,0:11:02.82,0:11:07.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,45% 最後確診患咗\N一種已知嘅自身免疫病嘅人
Dialogue: 0,0:11:07.80,0:11:10.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,初時被診斷患咗軟骨炎
Dialogue: 0,0:11:10.78,0:11:13.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,就好似以前嘅歇斯底里症咁
Dialogue: 0,0:11:13.73,0:11:16.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,所有診斷都同性別拉上關係
Dialogue: 0,0:11:16.97,0:11:20.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,75% 嘅自身免疫病嘅病人都係女性
Dialogue: 0,0:11:20.65,0:11:23.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,某啲疾病甚至 90% 都係女性
Dialogue: 0,0:11:25.08,0:11:27.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,就算女性係容易患上呢啲病
Dialogue: 0,0:11:27.96,0:11:29.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,呢啲都唔係女性專有嘅病
Dialogue: 0,0:11:29.63,0:11:31.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,肌痛性脊髓炎出現喺小朋友
Dialogue: 0,0:11:31.43,0:11:33.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,亦出現喺過百萬男性身上
Dialogue: 0,0:11:33.34,0:11:35.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,正如某個病人同我講
Dialogue: 0,0:11:35.15,0:11:36.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我哋畀呢個病侵擾我哋……
Dialogue: 0,0:11:36.69,0:11:40.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,如果你係女性，人哋就話你誇大癥狀
Dialogue: 0,0:11:40.32,0:11:43.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,但如果你係男性\N人哋就叫你堅強、振作
Dialogue: 0,0:11:44.68,0:11:48.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,男性甚至更難診斷
Dialogue: 0,0:11:57.42,0:12:00.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,雖然我嘅頭腦唔似以前咁
Dialogue: 0,0:12:16.54,0:12:17.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,但無論點
Dialogue: 0,0:12:17.50,0:12:18.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我仲抱有希望
Dialogue: 0,0:12:19.90,0:12:23.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,有好多病一開始都被認為係精神方面嘅
Dialogue: 0,0:12:23.83,0:12:26.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,直至科學發現佢哋嘅生物機制
Dialogue: 0,0:12:27.32,0:12:30.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,喺腦電圖測到大腦異常活動之前
Dialogue: 0,0:12:30.44,0:12:35.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,癲癇病人可能被強制送入精神病院
Dialogue: 0,0:12:35.50,0:12:39.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,喺斷層掃描同磁力共振發現腦病變之前
Dialogue: 0,0:12:39.80,0:12:43.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,多發性硬化有可能誤診為\N歇斯底里性麻痺
Dialogue: 0,0:12:43.94,0:12:48.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,以前，我哋認為胃潰瘍\N只係因為壓力而形成
Dialogue: 0,0:12:48.34,0:12:51.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,到依架我哋發現\N幽門螺旋菌先係罪魁禍首
Dialogue: 0,0:12:52.80,0:12:58.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,肌痛性腦脊髓炎從未好似其他病咁\N得到科學嘅幫助
Dialogue: 0,0:12:58.05,0:12:59.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,但係呢個情況已經開始改變
Dialogue: 0,0:13:00.66,0:13:04.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,喺德國，科學家開始\N搵自身免疫病嘅證據
Dialogue: 0,0:13:04.23,0:13:06.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,日本搵緊腦炎症嘅證據
Dialogue: 0,0:13:07.41,0:13:09.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,喺美國，史丹福科學家喺度搵緊
Dialogue: 0,0:13:09.93,0:13:15.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,能量代謝達16 個標準差嘅異常情況
Dialogue: 0,0:13:16.64,0:13:18.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,喺挪威，研究人員
Dialogue: 0,0:13:18.71,0:13:22.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,為一種喺某啲病人身上\N可以完全緩解癌症嘅藥
Dialogue: 0,0:13:22.80,0:13:25.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,進行緊第三階段嘅臨床實驗
Dialogue: 0,0:13:25.80,0:13:30.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,仲畀到希望我嘅就係病人嘅韌力
Dialogue: 0,0:13:31.97,0:13:33.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我哋透過網絡走埋一齊
Dialogue: 0,0:13:34.25,0:13:35.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,分享自己嘅故事
Dialogue: 0,0:13:37.45,0:13:40.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我哋讀晒現有嘅研究
Dialogue: 0,0:13:40.74,0:13:42.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我哋用自己嚟做實驗
Dialogue: 0,0:13:43.50,0:13:45.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我哋要成為自己嘅科學家同醫生
Dialogue: 0,0:13:45.89,0:13:47.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我哋一定要咁做
Dialogue: 0,0:13:48.38,0:13:52.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我慢慢咁喺呢度加 5%，嗰度加 5%
Dialogue: 0,0:13:52.14,0:13:56.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,直到有一日，我可以行出屋企
Dialogue: 0,0:13:57.82,0:14:00.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我仍然要做一啲荒謬嘅訣擇︰
Dialogue: 0,0:14:00.58,0:14:04.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我今日坐係花園 15 分鐘，定係洗頭好？
Dialogue: 0,0:14:04.92,0:14:07.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,但係我仍然相信我可以好返
Dialogue: 0,0:14:07.69,0:14:10.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我除咗有一個病咗嘅身體，咩都好好
Dialogue: 0,0:14:10.79,0:14:14.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,得到正確嘅幫助，或者有一日我會好返
Dialogue: 0,0:14:15.74,0:14:21.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我同世界各地嘅病人一齊對抗呢個病
Dialogue: 0,0:14:21.86,0:14:25.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我哋將美好嘅事物填滿空虛
Dialogue: 0,0:14:25.70,0:14:27.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,但咁係唔夠
Dialogue: 0,0:14:28.66,0:14:34.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我仍然唔知我仲可唔可以跑、行路
Dialogue: 0,0:14:34.64,0:14:38.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,依架呢啲嘢只可以喺夢度做
Dialogue: 0,0:14:39.14,0:14:42.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,但係嚟到呢度我都好感恩
Dialogue: 0,0:14:43.96,0:14:45.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,進展係慢
Dialogue: 0,0:14:45.46,0:14:46.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,有時好
Dialogue: 0,0:14:47.31,0:14:48.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,有時壞
Dialogue: 0,0:14:49.22,0:14:52.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,但係每一日都好一啲
Dialogue: 0,0:14:54.01,0:15:01.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我記得匿埋係睡房好幾個月\N不見天日嘅感覺
Dialogue: 0,0:15:03.23,0:15:05.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我以為我會死喺嗰度
Dialogue: 0,0:15:06.96,0:15:10.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,但係我今日喺呢度，同你哋一齊
Dialogue: 0,0:15:11.51,0:15:13.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,呢個就係奇蹟
Dialogue: 0,0:15:16.61,0:15:20.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,如果我唔係幸運嘅一群
Dialogue: 0,0:15:20.12,0:15:22.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,如果我喺互聯網出現之前病
Dialogue: 0,0:15:22.86,0:15:25.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,如果我搵唔到同病相憐嘅人
Dialogue: 0,0:15:25.56,0:15:26.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我唔知我會點
Dialogue: 0,0:15:26.86,0:15:30.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,大概我會好似好多其他人咁已經自殺
Dialogue: 0,0:15:32.09,0:15:35.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,如果我哋幾十年前問啱問題
Dialogue: 0,0:15:35.96,0:15:37.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,可以救返幾多人？
Dialogue: 0,0:15:38.63,0:15:41.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,如果今日我哋真真正正開始
Dialogue: 0,0:15:41.50,0:15:43.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,又可以救返幾多人？
Dialogue: 0,0:15:45.20,0:15:48.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,如果我哋唔改變我哋嘅體制同文化
Dialogue: 0,0:15:48.89,0:15:52.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,就算搵到我個病嘅真正原因
Dialogue: 0,0:15:52.38,0:15:55.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我哋都會喺其他病重蹈覆轍
Dialogue: 0,0:15:55.66,0:16:01.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,呢個病教識咗我\N科學同醫學都深受人類追求嘅
Dialogue: 0,0:16:01.17,0:16:06.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,醫生、科學家同政策制訂者\N都會受到同樣嘅偏見影響
Dialogue: 0,0:16:07.49,0:16:09.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,進而影響我哋
Dialogue: 0,0:16:11.38,0:16:14.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我哋要喺微細之處諗諗女性嘅健康
Dialogue: 0,0:16:15.12,0:16:20.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我哋嘅免疫系統同身體其他部分一樣\N需要顧及
Dialogue: 0,0:16:21.25,0:16:23.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我哋要聽病人嘅故事
Dialogue: 0,0:16:24.54,0:16:27.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,亦要肯講「我唔知」
Dialogue: 0,0:16:28.02,0:16:30.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,「我唔知」係一件美好嘅事
Dialogue: 0,0:16:31.24,0:16:33.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,「我唔知」先會有探索
Dialogue: 0,0:16:35.36,0:16:37.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,如果我哋做到「我唔知」
Dialogue: 0,0:16:37.45,0:16:41.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,如果我哋可以接觸眾多嘅未知
Dialogue: 0,0:16:41.17,0:16:43.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,而唔係怕當中嘅不確定性
Dialogue: 0,0:16:43.14,0:16:46.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,我哋或者可以讚歎地欣賞其中
Dialogue: 0,0:16:46.34,0:16:47.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,多謝
Dialogue: 0,0:16:52.10,0:16:53.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,多謝