[Script Info] Title: [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,0:00:01.04,0:00:03.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Svatko ima priču, Dialogue: 0,0:00:03.33,0:00:06.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a ta je priča puna poglavlja Dialogue: 0,0:00:06.29,0:00:08.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,koja nas čine onime što jesmo. Dialogue: 0,0:00:10.46,0:00:13.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Prva poglavlja te priče Dialogue: 0,0:00:13.71,0:00:17.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ponekad predstavljaju ono \Nšto nas najviše određuje. Dialogue: 0,0:00:17.62,0:00:20.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Centar za kontrolu i prevenciju bolesti Dialogue: 0,0:00:20.33,0:00:24.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,procijenio je \Nda je više od polovine djece u SAD-u Dialogue: 0,0:00:24.12,0:00:28.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,proživjelo jednu ili više vrsta \Ntraume u djetinjstvu. Dialogue: 0,0:00:29.38,0:00:32.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ta iskustva mogu ostaviti duboke tragove. Dialogue: 0,0:00:34.17,0:00:37.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kada sam tek počela\Ndržati javne govore Dialogue: 0,0:00:37.21,0:00:40.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i zalagati se za učenike i učitelje, Dialogue: 0,0:00:40.54,0:00:43.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,našla sam se na jedinstvenom položaju Dialogue: 0,0:00:43.79,0:00:46.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,s kojeg sam mogla pričati\No traumama iz djetinjstva, Dialogue: 0,0:00:47.58,0:00:49.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,no prvo sam morala donijeti odluku. Dialogue: 0,0:00:50.00,0:00:51.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Morala sam odlučiti Dialogue: 0,0:00:51.79,0:00:55.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,želim li samo pričati\No svijetlim dijelovima svog života. Dialogue: 0,0:00:55.38,0:00:58.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Znate, pričam o onima\Nkoje objavljujemo na društvenim mrežama. Dialogue: 0,0:00:58.33,0:01:01.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Onima gdje izgledamo savršeno. Dialogue: 0,0:01:01.04,0:01:05.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ili, hoću li biti ranjiva, Dialogue: 0,0:01:05.71,0:01:07.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,hoću li biti otvorena knjiga? Dialogue: 0,0:01:08.46,0:01:11.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Odluka nije bila teška. Dialogue: 0,0:01:11.12,0:01:13.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kako bih utjecala na dječji život, Dialogue: 0,0:01:13.96,0:01:17.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,morala sam postati jasna, iskrena. Dialogue: 0,0:01:17.83,0:01:21.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Predano sam pričala svoju osobnu priču. Dialogue: 0,0:01:22.62,0:01:26.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ta je priča puna ljudi koji su me voljeli, Dialogue: 0,0:01:26.96,0:01:29.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,brinuli se o meni i poticali me. Dialogue: 0,0:01:29.79,0:01:33.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Pomogli su mi da zacijelim svoje rane. Dialogue: 0,0:01:33.38,0:01:36.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sada je moj red\Nda tako pomognem drugima. Dialogue: 0,0:01:39.96,0:01:43.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kada sam krenula u školu,\Nbila sam oličenje prosjeka. Dialogue: 0,0:01:44.04,0:01:46.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Bila sam iz dobre obitelji, Dialogue: 0,0:01:46.67,0:01:49.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,imala sam lijepu odjeću Dialogue: 0,0:01:49.04,0:01:51.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i smješak na licu. Dialogue: 0,0:01:51.38,0:01:53.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Bila sam spremna za školu. Dialogue: 0,0:01:54.25,0:01:57.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Unatoč tome, moj život nije bio normalan. Dialogue: 0,0:01:57.92,0:02:02.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Tada sam već bila \Nžrtva seksualnog zlostavljanja. Dialogue: 0,0:02:03.67,0:02:06.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zlostavljanje je i dalje trajalo. Dialogue: 0,0:02:07.08,0:02:09.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Moji roditelji nisu znali, Dialogue: 0,0:02:09.33,0:02:12.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a nisam nikome rekla. Dialogue: 0,0:02:13.58,0:02:19.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kada sam krenula u školu,\Nmislila sam da ću tamo biti sigurna. Dialogue: 0,0:02:19.88,0:02:22.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Bila sam uzbuđena. Dialogue: 0,0:02:22.29,0:02:27.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ne možete zamisliti očaj koji me ispunio\Nkada sam upoznala svog učitelja, Dialogue: 0,0:02:28.54,0:02:30.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,g. Randolpha. Dialogue: 0,0:02:30.88,0:02:34.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,G. Randolph nije bio moj zlostavljač. Dialogue: 0,0:02:34.67,0:02:38.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,On je bio simbol Dialogue: 0,0:02:38.25,0:02:42.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,svega što me u životu najviše plašilo. Dialogue: 0,0:02:43.33,0:02:47.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Već sam tada imala obrambene mehanizme Dialogue: 0,0:02:47.46,0:02:53.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da ne ulazim u situacije\Ngdje ću biti sama s muškarcem. Dialogue: 0,0:02:53.38,0:02:57.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,U školi, evo mene, učenice, Dialogue: 0,0:02:57.17,0:03:00.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,svaki dan u učionici s muškarcem, Dialogue: 0,0:03:00.42,0:03:02.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,tijekom cijele školske godine. Dialogue: 0,0:03:04.21,0:03:07.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Bojala sam se. Nisam mu vjerovala. Dialogue: 0,0:03:08.12,0:03:09.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Znate što? Dialogue: 0,0:03:09.42,0:03:12.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,G. Randolph je na kraju postao\Nmoj najveći pobornik. Dialogue: 0,0:03:13.38,0:03:15.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,U početku, Dialogue: 0,0:03:15.17,0:03:18.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jao, potrudila sam se da zna\Nkako mi se ne sviđa. Dialogue: 0,0:03:18.92,0:03:21.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nisam bila poslušna. Dialogue: 0,0:03:21.29,0:03:24.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nisam sudjelovala u nastavi. Dialogue: 0,0:03:25.75,0:03:30.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Svojim sam roditeljima\Ntakođer otežala život. Dialogue: 0,0:03:30.17,0:03:31.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nisam htjela ići u školu Dialogue: 0,0:03:31.67,0:03:35.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,pa sam se svaki dan svađala s njima\Nna autobusnoj stanici. Dialogue: 0,0:03:35.17,0:03:36.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Noćima nisam mogla spavati Dialogue: 0,0:03:36.92,0:03:40.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jer sam osjećala tjeskobu. Dialogue: 0,0:03:40.08,0:03:43.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Na nastavi sam bila umorna. Dialogue: 0,0:03:43.75,0:03:48.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Umorna djeca su mrzovoljna djeca, Dialogue: 0,0:03:48.25,0:03:49.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a njih nije lako podučiti, Dialogue: 0,0:03:50.00,0:03:51.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,znate to. Dialogue: 0,0:03:52.17,0:03:56.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,G. Randolph mogao se živcirati zbog mene Dialogue: 0,0:03:56.88,0:03:59.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kao što to mnogi učitelji rade\Ns učenicima kao što sam bila ja. Dialogue: 0,0:04:01.67,0:04:03.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,On nije bio takav. Dialogue: 0,0:04:03.50,0:04:07.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Bio je pun suosjećanja Dialogue: 0,0:04:07.21,0:04:09.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i bio je susretljiv. Dialogue: 0,0:04:09.92,0:04:12.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zbog toga sam mu bila zahvalna. Dialogue: 0,0:04:12.79,0:04:17.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Vidio me kao umornu i iscrpljenu \Nšestogodišnjakinju. Dialogue: 0,0:04:17.71,0:04:20.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nije me tjerao da odmor provodim vani, Dialogue: 0,0:04:20.58,0:04:22.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,već mi je dozvolio da unutra spavam, Dialogue: 0,0:04:22.88,0:04:25.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jer je znao da trebam odmor. Dialogue: 0,0:04:27.21,0:04:30.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Umjesto da je sjedio s ostalim učiteljima\Nza vrijeme ručka, Dialogue: 0,0:04:30.88,0:04:34.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,sjedio je s učenicima za našim stolom. Dialogue: 0,0:04:34.33,0:04:38.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Poticao je mene i drugu djecu na razgovor. Dialogue: 0,0:04:39.96,0:04:42.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kada se prisjetim toga, Dialogue: 0,0:04:42.38,0:04:43.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to je radio s razlogom. Dialogue: 0,0:04:43.79,0:04:47.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Slušao je, postavljao je pitanja. Dialogue: 0,0:04:47.12,0:04:50.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Morao je saznati što se događa. Dialogue: 0,0:04:51.00,0:04:53.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Uspostavio je odnos sa mnom. Dialogue: 0,0:04:53.92,0:04:56.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Dobio je moje povjerenje. Dialogue: 0,0:04:56.58,0:04:57.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Polako, ali sigurno, Dialogue: 0,0:04:57.88,0:05:00.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,zidovi koje sam izgradila Dialogue: 0,0:05:00.46,0:05:02.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,počeli su se rušiti. Dialogue: 0,0:05:02.42,0:05:06.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Shvatila sam da on nije negativac. Dialogue: 0,0:05:08.92,0:05:13.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Znam da je mislio\Nda nije mogao učiniti dovoljno. Dialogue: 0,0:05:15.00,0:05:19.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To znam jer je odlučio \Npričati s mojom majkom. Dialogue: 0,0:05:19.54,0:05:21.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Dobio je njeno dopuštenje Dialogue: 0,0:05:21.62,0:05:25.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da posjećujem školsku pedagoginju, Dialogue: 0,0:05:25.29,0:05:26.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,gđu McFadyen. Dialogue: 0,0:05:28.00,0:05:30.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Gđi McFadyen sam odlazila\Njednom ili dva puta tjedno Dialogue: 0,0:05:30.83,0:05:32.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,iduće dvije godine. Dialogue: 0,0:05:32.96,0:05:34.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Potrajalo je. Dialogue: 0,0:05:35.88,0:05:37.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,U tom joj periodu Dialogue: 0,0:05:37.17,0:05:39.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nikada nisam spomenula zlostavljanje Dialogue: 0,0:05:39.54,0:05:42.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jer je to bila tajna. Dialogue: 0,0:05:42.21,0:05:44.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nisam smjela reći. Dialogue: 0,0:05:44.46,0:05:46.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ona je shvatila, znam da jest, Dialogue: 0,0:05:47.00,0:05:50.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jer je sve što je radila sa mnom Dialogue: 0,0:05:50.42,0:05:53.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,vodilo tome da postanem jača\Ni da naučim izražavati svoje stavove. Dialogue: 0,0:05:54.96,0:05:57.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Naučila me kako kroz mentalne slike Dialogue: 0,0:05:57.71,0:06:00.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,prebroditi strahove. Dialogue: 0,0:06:00.58,0:06:02.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Naučila me kako metodama disanja Dialogue: 0,0:06:02.62,0:06:05.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,olakšati napadaje tjeskobe Dialogue: 0,0:06:05.42,0:06:08.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,koje sam imala tako često. Dialogue: 0,0:06:08.08,0:06:10.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sa mnom je glumila. Dialogue: 0,0:06:11.04,0:06:12.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Potrudila se naučiti me Dialogue: 0,0:06:12.33,0:06:16.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da se izborim za sebe. Dialogue: 0,0:06:17.25,0:06:18.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Došao je dan Dialogue: 0,0:06:18.83,0:06:21.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kada sam bila u sobi\Nsa svojim zlostavljačem Dialogue: 0,0:06:21.38,0:06:23.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i još jednom odraslom osobom. Dialogue: 0,0:06:23.88,0:06:25.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Tada sam rekla istinu. Dialogue: 0,0:06:27.21,0:06:29.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Izrazila sam\Nda proživljavam zlostavljanje. Dialogue: 0,0:06:30.79,0:06:34.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Odmah, moj je zlostavljač sve porekao, Dialogue: 0,0:06:34.88,0:06:37.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a osoba kojoj sam rekla Dialogue: 0,0:06:37.92,0:06:40.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nije znala kako se nositi\Ns takvom pričom Dialogue: 0,0:06:40.71,0:06:43.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,koju sam upravo ispričala. Dialogue: 0,0:06:43.58,0:06:47.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Bilo je jednostavnije \Nvjerovati zlostavljaču, Dialogue: 0,0:06:47.25,0:06:48.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a ne djetetu. Dialogue: 0,0:06:50.21,0:06:54.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Rečeno mi je da to više ne spominjem. Dialogue: 0,0:06:55.17,0:06:59.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zbog priznanja sam se osjećala\Nkao da sam nešto zgriješila, opet. Dialogue: 0,0:07:01.38,0:07:03.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Bilo je užasno. Dialogue: 0,0:07:05.25,0:07:06.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Znate što? Dialogue: 0,0:07:06.54,0:07:08.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,U cijeloj toj priči ima i nešto dobro. Dialogue: 0,0:07:08.42,0:07:11.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Moj je zlostavljač znao\Nda više neću šutjeti. Dialogue: 0,0:07:13.12,0:07:15.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Više nije imao moć. Dialogue: 0,0:07:15.25,0:07:18.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zlostavljanje je prestalo. Dialogue: 0,0:07:18.62,0:07:25.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Pljesak) Dialogue: 0,0:07:25.50,0:07:27.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sram Dialogue: 0,0:07:27.71,0:07:31.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i strah da će se sve ponoviti Dialogue: 0,0:07:31.12,0:07:32.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,su ostali. Dialogue: 0,0:07:32.58,0:07:34.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Pratili su me Dialogue: 0,0:07:34.79,0:07:37.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,brojnih nadolazećih godina. Dialogue: 0,0:07:39.58,0:07:42.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,G. Randolph i gđa McFadyen Dialogue: 0,0:07:42.92,0:07:45.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,pomogli su mi da se izrazim. Dialogue: 0,0:07:47.88,0:07:52.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Pomogli su mi pronaći \Nsvjetlo na kraju tunela. Dialogue: 0,0:07:53.67,0:07:54.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Znate što? Dialogue: 0,0:07:54.96,0:07:58.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Brojna djeca nisu moje sreće. Dialogue: 0,0:07:58.12,0:08:01.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sjede u vašim učionicama. Dialogue: 0,0:08:01.21,0:08:04.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zato vam se danas obraćam. Dialogue: 0,0:08:04.83,0:08:06.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Da shvatite Dialogue: 0,0:08:06.96,0:08:10.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i sami počnete postavljati pitanja\Nkoja netko mora postaviti. Dialogue: 0,0:08:10.88,0:08:13.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Da počnete paziti na te učenike Dialogue: 0,0:08:13.83,0:08:18.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i pomognete im da se pronađu. Dialogue: 0,0:08:19.58,0:08:21.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Radim u vrtiću Dialogue: 0,0:08:21.67,0:08:23.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i na početku svake školske godine Dialogue: 0,0:08:23.58,0:08:28.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,djeci dam zadatak\Nda naprave biografske kutije. Dialogue: 0,0:08:28.21,0:08:30.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ovo je dvoje mojih učenika. Dialogue: 0,0:08:30.62,0:08:32.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Potičem ih Dialogue: 0,0:08:32.54,0:08:36.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da kutije ispune nečime što opisuje njih Dialogue: 0,0:08:36.29,0:08:37.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i njihov život. Dialogue: 0,0:08:37.58,0:08:40.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ono što im je važno, znate? Dialogue: 0,0:08:40.50,0:08:42.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ukrašuju ih, Dialogue: 0,0:08:42.08,0:08:44.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,zaista si uzmu vremena. Dialogue: 0,0:08:44.25,0:08:48.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ispune ih \Nslikama obitelji i kućnih ljubimaca. Dialogue: 0,0:08:48.79,0:08:52.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To mogu pokazati meni i razredu. Dialogue: 0,0:08:53.33,0:08:56.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ja ih tada aktivno slušam. Dialogue: 0,0:08:57.42,0:08:59.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ono što kažu, Dialogue: 0,0:08:59.92,0:09:03.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,njihovi izrazi lica, Dialogue: 0,0:09:03.04,0:09:06.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,sve što ne izraze, Dialogue: 0,0:09:06.71,0:09:09.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,može biti znak za uzbunu. Dialogue: 0,0:09:09.33,0:09:13.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To pomaže meni\Nda otkrijem njihove potrebe, Dialogue: 0,0:09:13.12,0:09:15.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da shvatim što ih pokreće Dialogue: 0,0:09:15.92,0:09:19.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i što potiče njihovo ponašanje. Dialogue: 0,0:09:20.38,0:09:22.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kako mogu biti bolja učiteljica Dialogue: 0,0:09:22.79,0:09:24.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,slušajući ih kada pričaju? Dialogue: 0,0:09:26.08,0:09:29.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Odvajam vrijeme \Nkako bih razvila odnos s njima Dialogue: 0,0:09:29.46,0:09:31.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kao što je g. Randolph to radio sa mnom. Dialogue: 0,0:09:31.79,0:09:33.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sjedim s njima za vrijeme ručka, Dialogue: 0,0:09:33.38,0:09:36.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,pričam s njima za vrijeme odmora, Dialogue: 0,0:09:36.33,0:09:38.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,gledam njihove utakmice kada je vikend, Dialogue: 0,0:09:39.00,0:09:41.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,gledam njihove plesne nastupe. Dialogue: 0,0:09:41.12,0:09:43.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Dio sam njihovog života. Dialogue: 0,0:09:43.58,0:09:46.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To radim jer samo tako\Nmogu upoznati učenike. Dialogue: 0,0:09:47.00,0:09:50.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Moram postati dio njihova života. Dialogue: 0,0:09:51.46,0:09:54.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Znam da neki od vas \Npredaju u osnovnoj školi Dialogue: 0,0:09:54.25,0:09:56.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i u srednjoj školi Dialogue: 0,0:09:56.12,0:09:58.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i mislite da ta djeca Dialogue: 0,0:09:58.92,0:10:02.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,već znaju tko su, razvila su se. Dialogue: 0,0:10:02.17,0:10:05.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mislite da su autonomni. Dialogue: 0,0:10:05.04,0:10:06.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ne dajte se zavarati. Dialogue: 0,0:10:06.92,0:10:09.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Djeca koja se čine iznimno pribranima Dialogue: 0,0:10:09.58,0:10:14.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,često najviše trebaju pomoć. Dialogue: 0,0:10:14.04,0:10:15.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kada biste prelistali \Ngodišnjak mojih učenika, Dialogue: 0,0:10:15.83,0:10:18.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,našli biste me na gotovo svakoj stranici Dialogue: 0,0:10:18.08,0:10:22.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jer sam bila uključena u sve. Dialogue: 0,0:10:22.50,0:10:24.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Čak sam vozila školski autobus. Dialogue: 0,0:10:24.17,0:10:25.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Smijeh) Dialogue: 0,0:10:25.58,0:10:27.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ja sam bila onaj učenik Dialogue: 0,0:10:27.38,0:10:30.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kojeg su učitelji vidjeli\Nkao uspješnog pojedinca, Dialogue: 0,0:10:30.12,0:10:31.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,popularnu osobu Dialogue: 0,0:10:31.67,0:10:34.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i onu koja je smirena. Dialogue: 0,0:10:34.96,0:10:37.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ljudi, zapravo sam bila izgubljena. Dialogue: 0,0:10:38.00,0:10:39.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Bila sam izgubljena. Dialogue: 0,0:10:39.42,0:10:42.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Htjela sam da me netko pita, Dialogue: 0,0:10:42.42,0:10:44.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,„Lisa, zašto si stalno ovdje, Dialogue: 0,0:10:44.54,0:10:48.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,zašto radiš sve to?" Dialogue: 0,0:10:48.50,0:10:50.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Jesu li se ikada pitali Dialogue: 0,0:10:50.71,0:10:52.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,bježim li od nekoga, Dialogue: 0,0:10:53.00,0:10:55.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,bježim li od nečega? Dialogue: 0,0:10:55.92,0:10:59.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zašto ne želim biti u svojoj zajednici Dialogue: 0,0:10:59.75,0:11:01.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ili u svom domu? Dialogue: 0,0:11:01.21,0:11:04.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zašto sam stalno htjela biti u školi? Dialogue: 0,0:11:05.38,0:11:07.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nitko me to nije pitao. Dialogue: 0,0:11:08.96,0:11:10.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nemojte me krivo shvatiti. Dialogue: 0,0:11:10.54,0:11:12.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Svi odlični učenici u vašim školama Dialogue: 0,0:11:12.75,0:11:16.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nisu žrtve zlostavljanja. Dialogue: 0,0:11:16.25,0:11:21.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Samo želim da odvojite malo vremena\Nza znatiželju. Dialogue: 0,0:11:21.25,0:11:23.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Pitajte ih zašto. Dialogue: 0,0:11:24.46,0:11:28.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Možda saznate \Nda za sve postoji razlog. Dialogue: 0,0:11:28.21,0:11:33.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Možda ćete vi biti razlog\Nzbog kojeg će oni nastaviti Dialogue: 0,0:11:33.50,0:11:36.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,s njihovom pričom. Dialogue: 0,0:11:37.21,0:11:39.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nemojte pretpostavljati Dialogue: 0,0:11:39.71,0:11:42.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da već znate kraj njihove priče. Dialogue: 0,0:11:42.62,0:11:46.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ne dodajte točke bez zareza. Dialogue: 0,0:11:46.33,0:11:47.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nastavite priču Dialogue: 0,0:11:47.88,0:11:52.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i pomozite im kako bi shvatili\Nda je čak i život obilježen traumom Dialogue: 0,0:11:52.50,0:11:55.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i dalje vrijedan. Dialogue: 0,0:11:56.21,0:11:59.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Njihova je priča vrijedna. Dialogue: 0,0:12:01.62,0:12:03.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kako biste to mogli učiniti, Dialogue: 0,0:12:03.96,0:12:09.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,mislim da i mi kao učitelji\Nmoramo prihvatiti svoje priče. Dialogue: 0,0:12:09.75,0:12:12.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Možda mnogi od vas sjedite ovdje Dialogue: 0,0:12:12.08,0:12:14.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i mislite, „Da. Dialogue: 0,0:12:15.54,0:12:17.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To se dogodilo meni, Dialogue: 0,0:12:17.50,0:12:20.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,no ne mogu to podijeliti." Dialogue: 0,0:12:20.17,0:12:21.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I to je u redu. Dialogue: 0,0:12:22.67,0:12:24.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I to će vrijeme doći. Dialogue: 0,0:12:24.54,0:12:27.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Tada ćete uistinu osjećati Dialogue: 0,0:12:27.58,0:12:31.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kao da je vrijeme da svoju bol Dialogue: 0,0:12:31.12,0:12:33.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,pretvorite u svrhu za budućnost. Dialogue: 0,0:12:33.92,0:12:36.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ta su djeca naša budućnost. Dialogue: 0,0:12:38.00,0:12:41.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Potičem vas\Nda počnete korak po korak. Dialogue: 0,0:12:41.42,0:12:43.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Popričajte s nekime. Dialogue: 0,0:12:43.58,0:12:46.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Pokažite volju i otvorenost. Dialogue: 0,0:12:48.04,0:12:51.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Krug mog života zatvorio se Dialogue: 0,0:12:51.62,0:12:54.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,u proljeće 2018. Dialogue: 0,0:12:54.67,0:12:56.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kada su me pozvali da držim govor Dialogue: 0,0:12:56.33,0:12:59.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,skupini neiskusnih učitelja i mentora. Dialogue: 0,0:13:00.00,0:13:03.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ispričala sam im svoju priču,\Nkao i vama danas, Dialogue: 0,0:13:03.29,0:13:06.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,te mi je nakon govora prišla gospođa. Dialogue: 0,0:13:07.33,0:13:12.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Oči su joj bile pune suza\Nte mi je tiho rekla, „Hvala vam. Dialogue: 0,0:13:12.21,0:13:14.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Hvala na priči. Dialogue: 0,0:13:14.67,0:13:18.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Jedva čekam svom ocu prepričati Dialogue: 0,0:13:18.58,0:13:20.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,što sam danas čula." Dialogue: 0,0:13:21.62,0:13:25.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Primijetila je da me zbunila Dialogue: 0,0:13:25.12,0:13:28.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jer je zatim rekla, Dialogue: 0,0:13:28.12,0:13:30.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,„G. Randolph je moj otac." Dialogue: 0,0:13:30.33,0:13:32.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Ganutost) Dialogue: 0,0:13:32.67,0:13:36.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,„Često se pita: Dialogue: 0,0:13:36.58,0:13:38.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Je li utjecao na nekoga? Dialogue: 0,0:13:39.83,0:13:41.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Danas mogu otići kući i reći mu, Dialogue: 0,0:13:42.00,0:13:44.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,'Svakako si utjecao na nekoga.'" Dialogue: 0,0:13:45.83,0:13:47.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Izniman dar. Dialogue: 0,0:13:47.58,0:13:49.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Izniman dar. Dialogue: 0,0:13:49.62,0:13:51.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To me potaklo Dialogue: 0,0:13:51.21,0:13:54.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da kontaktiram kćer gđe McFadyen Dialogue: 0,0:13:54.25,0:13:56.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i da joj kažem Dialogue: 0,0:13:56.21,0:13:59.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kako je gđa McFadyen utjecala na mene. Dialogue: 0,0:13:59.54,0:14:01.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Htjela sam da zna Dialogue: 0,0:14:01.38,0:14:04.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da se zalažem\Nza izdvajanje više sredstava Dialogue: 0,0:14:04.25,0:14:07.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,za školske pedagoge,\Nsocijalne radnike, Dialogue: 0,0:14:07.50,0:14:09.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,psihologe i medicinske sestre Dialogue: 0,0:14:09.42,0:14:13.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jer su oni ključni \Nza mentalno i tjelesno zdravlje Dialogue: 0,0:14:13.88,0:14:15.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,naše djece. Dialogue: 0,0:14:15.75,0:14:17.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zahvalna sam gđi McFadyen. Dialogue: 0,0:14:17.75,0:14:22.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Pljesak) Dialogue: 0,0:14:22.17,0:14:24.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Netko je rekao Dialogue: 0,0:14:24.96,0:14:27.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da je za izlazak iz tmine Dialogue: 0,0:14:27.67,0:14:29.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,potrebno svjetlo. Dialogue: 0,0:14:30.79,0:14:33.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Danas, nadam se da ćete odavde izaći Dialogue: 0,0:14:34.00,0:14:38.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i pronaći nekog kome ćete biti svjetlo. Dialogue: 0,0:14:38.29,0:14:40.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ne samo zbog učenika, Dialogue: 0,0:14:40.04,0:14:43.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,već i zbog odraslih u vašim učionicama, Dialogue: 0,0:14:43.25,0:14:45.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,u vašim školama i u vašim zajednicama. Dialogue: 0,0:14:46.67,0:14:49.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Imate dar Dialogue: 0,0:14:49.67,0:14:52.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da nekoga vodite Dialogue: 0,0:14:53.29,0:14:55.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kroz traumatična iskustva Dialogue: 0,0:14:55.83,0:14:59.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i potaknete ih da podijele svoju priču. Dialogue: 0,0:14:59.96,0:15:01.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Hvala vam. Dialogue: 0,0:15:01.25,0:15:07.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Pljesak)