0:04:06.813,0:04:08.804 You sewed a new bag[br]for your lunch-box! 0:04:08.915,0:04:10.280 Yeah, yesterday. 0:04:10.383,0:04:11.509 It's so cute! 0:04:11.618,0:04:12.778 You're never idle. 0:04:12.885,0:04:16.082 - We should all make one.[br]- Sure. 0:04:16.189,0:04:19.886 Oh, Watanabe, that's so tacky! 0:04:19.993,0:04:21.483 You think so? 0:04:23.329,0:04:25.024 I'm jealous. 0:04:25.131,0:04:26.496 Of what? 0:04:26.599,0:04:27.691 You have a skill. 0:04:27.800,0:04:30.200 It's not that much of a skill. 0:04:30.303,0:04:34.103 Sure it is! You can make[br]a living doing that. 0:04:34.507,0:04:36.702 You're going to study[br]dressmaking... 0:04:36.809,0:04:38.538 Well, yeah... 0:04:39.312,0:04:41.542 You've thought about[br]your future... 0:04:43.650,0:04:45.709 l want to get married. 0:04:46.052,0:04:48.953 - Yuck! That's gross![br]- Sorry! 0:04:49.455,0:04:53.050 - What the...[br]- But did you hear what she said? 0:04:53.159,0:04:55.150 It's not that strange. 0:04:55.261,0:04:59.823 Things are just so easy when[br]you get married after graduation. 0:05:00.366,0:05:04.393 Hey... that's Endo. 0:05:05.772,0:05:07.763 Who's Endo? 0:05:08.574,0:05:09.666 She's in our class. 0:05:09.776,0:05:12.870 And you don't even know her name! 0:05:13.780,0:05:16.772 But I've never talked to her.[br]You forget. 0:05:17.483,0:05:19.280 Where's she going? 0:05:23.523,0:05:25.491 The nurse's office? 0:05:26.292,0:05:27.816 Is she sick? 0:05:28.094,0:05:29.994 Or faking it. 0:05:36.436,0:05:39.030 Ah! I remember now! 0:05:39.405,0:05:42.704 She was suspended from[br]school last year, wasn't she? 0:05:43.343,0:05:46.938 It'd be hard to talk to someone[br]who that happened to. 0:05:48.414,0:05:53.408 But you know, she's got guts.[br]Most people would've quit for good. 0:05:56.322,0:05:58.449 Time to go. 0:05:58.558,0:06:00.788 Hey, wait a minute! 0:06:12.472,0:06:13.996 Oh, thanks. 0:06:18.678,0:06:19.610 Here. 0:06:22.782,0:06:24.181 - Thanks.[br]- OK. 0:06:35.995,0:06:37.428 There you go. 0:06:44.137,0:06:45.502 - And yours.[br]- Thanks. 0:06:51.344,0:06:53.005 Mmm! 0:06:54.046,0:06:56.708 As if we didn't eat this[br]every day! 0:08:27.306,0:08:31.265 'As the industrial Revolution[br]of the 18th century... 0:08:31.577,0:08:37.174 '...is an event said to be the greatest[br]such revolution in human history... 0:08:38.017,0:08:42.578 '...it has had a vast[br]historical influence. 0:08:42.822,0:08:49.887 'First it ensured the establishment[br]of a capitalist society. 0:08:50.196,0:08:54.189 'There are two more points[br]to note here, the first being... 0:08:54.600,0:08:59.902 '...the "factory-production system",[br]or "manufacturing".' 0:09:01.774,0:09:03.435 Miss Kirishima... 0:09:07.046,0:09:09.241 Am l keeping you awake? 0:09:11.350,0:09:14.285 You won't learn if you're[br]asleep, will you? 0:09:16.255,0:09:17.847 I wasn't asleep. 0:09:19.158,0:09:23.754 Then will you continue reading[br]from where l left off please? 0:09:29.268,0:09:34.900 You can't? That's because[br]you're always falling asleep. 0:09:36.075,0:09:37.667 'The second point: 0:09:37.810,0:09:45.376 'Manufacturing replaced agriculture[br]as the focus of social production. 0:09:45.518,0:09:49.978 'As a result, the capitalist[br]owners of large factories... 0:09:50.089,0:09:53.388 '...became a ruling class.' 0:09:53.893,0:09:56.794 We'll stop here for today. 0:11:22.014,0:11:23.606 I know. 0:11:31.157,0:11:33.125 You weren't sleeping. 0:12:22.708,0:12:24.403 I brought Endo. 0:12:26.746,0:12:28.304 You can sit here. 0:12:44.130,0:12:47.224 Endo... where do you usually[br]eat lunch? 0:12:47.533,0:12:48.557 Huh? 0:12:48.734,0:12:50.565 You're never around. 0:12:50.669,0:12:56.574 With a girl from the next class[br]who was in Grade 11 with me. 0:12:56.842,0:12:58.173 You go in there? 0:12:58.277,0:12:59.369 Yeah. 0:12:59.545,0:13:02.275 I went at the start of the year,[br]and l just kept going back. 0:13:05.084,0:13:06.779 You always bring sandwiches? 0:13:07.386,0:13:11.083 My mother slept in today,[br]so she couldn't do rice for me. 0:13:12.291,0:13:17.285 I know what you mean.[br]My mum does that all the time. 0:13:17.596,0:13:22.693 I make sure l get up for school.[br]l wish she'd do her job, too. 0:13:23.335,0:13:29.706 Once l had to buy a convenience-store[br]lunch and sneak it into my lunch-box. 0:13:29.809,0:13:30.798 That's terrible! 0:13:30.910,0:13:33.902 - Yeah![br]- I was in tears over it. 0:13:37.149,0:13:40.641 So you laugh sometimes, Endo... 0:13:41.020,0:13:42.317 What does that mean? 0:14:45.317,0:14:46.341 Here. 0:14:56.829,0:14:59.263 Mum's making a rice pilaf. 0:15:00.299,0:15:01.857 You'll stay to eat? 0:15:02.067,0:15:04.365 I've never had a rice pilaf. 0:15:05.471,0:15:07.666 - Never?[br]- No. 0:15:08.173,0:15:10.300 My mother doesn't make it. 0:15:10.976,0:15:14.434 Then take some with you.[br]Mum always makes lots. 0:15:14.480,0:15:15.572 OK. 0:15:16.282,0:15:21.618 She never makes anything[br]with garlic in it. She hates it. 0:15:22.187,0:15:25.384 Not even in gyoza dumplings[br]or spaghetti. 0:15:27.393,0:15:29.588 Each to their taste, l guess. 0:15:29.695,0:15:32.129 I guess so. 0:16:06.865,0:16:09.766 Are you shocked? 0:16:10.869,0:16:16.774 No. l was admiring the way[br]you struck the match. 0:16:22.381,0:16:23.814 Won't you get caught? 0:16:24.583,0:16:26.175 She knows. 0:16:27.286,0:16:30.084 I still don't do it[br]in front of her. 0:16:31.690,0:16:37.925 Once she called me and l panicked[br]and threw one in the rubbish bin. 0:16:38.197,0:16:39.630 It caught fire. 0:16:40.599,0:16:42.032 Stupid! 0:16:48.741,0:16:53.303 Hey, I'm sorry about today. 0:16:54.213,0:16:55.646 About what? 0:16:56.615,0:16:59.982 Everyone asking you[br]all those questions. 0:17:00.753,0:17:03.381 That didn't bother me. 0:17:04.390,0:17:05.755 Why should it? 0:17:07.760,0:17:10.194 That's OK, then. 0:17:13.598,0:17:16.864 That sweet-bean pancake[br]was good, out there on the roof. 0:17:17.269,0:17:19.896 Yeah, it was. 0:17:30.282,0:17:32.614 You've got a lot of CDs. 0:17:34.553,0:17:36.111 I'll lend you one. 0:17:49.935,0:17:54.497 This one's good. Aztec Camera.[br]Do you know them? 0:17:56.809,0:17:58.208 No. 0:18:09.455,0:18:12.754 Can I look at this book? 0:18:14.259,0:18:16.659 Sure, go ahead. 0:18:41.086,0:18:44.180 So you like art? 0:18:46.525,0:18:48.618 Sort of, l guess. 0:18:50.796,0:18:53.390 It relaxes me. 0:19:01.540,0:19:03.030 Hey, Endo... 0:19:05.377,0:19:06.969 ...um... 0:19:11.783,0:19:15.048 No, it's nothing. Forget it. 0:19:15.154,0:19:17.452 What? Tell me. 0:19:17.556,0:19:19.751 It's OK. Another time. 0:19:20.259,0:19:22.386 - Tell me![br]- No. 0:19:22.494,0:19:25.190 What is it? Tell me! 0:19:25.297,0:19:27.356 - Nothing.[br]- What? 0:20:08.106,0:20:09.801 Kayako! 0:20:11.810,0:20:14.005 Wash the dishes! 0:20:15.614,0:20:17.013 Later. 0:20:17.115,0:20:19.447 You'll forget! 0:20:21.753,0:20:23.448 I'll do it! 0:21:35.227,0:21:36.216 'Morning. 0:21:36.328,0:21:37.625 'Morning. 0:21:39.731,0:21:41.358 Did you listen to the CD? 0:21:41.466,0:21:44.629 Uh... yeah. 0:21:45.337,0:21:46.736 How was it? 0:21:52.477,0:21:55.878 It's in English.[br]l didn't really understand it. 0:21:56.982,0:21:58.449 Oh. 0:22:03.989,0:22:06.981 Sorry. l haven't listened to it yet. 0:22:07.092,0:22:10.721 Oh, sorry. l shouldn't rush you. 0:22:15.400,0:22:17.800 Can l keep it a bit longer? 0:22:18.003,0:22:20.301 Sure you can. 0:22:47.833,0:22:50.028 'Morning! 0:23:08.887,0:23:10.286 'Morning. 0:23:10.789,0:23:12.120 Oh, hi. 0:23:12.224,0:23:13.816 I'm glad l saw you. 0:23:15.293,0:23:17.284 I've had this CD of yours[br]for ages now. 0:23:17.396,0:23:19.796 Sorry about that.[br]I'm done with it now. 0:23:20.399,0:23:21.195 How was it? 0:23:21.299,0:23:24.598 Great! I love it. 0:23:24.703,0:23:27.297 I'll give you something[br]harder next time, then. 0:23:27.406,0:23:28.737 I can't wait. 0:23:29.841,0:23:33.333 Nakano... this is Kirishima.[br]She's in my class. 0:23:35.213,0:23:36.942 The lunch group? 0:23:37.048,0:23:38.413 Yeah, that's right. 0:23:38.617,0:23:42.451 This is Nakano. Last year[br]we were in the same class. 0:23:42.821,0:23:44.651 What a relief. 0:23:44.756,0:23:48.817 I was worried you weren't[br]making any friends in your class. 0:23:48.927,0:23:50.519 Don't say that! 0:23:50.829,0:23:53.559 Well, it's true! 0:23:54.332,0:23:57.324 I know, I'll put some songs[br]on a tape for you. 0:23:57.436,0:23:59.370 OK, great. 0:23:59.538,0:24:03.065 Lately I've been listening[br]to some French stuff. 0:24:04.075,0:24:06.475 Great. Put it on a mini-disc. 0:24:06.578,0:24:08.011 I don't have one. 0:24:08.113,0:24:11.810 I wonder if my[br]cassette-player still works... 0:24:11.917,0:24:13.714 Make it work! 0:24:13.819,0:24:15.514 Oh, sure. 0:24:25.330,0:24:31.235 Kayako... I'm calling those guys[br]about that party. Want to come? 0:24:31.403,0:24:33.496 Well... 0:24:33.605,0:24:38.406 I'm supposed to call about 5.[br]Can you hang out till then? 0:24:48.019,0:24:49.043 OK? 0:26:08.667,0:26:10.191 You OK? 0:26:10.502,0:26:13.062 Yeah. I feel better. 0:26:14.606,0:26:18.064 What do you think of[br]that guy Mizuuchi? 0:26:18.276,0:26:19.208 Him? 0:26:19.311,0:26:22.405 I think he's cool. 0:26:23.181,0:26:24.512 Yeah?[br]177[br]00:26:24,616--> 00:26:27,517[br]I like guys like that. 0:26:29.888,0:26:33.289 But I'm glad you came. 0:26:33.692,0:26:35.990 I didn't think you would. 0:26:37.095,0:26:38.790 No, l wanted to come. 0:26:39.097,0:26:41.930 You hang out with Endo[br]so much now... 0:27:00.552,0:27:01.541 What? 0:27:22.407,0:27:25.205 Let's lose these guys. OK? 0:27:26.878,0:27:29.005 The next corner... 0:27:40.191,0:27:42.625 I shouldn't run when I'm drunk. 0:27:46.297,0:27:51.530 Can you believe a girl[br]getting drunk like that? 0:27:57.409,0:28:00.276 It's just not cool. 0:28:02.981,0:28:04.744 Don't you think? 0:28:10.655,0:28:13.055 Unbelievable, huh. 0:28:21.766,0:28:26.999 Why did you keep glaring[br]at me like that? 0:28:30.475,0:28:31.874 I wasn't. 0:28:32.510,0:28:35.604 She talks! 0:28:40.885,0:28:44.184 I was beginning to think[br]you couldn't. 0:28:53.932,0:28:58.335 You're not a virgin, are you? 0:29:12.383,0:29:14.248 How was the party? 0:29:16.688,0:29:18.155 I'm exhausted. 0:29:18.857,0:29:21.155 So's Watanabe, l hear. 0:29:22.961,0:29:25.657 She got a bit drunk. 0:29:26.464,0:29:28.659 She says she doesn't remember. 0:29:28.867,0:29:30.266 Wow! 0:29:32.771,0:29:35.171 So you can drink? 0:29:35.573,0:29:37.165 Not that much. 0:29:37.275,0:29:39.300 Come drinking with me, then. 0:29:39.677,0:29:41.907 Ice cream's fine. 0:29:55.426,0:29:56.688 Oh, yeah... 0:29:56.795,0:30:01.289 Nakano said she saw you[br]this morning and called to you... 0:30:01.900,0:30:04.698 ...and you gave her a dirty look. 0:30:05.003,0:30:06.994 I don't think she meant it though. 0:30:07.739,0:30:09.229 Did I? 0:30:11.743,0:30:14.837 I've never seen you[br]give anyone a dirty look. 0:30:33.531,0:30:37.865 Those Cezannes are good,[br]aren't they? 0:30:38.469,0:30:39.629 Yeah. 0:30:41.639,0:30:45.336 I like table-tops[br]better than mountains. 0:30:46.244,0:30:47.768 Still-lifes? 0:30:52.884,0:30:54.545 So do I. 0:30:57.155,0:31:01.785 But if you like it,[br]it must be good. 0:31:06.531,0:31:11.901 I know! I've got a dress[br]l don't wear. Do you want it? 0:31:13.238,0:31:17.197 I bought it last year,[br]but it's too cute for me. 0:31:17.308,0:31:18.502 But not for me? 0:31:18.610,0:31:19.804 Well, yeah. 0:31:19.911,0:31:23.312 I think it'd suit you.[br]Stand up for a minute. 0:31:34.225,0:31:37.422 It comes down to about here. 0:31:39.330,0:31:41.958 I can get Sumi to adjust it. 0:31:42.066,0:31:44.364 Let's do that. 0:32:26.010,0:32:28.604 What are you doing[br]after high school? 0:32:29.047,0:32:30.412 When we graduate? 0:32:33.718,0:32:38.621 I haven't thought about it.[br]How about you? 0:32:40.158,0:32:42.251 I haven't, either. 0:32:43.161,0:32:47.655 I told the teacher I'd go[br]to a college around here. 0:32:50.234,0:32:55.831 I haven't said anything.[br]I haven't the faintest idea. 0:32:59.677,0:33:02.976 A local college is[br]the easiest thing to do. 0:33:03.982,0:33:07.418 And my parents would like that. 0:33:09.387,0:33:11.412 Do you worry about them? 0:33:13.124,0:33:18.721 Not so much "worry". l don't want[br]to cause them any trouble. 0:33:28.406,0:33:29.634 What? 0:33:32.143,0:33:33.906 What is it? 0:33:34.645,0:33:35.805 It's just... 0:33:35.947,0:33:39.542 ...l feel like you'll be[br]going a long way away. 0:33:40.218,0:33:43.119 What do you mean?[br]I'll be right here. 0:33:43.421,0:33:44.945 Yeah, but... 0:33:46.924,0:33:49.916 Why don't we go to[br]the same place? 0:33:52.230,0:33:54.027 That's an idea... 0:33:54.665,0:33:56.064 Let's do that. 0:33:59.270,0:34:02.171 And take what?[br]I'm no good at English. 0:34:03.007,0:34:05.976 Who cares, as long as it's[br]the same college? 0:34:07.211,0:34:08.768 I do. 0:34:10.415,0:34:12.382 You're hopeless! 0:34:15.887,0:34:17.114 I know. 0:34:17.321,0:34:19.585 Why don't you spend a night[br]at my place when the term ends? 0:34:19.690,0:34:23.284 My parents go away a lot.[br]Bring underwear. 0:34:23.928,0:34:25.395 Why? 0:34:25.897,0:34:28.889 'Cause I'm not lending you panties! 0:35:26.591,0:35:28.024 Kayako... 0:35:29.694,0:35:32.219 Did you go to a hotel[br]with Mizuuchi? 0:35:32.797,0:35:33.786 Huh? 0:35:35.099,0:35:38.796 One of the guys said so.[br]Is it true? 0:35:42.306,0:35:46.504 When l told you l liked him[br]you didn't say anything. 0:35:49.647,0:35:51.740 I think that's awful! 0:35:54.218,0:35:55.651 It's low! 0:35:58.022,0:36:00.183 It's sleazy! 0:36:29.921,0:36:31.183 Let's get off. 0:39:04.241,0:39:08.234 Sometimes l hang out here[br]on my way home. 0:39:11.782,0:39:17.084 After school l don't want[br]to go home... 0:39:18.155,0:39:20.453 ...but there's nowhere to go. 0:39:31.702,0:39:34.762 I want a cigarette. 0:39:38.876,0:39:43.370 That was really something![br]Just like a soap opera. 0:39:45.616,0:39:48.176 Anyway, who cares? 0:40:02.700,0:40:08.036 If you like a guy,[br]what are you going to do? 0:40:11.509,0:40:13.204 I don't like him. 0:40:14.512,0:40:17.913 Then why did you go with him? 0:40:27.224,0:40:28.714 That's weird. 0:40:32.463,0:40:34.124 Did something happen? 0:40:47.745,0:40:49.076 It's just... 0:40:53.350,0:40:54.840 ...that I... 0:40:58.389,0:41:00.118 ...like you. 0:41:42.733,0:41:44.257 Kirishima! 0:42:02.786,0:42:07.018 Does that mean[br]what I think it does? 0:42:12.496,0:42:14.430 Then I'm glad. 0:42:28.045,0:42:30.036 Are you crying again? 0:43:27.504,0:43:29.199 I mean it. 0:44:09.380,0:44:10.904 Endo... 0:44:12.316,0:44:13.681 Yeah? 0:44:16.520,0:44:18.613 ...do you like being with me? 0:44:22.092,0:44:23.719 Yes, l do. 0:44:27.031,0:44:29.295 Why do you ask? 0:44:31.101,0:44:32.932 I don't know. 0:44:38.809,0:44:44.338 I like it. I'm happy. 0:44:49.920,0:44:52.514 You're the one who came... 0:44:56.326,0:44:58.123 ...and found me. 0:45:08.872,0:45:11.568 I ate too much! 0:45:11.709,0:45:13.505 I'm stuffed. 0:45:14.211,0:45:15.872 We made too much. 0:45:15.979,0:45:17.674 But we ate it. 0:45:21.018,0:45:23.077 You can cook. 0:45:23.987,0:45:26.979 You use everything[br]in the fridge. 0:45:27.891,0:45:29.825 I cook at home. 0:45:32.329,0:45:34.297 You live with your mum? 0:45:35.833,0:45:39.894 And my younger brother.[br]So l do housework, too. 0:45:42.005,0:45:43.802 You cook every day? 0:45:44.208,0:45:45.505 No. 0:45:45.843,0:45:48.403 We buy a lot of meals[br]at the convenience store. 0:45:52.850,0:45:55.717 But Mum makes my school lunch. 0:45:56.954,0:46:03.291 I leave first, but she gets up,[br]makes my lunch and goes back to bed. 0:46:04.294,0:46:05.591 Wow! 0:46:06.964,0:46:11.663 I don't know why. Maybe she[br]feels guilty about having to work. 0:46:13.170,0:46:16.469 I don't know why[br]she should, though. 0:46:23.914,0:46:29.079 You know what l want?[br]l want to get away from here. 0:46:30.020,0:46:31.180 You do? 0:46:31.889,0:46:32.981 Yeah. 0:46:34.625,0:46:36.388 Somewhere far away. 0:46:39.096,0:46:41.587 I know l talked about[br]college here... 0:46:43.433,0:46:48.996 ...but l want to go away.[br]Tokyo or somewhere. 0:46:55.813,0:46:57.804 It scares me, though. 0:47:27.678,0:47:30.169 Anywhere but here. 0:47:32.482,0:47:35.474 But there's nothing[br]l really want to do. 0:47:39.489,0:47:41.889 I don't amount to anything. 0:47:44.895,0:47:51.801 And it scares me to think[br]of leaving when I'm like that. 0:48:08.151,0:48:12.144 I don't believe that you[br]don't amount to anything. 0:48:15.759,0:48:20.753 You know all kinds of things,[br]music I've never heard of... 0:48:20.864,0:48:25.494 ...and books and things.[br]l really admire you. 0:48:28.071,0:48:30.403 I just know some stuff. 0:48:31.775,0:48:33.402 You think so? 0:48:36.880,0:48:40.577 I'd be you if l could. 0:48:42.286,0:48:44.982 Why? 0:48:46.089,0:48:47.784 How boring! 0:48:50.794,0:48:53.194 You'd be disappointed. 0:49:06.743,0:49:08.438 Have you... 0:49:09.546,0:49:10.740 Yeah? 0:49:11.949,0:49:14.474 ...ever been in an ambulance? 0:49:17.754,0:49:21.656 Have I what? 0:49:29.499,0:49:30.659 Yes. 0:49:33.570,0:49:36.664 Was that why[br]you were suspended? 0:49:46.383,0:49:50.786 Yes, it was. 0:49:54.925,0:49:58.827 So you knew about that? 0:50:02.299,0:50:03.823 I see. 0:50:18.015,0:50:19.505 I had... 0:50:23.453,0:50:25.421 ...an abortion. 0:50:29.726,0:50:31.421 In Grade 11. 0:50:34.331,0:50:36.765 I didn't tell anyone... 0:50:38.935,0:50:42.132 ...but the next day at school[br]I felt bad. 0:50:44.775,0:50:47.869 I bled all over the nurse's office. 0:50:50.047,0:50:56.646 They called an ambulance,[br]and everybody found out. 0:51:02.192,0:51:04.888 People know about me[br]being suspended... 0:51:06.396,0:51:09.593 ...but not many know[br]about the ambulance. 0:51:12.436,0:51:14.301 They didn't use the siren. 0:51:19.643,0:51:22.111 I'm surprised you knew. 0:51:28.819,0:51:30.218 Does it hurt? 0:51:32.722,0:51:34.212 An abortion? 0:51:41.832,0:51:44.528 You get an anesthetic. 0:51:47.437,0:51:51.669 But once it's over... 0:51:51.942,0:51:55.070 ...you get morning sickness... 0:51:57.380,0:52:02.784 ...then you feel like[br]you're all cleaned out. 0:52:08.191,0:52:10.386 I didn't like that feeling. 0:52:19.503,0:52:22.199 You still want to be with me? 0:52:24.908,0:52:26.307 Yes. 0:52:29.846,0:52:31.507 You're weird. 0:56:11.801,0:56:13.268 How are you? 0:56:14.871,0:56:18.170 I'm sorry. l guess[br]we got carried away. 0:56:28.084,0:56:30.314 I'm fine if l lay down. 0:56:32.222,0:56:33.985 Are you catching a cold? 0:56:36.092,0:56:37.616 Do you have a fever? 0:56:48.138,0:56:50.003 It's nothing. 0:56:52.542,0:56:54.134 I'm worried. 0:56:54.744,0:56:57.134 It's not your fault. 0:57:00.650,0:57:02.140 I'm sorry. 0:57:15.465,0:57:17.262 Oh, Kirishima... 0:57:24.174,0:57:25.664 Did l wake you? 0:57:25.975,0:57:27.203 Sorry. 0:57:27.777,0:57:29.369 I wasn't sleeping. 0:57:29.879,0:57:32.780 They said you were here. 0:57:33.183,0:57:34.582 Thanks for coming. 0:57:36.719,0:57:38.277 Kirishima... 0:57:40.890,0:57:47.385 ...could you leave me alone[br]with Nakano for a bit? 0:57:49.899,0:57:50.991 OK. 0:57:55.205,0:57:56.399 See you. 0:58:32.575,0:58:34.668 Endo's away, huh... 0:58:36.279,0:58:38.770 And it's the last day of term. 0:58:42.685,0:58:44.812 Is she sick a lot? 0:58:52.228,0:58:54.389 This might sound strange... 0:58:56.799,0:58:59.632 ...we can't divide up[br]the bean-pancake money. 0:59:01.738,0:59:05.538 When there were four of us,[br]it divided evenly. 0:59:06.142,0:59:10.340 When Endo came we were five,[br]and that was still all right. 0:59:11.247,0:59:14.739 But without you two,[br]it doesn't work. 0:59:16.386,0:59:22.256 I'm not complaining. It's just[br]something that always strikes me. 1:00:43.039,1:00:47.874 Oh, Mum! Summer vacation[br]starts today! 1:01:55.778,1:01:57.643 Kirishima! 1:02:19.202,1:02:23.400 It's so hot! 1:02:25.041,1:02:30.911 Grade 12s don't have to come[br]to practice, but l was worried. 1:02:31.347,1:02:32.712 Must be tough. 1:02:33.216,1:02:35.741 I should leave it to the Grade 11s. 1:02:41.924,1:02:44.119 Was her mother worried? 1:02:44.627,1:02:49.530 Maybe. She was talking so fast[br]l couldn't really understand her. 1:02:50.833,1:02:56.032 Endo's gone off to see a guy. 1:02:57.140,1:02:58.334 A guy? 1:02:58.741,1:02:59.833 Yeah. 1:03:00.777,1:03:05.214 Her old boyfriend.[br]You didn't know about him? 1:03:07.617,1:03:09.084 The abortion... 1:03:10.286,1:03:12.481 Oh, so you know. 1:03:13.623,1:03:16.888 Only that she got[br]suspended from school. 1:03:18.094,1:03:22.190 She was seeing a married man. 1:03:25.201,1:03:30.833 A year ago last spring we went[br]out on a class drinking party. 1:03:32.008,1:03:36.707 She got sick and threw up[br]in the mall... 1:03:37.113,1:03:40.708 ...right on this guy's clothes. 1:03:42.919,1:03:48.721 We all freaked.[br]We apologized like mad. 1:03:49.258,1:03:56.721 He put his finger down her throat[br]to help her bring everything up. 1:04:01.070,1:04:03.402 We thought he was a nice guy. 1:04:05.374,1:04:12.007 I didn't know, but Endo[br]got his name card. 1:04:12.682,1:04:16.618 She called him up[br]and went out with him. 1:04:19.188,1:04:20.883 But he was married! 1:04:24.393,1:04:26.725 She didn't know that at the time. 1:04:35.104,1:04:42.408 In the end, she got pregnant, didn't[br]tell him, and had the abortion. 1:04:42.812,1:04:45.406 Then everyone found out. 1:04:47.516,1:04:52.010 Her parents went to yell[br]at the guy... 1:04:54.323,1:04:58.817 ...and when they got there,[br]his wife was pregnant, too. 1:05:07.570,1:05:09.663 Isn't that awful? 1:05:11.607,1:05:16.601 I thought Endo was over it.[br]l was starting to relax. 1:05:18.881,1:05:23.909 You know all those[br]foreign CDs she has? 1:05:26.789,1:05:32.523 That's the kind of music[br]he likes. 1:05:43.439,1:05:45.634 Why did she go to see him? 1:05:49.612,1:05:54.049 Didn't you know?[br]He called her. 1:05:56.619,1:05:59.110 One night the phone rang. 1:06:02.058,1:06:08.554 Whoever it was hung up, but she[br]guessed it was him and called back. 1:06:10.866,1:06:15.064 I guess the baby was stillborn... 1:06:15.671,1:06:19.004 ...and he and his wife[br]weren't getting along... 1:06:19.875,1:06:23.971 ...and he got depressed[br]and called Endo. 1:06:36.325,1:06:38.589 Can you believe that? 1:06:47.503,1:06:50.904 But it really shook Endo up. 1:06:53.642,1:06:55.041 Nakano... 1:06:57.313,1:06:59.508 ...when did you hear this? 1:07:00.149,1:07:03.277 Before end of term,[br]in the nurse's office. 1:07:13.662,1:07:18.964 I know what you mean.[br]l wonder why she went? 1:07:29.879,1:07:34.282 She might not even[br]come back, you know... 1:07:41.190,1:07:42.714 I've got to go. 1:09:40.075,1:09:42.066 Kirishima! 1:10:02.298,1:10:03.595 How are you? 1:10:05.801,1:10:07.428 What've you been up to? 1:10:11.006,1:10:12.997 Your mother called. 1:10:15.377,1:10:17.311 I didn't tell her[br]l was going away. 1:10:28.023,1:10:29.513 A souvenir. 1:10:36.232,1:10:39.827 Grapes. They're really great. 1:10:42.571,1:10:43.731 Thanks. 1:10:54.550,1:10:56.643 Your mother was worried. 1:10:57.653,1:10:58.745 Yeah. 1:11:00.089,1:11:05.994 Some friends wanted to go. l didn't[br]want the hassle of telling her... 1:11:06.595,1:11:08.324 ...so l just went. 1:11:13.335,1:11:14.859 Where? 1:11:17.306,1:11:21.106 To the sea, to the mountains...[br]lots of places. 1:11:24.813,1:11:26.041 Who with? 1:11:27.650,1:11:29.948 Friends from middle school. 1:11:34.123,1:11:35.613 Who? 1:11:39.628,1:11:41.721 You wouldn't know them. 1:11:50.939,1:11:52.270 Was it fun? 1:11:55.077,1:11:56.544 Not much. 1:12:00.349,1:12:02.476 I wanted to see you. 1:12:12.294,1:12:13.693 Endo... 1:12:15.731,1:12:17.722 ...why are you lying to me? 1:12:20.402,1:12:21.528 What? 1:12:22.504,1:12:24.199 I'm not lying. 1:13:38.847,1:13:42.044 Kayako, there's grapes in here. 1:13:43.652,1:13:44.949 I know. 1:13:47.756,1:13:49.724 They'll rot here. 1:14:00.569,1:14:02.298 Bring me some tea. 1:14:15.417,1:14:16.975 Eat them. 1:14:24.993,1:14:26.517 You have them. 1:23:45.053,1:23:46.042 Yes? 1:23:47.022,1:23:49.422 Could l speak to you? 1:23:50.558,1:23:53.527 We're still on vacation,[br]you know. 1:23:54.529,1:23:56.827 Well... come in. 1:24:02.904,1:24:04.769 Would you look at a painting? 1:24:05.774,1:24:07.105 You are...? 1:24:07.575,1:24:09.668 Kirishima. 12C. 1:24:32.600,1:24:37.196 The drawing's lousy,[br]but the colours are very good. 1:24:37.906,1:24:40.397 Right here... 1:24:42.110,1:24:46.740 it's not bad. Did you do that[br]this summer? 1:24:46.915,1:24:47.847 Yes. 1:24:50.618,1:24:52.313 It's my first painting. 1:24:52.420,1:24:54.012 Yeah? 1:24:55.657,1:25:00.959 I'd like to try and get into[br]an arts university. 1:25:04.265,1:25:05.357 You're in Grade 12? 1:25:05.467,1:25:06.365 Yes. 1:25:06.901,1:25:08.562 You're kind of late. 1:25:08.670,1:25:14.905 People who start sketching[br]in Grade 10 don't even make it. 1:25:16.277,1:25:18.370 - A public school?[br]- No. 1:25:18.480,1:25:22.177 A private university... Tokyo? 1:25:24.018,1:25:27.784 Anyway, come in from[br]tomorrow and practice drawing. 1:25:28.089,1:25:28.885 Yes, sir. 1:26:48.203,1:26:49.932 Here you are... 1:26:54.309,1:26:56.504 The ceremony's starting... 1:26:59.214,1:27:05.050 You're not very tanned, are you.[br]Didn't you go anywhere? 1:27:22.670,1:27:24.160 You called me. 1:27:26.608,1:27:29.099 Why don't you say something? 1:27:32.614,1:27:35.014 Look, I've forgotten about it, too. 1:27:37.518,1:27:39.110 If you don't want anything... 1:27:41.222,1:27:42.519 I do. 1:27:43.524,1:27:44.889 Well? 1:27:49.897,1:27:56.427 My friend didn't tell me[br]something very important. 1:27:58.506,1:28:02.943 I'm really upset about it.[br]l wonder why... 1:28:06.981,1:28:11.350 What is this? A quiz show? 1:28:12.887,1:28:14.548 Is this a joke? 1:28:18.660,1:28:20.252 Are you in love... 1:28:24.065,1:28:27.899 ...with this "friend"? 1:28:28.069,1:28:29.058 Yes. 1:28:30.672,1:28:32.572 - How much?[br]- A lot. 1:28:32.774,1:28:35.072 - And the friend?[br]- I don't know. 1:28:36.311,1:28:42.375 That means you're the one[br]who's most in love. 1:28:50.224,1:28:57.995 You're sad because you're not[br]getting back what you're giving... 1:29:04.939,1:29:06.133 ...or something. 1:29:10.478,1:29:11.570 I'm going. 1:29:16.984,1:29:18.349 I'll walk with you. 1:29:18.786,1:29:19.753 No. 1:29:19.987,1:29:21.545 Come on! 1:29:27.995,1:29:29.053 Hey... 1:29:29.397,1:29:30.386 Yeah? 1:29:32.200,1:29:34.566 ...why did you pick me? 1:29:39.974,1:29:42.875 Why did you invite me[br]to that hotel? 1:29:44.379,1:29:48.873 Do you ever talk about[br]anything besides "me"? 1:29:56.090,1:29:59.582 Why did you go with me, then? 1:30:08.903,1:30:10.632 You said you're in love. 1:30:20.915,1:30:22.815 I wanted to get close. 1:30:24.051,1:30:25.348 To what? 1:30:27.455,1:30:28.854 I don't know. 1:30:45.139,1:30:46.538 We could find a hotel... 1:30:46.674,1:30:47.971 No, thanks. 1:32:09.891,1:32:13.122 I heard you'd taken up[br]painting... 1:32:14.996,1:32:16.691 l guess it's true. 1:32:49.730,1:32:51.960 I want to talk to you. 1:32:57.438,1:33:00.100 I know all about it. 1:33:28.302,1:33:30.896 Endo, you're horrible! 1:33:39.647,1:33:43.606 I know. I'm a horrible person. 1:33:55.830,1:33:59.027 So I'm not surprised[br]that you hate me. 1:34:01.369,1:34:02.996 I don't hate you. 1:34:15.216,1:34:20.483 You don't care if I'm not around.[br]Why are you crying? 1:36:19.073,1:36:22.065 I painted a picture this summer. 1:36:25.679,1:36:28.705 Grapes. A still-life. 1:36:32.219,1:36:34.881 I was alone all summer. 1:36:38.692,1:36:40.592 I had nothing to do. 1:36:56.610,1:36:58.134 Are you hungry? 1:37:15.763,1:37:17.094 You're broke? 1:37:47.728,1:37:52.893 I wanted to take you to my[br]grandmother's in the summer. 1:37:58.939,1:38:01.840 My parents are divorced. 1:38:03.444,1:38:10.077 She's my dad's mother,[br]but me and my brother... 1:38:11.051,1:38:13.076 ...have still always gone there. 1:38:19.159,1:38:24.597 It's way out in the country.[br]They used to have cows. 1:38:25.900,1:38:29.996 It's like a ranch.[br]It's really nice. 1:38:34.308,1:38:37.505 I wanted to take you there. 1:38:41.415,1:38:43.110 You sure talk a lot. 1:38:56.797,1:39:00.164 But if I don't... 1:39:04.571,1:39:06.732 If I don't talk... 1:39:09.877,1:39:13.142 ...I'll just get mad at you again. 1:41:11.432,1:41:13.229 The sea's amazing, huh... 1:42:01.582,1:42:03.880 What did Nakatona tell you? 1:42:08.889,1:42:10.186 Most of it. 1:42:14.027,1:42:16.086 That you'd gone to see him. 1:42:24.905,1:42:27.999 He said he needed help. 1:42:33.714,1:42:36.205 Not in so many words... 1:42:39.520,1:42:41.511 ...but I could hear it. 1:42:50.931,1:42:53.058 I couldn't tell you... 1:43:02.709,1:43:05.576 ...that he meant more to me[br]than you. 1:43:27.201,1:43:29.999 He said he wanted to start over... 1:43:32.839,1:43:35.307 ...in Tokyo, with me. 1:43:39.313,1:43:41.941 And l got my hopes up. 1:43:53.327,1:43:55.124 But l didn't go. 1:43:59.266,1:44:01.063 You were here. 1:44:06.773,1:44:07.967 No. 1:44:11.678,1:44:15.978 You wouldn't have gone[br]whether I was here or not... 1:44:17.618,1:44:18.880 ...because... 1:44:22.589,1:44:25.080 ...l always come second. 1:44:27.327,1:44:32.526 You broke up with him,[br]so the number-one slot is vacant. 1:44:35.502,1:44:38.596 When someone else comes,[br]you'll put him there. 1:44:41.808,1:44:50.238 But you'll always be[br]the one I love the most. 1:44:56.223,1:44:58.248 They'll be worried about us. 1:44:59.626,1:45:00.650 Probably. 1:45:01.862,1:45:03.261 Should we phone? 1:45:03.764,1:45:04.958 No. 1:45:34.294,1:45:35.283 Here. 1:45:45.005,1:45:46.404 It's good. 1:45:46.907,1:45:47.896 Yeah. 1:46:22.809,1:46:24.071 Endo... 1:46:25.979,1:46:27.879 ...let's go to Tokyo. 1:46:31.518,1:46:33.611 We'll go to school there. 1:46:37.391,1:46:39.291 And live together? 1:46:40.293,1:46:41.282 Sure. 1:46:44.030,1:46:49.491 Will we cook, fight to see[br]who goes in the bath first...[br]584[br]01:46:51,138--> 01:46:52,901[br]...and both sleep in? 1:46:57.844,1:47:01.974 And when one of us goes out,[br]or when we go to sleep... 1:47:02.949,1:47:08.888 ...instead of "goodbye" we'll say[br]"see you later" and "good night". 1:47:11.792,1:47:13.987 Like a real couple. 1:47:15.195,1:47:17.254 We are a real couple. 1:47:24.004,1:47:25.665 But l can't go. 1:47:27.574,1:47:28.666 Your parents? 1:47:32.479,1:47:33.969 That's part of it. 1:47:46.126,1:47:47.991 I don't amount to anything. 1:47:52.232,1:47:56.100 Suddenly you've found[br]what you want to do... 1:47:58.405,1:47:59.804 ...but not me. 1:48:03.176,1:48:05.337 I just go with the flow. 1:48:11.084,1:48:15.953 Those art books didn't make me[br]want to paint. 1:48:18.892,1:48:21.861 But you started painting. 1:48:27.801,1:48:32.465 If there's something you[br]want to do, you go and do it. 1:48:38.678,1:48:40.509 You're strong. 1:48:45.185,1:48:47.176 I'd like to be that way. 1:49:01.935,1:49:03.936 You do amount to something. 1:49:08.174,1:49:13.077 You're Endo,[br]just the way you are. 1:50:08.234,1:50:09.701 The first bus! 1:50:13.206,1:50:16.198 We could get on that[br]and go to school. 1:50:17.510,1:50:18.704 Let's go. 1:51:04.824,1:51:10.228 After I went to Tokyo,[br]a letter arrived from Endo. 1:51:12.832,1:51:17.428 "This is all I can do",[br]she wrote. 1:51:18.104,1:51:20.197 She'd sent a video-tape. 1:51:23.009,1:51:29.414 I watched that tape[br]over and over again. 1:54:20.086,1:54:22.987 ICHIKAWA Mikako 1:54:23.389,1:54:26.290 KONISHI Manami 1:56:05.258,1:56:09.194 Directed by[br]ANDO Hiroshi