0:00:08.375,0:00:11.598 Three, seven, eight, 0:00:12.844,0:00:15.164 two, four, 0:00:15.474,0:00:18.544 zero, three, seven. 0:00:20.114,0:00:21.544 Hodge. 0:00:21.544,0:00:24.195 Three seven eight two four[br]zero three seven. 0:00:25.615,0:00:30.139 I went to prison; that was my federal[br]inmate registration ID. 0:00:31.199,0:00:35.817 The first thing that happens when you go[br]to prison is they take away your name, 0:00:36.377,0:00:40.397 and from that moment forward,[br]you're that number. 0:00:40.817,0:00:44.967 Hodge; three seven eight[br]two four zero three seven. 0:00:45.187,0:00:50.516 It's the beginning of the dehumanizing[br]experience of mass incarceration. 0:00:51.432,0:00:54.641 In 2001, I was a businesswoman. 0:00:55.577,0:00:58.808 My organization and I became investigated. 0:00:59.118,0:01:02.268 I went to trial believing[br]justice would prevail, 0:01:02.268,0:01:07.115 and instead I was originally given[br]an 87 month federal prison sentence, 0:01:07.115,0:01:12.445 as a first time, non-violent,[br]white collar offence. 0:01:13.029,0:01:16.236 In addition to that,[br]I received three years probation. 0:01:17.539,0:01:19.340 Now, like so many of you, 0:01:19.670,0:01:25.265 I wasn't aware of mass incarceration[br]until it visited my doorstep. 0:01:27.383,0:01:33.276 I had family members[br]who went to prison, distant relatives, 0:01:35.196,0:01:39.301 and friends who had gone to prison. 0:01:39.715,0:01:42.526 But prison was something[br]that happened to other people. 0:01:42.956,0:01:46.732 While I was in prison, I wasn't Theresa. 0:01:47.945,0:01:50.395 I wasn't Irma and Charlie's daughter, 0:01:51.245,0:01:53.061 I wasn't Darcelle, 0:01:53.942,0:01:57.732 Charlene, Tammy, or Latanya's sister. 0:01:58.602,0:02:01.074 I wasn't even Lauren's mother. 0:02:01.074,0:02:05.499 I was Hodge; three seven eight[br]two four zero three seven. 0:02:08.508,0:02:11.819 In 2006, was when I was convicted, 0:02:12.493,0:02:15.765 and I had six months to prepare[br]for going to prison. 0:02:16.705,0:02:18.789 It's kind of funny[br]when I think about that, 0:02:18.789,0:02:21.543 because how do you really[br]prepare to go to prison? 0:02:22.083,0:02:25.337 I did it, and I still[br]don't know how I did it. 0:02:26.877,0:02:30.624 My mother, my four sisters,[br]and my daughter and I, 0:02:33.024,0:02:37.479 we got in two cars, we left Maryland,[br]and we headed to West Virginia. 0:02:38.279,0:02:43.167 Alderson Federal Prison Camp;[br]the first federal prison for women. 0:02:43.167,0:02:45.743 It was established in 1927. 0:02:45.743,0:02:50.091 The reality is, everything about a prison[br]was designed for a man. 0:02:50.861,0:02:55.915 While I was in the parking lot,[br]I had three big concerns. 0:02:56.825,0:03:02.286 The first one, I was afraid I would never[br]see the women who took me to prison again. 0:03:03.106,0:03:08.808 I was facing six years inside the prison,[br]and death was a possibility. 0:03:09.658,0:03:11.951 So I was very fearful of that. 0:03:12.621,0:03:17.169 The second thing was, I was concerned,[br]would I be relevant again? 0:03:17.589,0:03:21.524 Would I find meaning in my life,[br]professionally or personally? 0:03:22.914,0:03:25.905 The third fear was for my safety.[br] 0:03:27.515,0:03:28.795 I was afraid. 0:03:28.795,0:03:31.571 Television had informed me[br]up to this point, 0:03:31.571,0:03:33.306 and what I was afraid of 0:03:33.306,0:03:37.146 was that I possibly would have to fight[br]my way through prison, 0:03:37.146,0:03:39.663 or that I could be raped. 0:03:40.903,0:03:44.614 Somewhere on television,[br]that stuck in my mind as a possibility. 0:03:45.144,0:03:48.790 The reality is, "Orange[br]is the New Black" was not out yet, 0:03:49.220,0:03:53.423 and I didn't have anything[br]else to inform me. 0:03:54.706,0:03:58.549 When I arrived in prison,[br]what I discovered was something different. 0:03:58.889,0:04:03.515 I found amazing women[br]who too were in prison. 0:04:06.186,0:04:09.246 Prison is kind of a microcosm[br]of the rest of the United States. 0:04:09.246,0:04:12.771 It's a combination of everybody,[br]with one exception: 0:04:12.771,0:04:16.389 we have more black and brown men[br]who are incarcerated. 0:04:16.739,0:04:21.254 There's 2.3 million people[br]in American prisons today. 0:04:22.759,0:04:25.885 America has 5% of the world's population[br] 0:04:25.885,0:04:29.194 and 25% of the world's prisoners. 0:04:29.995,0:04:36.248 The number of women imprisoned[br]from 1980 to 2011 has increased by 586%. 0:04:38.743,0:04:42.915 Today, there are 200 000 women[br]who are in prison, 0:04:42.915,0:04:47.286 and another one million who are under[br]some form of correctional supervision. 0:04:48.036,0:04:52.012 There are three million children[br]who have a mother, 0:04:52.582,0:04:55.581 or maybe a mother[br]and father, who's in prison. 0:04:55.581,0:05:01.195 The reality is, we are incarcerating[br]too many people for too long. 0:05:01.425,0:05:05.470 Two years into my prison sentence,[br]I received a sentence reduction, 0:05:06.093,0:05:08.545 and my prison sentence [br]as reduced to 70 months. 0:05:08.545,0:05:10.631 That's five years and ten months. 0:05:10.941,0:05:14.991 The good news for me at the time[br]was I had already served over two years, 0:05:14.991,0:05:18.778 and whereas when I first walked in,[br]I wasn't sure if I could do the time, 0:05:19.268,0:05:22.871 at this moment, I actually knew[br]I could go the distance. 0:05:22.871,0:05:24.299 And so I was really excited, 0:05:24.299,0:05:27.617 because I had about two and a half years[br]to go when this happened. 0:05:29.477,0:05:33.727 When it was time to leave prison,[br]I was really excited. 0:05:34.507,0:05:38.468 But, to be honest, I was afraid again. 0:05:39.005,0:05:40.847 This time I wasn't afraid[br] 0:05:42.457,0:05:45.587 when it comes[br]to the women who I met. 0:05:45.587,0:05:50.236 I was afraid when I was leaving[br]what would happen to many of them. 0:05:50.676,0:05:54.490 A lot of them didn't have[br]the support system I had; 0:05:55.320,0:06:01.105 I was concerned that they were going back[br]to under-resourced communities, 0:06:02.745,0:06:04.975 not a support system like mine, 0:06:05.525,0:06:06.577 and I was concerned 0:06:06.577,0:06:11.463 that many wouldn't be able to reconnect[br]back to society in a meaningful way. 0:06:12.023,0:06:15.178 I never met a woman who was lying[br]on her bunk saying, 0:06:15.178,0:06:17.770 "I can't wait to go back to prison." 0:06:18.180,0:06:20.812 It's absolutely no way of life. 0:06:20.812,0:06:26.000 And yet, 70% of people who go to prison,[br]within three years return. 0:06:26.000,0:06:28.806 That's not just an indictment[br]of our government, 0:06:28.806,0:06:30.896 it's an indictment of all of us. 0:06:30.896,0:06:35.325 Because at the end of the day,[br]we've made coming home entirely too hard. 0:06:36.725,0:06:39.303 I'm going to tell you a story. 0:06:39.823,0:06:43.694 It's actually one of the worst things[br]that happened to me since I came home, 0:06:43.694,0:06:47.241 but it is the one thing[br]that motivates me the most. 0:06:49.381,0:06:52.826 As I was preparing to start[br]this business with my daughter, 0:06:54.616,0:06:59.645 I needed to get a job[br]to just pay a few of the bills. 0:07:00.021,0:07:03.479 I had managed to keep[br]my overhead extremely low, 0:07:03.479,0:07:06.576 because I was determined[br]I wouldn't allow prison to ruin my life. 0:07:06.576,0:07:09.289 I was going to be an entrepreneur again. 0:07:10.439,0:07:12.648 A girlfriend of mine[br]called me, and she said, 0:07:12.648,0:07:17.271 "I think I've found a job that you can do[br]while trying to start this business." 0:07:17.691,0:07:19.631 I said "Okay", and she sent me a link, 0:07:19.631,0:07:24.988 I took a look at it, and I agreed;[br]it looked like a job I actually could do. 0:07:25.828,0:07:30.836 I would be working from my home,[br]using my computer, and my internet, 0:07:30.836,0:07:34.719 to do some back office work[br]for an organization. 0:07:34.719,0:07:38.006 It paid probably slightly[br]above minimum wage. 0:07:38.456,0:07:41.683 So I went online[br]and I applied for the job. 0:07:45.553,0:07:50.414 I put in my name, my address,[br]my phone number, 0:07:50.414,0:07:52.464 and very basic information. 0:07:54.314,0:07:57.265 Then, the question appeared; 0:07:58.579,0:08:05.049 the dreaded question that those of us[br]with an arrest or conviction fear. 0:08:06.365,0:08:09.273 "Have you ever been convicted of a crime?" 0:08:11.203,0:08:16.151 I took a deep breath,[br]and I checked "Yes", and I hit "enter". 0:08:17.561,0:08:19.433 The screen went black. 0:08:24.273,0:08:25.829 Then a message appeared. 0:08:25.829,0:08:27.154 It said, 0:08:28.544,0:08:33.054 "Something you answered[br]disqualified you for this job." 0:08:33.974,0:08:36.123 Well, I knew it wasn't my name.[br] 0:08:36.123,0:08:37.123 (Laughter) 0:08:37.123,0:08:39.222 I knew it wasn't my address, 0:08:40.093,0:08:42.163 so it was pretty obvious. 0:08:44.293,0:08:47.746 There's so much going on[br]in the news around "Ban the Box"; 0:08:47.746,0:08:50.899 that is a real life example[br]of ban the box. 0:08:51.349,0:08:54.922 It's the reason why the box needs to go. 0:08:55.532,0:08:59.035 It's not even the right conversation[br]we should be having. 0:08:59.638,0:09:01.966 We shouldn't be allowing employers 0:09:01.966,0:09:05.606 to discriminate[br]against millions of Americans, 0:09:05.606,0:09:08.085 keeping them locked into sentences[br] 0:09:08.926,0:09:13.605 and mistakes they [made] five, ten,[br]fifteen, thirty years ago. 0:09:14.745,0:09:18.759 We can't even have the right conversations[br]around the right to work 0:09:18.759,0:09:21.341 until we ban the box. 0:09:21.791,0:09:26.162 So as you hear all of this going on,[br]pay attention to it. 0:09:27.608,0:09:30.160 Because we need people[br]who are coming home from prison 0:09:30.160,0:09:32.081 to have their human capital restored, 0:09:32.081,0:09:35.701 so that they can be good mothers[br]and fathers, good community members. 0:09:35.701,0:09:37.970 and take care of their families. 0:09:40.900,0:09:42.573 So what can we all do? 0:09:42.573,0:09:44.666 We all have a role to play. 0:09:44.666,0:09:46.308 Three things. 0:09:46.308,0:09:47.738 First: 0:09:49.968,0:09:51.830 language matters. 0:09:54.628,0:10:00.357 Stop using the word "ex-offender",[br]"ex-felon", "convict". 0:10:00.827,0:10:03.242 When you are referring to someone, 0:10:04.302,0:10:08.008 if you're not sure what[br]to say, say their name. 0:10:09.768,0:10:14.305 Second thing: on Wednesdays,[br]take five minutes, 0:10:15.365,0:10:19.634 read an article, learn about this topic,[br]share it on social media, 0:10:20.584,0:10:22.574 talk to someone about it. 0:10:23.174,0:10:24.439 And the third thing:[br] 0:10:25.339,0:10:28.579 if you're an employer, employ someone; 0:10:28.579,0:10:30.261 give them a second chance. 0:10:30.891,0:10:34.086 If you're a legislator,[br]humanize this topic. 0:10:34.086,0:10:37.465 Bring people in, talk to them,[br]get to know them. 0:10:38.375,0:10:41.270 I can assure you[br]that if you get to know people, 0:10:41.270,0:10:45.161 you won't feel like you need[br]to discriminate against them. 0:10:46.931,0:10:52.595 Last: for me, I stand firmly in my shoes, 0:10:53.114,0:10:56.232 I embrace the 14 years[br] 0:10:56.232,0:10:59.142 that I was in conflict[br]with the criminal justice system. 0:11:02.132,0:11:05.789 I have incorporated[br]that experience into who I am, 0:11:05.969,0:11:08.352 and today it's neatly tucked into me. 0:11:08.902,0:11:10.803 It's a part of my past. 0:11:14.309,0:11:18.614 I am not three, seven, eight, 0:11:21.027,0:11:24.502 two, four, zero, 0:11:25.487,0:11:27.439 three, seven. 0:11:30.817,0:11:33.079 I am Theresa Hodge. 0:11:34.508,0:11:35.986 Thank you. 0:11:35.986,0:11:38.381 (Applause)