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9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:00:12.958 --> 00:00:16.200[br]- You know when you have[br]dreams that you're in a house,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:00:16.200 --> 00:00:18.363[br]it's often the parts of your psyche.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:00:21.060 --> 00:00:23.430[br]And the different rooms[br]are different places

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:00:23.430 --> 00:00:25.507[br]in your mind and your spirit.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:00:25.507 --> 00:00:28.613[br](soft ethereal music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:00:28.613 --> 00:00:33.150[br]A reoccurring place that[br]represents the parts of ourselves

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:00:33.150 --> 00:00:35.643[br]or different times of our lives.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:00:35.643 --> 00:00:39.570[br](soft ethereal music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:00:39.570 --> 00:00:42.690[br]As we come to the rooms in this exhibit,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:00:42.690 --> 00:00:44.910[br]your shadow is cast on the wall,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:00:44.910 --> 00:00:47.790[br]and we begin with the[br]awareness of our bodies

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:00:47.790 --> 00:00:49.800[br]and our impact in that space.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:00:49.800 --> 00:00:52.967[br](soft ethereal music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:00:59.220 --> 00:01:01.906[br]I would ask people to enter into the space

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:01:01.906 --> 00:01:04.120[br]with the kind of reverence[br]that we would enter

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:01:04.120 --> 00:01:07.045[br]into our own psychological spaces,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:01:07.045 --> 00:01:10.563[br]that we would navigate[br]our own internal spaces.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:01:12.000 --> 00:01:13.831[br]Even if that sensitivity

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:01:13.831 --> 00:01:17.561[br]isn't a comfortable neural pathway,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:01:17.561 --> 00:01:18.665[br]we can build one.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:01:18.665 --> 00:01:20.091[br]This is how we start.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:01:20.091 --> 00:01:23.258[br](soft ethereal music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:01:37.560 --> 00:01:38.393[br]Cool.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:01:39.600 --> 00:01:40.590[br]Yes.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:01:40.590 --> 00:01:43.410[br]Start with a little dash of orange.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:01:43.410 --> 00:01:47.070[br]I didn't know about the[br]Fabric Workshop before.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:01:47.070 --> 00:01:49.492[br]I was familiar with some[br]of their past projects,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:01:49.492 --> 00:01:51.730[br]but I didn't know the[br]whole scope of this place.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:01:51.730 --> 00:01:53.650[br]I'm just gonna keep going.[br]- Keep going.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:01:53.650 --> 00:01:56.244[br]- Just give a shape and I'll make it.[br]- That's perfect.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:01:56.244 --> 00:01:58.800[br]- They were just inviting[br]me to play, right?

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:01:58.800 --> 00:02:01.936[br]They were like, what in[br]your practice do you feel

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:02:01.936 --> 00:02:04.443[br]you don't really get to do as much?

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:02:05.550 --> 00:02:07.170[br]Coming from Santa Clara,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:02:07.170 --> 00:02:09.600[br]I've only sort of played[br]around with fabric

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:02:09.600 --> 00:02:10.863[br]for ceremonial stuff.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:02:12.150 --> 00:02:13.770[br]You can't participate

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:02:13.770 --> 00:02:16.200[br]or have what you're supposed[br]to wear for ceremony

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:02:16.200 --> 00:02:17.970[br]unless you make it yourself,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:02:17.970 --> 00:02:20.943[br]and so most people in the[br]tribe know how to sew.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:02:22.950 --> 00:02:25.473[br]Oh, dope, I like that one a lot.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:02:26.760 --> 00:02:27.750[br]Ah!

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:02:27.750 --> 00:02:29.627[br]Okay, is it okay if I chop 'em?

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:02:29.627 --> 00:02:30.810[br]- Yeah, chop them.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:02:30.810 --> 00:02:33.093[br]- This is like the funnest ever.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:02:33.930 --> 00:02:36.153[br]This is like Rose's bliss.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:02:37.947 --> 00:02:40.260[br](soft ethereal music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:02:40.260 --> 00:02:44.490[br]This show, it's like[br]sifting through your world

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:02:44.490 --> 00:02:47.133[br]to find what is delicious and what isn't.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:02:48.450 --> 00:02:51.450[br]I wanna just shake it and[br]all the other stuff come out

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:02:51.450 --> 00:02:53.120[br]and only the good stuff left.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:02:53.120 --> 00:02:55.887[br](soft ethereal music)[br](machine whirring)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:03:04.830 --> 00:03:06.697[br]All right. What have we here?

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:03:08.173 --> 00:03:11.340[br](soft ethereal music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:03:21.030 --> 00:03:24.056[br]So cool how it hardens up.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:03:24.056 --> 00:03:25.170[br]This is perfect.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:03:25.170 --> 00:03:27.284[br]I couldn't imagine a better morning.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:03:27.284 --> 00:03:30.451[br](soft ethereal music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:03:33.210 --> 00:03:36.270[br]I've invested so much outside of myself,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:03:36.270 --> 00:03:40.113[br]like I'm very much, I think,[br]giving my energy away.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:03:41.670 --> 00:03:45.150[br]This is a prayer that my life changes

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:03:45.150 --> 00:03:49.290[br]and that I can make space for[br]the things I value for myself,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:03:49.290 --> 00:03:51.810[br]and those aesthetics that I value

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:03:51.810 --> 00:03:53.920[br]are not just going out there in the world,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:03:53.920 --> 00:03:57.000[br]that they're coming back to[br]me and to my lived spaces.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:03:57.000 --> 00:04:00.557[br](soft ethereal music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:04:00.557 --> 00:04:02.760[br]I woke up from a dream this morning

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:04:02.760 --> 00:04:05.420[br]that my clay had seeds in it.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:04:08.550 --> 00:04:10.320[br]- [Producer] Was that a scary dream?

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:04:10.320 --> 00:04:11.510[br]- No, it was like...

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:04:14.880 --> 00:04:16.980[br]I don't know, the metaphor is interesting.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:04:20.104 --> 00:04:22.860[br]I really like listening to my dreams.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:04:22.860 --> 00:04:26.662[br]Lots and lots of journeys,[br]like walking this path

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:04:26.662 --> 00:04:29.722[br]that's like a familiar place.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:04:29.722 --> 00:04:32.889[br](soft ethereal music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:04:36.830 --> 00:04:39.270[br]When I travel, the first thing I think is,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:04:39.270 --> 00:04:41.580[br]geez, I wonder what this place looked like

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:04:41.580 --> 00:04:46.580[br]before it was Philadelphia, Pennsylvania.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:04:46.740 --> 00:04:49.110[br]Like, who were the indigenous people?

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:04:49.110 --> 00:04:51.712[br]What did the land feel like

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:04:51.712 --> 00:04:55.650[br]and what were the languages[br]spoken and how did that sound?

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:04:55.650 --> 00:04:56.760[br]I always think that,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:04:56.760 --> 00:05:01.293[br]and you can fall into[br]a really deep sadness.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:05:04.491 --> 00:05:07.893[br]And I can hold space for that[br]and be like, yes, I'm sad,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:05:08.970 --> 00:05:12.370[br]and I'm always really sad and[br]it's always really complicated

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:05:13.890 --> 00:05:15.483[br]and it's like, yeah, and.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:05:16.410 --> 00:05:19.740[br]It hurts, and it's also now in the present

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:05:19.740 --> 00:05:22.914[br]and we can find incredibly[br]beautiful things.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:05:22.914 --> 00:05:26.081[br](soft ethereal music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:05:28.110 --> 00:05:31.825[br]We give baskets with[br]gifts in the community.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:05:31.825 --> 00:05:34.620[br]Like if you do something nice[br]for somebody, you get baskets

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:05:34.620 --> 00:05:37.128[br]and then you'll hang it up in your house,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:05:37.128 --> 00:05:39.990[br]and then if you need to[br]gift, then you have baskets.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:05:39.990 --> 00:05:42.951[br]So it keeps getting kind of moved around.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:05:42.951 --> 00:05:46.822[br](soft ethereal music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:05:46.822 --> 00:05:49.500[br]Some elders will have their whole ceiling

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:05:49.500 --> 00:05:51.241[br]just covered in baskets.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:05:51.241 --> 00:05:54.408[br](soft ethereal music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:05:55.710 --> 00:05:58.890[br]Your worth is based on[br]how much you can give

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:05:58.890 --> 00:06:01.340[br]and how you're recognized[br]for the gifts you give.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:06:03.720 --> 00:06:07.249[br]We remove our shoes and we[br]can sit with each other.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:06:07.249 --> 00:06:12.177[br]And above us are paper bowls[br]that have stars in them

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:06:12.177 --> 00:06:14.759[br]that create the ceiling of guidance.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:06:14.759 --> 00:06:19.020[br]And then below us are pillows[br]that have stars on them.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:06:19.020 --> 00:06:23.100[br]And so we're like... the comfort[br]of guidance is holding us

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:06:23.100 --> 00:06:25.381[br]to give us a place to connect.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:06:25.381 --> 00:06:28.548[br](soft ethereal music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:06:36.900 --> 00:06:39.870[br]The layers of the rooms in this exhibit

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:06:39.870 --> 00:06:44.870[br]are very much about boundaries[br]and how much I share

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:06:44.870 --> 00:06:46.645[br]and how much I don't share.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:06:46.645 --> 00:06:51.645[br](soft ethereal music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:06:55.278 --> 00:06:57.932[br]I wanted people to see what[br]the walls were made out of,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:06:57.932 --> 00:07:01.290[br]which also provides an[br]incredible opportunity

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:07:01.290 --> 00:07:04.015[br]to feel like you're in between the walls.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:07:04.961 --> 00:07:08.343[br]And it is like entering into[br]layers of the subconscious.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:07:10.560 --> 00:07:12.210[br]Then there was this deeper space

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:07:12.210 --> 00:07:14.523[br]that you can only see a section of.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:07:15.990 --> 00:07:18.911[br]And there's actually parts of[br]the room no one will ever see.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:07:18.911 --> 00:07:21.668[br](soft ethereal music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:07:30.861 --> 00:07:35.520[br]My work is so much about giving back self

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:07:35.520 --> 00:07:40.048[br]or consciousness to things[br]that we have deemed lifeless.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:07:40.048 --> 00:07:43.555[br](soft ethereal music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:07:43.555 --> 00:07:46.950[br]There are three masks in the work room

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:07:46.950 --> 00:07:48.350[br]and in that sort of pressure,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:07:48.350 --> 00:07:50.820[br]you're sitting in the hot[br]seat, you're being watched

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:07:50.820 --> 00:07:55.020[br]by more than we would ever[br]know, and that's supportive.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:07:55.020 --> 00:07:59.520[br]It's also probably a little[br]bit critical at times, right?

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:07:59.520 --> 00:08:02.680[br]But how do you act when you know you have

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:08:03.690 --> 00:08:07.083[br]this community that's larger[br]than what we perceive?

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:08:08.915 --> 00:08:10.980[br]We're on this grind, right?

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:08:10.980 --> 00:08:13.032[br]And it goes and goes and goes.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:08:13.032 --> 00:08:16.199[br](soft ethereal music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:08:20.070 --> 00:08:21.720[br]It's not necessarily a bad thing,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:08:21.720 --> 00:08:24.990[br]it's actually the[br]deliciousness of life, right?

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:08:24.990 --> 00:08:25.823[br]This is it.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:08:28.942 --> 00:08:30.600[br]I wouldn't be doing this work

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:08:30.600 --> 00:08:33.371[br]if it wasn't the thing that[br]I needed to learn the most.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:08:33.371 --> 00:08:35.542[br](soft ethereal music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:08:35.542 --> 00:08:38.410[br]And so everything that I do like this

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:08:39.360 --> 00:08:42.292[br]hopefully is tipping the scale.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:08:42.292 --> 00:08:46.290[br]Every rock on this side where[br]my life becomes more conscious

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:08:46.290 --> 00:08:50.455[br]and more intentional and more prayerful.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:08:50.455 --> 00:08:52.260[br](soft ethereal music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:08:52.260 --> 00:08:53.103[br]It's my goal.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:08:54.600 --> 00:08:55.617[br]It's my dream.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
00:08:55.617 --> 00:08:58.384[br](soft ethereal music)