[Script Info] Title: [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,0:00:01.91,0:00:05.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I started finding it really hard to get up in the mornings Dialogue: 0,0:00:06.24,0:00:10.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and despite feeling really tired during the day, I just couldn't sleep at night. Dialogue: 0,0:00:12.16,0:00:14.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I lost motivation for a lot of things, Dialogue: 0,0:00:17.12,0:00:19.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,even normal everyday activities, I just Dialogue: 0,0:00:20.15,0:00:21.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,found it too difficult and I Dialogue: 0,0:00:22.24,0:00:23.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,just couldn't be bothered to do it. Dialogue: 0,0:00:24.73,0:00:27.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And the things that I used to really love, like reading and Dialogue: 0,0:00:28.56,0:00:31.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,going out with friends, I just couldn't be bothered with anymore. Dialogue: 0,0:00:32.04,0:00:34.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I used to consider myself quite a sociable person. Dialogue: 0,0:00:35.39,0:00:40.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was on the university netball team and was always going out with my teammates Dialogue: 0,0:00:41.05,0:00:43.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and people from my course, often to arena. Dialogue: 0,0:00:45.05,0:00:49.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But I just couldn't be bothered to socialize. Dialogue: 0,0:00:50.21,0:00:54.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Spent a lot more time on my own in my room, Dialogue: 0,0:00:54.83,0:00:57.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,only really coming out when I had to. Dialogue: 0,0:01:00.01,0:01:04.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I just was avoiding people all the time. My friends and my family, Dialogue: 0,0:01:06.44,0:01:09.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my relationship with my boyfriend, I felt quite strained as well. Dialogue: 0,0:01:11.41,0:01:13.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He told me that I'd changed, Dialogue: 0,0:01:14.11,0:01:16.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that I'd become distant and boring, Dialogue: 0,0:01:18.62,0:01:23.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,which, made me feel even worse because I didn't know why Dialogue: 0,0:01:23.60,0:01:25.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was feeling the way I was feeling anyway. Dialogue: 0,0:01:27.32,0:01:28.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I just felt really alone Dialogue: 0,0:01:30.69,0:01:33.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and of no use to anybody else. Dialogue: 0,0:01:35.31,0:01:36.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I used to do quite well at UNI, Dialogue: 0,0:01:37.38,0:01:40.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I worked hard, got quite good grades Dialogue: 0,0:01:41.70,0:01:44.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but motivation just went. Dialogue: 0,0:01:46.90,0:01:50.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I wasn't meeting deadlines because I couldn't concentrate Dialogue: 0,0:01:52.45,0:01:57.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I lost my appetite as well. I just wasn't interested in eating, Dialogue: 0,0:01:58.36,0:01:59.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,didn't feel like eating. Dialogue: 0,0:02:01.00,0:02:02.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so, I lost weight. Dialogue: 0,0:02:03.20,0:02:07.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I know, generally just wasn't caring about my appearance. Dialogue: 0,0:02:08.00,0:02:11.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And things like washing my hair and putting on makeup and wearing nice clothes. Dialogue: 0,0:02:11.59,0:02:15.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I just couldn't be bothered with, didn't seem worth doing. Dialogue: 0,0:02:17.37,0:02:21.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I think it was the physical changes that alerted Dialogue: 0,0:02:21.84,0:02:24.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,friends and family to the fact that something was wrong.