WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.842 in the year 2020 00:00:04.912 --> 00:00:07.561 we are in the New Hamlet of Plum Village 00:00:08.541 --> 00:00:11.127 Right Now in the New Hamlet we have about 00:00:11.947 --> 00:00:16.280 I think a congregation of about 65 people here 00:00:17.362 --> 00:00:20.015 But I'm aware that at this very moment 00:00:20.701 --> 00:00:22.368 I am also there 00:00:23.134 --> 00:00:25.884 in the lower Hamlet, in the Upper Hamlet 00:00:27.054 --> 00:00:30.771 and elsewhere, where friends are joining us 00:00:33.003 --> 00:00:36.104 for the sharing this morning. 00:00:43.174 --> 00:00:46.610 Mindfulness, Cconcentration and Insight 00:00:48.098 --> 00:00:51.338 are the essence of Plum Village practises. 00:00:53.028 --> 00:00:56.872 And we know that we are reminded every day 00:01:00.567 --> 00:01:05.892 to cultivate the energy of Mindfulness, concentration and Insight 00:01:07.703 --> 00:01:10.763 And our that our whole day in the monastery 00:01:11.609 --> 00:01:16.018 from the very first moment that we wake up 00:01:17.203 --> 00:01:21.623 to the last moment when we are in bed falling asleep, 00:01:23.859 --> 00:01:28.199 our practise is, all our practise is 00:01:30.960 --> 00:01:37.311 are in cultivating these energies inside ourself. 00:01:40.601 --> 00:01:43.917 And so 00:01:45.341 --> 00:01:48.337 its appropriate right, to mention that over and over again 00:01:48.872 --> 00:01:51.904 even though you may have heard this 00:01:52.082 --> 00:01:55.755 a thousand times or even more 00:01:56.985 --> 00:02:01.896 But it is always a really good reminder 00:02:06.372 --> 00:02:10.278 to cultivate mindfulness, concentration and insight 00:02:10.938 --> 00:02:13.304 and especially for many of our friends 00:02:13.734 --> 00:02:16.279 who are joining us today, for the talk 00:02:20.285 --> 00:02:22.260 many of you may not be 00:02:23.120 --> 00:02:25.291 very familiar with this 00:02:26.061 --> 00:02:30.789 these practices with mindfulness, concentration and insight 00:02:31.879 --> 00:02:33.121 I wanted just to 00:02:33.401 --> 00:02:36.917 mention very briefly what they are so that we 00:02:37.517 --> 00:02:40.228 we know that 00:02:40.288 --> 00:02:43.115 meditation practice, the essence of meditation practice 00:02:44.525 --> 00:02:48.033 is to cultivate these energies in us 00:02:49.073 --> 00:02:51.130 mindfulness 00:02:52.890 --> 00:02:55.306 is the awareness of 00:02:55.906 --> 00:02:58.928 what's going on inside our bodies 00:02:59.608 --> 00:03:03.324 and our feelings, our mind and our soul 00:03:03.884 --> 00:03:08.053 in the surroundings, what's happening in the surroundings 00:03:08.923 --> 00:03:11.914 and mindfulness is like a light 00:03:13.264 --> 00:03:16.282 that when we are able to 00:03:17.092 --> 00:03:21.398 come back to our breath, when we are able to make mindful steps 00:03:22.508 --> 00:03:24.519 we light up this light in our heart 00:03:25.169 --> 00:03:28.076 in our mind so that we can see 00:03:29.908 --> 00:03:33.583 clearly we can see 00:03:35.193 --> 00:03:38.655 what it is that is unfolding in the present moment 00:03:40.725 --> 00:03:43.051 in the domain of our body 00:03:43.675 --> 00:03:46.860 our feelings, our perceptions 00:03:47.539 --> 00:03:51.041 our mental formations and our consciousness 00:03:52.461 --> 00:03:54.404 and when we are present 00:03:54.874 --> 00:03:57.252 and aware of what is happening 00:03:58.107 --> 00:03:59.998 we're truly there 00:04:03.557 --> 00:04:05.637 we're present we're focussed 00:04:05.895 --> 00:04:09.204 we're not running away anymore in our head 00:04:10.624 --> 00:04:12.252 we're there to see 00:04:13.892 --> 00:04:15.953 and that's called concentration 00:04:16.543 --> 00:04:19.565 we're concentrated in what it is that we are looking at 00:04:20.375 --> 00:04:23.091 of what it is that we are aware 00:04:24.841 --> 00:04:26.957 and its that energies 00:04:27.717 --> 00:04:31.222 of being present and concentrated 00:04:32.142 --> 00:04:34.728 that we begin to see deeply 00:04:35.658 --> 00:04:37.870 see deeply into 00:04:38.660 --> 00:04:40.456 the causes and conditions, 00:04:41.049 --> 00:04:44.267 the roots of why things are the way they are, 00:04:44.747 --> 00:04:46.727 of why we are the way we are 00:04:47.257 --> 00:04:50.013 and that's called insight, understanding 00:04:50.393 --> 00:04:56.628 and its the understanding, it's the insight 00:04:56.628 --> 00:04:59.092 that helps us 00:04:59.092 --> 00:05:02.959 to transform the situation 00:05:04.329 --> 00:05:07.020 that helps us to be free 00:05:07.800 --> 00:05:10.176 from whatever it is 00:05:11.626 --> 00:05:15.268 that we are still clinging onto 00:05:21.259 --> 00:05:23.936 or whatever it is 00:05:24.646 --> 00:05:26.912 that we are not yet free 00:05:27.403 --> 00:05:29.657 and so these three energies are very important 00:05:30.616 --> 00:05:34.668 they are the energies of the buddha 00:05:36.155 --> 00:05:38.582 inside ourselves, the baby buddha inside ourselves 00:05:38.903 --> 00:05:43.466 these energies once they are activated, generated, its like 00:05:43.466 --> 00:05:46.406 the baby buddha in us is coming alive 00:05:47.384 --> 00:05:49.973 and the stronger these energies are 00:05:50.618 --> 00:05:53.010 and the bigger 00:05:54.300 --> 00:05:57.126 that the baby buddha is inside us 00:06:03.816 --> 00:06:08.116 and its such a simple practice, such simple practices 00:06:09.451 --> 00:06:12.555 that we do every day to generate these energies 00:06:15.247 --> 00:06:19.291 breathing, being aware of our breath 00:06:23.451 --> 00:06:26.439 being aware of our body being aware of our steps 00:06:28.633 --> 00:06:31.150 being aware of what's happening 00:06:31.150 --> 00:06:34.605 in our heart, in our mind simple practices 00:06:35.635 --> 00:06:38.046 but once we are able to be aware 00:06:38.966 --> 00:06:42.117 once the energy of mindfulness, concentration and insight are there 00:06:44.474 --> 00:06:50.517 it takes us to a different dimension of experience of these things 00:06:54.937 --> 00:06:56.801 simple isn't it 00:06:59.301 --> 00:07:01.160 and do-able also 00:07:02.200 --> 00:07:05.675 accessible, do-able practices. 00:07:07.351 --> 00:07:10.032 But my question is for myself and for you is 00:07:12.734 --> 00:07:17.351 Why is it that we are still struggling so much? 00:07:18.901 --> 00:07:21.883 Why is it that these practices are simple, 00:07:22.553 --> 00:07:25.967 And yet in our daily life most of the time we are not mindful ? 00:07:27.918 --> 00:07:28.958 Right? 00:07:29.950 --> 00:07:34.699 Who among us here is mindful most of the day? 00:07:39.620 --> 00:07:42.528 Can you raise your hand. 00:07:46.886 --> 00:07:48.664 I don't see any hands! 00:07:49.104 --> 00:07:52.206 I wonder if the lower hamlet has any hands up 00:07:52.916 --> 00:07:56.349 But, anyways, what is it 00:07:57.609 --> 00:08:02.140 why is it, that is my question 00:08:03.050 --> 00:08:04.738 that I ask every single day 00:08:05.118 --> 00:08:07.059 and why is it 00:08:08.049 --> 00:08:10.543 that I know these energies are so important 00:08:10.833 --> 00:08:14.597 and I know these energies are innate in me, 00:08:15.157 --> 00:08:18.427 and all I need to do is just tap into these energies 00:08:19.197 --> 00:08:22.344 with all these practices and voila, I'm enlightened ! 00:08:24.384 --> 00:08:28.018 And yet its not as simple to do as it sounds 00:08:32.363 --> 00:08:35.245 and its not because 00:08:35.905 --> 00:08:39.061 you know I don't have the environment to do it 00:08:39.781 --> 00:08:42.473 its not because my sisters are not 00:08:43.083 --> 00:08:46.209 supporting me to practice 00:08:47.384 --> 00:08:51.113 there is something about me about my mind 00:08:52.753 --> 00:08:54.401 thats really preventing me 00:08:54.621 --> 00:08:58.141 from really dwelling deeply in the present moment 00:08:58.621 --> 00:09:02.078 and from really embracing wholeheartedly 00:09:02.818 --> 00:09:06.334 these practices that I know are so beneficial for me 00:09:07.134 --> 00:09:10.217 and that my aspiration as a monastic is to 00:09:11.847 --> 00:09:14.035 really cultivate these energies in me 00:09:14.785 --> 00:09:18.050 so that I can be free so that I can help other people to be free 00:09:18.630 --> 00:09:21.153 and to be happy 00:09:21.784 --> 00:09:24.950 and so why is it? so that's a question that I always ask myself. 00:09:32.452 --> 00:09:37.098 So today we are going to explore why 00:09:38.684 --> 00:09:40.501 and also in the context of 00:09:41.301 --> 00:09:44.152 what we have been talking about during this retreat 00:09:45.052 --> 00:09:48.894 and also what is happening in the world right now with discrimination 00:09:49.734 --> 00:09:51.820 and the question also came up 00:09:52.310 --> 00:09:56.112 where is the discrimination coming from 00:09:56.902 --> 00:09:59.841 is discrimination only happening to 00:10:00.601 --> 00:10:03.403 a certain number of people 00:10:04.353 --> 00:10:06.015 is it only 00:10:06.935 --> 00:10:10.666 in people with particular skin color? 00:10:14.418 --> 00:10:17.897 what is it? where is it coming from? 00:10:28.837 --> 00:10:30.666 we learned that 00:10:31.466 --> 00:10:33.920 and Thay repeated over and over again 00:10:34.650 --> 00:10:36.540 and the Buddha also said 00:10:37.430 --> 00:10:40.041 that everything is a manifestation of our mind, 00:10:40.691 --> 00:10:45.083 even our physical body is a manifestation of our mind 00:10:46.000 --> 00:10:49.400 even our physical illness is a manifestation of our mind 00:10:50.390 --> 00:10:54.671 the environment is a manifestation of our mind 00:10:56.571 --> 00:11:00.009 and so, the study of the mind 00:11:00.999 --> 00:11:06.058 the understanding of the mind, its so crucial 00:11:07.998 --> 00:11:10.338 in the practice 00:11:11.368 --> 00:11:15.371 because without the understanding of how the mind works 00:11:16.667 --> 00:11:18.626 from mind 00:11:21.266 --> 00:11:25.469 we will struggle and we will continue to struggle 00:11:27.175 --> 00:11:28.996 and we will always be in the dark 00:11:29.466 --> 00:11:33.519 not knowing why we are the way we are 00:11:39.849 --> 00:11:42.527 so I'll start with what Sister [Dang/Lang] Nghiem, 00:11:42.857 --> 00:11:47.784 who is here with us now in in the New Hamlet shared last Sunday 00:11:50.450 --> 00:11:52.951 on the 00:11:54.451 --> 00:11:56.236 consciousness already 00:11:56.886 --> 00:11:59.604 so I'm going to mention again 00:12:01.484 --> 00:12:03.906 to refresh our memory 00:12:07.616 --> 00:12:10.795 A lot of us here at Plum Village already know this 00:12:11.665 --> 00:12:15.706 but a lot of our friends may not be very familiar with it 00:12:16.351 --> 00:12:18.169 so bear with me Sisters 00:12:27.739 --> 00:12:32.435 So we love to use this image, a circle 00:12:36.650 --> 00:12:39.366 as our consciousness 00:12:40.426 --> 00:12:42.365 and we learned last week 00:12:42.740 --> 00:12:45.903 that there's many different levels of consciousness 00:12:46.666 --> 00:12:48.628 different layers of consciousness 00:12:50.360 --> 00:12:53.556 we have learned that there is store consciousness 00:12:53.916 --> 00:12:56.697 which is the depth of our consciousness, 00:12:57.527 --> 00:12:59.918 the base of our consciousness, 00:13:09.718 --> 00:13:12.955 the foundation of our consciousness, 00:13:13.935 --> 00:13:16.053 where 00:13:17.153 --> 00:13:19.224 all kinds of seeds 00:13:19.984 --> 00:13:22.658 are preserved and kept 00:13:24.718 --> 00:13:27.334 all kinds of imaginable seeds 00:13:32.534 --> 00:13:34.387 from the most negative 00:13:35.067 --> 00:13:37.733 to the most positive, a whole spectrum of seeds 00:13:38.533 --> 00:13:42.327 in here, thats what we've learned over and over again 00:13:46.952 --> 00:13:50.029 and we know on the 00:13:56.999 --> 00:14:01.634 on the upper level of consciousness are the sense consciousnesses 00:14:04.764 --> 00:14:07.790 there's one thing I want to mention about store consciousness, 00:14:08.150 --> 00:14:10.625 before I go into sense consciousness 00:14:11.225 --> 00:14:14.941 its that store consciousness 00:14:15.951 --> 00:14:18.433 its also impermanent and non-self 00:14:20.842 --> 00:14:24.436 in the sense that there is always input 00:14:24.916 --> 00:14:28.735 and output, that nothing is static in here 00:14:33.967 --> 00:14:39.947 that store consciousness is made of my own consciousness 00:14:40.772 --> 00:14:43.181 the individual consciousness 00:14:43.521 --> 00:14:47.282 but its also made of collective consciousness, so 00:14:50.414 --> 00:14:51.244 both 00:14:52.054 --> 00:14:56.308 its thanks to impermanence and non-self that 00:14:57.378 --> 00:15:00.149 thats why you know 00:15:00.786 --> 00:15:02.915 its individual but 00:15:03.615 --> 00:15:07.807 at the same time its collective and we know that its 00:15:09.430 --> 00:15:12.331 its - there's no separate self 00:15:13.151 --> 00:15:15.946 in store consciousness 00:15:16.736 --> 00:15:20.844 and then on the upper level of consciousness are the five senses 00:15:23.392 --> 00:15:28.221 the eye consciousness, the ear consciousness, the nose consciousness 00:15:30.334 --> 00:15:34.069 the tongue consciousness and the body consciousness 00:15:39.407 --> 00:15:43.184 these are like windows 00:15:44.284 --> 00:15:45.953 windows 00:15:47.814 --> 00:15:49.518 for us 00:15:50.118 --> 00:15:52.698 to come in touch with the outside world 00:15:53.601 --> 00:15:56.334 with store to come in touch with the outside world 00:15:56.551 --> 00:16:00.483 and they do look like windows don't they 00:16:01.116 --> 00:16:02.910 little windows 00:16:03.300 --> 00:16:07.760 these are were the inputs come in and also outputs as well 00:16:10.130 --> 00:16:12.786 and the sixth consciousness 00:16:13.636 --> 00:16:16.617 is mind consciousness 00:16:19.410 --> 00:16:23.300 but today what I wanted to talk about 00:16:23.920 --> 00:16:26.226 the manas 00:16:28.051 --> 00:16:30.240 our friend 00:16:32.150 --> 00:16:36.759 manas, I've always wanted to talk about manas 00:16:39.239 --> 00:16:43.574 and I've never had a chance to do it 00:16:45.234 --> 00:16:50.216 that's because its not the topic for the discussion 00:16:52.336 --> 00:16:55.641 we drew up this diagram 00:16:56.131 --> 00:16:59.787 so that we understand the different levels of consciousness 00:17:00.617 --> 00:17:02.624 but we don't say too much 00:17:02.699 --> 00:17:04.864 I've never said a lot on manas 00:17:05.224 --> 00:17:07.498 but today this is my topic: 00:17:08.338 --> 00:17:11.058 Is manas, the tendencies of manas 00:17:11.528 --> 00:17:14.451 and how is that affecting 00:17:16.821 --> 00:17:20.000 you know, discrimination and all that. 00:17:22.029 --> 00:17:24.229 So Manas, 00:17:25.881 --> 00:17:28.622 it's a function of consciousness. 00:17:30.222 --> 00:17:32.767 Before I go into manas let me just talk 00:17:32.897 --> 00:17:36.052 a little about the six consciousnesses 00:17:36.382 --> 00:17:39.505 because Manas plays with the six consciousnesses. 00:17:39.715 --> 00:17:43.210 are what we call the evolving consciousness 00:17:43.767 --> 00:17:47.799 evolving because it comes out from store consciousness 00:17:47.979 --> 00:17:51.787 it evolves from store consciousness 00:17:52.784 --> 00:17:56.308 Manas is, is one of those evolving consciousness. 00:17:56.462 --> 00:17:58.933 It also comes out of store consciousness. 00:17:59.100 --> 00:18:03.780 It comes from the seed of delusion and craziness in the store consciousness. 00:18:04.190 --> 00:18:05.876 It comes up, 00:18:06.756 --> 00:18:10.248 and then Manas comes back down to store consciousness 00:18:10.468 --> 00:18:14.516 kind of like clinging on to part of the store consciousness 00:18:19.661 --> 00:18:21.755 and claims that part 00:18:22.185 --> 00:18:26.030 of store consciousness as its lover, 00:18:27.444 --> 00:18:28.774 Its self. 00:18:54.878 --> 00:19:02.048 [Bell] 00:19:21.520 --> 00:19:25.417 Manas grasps onto store consciousness, a part of the store consciousness 00:19:25.417 --> 00:19:29.017 and considers it its beloved 00:19:29.969 --> 00:19:33.756 and identifies it as its self. 00:19:35.128 --> 00:19:37.597 As the self. 00:19:41.461 --> 00:19:43.584 And, 00:19:45.895 --> 00:19:49.649 and so manas is where the belief 00:19:50.009 --> 00:19:54.398 or the idea of a separate self stems from. 00:19:55.558 --> 00:19:56.558 It is . . . 00:19:57.368 --> 00:20:01.098 It is also the defense mechanism 00:20:01.778 --> 00:20:06.551 or the survival instinct inside us. 00:20:09.671 --> 00:20:13.282 Manas is the preservation of self. 00:20:18.842 --> 00:20:23.322 And there are four characteristics of Manas. 00:20:23.819 --> 00:20:28.179 The first one is called "nashi" in Vietnamese. 00:20:28.347 --> 00:20:29.697 "Nashi" means 00:20:29.833 --> 00:20:31.743 it's an ignorance 00:20:31.981 --> 00:20:33.721 about self. 00:20:35.494 --> 00:20:36.504 It is the . . 00:20:37.463 --> 00:20:40.614 the ignorance, the delusion 00:20:41.945 --> 00:20:44.923 that claims that there is a separate self 00:20:45.912 --> 00:20:48.392 or separate identity. 00:20:50.765 --> 00:20:53.206 "Nakeen" which is 00:20:54.350 --> 00:20:56.978 the wrong view of self. 00:20:58.905 --> 00:21:00.889 It's a . . . 00:21:02.079 --> 00:21:04.669 It's a view, it's a perception. 00:21:04.872 --> 00:21:07.782 It's an idea of a separate self 00:21:08.707 --> 00:21:11.137 that discriminates self 00:21:12.475 --> 00:21:15.335 from things that are non-self. 00:21:15.802 --> 00:21:17.692 In other words, 00:21:17.924 --> 00:21:20.324 self, my five skandhas, 00:21:20.620 --> 00:21:21.580 body, 00:21:21.820 --> 00:21:24.880 feelings, perceptions, mental formations, and consciousness 00:21:25.101 --> 00:21:26.341 as my self. 00:21:27.838 --> 00:21:30.463 And everything else, is not self. 00:21:40.455 --> 00:21:44.878 And "nyamang," nyamang is a complex of the self. 00:21:46.188 --> 00:21:48.324 It is the pride of the self. 00:21:49.564 --> 00:21:50.994 The arrogance 00:21:51.594 --> 00:21:52.944 of the self 00:21:53.254 --> 00:21:55.894 which is also the cause of looking down on everything 00:21:56.052 --> 00:21:57.572 that is non-self. 00:21:59.402 --> 00:22:02.291 And "na-eye" is the love of the self. 00:22:03.533 --> 00:22:06.573 It's the attachment to the self. 00:22:09.354 --> 00:22:12.344 Or the clinging to the idea of a separate entity 00:22:12.504 --> 00:22:14.554 a separate identity, 00:22:15.275 --> 00:22:17.105 separate existence. 00:22:18.018 --> 00:22:20.153 So we know that these four 00:22:20.295 --> 00:22:22.325 these four characteristics 00:22:23.594 --> 00:22:25.630 are the basis 00:22:28.121 --> 00:22:33.773 of this inherent belief, an idea in a separate self. 00:22:37.217 --> 00:22:40.427 And it is also the cause of a lot of our suffering. 00:22:42.914 --> 00:22:45.533 A feeling of separation, 00:22:46.766 --> 00:22:48.566 loneliness, 00:22:53.523 --> 00:22:55.253 alienation. 00:22:56.221 --> 00:22:58.321 I know a lot of us are, 00:22:58.468 --> 00:23:00.848 especially during this covid time. 00:23:01.048 --> 00:23:03.918 There are a lot of people out there who are, 00:23:04.465 --> 00:23:06.975 who are feeling really lonely, 00:23:07.035 --> 00:23:09.828 really alienated, 00:23:10.079 --> 00:23:12.289 and separated from everything 00:23:12.828 --> 00:23:14.048 and everyone. 00:23:16.656 --> 00:23:18.946 It is also the basis of 00:23:19.245 --> 00:23:21.595 all the killing that's happening. 00:23:22.862 --> 00:23:25.897 And believe it or not, also the climate change 00:23:25.975 --> 00:23:28.675 is coming up from this. 00:23:28.721 --> 00:23:32.721 Because there's this idea that this is me, I protect myself 00:23:32.735 --> 00:23:36.735 and I get, you know, whatever it is 00:23:38.145 --> 00:23:40.875 for my benefit; for the benefit of the self 00:23:40.909 --> 00:23:44.909 disregard of what's happening with the others. 00:23:45.009 --> 00:23:47.679 With the environment, with the Earth. 00:23:50.757 --> 00:23:53.447 And we consume in ways that 00:23:53.713 --> 00:23:56.651 are not really in line 00:23:57.285 --> 00:23:58.941 with respect 00:24:01.178 --> 00:24:04.911 to Mother Earth, and care for Mother Earth 00:24:06.198 --> 00:24:09.512 because we just want to satisfy our needs. 00:24:09.886 --> 00:24:13.886 And our needs are really bottomless. 00:24:14.833 --> 00:24:16.483 Needs, 00:24:17.388 --> 00:24:18.888 comfort. 00:24:19.825 --> 00:24:22.928 A lot of material things. 00:24:23.088 --> 00:24:26.658 I don't know, what do . . . what do people really need out there, anyways? 00:24:28.371 --> 00:24:31.047 A lot of money, maybe? 00:24:31.918 --> 00:24:34.118 A lot of consumption? 00:24:38.004 --> 00:24:42.004 Yeah, there are so many people who have so, so much 00:24:44.238 --> 00:24:47.128 and there are people who don't have anything. 00:24:47.160 --> 00:24:50.110 And if they could just give a little bit of what they have 00:24:51.027 --> 00:24:54.317 maybe the poor people or the people who are 00:24:54.510 --> 00:24:58.131 in disadvantaged situations could be 00:24:58.739 --> 00:25:01.593 could be a great relief for them. 00:25:01.890 --> 00:25:05.788 But that's not always the case. Manas is . . . it's there. 00:25:06.484 --> 00:25:10.484 Manas is there and says "This is me and I have to protect myself 00:25:10.763 --> 00:25:15.543 and I need to get for myself. The more the better. 00:25:16.074 --> 00:25:20.074 And who cares about other people? That's them." 00:25:20.983 --> 00:25:25.903 But we know with the climate situation that's not. The reality is that 00:25:26.858 --> 00:25:28.978 what affects 00:25:29.025 --> 00:25:31.665 the other is also affecting me. 00:25:31.865 --> 00:25:35.865 And we see that very clearly with the climate change, right? 00:25:36.697 --> 00:25:40.427 That what is happening on the other side of the planet 00:25:40.525 --> 00:25:42.295 is affecting us. 00:25:42.335 --> 00:25:47.725 And what's affecting us here, what we are, our behavior here 00:25:47.775 --> 00:25:51.450 is affecting people on the other side of the planet. 00:25:51.543 --> 00:25:55.543 There's this interconnectedness that 00:25:56.527 --> 00:26:00.543 often we really 00:26:02.360 --> 00:26:03.910 don't recognize. 00:26:11.188 --> 00:26:13.148 And so . . . 00:26:13.937 --> 00:26:16.021 So, Manas, 00:26:17.652 --> 00:26:20.060 its function 00:26:22.152 --> 00:26:23.152 is . . . 00:26:25.663 --> 00:26:29.074 to appropriate a self, right? 00:26:29.218 --> 00:26:32.566 And so it avoids 00:26:32.602 --> 00:26:34.132 all kinds of suffering. 00:26:34.242 --> 00:26:37.902 It avoids suffering. It runs away from suffering. 00:26:37.987 --> 00:26:40.717 It doesn't want to face suffering. 00:26:40.812 --> 00:26:43.560 That sounds familiar, doesn't it? 00:26:44.825 --> 00:26:48.825 For a lot of us, it is hard to face our suffering. 00:26:49.842 --> 00:26:52.617 It is really overwhelming 00:26:52.651 --> 00:26:54.171 to look at our suffering. 00:26:54.257 --> 00:26:57.701 Sometimes it's not even possible for us 00:26:58.291 --> 00:27:01.691 to go back to ourselves and look at our suffering. 00:27:04.888 --> 00:27:08.888 Because Manas does not want to admit there is suffering. 00:27:09.120 --> 00:27:12.370 Manas will find all possible ways 00:27:12.472 --> 00:27:14.642 to run away from suffering. 00:27:15.845 --> 00:27:20.535 And Manas ignores the goodness of suffering. 00:27:20.623 --> 00:27:25.532 We know that in the Four Noble Truths 00:27:25.922 --> 00:27:29.077 the first of those truths is suffering. 00:27:30.986 --> 00:27:33.852 And why is it that 00:27:34.072 --> 00:27:37.162 suffering is a noble truth? 00:27:39.981 --> 00:27:42.479 It can only be noble truth 00:27:43.638 --> 00:27:46.356 when we recognize 00:27:47.052 --> 00:27:48.542 that there is suffering. 00:27:48.616 --> 00:27:54.878 We admit that we do have suffering and we are staying with that suffering. 00:27:54.992 --> 00:27:57.285 We are recognizing it. 00:28:00.948 --> 00:28:03.094 We're facing it. 00:28:03.192 --> 00:28:06.396 So that we can understand 00:28:07.860 --> 00:28:09.830 the causes and conditions 00:28:10.150 --> 00:28:12.798 that brought about the suffering. 00:28:14.549 --> 00:28:19.009 Suffering has been made at some point in our life. 00:28:20.265 --> 00:28:22.425 And so . . . 00:28:24.016 --> 00:28:27.566 when we are able to stay with our suffering 00:28:29.545 --> 00:28:33.315 when we are able to practice, embracing, 00:28:33.424 --> 00:28:36.824 being mindful of the suffering, then we can begin to see 00:28:36.867 --> 00:28:38.627 the causes and conditions. 00:28:38.907 --> 00:28:42.017 And that's the second Noble Truth. 00:28:42.117 --> 00:28:45.707 And it's only when we are able to see the causes and conditions 00:28:45.783 --> 00:28:47.625 of our suffering 00:28:49.355 --> 00:28:51.291 that we can, 00:28:53.327 --> 00:28:57.302 that we can do something to transform our suffering. 00:28:57.442 --> 00:29:00.515 And that's the fourth Noble Truth. 00:29:01.640 --> 00:29:08.240 And these practices of the Noble Eightfold Path 00:29:08.430 --> 00:29:10.994 which is the fourth . . . 00:29:14.174 --> 00:29:16.752 which is the fourth Noble Truth 00:29:17.565 --> 00:29:20.565 are practices that help us to experience 00:29:22.548 --> 00:29:24.738 great happiness 00:29:26.361 --> 00:29:28.281 and freedom. 00:29:28.376 --> 00:29:30.706 So it's the suffering 00:29:30.819 --> 00:29:32.789 that helps us to experience 00:29:34.077 --> 00:29:37.322 happiness and freedom. 00:29:37.623 --> 00:29:40.289 Manas does not see that. 00:29:40.695 --> 00:29:45.845 Manas simply does not want to face suffering and does not see 00:29:45.918 --> 00:29:48.556 that there is goodness in suffering. 00:29:49.918 --> 00:29:53.368 And because it doesn't see the goodness of suffering 00:29:54.024 --> 00:29:55.944 it also ignores 00:29:58.572 --> 00:30:02.572 the interbeing between suffering and happiness. 00:30:02.915 --> 00:30:05.006 It doesn't see that 00:30:06.806 --> 00:30:11.446 the lotuses need mud to grow 00:30:12.104 --> 00:30:15.694 and that without the mud 00:30:15.953 --> 00:30:19.013 there wouldn't be any lotuses. 00:30:27.890 --> 00:30:31.890 And Manas, another function of Manas is that 00:30:33.044 --> 00:30:35.451 it seeks pleasures 00:30:36.545 --> 00:30:38.665 regardless of the danger 00:30:38.797 --> 00:30:41.167 or negative consequences. 00:30:41.337 --> 00:30:45.337 Short-lived pleasures, 00:30:45.429 --> 00:30:48.449 pleasures 00:30:48.537 --> 00:30:52.927 that would bring along with it a lot of pain and a lot of suffering. 00:30:56.212 --> 00:31:01.192 Manas doesn't care about the consequences that will come later on. 00:31:01.902 --> 00:31:05.612 Manas only wants to experience pleasure. 00:31:09.112 --> 00:31:15.142 And it ignores the danger of these pleasures. 00:31:17.194 --> 00:31:21.544 It ignores the danger of the pleasure-seeking. 00:31:24.989 --> 00:31:28.989 And it also ignores the law of moderation. 00:31:30.938 --> 00:31:35.358 One of the things, when we, I notice is that 00:31:36.430 --> 00:31:39.410 In New Hamlet we cook really good food 00:31:41.492 --> 00:31:42.832 and sometimes 00:31:42.985 --> 00:31:45.325 because the food is good 00:31:45.598 --> 00:31:48.353 sometimes we take more than what we need! 00:31:50.580 --> 00:31:52.550 And afterward we'll complain, 00:31:52.672 --> 00:31:59.940 "Ah, I'm too full" or "I don't feel very comfortable because I ate too, too much." 00:32:00.703 --> 00:32:04.703 Well, that's Manas playing with us. 00:32:06.086 --> 00:32:10.386 That Manas doesn't know that "You know, you just need to eat enough." 00:32:12.750 --> 00:32:14.370 That you don't need to 00:32:14.482 --> 00:32:19.152 eat too, too much. Manas doesn't know the law of moderation. 00:32:19.372 --> 00:32:24.622 When something that Manas perceives as being pleasant 00:32:25.593 --> 00:32:28.783 good for it, it will hoard. 00:32:31.267 --> 00:32:35.057 And too much of something can make you sick, right? 00:32:35.142 --> 00:32:37.502 Even the good thing. 00:32:42.518 --> 00:32:46.518 Last week Sister (Nhat Ngiem?) talked about the original fear. 00:32:47.101 --> 00:32:49.856 Well, that's the work of Manas. 00:32:50.014 --> 00:32:58.214 Manas is afraid of dying, hunger, loneliness and abandoning. 00:32:59.036 --> 00:33:01.639 These are the original fears. 00:33:04.607 --> 00:33:07.285 In other words, it's 00:33:07.419 --> 00:33:09.099 original desire. 00:33:09.572 --> 00:33:13.712 It's deepest desire is to survive. 00:33:14.134 --> 00:33:16.824 That's the original desire. 00:33:16.993 --> 00:33:20.522 And so it would avoid, it's afraid 00:33:20.964 --> 00:33:23.924 of these things: dying, 00:33:24.093 --> 00:33:27.693 hunger, abandoning. 00:33:32.747 --> 00:33:38.347 And it doesn't see the danger of these fears 00:33:38.742 --> 00:33:42.742 because these fears can be really overwhelming. 00:33:43.186 --> 00:33:46.816 And these fears can lead to destructive behavior. 00:33:50.924 --> 00:33:54.664 And it can prevent us from recognizing 00:33:54.705 --> 00:33:57.866 and enjoying the happiness 00:33:57.917 --> 00:34:00.857 in the present moment. 00:34:03.864 --> 00:34:06.674 It prevents us from enjoying 00:34:09.741 --> 00:34:13.351 whatever it is that we have in the present moment. 00:34:23.344 --> 00:34:27.454 And so it doesn't recognize 00:34:27.561 --> 00:34:31.031 and it doesn't enjoy the happiness in the present moment 00:34:31.211 --> 00:34:34.643 because it is always seeking for happiness 00:34:34.732 --> 00:34:40.142 but it seeks for happiness elsewhere 00:34:40.786 --> 00:34:44.786 not from here, like in the practice. 00:34:47.470 --> 00:34:50.480 And it doesn't see that 00:34:51.853 --> 00:34:55.853 the conditions of happiness are right here and right now. 00:34:56.452 --> 00:35:02.532 All we need to do is to go back and be mindful of what we have 00:35:04.281 --> 00:35:09.121 and we see that we have more than enough conditions to be happy 00:35:10.017 --> 00:35:12.674 here and now. 00:35:15.928 --> 00:35:20.218 We talked about, you know, the feelings 00:35:21.890 --> 00:35:24.081 and we kind of 00:35:25.526 --> 00:35:27.846 mentioned this a little bit. 00:35:27.940 --> 00:35:30.320 There are three kinds of feelings, right? 00:35:30.460 --> 00:35:34.940 Pleasant feelings, unpleasant feelings, and the neutral feelings. 00:35:35.157 --> 00:35:38.887 So we know that Manas would seek out the pleasant feeling no matter what 00:35:38.949 --> 00:35:39.789 right? 00:35:39.889 --> 00:35:42.939 And it would avoid the unpleasant feeling, right? 00:35:43.444 --> 00:35:47.134 But it doesn't recognize these neutral feelings 00:35:47.344 --> 00:35:50.944 that are abundant in our daily life. 00:35:52.887 --> 00:35:57.557 And that with mindfulness we recognize that these feelings 00:35:57.644 --> 00:36:00.984 that we consider neutral, like a, kind of like a 00:36:01.334 --> 00:36:07.204 blah kind of feeling, like kind of blunt, kind of feelings that 00:36:07.831 --> 00:36:13.263 neither excites us nor 00:36:16.773 --> 00:36:19.038 creates suffering for us. 00:36:20.497 --> 00:36:24.497 These neutral feelings, if we are aware of them 00:36:25.942 --> 00:36:29.648 if we recognize them, we realize that they are really 00:36:30.226 --> 00:36:31.886 conditions for happiness. 00:36:32.096 --> 00:36:35.316 And one example that Thay always talked about was toothache. 00:36:37.228 --> 00:36:41.228 That right now a lot of us do not have a toothache 00:36:41.381 --> 00:36:45.381 and we don't recognize the happiness of not having a toothache. 00:36:46.108 --> 00:36:51.168 It is only when we have a toothache that we realize 00:36:51.265 --> 00:36:54.065 that not having a toothache, that neutral feeling 00:36:54.180 --> 00:36:57.470 that we are experiencing right now of not having a toothache 00:36:57.607 --> 00:37:00.368 is an element of happiness. 00:37:02.230 --> 00:37:06.230 So we know that where it's coming from, this kind of attitude 00:37:06.601 --> 00:37:08.874 it's coming from Manas. 00:37:19.923 --> 00:37:21.204 So next time 00:37:21.774 --> 00:37:23.484 next time when we 00:37:24.706 --> 00:37:26.355 notice that 00:37:27.203 --> 00:37:31.443 we're not appreciating anymore the conditions we have here now 00:37:33.450 --> 00:37:35.630 and not appreciating them 00:37:35.762 --> 00:37:39.572 and taking them for granted, we know that it is Manas 00:37:39.729 --> 00:37:45.390 really working to take us away 00:37:47.392 --> 00:37:49.352 from appreciating deeply 00:37:51.021 --> 00:37:53.921 these neutral experiences 00:37:56.151 --> 00:38:00.151 that are really conditions for happiness. 00:38:09.526 --> 00:38:20.316 (Bell) 00:38:37.585 --> 00:38:40.575 Manas doesn't see the environment 00:38:42.709 --> 00:38:44.329 as itself. 00:38:44.392 --> 00:38:50.082 It sees the environment as different from itself. 00:38:53.677 --> 00:38:55.888 and it discriminates. 00:38:56.372 --> 00:38:59.302 "This is self, and this is not self." 00:39:01.184 --> 00:39:04.405 And so it has a tendency to discriminate, 00:39:06.055 --> 00:39:10.055 to reject what is not self. 00:39:15.146 --> 00:39:18.146 And so we know that the root of discrimination 00:39:18.858 --> 00:39:20.458 is really 00:39:21.469 --> 00:39:24.119 in Manas, in every one of us. 00:39:24.596 --> 00:39:29.086 Right? It's in . . . it's a big part of our consciousness. 00:39:29.902 --> 00:39:32.141 This discriminative mind. 00:39:32.982 --> 00:39:38.202 The mind that discriminates, "this is me, and this is mine, 00:39:38.587 --> 00:39:41.217 and this is not me and not mine." 00:39:41.743 --> 00:39:44.203 And that the only thing that I care for, 00:39:44.857 --> 00:39:47.286 that I protect, that I guard, 00:39:48.667 --> 00:39:51.046 with my whole being is this: 00:39:51.565 --> 00:39:53.756 my five skandhas. 00:39:54.744 --> 00:40:01.054 And everything else is there to serve these five skandhas of mine. 00:40:06.808 --> 00:40:11.578 And so, in the context of discrimination 00:40:11.757 --> 00:40:14.601 we see that everybody has this seed. 00:40:15.604 --> 00:40:18.534 Everybody has the tendency to discriminate. 00:40:18.657 --> 00:40:21.447 Not just people with a particular skin color. 00:40:29.983 --> 00:40:32.943 And often the victims of discrimination 00:40:35.696 --> 00:40:40.606 are also perpetrators of discrimination 00:40:41.923 --> 00:40:43.436 as well. 00:40:47.008 --> 00:40:50.068 And that for us to be able to 00:40:52.257 --> 00:40:55.627 really transform the discrimination in us 00:40:57.586 --> 00:41:00.835 we really need to confront Manas. 00:41:05.309 --> 00:41:09.009 And Manas is not something easy to confront, by the way. 00:41:09.081 --> 00:41:13.081 Because store consciousness and Manas 00:41:14.572 --> 00:41:18.572 are functioning in ways 00:41:22.003 --> 00:41:25.035 that's not known to our conscious mind. 00:41:30.249 --> 00:41:33.610 In other words, we don't really have access 00:41:34.217 --> 00:41:36.247 to how they function. 00:41:36.345 --> 00:41:39.815 We can only see different manifestations 00:41:41.084 --> 00:41:45.084 in our consciousness now and then if we are aware of it. 00:41:45.194 --> 00:41:48.494 But actually, Manas is working 00:41:49.144 --> 00:41:50.894 twenty-four hours a day 00:41:50.936 --> 00:41:54.505 and it's affecting everything about us. 00:41:55.025 --> 00:42:00.004 From the way we see our self, from the way we see other people 00:42:00.116 --> 00:42:03.267 from the way we relate to other people 00:42:03.633 --> 00:42:05.483 to the environment, 00:42:05.551 --> 00:42:07.541 to everything. 00:42:10.564 --> 00:42:13.084 And so, how do we practice? 00:42:15.814 --> 00:42:18.764 How do we practice to shed light on Manas? 00:42:18.836 --> 00:42:21.426 How do we practice to recognize manas? 00:42:22.159 --> 00:42:25.159 How do we practice to be free from manas? 00:42:46.234 --> 00:42:50.594 And we know that store consciousness is impermanent, 00:42:51.455 --> 00:42:54.095 and without a separate self, right? 00:42:55.591 --> 00:42:59.140 Manas, the good news is that manas also is impermanent 00:42:59.230 --> 00:43:02.290 and without a separate self. 00:43:06.743 --> 00:43:10.743 Manas is the deluded mind in us. Right? 00:43:13.619 --> 00:43:16.619 And it is manas that limits us, 00:43:17.541 --> 00:43:21.321 the limitations of our consciousness. 00:43:23.361 --> 00:43:26.166 As I'm doing this I think of a horse. 00:43:26.956 --> 00:43:30.956 And you know they put like two boards on the side of the head of the horse 00:43:31.141 --> 00:43:33.601 so that the horse only sees the front 00:43:33.885 --> 00:43:36.275 and that he can go straight to the front 00:43:36.505 --> 00:43:39.555 but he doesn't go sideways, doesn't get distracted. 00:43:41.002 --> 00:43:43.340 Manas is like that. 00:43:45.411 --> 00:43:48.013 It limits us 00:43:49.561 --> 00:43:53.561 from expanding ourselves. 00:43:54.349 --> 00:43:56.130 We are unlimited. 00:43:56.550 --> 00:44:01.230 We have all these unlimited potentials inside ourselves. 00:44:02.372 --> 00:44:05.622 We are much more than we think we are. 00:44:06.994 --> 00:44:09.324 We contain the whole universe. 00:44:10.191 --> 00:44:12.211 We are a miracle 00:44:13.810 --> 00:44:14.860 of life. 00:44:15.146 --> 00:44:19.676 We are a miracle of life. We are a part of these wonders of the universe. 00:44:23.555 --> 00:44:24.625 And yet . . . 00:44:25.575 --> 00:44:28.245 we only see ourselves this much. 00:44:29.118 --> 00:44:32.101 This is how much we see ourselves. 00:44:32.809 --> 00:44:34.759 Through our suffering 00:44:37.366 --> 00:44:42.046 through these dramas that are happening every day. 00:44:44.334 --> 00:44:48.334 Through the power struggles that we are having. 00:45:02.265 --> 00:45:04.515 And so because manas, 00:45:07.528 --> 00:45:09.810 it's impermanent, 00:45:11.592 --> 00:45:14.662 which means that it can be transformed. 00:45:15.124 --> 00:45:17.361 Which means that we can really 00:45:18.392 --> 00:45:20.646 go beyond these limitations 00:45:22.018 --> 00:45:27.258 to experience ourself as a true miracle of life. 00:45:31.272 --> 00:45:33.499 So where do we begin? 00:45:34.297 --> 00:45:38.297 We begin with mindfulness, concentration, and insight. Right? 00:45:43.162 --> 00:45:44.782 That's the key . . . 00:45:46.112 --> 00:45:49.312 in helping to, in transforming Manas. 00:45:51.020 --> 00:45:54.190 It's really mindfulness, concentration and insight. 00:45:58.812 --> 00:46:00.312 The practice is 00:46:04.900 --> 00:46:07.042 In other words we are using 00:46:07.123 --> 00:46:11.723 So the mind consciousness, (referring to) six consciousnesses, 00:46:12.106 --> 00:46:14.846 the mind consciousness 00:46:16.574 --> 00:46:17.614 is . . . . 00:46:23.747 --> 00:46:29.027 The mind consciousness relies on manas to manifest. 00:46:31.236 --> 00:46:35.236 So the basis of mind consciousness, is manas. 00:46:36.877 --> 00:46:38.726 But at the same time 00:46:38.844 --> 00:46:40.985 mind consciousness 00:46:41.242 --> 00:46:43.092 can do the work 00:46:44.301 --> 00:46:49.031 of cultivating mindfulness, concentration and insight. 00:46:50.957 --> 00:46:52.417 In other words, 00:46:52.524 --> 00:46:54.264 the mind consciousness 00:46:54.861 --> 00:46:58.113 that can bring the light into manas 00:46:59.248 --> 00:47:01.849 and shed the light on manas. 00:47:08.090 --> 00:47:13.364 And so when we train manas, I mean mind consciousness 00:47:14.011 --> 00:47:18.011 through the practices of mindfulness, concentration and insight. 00:47:21.582 --> 00:47:22.872 We are really 00:47:24.215 --> 00:47:26.175 we are really bringing the light in 00:47:27.635 --> 00:47:29.865 and we are really creating 00:47:31.779 --> 00:47:33.742 neuropathways. 00:47:35.032 --> 00:47:38.242 We are educating manas 00:47:40.480 --> 00:47:41.590 to see 00:47:43.546 --> 00:47:46.342 interbeing, the nature of interbeing, 00:47:46.862 --> 00:47:49.712 to see the nature of interconnectedness, 00:47:51.526 --> 00:47:53.016 to see 00:47:53.709 --> 00:47:56.459 interdependence arising. 00:47:59.002 --> 00:48:01.222 Because we know that manas does not 00:48:01.723 --> 00:48:04.319 see interconnectedness, interbeing. 00:48:04.760 --> 00:48:08.880 Manas only sees discrimination between self and not-self. 00:48:09.852 --> 00:48:13.852 And we're bringing this insight down to manas. 00:48:18.252 --> 00:48:21.279 And we have all our practices in our daily life 00:48:21.610 --> 00:48:26.639 it's really about bringing the light of these insights 00:48:26.889 --> 00:48:28.119 into manas. 00:48:35.989 --> 00:48:39.989 So, when we talk about mindfulness, concentration and insight 00:48:41.365 --> 00:48:44.115 the real practice is for us to stop 00:48:45.793 --> 00:48:48.353 so that we can look deeply, right? 00:48:48.549 --> 00:48:51.029 In order to have this insight. 00:48:51.858 --> 00:48:55.518 The insight of interconnectedness, the insight of interbeing. 00:48:55.744 --> 00:48:57.474 The insight of non-self. 00:48:57.871 --> 00:49:01.871 And that these insights we kind of download 00:49:02.724 --> 00:49:05.271 download them to manas 00:49:06.842 --> 00:49:08.482 so that 00:49:09.043 --> 00:49:10.453 manas 00:49:11.347 --> 00:49:14.697 can be educated, and can be transformed. 00:49:15.650 --> 00:49:18.510 So, all our practices are really 00:49:19.487 --> 00:49:21.517 to educate manas. 00:49:23.534 --> 00:49:26.677 But there are some practices that I found really 00:49:26.930 --> 00:49:28.460 really helpful. 00:49:32.194 --> 00:49:35.504 One of those practices that I really enjoy 00:49:36.088 --> 00:49:38.398 is the practice of the gathas. 00:49:38.517 --> 00:49:42.367 We think that gathas are only used for novices, right? 00:49:42.877 --> 00:49:44.967 But actually they're really 00:49:45.146 --> 00:49:49.146 they're really powerful tools 00:49:49.257 --> 00:49:52.397 to help us to look deeply. 00:49:53.242 --> 00:49:55.714 They're not just helping us to be present 00:49:56.068 --> 00:49:58.767 in everything that we do. 00:49:59.354 --> 00:50:02.774 But also they help us to look deeply as well. 00:50:09.090 --> 00:50:12.040 How many of us here practice the gathas? 00:50:15.175 --> 00:50:18.735 You think the older sisters don't really practice the gathas anymore? 00:50:19.280 --> 00:50:21.709 You think you're beyond that, right? 00:50:23.654 --> 00:50:24.874 Well . . . 00:50:28.254 --> 00:50:30.854 I found them really useful 00:50:32.445 --> 00:50:34.375 to help me to look deeply. 00:50:35.809 --> 00:50:39.809 And the other, and I will read some of the gathas later on 00:50:39.967 --> 00:50:44.217 that are so useful in helping us to see the interconnectedness, 00:50:45.747 --> 00:50:47.678 the interbeing nature. 00:50:49.037 --> 00:50:52.276 The other practices are the guided meditations. 00:50:53.424 --> 00:50:55.514 The guided meditation exercises 00:50:56.561 --> 00:50:59.541 that we've been doing during this Rains Retreat 00:50:59.657 --> 00:51:02.562 are very deep guided meditation exercises 00:51:02.966 --> 00:51:04.516 that help us to see 00:51:05.276 --> 00:51:06.586 our true nature. 00:51:07.542 --> 00:51:10.382 The nature of no birth and no death. 00:51:11.484 --> 00:51:16.574 And that every time we have a chance to go for sitting meditation 00:51:18.839 --> 00:51:22.089 we have a chance to use these guided meditations 00:51:25.504 --> 00:51:27.964 to cultivate the insight 00:51:29.204 --> 00:51:31.234 of interconnectedness 00:51:32.341 --> 00:51:34.256 of interbeing. 00:51:42.839 --> 00:51:45.326 And they help us to reflect. 00:51:48.974 --> 00:51:52.714 But a practice that I really enjoy doing 00:51:53.977 --> 00:51:55.797 is the practice of eating. 00:51:55.925 --> 00:51:58.185 Because that's the most 00:51:58.583 --> 00:51:59.793 concrete 00:52:02.093 --> 00:52:04.363 practice that helped me to see 00:52:07.150 --> 00:52:11.150 the interconnectedness, the interbeing nature. 00:52:13.975 --> 00:52:14.985 The food 00:52:15.665 --> 00:52:17.299 that I consider 00:52:18.155 --> 00:52:22.804 part of the environment that manas considers not itself. 00:52:26.735 --> 00:52:29.975 You know, as you eat this food with mindfulness 00:52:31.085 --> 00:52:34.256 you realize that this food that you're chewing 00:52:37.399 --> 00:52:41.399 it's becoming a part of you. You cannot live without food, right? 00:52:43.370 --> 00:52:45.887 We need this food for survival. 00:52:47.873 --> 00:52:50.490 So in a sense, this food 00:52:52.067 --> 00:52:56.067 once it gets into our body it's part of us, right? 00:52:57.633 --> 00:53:00.460 But think about it. Where's the food coming from? 00:53:01.972 --> 00:53:06.232 Ok, a few things - the sunshine, the rain, the earth, the air 00:53:09.301 --> 00:53:11.071 farmers that bring them 00:53:11.339 --> 00:53:13.261 my sisters who cook them. 00:53:13.418 --> 00:53:16.618 These elements that are non-food elements 00:53:17.131 --> 00:53:18.747 are really also 00:53:20.759 --> 00:53:24.202 a part of me because without these elements 00:53:24.543 --> 00:53:27.575 I wouldn't be able to survive. 00:53:27.729 --> 00:53:30.309 I wouldn't be able to have food to eat. 00:53:30.899 --> 00:53:36.947 So in a sense these elements are also me. A part of me. 00:53:40.633 --> 00:53:44.173 They are indispensible for my survival. 00:53:46.558 --> 00:53:48.478 Manas doesn't see that, right? 00:53:48.546 --> 00:53:51.466 We know that manas doesn't see that. 00:53:52.216 --> 00:53:54.676 But with mindfulness practices 00:53:55.377 --> 00:53:59.707 we're seeing that insight. 00:54:01.286 --> 00:54:03.717 We're seeing that true reality. 00:54:04.843 --> 00:54:07.883 And so the practice of eating meditation 00:54:08.303 --> 00:54:10.568 It's a really powerful practice 00:54:10.703 --> 00:54:17.309 for us to help experience the insight of non-self. 00:54:18.433 --> 00:54:21.193 Of interconnectedness, of interbeing. 00:54:21.769 --> 00:54:25.612 And when we are able to eat in that way, with this insight 00:54:28.086 --> 00:54:30.886 we bring in the light into manas. 00:54:31.589 --> 00:54:34.135 So that manas can see 00:54:37.363 --> 00:54:40.970 that the environment is also a part of us. 00:54:43.479 --> 00:54:46.113 That we are the environment 00:54:46.272 --> 00:54:48.692 and the environment is us. 00:54:53.589 --> 00:54:55.389 And so . . . 00:54:55.469 --> 00:54:56.799 sometimes 00:54:58.873 --> 00:55:03.313 when we eat here in the New Hamlet we like to eat together 00:55:03.451 --> 00:55:05.051 in groups. 00:55:05.277 --> 00:55:08.597 And then we chit chat from the beginning to the end. 00:55:09.598 --> 00:55:11.798 And we miss that opportunity 00:55:13.375 --> 00:55:16.141 to experience this insight. 00:55:17.204 --> 00:55:20.884 And even if we're having twenty minutes of silent meal 00:55:21.361 --> 00:55:24.651 a lot of time we're having this conversation in our head. 00:55:26.003 --> 00:55:27.753 That we missed out 00:55:30.242 --> 00:55:33.632 the experience, also the practice of really seeing 00:55:34.459 --> 00:55:37.079 the interconnectedness between ourself and the food, 00:55:37.183 --> 00:55:40.463 between ourself and the environment. 00:55:49.389 --> 00:55:52.399 And there are so many beautiful gathas for eating 00:55:52.787 --> 00:55:55.951 and one of the gathas that I like to read here is 00:55:56.112 --> 00:55:58.931 Eating in the Historical Dimension. 00:56:00.187 --> 00:56:03.347 I am in the life of my ancestors. 00:56:03.517 --> 00:56:08.007 So I'm feeding myself but at the same time I'm feeding my ancestors 00:56:08.421 --> 00:56:11.111 because my ancestors are not outside of me. 00:56:11.342 --> 00:56:14.412 My ancestors are in every cell of my body. 00:56:14.857 --> 00:56:18.524 That insight, manas does not see. 00:56:19.939 --> 00:56:25.244 And with this gatha, this practice we're training manas to see that. 00:56:28.846 --> 00:56:34.076 An open and upward path for the descendants. 00:56:35.210 --> 00:56:37.788 So my children are also 00:56:39.932 --> 00:56:41.242 a part of me. 00:56:42.199 --> 00:56:45.250 We are monastics. We don't have blood children. 00:56:45.339 --> 00:56:48.149 But maybe my spiritual children. 00:56:48.364 --> 00:56:52.684 Well, I wouldn't say children, but I would say, people who are 00:56:52.853 --> 00:56:55.469 affected by my presence and my practice. 00:56:55.673 --> 00:56:58.483 Whether directly or indirectly, right? 00:56:58.677 --> 00:57:00.657 Because we know that 00:57:02.589 --> 00:57:05.079 energies are something 00:57:06.353 --> 00:57:08.983 that travel through space and time, 00:57:09.153 --> 00:57:12.362 that it's not just confined to my body. 00:57:15.649 --> 00:57:17.699 And that my awakening 00:57:21.657 --> 00:57:25.447 can contribute to the collective awakening of humanity. 00:57:25.703 --> 00:57:27.433 We learned that. 00:57:27.700 --> 00:57:29.070 And so . . . 00:57:30.653 --> 00:57:35.253 my practice, my peace may be affecting other people 00:57:35.453 --> 00:57:36.783 in that way. 00:57:41.274 --> 00:57:42.834 So in a sense, 00:57:45.638 --> 00:57:49.348 they are affected by my practice, 00:57:49.552 --> 00:57:52.362 they are affected by our practice, and they are 00:57:52.635 --> 00:57:54.005 continuation of us. 00:57:55.419 --> 00:57:58.119 Just like we are a continuation of Thay 00:57:58.207 --> 00:58:00.977 and we are continuation of the ancestral teachers 00:58:01.667 --> 00:58:03.624 and of the Buddha. 00:58:09.419 --> 00:58:10.859 And then another 00:58:11.119 --> 00:58:12.809 another opportunity 00:58:15.380 --> 00:58:17.910 for us to practice 00:58:20.688 --> 00:58:23.695 not just once, but many times 00:58:27.211 --> 00:58:28.841 It's going to the toilet. 00:58:29.872 --> 00:58:33.082 It's urinating, defecating. 00:58:34.700 --> 00:58:37.220 It's a really peaceful time. 00:58:37.365 --> 00:58:39.555 You're not distracted by anyone. 00:58:41.554 --> 00:58:44.964 And it's a wonderful opportunity to really see 00:58:47.996 --> 00:58:49.556 the input and output 00:58:51.551 --> 00:58:53.161 directly. 00:58:54.864 --> 00:58:58.014 To see whatever it is you have taken up 00:58:58.583 --> 00:59:00.483 in your meal, you've taken in 00:59:01.468 --> 00:59:04.948 it's now becoming a part of the earth. 00:59:11.210 --> 00:59:13.960 And a gatha that I really enjoy 00:59:14.539 --> 00:59:17.859 Urinating in the Ultimate Dimension 00:59:19.044 --> 00:59:21.764 A wonderful exchange takes place. 00:59:24.941 --> 00:59:28.064 The cosmos and I inter-are. 00:59:28.494 --> 00:59:31.360 There's no increase or decrease. 00:59:34.320 --> 00:59:37.830 In Vietnamese, the cosmos and I inter-are 00:59:39.923 --> 00:59:44.123 (Speaking Vietnamese) I like that better than "the cosmos". 00:59:47.155 --> 00:59:53.255 It's a reminder (Vietnamese) means "I" (Vietnamese word) "you - person." 00:59:53.487 --> 00:59:58.585 "You" it could be the cosmos, could be the flowers, it could be my sister. 00:59:59.602 --> 01:00:01.322 You and I inter-are. 01:00:01.539 --> 01:00:04.709 And that's like a constant, that's a really 01:00:06.744 --> 01:00:11.963 a constant reminder every time I'm sitting, you know 01:00:12.234 --> 01:00:13.664 on the toilet. 01:00:16.325 --> 01:00:19.002 That I am connected with my sisters. 01:00:19.200 --> 01:00:22.147 I am connected with the food that I eat. 01:00:23.447 --> 01:00:27.147 And this is another experience for us 01:00:28.817 --> 01:00:31.445 to taste the insight 01:00:32.257 --> 01:00:35.537 of interbeing and interconnectedness. 01:00:38.430 --> 01:00:42.350 And then there's taking a shower ourself. 01:00:45.051 --> 01:00:47.864 Unborn and indestructible, 01:00:48.745 --> 01:00:51.165 beyond time and space. 01:00:52.041 --> 01:00:55.101 Transmitter and inheritor are one. 01:00:55.410 --> 01:00:58.059 This body of mine 01:01:00.399 --> 01:01:02.179 and that of my parents 01:01:04.140 --> 01:01:07.570 are connected, are deeply connected 01:01:10.525 --> 01:01:13.500 in the wonderful nature of reality. 01:01:14.802 --> 01:01:17.072 So these gathas, 01:01:17.438 --> 01:01:19.748 these gathas were written by Thay. 01:01:20.783 --> 01:01:23.423 And they help enormously, 01:01:24.660 --> 01:01:27.140 they help me enormously in 01:01:29.025 --> 01:01:31.965 reflecting, in my reflections, 01:01:32.303 --> 01:01:34.453 in my practice of looking deeply. 01:01:35.240 --> 01:01:38.950 And I also encourage my mentees to write gathas 01:01:39.054 --> 01:01:41.694 so that we can practice. 01:01:42.423 --> 01:01:43.423 Gathas . . . 01:01:44.152 --> 01:01:47.272 things that we have not had a gathas. 01:01:47.802 --> 01:01:51.216 And we create them so that we can practice them. 01:01:59.557 --> 01:02:01.657 And the breathing 01:02:03.557 --> 01:02:06.327 The breathing, we think, well, for us 01:02:06.473 --> 01:02:09.373 when we are able to come back to our breathing 01:02:11.807 --> 01:02:16.917 it helps to cut off all, dispersed thoughts and thinking, right? 01:02:16.990 --> 01:02:19.940 So that we can be really present here and now. 01:02:22.448 --> 01:02:27.028 But also the breathing, it's not just serving us in that way. 01:02:27.311 --> 01:02:28.991 But when you 01:02:29.829 --> 01:02:31.359 breathe 01:02:34.304 --> 01:02:36.744 and you're really there 01:02:37.134 --> 01:02:39.024 what do you see? 01:02:40.370 --> 01:02:42.720 We're taking in this air, 01:02:42.951 --> 01:02:48.071 this air that we think, that manas thinks is the environment. 01:02:49.169 --> 01:02:50.849 That it's not itself. 01:02:52.387 --> 01:02:54.887 We're taking it in. We are 01:02:55.652 --> 01:02:58.192 indispensible without this air. 01:02:58.430 --> 01:03:02.220 We cannot survive without this air. This air is becoming a part of mine. 01:03:02.551 --> 01:03:04.835 And the air that I'm breathing now 01:03:05.007 --> 01:03:08.447 may be the air that you just breathed out. 01:03:11.588 --> 01:03:13.518 And just that fact 01:03:13.888 --> 01:03:16.939 it's that simple reflection and practice 01:03:18.797 --> 01:03:21.607 of conscious breathing can help us 01:03:23.278 --> 01:03:24.788 experience 01:03:26.841 --> 01:03:30.481 the interconnectedness, the interbeing nature 01:03:30.763 --> 01:03:34.763 of ourselves, with everything there is. 01:03:37.465 --> 01:03:41.465 And we think they're so simple practices but they're so powerful. 01:03:42.810 --> 01:03:45.030 They're so powerful 01:03:45.921 --> 01:03:50.281 in shedding of the light, bringing in the light 01:03:51.184 --> 01:03:53.114 into our mind. 01:03:54.856 --> 01:03:57.826 In order to set us free. 01:03:59.655 --> 01:04:02.725 Free from the grasping of manas 01:04:02.876 --> 01:04:05.766 and the manipulation of manas. 01:04:10.330 --> 01:04:11.430 And so . . . 01:04:12.858 --> 01:04:15.710 And, so in a sense, manas 01:04:17.856 --> 01:04:20.966 it's like the mud of consciousness, right? 01:04:24.546 --> 01:04:27.496 And the insights are like lotuses. 01:04:27.897 --> 01:04:32.097 This insight that we practice to cultivate they're like lotuses. 01:04:36.892 --> 01:04:39.792 And the practice is not about throwing away the mud. 01:04:39.882 --> 01:04:42.132 We don't want to throw away manas. 01:04:43.712 --> 01:04:48.022 We don't want to erase manas from our consciousness. 01:04:50.731 --> 01:04:53.041 Because when we are 01:04:53.141 --> 01:04:56.821 when we train manas, when we practice mindfulness 01:04:56.929 --> 01:05:02.149 and we download these insights of interbeing, interconnectedness 01:05:02.293 --> 01:05:05.033 of non-self into manas 01:05:05.638 --> 01:05:08.078 manas transforms. 01:05:10.509 --> 01:05:13.484 When manas transforms it becomes a wisdom. 01:05:13.812 --> 01:05:17.139 It's called the wisdom of non-discrimination. 01:05:17.323 --> 01:05:20.543 (Speaking Vietnamese) 01:05:23.304 --> 01:05:26.411 It's a wisdom that frees us from all views. 01:05:26.501 --> 01:05:30.121 Views of me, and not me. 01:05:34.069 --> 01:05:35.109 Views . . . 01:05:36.526 --> 01:05:38.046 that discrimate 01:05:40.001 --> 01:05:42.798 us and them. 01:05:45.568 --> 01:05:48.708 And also it frees us from all attachments, 01:05:49.010 --> 01:05:52.740 all attachments to views of a separate self. 01:05:53.071 --> 01:05:56.611 When we can really see that my sisters 01:05:57.782 --> 01:05:59.392 are really me. 01:05:59.543 --> 01:06:01.833 My sisters are part of me. 01:06:02.117 --> 01:06:05.477 This air that I'm breathing is part of me. 01:06:06.727 --> 01:06:09.427 That I'm actually swimming 01:06:10.847 --> 01:06:13.167 every moment of my life 01:06:14.387 --> 01:06:16.009 in this 01:06:17.237 --> 01:06:19.837 a part of me that's outside of me. 01:06:23.067 --> 01:06:25.289 When we have this insight, 01:06:25.393 --> 01:06:29.259 the wisdom of non-discrimination, we see wonders and miracles 01:06:29.456 --> 01:06:31.056 unfolding 01:06:32.212 --> 01:06:34.682 in every moment of our life. 01:06:34.856 --> 01:06:40.456 The beauties and the goodness that's unfolding in every moment of our life. 01:06:42.622 --> 01:06:47.612 Recently I've . . . every morning when I go into sitting meditation 01:06:47.833 --> 01:06:52.693 and I look around at my sisters, the Sangha, and I thought 01:06:54.539 --> 01:06:57.559 "Wow, how beautiful." 01:06:59.147 --> 01:07:01.582 How wonderful it is 01:07:03.251 --> 01:07:06.991 that we had voluntarily 01:07:08.463 --> 01:07:11.133 woke up pretty early in the morning 01:07:11.724 --> 01:07:13.754 came into the hall 01:07:14.158 --> 01:07:16.868 and just sat down together not doing anything. 01:07:17.425 --> 01:07:19.245 Sat down and breathed. 01:07:19.383 --> 01:07:21.013 Sounds beautiful? 01:07:22.106 --> 01:07:25.666 And yet, a lot of time we don't really recognize that. 01:07:27.234 --> 01:07:29.364 That alone is 01:07:29.810 --> 01:07:32.723 it's already something really beautiful. 01:07:44.711 --> 01:07:52.121 (Bell) 01:08:08.098 --> 01:08:11.163 and I'm coming in and I sat down 01:08:11.315 --> 01:08:14.285 and I'm breathing in the air that my sisters breathed out. 01:08:14.442 --> 01:08:17.162 I'm also breathing their smells. 01:08:18.445 --> 01:08:20.908 (Laughs) 01:08:23.334 --> 01:08:25.404 They're becoming a part of me. 01:08:25.529 --> 01:08:29.039 Your consciousness is affecting my consciousness. 01:08:29.782 --> 01:08:32.782 You're nourishing me with your practice. 01:08:32.976 --> 01:08:35.826 You're feeding me with your practice. 01:08:35.934 --> 01:08:39.624 And I don't know how your practice is, but the fact that you're coming in 01:08:39.730 --> 01:08:41.690 and sitting there 01:08:41.819 --> 01:08:43.889 you are nourishing me. 01:08:44.932 --> 01:08:47.991 And yesterday one of the sisters said 01:08:48.229 --> 01:08:51.589 "I don't know what it is with the New Hamlet sisters 01:08:52.098 --> 01:08:55.378 but every morning, everyone is there, in the hall!" 01:08:57.763 --> 01:09:00.783 Which is really good news, right? 01:09:00.995 --> 01:09:03.635 That everyone is in the hall. 01:09:04.833 --> 01:09:09.933 We really enjoy the practices and we really enjoy being together. 01:09:10.584 --> 01:09:13.784 And that's the signature of the New Hamlet. 01:09:16.411 --> 01:09:18.971 Right sisters? 01:09:20.449 --> 01:09:22.279 (Laughs) 01:09:27.172 --> 01:09:30.822 And so the mud becomes lotus. 01:09:39.345 --> 01:09:42.045 When there is the wisdom of non-discrimination 01:09:42.157 --> 01:09:45.244 we see the lotuses in the mud immediately 01:09:45.435 --> 01:09:49.435 and then the mud is no longer "the mud." 01:09:49.896 --> 01:09:52.696 But at the same time we see the mud 01:09:53.850 --> 01:09:55.780 as lotuses. 01:10:00.435 --> 01:10:02.807 When manas is free 01:10:04.550 --> 01:10:06.950 from these wrong 01:10:09.481 --> 01:10:11.361 perceptions and 01:10:11.677 --> 01:10:14.257 wrong beliefs in a separate self 01:10:17.655 --> 01:10:20.295 it sees non-discrimination. 01:10:21.385 --> 01:10:24.975 It is the wisdom of non-discrimination. 01:10:25.064 --> 01:10:26.884 And at the same time 01:10:27.658 --> 01:10:30.228 store consciousness is also free. 01:10:30.561 --> 01:10:33.771 Free from the grasping of manas. 01:10:36.701 --> 01:10:39.351 And store consciousness becomes wisdom. 01:10:39.563 --> 01:10:42.903 It's called the Wisdom of the Great Mirror. 01:10:44.394 --> 01:10:46.734 (Speaking Vietnamese) 01:10:47.589 --> 01:10:51.179 It's a wisdom of utmost clarity and purity 01:10:54.248 --> 01:10:57.208 where there is no obstruction whatsoever. 01:11:00.612 --> 01:11:04.612 And so it's like a mirror that reflects everything as they are 01:11:05.790 --> 01:11:07.750 in store consciousness. 01:11:12.128 --> 01:11:15.028 It is . . . suchness 01:11:16.762 --> 01:11:18.912 and the true nature. 01:11:22.733 --> 01:11:24.903 Our true nature. 01:11:26.014 --> 01:11:28.510 Our true nature of reality. 01:11:31.073 --> 01:11:34.223 And also mind consciousness which is 01:11:36.018 --> 01:11:38.278 stemming from manas 01:11:38.368 --> 01:11:40.982 is also transformed and becomes 01:11:42.257 --> 01:11:46.287 a wisdom called (Vietnamese) 01:11:50.347 --> 01:11:53.017 It's the capacity to see deeply into 01:11:53.482 --> 01:11:56.852 hearts and minds of ourselves and of all beings. 01:11:57.158 --> 01:11:59.808 It's like having psychic power, isn't it? 01:12:00.002 --> 01:12:04.002 To see what's going on in the hearts and minds of everybody. 01:12:12.074 --> 01:12:16.074 To see, we look into the hearts and minds of others 01:12:17.205 --> 01:12:19.915 not to discriminate, not to judge 01:12:20.071 --> 01:12:23.521 but to see ways, in order to help. 01:12:25.701 --> 01:12:27.942 To see appropriate ways 01:12:30.058 --> 01:12:32.488 to help relieve the suffering 01:12:33.076 --> 01:12:36.370 and also to see clearly, practices 01:12:37.716 --> 01:12:41.396 and teachings that can be appropriate to that particular person 01:12:41.584 --> 01:12:44.094 to that particular heart and mind. 01:12:45.830 --> 01:12:48.680 That's psychic power, isn't it? 01:12:53.179 --> 01:12:54.933 And the five senses 01:12:55.088 --> 01:12:58.310 the five sense consciousnesses are also transformed. 01:12:58.517 --> 01:13:02.257 They become . . . (Vietnamese) 01:13:03.011 --> 01:13:05.421 It's a wisdom that allows us 01:13:06.749 --> 01:13:08.849 to realize miracles 01:13:10.810 --> 01:13:12.910 in the work of serving. 01:13:17.143 --> 01:13:20.141 So, these wisdoms 01:13:21.638 --> 01:13:25.118 are like miracles. Like psychic power. 01:13:26.968 --> 01:13:29.288 And it's not far-fetched. 01:13:30.918 --> 01:13:33.348 It is within our mind. 01:13:33.567 --> 01:13:36.807 It's already there. It's being covered 01:13:39.596 --> 01:13:40.876 by 01:13:43.478 --> 01:13:46.868 the deluded mind, our deluded mind, by manas. 01:13:50.899 --> 01:13:54.899 When we practice mindfulness, concentration, and insight 01:13:54.983 --> 01:13:56.981 in our daily life 01:13:59.366 --> 01:14:00.566 we actually 01:14:02.147 --> 01:14:04.312 are transforming manas. 01:14:08.360 --> 01:14:10.850 And also transforming the root 01:14:10.918 --> 01:14:13.398 of the tendency to discriminate 01:14:14.557 --> 01:14:17.997 in us, so that we can become the light, 01:14:18.081 --> 01:14:21.706 the bodhisattavas to guide people 01:14:24.156 --> 01:14:26.616 towards great freedom, 01:14:27.748 --> 01:14:29.648 great happiness, 01:14:29.731 --> 01:14:31.801 towards awakening. 01:14:33.332 --> 01:14:36.032 And it's not just the individual awakening 01:14:36.111 --> 01:14:38.381 but it's the collective awakening. 01:14:38.618 --> 01:14:42.868 And we learned that the individual is made of the collective. 01:14:43.068 --> 01:14:45.518 When there is awakening in the individual 01:14:45.737 --> 01:14:48.787 there's also awakening in the collective. 01:14:49.426 --> 01:14:52.616 And so each one of us takes up the practice so that 01:14:55.552 --> 01:15:00.302 we can . . . we can wake up. We can be awakened. 01:15:01.112 --> 01:15:04.824 And it is our awakening that we contribute 01:15:04.966 --> 01:15:08.356 to the collective awakening of humanity. 01:15:11.074 --> 01:15:13.794 So it's a really beautiful endeavor 01:15:13.867 --> 01:15:16.047 that every one of us 01:15:16.136 --> 01:15:18.836 is embarking on 01:15:20.172 --> 01:15:21.962 and taking up 01:15:22.837 --> 01:15:26.297 as our lives and purposes. 01:15:32.047 --> 01:15:33.647 The endeavor 01:15:34.007 --> 01:15:35.857 to experience 01:15:36.698 --> 01:15:39.676 interconnectedness, to experience 01:15:40.427 --> 01:15:44.047 the beauty, the goodness, the truth 01:15:45.519 --> 01:15:47.555 in us and around us. 01:15:50.409 --> 01:15:54.409 Not just for our own benefit and our own awakening 01:15:54.565 --> 01:15:57.605 but also for the collective 01:15:57.735 --> 01:16:00.019 awakening of humanity. 01:16:00.133 --> 01:16:03.262 So thank you so much for being part of 01:16:03.353 --> 01:16:05.823 this journey with us all. 01:16:10.262 --> 01:16:14.872 And happy continuation on this path, on this journey. 01:16:24.942 --> 01:16:26.392 So let us . . . 01:16:29.211 --> 01:16:32.652 listen to the three sounds of the bell. 01:16:38.284 --> 01:16:41.067 Listen while we are 01:16:44.051 --> 01:16:48.057 aware of our breathing and of our body. 01:16:50.747 --> 01:16:52.657 Listen in order 01:16:53.419 --> 01:16:56.584 to quiet down our mind 01:16:58.077 --> 01:17:00.452 to see the oneness 01:17:01.048 --> 01:17:05.128 between ourselves and the air and the sun 01:17:05.335 --> 01:17:06.945 and the earth 01:17:08.990 --> 01:17:11.080 and my community 01:17:13.663 --> 01:17:14.853 and I. 01:17:27.955 --> 01:17:32.055 (Inviting the Bell) 01:17:34.867 --> 01:17:43.697 (Bell) 01:18:06.462 --> 01:18:16.432 (Bell) 01:18:33.420 --> 01:18:44.700 (Bell) 01:19:43.509 --> 01:19:46.409 (Light bell) 01:19:49.270 --> 01:19:51.910 (Light bell)