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Dialogue: 0,0:00:00.13,0:00:02.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(空間音楽)\N2\N00:00:20,220 --> 00:00:21,770\N- [ハイディ] 時折、私が何をすべきか\N3\N00:00:21,770 --> 00:00:23,183\N土が語りかけている気がします\N4\N00:00:24,410 --> 00:00:27,791\N私にはこの無慈悲な貴婦人に従うしかありません\N5\N00:00:27,791 --> 00:00:30,791\N(怪しげな音楽)\N6\N00:00:33,940 --> 00:00:36,523\N私は媒介だと思い知らされます\N7\N00:00:37,500 --> 00:00:42,283\N何かが私や私の手を通って直接土へいくのです\N8\N00:00:44,170 --> 00:00:46,550\N私が彫刻しているというより\N9\N00:00:46,550 --> 00:00:48,209\N私が作り直されているようです\N10\N00:00:48,209 --> 00:00:50,459\N(ハイディが笑う)\N11\N00:00:51,600 --> 00:00:54,843\N魂の水路のようなものです\N12\N00:00:57,300 --> 00:01:00,150\N私の名前はハイディ・ルウ\N彫刻家です\N13\N00:01:00,150 --> 00:01:02,363\N土を主に扱っています\N14\N00:01:03,854 --> 00:01:06,604\N(鳥のさえずり)\N15\N00:01:30,780 --> 00:01:34,170\N本当にやさしく土を触っている時\N16\N00:01:34,170 --> 00:01:37,833\N土の中に潜り込んでいきます\N17\N00:01:39,710 --> 00:01:43,943\N層を作っていく作業の連続です\N18\N00:01:46,070 --> 00:01:49,820\N全て独学です\N私のしていることはただ\N19\N00:01:51,810 --> 00:01:55,910\N土を形作って、液状粘土をつけ\N20\N00:01:55,910 --> 00:01:57,383\Nそれを作品にくっ付ける\Nそれだけです\N21\N00:02:00,640 --> 00:02:02,488\N手が\N22\N00:02:02,488 --> 00:02:03,510\N(ハイディの笑い声)\N23\N00:02:03,510 --> 00:02:05,950\N最も長い間私の作品に登場する\N24\N00:02:05,950 --> 00:02:07,083\N題材でしょう\N25\N00:02:08,290 --> 00:02:11,069\N現実的な手を配置したことはありません\N26\N00:02:11,069 --> 00:02:13,320\N私の作る手は、幽霊のような\N27\N00:02:13,320 --> 00:02:15,363\N細長いものです\N28\N00:02:16,240 --> 00:02:19,123\Nこの世界のものではないと示しているんです\N29\N00:02:20,410 --> 00:02:22,710\Nこれはカタコンベでのプロジェクトの\N30\N00:02:22,710 --> 00:02:24,380\N準備用のスケッチです\N31\N00:02:24,380 --> 00:02:26,120\Nこれはアーチです\N32\N00:02:26,120 --> 00:02:29,045\N作品は天窓から吊るします\N33\N00:02:29,045 --> 00:02:31,462\N(穏やかな音楽)\N34\N00:02:36,480 --> 00:02:39,590\N布を被った骨壷を沢山飾ります\N35\N00:02:39,590 --> 00:02:42,170\N悲嘆の象徴です\N36\N00:02:42,170 --> 00:02:44,698\N念願でした\N37\N00:02:44,698 --> 00:02:47,115\N(落ち着いた音楽)\N38\N00:02:48,940 --> 00:02:50,500\Nマカオで育ちました\N39\N00:02:50,500 --> 00:02:53,180\N中国的な厳しい育児のもと\N一方では家事を投げ出して冒険へ行く\N40\N00:02:53,180 --> 00:02:56,390
Dialogue: 0,0:02:56.39,0:03:01.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ポルトガルの植民地時代の廃墟が沢山あったんです\N子供の頃はその繰り返しでした\N42\N00:03:01,720 --> 00:03:06,513
Dialogue: 0,0:03:09.50,0:03:12.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The Portuguese has built\Na lot of cathedrals
Dialogue: 0,0:03:12.27,0:03:15.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and there are a lot of\Ncolonial style houses.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:16.46,0:03:20.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would spend a lot of time\Nwandering into the structures.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:21.92,0:03:24.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm trying to capture that essence
Dialogue: 0,0:03:24.21,0:03:28.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of structures you could get lost into.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:28.21,0:03:30.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(soft music)
Dialogue: 0,0:03:51.34,0:03:53.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(bell ringing)
Dialogue: 0,0:03:55.88,0:03:58.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(car hoots)
Dialogue: 0,0:04:01.74,0:04:02.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Hi
Dialogue: 0,0:04:03.64,0:04:06.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Heidi] Wing on Wo is a ceramic store
Dialogue: 0,0:04:06.13,0:04:08.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in Chinatown and it's actually one
Dialogue: 0,0:04:08.27,0:04:12.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of the oldest running\Nbusiness in all Manhattan.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:12.50,0:04:16.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I became friends with the\Nowner Mei, five years ago.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:17.26,0:04:19.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,As soon as I stepped into the store,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:19.14,0:04:21.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it just felt so familiar to me
Dialogue: 0,0:04:21.50,0:04:25.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,'cause I had grew up in a\Nvery similar environment.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:28.89,0:04:31.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I see Chinese diaspora quite similar
Dialogue: 0,0:04:31.21,0:04:34.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to the way I see how Mei runs her store.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:34.41,0:04:38.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Rethinking how ceramics\Ncould be interpreted,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:38.03,0:04:42.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or reintroduced to contemporary times.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:42.21,0:04:43.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If I could close my eyes,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:43.35,0:04:46.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I could even see like the books\Nmy grandpa had on the shelf
Dialogue: 0,0:04:46.25,0:04:47.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like his garden.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:48.55,0:04:49.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,While it's looking in the past,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:50.48,0:04:53.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it's also kind of like,\Ngives me a lot of like energy
Dialogue: 0,0:04:53.60,0:04:58.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to create work both\Nfor now and the future.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:58.53,0:05:01.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And that's why I want to\Nbring you this to like
Dialogue: 0,0:05:01.68,0:05:05.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,'cause I want the actual\Nelements to kind of reference.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:06.55,0:05:08.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(calm music)
Dialogue: 0,0:05:08.70,0:05:10.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I started thinking about using clay
Dialogue: 0,0:05:10.66,0:05:15.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to make a burial garment\Nafter my mom passed away.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:15.15,0:05:16.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,As a way to grieve,
Dialogue: 0,0:05:17.81,0:05:18.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I began to look at a lot of burial objects
Dialogue: 0,0:05:19.79,0:05:21.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,from Han and Qin dynasty
Dialogue: 0,0:05:21.92,0:05:25.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and also watching a lot\Nof Chinese zombie movies.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:25.08,0:05:26.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Heidi laughs)
Dialogue: 0,0:05:26.80,0:05:29.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(suspenseful music)
Dialogue: 0,0:05:33.94,0:05:36.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It feels right to grieve with my hands
Dialogue: 0,0:05:36.87,0:05:39.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,doing this very labor\Nintensive, almost the most
Dialogue: 0,0:05:39.85,0:05:43.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,impractical thing you can\Nthink of to do with clay.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:43.83,0:05:46.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The labor of it equals grieving.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:47.66,0:05:50.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(calm music)
Dialogue: 0,0:06:06.22,0:06:08.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(birds chirping)
Dialogue: 0,0:06:11.48,0:06:14.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I started taking very long\Nwalks during the residency
Dialogue: 0,0:06:14.96,0:06:16.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and that's kind of how the project
Dialogue: 0,0:06:16.90,0:06:20.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,at the catacomb\Nstarted taking shape slowly
Dialogue: 0,0:06:20.07,0:06:22.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,through this aimless, meditative walks.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:23.74,0:06:27.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's a daily exercise for myself to empty
Dialogue: 0,0:06:27.28,0:06:30.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,out my own ego when I am\Nable to get to that state
Dialogue: 0,0:06:30.99,0:06:34.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,at the time that I could\Naccess this ancestral plane
Dialogue: 0,0:06:34.61,0:06:36.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and find my way on the other side.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:39.57,0:06:41.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(calm music)
Dialogue: 0,0:06:46.09,0:06:49.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(chains clink)
Dialogue: 0,0:06:49.33,0:06:50.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Got it.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:50.57,0:06:53.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(coins clink)
Dialogue: 0,0:06:55.14,0:06:57.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- I see my work kind of as,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:57.14,0:07:00.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,touch points between very opposing ideas
Dialogue: 0,0:07:02.42,0:07:05.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,between human and spiritual unknown.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:07.55,0:07:10.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(calm upbeat music)
Dialogue: 0,0:07:18.49,0:07:19.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I feel like at the core
Dialogue: 0,0:07:19.51,0:07:23.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of me making work about\Ngrief is putting emotion
Dialogue: 0,0:07:23.94,0:07:28.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,into clay and really listening to it.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:31.70,0:07:36.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It becomes something\Nfamiliar, something beautiful.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:37.86,0:07:40.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(calm upbeat music)