9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
1[br]00:00:00,126 --> 00:00:02,709[br](空間音楽)[br]2[br]00:00:20,220 --> 00:00:21,770[br]- [ハイディ] 時折、私が何をすべきか[br]3[br]00:00:21,770 --> 00:00:23,183[br]土が語りかけている気がします[br]4[br]00:00:24,410 --> 00:00:27,791[br]私にはこの無慈悲な貴婦人に従うしかありません[br]5[br]00:00:27,791 --> 00:00:30,791[br](怪しげな音楽)[br]6[br]00:00:33,940 --> 00:00:36,523[br]私は媒介だと思い知らされます[br]7[br]00:00:37,500 --> 00:00:42,283[br]何かが私や私の手を通って直接土へいくのです[br]8[br]00:00:44,170 --> 00:00:46,550[br]私が彫刻しているというより[br]9[br]00:00:46,550 --> 00:00:48,209[br]私が作り直されているようです[br]10[br]00:00:48,209 --> 00:00:50,459[br](ハイディが笑う)[br]11[br]00:00:51,600 --> 00:00:54,843[br]魂の水路のようなものです[br]12[br]00:00:57,300 --> 00:01:00,150[br]私の名前はハイディ・ルウ[br]彫刻家です[br]13[br]00:01:00,150 --> 00:01:02,363[br]土を主に扱っています[br]14[br]00:01:03,854 --> 00:01:06,604[br](鳥のさえずり)[br]15[br]00:01:30,780 --> 00:01:34,170[br]本当にやさしく土を触っている時[br]16[br]00:01:34,170 --> 00:01:37,833[br]土の中に潜り込んでいきます[br]17[br]00:01:39,710 --> 00:01:43,943[br]層を作っていく作業の連続です[br]18[br]00:01:46,070 --> 00:01:49,820[br]全て独学です[br]私のしていることはただ[br]19[br]00:01:51,810 --> 00:01:55,910[br]土を形作って、液状粘土をつけ[br]20[br]00:01:55,910 --> 00:01:57,383[br]それを作品にくっ付ける[br]それだけです[br]21[br]00:02:00,640 --> 00:02:02,488[br]手が[br]22[br]00:02:02,488 --> 00:02:03,510[br](ハイディの笑い声)[br]23[br]00:02:03,510 --> 00:02:05,950[br]最も長い間私の作品に登場する[br]24[br]00:02:05,950 --> 00:02:07,083[br]題材でしょう[br]25[br]00:02:08,290 --> 00:02:11,069[br]現実的な手を配置したことはありません[br]26[br]00:02:11,069 --> 00:02:13,320[br]私の作る手は、幽霊のような[br]27[br]00:02:13,320 --> 00:02:15,363[br]細長いものです[br]28[br]00:02:16,240 --> 00:02:19,123[br]この世界のものではないと示しているんです[br]29[br]00:02:20,410 --> 00:02:22,710[br]これはカタコンベでのプロジェクトの[br]30[br]00:02:22,710 --> 00:02:24,380[br]準備用のスケッチです[br]31[br]00:02:24,380 --> 00:02:26,120[br]これはアーチです[br]32[br]00:02:26,120 --> 00:02:29,045[br]作品は天窓から吊るします[br]33[br]00:02:29,045 --> 00:02:31,462[br](穏やかな音楽)[br]34[br]00:02:36,480 --> 00:02:39,590[br]布を被った骨壷を沢山飾ります[br]35[br]00:02:39,590 --> 00:02:42,170[br]悲嘆の象徴です[br]36[br]00:02:42,170 --> 00:02:44,698[br]念願でした[br]37[br]00:02:44,698 --> 00:02:47,115[br](落ち着いた音楽)[br]38[br]00:02:48,940 --> 00:02:50,500[br]マカオで育ちました[br]39[br]00:02:50,500 --> 00:02:53,180[br]中国的な厳しい育児のもと[br]一方では家事を投げ出して冒険へ行く[br]40[br]00:02:53,180 --> 00:02:56,390

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
41[br]00:02:56,390 --> 00:03:01,390[br]ポルトガルの植民地時代の廃墟が沢山あったんです[br]子供の頃はその繰り返しでした[br]42[br]00:03:01,720 --> 00:03:06,513

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
43[br]00:03:09,500 --> 00:03:12,270[br]The Portuguese has built[br]a lot of cathedrals

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
44[br]00:03:12,270 --> 00:03:15,393[br]and there are a lot of[br]colonial style houses.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
45[br]00:03:16,460 --> 00:03:20,203[br]I would spend a lot of time[br]wandering into the structures.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
46[br]00:03:21,920 --> 00:03:24,210[br]I'm trying to capture that essence

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
47[br]00:03:24,210 --> 00:03:28,209[br]of structures you could get lost into.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
48[br]00:03:28,209 --> 00:03:30,626[br](soft music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
49[br]00:03:51,345 --> 00:03:53,928[br](bell ringing)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
50[br]00:03:55,878 --> 00:03:58,211[br](car hoots)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
51[br]00:04:01,744 --> 00:04:02,577[br]- Hi

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
52[br]00:04:03,640 --> 00:04:06,130[br]- [Heidi] Wing on Wo is a ceramic store

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
53[br]00:04:06,130 --> 00:04:08,270[br]in Chinatown and it's actually one

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
54[br]00:04:08,270 --> 00:04:12,500[br]of the oldest running[br]business in all Manhattan.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
55[br]00:04:12,500 --> 00:04:16,363[br]I became friends with the[br]owner Mei, five years ago.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
56[br]00:04:17,260 --> 00:04:19,140[br]As soon as I stepped into the store,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
57[br]00:04:19,140 --> 00:04:21,500[br]it just felt so familiar to me

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
58[br]00:04:21,500 --> 00:04:25,223[br]'cause I had grew up in a[br]very similar environment.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
59[br]00:04:28,890 --> 00:04:31,210[br]I see Chinese diaspora quite similar

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
60[br]00:04:31,210 --> 00:04:34,410[br]to the way I see how Mei runs her store.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
61[br]00:04:34,410 --> 00:04:38,030[br]Rethinking how ceramics[br]could be interpreted,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
62[br]00:04:38,030 --> 00:04:42,210[br]or reintroduced to contemporary times.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
63[br]00:04:42,210 --> 00:04:43,350[br]If I could close my eyes,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
64[br]00:04:43,350 --> 00:04:46,250[br]I could even see like the books[br]my grandpa had on the shelf

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
65[br]00:04:46,250 --> 00:04:47,720[br]like his garden.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
66[br]00:04:48,553 --> 00:04:49,386[br]While it's looking in the past,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
67[br]00:04:50,480 --> 00:04:53,595[br]it's also kind of like,[br]gives me a lot of like energy

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
68[br]00:04:53,595 --> 00:04:58,530[br]to create work both[br]for now and the future.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
69[br]00:04:58,530 --> 00:05:01,680[br]And that's why I want to[br]bring you this to like

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
70[br]00:05:01,680 --> 00:05:05,347[br]'cause I want the actual[br]elements to kind of reference.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
71[br]00:05:06,550 --> 00:05:08,700[br](calm music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
72[br]00:05:08,700 --> 00:05:10,660[br]I started thinking about using clay

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
73[br]00:05:10,660 --> 00:05:15,150[br]to make a burial garment[br]after my mom passed away.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
74[br]00:05:15,150 --> 00:05:16,733[br]As a way to grieve,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
75[br]00:05:17,812 --> 00:05:18,645[br]I began to look at a lot of burial objects

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
76[br]00:05:19,790 --> 00:05:21,920[br]from Han and Qin dynasty

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
77[br]00:05:21,920 --> 00:05:25,075[br]and also watching a lot[br]of Chinese zombie movies.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
78[br]00:05:25,075 --> 00:05:26,799[br](Heidi laughs)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
79[br]00:05:26,799 --> 00:05:29,799[br](suspenseful music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
80[br]00:05:33,940 --> 00:05:36,870[br]It feels right to grieve with my hands

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
81[br]00:05:36,870 --> 00:05:39,850[br]doing this very labor[br]intensive, almost the most

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
82[br]00:05:39,850 --> 00:05:43,830[br]impractical thing you can[br]think of to do with clay.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
83[br]00:05:43,830 --> 00:05:46,783[br]The labor of it equals grieving.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
84[br]00:05:47,658 --> 00:05:50,075[br](calm music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
85[br]00:06:06,216 --> 00:06:08,966[br](birds chirping)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
86[br]00:06:11,480 --> 00:06:14,960[br]I started taking very long[br]walks during the residency

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
87[br]00:06:14,960 --> 00:06:16,900[br]and that's kind of how the project

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
88[br]00:06:16,900 --> 00:06:20,070[br]at the catacomb[br]started taking shape slowly

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
89[br]00:06:20,070 --> 00:06:22,743[br]through this aimless, meditative walks.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
90[br]00:06:23,740 --> 00:06:27,280[br]It's a daily exercise for myself to empty

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
91[br]00:06:27,280 --> 00:06:30,990[br]out my own ego when I am[br]able to get to that state

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
92[br]00:06:30,990 --> 00:06:34,610[br]at the time that I could[br]access this ancestral plane

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
93[br]00:06:34,610 --> 00:06:36,443[br]and find my way on the other side.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
94[br]00:06:39,568 --> 00:06:41,985[br](calm music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
95[br]00:06:46,087 --> 00:06:49,330[br](chains clink)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
96[br]00:06:49,330 --> 00:06:50,568[br]- Got it.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
97[br]00:06:50,568 --> 00:06:53,068[br](coins clink)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
98[br]00:06:55,140 --> 00:06:57,140[br]- I see my work kind of as,

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
99[br]00:06:57,140 --> 00:07:00,840[br]touch points between very opposing ideas

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
100[br]00:07:02,420 --> 00:07:05,643[br]between human and spiritual unknown.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
101[br]00:07:07,547 --> 00:07:10,547[br](calm upbeat music)

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
102[br]00:07:18,490 --> 00:07:19,510[br]I feel like at the core

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
103[br]00:07:19,510 --> 00:07:23,940[br]of me making work about[br]grief is putting emotion

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
104[br]00:07:23,940 --> 00:07:28,183[br]into clay and really listening to it.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
105[br]00:07:31,700 --> 00:07:36,297[br]It becomes something[br]familiar, something beautiful.

9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000
106[br]00:07:37,858 --> 00:07:40,858[br](calm upbeat music)[br]