9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Namaskara! 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Respected Guru, 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Honorable Assembly Hall 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 In various platforms of the world 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 I presented my topics 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 but from this platform 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 I do not have capacity to present 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Because, 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 In front of me is 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 my Guru who guided me, 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Vidyanath Upadhaya, 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 who told me to go to study Tantra 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 and I went to Varanasi. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 In this platform 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 respected brother Jagman is present 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 who told me [br]not to cut my tuft 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 I have not cut my[br]tuft ... 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 There are people.[br]who brought me up, 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 since my childhood. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 It would be like[br]teaching my teacher 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 I won't present any[br]new findings here. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Because I returned this home,[br]after 25 years 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 If you go to your,[br]parents house after 25 years 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 you will see that,[br]oh this Dhupi tree has become so tall. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 I had only planted this Rudraksha,[br]It has become so big. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 This room is just as it is,[br]Oh Shiva, this has not been painted also. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 These things are coming[br]in my mind 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 By coming in this platform,[br]I'm just getting gifts provided by Gurus. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 During my first meeting,[br]in this hall 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Bernard Colver from Germany,[br]had come and presented here 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Guru Vidyanath Ji had[br]organized it 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 At that time,[br]University was only hypothesized 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Guru Vidyanath hasn't become,[br]Richter yet. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 I went to my Guru's house. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 And, Guru told,[br]we are making it a University 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 You should study with full[br]focus, 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 We were reading with our focus,[br]and became more clever. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Guru called Bernard Colver,[br]for the lunch 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 He called me also,[br]and after it he told me 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Maybe I should go for Germany,[br]for Masters and Research 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 I told my Guru,[br]"Please send me Varanasi" 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 I will come after,[br]studying Tantra Vidya. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 And, after I came,[br]several things happened 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 We suffered several difficulties,[br]to start this department also 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 This is not the place,[br]to talk about those bitter things. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 But I have spoken many times,[br]In this platform as a teacher 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 I have taught in this same classroom,[br]Before leaving this country. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 And number of students,[br]kept on decreasing. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Maybe I wasn't an[br]efficient teacher 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 I don't want to [br]blame students. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 One time,[br]one year became such[br] 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Student number became Zero 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 No new students[br]were admitted.[br] 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 President of Students union,[br]was my nephew 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 "Oh Nephew, you are also President, 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Please encourage some students,[br]to study this Tantra subject" 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 I told him by going in[br]the student union room itself. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 He told me, 'Uncle, what to do [br]by studying your Tantra Vidya 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 There is no "Future" ' 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 He didn't say "No Bhavishya (future)" 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Therefore I remembered it as,[br]'No "Future" ' 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 After it I did not want [br]to go home 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 I used to stay at Sitapaila,[br]I walked this side 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 I went to Guhyashwari Peetha 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 And I told "Why you put me[br]in this Vidya with no future 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 I stayed to teach students"[br]Some inspiration came to me 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 What was this "Future"?[br]"Future" was job 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 "Future" was foreign country.[br]I felt too much pain. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 When I realized its meaning[br]I realized it meditating in the Peeth. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Now days for me to stay in this country,[br]has come over, I realized this. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 My Guru had sprinkled water[br]from this Peeth and had told 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 "You became Purnabhishikta".[br]Sitting in the same place I had to decide 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 I will go foreign land now.[br]Please give me leave. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 After 1 month of it,[br]I left this country. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 And today, we in America,[br]In the American Academy of Religion 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 In the 2nd year of my going, 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 we told we should have conference[br]regarding "Tantra Vidya", and started it 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Now we have at least 50 professors,[br]Various research on "Tantra Vidya" 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 they are doing. Organizing[br]each years conference 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 First 6 years I represented it,[br]becoming President 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 After it, my friends[br]and my students are representing it. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 We just,[br]before I came here 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 We published[br]"Oxford handbook of Tantrik Studies" 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 More than 50 foreign scholars,[br]wrote it 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 and those books we will integrate,[br]in all college curriculum also. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Whatever we could do by staying here, 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 one tenth of that we have done,[br]by remaining in any corner of world. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 And this inspiration of Gurus,[br]We haven't wasted it. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Four years back I had one inspiration.[br]I had come to Nepal. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Some recognized people I met. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 They told me, "Now you only teach[br]in America, who will teach us?" 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 I went and immediately,[br]established an online curriculum 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 opened "Vimarsha Foundation" 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 after it, like the American semester[br]courses 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 I started free education[br]through Vimarsha Foundation, 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 which can be accessed from[br]any part of the world. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 In average 1000-1500 students[br]join there in every classes. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Till now I have taught around 15000 [br]students about this Vidya 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 and the way my students have helped[br]me to organize this 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 it is all the blessings of the Guru,[br]that I have concluded. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 My Guru, Prem Chetan Vidya Bhusan Ji,[br]he used to tell me while talking about job 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 "You will go to America become a professor[br]and work there". I laughed hysterically 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 I didn't believe in that Vak Siddhi there,[br]because I hadn't studied English at all. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 I who hadn't studied any English,[br]how will I be professor in America? 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 But it was word of the "Guru"[br]that had to be fulfilled. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 It became fulfilled anyhow. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 And today coming here,[br]I felt happy seeing one thing 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 My students, Madhav Lamichhane,[br]and his friends, and Tantra charcha family 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 These all, brought so much awareness[br]regarding Tantra in common people 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 These so many people are present here,[br]They are present to hear this subject. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 I'm feeling very proud seeing this. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Now I felt we don't have shortage [br]of people to learn and protect Tantra 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 I'm grateful for that 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 I don't want to enter much[br]in the subject matter. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 There is already book,[br]you can read it also. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 But I have to speak[br]few words anyway. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 In that, "In context of Nepal"[br]is added in subject topic. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 In between "doglars group" and "Sanderson"[br]these foreign scholars findings come 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 They established such things,[br]In Tantra Vidya, Sri Vidya parampara 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Is related to south, It came from[br]Tamilnadu. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 They concluded such in western world. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 If we investigate Tantra Parampara here, 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Here are many Tantra expert, Culture expert.[br]If you go and ask them you will know 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 where there is Rajarajeshwari in Pashupati[br]or Tripura Sundari in Bhaktapur 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 You go in villages,[br]My brother "Ram Hari Timalsina" 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 He is writing a book on[br]"Tripurasundari Parampara of Nepal" 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 In the Dhading district itself,[br]there are 2 Tripura Sundari temples. 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Similarly if you go in Salyan district,[br]in the various regions of Far western 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 there are temples of Tripura sundari 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 And, speaking about cultural importance of[br]Tripura Sundari, we find many in Nepal 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 Regarding Sadhakas of Nepal,[br]Dhana Shamsher Jung Bahadur Rana 9:59:59.000,9:59:59.000 was an expert Tantrik of Nepal.