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Dialogue: 0,0:00:00.45,0:00:02.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Growing up, I was kind of\Nalways self-conscious,
Dialogue: 0,0:00:02.15,0:00:03.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,like wanting to\Nlook a certain way.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:03.77,0:00:05.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's a never\Nending battle.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:05.02,0:00:06.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You look at yourself, and\Nyou know you can never
Dialogue: 0,0:00:06.91,0:00:08.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,attain that ideal.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:11.19,0:00:13.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,As I've gotten older, you\Nsee different changes.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:13.66,0:00:16.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I feel like I have some\Nwrinkles around my eyes.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:16.41,0:00:18.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm never going\Nto be skinny.\NI' not a skinny girl.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:18.85,0:00:19.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They can be hired.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:19.65,0:00:21.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When you see models and\Ncelebrities, I mean like
Dialogue: 0,0:00:21.66,0:00:23.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you just don't\Nlook the same.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:55.96,0:00:56.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Okay.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:00.59,0:01:02.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Wow.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:02.11,0:01:03.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Oh, my God.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:03.89,0:01:06.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had not expected to\Nlook like that at all.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:06.41,0:01:11.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I feel like it doesn't\Neven look like me.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:11.25,0:01:12.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think, because I know\Nmyself,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:12.84,0:01:15.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,this looks really different.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:15.39,0:01:18.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Why would you want to make\Nsomeone look so different?
Dialogue: 0,0:01:18.18,0:01:19.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I like my freckles.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:19.10,0:01:20.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think they add\Ncharacter,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:20.35,0:01:23.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and the fact that they're gone,\NI don't know even know who that\Nis.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:23.86,0:01:27.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Just as a normal person\Nseeing yourself change and
Dialogue: 0,0:01:27.32,0:01:32.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,your identity changed,\Nit's pretty, pretty shocking.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:32.05,0:01:34.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Once someone else has done\Nyour makeup and someone
Dialogue: 0,0:01:34.24,0:01:36.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,else has done your hair,\Nand someone has directed
Dialogue: 0,0:01:36.33,0:01:38.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the way your body looks\Nand then taken away your
Dialogue: 0,0:01:38.94,0:01:42.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,imperfections, then\Nthere's not much left of
Dialogue: 0,0:01:42.33,0:01:44.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,who you really are.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:44.08,0:01:46.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This is how I always\Nwanted to see myself, but
Dialogue: 0,0:01:46.92,0:01:51.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,now that I see it, I like\Nquestioning why I ever
Dialogue: 0,0:01:51.06,0:01:53.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,wanted to look like that.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:53.76,0:01:55.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You look at these as\Nmagazines,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:55.59,0:01:58.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and you see these women who look\Nabsolutely flawless,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:58.05,0:01:59.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and you're like, ah, I wish\NI could look like that.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:59.86,0:02:02.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But who really\Nlooks like this?
Dialogue: 0,0:02:02.18,0:02:04.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think we live in a\Nreally interesting time
Dialogue: 0,0:02:04.02,0:02:08.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,where we feel like we have\Nto make people look to the
Dialogue: 0,0:02:08.22,0:02:10.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,standard that's not\Nattainable for anybody.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:10.72,0:02:12.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Instead of looking at\Nother things and trying to
Dialogue: 0,0:02:12.19,0:02:14.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,aspire to be something\Nelse, we should just be
Dialogue: 0,0:02:14.14,0:02:17.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,comfortable in who we are and\Njust try to be our best selves.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:17.70,0:02:19.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think something that\Neverybody should keep in
Dialogue: 0,0:02:19.97,0:02:23.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,mind is that it's natural\Nto be critical of yourself.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:23.30,0:02:25.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's natural to be\Nuncomfortable or awkward,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:25.42,0:02:29.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but you just have to\Nknow that the ideal just
Dialogue: 0,0:02:29.72,0:02:30.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,doesn't exist.