1 00:00:16,666 --> 00:00:23,500 So I'm going to talk about the Jhanas. 2 00:00:23,500 --> 00:00:27,710 The stages of meditative absorption. 3 00:00:27,958 --> 00:00:32,041 And I want to kind of put them in context. 4 00:00:32,166 --> 00:00:40,173 So these stages of absorption are something that come from very 5 00:00:40,173 --> 00:00:46,958 ancient traditions. So this is sort of pre sectarian Buddhism 6 00:00:46,958 --> 00:00:51,041 from the Upanishads you know, long time ago. 7 00:00:51,083 --> 00:01:00,188 So a lot of modern Buddhism, is now about insight meditation. 8 00:01:00,625 --> 00:01:03,625 There are still people teaching the Jhanas, 9 00:01:03,666 --> 00:01:10,583 And often these things are taught separately. 10 00:01:10,583 --> 00:01:17,638 As if there are practices for the Jhanas and practices for insight meditation. 11 00:01:18,083 --> 00:01:23,125 Practices, for direct inquiry or the non dual practices. 12 00:01:23,750 --> 00:01:29,933 And I see them all at a certain point converging 13 00:01:29,933 --> 00:01:33,958 and I want to kind of point in that direction. 14 00:01:35,083 --> 00:01:42,500 That's where I'm going in this talk, and I want to kind of make it clear that 15 00:01:42,500 --> 00:01:48,833 these are all facets of what unfolds, when we start to really inquire 16 00:01:48,875 --> 00:01:53,166 or meditate, or whatever you want to call this process we're engaged in here. 17 00:01:54,193 --> 00:01:59,500 And so this is part of the landscape or part of the phenomena. 18 00:02:00,375 --> 00:02:09,485 And I'm going to go into the Theravada sort of framework 19 00:02:09,958 --> 00:02:17,041 of the Jhanas, just because it's very thorough and complete. 20 00:02:17,041 --> 00:02:19,958 But I don't consider it to be like a map. 21 00:02:19,958 --> 00:02:22,958 I don't considered to be definitive. 22 00:02:23,625 --> 00:02:27,291 People have awakenings without encountering any of this stuff. 23 00:02:28,541 --> 00:02:31,541 But I think it can be helpful for some people, 24 00:02:33,333 --> 00:02:37,955 especially when we're really going into a meditation practice. 25 00:02:38,125 --> 00:02:41,833 You know, the Jhanas are really related to practice. 26 00:02:42,208 --> 00:02:49,458 So as we're cultivating concentration, attention, equanimity, 27 00:02:49,458 --> 00:02:53,472 there are these stages that seem to unfold. 28 00:02:54,583 --> 00:02:59,791 So, we can also completely forget about all this stuff. 29 00:02:59,791 --> 00:03:04,708 And as Dogen said, we just sit. Just sit and just be 30 00:03:05,083 --> 00:03:09,416 and we can end up awakening through that path as well. 31 00:03:09,958 --> 00:03:13,890 So again, it always comes down to this 'Always being Buddha, 32 00:03:13,890 --> 00:03:15,666 always becoming Buddha'. 33 00:03:15,666 --> 00:03:22,108 This is a developmental process, so it's unfolding through time. 34 00:03:22,291 --> 00:03:25,291 So it's pertaining to the self structure, 35 00:03:25,500 --> 00:03:29,340 but yet we can wake up from the self structure at any time. 36 00:03:29,833 --> 00:03:34,783 So with these Jhanas in our practice, 37 00:03:35,333 --> 00:03:40,583 as we cultivate these meditation skills, then we can, 38 00:03:40,583 --> 00:03:46,000 jump into these different stages of absorption more easily. 39 00:03:46,208 --> 00:03:49,208 So the more advanced we are in our practice, 40 00:03:49,375 --> 00:03:52,833 the later the stages we can just jump into. 41 00:03:52,833 --> 00:03:55,916 So we don't have to go all through them in every sit. 42 00:03:56,833 --> 00:04:00,500 These are found in all different traditions. 43 00:04:00,500 --> 00:04:04,875 So, Patanjali talks about these in the Yoga Sutras, 44 00:04:06,100 --> 00:04:12,378 sometimes when people are talking about stages of samadhi, 45 00:04:13,166 --> 00:04:19,986 they're talking about the Jhanas, basically. It's just different terminology 46 00:04:20,541 --> 00:04:22,916 But sometimes somebody is used XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX 47 00:04:22,916 --> 00:04:28,083 to refer to the final awakening or the final merging 48 00:04:28,500 --> 00:04:31,375 like summer camp or a Nerva kalpa. 49 00:04:31,375 --> 00:04:33,750 But other times they divide up 50 00:04:33,750 --> 00:04:37,500 all these different societies, and when you get into that, 51 00:04:37,500 --> 00:04:40,791 then it's the same as these these stages of 52 00:04:40,791 --> 00:04:43,791 of genre absorption. 53 00:04:44,125 --> 00:04:47,875 So I have patanjali's teaching here 54 00:04:48,416 --> 00:04:51,166 and, and even in Christianity, 55 00:04:51,166 --> 00:04:54,166 the Christian mystics have, 56 00:04:54,708 --> 00:04:58,625 they call it sometimes the religious ecstasies. 57 00:04:59,166 --> 00:05:04,375 So these are there are energetic unfolding in these these join. 58 00:05:05,000 --> 00:05:07,791 So if you if you listen or read 59 00:05:07,791 --> 00:05:11,458 the works of Saint Teresa of Avila 60 00:05:11,750 --> 00:05:14,750 or Saint John of the Cross or 61 00:05:15,958 --> 00:05:19,333 Saint Francis of Assisi, you find these 62 00:05:19,333 --> 00:05:23,125 these religious ecstasies as they go deeper into prayer. 63 00:05:23,541 --> 00:05:27,875 And there there are these these different stages that unfold. 64 00:05:28,333 --> 00:05:31,333 And they don't all exactly correlate. But. 65 00:05:32,125 --> 00:05:34,916 But you get a sense, you know, that 66 00:05:34,916 --> 00:05:38,750 it's the same landscape, it's the same phenomena unfolding. 67 00:05:41,041 --> 00:05:43,791 So in Patanjali's teachings 68 00:05:43,791 --> 00:05:48,500 and the the last three limbs of yoga 69 00:05:48,833 --> 00:05:52,541 are essentially what we're doing here in this retreat. 70 00:05:53,125 --> 00:05:56,125 And so this this is called Sam Yama, 71 00:05:56,375 --> 00:06:01,416 which is so there's Darna, which is concentration 72 00:06:02,500 --> 00:06:05,708 Diana, which is the meditation. 73 00:06:06,083 --> 00:06:09,083 And then somebody which is 74 00:06:09,625 --> 00:06:12,625 sort of the fruition of that practice. 75 00:06:12,833 --> 00:06:16,291 So so what he says, 76 00:06:16,666 --> 00:06:19,666 Darna, as we spoke about 77 00:06:21,083 --> 00:06:25,125 previously, Darna is the fixing of consciousness 78 00:06:25,125 --> 00:06:29,333 on one point or one region, which is concentration. 79 00:06:29,750 --> 00:06:32,750 You know, so focusing on one point 80 00:06:33,500 --> 00:06:36,416 then diyan is the continuous 81 00:06:36,416 --> 00:06:40,458 flow of attention towards the same point or region. 82 00:06:40,833 --> 00:06:45,500 So that continuity through time is the attention span. 83 00:06:46,166 --> 00:06:51,541 And then he says when the object of meditation engulfs 84 00:06:51,541 --> 00:06:57,708 the meditator appearing as the subject, self-awareness is lost. 85 00:06:57,916 --> 00:06:59,750 And this is somebody. 86 00:06:59,750 --> 00:07:04,250 So you you become one with the meditation object. 87 00:07:04,250 --> 00:07:07,250 So your your concentration and attention 88 00:07:07,375 --> 00:07:12,708 becomes so focused, so single pointed that the distinguish, 89 00:07:12,958 --> 00:07:17,000 the distinguishing between subject and object falls away. 90 00:07:17,041 --> 00:07:19,125 That duality falls away. 91 00:07:19,125 --> 00:07:22,041 So there's just the breath 92 00:07:22,041 --> 00:07:25,208 and and it's it's you essentially 93 00:07:25,250 --> 00:07:29,250 or there's just whatever that meditation object is. 94 00:07:31,583 --> 00:07:32,875 So and 95 00:07:32,875 --> 00:07:35,875 so this is, you know, pointing towards 96 00:07:36,500 --> 00:07:40,583 the john as this, this absorption, meditative absorption, 97 00:07:40,583 --> 00:07:43,583 you becoming absorbed in the meditation object. 98 00:07:44,333 --> 00:07:47,291 So the first, 99 00:07:47,291 --> 00:07:49,625 John, is, 100 00:07:49,625 --> 00:07:53,875 you know, we start out in meditation and the mind we have the monkey mind, 101 00:07:54,083 --> 00:07:58,041 it's, it's busy and we have these hindrances 102 00:07:58,041 --> 00:08:00,541 that are coming up, which we've been talking about. 103 00:08:00,541 --> 00:08:03,291 And so the first, Jonah, is 104 00:08:03,291 --> 00:08:07,916 when that monkey mind is settling down, 105 00:08:08,791 --> 00:08:13,166 the hindrances are not a problem anymore. 106 00:08:13,166 --> 00:08:15,958 We sort of move beyond the hindrances. 107 00:08:15,958 --> 00:08:21,000 And we're not necessarily continuously 108 00:08:21,375 --> 00:08:26,416 present with the meditation object, but we're starting to really stick with it. 109 00:08:26,916 --> 00:08:31,125 And so so we're starting the monkey mind is settled down, 110 00:08:31,416 --> 00:08:34,416 and we're generally staying with the object. 111 00:08:34,916 --> 00:08:38,416 So there's at this point, still thoughts arising 112 00:08:39,375 --> 00:08:40,416 from time to time. 113 00:08:40,416 --> 00:08:41,583 But generally 114 00:08:41,583 --> 00:08:46,041 you're you're doing something that really looks like meditation at this point. 115 00:08:46,041 --> 00:08:49,041 You're actually sticking with it. 116 00:08:49,208 --> 00:08:53,750 And and there's a and so there's what they call pity 117 00:08:54,583 --> 00:08:58,166 in, in the poly starts to arise, 118 00:08:59,250 --> 00:09:01,708 which is an energy. So, 119 00:09:01,708 --> 00:09:06,416 so the energy that was going into these old patterns starts to become present. 120 00:09:06,458 --> 00:09:11,000 There's this feeling of of energy and a generally feels good. 121 00:09:11,208 --> 00:09:14,208 It's it's a good feeling at this point. 122 00:09:14,416 --> 00:09:16,375 And so 123 00:09:16,375 --> 00:09:18,291 so we we 124 00:09:18,291 --> 00:09:22,916 start to go deeper and and so the darker 125 00:09:23,708 --> 00:09:26,125 at the beginning that unsatisfactory in 126 00:09:26,125 --> 00:09:29,416 because of the hindrances is starting to fall away 127 00:09:29,750 --> 00:09:34,208 and then this satisfactory ness starts to grow. 128 00:09:34,875 --> 00:09:36,500 So this is called Sokka. 129 00:09:36,500 --> 00:09:40,958 So we have Docker and Sokka so and so the Sokka 130 00:09:41,958 --> 00:09:44,833 also sort of comes and goes as well. 131 00:09:44,833 --> 00:09:48,833 Sometimes it'll be there, sometimes it isn't there. 132 00:09:49,166 --> 00:09:52,833 And so this is a really important point. 133 00:09:52,833 --> 00:09:56,791 A lot of people really stall out, know they get, they get an 134 00:09:58,083 --> 00:10:01,083 wouldn't shins and young calls stuck in a good place. 135 00:10:01,250 --> 00:10:04,250 So there's 136 00:10:04,500 --> 00:10:06,208 this this 137 00:10:06,208 --> 00:10:08,500 satisfactory ness that comes. 138 00:10:08,500 --> 00:10:14,458 And what what happens is we can start to play this this game of sensation. 139 00:10:14,958 --> 00:10:17,958 So so with the 140 00:10:18,416 --> 00:10:20,541 the hindrances, 141 00:10:20,541 --> 00:10:22,041 we can learn to surrender. 142 00:10:22,041 --> 00:10:26,541 We're not we're not, you know, labeling our pain as pain anymore. 143 00:10:26,791 --> 00:10:29,958 We're just, you know, being upon us with what is. 144 00:10:30,375 --> 00:10:34,791 And then we we find that it produces this this kind of bliss 145 00:10:35,000 --> 00:10:38,875 or satisfactory ness. And 146 00:10:40,375 --> 00:10:44,250 and so we can start seeking that. 147 00:10:44,250 --> 00:10:44,708 We can. 148 00:10:44,708 --> 00:10:50,666 We can, you know, so the so the good blissful feelings will be there and then 149 00:10:51,833 --> 00:10:53,666 will, you know, 150 00:10:53,666 --> 00:10:57,291 they'll subside, and then we'll be craving to get them back again. 151 00:10:57,708 --> 00:11:01,250 And, and there's this, this game of sensation. 152 00:11:01,250 --> 00:11:05,041 So there's this, this subtle seeking in the mind 153 00:11:05,041 --> 00:11:08,541 of wanting that state or that that bliss. 154 00:11:09,166 --> 00:11:12,166 And so 155 00:11:12,166 --> 00:11:15,166 we don't progress beyond the second Jana 156 00:11:15,500 --> 00:11:18,291 until we really 157 00:11:18,291 --> 00:11:21,708 have no preference towards that soccer 158 00:11:21,708 --> 00:11:25,916 until we're willing to let that phenomena come and go. 159 00:11:26,875 --> 00:11:30,583 So, so even that, that bliss that is born out of 160 00:11:31,125 --> 00:11:34,875 you know, progress, it's progress in our in our meditation 161 00:11:34,875 --> 00:11:37,875 where we're really surrendering, if that's coming. 162 00:11:38,250 --> 00:11:41,750 But yet it can just become another prison or another attachment. 163 00:11:42,458 --> 00:11:45,458 And so we have to even let that go. 164 00:11:45,583 --> 00:11:48,250 And so the next stage, 165 00:11:48,250 --> 00:11:53,291 then the third stage is really being a quantum us. 166 00:11:53,291 --> 00:11:58,708 We're really being sort of grounded in equanimity, 167 00:11:59,333 --> 00:12:03,750 having no preference of any phenomena that's coming and going. 168 00:12:04,375 --> 00:12:07,500 And and it's with this, this equanimity. 169 00:12:08,041 --> 00:12:12,916 And if we if we can really be okay with whatever 170 00:12:13,250 --> 00:12:17,916 is coming up in our practice, this equanimity kind of goes hand in hand 171 00:12:18,333 --> 00:12:21,416 with the next thing that arises 172 00:12:21,750 --> 00:12:25,041 and not as true single point oddness. 173 00:12:25,958 --> 00:12:29,791 That's the true single point us where you're really there 174 00:12:30,250 --> 00:12:33,208 continuously with your meditation objects. 175 00:12:33,208 --> 00:12:35,458 So there's there's no more break. 176 00:12:35,458 --> 00:12:36,958 So it's like what 177 00:12:37,916 --> 00:12:38,666 Patanjali 178 00:12:38,666 --> 00:12:41,666 was was talking about that continuous attention 179 00:12:41,833 --> 00:12:44,833 that leads to somebody and 180 00:12:45,750 --> 00:12:47,583 you know so so these so 181 00:12:47,583 --> 00:12:50,583 that that will lead into the fourth 182 00:12:50,583 --> 00:12:54,916 genre which, which is, you know, it's sort of characterized 183 00:12:54,916 --> 00:12:59,541 by this feeling that you can meditate forever. 184 00:12:59,875 --> 00:13:03,041 There's there's just this, this feeling that there 185 00:13:03,416 --> 00:13:06,791 there's, there's, you know, total 186 00:13:06,791 --> 00:13:09,791 focus, total presence. And, 187 00:13:11,458 --> 00:13:15,208 you know, just this this energy is present because the 188 00:13:15,208 --> 00:13:19,333 the energy now is single pointed or the focus a single point. 189 00:13:19,333 --> 00:13:23,625 And so that that energy, you know, all of that energy that's normally going 190 00:13:23,625 --> 00:13:27,375 into the conditioned mind becomes present and it's somehow 191 00:13:27,875 --> 00:13:30,875 supports this 192 00:13:31,375 --> 00:13:33,833 this single pointed 193 00:13:33,833 --> 00:13:36,333 presence with your meditation object. 194 00:13:36,333 --> 00:13:39,666 So there's so this is the point at which that 195 00:13:39,666 --> 00:13:44,916 that merging starts to happen or that somebody state happens. 196 00:13:45,833 --> 00:13:47,666 And I'm going to read 197 00:13:49,000 --> 00:13:51,416 this is 198 00:13:51,416 --> 00:13:53,791 from the Buddha himself. 199 00:13:53,791 --> 00:13:57,916 So this is on on his his night of enlightenment. 200 00:13:57,916 --> 00:14:00,291 And he's he's talking about the dryness. 201 00:14:00,291 --> 00:14:03,833 He's talking about how he he's going into the dryness. 202 00:14:03,833 --> 00:14:08,125 And so he's at this point where he says 203 00:14:08,541 --> 00:14:13,958 tireless energy was aroused and be and unrelenting. 204 00:14:14,125 --> 00:14:17,125 Mindfulness was established. 205 00:14:17,250 --> 00:14:20,041 My body was tranquil and untroubled 206 00:14:20,041 --> 00:14:24,166 and my mind concentrated and unified, 207 00:14:25,541 --> 00:14:28,500 quite secluded from central pleasures, 208 00:14:28,500 --> 00:14:31,500 secluded from unwholesome states. 209 00:14:31,500 --> 00:14:35,750 I entered upon and abided in the first John. 210 00:14:36,291 --> 00:14:38,500 The second John. The third. John. 211 00:14:38,500 --> 00:14:39,833 The fourth. 212 00:14:39,833 --> 00:14:42,166 And so on. 213 00:14:42,166 --> 00:14:45,166 So he he talks about how, 214 00:14:45,208 --> 00:14:48,208 you know, this is this is his his big, 215 00:14:48,250 --> 00:14:52,416 you know, sitting under the body tree, you know, really going for it. 216 00:14:52,416 --> 00:14:55,833 He he had that that absolute determination. 217 00:14:55,833 --> 00:14:57,625 You know, the story goes that he 218 00:14:58,750 --> 00:15:00,500 he decided he was 219 00:15:00,500 --> 00:15:04,625 he was going to sit under that tree until he got to the truth. 220 00:15:05,000 --> 00:15:07,166 Whatever happened, 221 00:15:07,166 --> 00:15:10,166 he was going to be unrelenting in that. 222 00:15:10,958 --> 00:15:12,333 And you know what? 223 00:15:12,333 --> 00:15:17,791 What really stands out to me is, you know, unrelenting mindfulness was established, 224 00:15:18,875 --> 00:15:21,875 you know, tireless energy was aroused. 225 00:15:21,958 --> 00:15:24,958 You know, So so this is the dryness. 226 00:15:28,291 --> 00:15:28,708 Yeah. 227 00:15:28,708 --> 00:15:31,458 So as as we go 228 00:15:31,458 --> 00:15:34,291 deeper in our practice, 229 00:15:34,291 --> 00:15:37,291 you know, we we, 230 00:15:37,333 --> 00:15:39,500 we have these capabilities, 231 00:15:39,500 --> 00:15:43,666 you know, the attention, concentration, equanimity, 232 00:15:43,666 --> 00:15:49,708 these, these literally get wired in to this avatar and 233 00:15:51,750 --> 00:15:52,958 so we can, you know, 234 00:15:52,958 --> 00:15:55,958 it's like our baseline of, 235 00:15:56,500 --> 00:15:58,666 you know, meditative capacity 236 00:15:58,666 --> 00:16:02,333 just gets increased as we 237 00:16:03,625 --> 00:16:06,625 as we progress through the dramas. 238 00:16:06,958 --> 00:16:12,166 So one of one of the things, you know, that is described 239 00:16:12,166 --> 00:16:15,958 in the teachings of the mystics is that we're, 240 00:16:17,041 --> 00:16:18,208 you know, as we progress 241 00:16:18,208 --> 00:16:21,375 on the path, you know, and every stage 242 00:16:21,625 --> 00:16:24,666 there's this sort of dropping off of mind, 243 00:16:25,208 --> 00:16:28,458 you know, and there's there's an increase in 244 00:16:29,458 --> 00:16:31,958 sort of the benefit of that dropping off. 245 00:16:31,958 --> 00:16:34,958 So we we go deeper into these 246 00:16:35,791 --> 00:16:38,791 feelings of joy or 247 00:16:39,208 --> 00:16:43,250 energy or ecstasy, rapture. 248 00:16:43,666 --> 00:16:48,416 And the deeper we go, you know, the more beautiful these experiences are. 249 00:16:48,791 --> 00:16:53,458 And and simultaneously, the more sticky they are, because, 250 00:16:53,750 --> 00:16:57,833 you know, the more beautiful, like when the real rapture 251 00:16:58,500 --> 00:17:04,375 starts to come, you know, the these non dual experiences of, 252 00:17:04,375 --> 00:17:07,791 of being one with God, you know, these, 253 00:17:08,208 --> 00:17:11,208 these are everything in our being wants to stay there. 254 00:17:11,541 --> 00:17:15,000 And so to be a quantum us with that as a 255 00:17:15,000 --> 00:17:18,000 as a temporary state is 256 00:17:18,125 --> 00:17:22,208 is challenging it's it's very challenging. So, 257 00:17:23,333 --> 00:17:24,541 so it's like the 258 00:17:24,541 --> 00:17:28,458 the stakes get higher as we as we go further with the dryness. 259 00:17:28,458 --> 00:17:31,458 It gets, it gets very 260 00:17:32,375 --> 00:17:36,333 difficult for the mind to not be attached. 261 00:17:37,333 --> 00:17:40,875 So indirect inquiry, you know, we 262 00:17:41,791 --> 00:17:46,125 you know, we intend to directly experience our true nature. 263 00:17:46,125 --> 00:17:49,375 So we're not you know, it's always in the now we're not 264 00:17:49,375 --> 00:17:52,375 we're not progressing through these these different stages. 265 00:17:52,708 --> 00:17:57,416 And and when we awaken, you know, we we find, 266 00:17:58,166 --> 00:18:03,041 you know, a peace and a joy and happiness 267 00:18:03,041 --> 00:18:08,583 that is not contingent on anything on anything external. 268 00:18:08,583 --> 00:18:11,625 So and so in all of these genres, 269 00:18:12,541 --> 00:18:16,083 all of the experiences that come and go 270 00:18:17,125 --> 00:18:20,125 are temporary. 271 00:18:20,458 --> 00:18:23,291 You know, they're all contingent on, 272 00:18:23,291 --> 00:18:26,291 you know, this this 273 00:18:26,750 --> 00:18:29,000 practice that we're doing, you know, this 274 00:18:29,000 --> 00:18:32,541 letting go and this dropping off of mind. 275 00:18:32,791 --> 00:18:36,416 But eventually, you know, when we when we go 276 00:18:37,458 --> 00:18:38,333 to the end of 277 00:18:38,333 --> 00:18:41,375 the john, as you know, like the first for John is are 278 00:18:42,083 --> 00:18:44,541 what they call the material genres, 279 00:18:44,541 --> 00:18:48,833 which are pretty equivalent to the Salva culpa. 280 00:18:48,833 --> 00:18:51,833 Somebody you know, sometimes it's called 281 00:18:52,125 --> 00:18:55,041 somebody with a seed. 282 00:18:55,041 --> 00:18:58,791 So there's a seed of of form, 283 00:18:59,125 --> 00:19:02,000 there's a seed of pattern there. 284 00:19:02,000 --> 00:19:04,500 So so it's temporary. 285 00:19:04,500 --> 00:19:07,250 So it's, you know, the pattern will grow back. 286 00:19:07,250 --> 00:19:10,250 Basically, the seed is still there. 287 00:19:10,500 --> 00:19:12,416 So the the there are 288 00:19:12,416 --> 00:19:16,541 so they call those the the in the the material Johnny's 289 00:19:16,833 --> 00:19:19,833 you know, material having to do with form 290 00:19:20,166 --> 00:19:23,166 and the material genres are, 291 00:19:24,125 --> 00:19:29,125 you know, when we when we enter into that Sarva kalpa somebody state so we, 292 00:19:29,125 --> 00:19:32,125 we merge with our meditation object, 293 00:19:32,333 --> 00:19:34,916 then there can be the dropping away 294 00:19:34,916 --> 00:19:40,041 of, of the mind and body and we enter into the immaterial genres. 295 00:19:41,125 --> 00:19:41,791 So there are 296 00:19:41,791 --> 00:19:45,958 four immaterial genres and I'm not going to really talk 297 00:19:45,958 --> 00:19:50,166 about those because they're, they're not really good to talk about. 298 00:19:50,291 --> 00:19:53,875 They're their best left for, for direct experience. 299 00:19:54,416 --> 00:19:57,708 But I'll just say what what they're, what they are. 300 00:19:57,750 --> 00:20:00,750 So the, the first one is 301 00:20:01,000 --> 00:20:02,666 infinite space. 302 00:20:02,666 --> 00:20:06,041 So there's, there's, there's still a sense of infinite space 303 00:20:06,458 --> 00:20:08,666 and then that will drop away. 304 00:20:08,666 --> 00:20:11,500 And there's there's a sense 305 00:20:11,500 --> 00:20:14,500 that that infinite space is infinite. 306 00:20:14,666 --> 00:20:17,416 Actually, infinite conscious ness. 307 00:20:17,416 --> 00:20:21,500 And, and that infinite consciousness drops 308 00:20:21,500 --> 00:20:27,750 away into this even more subtle, no thing thinness. 309 00:20:28,875 --> 00:20:31,875 And that no thinness drops away 310 00:20:32,208 --> 00:20:36,875 into what they call neither perception or non 311 00:20:36,875 --> 00:20:40,250 perception, you know, So it's getting pretty abstract here. 312 00:20:40,875 --> 00:20:43,875 And and, you know, these 313 00:20:43,916 --> 00:20:47,250 and these are you know, you don't have to learn these things. 314 00:20:47,250 --> 00:20:50,833 These are just, you know, phenomena that that unfold 315 00:20:51,625 --> 00:20:55,208 naturally as as a result of practice. 316 00:20:57,041 --> 00:20:58,250 And so so, 317 00:20:58,250 --> 00:21:01,583 you know, hanging out in either perception or non perception. 318 00:21:02,041 --> 00:21:05,041 Then the final sort of 319 00:21:06,083 --> 00:21:08,333 realization in that genre 320 00:21:08,333 --> 00:21:11,333 progression is what they call 321 00:21:11,333 --> 00:21:14,333 neuro, the summer party, which is 322 00:21:15,333 --> 00:21:18,250 that's what the Buddha experience. 323 00:21:18,250 --> 00:21:22,583 So it's a very rare phenomenon where 324 00:21:24,750 --> 00:21:26,666 the the being that 325 00:21:26,666 --> 00:21:29,833 that enters into that it's when they 326 00:21:30,458 --> 00:21:35,125 they're able to meditate for an insanely long periods of time. 327 00:21:35,125 --> 00:21:39,625 So they go into essentially a meditative state for four weeks 328 00:21:39,625 --> 00:21:43,708 and basically burn off all the rest of their karma. 329 00:21:43,791 --> 00:21:46,250 So nobody does. 330 00:21:46,250 --> 00:21:51,000 So it's like it's very rare, but it's a thing, you know, it's a it's a thing. 331 00:21:51,000 --> 00:21:54,000 And some of the the great, 332 00:21:54,916 --> 00:21:57,916 you know, masters have, have experienced that. 333 00:21:58,708 --> 00:21:59,166 Yeah. 334 00:21:59,166 --> 00:22:02,166 So, so the convergence of, 335 00:22:03,083 --> 00:22:05,833 you know, it's in its not total 336 00:22:05,833 --> 00:22:09,000 dropping off of mind and body 337 00:22:09,541 --> 00:22:15,041 and you know it's realizing what remains in that state 338 00:22:15,583 --> 00:22:20,500 and no one can tell you what remains in that state and you have to realize it. 339 00:22:22,291 --> 00:22:25,916 So, so this is where, you know, the direct path 340 00:22:25,916 --> 00:22:31,250 and the Jana path converge is in that final realization. 341 00:22:31,250 --> 00:22:34,416 They're both they're both coming to the same place. 342 00:22:35,333 --> 00:22:37,708 So it ultimately doesn't 343 00:22:37,708 --> 00:22:42,916 really matter if you are just sitting you know, if you're just sitting, 344 00:22:43,250 --> 00:22:46,041 you're going to go through all this stuff anyway. 345 00:22:46,041 --> 00:22:50,500 You know, whatever's in the unconscious is going to present itself. 346 00:22:50,833 --> 00:22:52,916 Energy will be freed. 347 00:22:52,916 --> 00:22:55,916 These these stages of bliss and all this stuff. 348 00:22:56,250 --> 00:23:00,375 And, you know, some people experience it, you know, really strong energy 349 00:23:00,750 --> 00:23:04,958 and other people, you know, have different phenomena. 350 00:23:05,000 --> 00:23:08,000 They have different different learning goals or, 351 00:23:09,625 --> 00:23:12,625 you know, different ways 352 00:23:12,708 --> 00:23:16,666 that that letting go of pattern will manifest 353 00:23:16,666 --> 00:23:19,666 in experience. 354 00:23:19,750 --> 00:23:22,458 So so not everybody, you know, 355 00:23:22,458 --> 00:23:26,833 there is this in Buddhism, they call it the dry path. 356 00:23:26,833 --> 00:23:30,750 You know, the the inside path where you don't 357 00:23:30,750 --> 00:23:34,583 necessarily go through, you know, rapture and, 358 00:23:35,750 --> 00:23:36,500 you know, this, 359 00:23:36,500 --> 00:23:39,750 this unfolding of Kundalini and all this stuff. 360 00:23:40,375 --> 00:23:43,500 It's possible for this flip to happen in a in a 361 00:23:44,125 --> 00:23:47,750 just a more direct way without this unfolding. 362 00:23:48,333 --> 00:23:49,958 So it's kind of mysterious. 363 00:23:49,958 --> 00:23:51,583 I'm not sure why that is. 364 00:23:51,583 --> 00:23:54,125 Some people 365 00:23:54,125 --> 00:23:56,333 know they have all, all the bells and whistles 366 00:23:56,333 --> 00:23:59,333 on them, on the path and, and 367 00:24:00,416 --> 00:24:05,875 this, this whole unfolding of genres and for other people 368 00:24:06,625 --> 00:24:09,625 it's it's not necessarily 369 00:24:11,708 --> 00:24:16,166 yeah so any questions 370 00:24:16,166 --> 00:24:19,166 about that before we 371 00:24:19,583 --> 00:24:22,083 move on, 372 00:24:22,083 --> 00:24:24,000 I have a question about. 373 00:24:24,000 --> 00:24:24,625 Mm hmm. 374 00:24:24,625 --> 00:24:28,166 Disturbing to hear you say that the current gets burned off very, 375 00:24:28,458 --> 00:24:32,041 very end instead of is there no 376 00:24:33,125 --> 00:24:36,166 processing and working with karma 377 00:24:36,166 --> 00:24:39,166 along the path along the way or. 378 00:24:39,750 --> 00:24:41,166 No, but everything that we're doing, 379 00:24:41,166 --> 00:24:44,208 all this purification of Sam scars, this is all 380 00:24:46,208 --> 00:24:47,500 you could say. 381 00:24:47,500 --> 00:24:50,500 Purifying or becoming free of karma. 382 00:24:50,875 --> 00:24:53,375 Yeah, of course. Yeah. 383 00:24:53,375 --> 00:24:54,208 To me, that's. 384 00:24:54,208 --> 00:24:54,958 That's all. 385 00:24:54,958 --> 00:24:59,125 It's all what we're doing every time we're we're seeing, 386 00:24:59,166 --> 00:25:03,750 you know, a big mind pattern and we're able to let it go. 387 00:25:04,333 --> 00:25:04,833 We're. 388 00:25:04,833 --> 00:25:08,416 Yeah, we're becoming free of that karma, you know? 389 00:25:08,416 --> 00:25:14,750 And there's an interesting thing with karma, you know, for me, like. 390 00:25:14,750 --> 00:25:19,166 Like when we finally have that flip to awareness, 391 00:25:19,250 --> 00:25:24,458 you know, where we realize, like, I'm actually not this, this character 392 00:25:25,083 --> 00:25:28,041 that is going through this whole process. 393 00:25:28,041 --> 00:25:31,708 You know, the crazy thing is that awareness 394 00:25:31,708 --> 00:25:34,916 was never bound at all by karma. 395 00:25:34,916 --> 00:25:37,083 It was never touched by karma. 396 00:25:37,083 --> 00:25:40,625 So so yeah, so, so the whole thing with karma 397 00:25:40,625 --> 00:25:45,416 is kind of a red herring, you know, like it's, it's like it's 398 00:25:45,416 --> 00:25:49,791 seems like there's something to do there, but yet when that flip happens, 399 00:25:49,791 --> 00:25:53,291 it's like a awareness was was never bound in the first place. 400 00:25:53,875 --> 00:25:57,375 So, you know, who does karma belong to? 401 00:25:57,375 --> 00:25:59,250 It belongs to the character. 402 00:25:59,250 --> 00:26:03,166 So it's, it's kind of ridiculous, you know, 403 00:26:03,625 --> 00:26:06,000 the whole the whole worry about karma. 404 00:26:06,000 --> 00:26:11,291 And, you know, there's this whole thing in Buddhism about about one's returners 405 00:26:11,291 --> 00:26:17,125 and, and, you know, like, you know, coming back and like, who comes back? 406 00:26:17,208 --> 00:26:21,916 You know, it's it's all awareness playing hide and seek this one awareness. 407 00:26:21,916 --> 00:26:24,958 So to me, it's a it's a little bit of a, 408 00:26:25,291 --> 00:26:28,500 a non-issue, you know? Yeah, 409 00:26:29,541 --> 00:26:30,000 yeah. 410 00:26:30,000 --> 00:26:30,833 Good. 411 00:26:30,833 --> 00:26:33,833 Yeah, yeah, 412 00:26:33,833 --> 00:26:35,708 yeah. 413 00:26:35,708 --> 00:26:39,666 In the military go quite deep in, 414 00:26:41,083 --> 00:26:44,041 in our meditation practice more easily 415 00:26:44,041 --> 00:26:49,333 because we're like stuck in the retreat and you know, it's no escape for the mind. 416 00:26:49,333 --> 00:26:51,166 Mean all that. 417 00:26:51,166 --> 00:26:54,166 And as, as the retreat progresses, 418 00:26:54,500 --> 00:26:56,875 the mind is quieter and quieter, 419 00:26:56,875 --> 00:27:00,083 so it goes further in communication. 420 00:27:00,750 --> 00:27:02,625 My question is, 421 00:27:02,625 --> 00:27:06,125 when we get out of this retreat, like I meditate, 422 00:27:06,125 --> 00:27:10,458 it's interesting when our enough is 423 00:27:10,458 --> 00:27:13,458 it is it going to 424 00:27:13,750 --> 00:27:16,750 is this death, this profound 425 00:27:18,291 --> 00:27:18,916 experience? 426 00:27:18,916 --> 00:27:21,208 Is this can we 427 00:27:21,208 --> 00:27:26,250 just in an hour a day and then, you know, all the rest of your life going on? 428 00:27:26,291 --> 00:27:28,166 You have all your worries? 429 00:27:28,166 --> 00:27:29,000 Mm hmm. 430 00:27:29,000 --> 00:27:29,541 Yeah. 431 00:27:29,541 --> 00:27:33,333 It's that's the question that always comes up. And. 432 00:27:33,875 --> 00:27:36,500 Yeah, so, you know, the truth is 433 00:27:37,583 --> 00:27:40,583 and, you know, this is something we talk about all the time. 434 00:27:40,583 --> 00:27:43,041 You know, it's it's, 435 00:27:43,041 --> 00:27:45,208 you know, we have 436 00:27:45,208 --> 00:27:47,375 awakenings, you know, we put ourselves 437 00:27:47,375 --> 00:27:50,875 in these conditions of no escape and then go back to life. 438 00:27:51,333 --> 00:27:55,375 And like, the truth is, it doesn't always get easier. 439 00:27:55,416 --> 00:28:01,916 It actually, you know, we get very sensitized to the pattern. 440 00:28:01,916 --> 00:28:05,416 We can see the patterns so clearly, you know, like 441 00:28:05,541 --> 00:28:09,875 so when you know who you are, you know, you're not that conditioned mind. 442 00:28:10,208 --> 00:28:14,291 But yeah, there's still some scars or so patterns in play. 443 00:28:14,291 --> 00:28:17,500 There's just still, you know, like, like the 444 00:28:17,541 --> 00:28:21,708 the character goes back to life. So, 445 00:28:22,750 --> 00:28:27,416 so it becomes very, very clear that those patterns are there 446 00:28:27,416 --> 00:28:30,500 and we feel them fully when we go back to life. 447 00:28:31,000 --> 00:28:32,375 So in some ways, 448 00:28:33,375 --> 00:28:33,708 you know, 449 00:28:33,708 --> 00:28:37,125 I always say it's the beginning of a, 450 00:28:37,708 --> 00:28:42,625 you know, a really accelerated purification process. 451 00:28:42,625 --> 00:28:46,750 And when we go back to life because we feel and see whatever 452 00:28:46,875 --> 00:28:51,291 is remaining to be purified and it'll it'll be more obvious. 453 00:28:51,291 --> 00:28:54,291 It'll come up more clearly. 454 00:28:55,041 --> 00:28:58,041 So but at the same time, like, 455 00:28:58,291 --> 00:29:01,291 you know, so the key for for coming 456 00:29:01,291 --> 00:29:04,333 to, you know, a practice like this 457 00:29:04,625 --> 00:29:09,500 and doing this and finding out the truth, you know, that 458 00:29:09,875 --> 00:29:13,625 that conditioned mind that was seeking and doing something 459 00:29:14,583 --> 00:29:17,000 isn't you and that it can't do it, 460 00:29:17,000 --> 00:29:20,750 it has to drop away and essentially fail. 461 00:29:21,166 --> 00:29:24,083 So so the main difference 462 00:29:24,083 --> 00:29:27,458 is the end of seeking you know, there's no more seeking. 463 00:29:27,458 --> 00:29:30,500 You don't need to be seeking anything when you go back to life. 464 00:29:30,791 --> 00:29:32,291 You don't need to be 465 00:29:33,291 --> 00:29:34,375 searching for who you 466 00:29:34,375 --> 00:29:37,625 are because who you are is always right here. 467 00:29:38,166 --> 00:29:41,708 You know, it's it's got that fundamental delusion 468 00:29:41,708 --> 00:29:44,875 of the mind that it has to do something. 469 00:29:45,250 --> 00:29:50,250 You know, or, you know, that the the piece that I'm feeling in this, 470 00:29:50,583 --> 00:29:56,166 you know, meditation retreat, you know, the mind will always go, it's so sneaky. 471 00:29:56,333 --> 00:29:59,333 It will just say, how do I keep it? 472 00:29:59,458 --> 00:30:01,333 How do I hold onto it? 473 00:30:01,333 --> 00:30:05,666 You know, the mind is saying that always, you know, like how do I hold it? 474 00:30:05,791 --> 00:30:07,500 How do I integrate it? 475 00:30:07,500 --> 00:30:08,083 You know? 476 00:30:08,083 --> 00:30:11,125 But that's the delusion of the mind, right? 477 00:30:11,125 --> 00:30:13,083 Like the mind can't do it. 478 00:30:13,083 --> 00:30:16,333 There's nothing the mind needs to do. 479 00:30:16,500 --> 00:30:20,625 So we can we can go back into life and and 480 00:30:21,750 --> 00:30:24,666 operate the same way we're operating in this retreat. 481 00:30:24,666 --> 00:30:26,250 Just let it happen. 482 00:30:26,250 --> 00:30:27,750 Just let it unfold. 483 00:30:27,750 --> 00:30:31,958 You know that that purification is going to happen 484 00:30:31,958 --> 00:30:35,791 just by you being you just by being. 485 00:30:36,416 --> 00:30:38,666 Yeah, yeah, 486 00:30:38,666 --> 00:30:40,166 yeah, 487 00:30:40,166 --> 00:30:40,375 yeah. 488 00:30:40,375 --> 00:30:45,458 So, you know, the truth is, it's it's not an easy ride always. 489 00:30:45,458 --> 00:30:49,250 You know, we we go back, we fall, fall, and, you know, 490 00:30:49,333 --> 00:30:55,708 we get snagged over and over, you know, we fall into a pattern, 491 00:30:55,791 --> 00:31:00,041 you know, we then, then we realize who's falling into pattern or what's, 492 00:31:00,666 --> 00:31:06,500 what's happening and yeah, and it's and this is part of that purification process. 493 00:31:06,500 --> 00:31:10,250 And, you know, by coming back into being over and over, 494 00:31:10,250 --> 00:31:13,250 there's this purification that happens 495 00:31:13,333 --> 00:31:16,166 and eventually the outer life 496 00:31:16,166 --> 00:31:19,458 will, you know, will rearrange in 497 00:31:19,541 --> 00:31:24,208 as a reflection of more true expression of who we are. 498 00:31:25,208 --> 00:31:26,250 Yeah. 499 00:31:26,250 --> 00:31:29,458 So the quest to change the perspective is to know where you are. 500 00:31:30,791 --> 00:31:31,791 Just. 501 00:31:31,791 --> 00:31:33,833 Yeah, yeah, yeah. And that. 502 00:31:33,833 --> 00:31:36,166 And that 503 00:31:36,166 --> 00:31:40,250 and that and that energy, you know, that is alive as well. 504 00:31:40,250 --> 00:31:45,750 Like that sensitizes you to you know like the, the, a lot of the, 505 00:31:45,916 --> 00:31:50,750 the big patterns that need to shift in the outer world become so obvious 506 00:31:51,083 --> 00:31:55,833 that you can't put you know you can't go back in that box 507 00:31:55,833 --> 00:31:59,458 right like the energy is is out now and it's free 508 00:31:59,750 --> 00:32:05,125 so it's like it's really obvious and so it's not even a choice anymore. 509 00:32:05,291 --> 00:32:09,291 You know, it's it's like the energy is is has made the choice for you. 510 00:32:09,791 --> 00:32:11,583 Yeah. 511 00:32:11,583 --> 00:32:12,041 Thank you. 512 00:32:12,041 --> 00:32:14,708 It's very, very helpful. 513 00:32:14,708 --> 00:32:17,708 Extremely helpful. 514 00:32:18,666 --> 00:32:21,666 Thank you. 515 00:32:25,250 --> 00:32:28,083 You remembering your this 516 00:32:29,416 --> 00:32:33,000 film of your hand and my hands here. 517 00:32:33,375 --> 00:32:36,375 Yeah, yeah, about that. 518 00:32:36,833 --> 00:32:39,291 Because I was asking the same question. 519 00:32:39,291 --> 00:32:42,500 It's like, yeah, saying that is fine by me 520 00:32:42,833 --> 00:32:45,833 because everyone is like thinking I'm asking, 521 00:32:46,708 --> 00:32:48,375 you know. Yeah. 522 00:32:48,375 --> 00:32:51,000 And as I remember that, I love that 523 00:32:51,000 --> 00:32:54,000 the filmmakers of the story itself, 524 00:32:55,125 --> 00:32:58,125 the a disappointment or, 525 00:32:58,708 --> 00:33:01,166 you know, the the battle took in on that 526 00:33:01,166 --> 00:33:04,166 he went to the end in that game 527 00:33:04,250 --> 00:33:06,916 just didn't and 528 00:33:06,916 --> 00:33:09,916 didn't buying the piece and all the other time 529 00:33:11,333 --> 00:33:16,666 like going right by that kind you need to be in America 530 00:33:16,666 --> 00:33:21,500 you need to be in this piece calls for it because 531 00:33:22,750 --> 00:33:24,291 you need to. 532 00:33:24,291 --> 00:33:27,291 You got them like in the end, 533 00:33:27,833 --> 00:33:29,541 because he wasn't a kid, 534 00:33:29,541 --> 00:33:33,708 because he was doing his lessons in a normal life. 535 00:33:33,875 --> 00:33:37,375 Yeah. Yeah. That's, yeah. Where they can 536 00:33:38,833 --> 00:33:40,250 become like them. 537 00:33:40,250 --> 00:33:43,041 And is this the same question? 538 00:33:43,041 --> 00:33:45,000 So just sharing. 539 00:33:45,000 --> 00:33:45,791 Yeah. 540 00:33:45,791 --> 00:33:48,875 This film's beautiful and experience completely. 541 00:33:48,916 --> 00:33:50,250 And how could you have. 542 00:33:50,250 --> 00:33:52,375 Yeah, yeah, yeah, that's right. 543 00:33:52,375 --> 00:33:53,083 Yeah. 544 00:33:53,083 --> 00:33:58,791 And explain completely this part of being the, you know, the things. 545 00:34:00,083 --> 00:34:02,708 Yeah, yeah, that's it. 546 00:34:02,708 --> 00:34:03,291 That's it. 547 00:34:03,291 --> 00:34:06,541 So it's different for everyone, you know, the that 548 00:34:07,416 --> 00:34:11,375 flowering of the, the lotus or whatever you want to call it, you know, it's like 549 00:34:11,708 --> 00:34:17,250 he, he listen to that direction, you know, he knew something in him 550 00:34:17,583 --> 00:34:23,000 was saying he had to go to America and that was clear, 551 00:34:23,000 --> 00:34:26,875 That was his path and he he listened he aligned with that energy. 552 00:34:27,375 --> 00:34:30,291 And and that's that is enlightenment. Yeah. 553 00:34:30,291 --> 00:34:34,541 When we aligned with that inner direction that, uh, yeah. 554 00:34:34,541 --> 00:34:36,208 Whereas for somebody else, 555 00:34:36,208 --> 00:34:40,500 maybe it is going in that cave, you know, maybe that's their, their path, Right. 556 00:34:40,500 --> 00:34:45,666 So we just never know, you know, or it could be absolutely anything, 557 00:34:45,875 --> 00:34:51,875 you know, it could be, you know, being an artist where we, we, you express 558 00:34:51,875 --> 00:34:55,875 what's coming through in, you know, or a musician or whatever, you know. 559 00:34:56,458 --> 00:34:57,458 Yeah. 560 00:34:57,458 --> 00:34:57,875 Yeah. 561 00:34:57,875 --> 00:35:01,250 So, yeah, it's just that willingness to 562 00:35:03,083 --> 00:35:06,833 just follow and trust that inner guidance. 563 00:35:07,250 --> 00:35:08,833 And it's so simple. 564 00:35:08,833 --> 00:35:11,208 It's just what excites us. 565 00:35:11,208 --> 00:35:12,625 That's all it is. 566 00:35:12,625 --> 00:35:15,625 You know, It's very childlike, really. 567 00:35:15,625 --> 00:35:20,958 It's not, you know, it's sometimes people, you know, at the end of the retreat, 568 00:35:20,958 --> 00:35:24,041 they'll, they'll be like, okay, I know who I am, but what's my purpose? 569 00:35:24,416 --> 00:35:28,291 You know, and, and, and it's it's like, you know, 570 00:35:28,875 --> 00:35:32,166 that's that's such a burden to have a purpose. 571 00:35:32,500 --> 00:35:35,333 You know, it's like a projection into the future. 572 00:35:35,333 --> 00:35:36,708 Right. Again, that's the line. 573 00:35:36,708 --> 00:35:39,500 That's the trap of the mind. Like, what's my purpose? 574 00:35:39,500 --> 00:35:43,625 Like what a what a heavy burden to have, 575 00:35:43,833 --> 00:35:46,916 like some mission that you have to fulfill, you know? 576 00:35:46,916 --> 00:35:49,916 So to me, it's more like 577 00:35:49,958 --> 00:35:52,916 in, you know, like people, people look at my, 578 00:35:52,916 --> 00:35:56,000 my website like a wake in the world dot com and think, oh, 579 00:35:56,000 --> 00:36:00,000 you've got some big mission, you know some big purpose or something. 580 00:36:00,416 --> 00:36:04,583 But it's that that moment to moment, you know, following 581 00:36:04,583 --> 00:36:09,875 your excitement is is it, you know, like Joseph Campbell said Yeah, yeah. 582 00:36:09,958 --> 00:36:11,791 Follow your bliss. That's it. 583 00:36:11,791 --> 00:36:12,166 Yeah. 584 00:36:12,166 --> 00:36:13,583 And it's, it's, it's 585 00:36:13,583 --> 00:36:17,375 very you know like a little kid doesn't, doesn't say what's my purpose. 586 00:36:17,750 --> 00:36:21,625 You know, they don't they don't try and figure out their mission in life. 587 00:36:21,625 --> 00:36:22,583 They just go and play 588 00:36:22,583 --> 00:36:26,000 with the next toy or, you know, they're just excited naturally. 589 00:36:26,541 --> 00:36:30,583 And it's that that feeling that is our compass. 590 00:36:31,208 --> 00:36:33,000 Yeah, they're all just kind of 591 00:36:34,208 --> 00:36:35,166 Joseph Campbell. 592 00:36:35,166 --> 00:36:35,541 Yeah. 593 00:36:35,541 --> 00:36:38,750 He, he, he's famous for that that phrase. 594 00:36:38,750 --> 00:36:41,750 Follow your bliss. Yeah. 595 00:36:42,041 --> 00:36:45,041 Yeah. 596 00:36:45,041 --> 00:36:46,833 Compass. 597 00:36:46,833 --> 00:36:48,791 Yeah, 598 00:36:48,791 --> 00:36:51,708 yeah. 599 00:36:51,708 --> 00:36:54,208 All right. 600 00:36:54,208 --> 00:36:57,291 So yeah, I will take a short break and then 601 00:36:58,333 --> 00:36:59,500 come back for a meditation.