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Ben, ailemdeki erkeklerinin

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hiç ağlamadığı bir kültürden geliyorum.

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Her seviyedeki duygusallığı ifade edememek

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benim sorgulamaya başladığım bir şeydi.

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Duygusallık; zayıflık[br]ya da savunmasızlık değil.

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Bu konuda sanat bana yol gösterdi.

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Bu savunmasızlıklarımı deneyimleyip

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onları adeta giyebildiğim

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ve yakın çevremle[br]paylaşabildiğim bir yoldu bu.

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[Shaun Leonardo: Hareket Özgürlüğü]

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[Spiker] Oyun kurucu sürünerek ilerliyor

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ve geriye koşan[br]Shaun Leonardo'ya pas veriyor.

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[Leonardo] On yıldan uzun bir süre[br]Amerikan futbolu oynadım.

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[Spiker] Leonardo, ikinci hat[br]savunma oyuncusu.

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Leonardo: Bütün işim,

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sanatçı ve atlet[br]deneyimlerimden besleniyor.

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O anı dün gibi hatırlıyorum,

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çok sevdiğim ve güzel hatıralar[br]biriktirdiğim hocam,

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beni çok kızdırmak için şöyle demişti:

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"Rikers Hapishanesi’nden yeni salıverilmiş[br]gibi oynamanı istiyorum."

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21 yaşında genç bir atlet olarak

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bu davranışa sağlıklı biçimde[br]katlanabilecek kadar

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param ve gerekli ekipmanım yoktu.

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Peki, sonra ne oldu?

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Hocamın yöntemi işe yaradı.

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İçimdeki öfkeyi açığa çıkardım,[br]tıpkı hocamın istediği gibi.

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[Spiker] Leonardo, diğer oyuncuyu[br]itekleyip topu alıyor.

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Shaun Leonardo'dan[br]maçı kurtaran bir hamle geldi,

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çok iyi iş çıkardı.

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