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Eng ko'ngilsiz voqea nima bo'lishi mumkin?

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Bundan o'n yilcha oldin

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o'ta sovuq ko'rik xonasida o'tirgandim.

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Yangi onkolog shifokorim
bilan uchrashuvni kutardim.

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Juda qattiq qo'rquvda edim.

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Turmush o'rtog'im yonginamda 
o'tirishiga qaramasdan,

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o'zimni o'ta yolg'iz his qilayotgan edim.

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Bir necha daqiqa oldin menga ko'krak
saratoni tashxisi

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qo'yilgan edi.
O'sha daqiqada menga

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shunday tuyuldiki, o'ng o'pkam aks etgan
skanerdagi birgina yorug' nuqta saraton

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tanam bo'ylab allaqachon
tarqalib bo'lganini anglatgandek edi.

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Menda metastatik ko'krak raki aniqlandi.

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Tibbiy davolanishni halicha boshlab
yubormagan edim

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mabodo boshlaganimda ham, uning yakunini

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bilardim: Bedavo ko'krak saratoni.

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Shifosi yo'q ko'krak saratoni.

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Men 27 yoshda edim,

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tibbiy maktabga endigina qabul qilindim,
menda allaqachon

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hayotimni so'nggi pallasiga yetib
keldimmi degan shubha paydo bo'ldi.

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Yangi onkolog shifokorimni raxmdil 
inson deb bo'lmasdi,

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Eng mahoratli shifokorlar kabi

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u ham yolg'iz faktlar bilan cheklanar edi.

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"Bizning tanamiz hujayralardan tashkil 
topgan," u o'z nutqini shunday boshladi.

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Men uning gapini bo'lib,

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"Men yaqinda tibbiy maktabga boraman.

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Bulardan xabardorman"

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U bunga ahamiyat bermay

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o'z so'zida davom etdi.

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U saratonni nazorat qilish uchun 
kimyoterapiya

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zarur ekanligini aytdi.

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U dori va uning nojo'ya ta'sirlari, uning
qo'llanish vaqti haqida so'zlay

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boshladi. Men
unga o'pkam-

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-dagi o'sha yorug' nuqtani aniqlash
uchun hali biopsiya ham olinmaganligini

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eslatdim va bu haqiqatan ham rak 
ekanligiga ishonchi komilmi deb so'radim.

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Savolimdan xafsalasi pir bo'lgani esimda,

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Ehtimol, u aytganlarimga ergashmayapti,
yoki bundan ham yomoni,

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inkor qilyapti deb o'ylagandir.

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Yakunlovchi xulosasini isbotlash
uchun biopsiya olish shunchaki

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rasmiyatchilikdan iborat narsa
emasligini tushuntirmoqchi edim, xolos.

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U eng tubimdagi bir qismni yuzaga 
chiqarish uchun

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va men so'rashni istamagan savolga 
javob beruvchi

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teri, muskullar va suyakdan 
o'tuvchi tig'li igna edi.

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Biopsiya olinishidan ilgari men metatistik
ko’krak raki mavjud bo’lishi mumkin

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bo'lgan, metatistik ko’krak raki 
ehtimol mavjud bo'lgan

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27 yoshli ayol bo’lishim mumkin edi.

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Bular o’rtasida jiddiy farq bor,

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biroq bunga eng oliy darajali onkologik 
xizmatda ko’p ham urg’u berilmaydi.

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Aksincha, mening davolanishim

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bir necha haftaga ortga surildi

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Birinchi tashrifimdan so’ng juda 
ko’p narsalar bo’lib o’tdi.

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Buni qarangki, biopsiya olish shunchaki 
rasmiyatchilik emas ekan.

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Mening oldingi shifokorim rost aytibdi.

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(Kulgu)

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Menda saraton aniqlandi,

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biroq u umuman boshqa turdagi 
o’pka saraton edi,

56
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va bu qanchalik ahmoqona eshitilmasin,

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bu ajoyib yangilik edi.

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Menda metatistik ko’krak 
saratoni bo’lmagan.

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Menda bir-biridan farq
qiluvchi 2 xil saraton

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bo'lgan, biroq ularning
joylashuvi ham turlicha edi.

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Ularning alohida joylashuvi
esa ularni olib

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tashlash imkoniyatini berardi.

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Shunday qilib, o’pka jarrohligi bilan 
boshlangan davo muolajalari

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kimyoterapiya bilan davom ettirildi

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28 yoshga to’lishimdan biroz o'tib 
ko’krak jarohligi bilan yakunlandi.

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Ikki haftadan keyin, maktabdagi

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o’qishlarimni boshlab oldim.
Ham faktlarni,

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ham ularning ahamiyatini yaxshiroq
tushuntiruvchi

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(Kulgu)

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yangi shifokorim tibbiy maktabga borishni

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1 yilga kechiktirishimni,

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dam olish, sog’ayish uchun

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biroz vaqt ajratishimni maslahat berdi.

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Uning maslahatlariga amal qildim.

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Kuchli kimyoterapiya meni holdan toydirdi.

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Dekanga murojat qildim.

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Vaziyatimni izohlashim bilan

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arizam tezlik bilan qanoatlantirildi.

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Kimyoterapiya yakunlandi-yu,

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endi 1 yil nima qilaman, degan 
savol meni o’ylantira boshladi.

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Sohilga borsammikan?

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(Kulgu)

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Sohilda yurgan inson emasdim.

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(Kulgu)

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Nima bo’lganda ham, qancha vaqtim qoldi?

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Tibbiy ilmgohga borishni judayam
xohlagandim.

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U qalbimdagi kemtik joyni to’ldirishi
mumkindek tuyuldi.

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Bir qarorga kelishni ortga surish o’rniga,
o'zimga "Eng ko'ngilsiz voqea

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nima bo'lishi mumkin? 
degan savolni berdim.

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Xo’sh, vazifalarni bajarishga o’ta zaiflik
yoki o’ta kasallik qilishim mumkin.

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Hissiy mashaqqat bo’lib tuyilishi mumkin.

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O’qishdan chetlatilishim mumkin.

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Biroq, bu narsa hayotimda 
o’sha yil yuz bergan eng qo'rqinchli narsa

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bo’la olmasligini esga oldim.

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Unda boshlashga nima xalaqit beryapti?

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O’zim xohlagandek hayotni qurishni 
davom ettirishgachi?

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Men buni epladim.
Eng chiroyli

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sirg’alarimni va eng yoqtirgan

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ko'ylaklarimni sochsiz va ozg’in 
bo’lsam ham kiydim

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va boshladim.

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O’zimni ularning qatoridagidek tutdim

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va bo’la boshladim.

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Bu qanchalik qiyin kechganligini tasvirlab
bera olmayman.

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Ba’zi kunlar bu imkonsizdek tuyuldi.
O'zimni xuddi

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kelajak uchun hech qanday ahamiyatsiz
narsalarni bajarayotgandek his qildim.

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Biroq, har kuni o’zimga “Bu senga hali
ham yoqadimi?” deya savol berardim.

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Hali hanuz yoqtirgan ishingni qilyapsanmi?

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Javob esa har kuni “ha”,

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ba’zida a’lo darajali “ha”,

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lekin ha.

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Vaziyat o’nglashib,

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o’qishdan chetlatilish xayoli
tarqalayotgan bir paytda

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bundan ham qayg’uli xabarni eshitdim.
Vujudimda TP53,

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qisqacha p53 deb nomlangan gen mutatsiya
uchraganligi haqida xabar topdim.

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Genlar va ularning mutatsiyasi 
qo’riqchisi sifatida

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ma’lum bo’lgan p53

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DNK larimizning tiklanishini nazorat 
qilish uchun javobgar. Ushbu genning

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mutatsiyaga uchrashi esa bu jarayonda 
xatoliklar kelib chiqadi degani.

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Bu normal hujayralarning saratonga uchrash
xavfi yuqori darajadaligini anglatadi.

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Bular haqida bilganim zahotiyoq,

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barcha boshdan kechirganlarim
ahamiyatsizdek tuyuldi.

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Men 7 yoshligimda bolalarda uchraydigan 
saratonga, rabdomyosarkomaga chalingandim.

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U o’smirlik davrimda qaytalandi.

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Va bu p53ning aniqlanishidan ancha 
oldin edi.

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Undan keyin katta yoshlilar ko’krak va 
o’pka saratoni bilan kurashdim.

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Ushbu mutatsiya haqidagi 
bilimlarim tufayli

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kelajakda uchrashim mumkin 
bo’lgan saratonlarning,

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ehtimol, son-sanog’i yo’qdek tuyuldi.

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Shunga qaramasdan,

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radiatsion onkolog bo’lishga qaror qildim.

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(Kulgu)

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Metin bardosh,

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afzallik evaziga,

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terapiya tufayli, shifokor hamkasblarim,

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oilam va o’qituvchilarim yordami 
bilan genetik

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tashxislar ortga chekinmaslikka

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undashi zarurligi sababli 
o’qishni bir necha

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oy ichida tugallab, 
yangi shaharga ko’chish

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va shifokor hamda tadqiqotchi sifatida 
dastlabki faoliyatimni

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boshlashga umid bog’ladim.

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Bu 2020 yilga kelib ham mo'jiza yoki

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tibbiyot yutuqlari shifo berishini 
anglatmaydi.

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Bunday bedavo dard

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noaniqlik bilan yashashni o’rgana 
boshlaysiz degani.

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Bu sizga qo’yilgan tashxislar 
eng daxshatli

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voqelik emasligini anglaysiz degani.

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Mavhumlik bilan yashashni o’rganish ham

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go’zallik, ham qiyinchiliklarga 
to’la hayot tomon

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odim qadamlashni anglatadi.
Bu o'simta hikoyangizning

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bir qismi ekanligini o’zingiz 
uchun kashf qilishingiz demakdir.

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Bu hayotingizdagi eng daxshatli 
voqelik bo’lmasligi

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mumkin va bo’lganda ham, hech qisi yo’q.

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Unga e’tiroz bildirishingiz
yoki qabul qilishingiz

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mumkin, biroq bu boshqa birov tomondan
yozib berilmagan, muallifi siz va siz-

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-ning muallifligingiz ostidagi
hikoya bo’lishiga qo’yib bering.

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Qo’lingizda akademik ta’til xatini o’z 
talablaringiz doirasida ishlating.

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Davolanish bosqichlarim
yakuniga yetib borar ekan,

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shunday vaziyatni qayta-qayta 
tasavvur qilaman:

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Bemorda o’simta aniqlandi.

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Bir necha tanlovlar mavjud.

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Bularning barchasi tuzalish va 
hayotning yaxshilanishi o’rtasidagi,

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azobdan qutulish imkoniyati va azob 
tortishga sababchi bo’lish o’rtasidagi

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turlicha muvozanatni taklif etadi.

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Onkologist tanlovlarni taqdim etadi,

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biroq munozaraning qaysidir qismida
vaziyat chigallashib boradi.

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O’sha tanlov ko’proq shunga o’xshashib

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ketadi, “Siz nimadir qila olishni

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yoki hech narsa qilmaslikni tanlay olasiz.

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Yo biz kuch ishlatib o’simtangizni 
davolaymiz,

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yoki buni kuzatib turamiz.

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10 martadan 9,9 martasida be’morlar

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“Qo’limdan kelgan barcha ishni qilishni
istayman.” deyishadi.

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Albatta

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Kim ham hamma narsaga urinib
ko’rishni istamaydi?

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Biroq hamma narsa nima?

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Hamma narsa, bu uyingizdagi deraza 
oldida o’zingizni oftobga tutib,

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oilangiz qo’ynida o’tirish qobiliyatimi?

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Hamma narsa, bu kimyoterapiya 
tufayli uvushib qolmagan

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barmoqlaringiz va tovonlaringizni
his qila olishmi?

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Biz onkologlarning hamma narsasi 
saratonni davolash.

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Bular radiatsiya, jarrohlik, kimyo-
terapiya va yangicha davolash amaliyoti.

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Va biz uchun eng daxshatli voqelik,

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bu haqda onkologlardan bir necha 
bor eshitgandim

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eng daxshatli voqelik,

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bu bemorda metastatik kasallikning 
rivojlanishi yoki eng

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daxshatli narsa, bu besh yildan 
so’ng saratonning o’sishda davom etishi va

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bemorga ko’proq radiatsiya
berishga majbur bo’lishim, deyishgani.

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Bemor va onkolog sifatida

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bularning ko’ngilsiz oqibat emasligi
to’g’risida hech qachon baxslashmayman.

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Biroq, eng yomoni shularmi?

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Saraton fikrlarimiz diqqat markazida

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har doim bo’lishi kerakmi?

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00:10:03,727 --> 00:10:10,727
Mendagi saraton va gen mutatsiyasi 
tufayli so'zlashga til ojizlik

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qiladigan ko‘plab og‘riq va 
shafqatsizlikni boshdan kechirdim.

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Shunga qaramasdan, o’zimni 
omadli deb hisoblayman, sababi yuz berishi

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mumkin bo’lgan eng qo’rqinchli 
narsa aslo yuz bermadi,

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sababi g’am-anduh va mavhumlikni 
men bilan bir stolda, biroq uning

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qaysidir bir chekkasida 
o’tirishiga ruxsat berdim.

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Menda metastatik saraton 
aniqlanganidan so’ng,

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ikkinchi tahlil uchun Bostonga yo’l oldim,
sababi nimani ham yo’qotardim?

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Shifokorim judayam yaxshi va xavfsiz va

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odatdagi maslahat berganida,

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saraton muolajasida
bo’lishimga

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qaramasdan tibbiy ilmgohdagi
o’qishlarimni boshlab yubordim.

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Saratonga chalingan bemorlardan
o’zimni olib qochish o’rniga,

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radiatsion onkologist shifokorga aylandim.

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Va o’zimga o’xshash bemorlar bilan

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har kuni ishlayman.

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Saratondan vafot etganimda
bo'lajak turmush o'rtog'imga

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yetkazadigan aziyatni
tasavvur qilish

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o'rniga, ajoyib inson bilan turmush
qurdim. Chunki,

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yuz berishi mumkin bo’lgan 
eng qo’rqinchli

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narsa har doim ziddiyatlar 
ketma-ketligidan iborat bo’ladi.

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Bularning bari hayot bilan to'ldirilishi

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lozim bo’lgan bo’sh satrlardir.

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Mana shunday o’ta mavhum vaziyatda 
asosiy suyanchig’im nima edi?

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Bu Uiliyam.

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U men uchratgan eng quvnoq inson,

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bir yildan oshiqroq vaqt ichida u dunyoni 
eng yaxshi manzilga allaqachon aylantirdi.

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Onkologlar sifatida,
biz bemorlar bilan sodir bo'lishi

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mumkin bo’lgan eng yomon 
vaziyat, ya'ni

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ularning saratoni qaytalanishi 
yoki tarqalishi

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mumkinligi yoki u tufayli vafot 
etishi mumkindek suhbatlashamiz.

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Bemor sifatida, bularning o’ta
muhim ekanligini bilaman.

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Biroq, bu boradagi fikrlarimiz

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va bemorlarimiz bilan suhbatimizni 
o’zgartirishni istayman.

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Bemorlarga

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yuz berishi mumkin bo’lgan eng yomon 
narsa, saraton uning o’zligidan,

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biror narsani bajarish

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va mehr-muhabbatni tuyish

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imkoniyatidan mahrum etishidir.

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Bu ro’y beradi.

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Hech bo’lmaganda vaqtincha davom etadi.

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Biroq, hayotdagi bu yo'qotishlarni 
kamaytirish,

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mana bu mashaqqatliroq, va menimcha, 
onkologistning chin vazifasi:

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bizda mavjud vositalarni olish va 
bemorning butun hayotiga

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tadbiq etishdan iborat;

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Iztiroblariga munosabatida yo'l 
ko'rsatuvchi bo'lish,

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uni tub-tubdan anglatish, biroq bo'lajak

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iztiroblari qo'rquvi keyingi sayohatining 
hikoyasiga aylanishiga yo'l qo'ymaslik.

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Ustozlarimdan biri tibbiyot qismi 
osonligini hamisha ta'kidlaydi.

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Yosh shifokorga aslo bunday tuyulmaydi,

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biroq uning doirasi chegaralangan.

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Bizga yo'l ko'rsatuvchi ko'plab 
tadqiqotlarni ilm dargohlarida o'rganamiz.

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Har bir bemorning betobligidan 
yuzaga keluvchi dardlarni

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yengillatishni o'rganish og'irroqdir.

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Ortga boqsam hayotim o'ralgan qadoqqa

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o'xshashini eslab kulgim keladi.

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Xuddi har bir zafarli qadamimni 
reja asosida bosganga o'xshayman

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va ehtimol saraton hayotimdagi yaxshi 
narsalarga eltgandir.

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Ilk qadam: tibbiyot maktabiga topshirish

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Ikkinchi qadam: saratonning aniqlanishi 
va muolajasi

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Va uchinchi qadam: kasb va oila,

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ularning barchasiga erishish

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Biroq, sizga shuni ayta olamanki,

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o'ta noaniqlik sharoitiga qaramasdan,

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har bir bosqichning asosida 
ishonch yotardi.

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Har bir bemorimga

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mana shu jasoratni taqdim 
etishga urinaman.

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Saraton va muolaja borasidagi 
qarorlarning, mutatsiyalarning tibbiyotga

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oid ilmiy jihatlariga e'tibor qaratishim

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kerakligiga qaramasdan

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taqdim etishga

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harakat qilaman.

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Ular nima istashini

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va ularga nima kerakligini,

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niyatlari, xavotirlari,

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orzulari,
saraton muolajasining

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hunuk jarayonlaridan oldin 
ularni yashashga undagan

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va undan keyin davom etishga undagan 
narsalarni bilishga urinaman.

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Bu aslida ko'p vaqtni talab etmaydi.

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Bu maqsadli parvarishni talab etuvchi

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bir yerga yo'nalgan, bir necha sokin 
daqiqalarni oladi.

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Bu hamkorlik

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va bu ahamiyatga molik,

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chunki eng yomon voqelik

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saratonni davolash uchun jamiki --

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jamiki -- ishni qila turib, 
o'z hayotingizda

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yashashingizga ko'mak berish uchun

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hech narsa qilmaydigan 
onkologistning bo'lishidir.

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Rahmat.

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(Qarsaklar)