0:00:00.730,0:00:03.424
Eng ko'ngilsiz voqea nima bo'lishi mumkin?

0:00:04.336,0:00:06.558
Bundan o'n yilcha oldin

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o'ta sovuq ko'rik xonasida o'tirgandim.

0:00:10.331,0:00:12.828
Yangi onkolog shifokorim[br]bilan uchrashuvni kutardim.

0:00:12.852,0:00:14.787
Juda qattiq qo'rquvda edim.

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Turmush o'rtog'im yonginamda [br]o'tirishiga qaramasdan,

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o'zimni o'ta yolg'iz his qilayotgan edim.

0:00:21.298,0:00:24.284
Bir necha daqiqa oldin menga ko'krak[br]saratoni tashxisi

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qo'yilgan edi.[br]O'sha daqiqada menga

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shunday tuyuldiki, o'ng o'pkam aks etgan[br]skanerdagi birgina yorug' nuqta saraton

0:00:30.155,0:00:33.090
tanam bo'ylab allaqachon[br]tarqalib bo'lganini anglatgandek edi.

0:00:33.719,0:00:36.123
Menda metastatik ko'krak raki aniqlandi.

0:00:36.701,0:00:39.166
Tibbiy davolanishni halicha boshlab[br]yubormagan edim

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mabodo boshlaganimda ham, uning yakunini

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bilardim: Bedavo ko'krak saratoni.

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Shifosi yo'q ko'krak saratoni.

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Men 27 yoshda edim,

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tibbiy maktabga endigina qabul qilindim,[br]menda allaqachon

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hayotimni so'nggi pallasiga yetib[br]keldimmi degan shubha paydo bo'ldi.

0:00:58.438,0:01:03.006
Yangi onkolog shifokorimni raxmdil [br]inson deb bo'lmasdi,

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Eng mahoratli shifokorlar kabi

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u ham yolg'iz faktlar bilan cheklanar edi.

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"Bizning tanamiz hujayralardan tashkil [br]topgan," u o'z nutqini shunday boshladi.

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Men uning gapini bo'lib,

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"Men yaqinda tibbiy maktabga boraman.

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Bulardan xabardorman"

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U bunga ahamiyat bermay

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o'z so'zida davom etdi.

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U saratonni nazorat qilish uchun [br]kimyoterapiya

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zarur ekanligini aytdi.

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U dori va uning nojo'ya ta'sirlari, uning[br]qo'llanish vaqti haqida so'zlay

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boshladi. Men[br]unga o'pkam-

0:01:36.542,0:01:40.504
-dagi o'sha yorug' nuqtani aniqlash[br]uchun hali biopsiya ham olinmaganligini

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eslatdim va bu haqiqatan ham rak [br]ekanligiga ishonchi komilmi deb so'radim.

0:01:45.282,0:01:50.748
Savolimdan xafsalasi pir bo'lgani esimda,

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Ehtimol, u aytganlarimga ergashmayapti,[br]yoki bundan ham yomoni,

0:01:54.290,0:01:56.852
inkor qilyapti deb o'ylagandir.

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Yakunlovchi xulosasini isbotlash[br]uchun biopsiya olish shunchaki

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rasmiyatchilikdan iborat narsa[br]emasligini tushuntirmoqchi edim, xolos.

0:02:06.754,0:02:11.057
U eng tubimdagi bir qismni yuzaga [br]chiqarish uchun

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va men so'rashni istamagan savolga [br]javob beruvchi

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teri, muskullar va suyakdan [br]o'tuvchi tig'li igna edi.

0:02:18.275,0:02:22.540
Biopsiya olinishidan ilgari men metatistik[br]ko’krak raki mavjud bo’lishi mumkin

0:02:22.564,0:02:25.578
bo'lgan, metatistik ko’krak raki [br]ehtimol mavjud bo'lgan

0:02:25.602,0:02:29.023
27 yoshli ayol bo’lishim mumkin edi.

0:02:29.047,0:02:31.427
Bular o’rtasida jiddiy farq bor,

0:02:31.451,0:02:35.917
biroq bunga eng oliy darajali onkologik [br]xizmatda ko’p ham urg’u berilmaydi.

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Aksincha, mening davolanishim

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bir necha haftaga ortga surildi

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Birinchi tashrifimdan so’ng juda [br]ko’p narsalar bo’lib o’tdi.

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Buni qarangki, biopsiya olish shunchaki [br]rasmiyatchilik emas ekan.

0:02:50.483,0:02:53.514
Mening oldingi shifokorim rost aytibdi.

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(Kulgu)

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Menda saraton aniqlandi,

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biroq u umuman boshqa turdagi [br]o’pka saraton edi,

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va bu qanchalik ahmoqona eshitilmasin,

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bu ajoyib yangilik edi.

0:03:05.020,0:03:07.596
Menda metatistik ko’krak [br]saratoni bo’lmagan.

0:03:07.620,0:03:09.909
Menda bir-biridan farq[br]qiluvchi 2 xil saraton

0:03:09.933,0:03:12.377
bo'lgan, biroq ularning[br]joylashuvi ham turlicha edi.

0:03:12.401,0:03:14.655
Ularning alohida joylashuvi[br]esa ularni olib

0:03:14.679,0:03:16.563
tashlash imkoniyatini berardi.

0:03:16.587,0:03:20.258
Shunday qilib, o’pka jarrohligi bilan [br]boshlangan davo muolajalari

0:03:20.282,0:03:21.996
kimyoterapiya bilan davom ettirildi

0:03:22.020,0:03:26.228
28 yoshga to’lishimdan biroz o'tib [br]ko’krak jarohligi bilan yakunlandi.

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Ikki haftadan keyin, maktabdagi

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o’qishlarimni boshlab oldim.[br]Ham faktlarni,

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ham ularning ahamiyatini yaxshiroq[br]tushuntiruvchi

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(Kulgu)

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yangi shifokorim tibbiy maktabga borishni

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1 yilga kechiktirishimni,

0:03:42.162,0:03:46.195
dam olish, sog’ayish uchun

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biroz vaqt ajratishimni maslahat berdi.

0:03:49.978,0:03:51.793
Uning maslahatlariga amal qildim.

0:03:51.817,0:03:56.442
Kuchli kimyoterapiya meni holdan toydirdi.

0:03:56.466,0:03:58.077
Dekanga murojat qildim.

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Vaziyatimni izohlashim bilan

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arizam tezlik bilan qanoatlantirildi.

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Kimyoterapiya yakunlandi-yu,

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endi 1 yil nima qilaman, degan [br]savol meni o’ylantira boshladi.

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Sohilga borsammikan?

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(Kulgu)

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Sohilda yurgan inson emasdim.

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(Kulgu)

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Nima bo’lganda ham, qancha vaqtim qoldi?

0:04:20.875,0:04:23.029
Tibbiy ilmgohga borishni judayam[br]xohlagandim.

0:04:23.053,0:04:25.869
U qalbimdagi kemtik joyni to’ldirishi[br]mumkindek tuyuldi.

0:04:26.474,0:04:30.018
Bir qarorga kelishni ortga surish o’rniga,[br]o'zimga "Eng ko'ngilsiz voqea

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nima bo'lishi mumkin? [br]degan savolni berdim.

0:04:33.068,0:04:36.882
Xo’sh, vazifalarni bajarishga o’ta zaiflik[br]yoki o’ta kasallik qilishim mumkin.

0:04:36.906,0:04:39.328
Hissiy mashaqqat bo’lib tuyilishi mumkin.

0:04:39.352,0:04:42.279
O’qishdan chetlatilishim mumkin.

0:04:42.303,0:04:45.901
Biroq, bu narsa hayotimda [br]o’sha yil yuz bergan eng qo'rqinchli narsa

0:04:45.925,0:04:47.341
bo’la olmasligini esga oldim.

0:04:47.365,0:04:50.142
Unda boshlashga nima xalaqit beryapti?

0:04:50.166,0:04:54.123
O’zim xohlagandek hayotni qurishni [br]davom ettirishgachi?

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Men buni epladim.[br]Eng chiroyli

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sirg’alarimni va eng yoqtirgan

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ko'ylaklarimni sochsiz va ozg’in [br]bo’lsam ham kiydim

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va boshladim.

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O’zimni ularning qatoridagidek tutdim

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va bo’la boshladim.

0:05:07.918,0:05:11.029
Bu qanchalik qiyin kechganligini tasvirlab[br]bera olmayman.

0:05:11.053,0:05:13.509
Ba’zi kunlar bu imkonsizdek tuyuldi.[br]O'zimni xuddi

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kelajak uchun hech qanday ahamiyatsiz[br]narsalarni bajarayotgandek his qildim.

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Biroq, har kuni o’zimga “Bu senga hali[br]ham yoqadimi?” deya savol berardim.

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Hali hanuz yoqtirgan ishingni qilyapsanmi?

0:05:24.451,0:05:26.651
Javob esa har kuni “ha”,

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ba’zida a’lo darajali “ha”,

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lekin ha.

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Vaziyat o’nglashib,

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o’qishdan chetlatilish xayoli[br]tarqalayotgan bir paytda

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bundan ham qayg’uli xabarni eshitdim.[br]Vujudimda TP53,

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qisqacha p53 deb nomlangan gen mutatsiya[br]uchraganligi haqida xabar topdim.

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Genlar va ularning mutatsiyasi [br]qo’riqchisi sifatida

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ma’lum bo’lgan p53

0:05:50.958,0:05:55.782
DNK larimizning tiklanishini nazorat [br]qilish uchun javobgar. Ushbu genning

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mutatsiyaga uchrashi esa bu jarayonda [br]xatoliklar kelib chiqadi degani.

0:05:59.690,0:06:03.602
Bu normal hujayralarning saratonga uchrash[br]xavfi yuqori darajadaligini anglatadi.

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Bular haqida bilganim zahotiyoq,

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barcha boshdan kechirganlarim[br]ahamiyatsizdek tuyuldi.

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Men 7 yoshligimda bolalarda uchraydigan [br]saratonga, rabdomyosarkomaga chalingandim.

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U o’smirlik davrimda qaytalandi.

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Va bu p53ning aniqlanishidan ancha [br]oldin edi.

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Undan keyin katta yoshlilar ko’krak va [br]o’pka saratoni bilan kurashdim.

0:06:24.373,0:06:26.502
Ushbu mutatsiya haqidagi [br]bilimlarim tufayli

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kelajakda uchrashim mumkin [br]bo’lgan saratonlarning,

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ehtimol, son-sanog’i yo’qdek tuyuldi.

0:06:33.414,0:06:34.749
Shunga qaramasdan,

0:06:34.773,0:06:38.753
radiatsion onkolog bo’lishga qaror qildim.

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(Kulgu)

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Metin bardosh,

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afzallik evaziga,

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terapiya tufayli, shifokor hamkasblarim,

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oilam va o’qituvchilarim yordami [br]bilan genetik

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tashxislar ortga chekinmaslikka

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undashi zarurligi sababli [br]o’qishni bir necha

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oy ichida tugallab, [br]yangi shaharga ko’chish

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va shifokor hamda tadqiqotchi sifatida [br]dastlabki faoliyatimni

0:07:06.728,0:07:08.046
boshlashga umid bog’ladim.

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Bu 2020 yilga kelib ham mo'jiza yoki

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tibbiyot yutuqlari shifo berishini [br]anglatmaydi.

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Bunday bedavo dard

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noaniqlik bilan yashashni o’rgana [br]boshlaysiz degani.

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Bu sizga qo’yilgan tashxislar [br]eng daxshatli

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voqelik emasligini anglaysiz degani.

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Mavhumlik bilan yashashni o’rganish ham

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go’zallik, ham qiyinchiliklarga [br]to’la hayot tomon

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odim qadamlashni anglatadi.[br]Bu o'simta hikoyangizning

0:07:39.911,0:07:44.856
bir qismi ekanligini o’zingiz [br]uchun kashf qilishingiz demakdir.

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Bu hayotingizdagi eng daxshatli [br]voqelik bo’lmasligi

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mumkin va bo’lganda ham, hech qisi yo’q.

0:07:49.347,0:07:51.816
Unga e’tiroz bildirishingiz[br]yoki qabul qilishingiz

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mumkin, biroq bu boshqa birov tomondan[br]yozib berilmagan, muallifi siz va siz-

0:07:55.596,0:07:58.634
-ning muallifligingiz ostidagi[br]hikoya bo’lishiga qo’yib bering.

0:07:58.658,0:08:02.896
Qo’lingizda akademik ta’til xatini o’z [br]talablaringiz doirasida ishlating.

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Davolanish bosqichlarim[br]yakuniga yetib borar ekan,

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shunday vaziyatni qayta-qayta [br]tasavvur qilaman:

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Bemorda o’simta aniqlandi.

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Bir necha tanlovlar mavjud.

0:08:14.341,0:08:20.286
Bularning barchasi tuzalish va [br]hayotning yaxshilanishi o’rtasidagi,

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azobdan qutulish imkoniyati va azob [br]tortishga sababchi bo’lish o’rtasidagi

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turlicha muvozanatni taklif etadi.

0:08:27.122,0:08:29.202
Onkologist tanlovlarni taqdim etadi,

0:08:29.226,0:08:32.540
biroq munozaraning qaysidir qismida[br]vaziyat chigallashib boradi.

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O’sha tanlov ko’proq shunga o’xshashib

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ketadi, “Siz nimadir qila olishni

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yoki hech narsa qilmaslikni tanlay olasiz.

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Yo biz kuch ishlatib o’simtangizni [br]davolaymiz,

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yoki buni kuzatib turamiz.

0:08:47.844,0:08:50.412
10 martadan 9,9 martasida be’morlar

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“Qo’limdan kelgan barcha ishni qilishni[br]istayman.” deyishadi.

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Albatta

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Kim ham hamma narsaga urinib[br]ko’rishni istamaydi?

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Biroq hamma narsa nima?

0:09:02.781,0:09:08.424
Hamma narsa, bu uyingizdagi deraza [br]oldida o’zingizni oftobga tutib,

0:09:08.448,0:09:11.577
oilangiz qo’ynida o’tirish qobiliyatimi?

0:09:12.041,0:09:16.043
Hamma narsa, bu kimyoterapiya [br]tufayli uvushib qolmagan

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barmoqlaringiz va tovonlaringizni[br]his qila olishmi?

0:09:19.719,0:09:24.061
Biz onkologlarning hamma narsasi [br]saratonni davolash.

0:09:24.672,0:09:29.962
Bular radiatsiya, jarrohlik, kimyo-[br]terapiya va yangicha davolash amaliyoti.

0:09:29.986,0:09:32.383
Va biz uchun eng daxshatli voqelik,

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bu haqda onkologlardan bir necha [br]bor eshitgandim

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eng daxshatli voqelik,

0:09:36.755,0:09:39.715
bu bemorda metastatik kasallikning [br]rivojlanishi yoki eng

0:09:39.739,0:09:43.306
daxshatli narsa, bu besh yildan [br]so’ng saratonning o’sishda davom etishi va

0:09:43.330,0:09:46.417
bemorga ko’proq radiatsiya[br]berishga majbur bo’lishim, deyishgani.

0:09:47.047,0:09:49.667
Bemor va onkolog sifatida

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bularning ko’ngilsiz oqibat emasligi[br]to’g’risida hech qachon baxslashmayman.

0:09:53.867,0:09:55.779
Biroq, eng yomoni shularmi?

0:09:56.192,0:09:58.691
Saraton fikrlarimiz diqqat markazida

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har doim bo’lishi kerakmi?

0:10:03.727,0:10:10.727
Mendagi saraton va gen mutatsiyasi [br]tufayli so'zlashga til ojizlik

0:10:10.751,0:10:14.357
qiladigan ko‘plab og‘riq va [br]shafqatsizlikni boshdan kechirdim.

0:10:14.845,0:10:19.031
Shunga qaramasdan, o’zimni [br]omadli deb hisoblayman, sababi yuz berishi

0:10:19.055,0:10:22.063
mumkin bo’lgan eng qo’rqinchli [br]narsa aslo yuz bermadi,

0:10:22.902,0:10:28.183
sababi g’am-anduh va mavhumlikni [br]men bilan bir stolda, biroq uning

0:10:28.207,0:10:30.712
qaysidir bir chekkasida [br]o’tirishiga ruxsat berdim.

0:10:30.736,0:10:33.348
Menda metastatik saraton [br]aniqlanganidan so’ng,

0:10:33.372,0:10:37.539
ikkinchi tahlil uchun Bostonga yo’l oldim,[br]sababi nimani ham yo’qotardim?

0:10:37.563,0:10:40.533
Shifokorim judayam yaxshi va xavfsiz va

0:10:40.557,0:10:41.935
odatdagi maslahat berganida,

0:10:41.959,0:10:44.171
saraton muolajasida[br]bo’lishimga

0:10:44.195,0:10:47.207
qaramasdan tibbiy ilmgohdagi[br]o’qishlarimni boshlab yubordim.

0:10:48.390,0:10:51.402
Saratonga chalingan bemorlardan[br]o’zimni olib qochish o’rniga,

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radiatsion onkologist shifokorga aylandim.

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Va o’zimga o’xshash bemorlar bilan

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har kuni ishlayman.

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Saratondan vafot etganimda[br]bo'lajak turmush o'rtog'imga

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yetkazadigan aziyatni[br]tasavvur qilish

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o'rniga, ajoyib inson bilan turmush[br]qurdim. Chunki,

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yuz berishi mumkin bo’lgan [br]eng qo’rqinchli

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narsa har doim ziddiyatlar [br]ketma-ketligidan iborat bo’ladi.

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Bularning bari hayot bilan to'ldirilishi

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lozim bo’lgan bo’sh satrlardir.

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Mana shunday o’ta mavhum vaziyatda [br]asosiy suyanchig’im nima edi?

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Bu Uiliyam.

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U men uchratgan eng quvnoq inson,

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bir yildan oshiqroq vaqt ichida u dunyoni [br]eng yaxshi manzilga allaqachon aylantirdi.

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Onkologlar sifatida,[br]biz bemorlar bilan sodir bo'lishi

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mumkin bo’lgan eng yomon [br]vaziyat, ya'ni

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ularning saratoni qaytalanishi [br]yoki tarqalishi

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mumkinligi yoki u tufayli vafot [br]etishi mumkindek suhbatlashamiz.

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Bemor sifatida, bularning o’ta[br]muhim ekanligini bilaman.

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Biroq, bu boradagi fikrlarimiz

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va bemorlarimiz bilan suhbatimizni [br]o’zgartirishni istayman.

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Bemorlarga

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yuz berishi mumkin bo’lgan eng yomon [br]narsa, saraton uning o’zligidan,

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biror narsani bajarish

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va mehr-muhabbatni tuyish

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imkoniyatidan mahrum etishidir.

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Bu ro’y beradi.

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Hech bo’lmaganda vaqtincha davom etadi.

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Biroq, hayotdagi bu yo'qotishlarni [br]kamaytirish,

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mana bu mashaqqatliroq, va menimcha, [br]onkologistning chin vazifasi:

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bizda mavjud vositalarni olish va [br]bemorning butun hayotiga

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tadbiq etishdan iborat;

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Iztiroblariga munosabatida yo'l [br]ko'rsatuvchi bo'lish,

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uni tub-tubdan anglatish, biroq bo'lajak

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iztiroblari qo'rquvi keyingi sayohatining [br]hikoyasiga aylanishiga yo'l qo'ymaslik.

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Ustozlarimdan biri tibbiyot qismi [br]osonligini hamisha ta'kidlaydi.

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Yosh shifokorga aslo bunday tuyulmaydi,

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biroq uning doirasi chegaralangan.

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Bizga yo'l ko'rsatuvchi ko'plab [br]tadqiqotlarni ilm dargohlarida o'rganamiz.

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Har bir bemorning betobligidan [br]yuzaga keluvchi dardlarni

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yengillatishni o'rganish og'irroqdir.

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Ortga boqsam hayotim o'ralgan qadoqqa

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o'xshashini eslab kulgim keladi.

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Xuddi har bir zafarli qadamimni [br]reja asosida bosganga o'xshayman

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va ehtimol saraton hayotimdagi yaxshi [br]narsalarga eltgandir.

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Ilk qadam: tibbiyot maktabiga topshirish

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Ikkinchi qadam: saratonning aniqlanishi [br]va muolajasi

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Va uchinchi qadam: kasb va oila,

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ularning barchasiga erishish

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Biroq, sizga shuni ayta olamanki,

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o'ta noaniqlik sharoitiga qaramasdan,

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har bir bosqichning asosida [br]ishonch yotardi.

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Har bir bemorimga

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mana shu jasoratni taqdim [br]etishga urinaman.

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Saraton va muolaja borasidagi [br]qarorlarning, mutatsiyalarning tibbiyotga

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oid ilmiy jihatlariga e'tibor qaratishim

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kerakligiga qaramasdan

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taqdim etishga

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harakat qilaman.

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Ular nima istashini

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va ularga nima kerakligini,

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niyatlari, xavotirlari,

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orzulari,[br]saraton muolajasining

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hunuk jarayonlaridan oldin [br]ularni yashashga undagan

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va undan keyin davom etishga undagan [br]narsalarni bilishga urinaman.

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Bu aslida ko'p vaqtni talab etmaydi.

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Bu maqsadli parvarishni talab etuvchi

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bir yerga yo'nalgan, bir necha sokin [br]daqiqalarni oladi.

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Bu hamkorlik

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va bu ahamiyatga molik,

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chunki eng yomon voqelik

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saratonni davolash uchun jamiki --

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jamiki -- ishni qila turib, [br]o'z hayotingizda

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yashashingizga ko'mak berish uchun

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hech narsa qilmaydigan [br]onkologistning bo'lishidir.

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Rahmat.

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(Qarsaklar)