there's been cases of allegations of sexual sin against leaders across the world unfortunately a lot of the situations seem to get to me somehow and they're complicated because what happens in a situation like this you have an event that happens usually happens when nobody's there so who's whose evidence you you have the emotional response is the exactly opposite usually between the men and the women and then if you are talking about spiritual leaders you have an imbalance of emotional psychological positioning with it that becomes abusive whether the person meant for it to be abusive and then you have allegations and then what can get proved and then what cannot get proved and then it it is so complicated I mean I've had to spend hundreds of hours this year dealing with these situations and none of them are very nice and everybody's hurt everybody's hurt on all the sides it's kind of like I mean this in a spiritual way it's disgusting I mean it's like we all just want to vomit it up I mean in a right way God's dealing with this and you realize God is not embarrassed about these kind of things we're embarrassed but God is like hey you want to sin you remember what happened to David that he God said will you send in private I'm going to display it in public so his son Rebels against him and he commits adultery for all of David's wives and concubines on the roof in front of everybody puts it on the front page of the newspaper I mean it's horrible and somehow in God's holiness he desires to have these things displayed it's totally humiliating for us human beings to be involved in this but God is so interested in displaying the wrongness of sin that he wants to get all these things out