<Essence of Friendship Is Equality>
(Questioner) I want to thank you for your helpful public sessions.
My question is about reactions I get from my friends when I talk.
My talk seems to bring down the mood and people
do not react or respond to what I say.
I tried to be friendly but it made me feel
more timid and introverted afterwards.
Recently, rather than trying to get together with people,
I spend time by myself at home.
The more I try to talk with people, I feel more withdrawn inside.
I don't know how to go about this.
That's my concern right now and the question for you.
(Sunim) Why do you feel awkward and withdrawn?
(Questioner) Just happens... When people do not react
and it gets quiet, I think to myself,
""What am I doing right now?" and feel self-conscious.
(Sunim) So,