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This album is a tribute to my mother

it was recorded

while my mother was ill in the hospital for six months

i visited her every single morning

during the day i was with her and later in the day and at night I would compose

This album is impregnated

of those painful feelings, seeing how my mother was leaving

I also told her

this album was dadicated to her, which made her very happy

She gave me the most beautiful smile, a smile I would never forget

and that is a good motive to dedicate it, Luzia with a "Z" because

It is important for me to clarify my mothers Portuguese origins

in Portugal Luzia is spelled with a "Z"

So this album is definetly a tribute dedicated to her

There is also a song that is dedicated to Camaron

but the album in general is impregnated by that painful feeling only experienced when ones own mother is dying

Every experience in life

Fills you up with diferent feelings and sensations

and the pain when is so deep, it think that it sensiblizes people

to the point where pain is so intense but so is happiness

so, in a way I believe that what I write and compose is related with whatever has been experienced

If an intense and profound pain has been felt by someone, it is transmited into whatever you create or compose

Flamenco is full of pain and sadness

of the persecution of towns and the andalucian marginalization, poverty, hunger, all that.

there are many people that claim to have undergone hunger, but I

I did not experience hunger, my father made sure we did not experienced it

but we were in the verge of it

and I thing that is important for any artist

each album is like giving birth, it is painful I want to go crazy

I really do. It fills me up with anxiety and anguish

fear and insecurity

I think it is not worth it and throw away more than half of what i compose

because I think is just not worth it

making an album is an illness it turns into an illness

I suffer..suddenly I come up with a phrase that really makes me happy for five minutes

but after five minutes, the insecurities come back

and the fears and doubts about if this is all worth it

when I could be at the beach taking the sun

I have enough money to do that,

but there is something inside me telling me to keep going and keep struggling

to keep living, to have that fullfilling sensation that I am still alive

and having something to say

I want to make sure you all know that I dont pretend to portray myself as a singer in this album

it has been almost an obligation, because there are two writings in this album

one, i dedicate to my mother and the other to Camaron

and I sang in reference to the recording so later a professional singer could adapt his voice over mine

but I thought it was more intimate according to the circumstances and the real purpose of the song

eventhough I realize he could have done a much better job

to have myself sing those lines was a real homage

Guitarists in general

Of course guitarists dont even buy them, on the contrary they copy each other

these guitarists have put me where I am and they know who Paco de Lucia is

that is why I always thing about the guitarists when I make an album

because they are the ones who will talk about it among themselves

and will say if the album is ok or not

I dont care..

there is still much to do with the guitar

now play the electric guitar is quite interesting

because with the acoustic guitar, you play a note and it dies suddenly

on the other hand, with the electric guitar you play a note and it can last ten minutes

that translates into more tranquility because while the long note is playing you can think about which note to play next

with the acoustic guitar you cant do that

after one note the next must come quick because you ran out of sound

much more challenging to play the acoustic guitar, it has more posibilities that an electric guitar

in which you can prolong the notes and have time to think

I could not live without a guitar, but at the same time i dont live while playing

because it is such a difficult and ungrateful instrument

you dedicate all the hours in you life and all of a sudden

one day you are completely fine in regards to your hands, brilliant

you go in front of people feeling perfect to play

and you just cant play, I dont know why, a disaster

it is an instrument where the lenght of you nails matters

Im talking about a microscopic difference in lenght

and I dont know what is going on but it seems like it is the nail that is not the appropriate lenght

it is quite challenging instrument

I dont have a good relationship with the guitar

I dont like it, really I cant stand it

Because flamenco has always been a lower category music

maybe I giving it to much importance

flamenco has always been music for Andalusian Gypsies

It played in the caverns

and, I could sum it up to this

I remember someone in my town saying "Paco de Lucia" plays the guitar really well, he is a phenomena

And there was this neighbor of mine that said the opposite

He said he knew me so well when I was a young boy

that my face as full of shit as his home, how can he play well- he said

He spoke in a sense trying to say that since he is ours he cant be good

that is something that happens not just in my country, but all over

everything that is folkloric and autochtonous is not good enough

it is so much more well seen to go see a rock concert even if its a total wreck

than to go see a local folkloric artist

I dont know why, I cant understand

There are countries that do have a much more elevated cultural education

Maybe because they have been educated in music, and they know how to appreciate those things

This is basically a flamenco guitar album